Pokémon oc Sonnet and his three babies, Eden(Umbreon) Sweettreat(Altaria) and Filbert(he’s a filbert)

Ive been recieving enrichment by playing dress up games. would reccomend to anyone over 20

Oopsy daisy i just slipped in a banana peel

contains breast play and heavy fingering.

Y’all I felt so fucking devious when I wrote this shit- I gotta make art of this soon bc this turned me on that badly-

Anyways-

“Hmmm? Y’thought ya could get ‘way like that?” Luffy snickered, his arm stretched out far and wrapped tight around your waist. His little giggles grew louder as he pulled you back to him, his hand waffling with yours as he looked deep into your pretty eyes. He trails his tongue along his lips hungrily as he stared down at you with lust-filled eyes.

“What’re ya doin’ runnin’ from me? Ya wanted t’play hide-n-seek w’me?” He asked, pressing his nose deep into your skin, his tongue trailing and tasting the saltiness of your skin before he lets out a deep groan of both pleasure and hunger. You moan out shakily as he pulls your onto his lap and closer to him, his hands groping your breast underneath your shirt. “Let’s jus’…take this off right here-“ Tearing your shirt, his lips latches onto your breast and he slides his tongue along your softened buds.

“M-Mmgh~ L-Luffy~” You moan out shakily to him as you press your hand up against his head. You grip his raven strands and gasp out as you feel him bite your nipple, making you moan out from the sudden pain. He groans out as he felt you yank his hair, his body shuddering with excitement as he continues to suckle and bite on your sensitive bud.

His other hand pinches the other one before he tends to it, switching sides and suckling on it harder than the other. Your body trembled against his as he got rougher, groping your breast hard with his thick and rough hands as if he was really starving and hungry for you. “Mmh~ Taste s’good~ Ya nipples like m’tongue on em don’t they?~” He whispered, smirking up at you. “They l-love it Luffy~ They love your tongue s-so muchh!~” You gasp out and threw your head back.

“Shishishi~ Is this all I needed t’do to getcha ta act right? Didja want me t’catch ya that badly baby?~” His smile was eerily dark but fuck. Just his tongue and touch alone made you want to cum so badly. He groans out shakily before he begins to yank your jeans off impatiently, practically pulling the button off as he struggled to take them off of you.

“These- fucking- they won’t come off!” He huffed impatiently, nearly tearing the fabric of your jeans. You held on to his neck and stood up onto your knees, allowing him to finally yank your jeans down and off of your legs along with your panties. He pulled up up onto his shoulder and slides his fingers along your drenched slit. You trembled and let out a soft moan as he teased your entrace. His rough fingertip runs from your clit and across your slit to your entrance, making you moan out shakily and bite your bottom lip.

“Ooh~ Ya s’sticky an’ wet~ Ya feel s’warm too~” He moans out, slowly slipping two digits past your entrance. “Ahhhn~ Ya pussy feels s’good ‘round m’fingers~ Thank ya f’makin room f’me baby gal~” You groan out shakily as he begins to move his fingers at a pretty fast pace, making your moans spill out uncontrollably. “Mmgh!~ L-Luffy!~ Luffyyy!~” You moan out to him, gripping his shirt while he tended to your aching hole. Feeling your walls tighten around his digits made his cock twitch within his shorts, your sweet moans calling out his name only made him more feral and needy.

Shoving his digits deeper into your cunt causes you to gasp out, your faces scrunching up while your moans filled up his room. “Fuck, ya makin’ me act up baby…Keep squeezin’ m’fingers like that~” He demanded, his voice letting out a small moan as he finished his sentence. You breathe out heavily as tears began to prick at your eyes, the intensity of his fingers moving deep inside of you made you want squirt, to just gush out all over his fingers so suddenly.

“Oiiiii~ M’fingers makin’ ya go dumb baby?~” Luffy whispered to you, his fingers slowly pulling out of needy hole. A string of slick falling from his fingers as he stares in awe. You whine out and turn back to him, a bit upset that he technically just edged the hell out of you. “L-Luffy!” You yell out to him. You hear him snicker. “Hmmm? What’s wrong? Didja want somethin’ baby?” Luffy asked, teasing you. You whimper out and pout to him, wiggling your ass a bit as you yearned for more of his fingers.

You feel his other hand grope the fat of your ass before her snickers and turns to you. “Aww, we’re ya close to squirtin’? M’sorry babyyy, ya shoulda said so~ Shishishi~” He grins widely at you as he licks his lips once more in anticipation. “If ya wanna squirt on m’fingers, wanna hear ya beg for em. A bad lil’ slut like ya gotta beg f’me to make ya cum.” He says firmly, his smile disappearing. You tremble at his dark tone as you felt your lower tummy grow warmer.

His dark tone was so hot that that would end up making you cum before his fingers could. “P-Please…Please Luffy…” You whimper out to him. He tilts his head before smiling to you. “Hmm? Please what baby? Whaddya want me t’do?” He asked you. You whine out before sighing heavily. “I-I want to cummm, please let me cum Luffyyy…” You begged him, your legs trembling slightly.

“Wanna hear ya say it louder baby, I can’t hear ya~” He whispers to you. You whine out once again.

“Please Luffy, I-I wanna cum!” You say it louder to him.

“Say it like ya mean it.”

“LUFFY-“

“Wanna hear ya say it like ya meant it, ya really wanna squirt on m’fingers don’cha?”

“I wanna cum! I wanna squirt on your fingers please!~”

“I said say it like ya mean it.”

“Luffy please-“

“Do it or yain’t cummin’”

You let out an angry huff before glaring down at him, a little sick and tired of him playing around with you.

“I WANNA FUCKING CUM JUST LET ME CUM ALREADY! FUCK!” You yell out angrily, a bit frustrated at how he played at your feelings.

“Good fuckin’ gal, that wasn’t s’hard was it?”

He snickers at you before shoving his fingers back deep into your warm and sticky hole. “Mmmmh~ L-Luffy!~” You moan out to him, your body shuddering as you felt his fingers go at a quick pace deep inside of your cunt. You whimper and whine out, gasping for a bit of air as you wiggled your hips in uncontrollably. “Mmgh! Mmgh! L-Luffy! LUFFY!~” You gasp out his name angelically, nearly tearing his shirt from your tight grip. His fingers wiggles deep within your cunt, his fingertips kissing your g-spot tenderly as he chased after your high.

“Cmon cmon, ya wanna fuckin’ cum don’cha? Fuckin’ squirt on m’fingers then baby!” He demanded while your body just shuddered against his shoulder. “M-M’going to! I-I’m going to!~ O-Oh goddd!~” You whine out loudly and shut your eyes tightly, throwing your head back as you finally squirt out into his fingers and drenching his shirt.

“Oh m’godddd~ Oh goddd!~” You grip his shirt tightly and squirmed as you continue to release out onto his finger, his giggles growing loud as he removes his fingers and rubs your clit quickly to help ride out your high.

“S’fuckin’ cuteee~ Ya squirted s’hard there baby!~” He beams, giving you a soft kiss onto your ass. You breath out shakily while your before a whimper spills out of your lips. “L-L-Luffy~” You moan his name shakily as he lays you down on the mattress, allowing you to relaxed and recover from your orgasm.

Luffy stares down at you and smiles.

“Shishishi~ I hope ya ready for more, cuz I ain’t done yet.”

Hi can you please write 136 and 131 with Daniel ricciardo from the smut list ? I miss him so muchh 😭

131. “oh don’t mind me I’m just enjoying the view”

136. “don’t cover your face, i want to see you”

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The whole world was shocked when Daniel Ricciardo rocked up to the first race of the season with his girl on his arm. 

There had been hints and whispers of the Australian being in a relationship, but it had never been confirmed by the driver. He teased and he joked and he would have his fun, but he never gave a definitive answer on the question until now. 

The action was bold and proud and so very Daniel, all things considered. He wanted nothing more than to show the world who his girl was. He wanted to scream it to the world—or even to anyone who would just listen. 

You, on the other hand, were the opposite of the Australian driver. 

He thrived in the spotlight, you preferred hiding off to the side. He always had a bright smile on his face, you were glaring at whatever annoyance was bothering you nearby. He loved to make people laugh, and you truly didn’t care about most of the people around you. 

Opposites attract was a phase known by many but they never once expected their sunshine driver to be the one involved with it. 

But Daniel loved that about you. 

He loved that despite everything you still showed up to race weekends to support him. He loved that you didn’t care what people said and had no issue putting people in their place when PR had his hands tied. He loved that you were so unapologetically you. 

And he fucking loved reminding you of such. 

“My pretty girl,” he cooed in a low voice, his hands rubbing up and down your thighs as he took in the sight of you. 

“Danny,” you whined, your hands reaching to hold him and the boy had no issue in taking one of your hands, intertwining your fingers before pressing a kiss on the back of your hand. 

“Shh, patience baby,” he murmured as his eyes glazed over with an emotion you knew all too well. “Gimme a sec.” 

Your chest was heaving, soft pants of anticipation escaping your lips. “What are you doing?” 

“Oh don’t mind me, I’m just enjoying the view,” Daniel said with a cheesy grin on his face as his gaze caught yours, the same look on his face that he got after he won a race. “Love seeing you like this, all fucked up and desperate for my cock.” 

“Shut up,” you grumbled under your breath, moving to pull your hand away from him but the boy held on tight. 

“Don’t cover your face, I want to see you,” he hummed as he kneeled on the bed, letting his eyes wander over every inch of naked skin left on display to him, the flushed cheeks and the messy hair. 

He had been on a high after the last race weekend, the three wins in a row making him cockier and more arrogant than usual and you weren’t complaining—and definitely not when he had his face between your legs until your body was shaking and withering beneath him. 

“Danny, please,” you whined, and it was a little pathetic and if anyone else saw you, they wouldn’t fucking believe it was you. But no one else would see you liked this—nobody but him.

“My pretty girl needs more, hm? Two not enough for you?” he teased, a hint of a mocking tone to his voice and it made you want to clench your thighs together. But before you even think of doing so, both large hands were splayed against your thighs and holding your legs open. “Nuh uh, baby, keep ‘em open for me.”

Your hooded eyes watched as he laid between your legs, arms hooking around your legs to keep you where he wanted you and his lips softly kissing up your thighs. 

“You’re in luck, baby,” he murmured, warm breath fanning over your soaking cunt. “Three is my favourite number.”

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!Dabi taking care of a tired reader!

scenario:-reader comes home tired as fuck,dabi sees em and cuddles ensue

pairing:-dabi x gn!reader

genre:-fluff/comfort

For @fallenssun

You’d just come back to your apartment after what felt like the longest day of ur life

You darted to the shower,eager to relieve yourself of your dirty old clothes.

Once you came out,toweling your hair as you made your way down to your little kitchen to make yourself a little snacc,you noticed that the tv was turned on...

You cautiously made your way to your living,the towel youd been using just moments before,now your only weapon against a possible intruder

You peaked around the corner to notice a familiar pOoF of black hair

You exhaled loudly which caught your ever vigilant boyfriends attention

Her turned his head to shoot you a little wave and gestured to the space beside him on the couch

You practically floated towards him,like you were riding on clouds, and practically fell into his lap

“Hey you..” you said,staring at the man who held your heart like he had hung the stars 🌟

Thd goofy smile on your face made the ever-stoic ‘villain’ look down at you with a smirk on his face

“Hey y/n~”

His voice sounded gruff yet calming and you swore that each word made you fall in love all over again..

“When did you get here Tou?”you asked,and unbeknownst to you,your use of that little nickname just happened to give him butterflies

“Like 10 minutes ago.”

“Dam you had time to clean up and change in 10?”

“🤷🏻‍♂️”

You turned your head from your position in his lap just a little to fully take in his outfit

He was wearing a grey hoodie and his black sweats,a completely simple outfit that you absolutely loved

He personally didn’t get it but hed heard you fangirling to one of your besties and had tried to wear it as often as possible ever since🥰

“You look good....warm...” you said,hugging him closer.

He could clearly see that you were tired and he knew how this would end so he let you snuggle in a little,one hand lightly massaging your scalp,the other tracing soothing patterns on your back

And just as predicted,you were out like a light in under five minutes

He looked down at your peacefully sleeping form and smiled lightly to himself

Something about you bein comfortable enough and safe enough around him to just

Fall asleep in his lap

Just made his heart flutter again

After a few more seconds of waiting to make sure you really were out cold,he picked you up and carried u to your shared bedroom

He placed you down on the covers before getting into his boxer and climbing in himself

The moment he hit the sheets you instinctively came closer to him and snuggled into his side

Now dabi wasn’t really muchh of a cuddler(at first) but at moments like this when he knew you wouldn’t know,he held you closer

Closer than your tight good bye hugs and closer than youd ever know

In those silent moments he held onto you like he was gonna wake up and lose you.so dangerously close yet so tenderly soft and secure

It was at these moments that he was the most vulnerable,when even HE felt the safest

The next morning you woke up tangled together,you felt better rested than you had in a while and you knew it definitely had something(everything) to do with the man beside you.

please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but these stories? mine.

feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!

Comments & Reblogs w/ tags >>>>>>>>>>>likes please

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity! (Someone put this in my inbox on my blog so I’m doing this for some moots :)

Here to spread some good ol’ positivity :D

Ur art is just so cool and unique I love the way u draw! Ur bendystraw art is so cute too, love the way u draw em <3

Also! Ur such a cool dude love ya bro ❤️ love the funny comments u make on my art lol. I’m usually a very introverted person but ur one of the ppl who made me come out of my little bubble, thanks for that :))

(I’m probably gonna overthink abt my words later and call myself stupid for typing this but whatever)

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DUUUDE!! 💗💗💗 THANK YOU SO MUCHH. THIS JUST MADE MY DAY. THANK YOUTHANK YOU😭💗HONESTLY YOU WE'RE ONE OF THE PPL WHO MOTIVATED ME TO EVEN POST BENDYSTRAW,, I FELT SO HAPPY MEETING SOMEONE ELSE WHO LOVES THESE GOOBERS AS MUCH AS I DOO💗BTW!!!as an also introverted person, I'm rlly rlly happy I was one of the ppl who helped you come out of your bubble :] I too overthink ALOT abt what I say/write most of the time so dw! ! •w•

Puppy puppy puppy puppyyyy??!!!!! I've been reading ur posts n super super liking them n find em so hot so I got a collar and leash and was puppy for my masterrr n its soooo gooodooood. I just ruffed n humped his thigh while he pet me n told me to keep going n sososososo good n begged for him to touch me but he wouldn't so mean but I kept going n puppyyyy it was so gooooood.

Finally he started touching me n I was dripping so muchh just shaking n melty. my eyes wereee rolled back like the whole time n I just couldn't think right. Plus he made me stay silent while doing stuffs to me n ohhjgod when I would accidentally moan he'd pull out n wait till I was quiet again so goodsogood. Master just played with me for hours till I was full of him n all worn out from playing n ohmigodddd thankyuuu puppyyyy.

It just felt so right to be a good dumb puppy n my masters good girl n just bark and play and wag and be pett I love pets so much, n u helped me figure out I wanted to be puppy so thankypuupuppyyyy. Master is super into it too so we both just had so much fun such a good master thankypuuuuu!!!! We just finished another session (he had togo home -3-) so my brains still foggy n I'm still puppyyyy but thankyouuu. I'm so happy I get to be puppy noyw all collared n leashed n cuddly puppyyyy

OhmygooooSSHHH Puppy!!!! New puppy!!

I'm so happyyy for yooouuuu!!! ♡♡♡ Congraats on discovering your looove to being a puppy and getting to share that with your Master~ that's so so fun!! You'll fiiind so fast too that the collar is soo comfy~ it like... truuuuly symbolizes that you are Owned and that is such a comfy fact because that means someome is always there for you, and looking out for you, and by your side. ♡ Being a puppy is unconditional love and looots of humping~ eheh.

I am so honored my blog could help you discoover the fun of being a puppy!! I hope you and your Master can continue playing and having fun~ next step; get a tail plug (or belt to strap on if don't want a plug) and some ears. Etsy has soo many good ones.

Trust me~ you'll feel so cute and powerful ♡

I wish you all the best puppy!! Woof~ Go have a nice snack, hydrate after your play session, and get some rest. You deserve it pup~

STPOP I WAS WRITJG SUCH A LONG THING N STUFF BUT TULBLR REMOVED MY ASK SOMEHOW?!??? petition to bully tumblr.

miau 🙁

https://pin.it/4grpJoD (i found another version of this but lost it)

https://pin.it/7jT5STN bedroom eyes fr

https://pin.it/El1WjfH i would start rambling abt him but it would sound like im obsessive bye

https://pin.it/2oDP9Lv

https://pin.it/6EUxhmW

I also wrote smth abt that anon but i lost that too,, mad at tumblr >:(

@/sukiischaotic stole my words /j (im jokjng dont attack me pooks 😨)

Idk what went through that anons mind that it would be okay to ask such questions like that.. erm… sounds like egoisme or smth like that i forgot the word..!!! anyways i hope that anon leaves u alone now otherwise im throwing hands 🙏 also why werent they thinking before asking questions? Like, do they not think on how you would feel??? Its honestly giving careless. ☠️ erm anyways

nuthin special happened today other then me finally finishing a syory in my notes and publishing it on tumblr.. yay (that story was like in august or smth) 😭

I WOULD ramble abt dazai but idk if its allowed— also u n @/stinkyme remind me of the song “La seine and I” :3 hope ur doing well now btw 🙏🙏

Wishing you a amazing day if not, sending cookies n hugs !!!!!!!!!!

( ding ! ) reminder; whenever you feel sad, just remember that you have billions and billions of cells in your body and that they care about you ! And so do us humans :3 we love n care abt u so never forget that<33

-💞 anon

GOD I GET YOU NONNIE I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS LIKE WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS, DUMBLR??

AAA THE FIRST ONE OMG :( gojo n the cat hiuwiwur !! also the dazai one goddamn ! the artstyle n everything is so good?? AND FEEL FREE TO RANT ABOUT HIM OMG ID LOVE TO LISTEN

about that anon, i dont know if they had ill intentions or not but its just super awkward and creepy to ask personal questions like that uifiuob esp to ppl online ! but i blocked em and saw that its a porn blog...like actual real ppl porn so um that was something.

glad to know that you published your story !! :D id love to read it lol <3

OMG YES I LOVE THAT SONG :( that is literally so cute uwqiduq aaaa !! im doing well now, thank you for your concern sweetie <3

i had a good day ! i had some rlly rlly good shrimp fried rice so mmmm ! i love shrimp so muchh... but i'd still like the hugs n cookies pls <3

thank you !! that applies to you too, nonnie !! i care about you sososo much and literally look forward to your lil dailies <3

I finished the nicotine series recently and like. Wow. I barely know what to say it was just so insane and good and horrible. I wish I could forget it just to reread it lol. You're such a great writer, you're sooo good at making your descriptions feel so. Utterly real. at the end of idiot jackrabbit, when j combusted 😬 it made me actually feel sick because I felt like I could see it yknow. God I remember how shocked and disgusted I was at the end of mourning the lack of, too, when I realized that it wasn't em :// anyways. Amazing story ❤️❤️❤️ love your writing so muchh

thank you so much, you're insanely sweet and i really appreciate it!!! <333 i'm so glad you enjoyed it and saw it all the way through to the end!!

congrats on 300 lovely ilysm oh em gee🤍🤍🤍🤍

all ur asks were literally so cute, aerial!! i love u so muchh kiss me now.

Not sure if you needed to hear this today but your artstyle is the best thing on the planet for me rn. It's so shape! I love it sm! Whenever I see your Frankenstein designs i am squeezing them and planting many kisses on their little faces♡

THANK YOU SO MUCHH OMG? ;A; 💓💗💖💕💞 it means a LOT that you enjoy my stuff and I'm always soo happy when my silly lil drawings can help bring some good feelings :,3 I love these characters so mwuch and it brings me a lot of joy to draw them so i'm always super happy when other people like my art of em! >w< art styles that are Shape are special to me bahaha so I've been working more on exaggerating that aspect further!!

. :+* day 15: what’s your astrology sign?

ooo i used to be really into astrology my main sign (sun sign) is aquarius !! then i think my moon sign is leo n my rising sign is libra ^^ all of em make a lot of sense to me, i used to know a bunch more about em a few years ago hehe i love stars so muchh ⭐️

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on and send this to ten of your followers who makes you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. if you get one back, even better! ♡

SOMMAAAA!!!!!!!! AAAAAA!!!! I CHOMP U (AFFECTIONATE) thank you so muchh 🥺🥺💘💖 !!!! I'M LIKE- JUMPING ON YOU, FORCEFULLY MAKING U PIGGBACK ME RN listen..... i just love your Vibes so much like !! IT'S SO EASY + FUN TO TALK TO UUU 💞 and even seeing your lil comments in my post always make me so damn happy <333 i appreciate it sm!!! interacting and just seeing you is jst a whole treat istg ✨️✨️ i also need to say that appreciate ur enthusiasm sm like?? HI HELLO LET HAKUNO HAVE A FEY DAD AND A LIZARD FREN 🥺🥺🙏❤️💖 i need to get off my ass and scream abt dynamics more with u smh because i am genuinely so excited for em HHRRGHMGH THEY R HECKA NEATT and i am just bonking our stupid muses at each other always tbh !

okay so. i am gonna send this ask now even though its only a bit past 11:30 on a weekend just because. i dont want a repeat of my not actually hittinf send yesterday presumably bcuz i was soo sleepytired JSBSJSKSK.. so yeah i just want to say that oh em gee!!! you are sosooooo important and special to me pink like. i feel just soooo lucky that our paths crossed and we met and became friends :’>>>> like your friendship is so wonderful and lovely to me like it really makes my life smmmm brighter and you are such an incredible friend who just makes my whole world so much warmer and better and then like!!! also you yourself jules!!! you make the whole world in general so much better and warmer and more good with your prescence just bcuz you are such an amazing person i think..!!!!!! like youre so good and i just want u to know that. i am here for you no matter what and !! i care abt you so muchhhhh and i love you so so so so very much!! ilyyyy<3 (hugs you<333 if u want!!!<333💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻)

yayea and honestly if u did get to sleep soon after that then v much good for u bc like !!!! sleep is v important as is sleep at a good time which. i do nott do often as u know DRFHDGDGB but it is very important so ya !!! and ouggh omg youre rly so so sweet my bleoved i love you soso mcuhh i hope you knowww ;; i rly feel so so incredibly lucky to have met you too like !! your friendship rly does bring soso much joy and light and happiness to me and my life like you really are such a wonderful kind caring thoughtful considerate sweet friend and ik that youre always here for me and by my side through everything and that just really does mean the whole world to me and make me feel soso loved and cared for and warm and safe with you and you just really are such such such an important wonderful part of my life and spending time with you always always is such an incredible highlight of my day and brings me soso much joy and you bring me soso much joy and i hope you know that im really soso glad that i can be the same to you because i really do just want to and you really do deserve it so so much my beloved and i hope you know that you really really are just soso special and dear to me and i love you soso much i really really do my dearest :'> !!! *hugs you backk so so muchh v v close!!* 💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞

8 things im grateful for list 3:09am smoking weed in my garage

Went to pride today and 1.they let me bring in my bong 2.my friend drove(so i didnt have to deal w the stress of parking and navigating) 3.her bf paid for all of us to get in and i walked past an 8 dollar necklace that was really cool but that i figured i shouldnt buy bc i was feeling guilty abiut spending 40 dollars on weed when i owe 1k bc i got in a car crash .even though in retrospect, i spend 7-10 dollars on a meal like it's nothingggg and im like umm obviously thats wort it bc its delicious and the highest luxury to have somebdy else prepare u food bc ive been the onky one preparing food for myself prety much for the lat 7 or 6 years but the thing is the necklace wouldve also been worth it so i was like ok get ur head on Straight.. is 8 dollars clutching-my-pearls-too-muchh money to spend or is it whatever-impulse-buy money Uknow, and i was like, (the necklace was a cross btw) it wouldve been fun to get soemthing jesus themed at pride also i love jesus and i lost one of my favorite cross necklaces (I want to call it a crucifix bc thats such a prettier word than cross but technically i think the crucifixes are the oens that have jsesus's body on them) Anyway then i walked into a booth and i was like wait oh em gee a jesus drawstring bracelet i actually thought it was saint judas and i have a green saint judas prayer candle and this was green and black cord w a picture of jesus or saint judas im still not really sure which and then i was like how much and the guy said 5 dolalrs and i was like ok i can do 5 dolalrs but in my head im like damn 5 dollars thats homophobic its pride month im at pride and ur overcharging me like thatt but i just gave him a 5 but he gave me a dollar back its like he read my mind so i ended up getting 4. a $4 jesus themed bracelet from pride and now im wearing three bracelets 2 on my left wrist (where the jesus/saintjudas is now joining the half heart of my invader zim friendship bracelet w gir on it) and 1 on my right this dingy looking ass leather brown thread drawstring bracelet that has a silver bullet w wings on it and the bullet says Love (and i have a ring that matches it on my left pointer finger that is a gold heart that says Love) BUt the wing broke off but it's ok im not taking it off bc i refuse to at this time 5. bestie got me an italian vape, a pack of italian camels aka zebras or sumn, a star candle holder and a star neckalce bc she know i love stars and the star neckalce is so slayful af. never taking it off core..... and a book from the place wheresshe saw david of michelangelo. 6.and i went to an outdoor acoustic guitar show and it was awesome and beautiful honestly and 7. i remembered to do my freckles before bed 8.i have plans tomorrow 8. i quit a job that wasnt serving me and found new employment within a day that was double the salary of my old job which i feel extremely privileged to have been in the position to do 9.i'll be working with my good judy at this job 10. i have weed,a vape,blue hair,a car,piercings,a star tattoo,and im Alive and im 19 and im fucking so grateful ive been so miserable and depressed lately and theres no real Thing i can attribute this negativity to which has, in turn, been making me frustrated i cant understand myself with ease and frustration makes it easier to fall deeper into negativity and im always just fighting myself wishing again for a time of peace but the point is i get so wrapped up in the drama of my mental Fight and while The Struggle isReal life is so much more than THE STRUGGLE. LIFE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THE STRUGGLE. I am happy i am alive. (It feels so radical to say that rn.When i get depressed it's like i dont care what happens to me or my body and i dont recognize that life is an intense privilege)I am happy i am not dead i am happy i am alive i am happy i am getting older because i am happy i am growing and continuing to grow and i am happy i remember i have endless choices in this world and even if i wanna wear reboks and be in my 'boks my ideas are outside of the box. i am happy i am alive

and i have so many more oppurtunites than i did a motnh ago and it's important for me to sit back. realize that. &be grateful for that