When Yuan asked Qian if he liked him, Qian started disconnecting. He closed his eyes.
He looked away and clenched his jaw.
Then Yuan placed his hand on Qian.
He slowly drew him back to the moment.
His touch made Qian come back to him.
When San Pang questioned Qian's feelings for Yuan on that couch, Qian looked away and avoided the question, but here, with the bracelet that Qian gave Yuan to remember their bond proudly placed on Yuan's wrist connecting them, Qian must face what is between them.
He must face Yuan.
He didn't do that last time.
But Yuan is making sure he does it now because regardless of the answer, Qian can't keep avoiding the question.
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is it even a "ravi returns to A shift episode" if he doesn't instantly get smacked in the face with their insane bullshit
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Okay so something about the spiderbit wedding has been sitting in the back of my mind for awhile now and I don't know if anyone's talked about it but I just recently figured out the words to articulate it (kind of) so here we go!
Prior to the q!spiderbit wedding, a lot of the fanart/fanfics I saw/read depicted Cellbit waiting at the altar while Roier is walked down the aisle by either Foolish or Vegetta. Which makes sense! It keeps with the idea of the father "giving away" the bride (or in this case, the groom) at the wedding, which wouldn't be possible for Cellbit since he doesn't have any parental figures on the island. So, I was a little surprised when the wedding day came and Cellbit was the one to walk down the aisle while Roier waited at the altar. I was a bit disappointed at first---they missed a chance to do a sweet little spin on a wedding tradition! (Found family* my beloved <3)
But then I kept thinking---something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle to the altar where Roier, his soon-to-be husband and trusted confidant, stands; where Felps, his best friend whom he just got back from an unknown fate, stands; where Forever, the friend he wronged but never lost faith in and wants to do right by going forward, stands.
Something about Cellbit being alone and walking himself down the aisle towards them like he is making an active choice. After the fear and the isolation, pushing others away and hurting those close to him so he could make himself a martyr because he felt like he had to face the Federation alone and that he could only rely on himself---now choosing to walk towards the altar where they stand---walking towards his happy ending.
Because this is his happy ending. I'm not at all an advocate for the idea of "oh romance/marriage is the only thing that will make you happy in life" but not only is being married to Roier something Cellbit desperately wants, this wedding means so much more than just getting married.
Of course, this isn't really the end, but for someone like Cellbit, it's a start. A new beginning. A brand new chapter of love, friendship, and trust. So yes, Cellbit walks down the aisle at his wedding, and he does it alone, and he does it because he deserves it, and he does it because he wants to, and he does it because he has to, and he does it because he needs this.
*I would just like to note that found family does not have to follow a nuclear formula with parent-child roles and I don't wish to propagate this misconception. That's just how Roier's family is structured in canon. Foolish and Vegetta are boyfriends and Roier calls them (or at least Foolish) "dad" that's just how it is and it is beautiful <3
Also apologies if I get any lore wrong. I'm not a Roier or Cellbit main viewer but I learn a lot through what I do watch of their streams and what I absorb through my dash. Hopefully this still makes sense.
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Dead Friend Forever EP12 | “White? Why? Why?”
"I'm sorry I put you through all this. Actually, you didn't wanna come, but I kept asking you to come. And now we're in a dangerous place. When you asked me, you didn't know that things like this were gonna happen."
"You can shoot me instead, but please let him go. He has no part in this. He's not supposed to experience this. Why do I have to know all about this? I didn't wanna come here in the first place, Tee."
"Tee, don't leave me. A guy like me doesn't deserve to be happy. I believe that no one in this world deserves to be alone."
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