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drunkjaked · 2 years

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the way jay has this natural dominant aura about him oh lord im on my KNEES for him like that vlog!?!? ive never been more attracted to a man in my life tbh. the way he made the restaurant reservation (especially as a shy introvert myself, having him order and making reservations? dream come true), the rolled up sleeves and his calm mature nature and and and now i can't stop thinking abt how he has this non sexual but also kind of sexual dominance in his day to day activites with you; walking on the sidewalk and he moves you gently to the inner part while he walks on the outer part, cutting your food for you when youre out having dinner by yourselves or with friends (he WILL smirk and look at you a type of way when he hears your friends questioning to their own bfs why don't they do that for them), guiding you somewhere with his hand situated on your lower back like the list goes on and on and on

jay also seems like the type of person to be clingy to his s/o so hand on your thigh or around your waist always and constantly pressing small kisses to any accessible place on you when he thinks no one is looking, having you sit on his thighs, casually wrapping an arm around your shoulder while the other hooks around your front so his hands connect (can confirm he has done that before on camera) or whispering into your ear whenever he wants to tell you something

this will obviously transcend into the bedroom (or any place he's taking you of course) especially if youre out and youre feeling to be bratty, one specific calm glare at you will have you shut up in mere seconds because he might be a person who takes jokes and jabs very well but he also has a limit. when he is in an extra dominant mood (lowkey always), he loves to order you around in a bored tone and loves when youre acting like a brat so he can break it out of you. will make you his own personal toy wearing a choker with his name on it with hickeys to complement it and make you beg for him to fuck you because he's been teasing and edging and ruining your resolve for what feels like hours. and hes SOOO mean about it too, "but baby, i thought you liked running that slutty mouth of yours? where'd all that bite go huh?"

if he wants you to look at him or kiss him or anything like that, he isn't afraid to grab you by your face, squishing your cheeks lightly, to turn your head and pull you into him while his other hand stays in his pant pocket. might press a little kiss on your puckered lips and look into your teary eyes with his own with a smirk of pride bc youve broken down into such a good girl for him crying bc you want his dick in you and blubbering how you wont ever be a brat again (he knows it's a baseless lie but he doesnt mind believing it for now). when jay does fuck you, he might take it a step further by absolutely ruining and cumming in or on you then bringing you to the point where youre just on the brink of your orgasm before he pulls out saying something like "bratty whores dont get to cum. you know this, dont you?" while he wipes your tears with faux concern and listens to your cries. he just knows how to the best brat tamer and coincidentally he knows you to be the best brat :) - 🗣

i have been thinking about this since you sent it you really need to take up a career in fic writing because this is literally perfect i feel so happy and lucky to know you oh my god.. JAY MAKING THE RESERVATION PLEASE I WAS SHAKING HE'S SO HOT AND HIM SAYING HIS FULL NAME AGH HIM .. he just sounded so sure of himself absolutely no hesitation (fellow shy introvert so yes i was squealing) and then him at the dinner table w the sleeves rolled up yeaaaaaah he knows he's handsome AND THE THOUGHT OF HIM CUTTING UP MY FOOD FOR ME AHHH THIS SUITS HIM SO WELL. clingy jay >>>>>

brat tamer jay AW MAN I COULD CRY THIS IS SO HOT JAY JUST ??? DIRTY TALKER FILTHY FILTHY MAN i am nothing but a hole for him

ps. i was gonna make a masterlist for my favourite hard thoughts and stuff that i've been sent and i wanted to make a separate masterlist for all of the asks u (and others) send because i think you're so awesome and such an amazing but obviously if u don't want me to do that then i won't so i just wanted to check w u first <3

#🗣 anon #saxophonist 💌🫀#thinking.. in a hard way #about jay.. in a hard way

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jayflrt · 2 years

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PLEASE YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABT THEM BEING EITHER RED FLAGS OR UNCUFFABLE 😭😭 but yass single life it's not that bad lmao

omg 5 essays thats crazy but you did it and im really proud of you for that ! :)

ive been doing well! i actually just had my spring break so i caught up in some sleep and also i got a new piercing :o i got a second one on my left lobe and i feel so cool now ehehe

((also "love"? im meltignjsjdfj <3))

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IM CRYINGAJDJFJF SWIM TO GET OUT OF BED????? no wonder he was stomping just to get yogurt 😭😭 HAHA PLS WHY ARE YOU CHOKING HIM AND WHY DOES IT LOOK SO FUNNYHAHDIFI. oh em jay congrats on the sims relationship tho ig sims jay finds attempted murders attractive

three.

im scared what is this story about and why is barbie in it and why the black plague 😭🧍for me when i had my wattpad phase it wasnt my titles that were embarassing (and the full-of-plot-holes writing aside bc i was young and dumb) it was my story covers 😭😭😭 MY COVERS WERE SO BAD idk what went thru my head when i decided to add 10 vignettes on top of e/o and add that disperse effect on picsart👎 and the fonts i used too were so . like i really had better font options too man— 💀

- 🌻

i see so many ppl on tiktok who go to school with cute guys who are good ppl apparently like ?? wow none of those where i am 😵‍💫 but yesyes so true i just want my degree and then i’ll think about relationships later 🤧 AHH TYTY last week felt so long bc it was just essay after essay 😭😭 but i’m so glad to be done with those now :’) and omg i’m glad you got to catch up on sleep during your break !! i’m on my spring break rn and i think i’ve gotten more sleep when i had school tbh 😭 ALSO CONGRATS ON YOUR PIERCING i’ve been considering the second lobe bc they look so cool :o

HAHAH RIGHT HES PROBABLY GROUCHY IN THE MORNINGS BC OF THE WORKOUT 😭 heeseung’s sim doesn’t complain tho .. very interesting HAHAH but omg yesterday i downloaded some ccs so they look better(??) it doesn’t completely look like them but we’re getting warmer HAHAH and tbh cherryhee looks like taehyun lowkey 💀

i’m pretty sure it was an english project my friend and i did together, like a writing assignment about the black plague and we just decided to tie in barbie too(???) but it was actually so funny to read 😭😭 AND OH MY GOD SAMEEE MY WATTPAD COVERS WERE SO BAD HAHAH i think they got slightly better when i started writing for kpop but i asked my friend who had a graphic shop to make me covers instead bc i didn’t like how they looked :’)

#💌 : love notes #🌻 anon

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sunsetsover · 4 years

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underrated parts from last night:

the entire ben and bobby scene :-( i love them sm :-(

the absolute BANTER of them being like ‘what do u fancy?’ ’do u have to ask?’ and ben leaning into callum’s space so he can kiss him and then being like ‘lets go shag in an empty coffin 🤪’ and callum’s disapproving tut like he’s disgusted but not really disgusted and ben looking at callum like he hung the sun in the sky :-(

jay and lola’s little faces when ben was like ‘this better be worth it’

the absolute devastating softness of ben’s voice when he says ‘pam’ :-(

callum’s face when he realized that that was pam. like it was immediately obvious that he not only felt very out of place, but he knew that however this situation went and whatever ben did or didn’t tell her, it was going to be difficult. that it was going to be hard for ben, and depending on what was said, it was going to be hard for pam too. like you could just tell from the look on his face when ben was hugging pam that he knew straight away that this was not going to be easy, which is very telling of how well knows ben - he understands how much paul still means to ben, how much pam and les mean to ben, and how much what happened still affects him. and callum probably knew it was going to be hard on him too, bc i think the possibility of ben lying abt who callum was/their relationship was probably one of the first things that came to mind.

ben’s face when callum introduced himself to pam (esp that first second where he suddenly remembers that oh yeah, callum’s here too) because you can tell that ben’s just had the exact same realization that callum had, except he’s the one who’s now got to decide what to say, what to tell pam, and how to navigate this incredibly delicate situation with the least amount of upset.

CALLUM LOOKING ALL HAPPY THINKING BEN HAD TOLD PAM ALL ABOUT HIM FOLLOWED BY THE DEVASTATION OF HIM REALIZING THAT IT HAD JUST BEEN JAY. THE SAD LITTLE LAUGH AND SHAKE OF HIS HEAD AS IF HE WAS INTERNALLY GOING ‘OF COURSE IT WAS JAY, OF COURSE BEN HASN’T TOLD HER ABOUT YOU, DON’T BE SO STUPID’ THAT KILLED ME MORE THAN ANYTHING

the fact that ben hesitated and looked at callum when pam asked how they knew each other. like he really considered telling her the truth and being honest but he just couldn’t bring himself to do it :-( and then his immediate change in body language when he tells her they’re just mates, like his excessive nodding and awkwardly clearing his throat and running away to the bar - he was so obviously uncomfortable. he KNEW saying that was going to upset callum and clearly immediately felt bad but what else could he do? what else could he have said? he didn’t feel like he could tell pam the truth. he was between a rock and a hard place.

jay and lola’s shared ‘ben’s being a dumbass again’ look

THE FACT THAT CALLUM STAYED INSTEAD OF LEAVING LIKE I REALIZE IT WAS PROBABLY JUST FOR PLOT SO THEY COULD ARGUE LATER IN THE EP BUT IN MY HEAD HE STAYED BECAUSE HE WANTED BEN TO KNOW IT WAS OK THAT HE LIED ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND THAT HE WASN’T MAD :-(

ben and pam just sitting there holding hands while they talked bitch i’m CRYING

pam including callum in the conversation!! like she must have realized he was sitting there awkward and quiet bc obviously everyone there had history but him and made sure to include him :-(

the way ben looked at callum when pam brought up whitney. like it was SO obvious he wanted to say something or do something; that he wanted to reach out and comfort callum, support him, reassure him. because like... he didn’t know whether callum was gonna come out to pam or not, and ben knows that it doesn’t matter that he was in a safe environment surrounded by loved ones, that’s still a difficult thing to do! and even if he didn’t (which he didn’t, probably more for ben’s sake than his own tbh which is a whole nother can of worms) ben knows that his break up with whitney is still a difficult and raw thing for callum to talk about. like all of that on top of this incredibly awkward situation they were in and the fact that that callum was probably already upset like??? ben’s face in that moment said SO much

lola being the one to tell pam callum and whit aren’t together anymore so callum didn’t have to.... i love one (1) friendship

callum’s absolute lack of offence abt pam bringing whitney up.... like he’s literally an angel

pam saying ‘i’m sure you’re gonna find somebody else’ as opposed to saying ‘i’m sure you’ll find another woman’ or smth 😔✊🏻

callum and ben sneaking looks at each other when pam said ‘there’s a lid for every pot :-( ben’s his lid :-(

(plus ben catching himself looking at callum and forcing himself to look away and schooling his expression back into something more neutral like please)

lola and jay absentmindedly linking hands bitch that GOT me

jay repeatedly glancing at ben and callum when they were at the bar together like!!! he was worried about them!!

pam just generally being a nan and being like U HAVE TO COME VISIT i love her can she stay forever :-(

lola’s quiet support of jay when pam was asking him abt terry’s funeral :-( i love them so mf much

not underrated but callum understanding why ben didn’t tell pam about them and instead being more upset about the fact that ben had ignored him the whole time like :-( literally the kindest most understanding angel

who is no longer afraid to tell ppl when he’s upset and hurt and why! i love that growth!

the absolute domesticity of them talking abt callum struggling w money and the fact that callum didn’t seem to be that embarrassed and was honest abt the situation he’s in and ben not judging him at all like ! but the whole thing was still really tense and dramatic anyway bc of what they were arguing abt before lmao

pam watching the whole thing in the background like.... she Knows

lola trying to distract pam bc ben and callum are just straight up having a domestic at the bar and not being subtle at ALL and pam is just. Watching. and poor lola has to at least TRY to cover their dumbasses (+ pam having none of it and being like hang on i’m trying earwig here kddslkflskf)

how sad ben’s little ‘don’t be like that’ was despite him obviously trying to seem annoyed lmao :-( and the fact that he immediately jumped up and didn’t want callum to leave like he really hadn’t wanted to upset callum and he didn’t want him thinking he didn’t care but poor ben just didn’t know what to do and who to please and how to behave :-(

how tired callum must have been to just be like ‘just forget it’ and not only leave, be leave without saying goodbye to anyone like :-(

BEN’S SAD LITTLE FACE AS CALLUM WALKED AWAY LIKE SCREENSHOTS DO NOT DO IT JUSTICE AND I DON’T THINK ANYONE’S GIFFED IT BUT IT’S FUCKING HEARTBREAKING

pam watching the entire interaction like 👀

ben’s annoyed sigh at the end like he’s just !! annoyed but he’s annoyed at himself for upsetting callum and fucking up this entire situation like he’s in such an awkward and difficult position and he probably feels like he can’t do right for doing wrong and no matter what he said or did someone was gonna get upset and like :-( just wanna hug him tbh

anyways i cannot wait for tonights ep

thank u for ur time 💖💖

#ballum #eastenders #jay x lola #lola x jay #idk what their tag is sorry :-(#anyways i love my family #i cant wait to see callum talk to mick and ben talk to pam like ! im excited #*

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luvlavishly · 6 years

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9-22

I only feel like myself when I listen to Whitney Houston interviews. The way she describes her love for Bobby Brown is humbling & reminds me of my love for B♤BE. Laughing & tearing all in 60 seconds. I love his voice, I hear it now sounds like Yogi. BABE one day GOD will reveal to you what & how much you really mean to my life. When I write I'm free styling no editing. I'm sry I cannot bring you around my family; my roots. I can take you to Rita's, Pittsburgh, & KSMO that's abt it. I had to take you to Oakland tho because I needed to be sure you loved me for me. I didn't want any surprises. I'm from the gutter, but I didn't stay there. One day I'll take you to OP. I wanted you to see the REAL. Now I'm hating my family for how the trip turned out. Haven't talked to Madea in almost 3 years. I'm not sure I'm going to either. Because you care for me my heart still beats. I didn't come to NY to argue or fight w you, I just wanted to get US right. I love the man you are, the man I met on day 1. Babe you saved me @ a time when I was almost @ an end. I know I've done my damages, but not purposely. I h@e th@ my secrets are on display for anyone to read. Hope you understand. Most of my wishes come true. I wish we could be alone for @ least a year to see if I'm the issue or if it's thee outside. For some reason my heart is set on you, & isn't moved or beating for anyone else. Idk how I came across you. Sighs. I love your smile A REAL GENUINE SMILE NOT A BRACE FACE. I think that's a reason why I'm soooooo crazy for you. Found someone who smiles just as authentic as I smile. Am I happy; was I happy; will I be happy?

@ this moment if I weren't "DorYon DaVoice," my happiness wouldn't even matter. Because I'm "DorYon DaVoice," I have to uphold an image & am expected to appear a certain way in public. I cannot even sit & enjoy the sunshine without anyone's opinion. You don't understand the luxury of being a "normal person". No complaining I just wish I could turn it on & off. No, I'm not happy. I was finding happiness again when we met.

9-25 12AM

Listening to Whitney & Bobby makes me want to correct "Our Love," while we still have the chance. Their love is so real & transparent & undeniable. I need to listen to my granny when she says "You gotta let the King be the King of the Castle," it's so true. Granny you will NEVER understand my relationship with Papa. It's bittersweet. Childhood memories. My PapPap spoils me & loves me for me, doesn't try to change me. PapPap knows I love men & accepts me FLAWS & ALL. Th@'s why he's PapPap. Babe, I didn't know you'd be my husband. So used to being a hard shell & protecting myself from the world. I knew you were diff looking in your eyes. When We Make Love its beyond passionate the way you handle me, it's like #NoOther. The way you hold me face to face piercing my eyes cleansing my soul of any stress, reasons why I Am Crazy In Love with you. It's not like any other love. That's how I knew you were my husband. I remember telling myself don't ever sleep with anyone else. I haven't. Sex ain't better than love. I cannot have my thoughts on display for the world to read. The way you love me is everything I've been waiting for. So for anyone saying that I'm with you for money has absolutely no idea what they're talking about.

I'm always HOT for you.

Babe I don't mean to be a D!V♤ I just want the absolute best for US. There's still soooooo much we need to do together. I'm not opposed to being friendly to your friends, they just don't know me.

Whitney said "My mother had to get used to the fact that I was a grown woman." I'ma scream! I heard th@.

Hov I never said anything abt Jay Z che@!ng on Beyoncé. Press rewind. I wrote "So when I see Beyoncé crying tears," & the song is abt her being in an unfaithful rel@ionship so she'd have to be getting che@ed on. When the song came out I NEVER understood why she was crying, until I lived it. So I don't deserve the disrespect. If anything I deserve respect for respecting the /G\ame & leaving out names. I respect the game. I respect the code. I always keep it /G\.

Listening to Beyoncé will NEVER be the same for me. TBH the last Beyoncé album I actually listened to was BEYONCÉ. No disrespect I just didn't feel Lemonade. Bey I wish you nothing but success, longevity, & relevance. Loved you since the beginning of your career & I'm not gnabe FAKE now.

Love & Money changes E V E R Y O N E. I don't TRUST anyone anymore.

It's gna take a miracle to bring me back & you're the one to blame & I've NEVER smoked cigarettes.

The M♤N Of My L!fe Th@ ! L♡VE Soooooo Very Much Who I'm Crazy For The Man of My Life Whom ! L♡VE So Very Much Who I'm Crazy For.

From the heart no teleprompter or recording studio.

I sampled Whitney on DMV1 & then Drake on NWTS.

Sincerely, DorYon

I don't care if I ever see my family again.

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mingyubias · 6 years

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& i know this is ?? like a month late?? idk but !! someone way back when asked me about my hevie/descendants hcs/thoughts so i’ve decided to make a lil list that i’ll most likely add on to as time goes by and i get more info

first of all, i like to completely disregard the sugar coating that disney put on the entire series. for example, their lives on isle would’ve been grittier and much more cruel than what was depicted in the movies ( and somewhat the books ). i personally see all of their parents as emotionally and mentally Abusive ( bc they definitely are?? and melissa’s account of it def made more sense than .. disney’s igvfdn ).

also i like to imagine them? older? because i just cant personally relate to teens anymore so i see them as like 19 in my mind when im reading fics and the like ( especially since the ones ive read have hevie as sexually active ).

i really and truly dislike mal based both on her actions in the first novel and how she behaved in the films ( a lot of people haven’t read the books, but to sum it up, she spent 3/4 of the first novel tormenting evie first in a petty way and then in two (2) seperate life-threatening ways ). this has left me feeling completely cold towards mal and unable to sympathize with her in her tantrum in d2.

now, though i feel this way about mal, i can completely understand why evie wouldnt. it is literally written that evie brought out the best in people ( “The princess possessed a darling giggle that was so entrancing, it brought a smile to haughty Lady Tremaine’s face [...] The ferocious tiger Shere Kahn was practically purring like a contented kitten. And for old time’s sake, Captain Hook bravely stuck his head between Tick Tock’s open jaws, if only so he could make her laugh and hear that lovely peal again. The princess, it would seem, could make even the most horrible villain smile.” ) even when evie ass KNEW mal was planning something and despised her, she STILL did her best to give her the benefit of the doubt i? ? ? ? ?? ??? ? ? a tru queen

i didn’t read rise of the isle of the lost so i’m not 110% sure how harry is characterized in the books, but uhh id die for him ..

and i also dont? think he and mal ever had a thing lol .. just bc thomas and dove are dating that doesnt mean they gotta add in an unnecessary plotpoint ( especially considering how it’s canon in both the books and the movies that mal’s never had a boyfriend before ben .. *eyeball emoji* ) so uhh miss me with that

and i know that hevie is? a crackship? so dont come to me with “hevie aint canon” like huney i know but theres also no canon evidence negating the possibility either

ok so on to the actual hevie hcs .. cos i think about them a lot vfjdnokm

she is 10/10 the one who showed him how to do the scary pirate eyeliner thing ok but in my mind it started out much cleaner so it was just yk liner but then after scrubbing at his eyes so much ( thanks, salty ocean air ) it just became easier to leave it messy

the blue bandana he wears under his hat ? evie’s. kinda like how knights used to wear the colors of their wives/betrothed w/e its like a subtle claim and him making a lowkey gesture and im Weak over it tbh

captain hook ? loves her .. not only because she clearly has Some clout on the isle, espcially since apparently her momma and maleficent are friends now ( ?? idk disney makin shit up ) so hes like ((:: well !! but on the other hand .. evie is just a generally good person and she makes harry happy and shes charming and beautiful and genuine?? ya i see him really vouching for her ( especially since i dont really consider captain hook a real? villain? ig? he just wanted revenge on the immortal brat who literally Sliced Off His Hand and Fed it to a Crocodile ??? ) so !! ya

evil queen def dont approve but uhh what she doesnt know wont hurt her ..

i dont see her getting along with uma like she does so much in a lot of the fics, though, mostly because i feel like uma would resent her at least a little for basically being the person mal replaced uma with, so .. also for snatching half of harry’s time ( cant have a first mate who’s more loyal to someone else than his captain ). i also don’t see harry and uma as a couple, mostly because i imagine she’s at least a few years younger than him .. like everyone else felt older than they were in the movies, but uma def gave off 17 y/o vibes to me ( so did carlos but hes a lil baby and i love him )

that said, she’d get along really well with gil tho cos shes so kind and understanding and i dont see her getting so easily annoyed with him like everyone else does. not to mention she was .. sorta? friends with his older brothers in the first book so vinjdkm. quasi sister for that boi

theres a lot less interference between the vks and the pirates than you’d think? mostly because they keep it a secret from drama queen mal ( cos in my mind, carlos and jay prolly know cos i uhh trust them with info like this ) though i feel like itd especially put a strain on her relationship with jay since he dont like harry and he was friends with mal first so ..

a loooot of quiet moments in his cabin on uma’s ship .. just enjoying each other’s company on his hammock, slowly rocking back and forth, her probably playing with his fingers cos damn

just as many arguments tho cos theyre both hot headed and their personalities clash like a motherfucker honestly like ?? a ton of banter and low-blow comments that end in heated silence until evie cracks and apologizes or harry slowly grins and they kiss and make up wow i love my kiddos

10/10 see him climbing a trellis like a better version of romeo like vbifbhcjndm wherefore art thou, harry hook? bgvfnj anyways ya i see it very vividly in my mind, especially when theyre first getting to know each other .. like they have whispered conversations on her crumbling balcony and in her mind shes like “why does he seem so familiar????” and hes like “wow who IS this girl” and its cute and silly and he teases her the whole time and she teases right back wow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deep ass conversations under the stars about what they’d be doing if they were free to go wherever they want .. him talking about sailing the seas as a captain of his own ship and making a name for himself and she realizes as time passes that princes? dont seem very important to her anymore ?? and the more he talks about how wide and vast the ocean is the more appealing it become for her and she begins wishing he’d take her with him sighs

her initiating their first kiss cos uhh pirate or not hes like .. shes a Princess theres no way theres anything between us .. right ?? but obviously she likes him smh silly boy and she rolls her eyes and is like “when are you gonna kiss me?” and he stares at her for a sec before grinning like the roguish pirate he is and doing just that & its surprisingly gentle and uhh reverent BYE

evie willingly kissing him even tho it smear her perfectly applied lipstick ((:: and as an add on to that, evie letting him turn her into a disheveled mess after a thorough makeout session, hair all tangled, lipstick smeared, clothes wrinkled ihbvfnjdm and she lk loves it cos he clearly thinks shes still drop dead gorgeous without all the theatrics her mom ingrained into her mind that she needed to be beautiful ((:: i live and breathe for the acceptance !! wow !!

the angst .. when she goes to auradon .. wow ...... im actually so hurt by it ???? and i def see harry feeling abandoned sighs rip in peace my happy kiddos say hi to pain and suffering (:

doug ? is not a love interest in my mind .. sorry kid .. ur a good friend tho <3 and evie is in auradon watching mal maybe get her happily ever after and evie’s lowkey bitter abt it but obiously doesnt show it cos uhh shes here to love and support her ugli friend !!

harry being a Broody Mess and it making him seem more malicious and vile than before .. easier to enrage, quicker to react .. yk, harry in the movie !

but at the same time !! hes juggling uma’s i-told-you-so’s and trying to find a way to prove himself to his father and wishing evie hadn’t ever left and it being .. no fun at all for him esp with gil muttering about how he wishes evie were around and making the whole situation Worse smh

at the confrontation ohh god !! not the big one with everyone and the wand but before when they took ben ??? damn his eyes RAKED up and down her trying to assess if she was happier without him or if she felt even a little bit of what he did and getting angry when she gets angry over him taking ben i ??!!

evie sneaking away to confront harry personally over it and them getting into a shouting match and leaving things unresolved and WORSE than they’d been before ughhhhh

then ........ few months later boi gets an invite to come to auradon ... color him Surprised over that .. he almost refuses but he thinks of the ship he’s always wanted and quickly packs up his cabin like a second later

evie mentally considering taking harry off the list initially but then remembers that its his only gd chance to get away from the damn isle and out on the sea like he always dreamed & knowing she cant take that chance away from him just cos shes scared to see him again

that got away from me and felt more like fanfic plotting ... but uhh harry being the one who taught her to swordfight cos lbr who else couldve ? jay didnt carry one around until auradon and as far as i know evie didn’t have any sort of fencing lessons ( especially since it was a big deal for lonnie to have been on the team ). so !!

he also taught her a handful of other self-defense maneuvers beyond running and potions that never worked correctly on the isle cos uhh its a shady ass place and hes Worried about her

also he 10/10 calls her princess anyone who disagrees is free to do so but theyre wrong

she repairs his coat All The Time cos boy is always in need of patching up smh BUT she sewed her lil heart with a crown on the inside of his coat right next to where it lays over his heart cos uhh she loves him pce

him bringing her pretty seashells and trinkets he got from the salvage ships .. things like faded gold earrings and necklaces when one time he shows up with this tiny little shard of blue seaglass thats worn into the shape of a heart and she immediately makes it a charm for a bracelet & treasure it above all the other things she has lol !

them being 200% supportive of each other in general and loving one another despite the odds against them??? harry literally willing to risk everything for her ?? her honestly getting tired of hiding him and pretending she doesnt like him and one day just blurting it out to mal and bein like “if you dont like it then that’s just too bad for you” and walking out head held high but deep down freaking the FUCK out bihfnjde and harry being So Proud of her and willing to legitimately fight mal if she gives her shit over it bgvihfnj wow i just .. i just love them so much ..

#hevie #harry x evie #evie x harry #eviarry #???#idk im still working on it #long post #read more cos uhh its .. a lot

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scoopzahoy · 4 years

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Watched the third season of Scream (Scream Resurrection ? Scream VH1 ?) for the first time w mom these past two days, and I liked it a lot actually ! I’m aware it’s not well liked apparently. Maybe because they dropped the Seasons 1&2 cast (Brooke and Noah are the only characters I truly mourn in the Great Recasting of Scream TV, the rest of the living characters by the end of S02 do nothing for me), maybe it just wasn’t a lot of people’s style. Either way, I personally enjoyed it, and especially loved the nearly all-bipoc cast !!

I had a fewwww flaws with it, of course, but I’ll leave it under a cut so anyone who wants to read it can, and those who don’t won’t just see a wall of text rip

Also Spoiler Warning, duh

OKAY SO

One of the biggest flaws I had was for sure Olivia/Liv. She definitely seemed okay and likeable in Episodes 1 and 2, but my GOD did she just get worse as time went on.

Like, okay, so we know she’s got some (mental health ??) issues due to her mom’s cheating and eventual divorce from her father, but I kinda hate how it’s never... delved into ??? Like girl held a whole ass lighter to her arm at the end of one episode but it’s never actually ADDRESSED what her deal is ????? What are your secrets, Liv ????

Like, alright. Her snoopy ass self gets the hopes up of Deion (fka Marcus), that his twin brother (the REAL Deion) is alive and kicking, only for it to be revealed the poor kid got stuck in the trunk of an old car and died after all. Like, damn, Nancy Drew, look at what you’ve done. You gave the dude depression.

Liv: Your brother’s alive Deion: he’s literally not Liv: okay but he is Deion: hm...

ANYWAYS, moving on.

I really don’t like just how she treated Deion all season. So, hear me out. We have the scene between them post-sex. She’s holding the gun she found in his bag (ma’am I literally do not care that you stubbed your toe, that doesn’t give you permission to snoop through his shit ????), and THEN yells for her cop father bc she’s trying to “protect” Deion ??? Nah fuck off with that.

Was definitely relieved to see her father WASN’T a racist cop just waiting for a chance to have an excuse to execute a black person, surprised to see him reveal he’s worried for Deion’s safety BECAUSE of Liv’s aforementioned issues (sir get your daughter a therapist) but once again WHAT ARE HER ISSUES SPECIFICALLY ???? LIV ???????

She then kinda does it AGAIN by mentioning to a different cop that Deion knew about her father. Like GIRL you KNOW what you’re doing YOU HAVE TO. These actions nearly cost Deion a football scholarship, and never ONCE is she PROPERLY punished for her actions.

We do get Deion telling her on the phone that everything she’d done so far was actually really shitty and fucked up, and he even goes so far as to tell her not to speak to him anymore, but about an episode later that’s all resolved like nothing. Like Deion, dude, I get she’s pretty but the things she did should not be so quickly forgiven just because she said sorry ???? Deion stop kissing her TELL HER TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THE CLEARLY TRAUMATIC EVENT OF HER PARENTS DIVORCING.

AND THEN SHE’S PITIED in those TWO seconds Deion hates her ?? Deion “pumping and dumping” is viewed as a “gross guy hurts poor, innocent girl’s heart” when reality is that he had EVERY SINGLE RIGHT to want nothing to do with Liv after everything she had put him through. A person is not obligated to stay in contact w/ someone they had sex with if that person finds out their sexual and/or romantic partner is an ASSHOLE. Don’t pity Liv when it’s HER shitty actions that led to Deion not wanting to speak to her for two seconds !

Legit hate that she and Deion ended up together in the end. He deserved better, or at the VERY LEAST she should have waited until she was in a better place to even PURSUE a relationship with anyone, Deion or not. And, hey, maybe she did considering the last scene is a time jump, but that’s just an assumption.

Also, was it ever explained just who she was talking to about having blood on their hands ??? Like I get it was to make her look sus because it WORKED. Maybe she wasn’t the killer this season, but it’s well established she is Not Okay and also well established that she’s just an overall unpleasant person, so who is to say she wasn’t doing shady shit anyways ?? Once again, Liv, what are your secrets ????????????

Anyways, non-Liv related flaws I found that apply to me personally.

Tyg/a’s whole existence. So let’s talk abt Jay. Not entirely jazzed about his reveal. Kinda thought it was meh overall (sidenote: shouldn’t he have sounded more struggled in his last scene ? Dude was bleeding out and was talking like he was having a normal conversation my dudes)

Like, his motive is kinda interesting, but idk. Of course there were two killers, but I was hoping “Hook Man’s” death wasn’t actually related to the Ghostface killings. I knew for sure it was Jay, because it made sense. Get revenge on the man you think killed your little brother while wearing the costume your brother died in. I just feel like, compared to Beth... meh.

Enough about him, though, really hated seeing Manny die. Like, damn dude. I was legit hoping that him cracking the windshield was a sign that he was gonna escape, then BOOM next episode BOOM his funeral like DAMN OKAY.

When Kym was on the roof, I thought the Mystery Person was gonna be revealed to be Manny (forgot they had been selecting his clothes to be buried in tbh), who faked his death so he could finally be free of the town he wanted nothing to do with. Will say, though, the reveal of Hawkins being Manny’s secret dumb jock boyfriend was wholesome. Wish we could have seen more of them together and Hawkins could have been a more relevant character throughout the season, we deserved all the gay content we could have gotten.

That’s all the flaws I think I have, though. My brain’s fried and I’m TIRED so... yuh.

Oh but, a few positives real quick: Liv being the false final girl and KYM being the TRUE final girl (sidenote: another flaw - Kym should have gotten a showdown with Beth tbh). Kym was far more deserving of that title, and I’m glad she got the honor of putting the Big Bad down. Also loved her and Hawkins clearly becoming friends after high school (also just Keke in general, what an icon)

And, the Deadfast Club was an overall likeable group (Liv ASIDE personally). It hurt to see them die. Noah rlly said it in season 1, make my ass CARE about these people smh

Once again there’s probs more but I am falling asleep so that is all goodnight.

#shut up natalie #Scream VH1 #VH1 Scream #Scream Resurrection #Scream season 3 #Scream the TV Series

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ofhllfire · 7 years

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it jay now fckin plot w me u lil dickens. ( also pls at least read the last bullet it’s v important like,,,, and i dont mean j important in that sorta ‘btw my fav restaurant is named after me’ i mean,,,, pls read it. )

hEY HEY HEY KIDS !! im weak and im bringin emma frost 2 the crew. let it be known that im still studyin up like i kno a good amount abt her but not as much as i kno abt ivy and even w ivy who i’ve played multiple times im like,,,,,, sO BEAR W ME!!! I S2G I WILL GET BETTER AS TIME PASSES I GOTTA BUNCH OF COMICS UP W HER bc tbh,,,, i h8 myself but i’ve never liked the x-men movie ( speaking of which im gonna have 2 crop so many fckin gifs and also probs make some rip ) anyWAY

my weird-ass app is gonna help w this let’s go:

“BOSTON (ig)“

first of all,,,, the xmen are like. everywhere so i just set it where she was born and, for the most part, raised. her dad was a dick. mom loved pills. one sister was also a dick ( and emma killed her later on lmao get rekt ). other sister was ok i guess. brother was awesome i love christian but also got real fcked up bc of their dick dad.

there were a bunch of debacles involving an uncalled for student-teacher romance, a loan shark fake kidnapping turned real kidnapping, another uncalled for student-teacher romance, a mentor who turned out to also be a dick but it’s ok bc now she knows how 2 do everything, was ostracized for being a mutant bc that’s how things go

will get 2 ‘do everything’ in the last bullet

“EMMA FROST GDI U AINT CREATIVE RMR WHEN U WERE THE WHITE QUEEN BC I DO“

the hellfire club was like super elite but also super corrupt and there were rankings and white queen was the highest u could get

while lana del rey fucked her way to the top, emma frost basically tortured and killed her way to the top

was like. on top of the fckin world for forever. the hellfire club was VERY pro-mutant, anti-human. but also very fucked up.

fckin loVED torturing ppl thru images put inside their mind. what a bitch.

she actually fought the x-men multiple times bitch u j wait.

...eventually teamed up w the x-men.

...eventually became an x-man.

has fickle relationships w most of the other x-men tho bc like “who r u gonna be todAY EMMA HUH???”

“ANTIHERO (sometimes)“

she’s the ‘token evil teammate’ to the x-men bc who would i be if i didnt play a manipulative lil dickens ?? not jay. that’s for sure.

sometimes reverts to straight-up villainy. has killed innocent enough ppl during her time in the x-men.

a bitch.

has a HUGE guilt-complex that has been lampshaded. like 100% blames herself for the deaths of every single one of her students (bc. a lot of her students have died. and it’s rly sad. bc her students are p much the only thing she cares abt.)

like the comic that's famous for lampshading it (aka the comic that everyone fckin loVES and knoWS that talks abt it briefly) it’d be a spoiler 2 take a screenshot but gimme a second

after jean found out abt emma and scott’s psychic love affair she entered emma’s mind (technically vice-versa) and made her relive some p bad moments which??? honestly??? cruel. but also like,,,, bitch deserved retribution

the one thing that made everyone stop jean tho was as follows:

( 1 ) ( 2 ) ( 3 ) (shut up scott)

ALSO THIS IS A BIG ONE it happened right after genosha and for those of u who dont kno emma was in a coma then woke up in iceman’s body which should explain wtf is happening in the picture:

( 1 ) ( 2 )

v much blames herself for genosha too. which. she legit. didnt do anything. in.

so ya. she h8s herself sometimes. but.

also has a superiority complex. ok.

technically w scott (like,,,, before inhumans but im not counting that bc tbh i rLY FCKIN HATE THAT STORYLINE FOR A MULTITUDE OF REASONS) but,,,,,,, i hate how they got 2gether,,,,,, and it’s been lampshaded multiple times that how they got 2gether wasnt right (emma lampshaded it once) and how their relationship can be toxic sometimes so like.

v on the fence abt that.

she also got boy toyz tho. she aint a cheater but she still got some backup side-hoes.

speakin of. in the comics she’s only gotten w men. but she gives me a hella bi vibe. so she’s hella bi.

anywaY there’ll be more than these disorganized bullets when i get her full bio up sometimes tonight probs. buT powers includE:

a lot. i was gonna list them j using the wikia but that’d take up half of my space. most notably, she can read minds, see pasts, project images, heal traumatization thru mind stuff, make ppl see a $100 bill when she actually gave them a newspaper clipping, possess ppl’s minds, can turn into a diamond form and becomes impervious to bullets. when i get her abt page up they’ll all be listed.

marvel sucks they gave her v few weaknesses which is honestly v unfair but they are:

“while in her diamond form, frost is unable to access her telepathic abilities.“

“alcoholic: after killing her sister, she became alcoholic.”

that’s legit all they listed.

i am not kidding when i say i wish she had more listed weaknesses like that’s such a mary sue powers thing.

anyWAY LAST BULLET:

ok. so most of emma’s powers would require god-modding if they were used on a playable character which isn’t cool if you don’t talk to the player ( this is why ivy hasn’t used her pheromone thing on anyone yet bc it godmods, but,,,, like,,,, almost all of emma’s powers do so this point is necessary ). if u respond with a “.” then u are giving me permission 2 let her be all telepathic-y towards ur character. i will obVIOUSLY only do it when it feels verY opportune. if u do not but there is an opportune moment i will come to u.

like this or hmu if u would like 2 plot !! respond w a “.” if i can get fckin telekinesis-y.

#dd:ooc #well. look at me. actually. using. that. tag.#alsO j so everyone knows my new insult is 'dickens' bc it's hilarious.#i will probably. reblog this. a few times. mainly for the last bullet.#and also. bc. it wont show up in the tags until tomorrow. as i have learned from ivy. and from j looking in the tags lmao.#anyway this fckin suCKS BUT I WANT YALL 2 HAVE IT.#also i hope everyone feels cold when they open my theme. imma do some editing of the color scheme later but it still cold.

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stellarsquad · 7 years

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ur turn to answer all of them, lets hear it

thanks michelle ur the binch best

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?

depends on the circumstance, but I’d say yes.

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?

nope

3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?

shapeshifting, or the power to refill things bc lets be honest that one (1) post was actually quite logical

4. Do you think you are going to be rich in 7-8-9 years?

mmmmmm, maybe. maybe not 7 - 9 yrs but maybe sometime

5. Tell us some funny drunk story.

i don’t drink, so none on that front.

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?

didn’t love her romantically, feelings didn’t go both ways. we’re g now though.

7. If you had to choose one way to die, what would it be?

hmmmmm, probably drowning.

8. What are your current goals?

ace my exams.

9. Do you like someone?

fuck yeah i do!!!

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?

not sure, actually. generally if someone disappoints me they make up for it pretty quick.

11. Do you like your body?

it does its job (mostly)

12. Can you keep a diet?

is that a joke??

13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?

let people live

14. Do you work?

yeah, i tutor beginner trumpet students.

15. If you could choose only one food to eat to the rest of your life, what would it be?

sushi, probably

16. Would you get a tattoo?

maybe, but probably not. not rlly my style.

17. Something you don’t mind spending all your money on?

my FRIENDS I LOVE MY FRIENDS

18. Can you drive?

i can,,, but am i a good driver?? up for debate.

19. When was the last time someone told you you were beautiful?

not sure

20. What was the last thing you cried for?

i’m playin the lead in a short film about a woman who’s husband dies in a crash and we filmed a scene at a graveyard for that this week, so i cried there about my ‘husband’ dying.

21. Do you keep a journal?

not anymore.

22. Is life fun?

honestly it’s looking up. so i’ll say yes.

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?

i don’t,,, even know what this question is asking??? yes?? no?? maybe??

24. What’s your dream car?

mini cooper, teal. or red.

25. Are grades in school important?

mmmhmmm don’t fuck around in school kids.

26. Describe your crush.

literal angel honestly, the sweetest boy i’ve ever met.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?

fuckin baby driver!!! that was good shit!!!

28. What was your last lie?

“dont pull that shit again i stg i will rearrange ur spinal structure until u resemble a goldfish”. it’s a lie i don’t even know how to do that.

29. Dumbest lie you ever told?

um,,, idk most of my lies are pretty stupid one likes that ^^^ and i don’t lie a lot nowadays anyway. i try to avoid it where i can.

30. Is crying in front of people embarrassing?

this is kind of a double standard thing for me, like,, i don’t mind if other ppl cry in front of me and i certainly won’t shame anyone for crying in public / in front of other but i’m always embarrased crying in front of other people. sooooo, idk.

31. Something you did and you are proud of?

topping 3 of my classes atm, i think.

32. What’s your favourite cocktail?

once again, not a drinker.

33. Something you are good at?

i’m okay at singing, i think.

34. Do you like small kids?

mmmm, depends on how small.

35. How are you feeling right now?

exhausted but i always am sooooo,

36. What would you name your daughter/son?

lmao me?? having kids?? is that a joke??

37. What do you need to be happy?

music, my best Friends and/or my boyfriend. preferably all of em.

38. Is there some you want to punch in the face right now?

mmm, not really?? myself mostly for not doing my work.

39. What was the last gift you received?

um, idk. probably smnthn for my birthday?? that was at the beginning of the yr i don’t remember.

40. What was the last gift you gave?

i gave a sloth enamel pin to one of my friends this thursday just gone.

41. What was the last concert you went to?

twenty one pilots!!

42. Favourite place to shop at?

h&m, or jay jays.

43. Who inspires you?

sebastian stan

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?

are there gonna be more of these drinking questions??

45. How old were you when you first got high?

i don’t even drink bruh,,,

46. How old were you when you first had sex?

umm, well i’m ace so,,, no.

47. When was your first kiss?

recently, actually. it was good but the second one was so. much. better.

48. Something you want to do until the end of this year?

stay in a relationship with my boyfriend, and beyond the end of this year, too.

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadn’t done?

[pulls up 178 slide pptx] where the fuck do i start

50. Post a selfie.

how’s this: https://stellarsquad.tumblr.com/post/159788715857/flora-200417-artist-and-photographer

51. Who are you most comfortable around?

my two Best Friends ever nd my boyfriend.

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.

fuckin hell, spiders man.

53. What kind of books do you read?

fantasy and adventure

54. What would you tell your 12 year old self?

trust your damn instincts. don’t be blind.

55. What is your favourite flower?

orchids!! or roses. hmmm

56. Any bad habits you have?

i scratch nd pick at my face a lot

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?

i don’t,,,, know? i don’t rlly know if i have a type, but lookin back at the people i’ve loved, good sense of humour and good jawline. i guess.

58. What was the last thing you cried for?

fuckin,, cried in A Dogs Purpose in the cinemas i’m weak.

59. Is there something you don’t eat? Some food that truly disgust you?

if u fuckin come at me with chicken liver,,, i will fight

60. Are you in love?

yeah, yeah i think so.

61. Something you find romantic?

i fuckin love,, holdin hands. like thats dumb but i love it.

62. How long was your longest relationship?

abt 3 mnthn. 2 ½ i think.

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?

girls are catty sometimes, and some girls think they’re the Queens of Everything regardless of where they are / who they’re with like,, sit down please you don’t have any power here at all.

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?

misogyny is one thing but that’s grouping all guys together a bit generally so based on one of my guy friends, who is pretty much the only guy i have any contact w besides my bf: if i get any more texts from u tryna argue abt religion when you’re high i’ll delete ur number and change your netflix password.

65. What are you saving money for?

a camera

66. How would you describe your bad side?

a ghost but i think she’s dead.

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?

i try to be but,,,, hmm.

68. What are you living for?

idk my friends i think.

69.Have you ever done anything illegal?

probably!!

70. Do you like your body?

haven’t i already answered this??

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?

i try to avoid it but when i’m sometimes when i’m roasting all hell breaks loose.

72. Ever sent nudes?

no.

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?

no and who the fuck would honestly.

74. Favourite candy?

mmmmm, milk bottles.

75. Is there a blog you visit every day, or almost every day? Tag it!

not rlly sorry. my own?? my sideblogs?? idek.

76. Do you play any computer games? What is your favourite game?

NIVA!!!

77. Favourite TV series?

The Checkout. yeah i’m a nerd!! come at me!!

78.Are you religious? Does God exist?

yeah, i’m Christian but im probably not a very good example of one. and God’s out there alright. He exists.

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?

honestly,, Emma by Jane Austen can die

80. What do you think about vegetarianism/veganism?

props 2 anyone who can do it u are dedicated.

81. How long have you been on Tumblr?

since like,, 2014 i think??

82.Do you like Chineese food?

yeah boyyy

83. McDonalds or Subway?

maccaaas

84. Vodka or whiskey?

- _-

85. Alcohol or drugs?

- __-

86. Ever been out of your province/state/country?

heck yeah

87. Meaning behind your blog name?

space gang

88. What are you scared of?

being forgotten

89. Last time you were insulted?

My Best Friend (if she even is that,, MICHELLE) called me a preschooler yesterday nd she can choke

90. Most traumatic experience ?

nov2015 to like,, jan2017

91. Perfect date idea?

stargazing and makin out tbh.

92. Favourite app on your phone?

spotify!

93. What colour are the walls in your room?

purple nd white

94. Do you watch Youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?

not rlly anymore?? probably still dan and phil.

95. Share your favourite quote.

“And just remember, bad times, are just times that are bad.” its from fuckin,,, animal crossing i love it so much it’s so dumb.

96. What is the meaning of life?

live for others, and others will live for you. its,,,, cyclical.

97. Do you like horror movies?

no no no nooooo

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?

yeah, i went to state level in a public speaking competition and she cried bc she was proud.

99. Do you feel lucky or special in a way?

i’m lucky to have an actual angel as a bf, my guy

100. Can you keep a secret?

yeah. i’m good at those.

and thats all of them!! sorry this is so long guys

#askgame #asked and answered

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