i won’t say i’m in love

[sebek zigvolt x fem!reader]

anon asked: Hello, can I request a oneshot with Sebek and a fem/reader , with him trying to confess his love but every time he try he fail because in the past he was mean with the reader for being a human , until one night the reader tell him that she enjoy his company and forgive him and that`s when he finally have the courage to tell the reader that he´s madly in love with her ?

this prompt sounds so cute aaaawh and thank you anon for being so specific with your request! i hope you enjoy it :))

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SEBEK zigvolt, in all of his 16 years of life, would’ve never admitted that he’d fallen in love. and not just a typical crush or short-term admiration, but he actually fell in love with someone. like, in love in love. he actually fell in love with someone else other than the dorm leader of diasomnia. he was too dense to even realize it himself and in fact it was lilia who pointed out the fact that he looked like a love-struck puppy. he just couldn’t accept it. “there’s just no chance that i’m actually in love with someone. i won’t say it. damn it...i won’t say i’m in love with someone. especially her.” what made it worse is the fact that he fell in love with someone he used to hate. (y/n) was her name.

sebek recalled the countless times he used to call you names, bully you, and just made you feel downright awful. “you’re just a mere human with no magic abilities! you’re worthless, you know that?!” he cringed at himself and both mentally and physically slap himself for saying all those things back then. he saw several chances in which he could’ve told you how he actually felt about you but he just didn’t have the heart to do it. how would you be able to love him back if he said all those mean things to you and did all of those those shameful things to make you feel bad about yourself? he was planning to tell you someday, but he thought the day would never come.

“sebek zigvolt you really are stupid.” he sighed to himself as he carried a large stack of leather-bound books from a shelf in the library to a desk near it. he aggressively plopped the book down on the table causing a huge ‘thud’ which caused the person on the other side of the table to jump. “a-ah.” sebek noticed how familiar the voice was. he was shocked to meet the eyes of (y/n). “W-WHA-(y/n).” he managed to regain his composure before clearing his throat and sitting down. “hey.” you chuckled. “let me guess, alchemy homework?” you tried to initiate a small conversation, but he just brushed you off with a nod and started working. in reality, he was dying of both embarrassment and guilt. why does she still want to start a conversation? does she not hate me?! the two silently carried on with their work quietly, but sebek was having a debate with himself inside his head. he was arguing with himself whether you actually hated him or not, and whether he should tell you how he really feels about you or not. however his loud thoughts were interrupted when he heard a soft voice call out from beside him.

“hey sebek, i’m stuck with this question, can you help me?” this caused him to jump a little bit but then straightened up his posture right after. “right. of course. what do you need?” he was almost done with his work and you were still on the fifth question...out of fifteen long ones. “uhm, how do you do this one?” you whispered as you pointed to the question. he smiled then turned to you. “ah this is actually pretty easy.” he then started rambling on about the theory of alchemy and started explaining everything to you. you couldn’t comprehend the flow of information and just followed everything he told you. however you couldn’t help but get distracted by the smile plastered on his face as he’s teaching you all these things. “okay. thanks for the help.” you smiled. he awkwardly fiddled with his books and said “i could help you with the rest...if that’s what you want.” your eyes beamed. you’d get so much of the work done faster if you had help from him. “sure!”

sebek stared at your smiling and gleeful figure, cheerfully getting all of your books as well as a chair and sat down next to him. “ready when you are.” you smiled. sebek couldn’t help but feel his heart skip a beat. your gorgeous smile, your sparkling (e/c) eyes, your kindhearted nature, everything about you was just perfect to him. “alright, then let’s start.” with the help of sebek you finished fifteen questions in thirty minutes or so, which was a record, also considering it was alchemy homework. “wow! thanks so much for helping me sebek! we got it done in thirty minutes or so!” he chuckled. “well it was nothing really.” you smiled. “after all, i’m not as smart as you. i’m not that talented either. i can’t even use magic. so thanks for helping me! besides, i really enjoy your company sebek. i think you’re a really honest and nice person, after all, you made me realize all of those things about myself.” sebek felt his heart crumble and a lump to form in his throat. “(y/n)...that’s not...” you looked down at your hands. “no! you’re right. all of those things you said about me. they’re all true. i’m still amazed the headmaster would accept someone as worthless as me...” sebek refused to hear you sulk like that. after all, it was his fault it made you feel that way. he cupped both of your hands and brought it together.

“(y/n)! please don’t say that! please don’t think of yourself like that!” this caused you to flinch in shock. “there’s a reason headmaster crowley would accept someone like you here! you’re an amazing person! actually...there are tons of reasons! you’re always so curious and you’re not afraid to ask questions. you’re always so eager to learn about everything! you’re so open to everyone around you! you’re so kind, you’re always so caring...you’re even nice to someone like me.” sebek paused. “please forget everything i said about you! please! i was an idiot! i still am an idiot! (y/n)...you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve ever met! you’re honestly...damn...how should i say it...” your face was just flustered from everything he said. so he doesn’t hate you after all. “sebek...you don’t hate me?”

“of course i don’t (y/n)! how could i ever hate you?! i’m just...helplessly in love with you, okay?!” the two of you paused. he immediately turned his face away from you. “damn it...” did he really just tell you how he really felt about you?! “sebek...” your mouth hung agape but you brushed it off with a giggle. “i’m so glad!” you basically threw yourself on him and embraced him in a tight hug. now it was his turn for his mouth to hang open. “does this mean you don’t hate me?”

“it means i love you too, sebek.” you leaned forward and pressed your lips against his. he flinched at first and tensed up, but then relaxed and kissed back. you both were overjoyed and filled with happiness from top to bottom.

and so, sebek zigvolt, in all of his 16 years of life, had finally admitted that he had fallen in love.

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aaaaaah im so tired after grinding out all of these works in a day. it’s like 12.30am here and i’m super duper sleepy. ik im weak eheh. imma head to bed now and dream about my bby malleus eheh.

p.s sebek is voiced by haruki ishiya and you know who else he voices? yamada jiro from hypmic!!! and i read that sebek and silver like to argue a lot and butt-heads with each other. hmmm sounds a lot like jiro and saburo. these two charas that haruki ishiya voices argues with those whose name starts with an s. eheh i just found that cute.

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