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why do antis think it went:
- steve lies
- billy breaks a plate over steve’s head
when it actually went:
- billy gets smacked around, called a slur, then threatened all by his father because max ran off on his watch
- billy had to drive all around town to track down where she is, while he’s supposed to be on a date
- max sets the tone by saying “he can’t know i’m here. he’ll kill me. he’ll kills us.” (which babe way dramatic jfc)
- steve (a borderline 18 year old) lies about the whereabouts of max (a 13 year old) to her stepbrother. he also lies about even knowing who she is!!!
- billy calls him out for lying
- steve says “oh shit”
- billy sends steve to the ground for being weird
- flirting
- billy goes inside
- billy sees that not only was max with steve but three other boys as well (boys that billy has only ever seen making max upset)
- billy sets his sights on lucas who he already told max to stay away from (we can talk all about the racist undertones of this interaction but that’s not what this post is about)
- billy pushes lucas and tells him to stay away from max
- lucas kicks billy (rightfully so tbh)
- billy makes a threat that 100% was not serious (you think he would actually kill a child? be fr)
- steve punches billy
- billy’s reaction to steve punching him is laughing (LAUGHING but we don’t have time to unpack allll of that)
- more flirting
- billy swings at and misses steve
- steve punches billy again
- steve punches billy a third time while the kids cheer him on
- billy is still laughing
- steve punches billy a fourth time and backs him into a corner
- like mother like son billy breaks a plate over steve’s head
- the fight turns and now steve is getting his shit rocked
- max stabs billy IN THE NECK with a syringe with an unknown substance in it (this easily could have killed him)
- max threatens billy
#billy was punched four times before he landed a hit#if you think billy is the winner in this situation you’re completely wrong#mind you i went to the episodes to get this 100% accurate and forced my way through scenes that are hard for me to watch#if you don’t think steve was in the wrong for lying to billy please block me#you disgust me and i really hope you don’t have little siblings#steve didn’t tell some harmless lie#he told the brother of a 13 year old that his sister wasn’t at a stranger’s house in the middle of the woods#also why have i never talked about the song that plays while billy is leaving the wheeler’s house i’m gonna be sick#billy hargrove#steve harrington#stranger things#userkarson
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kuya is such a particular peepaw princess. my golie. he wears SPF 800, carries a lacey purple parasol, and dons massive UV-blocking sunglasses every time he steps into the sun adn huey is just like
uh. ok. message received. i'll take u to the sunless grimdark automaton country next time
#you are a fox. how are you not ok with nature#maybe kuya is flipping his hair and sayin#ugh. nature. i did my time. i'm past that. it's bonbons and air conditioning time#meanwhile quincy is out there chewing on trees and becoming the Sun from how much solar energy he's absorbing#dichotomy of old forest man#i'll never get that image out of my mind where it's kuya's stacked toiletries cabinet vs. quincy's single bottle of 13 in 1 soap#replies#rusted nation#kuya#huey
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put these thoughts on twt and figured i should put 'em here too, i was thinking abt how xander and laslow would both be pretty good w/ soleil's hair..... i don't think either of them would fall into that "dad sucks at styling daughter's hair" stereotype, they'd be able to brush it and put it up and be gentle. xander bc little tiny elise certainly begged her big brother to comb through her hair, style it, style it again if it looked bad rip (tho @glittergluwu and i talked abt her hc of xander needing to develop Hair Skills after his hair turned curly and unmanageable after puberty which i am STILL thinking about LOL) and for laslow, him having helped olivia with her hair when he was little, loved doing it even, just a fond memory. i still think laslow would get emotional seeing soleil a bit older putting her hair up and seeing just how much like his mom she really looks ;A;
#was also thinking abt a fic idea of future inigo helping past olivia with her hair like he used to#and then realizing ah. he isn't as good at this as he thought he was. not as good at all. maybe it's been too long but maybe he never was#but olivia gently helping teach him again. style just how she likes it. the ponytail and the braids and the headband#and you know obviously inigo is weeping at this point gjsngjdfnfb#(also woocy i hope u don't mind the tag i just thought the hc was so funny i was DEEPLY amused at 13 y/o xander with extremely bad hair)#(but i will remove it if u so please!!!)#mmm i don't want this in the tag but i want it in MY xnlw tag but i don't have one.#what should my tag for them be........#the prince and the frog. laslows not a frog.... the prince and the DOG! no that's too kinky#ghsngshfn maybe i'll just leave it at#dots's xnlw tag#and figure out a better one later#dots on the soapbox
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basically made dinner all by myself today (older brother only seasoned our chicken breasts and i did the rest of everything)......i cooked raw meat which is something i don't do very often and was worried about, but everything turned out great!!! i also did my laundry today, took the dog for a walk and fed him and have been on top of making sure his water dish is always full, loaded the dishwasher with dirty dishes (idk how to turn it on, i'm gonna ask my dad how to do it when he gets home so i can begin to do it by myself!), did some drawing, wrote in my journal, and pulled myself out of a depressive spiral i was having earlier in the day!!!! really beating the "spencer can't take care of himself or do anything ever" allegations......
#the wretched gremlin strikes again#sometimes i'm like i don't think i was THAT unwell#and then i realize that like i was in fact that unwell#now that i'm like actually doing better#i know this probably all sounds kind of silly#because i'm almost 27 and have only just begun to do these things#but keep in mind i was dealing with unmanaged mental illness since i was like 14#and also my dad is kind of a control freak so he never taught me how to do anything because he thought i'd do it wrong or not on par#with what he could do#like i've known how to do laundry since i was 13 BUT i also had no motivation to do anything like that due to my mental illness#sometimes i'm like i'm not doing better because i still sometimes hear faint voices or have paranoid thoughts#but like it's only been under extreme stress or like when i was really tired from not getting enough sleep#and also like i used to be like that all day every day#and i had a lot of problems with like negative symptoms and depression#like my room was a mess and i had piles of dirty laundry and garbage and even like rotting food in my room#and i was constantly being tormented by voices and seeing scary things and my delusions and paranoia and having panic attacks#and like the voices are a lot quieter and more faint now#and i don't see anything or feel bugs crawling on me anymore#and i only hear voices and have paranoid thoughts under extreme stress or tiredness like i said#ANYWAYS I'M RAMBLING SO I'LL STOP#tldr i am doing A LOT better and i am soooo proud of myself <3
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The more I think about it, the more I'm convinced that Izana chose Shion as his successor because he wanted someone a) corrupt enough to guarantee the continuation of the Black Dragons' ruin which Izana started and b) easy to manipulate so Izana would be able to pull the strings from the shadows even after officially retiring, which is why he was shown hanging around the BD HQ even when he was no longer in charge and bossing Shion around. The most glaring example is of course him ordering Shion to send his men to harrass Kazutora in order to cause a fight between Mikey and the BD, but it probably wasn't his first time intervening
(credits: @manjiroasis on twitter)
We know that Shion is three things: extremely violent, not very smart, and scared of yet loyal to Izana. In short, the perfect pawn for that specific position
And that would mean that the 9th gen Black Dragons, which Shion is so proud of even years later, was nothing but Izana's sock puppet all along. Which is kind of sad
#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers analysis#izana kurokawa#shion madarame#don't mind me i just have Thoughts about shion#i know he's written to be as unsympathetic as possible (at least so far) but there are still some very humane aspects to his character#he refused to attack kakucho when izana gave the order! (and don't tell me it was out of self preservation cause that boy has never heard#of the word) he was genuinely shocked and saddened when izana and kaku got shot! he stayed behind with the others to get arrested!#he's not a monster!!! he's a jerk and a moron but he's not Pure Evil#and i keep wondering what kind of life he's led to end up where he is now. it probably wasn't nice#he already had his tattoo at 13 for god sake
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I think everyday abt this unknown kid at my school who threw an apple at my pe teachers head and if he feels at fault for his later death
#idk if ive ever mentioned this here probably i never shut up about any thought that comes thru my mind#cause everyone i knew from that school def thinks the apple did that man in#so i wonder what 13 -14 y/o is just walkin around w the thought that he potentially killed a dude#i mean hes not 14 now but he probably was at the time#rip to him he was a dope teacher#kae.txt
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You ever think about the fact that the last thing Tucker says to Epsilon is ‘See you on the other side’ but whether that means back on chorus or heaven/hell (or reincarnation) there’s unlikely anyway they could really meet again. And how that means that Tucker ONCE AGAIN didn’t get to say goodbye to his friend. He never got to say goodbye to alpha and he never got to say goodbye when Church left any of those times. It just really breaks my heart 🥺
#don’t mind me I’m just crying in my room#those last lines of season 13 just really get me#sure this time church records a goodbye message#but he doesn’t think that maybe Tucker wanted a chance to say goodbye as well#what an asshole#I still love him though#that would really fuck me up is all#kind of like caboose isn’t sad when he does cause he can’t imagine a world without him#Tucker can’t find closure about church’s death because he never got to say goodbye#rvb#lavernius tucker#tucker#red vs blue#leonard l church#church
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Do you ever just have those moments where you're sitting there, minding your own business before out of nowhere you get war flashbacks to the most embarassing things you've ever done or made in your life and you can feel your ego whither away before your eyes
#thats me with literally anything ive written before the year 2020#drye rambles#life advice: anything you make that gets popular when you're 13 years of age you will grow to hate it's existence#im sorry i dont make the rules#i have to live with my worst written comic having a high production dub on youtube#with over 200 thousand views mind you#ive gotten jumpscared by the thumbnail of that video more times than i can count#no hate to the guy who made it#he's great#but the best voice acting and editing will never fix something that's poorly written#looking back im so releived that part 2 was never made#idk i just felt like ranting about that#being intentionally vague because i don't want anyone searching it up#but if you know you know#rant#old art#old writing#edit: side note i'm so sorry Cello that you had to pronounce the worst fictional surname i've ever come up with
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who would win character that is really wellwritten and who caters to ME specifically or this one bisexual loser from an almost 10 year old fire emblem game (which is notorious for its bad characters)
#niles fire emblem has been my blorbo since before the term blorbo existed#ive mentioned several blorbos over the years but i think he wins because i cant name any blorbos that have stuck around like him#dont exactly have anyone in mind for the first category if im honest#ramblings#guys have i mentioned i love fates. or 2/3rds of fates i still have never played birthright#i will probably never play birthright. hoshidans hate gay men confirmed#its also supposedly very much a 'fire emblem for beginners' and considering i began with conquest. birthright sounds boring im sorry#is niles good queer rep. objectively speaking. probably no. i do not care. he is everything to me. i marry him every time.#i havent seen nina or kana since i was 13. which was the last time i touched the game before i realized i was trans.
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Bill Withers has one of the best song uses in a movie/show. Avon Barksdale's 1st appearance is set to "Use Me" as D'Angelo enters the club. Perfect song emotionally but also thematically. It's D's story. "You just keep on using me / until you use me up."
#the wire#yn.#avon barksdale#d’angelo barksdale#bill withers#music#☀️#its rly fascinating seeing the diff emotional tactics avon employs to try to get dlo to take his place likeee#here in this scene as a shadowy behind the scenes figure being cruel/having a certain level of murda expectations over dlo head#s2 when they locked up hes much more kinder & open to dlo cuz he know sum not rite#n also cuz avon himself is playing the long game to get outta prison early lolol#but avon could never actually hurt his lil nephew#stringer …. stringer’s cold cold heart took care a neph#im a teedy so maybe dats y avon - dlo drive me craz#n dlo was like what 23 in all this? growing up w ur uncle whos only like 13-14 yrs ur sr giving u v mixed v jarring messages#‘get ur mind rite nephew’ but its being the heir to my drug empire likeee#stringer lingers (ha!) all over this…
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manic mixed depressive episode on my bday is so fun especially when ur going on 2 days no sleep n have a 12hr shift starting at the asscrack of dawn in 6hrs
#idk if i want to sleep like i do but i don’t i just keep walking in circles n staring off blankly#also bursted into tears for no reason bc i missed my mom and remembered how much i hate my fucking birthday#was in the middle of a borderline argument w my family then just zoned out n glanced at the time and tears welled#6:13???#then i pretended to go to the bathroom to hide my tears from my dad cuz he would’ve yelled at me if i went to my room w/o saying anything#so there i am crying like a pathetic loser on the toilet trying to suppress n swallow down ugly sobs#and there i am crying in my dumpster fire of a room on the floor#i literally go the entire year without crying abt her but every time december hits i always get into this weird funk#and idk why it’s still happening it’s been 7 years#i think my subconscious mind is influencing my body to release the trauma stored inside it bc i was never allowed to grieve her properly#so now in blips of time leading up to my birthday and the next day of her passing i’m 15 turning 16 again#i wish i didn’t have to work tomorrow so i could go visit her at her grave instead like i never go to the cemetery but i really want to#i guess i can go on her actual death day but i don’t want to go with my dad and brothers i just want to be alone#they don’t understand the feeling of losing your mom and best friend on your 16th bday#they don’t understand what it’s like carrying all this guilt and trauma and holding her hand and feeling her hand go limp at my words#i told her it was okay she could let go i would take care of my brothers and protect them from my father and i would be strong for everyone#meanwhile i’m listening to my dad n my aunt throwing all her clothes in trash bags upstairs#i didn’t even get to pick out what clothes i wanted to keep of hers im so angry my dad refused to let any of us miss her#“i miss mom-‘ ‘she’s dead get over it!’#i got over it alright but then this time of year rolls around and i’m under it all again#i miss her so much i wonder if she’d be proud of me i wonder what it would be like to feel her hand in mine again#ooos im crying again lol#im so pathetic i’m literally 23 in less than 30 minutes why am i behaving like a crybaby child#23:33 when i was typing that btw n 333 is my angel/life path number lol#i wanna saw my arm off but i won’t#i debated staring an iv on myself instead but i’m too drained i just want lay down n cry lol#pathetic loser crybaby girl can’t function can’t shut up making everyone uncomfortable with her sadnes n tears stupid stupid stupid#drown in them and die nobody here loves you anymore nobody cares you’re the problem always the problem#i can’t remember if my mom loved me or not everyone says she did but i forgot what it feels like#i wish i never told her it was okay to let go i lied to her i said i’d be okay but here i am manic depressive
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ok anyway im leaving in. the day after tomorrow at like 2am so im just saying its tomorrow cause im literally just gonna stay up till then theres no point in sleeping. BUT two things. one i need to finish packing. my clothes are dry so i just have to bring them upstairs and pack. sort of stressed out bc like. i like my outfit i dont want to change it but everyones telling me its too hot for a leather jacket like i know!!!! but its my jacket :(
anyway i just have to do that so ill do it now and then…on top of that i wanted to get the draft for my ghost story done but i havent been working on it at all >_< ive just been reading comics the past couple days. so tomorrow. for sure. i will definitely work in getting the draft done totally.
but ugh im kind of nervous i havent seen these people in so long and im not great socially. also i dont go on trips in general so like. i hope i have energy for a full month yknow. i have a tendency of isolating myself when im stressed out but i dont have any space to do that…not that i should but whatever you know
#LIKE. im just eugh like im Bad at small talk. im better at dispensing information and leaving it that#or listening. ive been practicing listening a lot more so i dont overtalk and everyone gets a turn#OH RIGHT!!!! i hope. cause i have 4 cousins. two are toddler age#one is a little younger than me so like 13 but hes a boy idk how he is cause he might be annoying no offense <3#and then an older girl whos around my brothers age so a few years older. and we never rlly talked cause it was always my brorher and her#last i saw them i was like. god idk it couldnt have been too young cause i got black out drunk before i stayed with them#so. 11? 12? definitely younger than 13 i know for a fact#im bad with times tho#anyway its been a while and im a lot older now. so i hope shes there so we can talk and be friends idk#apparently my brother isnt close to her anymore? he called her a bitch last time we talked abt her so. hope i do see her#and my aunt! i always liked her a lot and my brothers prob gonna be busy with our uncle. ill be stuck with the younger kids but thats ok i#dont mind since im used to handling my sister. apparently theyve wanted to meet me for a long time so i am super excited#i dont think anyones gonna expect what i look like tho lol i dont think anyone could have guess me being punk#not even me like i distinctly remember in elementary my friend. we were talking about mcr and emo / punk stuff and he was like. you coukd#never be like that. ummmmm well guess what dickhead!!!! jokes were actyally still close lol#ANYWAY i am fucking excited and nervous and have to find a normal way to bring up 18th century fashion or perhaps history of contemporary#folk
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#oh god what is this#the hair the tacky belt the emo shirt....... who let him out of the house#this is proof that he chooses his own outfits bc who in the right mind would want this man to dress like a 13 yo in his emo phase#no offense to all emos out there but you have to agree that when you're 13 you don't have much fashion sense#except this man never had any to begin with#notice how I refuse to say his name half the time lmao#yeah i don't like him#no I do like him a little bit#like I want to love him. it's just hard bc he's complete and utter trash of a human lmao#tommy lee#mötley crüe#cursed motley crue images
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i bet yall will call the new tennant doctor 14 if he actively nearly shags martha and her gushing and joking about on screen in front of your salads because your beloved 10 would never do such a thing t--
#{i said what i said. enough oh but martha deserved better. I WANT SEE IT IN TELEVISED ACTION. no. excuses.}#{if he says that best of him is martha and donna and when someone brings up what about rose he like 13 just annoyed and disregards it}#{like 13s run at any mention of rose is met with kindly silent hostility. like rose isnt the best in retrospect.}#{rose is the very reason martha and family got burned by his choices and actions the reason why he strictly says friend}#{like not even your best friend gosh no thats donna. thats the master. your friend.}#{like it really be whooping my arse on this. the fact that rose's last name got reduced to a throwaway alias in a 4 and 10 audio by 10}#{he had fully distanced and disconnected with rose so much that even in proximity of meeting 9's rose he just doesnt look}#{its wild he isnt rose hungry anymore. unlike...}#{like as soon as donna's mind was wiped by him so did the love he had for rose. its jarring and 13 only cementing this again and again}#{13 constantly never bringing up and WHEN rose is brought up it isnt looked back on fondly by 13 expressionwise}#{and 14s decent into fear if you remove the music is warranted. its very much why him. why him when im deeply in love with yaz}#{fresh after losing river and 13mentions river but not rose. and makes faces that isnt miss her its very much: ok? what about her? blaise}#{its 13 seeing another rose and isnt at all going rose my old love but going ah! a army rose. anyway 10 shut up. yaz my love}#{its such a refreshing sight because 10 never mentions sarah jane smith but he is full heart eyes floored by the sight of her}#{we never got that expression again until when he done so he got killed by a dalek and turned into a man that doesn't love her anymore}#{not like how they 'were' yknow}#bw: out of ethos#{now im done}
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i am so excited to finally play final fantasy type-0. i literally know a few important plot stuff like the literal fucking ENDING but i am SO EXCITED
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა type-0 ໒꒱ *·˚#i compare the ending of type-0 to the weapons trial series in ffxiv. aka sorrow of werlyt#ifykyk :)) haha. HAHAHAHAH. haha. <//3#anyways i LOVE ace. he's the ace of my heart#i love type-0 man i love final fantasy so bloody much it is unreal#I WANTED TO PLAY TYPE-0 FOR SO LONG like any other ff game tbh but i knew for a while my aunt had it#but i never saw it from her but we came over like yesterday yeah? and!! yes !!! we borrowed it alongside like 5 other games#so i am so excited. i love type-0 you have no idea#for a while when i was esp into ffxv i read up on a lot of stuff bcs of yk fabula nova chrysallis i butchered the spelling sorry#so i was super interested in ffxiii too! and then spinoffs and sequels and etc... read up on ffx-2 sometime then#mind you i have ffxiii and ffx complete edition/s but 13 is on ps3 and it doesn't work anymore so sigh but i have 10#on both ps4 and switch! also i have access to 12 and 8 but idk bcs i don't have nintendo online anymore :((#i should finish og ffvii soon and hard mode of the remake. haven't done integrade btw. haven't played crisis core#and i haven't played any game below 7 but i am SO in love w them all too. idk 2 very well tho#aside from some stuff like wild rose! and firrion sorry i butchered up the spelling didnt i. anyways yeah <3#yoo i sang a bit of ashes of dreams rn and i'm kinda sick JUST AFTER MY BDAY CAN YOU BELIEVE anyways#yo i sing good when i feel nwell DAMN!#okay uhhh. time to play replicant (very soon) i am so excited#i will cry listening to kaine cuss weiss out
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“Blade-to-blade, they were identical. After thousands of hours in lightsaber sparring, they knew each other better than brothers, more intimately than lovers; they were complementary halves of a single warrior.”
Star Wars: Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, by Matthew Stover
can you tell i’m deep into Obikin hell right now? so of course it meant i had to draw Kumardian as Jedi!
there are many interesting similarities between the two couples… Sardian and Obi-Wan are both defined by their honour and extreme repression, while Kumatuya and Anakin both feel love with extreme intensity and are willing to go to any lengths for it, including extreme violence… i think it’s possible Kumardian might have turned out like Obikin in similar circumstances. aren’t both of their ends equally horrible and broken and doomed as well? (⌒▽⌒)
#stone dance of the chameleon#sdc#suth sardian#kumatuya#kumardian#day 13: jedi#sdjc 22#Sardian dual wielding!!!!! how pretty#they’re both so pretty#ngl when i watched the prequels (i have not watched the OT)#i couldn’t believe the SDC parallels#maybe it’s just hero’s journey? is SDC hero’s journey?#the parallels between Annikin and Tuya in particular blasted my mind into outer space#he’s 10000000% be Tuya’s fave#Tuya would ADORE him and want to eat him alive#anihater69420: pfffft you only like CLOWNAKIN because he’s pretty and you project on him like a 13yr old twitter y/n writer#anikissy: [graphic description of a war crime]#anihater69420; crying: I’M SORRY I’LL NEVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN JUST SPARE MY FAMILY
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