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I reallyyyy want to talk about how much fun it would be to jerk a really submissive Bucky off with a pair of soaked panties 🙈
I feel like submissive Bucky is so vocal too and I love that thought. He trusts you completely with his body and he's not ashamed to make as much noise as he wants to.
He knows what his little whines and moans do to you. You get off on his desperation and he absolutely knows it. You can't help but melt when he looks up at you from his knees, his eyes wide and expectant, whispering "please, mommy" when all he wants is permission to kiss from your ankle to your knee.
He's learned that being well mannered is the only way to get what he wants so you don't mind rewarding his good behaviour. His plump lips begin to trail eagerly from the ankle strap of your heel, up the side of your calf until he reaches the joint at your knee. Your fingers tangle in his hair, warning him not to go any further and the groan he elicits is heavenly.
"Please let me kiss you." He practically sounds like he's panting. Frustration has settled into his features, his eyes trained on the cherry red lace that shields your sex from his hungry gaze.
He knows you're already wet and he knows that if he's just able to kiss a little bit higher, your self control might waver enough that you'll allow him to lap up your arousal and that's really all he's dreaming of.
"You're so selfless, aren't you?" Your sarcasm isn't lost on him. He wants to taste you because he wants to taste you, not so much for your pleasure. "No, let's try something different."
You slip your panties down your legs but he's smart enough to know you aren't going to give him exactly what he wants.
You kneel down beside him, lining your hand with the slick lace before wrapping your fingers around his stiff cock that's been begging for attention for far too long now.
"O-oh my God." The first stroke of your hand makes him crumble. Despite being slick, the lace offers so much friction and he's far too sensitive for that.
Your hand pumps quickly, watching his face while he begins to slip. "Good boy, that's it. Take it. Fuck, you're so pretty, do you know that? You're doing so well for me."
" 's too much. Please. Don't stop." His head falls forwards onto your shoulder, groaning pathetically into the crook of your neck.
"Do you want to cum, sweetheart? Are you going to be a filthy slut and cum in my panties? Do you even realise how fucked up that is?" Your soft voice makes him melt up until your hand on his cock speeds up.
"Y-yes. Oh God yes, please let me cum." He didn't think it'd be this easy but when you give him permission, he knows to take the opportunity while he's getting it.
In just a few more minutes, his thighs are trembling as he shoots a thick load into the already saturated lace lining your hand. The release of each gush of his seed feels more euphoric than the last and he's whining pathetically, up until he's fucked himself empty into your fist.
"Good boy." You whisper, kissing his damp forehead while he catches his breath. "I'm so proud of you."
You unfold the lace, admiring just how much of his cum he's managed to splatter over just your underwear. "Now. I want you to put these on and wait in the bedroom."
#becca's thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#subby!bucky#I can't stop thinking about it#I was going to write a longer piece today#but then today became a chill day#bad week besties#my car wouldn't start yesterday morning#since the weather is better I've been walking more and now I never really drive my car#but dad jumped it for me and now it's fine#it also didn't work out with the house I was bidding on 😭#but it's fine#I just REALLY liked that one#I think I'm having an identity crisis rn#like new phase in my life#new job in less than a month#booked in with my optician for an eye test and inevitably new glasses#I'm booking in to change my hair again#and I put my favourite perfume on this past Thursday evening#I have always been obsessed with that perfume#I got it for starting my undergrad and I wore it almost every day#I save it now for special occasions bc I want to use the last of it for my masters graduation (bc I am a sentimental idiot)#but I put it on and I don't think I really like it?#I've been wearing the Tiffany and Co aftershave so much I think I don't want to smell like anything else#who even am I these days 😩
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The last of my Binderary books, #10 and #11, are here! This is The Mathematical Improbability of Reaching the Stars by cassieoh and D20Owlbear and it is another very long fic that I had to split into two volumes. It's a wonderful Good Omens human!AU with believable relationship development and very likeable OCs. I like to go into summaries at this point in my binding posts but I have trouble pinpointing the reason I like this one so much. It's just compelling and I like spending time with these characters. It reads like an original story and yet it's undeniably a GO fic. I don't know how else to phrase it.
I had a major disappointment with the bind, though. As you can no doubt see in the photos above, there was major glue leakage when I did the htv and it ruined my book cloth. That's a homemade paper-backed cloth and it's this wonderful textured green fabric (I think it's polyester but it's shiny and lightweight) but it did not like that silver foil htv At All. Really sad that it turned out like that. The silver leaves were also an absolute nightmare to weed. So many teeny tiny pieces, and I had to do four of them. I stand by the design, it's very pretty and I still think it fits the book, but I have got to find another option for putting titles on homemade cloth. I've done five of them now and I have this issue every time.
More photos under the cut! It is still a very pretty set, even with the cover issues.
You can see the fabric texture really well on the backs, and there's no glue issue there either. Part of me wishes I'd left the front covers blank like the backs. I love how the spines turned out; that's black faux leather and it always takes htv like a champ. I like how I did the titles here too. I really wanted them on the spines but it's such a long title that I'd have had to scrunch it down really small to make it fit. Weeding tiny text is always a pain and it limits the fonts you can use and still be legible, but splitting it up like this? Love it. Looks so good on my shelf.
Silver foiled edges! I had trouble getting the foil to stick, like always, but I ended up sort of layering it over the unstuck parts and got this kind of patchy look that I love. Handmade double core endbands, and this is one of the most complex patterns I've done in endbands so far. I love them and think they came out really beautiful.
The endpapers are this beautiful chiyogami leaf pattern. I bought these for this fic before I'd even started typesetting it because I knew they'd be perfect. Chiyogami is my favorite thing to use for endpapers lately, I love it so much.
I went really simple on the typeset here. It's a contemporary story, as opposed to a lot of the historical and fantastical ones I tend to bind, and I thought the sleek typeset suited it. I'm not as in love with the title page as I could be but I do like it. It's about the text, not the flourishes, once you get into the meat of the story.
One fun typesetting thing I was able to do with this one happened in the headers and footers. Usually I do page numbers at the bottom, author's name on the top left and title on the top right, but the combination of two authors and a really long title meant the headers got really unwieldy. They were too long and bled into the body text. So I split them up like this, and I love it! Looks so sleek. I've been looking for an excuse to do it like this again on other typesets but it hasn't fit anything yet.
And that's that! I asked for author permission for these but never heard back, so I hope they're both ok with what I did. I'm overall pleased with the results (and in love with parts of it) and I know what I still need to work on.
This is the last of my Binderary books! 11 is too many! I'm never doing that many books in a month again! Now I've got everything posted I feel like I can move on to new projects, though it may be a bit before I have any new books to post. I've got a format experiment in mind.
#bookbinding#fanbinding#snek makes books#good omens#fic rec#at last all the binderary books are posted#it took longer to post them than it did to make them#i will not have any more new books for at least a couple of months#honestly these have flaws but I don't love them any less for it#they're beautiful and i think i did a good job#and the fabric has such a nice texture#good for holding
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hey you know how basically the whole GFFA is a number of space wizards of varying moralities battlegrounds? and how like, irl, in ex-battlegrounds we find both like, live munitions, but also ones which are still around bc they were DOA?
and how sometimes (weirdly often) the dead/presumed dead bombs(/mines/etc) become kinda... decorative art or at least weird bits of the landscape?
point I'm getting at here is how many people in the GFFA have like, A Weird Stone or whatever that is actually an untriggered or mildly broken Sith Nightmare Machine (etc) sitting in their fucking yard, or the local park is actually 2/3rds of a ritual circle of 'kill everyone on the planet with spikes'.
#star wars#look all im saying is that skeevy sheev could have been way less suspicious with his sith art history collection#by just being like I THOUGHT THE COLOURS IN THIS ABSTRACT ART WERE COOL#WHAT DO YOU MEEEAN ITS A RITUAL SCROLL OF KILL JEDI TO DEATH WITH FIRE#etc. 'this weird lumpy rock reminds me if home :)'#takes him from kinda weird edgy hobby to force null affable idiot with bad luck#(also hi i live! i am army crawling my way to a month's holiday before I start a new job :)#which pays way more than my current one and will hopefully be less of a tirefire#or at least a more interesting one.)
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im a trans person trying to get all her pieces of identification updated so applying to / working jobs + going to school is easier. pls send accommodating workplace energy to me <3🏳️⚧️♿️ tysm for rbing
ⓘ this is turning into an urgent situation so if this gets to $250 i’ll take the hit for the rest because i am out of options at this point.
ko/fi other options [carrd]
#share your dollar#trans crowdfund#maybe even less than $250 im literally looking D-7 right in the eye#bc i really need a job but I literally can’t emotionally go through the process without having my name match id again#i quite literally cannot go through life without my name atp#to keep my posts from being long I don’t mention it but like this is very important to my health rn bc I need a healthcard just like so many#things are on hold because I don’t have a name and I refuse spend money on passports and other expired id just to pay for it all over again#that would just put in a position to need to crowdfunded again but with a biggest goal yk#new post because despite the numbers on the og the last donation was in July#and it was a singular donation for that whole month#hehe I’ve been crying about this today :0((( like my family calling me a freeloader and going on about they were able support themselves at#18 even though our situations are so fundamentally different like you literally didn’t have to deal with the cost to live in your own body#in terms of my like they didn’t have to pay for disability aid or pay to not be deadnamed etc like
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i miss your face <3
#happy birthday baby boy#my show#anthony green#hes sweet#i hope everything works out with my vacation time at my new job so i can see dunes in less than 2 months !
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how to make 19 year old boy who came of age during the pandemic and never had a real real job before now realize he needs to Chill The Fuck Out and be Less eagar about working for free holy shit he is impossible to wrangle
#moki talks#hi i got dumped with a shitload of new responsibilities at work#one of which includes trying to teach a Virgin Employee how work life.. works#today i got asked a mindfuckery question that made me go#oh oh no he doesn't even know basic labor laws must get him sat down with hr like yesterday#do you wanna know what the question was#'so if you work more than 8 hours are you like required to take a lunch??'#CHILD PLEASE#i have told him no less than SIX times now to STOP. WORKING. OFF. THE. CLOCK. jesus christ#it is a CHALLENGE when this is all in a remote environment#sigh. i am not cut out for teaching kids#lawd i am trying tho#i guess in his defense there aren't labor law posters plastered everywhere to read during breaks/downtime#as there are in the typical workplace environment#idk man he's a good kid very smart tons of initiative but i have a feeling this aint the job for him#which really sucks cause its basically his dream job but#bruh i need you to get like 3-6 months minimum of real people customer service job skills#smh i am flabbergasted he asked me about the break policy he has 0 concept of the severity of labor laws#like no wonder states are pushing for child labor again NO ONE IS EDUCATING THESE KIDS ABOUT THEIR RIGHTS. FUCK.
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landlords PLEASE die horrendous fiery deaths why are they literally doubling our rent and getting past rent control by only starting to document our rent prices after the first half of the increase 😐 kill yourself right now
#we've been here for 10 years and paid rent in cash and now theyre like oh you're paying a lot less rent than others in the area#first of all NO SHIT WHY ELSE WOULD BE STAY HERE but also 1.3k to 2k to 2.7k within 6-7 months is CRAZY YOURE INSANE DIE DIE DIE DIE#and i cant get a job bc my moms getting surgery next week so i have to stay home and take care of her and cook#AND my dads on unemployment :) so thanks#our food stamps are in the process of being approved so hopefully we'll have a semi stable income for food soon#idk. i needed to rant somewhere im so mad#we're considering moving out and getting a new place w the neighbors who theyre also increasing rent for#and who also have their main income source out of a job rn bc thats just how trucking is in january#but they have a daughter in elementary school how do you do that and not feel like a spineless asshole#this isnt even your HOUSE its your moms!!!!! and she was a million times less of an asshole#shes actually the one that kept our rent the same but she moved to latam like! do you think shes fucking proud of you! shes NOT#anyways if you see me post my v mo and p pal soon this is why
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#tag rant incoming#the wait until results day is killing me#6 days 17 hours until I log onto ucas and see where I'm going in less than a month#time will not go faster no matter what i do I'm an anxious mess all the time and all I look forward to is going to bed so when i wake up#there's 1 less day to wait#I want to get into my first choice so so so badly and I'm not sure how I'll take it if I don't#my second choice is an equally good uni and course but it's just not the same to me#I'll go anyway if that's what ends up happening cus I know I'll enjoy it eventually but yeah#god has a plan everything happens for a reason etc etc but I'm Scared™#ok positives#today i bought my new laptop that I've been saving for for months - there wasn't any in stock at currys so I'll have to wait for delivery#so now I can finally join discord calls and make silly PowerPoints again#the end of my job is in sight - I wasn't put on the schedule for my last week so now I just have 2 ish weeks to go#on Monday I'm going round to a friend's to play stardew valley#rwrb movie comes out tomorrow#no matter what happens on results day my friends and I are going to a gay bar in Belfast which I'm so excited for#followed by a sleepover with another friend#the future is happening very soon and it's very overwhelming but I will get through it#I am just the unfortunate combination of anxious and impatient#ellis exclaims
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Word of advice: never become a manager
#I fucking hate this job I do not get paid enough to deal with an owner who treats anyone who isnt a cis man as inferior#when he couldn't even work a single day in his own store without fucking up because he doesnt even know how to use the register#and all those men that you pay more? all those men that you discuss wages with in the interview when women don't get that?#yeah they all leave or fuck things up so badly that they get fired for horrendous acts#but those women and transmen that you employ myself included have all been here for at minimum one to three years#and those men don't last 6 months#shocking that they come in#find out theyre getting paid a dollar less than your assistant manager and realize they don't have to do shit to get paid#they just have to exist#but your longest standing employees have to confront you about raises that they should have received months ago#anyways if I have to listen to him talk to me like I'm one of his children tomorrow I'm going to quit#and if I leave so will the other staff members at my location#good luck opening a new store when you don't even have staff for this one if you fuck up so bad tomorrow
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yapping aimlessly tonight
#jaerambles#i just have a lot in my brain!!#anyway i keep getting asked what i would want to do in an ideal situation. if money and time and stuff were no object#i really do think it would be just aimless learning.#like learning new crafts. reading without having to respond to it. sponging up knowledge without the expectation to Say Things#it feels a bit. selfish.#but i don’t really have an endpoint to reach nor do i have something to say. like i just want to acquire experiences and learn things#i get really nervous when people ask me what makes me happy because i don’t know. i know what makes me uncomfortable and scared though#i would also like the ability to just change my situation a lot as much as i want. moving to new places and leaving when i don’t like them#trying new professions without having to stick to them or work up a ladder#drop everything for a weekend to go see friends. things like that.#i say all these things as though i haven’t been too afraid to leave my house for the past 6 months djfjdjfjdjfjjd#i’m trying to be less avoidant lately though. like ideal situations are not my reality!#real life is me being too scared to think of possibilities so in reality i just have to take the tiniest steps back to normalcy#ppl with the jae lore remember when my commute to school was literally 5000 miles#or when i worked two jobs and was so about the grind because i had a reason to want the money#like i used to have So much going on. and now i don’t. and i don’t know what i am in the absence of being Busy#there’s still so much i don’t understand abt bpd1 i’m so scared of making changes too suddenly because i HATE who i was in august#or not who i was. what i was doing.#but now i’ve swung the other direction and i do nothing 😭 i don’t feel like i’m Living rn#i feel like i’ve started all over again. i almost had it i was gonna do two internships and keep doing my cute little barista job#and have a senior year that was gonna be about growing and finishing strong#and then of course my maladjusted ass sees [irreversible change event] and like. yknow#this keeps. happening to me. i want to be so much better than this 😭😭😭
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Letters from Watson: The Copper Beeches
Published: June 1892
Set: April 1889 (Baring-Gould), 1887-1888 (me)
Baring-Gould sets this immediately after Watson's marriage to Mary Morstan (in the last months of 1888 or earliest of 1889) but I have doubts. There is, once again, no indication that Watson is married. There is also, once again, mention of Watson's attempts to be Holmes' biographer - so chances are good that like Greek Interpreter, this is after the publication of A Study in Scarlet (1887). However the case for it being post-publication is weaker here, because as Watson's roommate, he would have been well aware of his writing efforts, whether or not they actually made it to publication. I imagine Watson was already searching around for another case to novelize by the time his first work came out in the 1887 annual.
Of note, we have skipped over (in Baring-Gould's timeline) both of the remaining novels: The Sign of the Four and Hound of the Baskervilles. Based on their publication dates (can't be later than 1890 and 1891, respectively) and Watson and Holmes' living situation, (roommates) I would place Hound in 1886 or 1887.
#Letters from Watson#The Copper Beeches#timelines#swear to god I will catch up but new job!!!#at least I'm less than a full calendar month behind now
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one wonders if going to work will ever be joyful again lol
#[static]#i miss being ok with going to work lmao#it feels like pulling teeth Every Day for the last few years#I just dont have fun there and the vibes have just been super off especially in the last 6 months#and its not the fun kind of job where i have time to do other things on the clock#i barely get a chance to check my phone for 9 hours lmao and im so busy i dont get a chance to think about anything beside work fkjlghd#id love a new job but this one pays me more than id make at other places and i cant afford to be paid less
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frequently I will say to myself, especially in tourist-heavy times, i would like a more serious job at a more serious museum where members of the public do not keep touching me inappropriately
but, unfortunately, my coworkers are so fun and kind and have created such a positive little pocket of queer community that idk if i could bear to leave unless something big changes
#messages from the ouija board#sadies day job#i didnt get touched inappropriately today dw i have the day off#but we have new people who ive been giving advice to and theyre like ??? thats so scary ??? and the best i can do is like.#'just know if u have to hit a guest u will not be fired probably. like u can do whatever u gotta do.'#its not even older men who are the worst! u would think and theres usually one or two a week who say something gross#but generally i find its middle aged or older typically white women who have been the worst to me & my coworkers#they dont see themselves as 'threatening' so theyre the ones who have most often grabbed me#every female-presenting fat or midsize person on site has a story of an older woman touching our stomach#to ask if its 'real' or how many layers of hoops/padding it is. and theyll panic when u tell them 'thats just my stomach' or 'im just fat'#i do enjoy that fear in their eyes#the most violated ive felt w a female guest is a woman a few months ago lifted up my petticoat to look at the pattern on my marseille#(she was seated and i was standing talking to a guest behind her)#and i know outside of work id be comfortable wearing less than what she saw but the act of it really freaked me out
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New job (yay!) has staff in like. so many countries, but, crucially, headquarters is in the US, so every single one of us has to go through onboarding which includes sections like 'please fill out your form i-93 and provide your d-43 to HR and submit your socially secure ID to WO', and I understand why - again, head office is US, many workers are actually in the US, it's whatever - but also, my new boss's eternal tiredness going though some of these onboarding things is just so fucking funny.
anyway sorry to all you in the US your forms frighten me I don't know what an i-9 is and I'm not asking because, crucially, it's none of my business and you can't make it be one.
#coats chats#anyway hello long long time no see#I'm not dead!#but! new job!! better than the old job!!#back in non-profit work!! very hype#hopefully less burnt out in a month or two when I'm not like#dying of new job or dying of old job.#maybe I will even. have time and brain to write#at some point this year.#or even. read.. anything.
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24, 26!
24. What's something that surprised you while you were working on a fic? Did it change the story?
Every moment of working on she fills the whole page, and crosses half was a surprise. The original idea was three chapters....which then became three whole fics of 3-5 chapters each, and so then I decided to write one of those fics in whole for the Do-Si-Do challenge...only to find that each of those chapters was going to be 8K+ and I could really only manage ONE of those. And while all this grief is happening, I'm still trying to make BIG DECISIONS, like whether this is going to be Actual Regency London, or Fantasy Regency Clarines; whether Shirayuki is going to be a countess or a gentlewoman; whether Zen is Marquess Laxdo or Viscount Wirant...it all came together in the 2nd draft, but it was a fight the whole way. Especially as I was trying to figure out the structure, since I wanted the epistolary aspect, but I couldn't decide whether Kihal's letters would be chapters on their own, or whether they should be in the chapters...it was a mess. Turned out fine, but things were getting changed around all the way to the editing stage.
26. If you had to choose one, what was THE most satisfying writing moment of your year?
Finishing all my pieces for the challenges this year! It's the first time I've manage to finish Obiyukiweek since I was hospitalized (maybe even longer; I don't think I made 2019 either). So despite having lots of stops and starts with my medication, I still managed to make it over the finish line each time.
2023 in Review
#asks#ask meme#fic meme#2023 in review#I'm hoping for a lot less medical hold ups this year#at least after this last admin hold to start off the new year 🤣#husband is at a job he likes with good security#and i'm finally approved for the meds i need through the insurance there#and i'm getting PT for my chronic pain#so hopefully in a few months i'll be in a lot better fighting shape than i have been
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why did i decide to take a job at an extremely active and sport-focused camp this summer.
#well on the bright side i got my legal name changed to phoenix on the staff portal#but training starts tomorrow#and im gonna be the bitch that's slower and less fit than everyone else#like i genuinely do not see a scenario where that doesn't happen#i'm either gonna have to push my body beyond what its capable of doing comfortably#or ask for breaks#i hate the society we live in#where i internalized that asking for breaks is weak and embarassing#but to answer my own question. it's because the pay is so much better than the other camp jobs i was applying to lmaooo#i mean i'm sure i'll get more fit as the summer goes on#but being behind everyone else in the beginning is gonna be so stressful#i tried so hard to exercise more this month. but i don't think i did it more than 3 times a week#which i don't think was enough#but hopefully it will be something#i also hate the sun and bugs.#WHY AM I DOING THIS KASJHDAKSHD#i don't even know if i like working with kids :''')#i hate new situations where i have no idea what to expect#i did as much research as i could but the autism can't handle the things i can't know or prepare for#idk what i need rn. everyone's who's told me that its gonna be fun or a good time or whatever has not helped#and anyone who's validated me and said that it sounds stressful hasn't helped either#so i will take your likes on this post as a little kiss on the cheek <3#that's all i need#phoenix talks
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