Still thinking about the boy whose father gave him up for adoption, unfortunately landed up in an extensive child-trafficking program, got weaponized, got taken advantage of, for years, finally ran away while getting chased, befriends this guy, trusts him with his life, was being manipulated and hypnotised by the said guy, distanced himself from any emotions, didn't a relationship for years 'cause he was told putting trust on people is useless, loving people is useless, created this toxic "I am unbeatable" image for himself only for everything to crumble down when two gentle hands held him, when a boy with big eyes shadowed by glasses, biggest smile and the sweetest face comes to strips him out of that stoic reputation, becomes his no.1 safe space, lives up to the trust and is insanely loyal, lays out his life for him, makes him realise how much his love means to him and how precious his love is, how precious he is, and that he deserves to be put first, deserves to be cared for, deserved to be devoted for. And this boy melts. He still doubts, he still gets mad but his little boyfriend never gives up, never gets impatient, the trust he puts on is earned and respected. This boy with the sweetest smile makes the greatest racer on earth not care about his cars that much, now he cares about this specific person a lot. YES I AM UNWELL
I went to update my roster graphic for this season following deadline day and came across the psd for my 16-17 one, so naturally I did this and made myself sad...