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satorkiees · 9 months

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attracted to you

pairing megumi fushiguro x reader

content: reader is kinda petty, fluff, sun and moon dynamics

wc: 2k

following the new semester, you had been enrolled into jujustu tech as a first-year due to a sudden complication involving your new ability to wield cursed energy. at first, having a cursed ability was a detriment as you grappled to come to terms with it. for months on end, you struggled to keep yourself and those you cared about the most safe but in the end he was there to save you.

12.04 am.

that was the time your phone had read the last time you checked. wandering had become a waste of time and energy - both things you feared you had little of. due to your new-founded abilities, you had run away in a feeble attempt to protect those who were left around you. kyoto was a beautiful place at night, most of the negativity people forged dwelled beside them in their homes leaving the outside to truly capture mother nature’s beauty. the moon casted a soft silvery glow on the bench you had decided to reside on. the soft illumination of the moon casts delicate shadows depicting every tree in all of its depth.

you let out a shallow breath that blended into the cold atmosphere of the upcoming winter sinking further into the bench. though you tried to look at the best in all your situations, this one was becoming increasingly difficult - without a home, a solid food source and having to fight cursed spirits more often than you’d like, you were certain you were going to die. settling into this nest of hopelessness that you had created for yourself, you decided that if you were meant to die, then you would and did your best to fall into a shaky slumber.

megumi had been tasked by gojo for a “secret special mission” to go and walk his dogs around kyoto at the crack of dawn. having merely grumbled a response to his eccentric mentor, he simply put on his coat and got going. over the past couple of weeks, gojo had been rambling to him about a new first year sorcerer joining them but honestly megumi had no interest in any of gojo’s schemes. as the comfort of winter had begun to encase kyoto, megumi had gotten into the habit of walking his dogs early in the morning so he could admire tokyo when the world was asleep. taking his usual route around the school, he came across the park. one abnormally uneasy.

the intense amount of cursed energy juxtaposed the source completely. as he saw you sprawled across the bench clearly in an uncomfortable position - he was unsure of what to do. for him, this park had always been a gloomy place - though inhabiting all of nature’s creations, she fiercely protected them. but there you lay as if you were created specifically to be there, a natural source of energy that lifted the spirits of everything around you. he let out a heavy sigh - megumi considered calling gojo to help him but when has he ever been reliable?

as he told his dogs to stay put, his steps were slow and measured - as if he was walking on delicate ground. his eyes were attentive, noticing the dishevelled appearance you held and your shallow breaths. he wasn’t always one to trust his gut but he decided that it was time for a change of pace. his usually tense shoulders were stiffer than they usually were and as he tried to consider how you’d react to him, he tried his best to put a friendly face on. his movements were careful and controlled like someone navigating themselves through a maze, trying to find the right path to meet you. fortunately for him, you woke up without him making it all the way to you. about less than a metre apart, you shot up from your slightly delirious state and locked eyes with a suspicious looking man. trying your best to not overreact, you cocked your head hoping that he would explain why he was trying to reach out to you.

speechless, he continued to lock eyes with your own. despite the gloomy atmosphere, your eyes rivalled the glow of the moon and parallel the intensity of the sun. he let out an awkward cough breaking the silence.

“i’m megumi fusiguro and i go to jujustu tech not far from here.” he said awkwardly gesturing to its general direction. you simply cocked your head the other way, unsure of how this pertained to you in any way at all. noticing your reluctance to speak, he continued. “i may be way off here but i think i know someone who can help you out. you don’t have to follow me or anything as i am just a stranger to you.” he finishes

realistically, you thought that if this guy was a threat, you’d be able to handle him and even if you couldn’t - there wasn’t a whole lot of other options for you. “sure. lead the way.” you replied, pulling yourself a little bit further out of the nest of hopelessness you had built for yourself.

it was megumi’s turn to be surprised. “you’re sure?” you simply nodded your head, doing you best to stretch out all the knots scoured across your body. “if you end up being a bad guy, i’m pretty sure i could take you.” you said offhandedly. your confident demeanour was reminiscent of the sun's unwavering presence even if it wasn’t presently in the sky. it was as if you carried yourself with the knowledge that your presence held significance and impact - something he admired completely. as he began to lead the way with you trailing behind, a smile crept on his lips. weird.

—-

4 months had passed since megumi had found you on that bench, and 4 months since you had officially been a first year at jujustu tech. you had become accustomed to your surroundings, your lessons and the people around you.

you, yuuji and nobara had crashed in megumi’s room despite his insistence on the 3 of you doing otherwise. as nobara and yuuji bickered over what movie to watch, you were left sitting next to megumi. ever since you met him, you’ve always seen him similar to the moon. with a quiet and contemplative demeanour that seemed to reflect the soft and gentle glow of the lunar orb. he was busy flicking through a magazine whilst his eyes held a mysterious depth, like a night sky scattered with stars, hinting at the vast universe of thoughts and dreams behind him.

“could you stop staring me down?” megumi replied, using all of his might to not lift his eyes off his magazine. “how would you know that i was staring you down if you weren’t also staring me down?” megumi lost all of his prior urge to not look at you and burst out laughing. though it wasn’t unusual for megumi to laugh, it certainly wasn’t common either. so uncommon that it brought nobara and yuuji out of their little squabble. though you knew what you said was a little silly, you didn’t expect it to crack megumi up in the slightest. silently you kicked yourself for losing composure so easily whenever you became wrapped up in his presence. slightly annoyed, you stood up excusing yourself from the teasing from the 3 of your friends.

megumi was unsure on why what you said made him laugh so wholeheartedly; however when he was with you, he felt more inclined to smile and laugh. and who could blame him? your smile was like the sun breaking through the clouds after a storm, bringing warmth and light to those around you. your presence was as natural as the sun coming up every morning.

so, when the next morning came and you completely ignored him, he was shocked to say the least. he thought maybe you were having an off day, however it seemed whenever he entered the room, the atmosphere completely dulled, putting an instant cap on your energy.

the usual warmth and energy you held was there, however it felt like he had been completely kicked out of your orbit. the only thing he could deduce from your behaviour was that you were mad though unsure about what.

that’s what led him here, sat closely together in a circle with gojo and yuuji. “they’re probably mad because you’re so mean.” gojo said in his usual melodramatic tone, yuuji enthusiastically nodding in agreement. “and you’re giving mixed signals.” yuuji’s nodding growing in tenacity.

“so they’re mad because i’m not doing anything?” megumi replied quickly.

“bingo!” yuuji exclaimed. “that’s why you’ve gotta tell them how you feel before you lose them forever.” now gojo was the one enthusiastically nodding. putting his trust in them, he simply sighed and thanked them for their help before swiftly kicking them out of his room.

after he got the flowers from the local grocers, he went to double check with nobara if what he was doing was the right choice. “why do you have flowers?” she said blankly as she opened the door and was met with megumi who was evidently sweating buckets. “for y/n. yuuji and gojo said they were mad because i’m giving mixed signals so i wanted to give a clear signal.” nobara let out a sigh and ushered for him to come in. as

she rubbed her temples together and gave another exasperated sigh. “obviously give them the flowers but i don’t think they were actually mad. just a bit confused ‘cause you tend to get weird around them like bursting out into laughter randomly.” oh. he was conscious he was doing it but he wasn’t aware that everyone else was aware of it too. a red hue tinged his cheeks as he thanked nobara for her wisdom and made his way to your door.

here he was again outside of your reach, drawn to you like a planet orbiting a star. clutching the bouquet tightly, he mentally tried to rehearse his apology, trying to find the right words for his apology and confession but during all his years, he’s never been great with words. hos heart pounded his chest, as each second he lingered outside your door felt longer than ever. taking a final deep breath, his hand hesitated before finally mustering up the courage to knock gently. the sound seemed to echo loudly in hears rivalling the drumming of his heart, making the wait seem like an eternity.

“i’m coming! give me a sec.” you replied from behind the door as you were shoving miscellaneous junk behind your bed to give the illusion of a clean room. when you opened the door, you were met with megumi clutching flowers so hard that his knuckles were turning white. for the past month or so, you had been acutely aware of your growing crush on megumi. one that you had decided that would be forever unrequited however seeing him in front of your door, slightly flushed and nervous was new - a different side to him you had never seen before.

“i like you and i’m sorry.”

“what?” your eyes widened

“what?” so did his.

“you’re sorry for liking me?”

“no i mean- i’m sorry for the other day when i laughed before you left, i was never laughing at you. i never am.” he said sheepishly. he felt his words tumbling out as clumsily as ever but he continued. “i feel like i can be more myself when i’m around you so i just tend to be more smiley when you’re around. i feel like i’m talking a lot and you’re not saying anything so-”

“can i kiss you?” you said cutting him off. he could only find it in him to nod. as you both leaned in closer to one another, the world seemed to fade away, leaving the two of you in your own little universe. one where the sun and the moon can coexist with one another at the same time.

you were the first to pull away. “i like you too, megumi.”

and just how the moon reflects the sunlight, he mirrored your own lovesick expression.

a/n ; sorry for being gone so long. school's been rough. however i am so so sad watching s2 of jjk bc it's all suffering from here. like damn, let's just chill and let megumi have a nice life :(((( leave my pookie bear alone

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