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gojo satoru isn't the type to fall in love with your personality first. he's shallow. as much as you hoped and prayed that he wasn't, he was going on dates with the blonde bombshells that you thought were perfect in every physical way.
and he would fall in love with them after the first date. the first fuck, really. but after a momth, he relizes their after his money. his looks. his dick.
and he comes crying to you. every. single time. it gets so fucking exhausting. nursing him back to health. literally because he would only eat prepackaged meals and candy if it were up to him.
and then you would, stupidly, hope he would realize how much he loves you. you ignorantly fantasize what it would be like if he was sleeping in your lap because he loved you, not because he just cried for an hour straight and you were there for convenience. what would it be like if his pretty eyelashes weren't damp from crying and his tousled hair was because he liked your fingers in his hair, and not because he needed comfort?
he didn't truly know love. no one ever showed him that, even in his adult life. he was the greatest, and being the greatest came with people using him. but there were two exceptions to that. his best friends.
he didn't realize he loved suguru until he was gone. out of his life for good. and it ate him up more than any of the dumb blondes and good fucks he burned through every month. the reason he didn't know is because he thought rhats what true friendships were like.
being there with you for anything and everything. thinking about spending free time with them. lighting up every time you hear their name. your chest tightening at the sound of their laugh. your cheeks burning when they tease or compliment you. he didn't know that was being in love.
you would think that for how much he regretted not seeing it sooner for suguru, he'd see it with you. but he couldn't.
you tell someone all those warm feelings come from warm and unadulterated friendship, they'll be looking for something stronger. more love. why would they settle for the best feeling in the world when there could be something even better out there?
your friendship? oh, that's not the romantic love the old couples talk about. that's just good ol' friendship! what he feels for his slut of the week, now that has to be love. that lust and euphoria. far better than what he felt for you.
but just like his former best friend, it was too late when he realized.
did i just write this in five minutes because i got the idea before i went to bed....? yes. yes, i did... so ignore typos or anything. lowkey wanna write a pt.2 tho lol -Nony
edit: heres pt. 2
#jjk gojo#gojo angst#gojo satoru#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#angst#jjk angst#satosugu#jjk#jjk geto#nony speaks#gojo x reader#gojo x reader angst#gojo satoru x reader
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listen i will always be forever salty and bitter that they didnt use adam's corpse to turn it into the hound.
because imagine how terrifying it would have been for everyone in the schnee manor if the one guy that's been terrorizing her for years STILL came back as a giant grimm monster
and then weiss being forced to see the SDC mark on some random faunus (idk if weiss or ruby have ever met/talked about adam so im just assuming she doesn't know who adam is)
like i get it why they needed it to be a silver eyed person (to spin the whole 'that must be what happened to mom' convo), but it's a missed opportunity to turn the guy who looked human into the Beast he was based on
Now this, this is what RWBY deserved. The world of Remnant is a twist on fairytales, so make it fucking dark and depraved since RT wanted to be mature so damn badly. Also, from what I remember RW never talked about Adam, let alone knowing his scarring. Even his color pallet matches Grimm to a tee, even though we have Ruby, Summer, and Qrow (too an extent) with those colors as well. I’m just, maaan.
But may I also propose a Silver-Eyed Adam?
You get:
A) A foil to Ruby as a huntress for “good and justice” who hasn’t been discriminated against her entire life and is ignorant to the true tragedy of the world she lives in, versus Adam. A member of a minority race who is a fierce combatant because it’s the only way he’d survive, not because it’s “fun and heroic” like Ruby. He’d get away with being a SEW because he’s a Faunus, and a lot of idiots would think he couldn’t wield his eyes because “Faunus are lower beings”, so but of course he wouldn’t be able to, because Adam’s soooo dumb. /s Also, he has a mask to hide not only his scar he would get from SDC, but hide his eyes as he became higher ranked in the WF.
B) Foil to Yang. It’s really weird but I’m not sure I’ve seen a lot of people touch on this, at least recently. Yang genuinely has (or has had if it’s still an ongoing problem) anger issues. Her lack of thinking and forethought literally cost her her arm in her fight with Adam. It didn’t change much in Volume 4. What the writers could’ve done, instead of brushing it aside because for some reason overcoming trauma is “boring”, is focus more on Yang becoming less of a party girl and more of a planner like her mother.
C) Blake development, because good GOD after V5 she had nothing going for her besides Adam. Like, we never saw how she became so enamored with Adam in detail. Her development with Adam could reverse, between her being a more serious-yet-shy book lover and activist to actually playing a more intimate role within the change for the WF. Not just, “hey why did you guys burn my mansion down, this isn’t right”. Like, Blake is the most privileged Faunus in the show. Her struggles next to what we can glean from Adam is absolutely minimal. Can you imagine, after what Adam did to her new home and found family, what the confrontation could’ve been like? Adam tearing down everything Blake has and spitting in her face? Snarling that she’s always been a coward, never wanting to actually face danger because she’s a spoiled little rich girl, and that she could never be half of what he is. And you know what, she deserves to hear it.
D) WHY IN THE GOD DAMN HELLISH FUCK DID ADAM AND WEISS NOT HAVE A SINGULAR CONVERSATION. HE COORDINATED ATTACKS ON THE SCHNEE FAMILY. AND THEN YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND IS ON THE SAME TEAM AS THE FAMILY OF YOUR NUMBER ONE OPPRESSOR? HELLO?? IT’S LITERALLY RIGHT THERE.
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apologies if this is out of left field at all but do you have any thoughts or headcanons about lucy and schroeder? 😭 they’ve been on my mind sm lately
omg I’m so sorry nonny ;A; this is so late
Charlie Brown listens to Schroeder’s complaints about Lucy barging in, and asks why he doesn’t lock the front door. It’s the surest way to keep her out. Schroder half-heartedly shrugs, admitting it’s crossed his mind before, and says nothing else. That’s all the answer Charlie Brown needs, really.
Lucy doesn’t always lean against the piano– whenever Schroeder’s practicing instead of performing, (never. NEVER. interrupt a musician while they’re practicing) Lucy takes the opportunity to practice playing house, and she’s damn good at it. She can never seem to make a good cup of coffee though…
Schroeder never shuts down Lucy’s nuptial hypotheticals. Lucy’s got an active imagination, and. well, they're kids, so she comes up with funny problems. and Schroeder likes a good brain puzzle, so he’ll slow down on his playing to really think on a good solution.
Lucy’s not a big fan of Beethoven, or any classical music really, but she’s very fond of Sonata no. 8 in C minor, Op. 13 “Pathetique”: II. She walks in some days asking for Schroeoder to “play that lovely Pathetic song”
Lucy finds out that Beethoven was hopelessly in love, and rubs it in Schorder’s face that if he truly wants to follow in the footsteps of his idol, he needs to find a gal to pine after.
Schroeder’s the Piano Guy at gatherings and parties, unfortunately. He likes sneaking in sonatas every other pop song or so, and everyone around him groans. Then, quickly shut up. Because Lucy is death glaring every person in the room. No one dares telling Schroeder to skip his song. If Schroeder wants to play his boring ass sonatas he will play them, thus sayeth the fussbudget.
Schroeder will never. ever. EVER. admit it but… he secretly likes being doted on. Lucy gives him undivided attention and listens to his lengthy talks about music (though she’s always making faces at whatever he’s saying) and Schroeder’s never had a captive audience quite like her before. She’s an audience that responds (see: nags), and the reciprocity inspires his playing.
Lucy believes in Schroeder more than anything. She assuages Schroeder’s anxiety when he has to face a new piece, or worse, when he’s been stuck on a section of a piece for a longer period than he’d like. All she has to do is smile as he plays. He knows that face is genuine, and suddenly he finds he’s unclenched his jaw long ago. Hey, that section suddenly isn’t so hard….
Because of Schroder’s position in the sidelines, he’s able to see when Lucy’s at the cusp of spiraling, doing that Thing where she spreads herself thin for everyone and gets angry, insisting things be done her way. He knows when to step in and remind her that in order to take care of others, she has to take care of herself.
umm as for my thoughts, the only cohesive one I have rn is that I think they were absolutely adorable in "It's the Small Things, Charlie Brown"!! All Lucy has to do is call for Schroeder and he comes a-runnin, ready to play. I have no idea I needed that for their dynamic. Oh! and Schroeder being the one to point out what Lucy's afraid of in "Lucy's School"? His straight to the point delivery, acting as the final nail in the coffin? It's rly important that it was HIM who delivered that line to me for obvi reasons. Just. Yes. yesssss I'm so happy how Wildbrain is handling these two, so delicious.
#peanuts#cel speaks#nony you awakened a dormant beast#now i'm compelled to watch peanuts stuff again and just fall back into them#ah... the solitude of being gone for these two :')#more thoughts: Linus practically falls to his feet in gratitude when Schroeder tells Lucy to Chill Out#like. no one else is willing to face her wrath except for Schroeder bc he's just. no-nonsense like that#i mean he is scared of her its fuckin Lucy Van Pelt but he's not too scared where he can't tell it like it is#so Linus is quietly hoping for Schroeder to be his brother in law#yes he wants his sister to be happy yada yada but... that means HE wont have to deal with Lucy when she gets Lucy. he's rooting for em 100%#lolol not me adding 50s-ism to my hc's ghjfkd#Lucy's forever mad that she can never make a good coffee but cooks fine otherwise. Schroeder literally doesnt care. because he prefers tea.#lucy and schroeder
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WHB:
That fact I’m interested in the angels (lore wise ofc)
Angels aren’t as pure and righteous as we were always taught 👀
Who knows what dark stuff happen up there in heaven🤔
And I hope the game let us explore more about it and not a small morsel and call it a chapter 🙏
I AM EXCITED TO KNOW ABOUT THE ANGELS!!!
Angels are not creatures that care about morality. They only care about God and being loved by God and all other things be damned. But what's really interesting is that they were made that way.
Like, do you think God ever felt he was to blame for his angels actions because he's the one who created them that way? Do you ever think part of the reason he left is because he could not stand his own creations? "Do you think God stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he's created?" - Spy Kids 2
And we know from Gabriel murdering an angel of equal rank (yet still being one of the three highest angels) that they don't seem to have punishments for the terrible things they do.
As long as it is for the sake of God, anything is acceptable and I am dying to see far they are willing to take that concept. I neeeeeeeed the lore injected straight into my veins.
EDIT:
I also forgot that these creeps have a secret weapon up their sleeves and I cannot wait to see how they use it.
The fact they say that it has not been tested on a human before... I get the feeling mc or Minhyeok are in for a rude awakening.
#❖ nonie#talkin' whb#what in hell is bad#whb#Low-key hoping my theory about God and Solomon being the same person is right#Because then the angels will be crazy for us and that would be just wonderful#*Generating fanfic ideas as we speak*
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Teacher Assistant! Akkashi appears for the first time in the class alongside your old professor. "This is Akaashi, my assistant. For any problems, contact him."
Sure, he's young and looks smart, but you don't really pay him any mind.
The second time you see him he's taking your professor's place: "Unfortunately the professor is sick, so I'll be teaching this class for today."
And as he talks and talks, you are immediately enraptured by him: the way he reads from the book, glasses on the bridge of his nose, sitting on the desk; how he walks around in the class to make the student feel more involved, asking if everything is clear and answering questions in the clearest way possible. His suave voice lulles you into something of a trance and you don't even listen to his words anymore, you just stare at him: his eyes, his lips, his hands, his hips.
You're not even aware of your dumb expression, right now. But Akaashi is, especially when he tells the class to read a few pages from the book on their own to proceed with a brief discussion over the topics; everyone is bent over their desk, browsing through the pages, while you are still staring at him, with heart in your eyes and glossy lips.
Akaashi smiles and starts walking towards you, enjoying the way you panic as he gets closer and closer.
"Are you having issues with the assignment?" His deep voice has both a chilling and a melting effect over you; you stammer a reply, hands knocking over the water bottle on your desk.
"Ah, fuck! I mean, sorry-"
The girl sitting next to you looks at you briefly, probably thinking you are a trainwreck, but Akaashi is goading: sure, you're not the first student enamoured with him, but he's never seen such intense reactions.
"I feel like you missed a couple of things during the lecture. How about you stay here when class is over?"
And you are so bashful that you nod, not even thinking about the implications of having to be alone with him in an empty classroom.
As the clock strikes five, everyone stands up and leaves, greeting and chattering.
You wait a few seconds, hands gripping your book before you stand up from the chair and make your way towards the teacher's desk; you are way over in your head to see the way Akaashi, who'd been previously typing something into his laptop, glazes over your figure: your legs, your hips, your tits.
You are soft.
Feeling his mouth watering, he leans over the desk wearing his glasses: oh, he wants to ruin you.
Sure, he'd asked you to stay to help you, he had good intentions! But how's he supposed to do that when all he can think of is the way he'd sink into you, bending you over the desk, pressing you on the windows... his mind is full of absolute filth.
His hand flexes and you notice him wearing a sliver wristwatch.
"i-i'm sorry, I didn't mean to be so unfocused."
"Don't worry sweetheart. You were paying attention to something else, weren't you?"
You try your best to regain your composure, but the longer Akaashi looks at you, the harder it becomes and all of a sudden you feel like you're about to choke on your own spit from how overwhelmed you are.
There's just something so attractive, so alluring about the way the teacher's assistant is looking at you; watching your every move as he comes to sit down next you before his pretty lips stretch into a soft smile.
"it's okay, pretty one, you're doing well", the soft words of praise foll over his to gue in a way you've never heard them before and before you can even comprehend them all, you press your thighs together in hopes the pressure on your cunt disappearing.
"oh? is everything alright? you seem so overwhelmed", akaashi notes and places two of his slim fingers underneath your chin to make sure you're looking into those perfect eyes of his.
and as you're slowly losing yourself in that tiny touch, keiji can't help but pull his bottom lip between his teeth as the blood in his body makes its way into his cock, leaving him completely lightheaded.
you're so...cute. your skin, your lips, your eyes, your body – everything about you seems dazzling to the point shere akaashi's struggling to handle it. thoughts of your legs perfectly spread, leaving your sweet cunt on full display for his hungry eyes and all of a sudden the craving of hearing your muffled moans and whimpers take over every tiny pore in his body.
"how about you come and visit me tonight, so we can go over the topic again", he suggests and watches attentively how you start nodding, your eyes absentmindedly roaming his face and keiji knows exactly that your pretty panties have turned into a complete mess just how he likes it.
"good girl", he whispers and pulls away, barely able to keep his balance because of his painfully hard cock, "now come on, don't make your friends wait, yeah?"
#NONIE OMG#THIS MADE ME LOSE MY MIND THIS WAS SO GOOD#kissing your forehead as speak#i love you sm#; akaashi keiji#; TA!kaashi
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update : requests and thirsts r closed pls do not submit any from now on until i open them again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i get more robotic ass requests with no decency im turning asks off :] sorry i really dont want to esp bc i love interacting with my followers and anons but its just so tiring bc no one even makes an effort to read my rules :( and they just continue sending requests and stuff and its somewhat frustrating bc a lot of them r just very dry and its like… if ur not making an effort to treat writers with respect why should they put forth effort to write what you want when you want!!!!! grrrr
#to my nonies : u are all safe from this u can submit lil thirsts#not promising a reply immediately bc i still have requests like i said but#you guys make me so happy and are genuinely so nice to me :( so u guys r free to send in anythinf#im going to cry#like i understand you guys want more fics n stuff but i have previous requests!!!!!!!!!!!!#and no one has any manners!!!!#i have so many asks where its like ‘[idol] and [kink]??????#not a hi or a please or a thank u or anythinf#and i hope im not overreacting#but to me its just not nice to request something like that !!!! like throw in a lil pls or smth#if i get more i will simply delete them im sososo sorry but its making me upset and im not even gna bother writing for asks that have no#manners or decency >:[#this was repetitive sry#and i hope this doesnt seem rude!!!!!!! or mean!!!!! if it does im soso sorry i didnt mean it any kind of way :(#just want people to realize that writers r ppl too!!!! they deserve respect too!!!!!#♡.gabi speaks
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Stop babygirlifying Beetlejuice! He's a sleazebal! He's disgusting! He's perverted! He's a rude jerk who'd burp in your face! That's his whole shtick! Y'all are FANONIZING fucking Beetlejuice! If your gonna FANONIFY him, make him a gremlin! That's literally what fanon character archetype he is! He's not handsome! He's ugly ASF! STOPPP
#levi speaks#put Beetlejuice down!#put the fucking Beetlejuice down!#yall are turning him into a sexy anime boy ala otome games and i will kill you#hes greasy and gross and secretly a sweetheart#hes not a fancy clean anime twink#if anything make him a bear at least#he embodies what everyone woman finds revolting in men and thats his whole deal!#hes stinky and sticky and creepy and belligerent#i hate that people are trying to clean him up#im sorry Beetlejuice was a spoof i really loved as a kid and noni dont think i should of been watching it#but seeing tumblr marvel disney adults try to make him handsome and clean and selfless are making yourselves look stupid#you clearly only watched the musical and not even that closely#at least make him somewhat canon#like yall can keep breaking deku and inosuke out of their characters to make one feral and one chill but srly#leave Beetlejuice alone#he deserves to be happy#happy and canon and disgusting as all get out
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CAN WE BE MOOTS MAYBE ;-;
HI THERE
SUREEE WHAT WOULD UR ACC BE NONY MOUSE????
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omg hii...... you have my attention nony :D and while i have yours plz look at my elnea kingdom character......
ignore my music at the top... also ignore 'woman' cause. yucky.. so, as you can see, i'm adorable!! game ages are 3:1 so 6 is 18 i think an 8 is more than 18, and ya i literally named my character Lynx Alon ahsjskdkd am married to Edmond Setobon tho he is now Edmond Alon !! and we have celebrated our first anniversary and had a child, Kit Alon.. will rb later with a pic methinks, anyways person of merit just means my job is farmer an i am now association supervisor (i got a promotion :teeHee:) i am super Stronk an and training to become a scholar.. finally applied and now am grinding adventuring. tough stuff, which it were harder.... my son's personality is indecisive and i knowhow that feels irl so i want him to notbe that. still love him but am givibg him many building blocks hope he becomes more diligent... cannot wait for his birthday, when he will finally start runnin around havin adventures of his own... my boy <3
did a picrew of Lynx Alon and Edmond Alon which i'm sure will delight you to see <3
was before i got my promotion so i'm still in my regular citizens outfit... Edmond my dear has no job but i think he aspires for a military position.. there are four main jobs, farmer, scholar, cavalry, and corps. the last three fall under military cause they do loads of adventuring to protect the kingdom. maybe he will join the cavalry, goodness knows sometimes he can't afford to spar with me (costs 60 beas, i am rich-ish but can't give my money :/ wish i could just so i could spar with more people)
thanks for coming down to hear me ramble...... will share more elnea photos later, of kit and myself and husband now, and maybe adjust the picrew too
<3<3<3
#lynx speaks#answered ask#ty for the ask nony <3#haven't slept yet so lil incoherent but this made me happy !!#vv happy tyyyyyyy ✨✨✨#:giveslove:#i hope you are well dear plz eat a nice snack if you can 🌟#everyone deserves a nice snack which is yummy and also pog ysys
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The Prison healer chapter 15 spoilers
I’m re-listening to the audiobook while sick with covid and the fact that Kiva thinks Jaren is “lending his services” to Naari is so unbelievably funny knowing the actual context behind their relationship
#lia speaks (it would be nice if she would shut up)#the prison healer#the gilded cage#the blood traitor#lynette noni#fantasy books#fantasy ya
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Hello, I'm the nonie who shouted the love I have for your fslseaes fic and I just saw your reply! I'm so sorry to hear that you've been feeling down. Don't feel too pressured to update the fic, just take as much time as u need! I understand what you are going through, because, funnily enough, I'm 27 and feeling sad too😂 I guess that's just what you go through when you r at this age no matter where you live. I've been feeling down for a few months since last year, but I've made some changes in my daily routine and my career related activities since then, and now I'm feeling a little better! (at least not as sad as I used to be lol) I hope you will be able to find ways that will make you a little bit less sad, and a little bit more happy. If this is what every 27 years olds go through, then it cannot last forever, right? Remember that there's someone out there (probably at the opposite end of the Earth) who's proud of you for reaching 27! Take care!! xx <3<3
hi nonie 💕💕💕
here's to being 27 and sad 🫂🫂🫂
thank you for your very kind message, it really makes me feel some warmth in my cold dead heart lmao 🖤
now there's 5 people being proud of me for being 27 🥰 so i guess i'll just have to keep on having birthdays for a very long time dhsshkjajs
but yeah, i know you're right. dark days never last forever and we must prevail until the sun comes out again
take care too nonie, and i'm also very proud of you for being 27 and counting 💕
#nonie asks#if i speak weirdly no i don't#am i sharing too much?#probably#will i stop?#probably not#if people ask i'll always answer#is called oversharing and i have it
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thinking about how lowkey toxic a relationship with corpse would be....
warning, this is very angsty. to the point where i lowkey shed a tear writing this. and that doesnt usually happen lol.
gn!reader (as far as im aware) and sorry for the typos if there are any... 😁
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
it would prolly just start with you two hanging out. going over to his apartment, maybe hooking up once in a blue moon. but you two mainly cuddling and spending the days together in the dark rooms of his apartment.
he would try to hide from you how much pain he was in when you were around. but it wasnt hard to miss how he would wince at tiny movements and never be able to rest with you in his arms.
and when it got really bad, he hated how you helped him get around with no questions. how you so simply wanted to help him out because you cared. how you would even help him shower, bring in his groceries, cook for him, feed him if you had to.
he hated it because you cared more than anyone had before and you werent even dating. he wished you would just give up on him because it was too much. he wished you would just finally tell him 'hey... we need to talk' because maybe then it would be easier to hate you. but the truth is, he could never hate you. not anymore.
"so... you dont want to be in a relationship?" you asked quietly, confused more than anything. you look at his scarred face and messy head of dark curls. "...why?"
he sighed, "because this is too much," you scoffed, only more confused than before.
"what is?" you looked at him like he was crazy.
"...you," he said lowly, his voice resonating deep in his chest as he ran a hand over his face. you felt your heart pang as you diverted your eyes from him. you pursed your lips and your breathing got heavier. "well- not you- just-... this isnt worth the trouble im putting you through. that i will put you through."
"thats not for you to decide," you tell him, shaking your head at him. "I can choose when to call it quits and so far, im still fucking here."
you couldnt help but be offended. who wouldnt be after the person you care about is pushing you away. as far as you know, its unfair and incredibly ignorant.
"yea but how long until youre not?" he asked back angrily. "how long until you realize you can be doing so much more than taking care of me?"
"i dont want to be doing more! i want to be with you!" you tell him incredulously. he sighs and wets his lips, shaking his head at you. "do you just not want to be with me?"
he looks at you as if you had just said the earth was flat, "of course i do."
"so then why cant we?" you ask in complete exasperation. "what the fuck is the problem?"
"youre too fucking good for me!" he yelled back stepping closer to you. he threw his arms up in defeat, "is that what you want me to tell you? cause its fucking true. and i love you too much to let you rot away beside me."
your expression softens as your eyes dart back and forth between his eyes. in that moment you were speechless. and not because he had told you that he loved you, no you already knew that from his actions. it was the way he had said it. with more emotion than you could have expected from him.
"what if i wanted to 'rot away beside you'?" you asked him quietly.
"then you'd be an idiot," he says simply. "because we both know you have better shit to do. and better people to do that for."
you inhale deeply and release it as another exasperated sigh, "i love you," you say, emphasizing every word. "and its up to me whether or not i stay with you."
"and its up to me whether or not i want you here," he says crossing his arms. you feel you heart pang again, causing painful tingles to run down your arms and settle deep in your palms. "you need to run while you can. fucking get out of here before this gets more fucked up and shitty." you watched as he pointed between you two.
you step closer to him, "what are you so afraid of?" you plead to him with your eyes. just for this moment, for him to open up to you like how he had done hundreds of times before. "are you that scared I'll leave you cause you're what? 'too much'?"
he looked you in the eye, hesitating to speak for a moment. "i-..." he takes a deep breath. "yeah..."
you step closer, "youre not. not now. and it will only get easier." he starts shaking his head, backing away from you. "yes, it will! and if it ever gets to that point-"
"when it gets to that point," he tried correcting.
"no, if. because everything is an if," you say angrily. "you have no clue what its gonna be like. no fucking clue! so let us have this. while it lasts."
he sighs for what seems like the hundredth time that night, "i cant risk that."
"risk what? heartbreak? as if neither of us have gone through that before hundreds of times," you scoff.
"yeah, but ive never been heartbroken over someone like you."
"so then we hope that doesnt happen," you're trying. you're trying so hard to hold onto him. but your grasp is slipping. and he's trying to shake you loose.
"i cant take my chances," he shakes his head. "not this time."
"jesus fucking chirst!" you yell, tears welling up in your eyes. "let me love you! let me be with you! let me take care of you!"
"i cant let you do that! dont you fucking get it?!" he asks stepping closer to you until hes not even a foot away. "i dont want to see you leave! i cant have you around, cause when you do leave, i dont know what I'll do to myself!"
you stare into his eyes as your own vision starts to get blurry from unshed tears. you sniffle, keeping you gaze strongly on him. and you try one final time.
"so dont let me leave now, please," your voice comes out like a whisper. he swallows harshly and closes his eyes to stop his own tears from forming. "i dont want to move on from you when we havent even given it a chance."
"you'll have to," his voice matches yours. he opens his eyes and a tear falls as he looks at you. "fucking find someone who can actually hold you at night. who can make you dinner, who can give you a shower when you cant, who can actually fuck you when you want."
you tried to scoff, but it came out more like a sob, "i dont need that. i need you," your voice weak from the burn in the back of your throat. unshed tears welling up more.
"no you dont," he says, stepping closer. then leaning his forehead on yours. he closes his eyes, "please, go. for me."
your body racks out a sob, gasping for air to get out your next sentence. "if i leave, im just gonna wait for you."
he shakes his head against you, "no. no you wont."
"I'll wait until you realize you do deserve proper love." he continues to shake his head, pretending as if your words arent punching him right in the heart. "ill wait even if it takes you twenty fucking years."
"do you really think I'll survive twenty more years?" he asks with a laugh. you giggle back sadly, pursing your lips at the posibility of him dying. "do you really think I'll find my self-worth that soon?"
"I'll wait as long as i need to."
and you leave. with such a heavy heart but not without more tears than you could have imagined. and you try to move on. not easily but you put in an effort.
he writes songs with lyrics dedicated to you. written for you. whether its in a song about how he only want you at his side or how he has one person he will always be loyal to or about how his exes tried to chance him but one was different. you listen to it and somehow know its you.
you try to find a new partner to fill that void. but he will always be in your mind. as the right person but at the wrong time. the one that got away, if you will.
i like how angsty this was. anywayy, hope you enjoyed 😁😁 -nony
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I'm just worried as a result of Bumblebee becoming canon; fans of the ship are going to ignore the issues with Adam's portrayal, the complaints from queer critics regarding the build up and the very bigoted company using the ship to handwave all of its bigotry.
I don't think BB fans aren't allowed to be happy, hell I was pretty pleased with the confession scene. I really just the fandom could have an open discussion about the ship without it the compalints being seen as homophobia
I’m not a fan of Bumblebee myself, in fact I don’t really ship any characters at all, because RWBY isn’t supposed to be about shipping at all! We’re supposed to be overlooking a journey about saving the world, damn it!
You really just have to love that certain fans disregard the treatment of real-life LGBT+ folks by RT in favor of their ship becoming canon.
At the end of the day, I find that pathetic.
I also didn’t like the confession execution, because they were forced to say their feelings under pressure rather than a true confession where the parties in question didn’t feel pressured. Sorry, but I don’t like when people are forced to do things when they aren’t ready to handle the outcome. Been there, done that, not a fan of it.
Also just because someone criticizes an LGBT+ ship for aspects of the writing, it’s not homophobia. Maybe the execution development sucked. Maybe the characters themselves sucked or didn’t fit well together. This isn’t just for BB by the way. It’s for every ship. Talking about elements of a ship you don’t like that has to do with an LGBT+ couple isn’t automatically homophobia. It’s just criticism, and people need to learn that.
Also a note for in general, and nothing to you specifically, more of an audience awareness PSA: Putting all of your self worth into a fictional relationship and going rabid-feral when people don’t agree isn’t a healthy thing. You desperately need to evaluate how abrasive your shipping mentality effects you and your relationship with others; both on and off the internet. If something exists on the internet, some people aren’t going to like it. And y’know what, big whoop!
Stop going after people not agreeing about a damn ship, because you’ll either a) force people out of the fandom/media-space you’re in because you’re a toxic collective which will —> provide less of an audience for the media you consume which will —> lead to a loss of revenue and eventually cancel the show production or b) make the fandom split apart into smaller sects that either don’t interact or when they do, become knuckle-dragging troglodytes spewing death threats and doxxing each other that makes even wanting to dip a singular cell of your big toes skin to experience the fandom not worth it.
To get back to the Adam and Blake thing, we missed out on so much context and development for both Blake and Adam that would’ve made their final confrontation more satisfying for the end of V5/6. Like yeah, sure it’s a “I’ve changed now and all I see is a monster”, but personally, this isn’t an emotional payoff. It’s a one-dimensional storytelling experience that’s been done a billion and a half times. The characters don’t even have much of a connection anymore because Adam and Blake interacted for like, 2 minutes at Beacon during the fall, and then the confrontation leading to Adam’s death? Like, where’s the payoff?
I don’t see it. Truly, I don’t. Both Adam and Blake had such disservices done to their characters by not providing neither context nor true attachment other than “because I said so”. While yes, it is implied, we never explore the emotional nuances of their relationship. It could’ve paid off so much more if RWBY truly cared about the connections the main girls had.
- 🐌
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just started figuring stuff for something.... my white whale my monomania my idée fixe if you will. i will call it The Fic™ and i shalln't speak on it less it flies away from me like a frighten butterfly. i will conquer it, nonetheless. i believe
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I wish I got notifications for asks🙃
I wanna know when I get an ask so I can instantly respond and hopefully get more attention😊
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thinking sososo hard about 🎀 nonie’s hanbin ask like he’s been on my brain all day other than ningning im so excited to work on it soon
#ik i said i was gna sleep but i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ‘s too hot in my room </3#also!!!#NONIE BABY ANGEL MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING IM SO SORRY I HAVENT REPLIED TO YOUR TAERAE ASK#but i saw it and its HAWT#also hope u feel better my love :( wishing i cld nurse u back to health#wishinf u a speedy recovery!!!!!!!! <3#♡.gabi speaks
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