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He wonder if it's him being turn into a 'harmless' doll. That made him think in such strange way.

He have heard some tales of dolls and toys 'caring' too much about their owner and 'adoring' them very much. Its quite new thing and a bit questionable.

But he think it's more of his great fullness for your aid and he would access you willingly since your helping his friends and fluffy creatures become humans.

It's makes him happy he can do something similar job he have before. Through his is more complicated and troublesome. Since it Evolve more souls than the selected sampling his fluffy friends as well other fluff is.

"hey you...! What are you to darling?" Little himawari, the lady of the house intriguing him once again when your not around. He tilt his head in confusion.

"Kanata 'doesnt' understand what you mean." Playing dumb with this person is sometimes the only way to stop what she's on about.

She's persistent.He look at her for a moment, her souls is similar to someone from a canon world. He wonders if his suppose to interfer with how it should been. As he think too deeply about such matter he doesn't realize his next actions.

He reach out his hand to take a peak of her soul till she slap his hand away as his eyes that seems to be looking through her kinda scared her for a moment. And she's swear she saw his hand went through her chest, reaching for something.

"what is wrong with you?!"she back away from him but he stared at her unblinking for a moment before he tilt his head slowly, it was weird. Really weird...

"[ do you wanna make a deal with 'me']?" He have a gentle eerie smile on his face, the shadows of the surrounding seems to cover haft of his face in that moment and the haft of his face in the shadow, his left eye that supposed to be green seems to glow golden for a moment.

"huh...." She doesn't like this but if she found a proof this person is dangerous and a plain out weirdo, he can't approach you anymore!he is would be burn to strikes and be gone for good! "Hmmp what kinda of deal is this?" She cross her arms.

"[ hmm.... ]" He hummed for a moment, staring at her, making her stay in edge for a moment. "[ I'll grant your 'wish'.]" He began, rasing the sleeve of his cloths to cover a bit of his face. His smile "[ you just have to agree and you'll have it ]" his words seems quite suspicious.

"and what's my wish? That's pretty dumb move if anyone agree with you without knowing the other stuff!" She clearly isn't going to be scam by someone. But it's only meet with a giggle from the weirdo.

"[ well... You won't agree now... I already know you will, one day....]" He pointed out as if the talk is quite useless since he knows the future, he seen it after all. "[ Hey you should careful after all ....]" He approaches her and whisper something that only she knows, at least that's what she thought. She froze as he lean away haft of his right eyes is almost golden and some marking seems to appear on haft of his face. "[ Now then... We can chat again in the future....]" He turn around with a soft wave leaving her staring in fear at him.

she felt her feet give in and fall down on her knees, quite shaken up. It was only been fix when her dad saw her in the hallway and ask her what's wrong but she doesn't reply. But it's one of the reason she dislike that doll called Kanata even more.

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He sigh when his from far from her and rolled his eyes, he blink for a few times as the color of his eyes return to normal and rub his face to remove the spell he put for a scare purpose.

Honestly it's the only way to have her leave him be. He want his alone times sometimes to be honest and her bugging him when your not with him doesn't help either.

Scaring a human child is something that seems quite easy for him since some folklore have scary description about 'him' in some region. He can't help but giggle how he think that silly child was so hilarious being scared like that. Just in time he saw you passing by

"my dollmaker~! " He called out to you and walks toward you in hurry but careful steps. "Yo." You nodded at him as he approaches you with a soft smile on his face. "Did something interesting happen?" You jokingly ask him.

"Hmm." He nodded his head. "I scared the little human here. It was needed. She was bothering me." He explain and tell you in honesty.

"ehh... That's quite something... I hope you don't over did it."

He remembers something he knows that he seen in her soul timelines; future, present and past memories. "Oh don't worry. It's just a 'little ' scare." At least that's what he think it was.

You give him a look and let him be. Your not the type to question many things, it's quite troublesome personality of yours because you seen red flags yet did not care to run away. How troublesome. He thought.

He wonders how he can stop you from putting yourself in bad situation with that personality. But since time is something he doesn't lack it's fine for him to solve for later but his going to stay beside you till you don't need his help.

What’s up, Current content & Original story starting point

Hey guys! I’m getting back on track with the move now over, and I have my full focus on art and writing again! 

I know many of you are getting a bit impatient with the lack of updates on my fics - which is fair, they’ve been without new chapters for a few months now! However, I have been very busy with a lot of other stuff (travels, moving, crafting the dolldrops), and my focus seems to always be on one thing at a time, which hasn’t been the stories of ANSSW or MDD for the moment. 

This doesn’t mean I’m abandoning them. The updates will just be a little slower since I write those stories when I feel like it. The reason why the Prequel was written so quickly, was because it was my main focus at the time. I have ADHD, I tend to hyperfocus on one thing for a while, then move to the next. Right now, my focus has been on the Helper Bot AU, commission work, and my original story of Dreamflower. 

I might be able to go back to hyperfocusing on ANSSW and MDD, but as for now, they’re getting updates whenever I feel like it. The fics are content I give you guys for free, as art and writing is mostly just my hobby (excluding Patreon and commissions). And since I’m not working this summer, I’m doing commissions. So technically they’re my summer job, lol. So work comes first, and fanfics a bit later.

I am a disabled person with long-term fatigue. There are many days when I can’t make content at all because of how tired I am. And since I have so many projects and AUs and interests (most of them circling around Sun and Moon though), sometimes I’m more focused on other projects than I am on the others. So sorry about that!

This is not what I wanted to talk about, though. Just to give a little heads-up on what’s going on behind the screen! 

My genuine wonders lie within the original story of Dreamflower right now, and I would love to hear your opinion on this. 

I know most of you follow me for my Sun & Moon stories and AUs, but I can genuinely tell you if you like my storytelling, LGBTQ+ themes, with angst and fluff; I think you’ll enjoy the story of Luan and Solros a lot, since they are based on my Animutant Moon and Sun after all! 

While building the story and its characters, and besides a few Tumblr ask answers and drawings, I am really eager to tell their story and work on the universe with you. But right now it all seems to be still stuck in my head and drawers.

I really wish to make Dreamflower into a Webtoon one day. But to get there, I need to get faster at drawing, and figure out the story fully before I can start drawing it. Besides being a visually driven person, I’m also really wordy (ADHD trait, I talk even more than I write). So writing a comic script from scrap, where I need to keep the story moving at a good pace, seems like a lot of work to my wordy brain. 

So, I wondered: what if I write first and then script the comic from there? 

This way I would be able to get the story out and delivered - with as many words as my heart desires - while also being able to publish content about my original story. 

Of course, this would push back the actual starting point of the comic itself, but I have realised this story and its universe are a passion project of mine; I don’t really care how long it takes, since I’m mostly doing it in my free time anyway. 

So I have a few options I’d like you to help me pick out from:

Write the story of Dreamflower in the order it should be told, and publish it to AO3. Currently, there wouldn’t be an ending point, since the story itself continues far after where the Webtoon would end. 

Same thing, but publish future scenarios/oneshots to Tumblr or AO3 separately too (usually these scenes take place after Solros and Luan have started dating, and they would appear in the main story if you’d like me to keep them secret until in that part of the story.) 

Most likely, similar to ANSSW & MDD, I would include art in each chapter for visuals. I’ve found this type of content creation very appealing to myself, as it allows me to both tell a story and draw a scene from the story without it becoming overwhelming like a comic. 

So, any thoughts on this? Which way would be a good way to go?

Thanks for reading! I hope you’re having a good summer! (Or winter if you live on the other side of the globe! c:)

I'll be taking a little break again next month when travelling again, but I'll mention that again a bit closer to the date! Just wanted to give a little notice of what’s going on at the moment!

-Chill

Welcome aboard!

From the writer of MDD ( @starishellspawn )I bring you the golden path, inspired by Hazbin Hotel this story goes across our main character Kathrine Rose Toscano and her trio, Aaron and Evelyn! Along with many more cast members. Trying to help people fix onto the right path in life. But it doesn’t go to well…

This is an SMG4 au mixed in with my mutual’s story of the box trio ( @/quinnstirrsworld)

Right now the main trio are only open for asks, as this’ll become an overarching story same rules apply to the MDD blog.

Nothing weird, no slurs and I will try to get around to any and every question I can.

Right now I can only give one character ref, Kathrine

Nah its cool, also is a para what you call a character you create to day dream about? Also is it normal to like come up with like not just character but whole stories and towns and development. Almost like writing a story/creating a tv show but day dreaming? If that makes sense lol.

Yes, the MaDD community has made our own words for things so its more like our own!

For example:

Para does mean character! But the word character doesn't sound as personal, does it? Our paras feel like so much more than just figments of our imagination! Other words similar to this are parame (which means a character who is basically like you, the MC character I guess) and paracosm (which means the story/universe your paras live in: I personally have 2 paracosms and thousands of AUs of those paracosms)

The technical name for the disorder is maladaptive daydreaming disorder. We often call it MaDD because MD or MDD is already taken by the major depression community and that would be very disrespectful to steal their acronym!

Some of the tags we use on posts include #actuallymadd, #maladaptivedaydreaming etc, as well as #maddpains for any rants etc, #maddmemes for, well, memes, and more!

And yes, all of that stuff is perfectly normal for us MaDDers! A lot of the time, we take HUGE inspiration from other fictional/entertainment media; in my main paracosm, I take inspiration from Until Dawn, Hetalia, Doctor Who, The Walking Dead, Cheritz games, Steven Universe, Markiplier, Pewdiepie...probably even more than that - but if you've created your own towns and worlds then that's also fine :) actually I envy you a bit there cuz one of the things I hate about my MaDD is that it makes me feel like I'm very unoriginal and fake :(

a casual self-explaination about my maladaptive daydreaming

like... I know that MDD is characterized largely by the fact that its supposed to interfere with your real life. Like, I never had trouble sleeping usually but I used to have some interference (hella zoning out, pacing in my room for hours instead of doing homework, etc) when I was in school (grade thru graduation) but don’t have much issues of interference now (started grasping some control around my senior year of high school) But I still have it but it doesn’t affect my life really since I got a handle on it... so I almost feel like its not valid? but idk what else to call it? it goes far beyond normal daydreaming... its just that like: I have 309380338338 AUs with sooooo many characters/real life people in like 9310380282 AU versions of themselves and nothing is really linear but I feel emotionally involved with most of the characters? and like when I’m free to do it (or mostly free: doing repetitive work where I don’t have to think about much else/ at home/ etc) I think up highly detailed stories and situations and sometimes almost start crying about it in real life if its an emotional daydream... And I only usually very mildly act out slight action or try to say one word or line the way a character in a story says it when I’m in the shower... and thats literally the only place I ever slightly act out stuff?...but otherwise I function normally but VERY frequently manifest my daydream people/universe in the form of like... an imaginary friend? like what goes on in real life may be routine but I’ve shaped this secondary life around it and the characters interact accordingly  (but only in my head) and I interact with the character and the ‘alternate universe’ environment (which is heavily incorporated but not ruled by the real life environment) But I interact with the second world and characters only in my head. Like I imagine what I am saying and doing and the physical action I am taking (etc.) with the character(s) actively as real life unfolds around me. I have 94404803808 AUs and sometimes less common ones will become my ‘active roleplay au within reality’ but usually only for short times. I have an EXTREMELY detailed single universe (and its mostly but not always linear while in ‘active roleplay au within reality’... and then has more alternate branches when just playing “mind movies” but I usually consider the alternate branches “non-cannon”) This one is literally like a whole second life to me (though I’m 100% aware none of it is real) It started YEARS ago and has been ongoing (and mostly in real-time) from that point. Its like living 2 lives at once for a good portion of my time but I’ve managed to train myself (??) to “multitask” and usually if something requires my full attention/ is distracting.. the ‘second world active roleplay within reality’ will kind of fade off for a bit until I’m ready to pay attention to it again. But for real... in this one specific world I “become” (I know not for real) this very different, idealized version of myself and the circumstances of who I am and what I have accomplished and am “currently” doing are drastically different..and I have a group of characters that are my main companions but especially one specific one. And every little detail has been compiled and thought out over years and there is always a way that I intricately adapt it to suit real life around me... like example: I have a different career in my ‘second life’ which would make my real life one pointless... so I formatted a situation to fit why I would be there (at my real life job) so that I can smoothly continue playing through life without compromising my favored ‘second life’ Idk I feel like I could never explain it exactly right no matter how I try? Its kind of beyond words but I guess this communicates it decently-ish? 

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Humans are made based on the image of god. Humans are once close to gods. But because of knowing what's good and what's evil the connection between them a become two cliff. Close yet far.

Well. That being said he wonder if he did gain humanity he will revert back to his original self. What will come after that? There's many thoughts in his mind, clearly that's something that his 'usual' self won't even dare to do.

He watch you live in the current era, he wonder when you'll able to be healed enough to go home. He takes note of some stuff too. He felt it's kinda unfair to his friends you only focus to one of them. Which is the hateful one. But other than that you did give them the warmest hugs. It's nice.

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How long does waiting last? He forgotten how much time have passes by, but then the passage of time never been something that matter to him even in the time when his still in his old life. Yet. He realize it's not the case for those around him. Indeed those souls can be akin to a immortal but one day they'll get their chance to mortality and humanity. They too will be gone in a blink an eye.

It's such sad thing. But that's just how... Life works..

"what's wrong Kanata?" He looks at your smile as you notice how down he is even in his smoll fluffy form. You smile so brightly at him. How could you smile at him? Don't you know he disliked your existence?

How could you act like you two are close friends....ah... That's right. The one your supposed to be close to is the one who's no longer exist in this world. The Kanata of this world. Your not smiling at "him" but the Kanata of this world. You never know him as him.

He felt even more sad to think all his friends and future friends are just close to him because they think his the Kanata of this world. But his nothing but a imposter.

"ah it's raining again..." You mumble as you look outside. He felt tears falling as the sky is tearing with him. You look at the blue-green fluffy ball and reach out to held him with your two hands.

"Don't cry.... Do you wanna go for a swim? Even through it's raining outside. We can have a dip in the tub so you can puka puka..." You gentle wipe his tears away.

His fluffy friends all circle around hand trying to comfort him. Even that hateful friend tried to comfort him. Even so his scared that the blue-green fluff would glare at him again.

You chuckle softly as you carried them all and went to the bathroom. Putting them in a wooden bucket and make them float in the water like a ship and splash some water to one of them. One is distasteful at your act (shu) but they all enjoy it as you humm a tone you often hear from en square. 'brand new star'

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There's a thing called [ yin and yang phenomenon] in his old world. In such state, even if your a god or a demon. High or low status. You shall fall in such state unless you erase the cause of it or end yourself before it happens. Everyone who enter such state will become the polar opposite of who they are, the holy beings can crumble and fall into the demonic side. A demonic being can be redeem and gain godhood. When you enter such phrase, when your polar opposite taken over your body, soul and mind. You will forget most of it and enter a rebirth state (?).

Once you gain 'sanity' back you either make a deal or have to deal with the polar opposite of yours that stuck with you for life. In the case of this world it's like another personality that can be your worse enemy or a your downfall....

Clearly no one from deity side of the system dislike such occurrence, they would rather die or have a real rebirth than face such thing. Or better yet kill and erase the source why it's began it's growth.

'oh. I guess your my demise.' he thought as he realize his own Yin and yang phenomenon seems to began with your existence. What a troublesome existence.

Since his in such fluffy curse fluff state. The phenomenon won't grow further since it's a neutral and won't grow unless some things change in later.... His later self have to fix it. His just a fluff for now.

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When he think about what happened to him, it makes him wonder if he should just go to the flow. Through as he think of that, he look at something taste in front of him, something blue and glowy.

• "ahm.nom.nom." •

he don't even realize he already nom the blue thing like an instinct taking over and he realize he might nom something... Or someone. As memories flash to his mind. Ah it seems he eaten his alternative self in this world. Oopsie.

Because of a quirk or at least he think a duty he once have in the past, he can view the future, present and past of the soul. With that knowledge he discovered what type of world he is in, what supposed to be the fate of the Kanata Shinkai of this world.

• " darling dolls.... "•

He was confuse at the concept of dolls but he does know some clans back in his world does work with puppeteer and dolls. But the one in this world is different. Far different.

And the job of his alternative self in this world is to help the dollmaker to make perfect doll body for poor unfortunate souls. He thought about such job as he bounce around in his fluffy form.

• " ah..... What if I... "•

With such important jobs that's related to his previous job back in his world. It is possible for him to bring forth some souls from his world to be born in this world too.

• " then... I can meet with everyone again."•

He can't help but jump up and down. It's such a wonderful plan. But then he look at the world around him.

•" if I do that... I will taking the chance of others.... It's not godlike to do so. " •

Feeling dejected he could even think of such evil, he was blown by the wind and he did nothing about it. Before long as he landed in one of the wisteria field he saw more fluffy souls that look like him, hanging around the place.

•" ahhhhh! It's... It's... My friends..... Alter self .."•

He realize who those fluffy fluff are and was sudden so excited but stop when he realize it's not really his friends. He limp again in the grass feeling more dejected and sad.

The fluff of his life eccentric friend rub against him. Trying to comfort him. He fuzz up but did not run away. He felt comfort by the hugs of those alter friends. But he felt sad when he think about his own world friends. People that will now be all but a memory of who remembers and cares.

He felt himself crying and the rain began to pour, he look up with tears falling. His new friends was worried and all carried one another to a warm area for shelter even so it's not needed. All the fluffy gather around to have a cozy sleep.

The dragon kin find peaceful sleep with his new friends embrace. He finally stop crying and the clouds all clear up outside yet those fluffy souls all sleep peacefully.

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Many time have passes by. The little dragon kin find himself interested in the story of this world. By just tickling the fluffy souls he can take a glance in the future of the world, he learn the story of how almost all of them encounter someone important in the future.

But he can't see that person face. That person who made a home for those fluffy unfortunate soul and give them chance to be human. To live a mortal life and enjoy what life can give them.

He wonders why such person exist in this world. Theres bound to be a catch to such personality. There's no pure good or pure evil in this world or his past world. Life is not black and white after all.

Even so he says that's his quite interested in meeting such person to see what kind important Character that person is to this world. Those people seems to spawn close to such eventful world after all.

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One of the things he learn in those years in isolation in the void. It's a hateful flow a god shouldn't have. Is to hate and loath someone or something, so deeply.

For him, he hated the so called idea of his world ending is long before it's time have been known, yet nothing can be done, no one believes there's something they could do against such awful fate.

The jade emperor, heavens own ruler, tries to calm the three worlds but leads nothing but false hope. The leader of mortal raise tried to look for different ways to be saved but all comes useless and and hopeless. And.... He of the third realm.

—Can only mourn at the idea some people have long wish to not see such end and ask for their souls to be saved by the god of non living. That maybe their souls could pass on something anew but save from catastrophe. Or their souls could be a help. Some illusion a person can say, as a way of comfort but in the end....

There's nothing left....

....There's nothing left....

But a failure of a person that's shouldn't even given grace to be saved.

Nor should it given chance to that hateful fiend who destroy it all.

That's why he disliked the outcome he have become to the point he disliked that alter of that person.

No. His hate. It could be justified as there's a branches of possible future of this world where that alter will take away the important person to his friends alter in this world....

That's right. That person never change even in this world. Beside as a god. He needs to help his friends...

He can change things and help them.

-. ---

Stop it. Stop it.

Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.

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- ??? : dream ?? -

".... Hey... [ ***Jima] can you tell more of the 'outside' is like?" A voice echoes in the dark realm where water of the river of afterlife flow and glows. A Young child with shoulder length brown hair and green eyes seats in front of a smoll pool of water while he pick up some scrolls and paper that's either wet or full of doodles.

"well.... For one." The young child went close to the pool and stared at the eyes in the water that blinks at him. Before he reach out to pull out the creature that turn out to be a dragon kin cub.

"they don't stay in their prime form." He put the dragon kin cub in the soft pillows and start to dry him up and he turn into a cute child with blue water like hair and green eyes sparkling with innocent and Glee.

"but it's not 'god' like to be in human 'shell'" the dragon kin said while he play with his dragon pearl. Looking at his guardian and companion-- his dear friend, who sigh looking at him.

"[****Jima] I'm not 'dumb'... Why are you looking at me like that." He wonder if he said something bad but his friend smile at him as he pat his head.

"because without such shell... Who would look at you without fear in their eyes?" His friend boop his nose and he chuckle at the words of his friend. It's not uncommon for dragon kin to not be kin on their human shell. It's too restricting and much work to do so.

"buts it's ok. If they fear me. I still have you and [***ma] with me..." As long he have them, everything would be ok.

The image change, the young dragon kin eyes widen as he stared at the friend of his as the scene-- the memories change.

There's cries around them, the world in flame, the chaos and distortion is all mix up to catastrophe of end. His friend is bleeding while he was guided to a safe route. To escape the cruel fate of the world.

"[****jima]...! Come with me...." He plead his friend to come to safety with him but his dear friend can only smile and apologize.

"I can't... I have to make sure you'll be safe till you reach the other side.... " With a sad smile, he was push inside the portal as he fall into the glowing swirling light he watch his friend leave to go the same direction of chaos with fear and determine in his eyes.

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When he arrive to the other side he tried to find a way back but the portal have close up and he can't do anything.

The plane where he was stuck in is like a limbo. There's nothing but dark sky and white floors. But he can see himself pretty clearly. There's nothing much in that place. It made him even sad how lonely it is. He miss his friends. He miss his world.

He cried most of the times, sometimes he practice his magic but he felt sad when he remembers that what's the point of doing so? There's no friends that going to be proud of him. There's no one.

Till one day there where someone in the empty plain.

"yoru stop missing around." He heard familiar voice. His eyes widen at that hateful voice he heard. Its the same voice of that person who destroy his world. He look around where it comes from. Not far in a distance he saw someone in green suit holding something black in his arms. But that face.

"it's you... The one who destroy our world." He mumble. His mind is full of thoughts how he can get vengeance to this hateful person who realize he was there.

"huh... You most have mistaken me for another--" the hateful person was confuse but he already transform back to his dragon form and want to gobble em up when the nonchalant purple haired stranger just raise his free hand.

" [ all is fiction, tis is a lie and not reality] " the purple creature cast a spell and before the young dragon kin can think, he found himself turn into a fluff ball and the hateful fiend is loaming over him.

"Well then, since your not in such dangerous form. You and I can have a formal and fair conversation." He was pick up by the purple creature. The young dragon kin turn fluff tried to bite the hateful fiend but realize he don't have a mouth either!

"dummy. Dummy." The black goo mumble "captain is hateful but your dummy asking for trouble!" The goo says before he chipped.

"You should attack him when he don't drink his coffee In the morning better yet poison his coffee-- waaaaaaaa!" The inked goo was shaken by the purple creature called Captain.

"yoru your still under punishment for missing around the current mission." Captain stopped shaking the dizzy inkling.

"Go be gay to that hateful fiend! Self love at its finestÓ⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò!" Yoru spit out and he once again shaken by captain for his foul words. "Waaaaawaaaaa! You bully(⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)!" -Yoru.

"anyway what's wrong, little Kanata Shinkai..." Captain stared at the smoll fluff in his other hand. The fluffy Kanata look at him as he realize it's impossible for this be the one who destroy his world.

So he realize he was wrong and felt bad.

"dummy! You made em cry!" Yoru pointed out as captain sigh and look around the place.

"It's probably one of the dead worlds... Which an alternative destroyed..." He mumbles. He wanted to stay longer to explain to the little fluff but he realize the time and apologize as he need to go back to the estate quickly. He doesn't want to clean more miss of those alter of his.

"sorry little one. I'll help you if I can one day. But I gotta go... I hope those entertain you before I come back..." Putting the fluff to a field of flowers of wisteria and little pond, he summon in the void with his magic he quickly run to leave to another place. Leaving the little fluff in the field.

The now fluff creature dragon kin likes the flower field and pond more than the empty space but as he enjoy the water, he once again saw another stranger come to the void. It was someone who remind him of a brother of a close friend too.

"hello!" The curious cat smiles as he hold Kanata up and look around in wonder. "Oh! Are you lost ? You look similar to a friend world, souls!" Hiiwo pointed out and before the fluffy fluff can say more. He was taken to a place he never been, a place full of many gems and he swear he saw someone familiar In the corner talking to a blue haired butterfly and a pink Rapunzel.

He can't even deny the claim of hiiwo because hiiwo already drop him in another au, an au called MDD.

MY DARLING DOLLS 56

PREVIOUS || PT 10 CH 56 || NEXT

You wake up and a chunky bunny looking at you which pretty much too close. Before your face is slapped by a smoll pink cat meowing and crying. While his claws is making a scar on your face how he refuse to let go.

You seat up and tried to make of what's the situation is all about at the moment.

"MEOW MEOW MEOWWWWWW"

"what a cute kitty." You smile as you remove the cat from your face but he went and hug you again.

"Aww. Your so lovable I'm not going to let you leave >:3" You smile evilly thinking the pink cat is very cute when he look at you with tearful but happy eyes when you put him in your breast pocket before you felt something soft and warm hops into your thighs.

You look down and saw the bunny looking at you. "You wanna be taken care by me too?" You joked and the bunny shook his head. "Aww sadge. " You pout and you almost felt the bunny rolled his eyes at you.

"... " You poke the bunny and your hand felt like it poke a soft cloud slime or mochi. You were intrigued about the unique physic of the bunny and pinch softly and it felt like your pulling and pinching a clay or dough. "Is this a real deal..." You notice that the bunny seems to not mine your curious mind and gesture.

"ohhh.... Pardon me." You were curious about something and start to see if your thoughts stand correct about this weird bunny. You start to flop, massage and reshape the form of the bunny as your eyes widen in disbelief when you perfectly mold the bunny into a cat.

"......oh where can I get one for my own?" You hug the fluffy and soft creature who snuggle a bit comfortable in your arms. You giggle how cute the fellow is before you realize something when your eyes zone around your surroundings.

"where am I...?"

Looking at the place where you are is like eternal sky, the floor reflect the heaven like mirror. Clearly this is not somewhere you know.

-SOMETIME AGO-

Kuma chatted with others in another room as the so called husband of the lady of the house demand who the new guy is. Leaving you in the room thinking you'll be safe and sound there but as Kuma come back to the room.

"what the fuck." He was flabbergasted at the sight.

He saw that so called innocent and harmless bunny increase in size, to the point almost covering 3/4 of the room and swallow your sleeping form with the equally surprised Pikachu emote Pink cat

before the fluffy creature shrink back to it's normal size and stared at Kuma and hops away to the rain toward the two figure calling out to him. Even through one is just made of his own mind.

".... Where is the dollmaker?" Shuu ask as he arrive looking at the surprise Pikachu face of Kuma in front of the sliding door.

"The blob creature swallow them and hops away." Kuma monotony says before he went to get an umbrella and went to follow the bunny. As long the rain won't touch his skin he can chase the bunny of that fae.

Honestly he wonder how you in all universe get in some weird shit and all that crap yet refuse help from other people.

"what in tarnation are you spitting." Shuu clearly doesn't believe him but seeing that your gone and Kuma is giving chase he too follow, he won't be harm as he belong in this world and this time period but there's worry in his mind.

but as he saw Rei and Wataru who did not think a second to follow Kuma even Mayoi did, he sigh and takes his own umbrella and follow his comrade and friends.

MY DARLING DOLLS 62

PREVIOUS || PT 11 CH62 || NEXT

He can hear someone voice singing in a distance when he have a moment of silence. It almost felt his imagining it as it fade away when his attention is stolen by the voices of the people in the house.

He saw the stranger, a spirit of winter--Aice or Alice. An odd ball that visited since a while back when he was saved by you and Ao ( the owner of the place) another existence that don't appear back in his own world.

By this time, your memories have faded away. It's his fault because In order to help you heal. He needs to erase all your bounds and memories you have of the life you have before. Cause you did something very dumb. He have to fix it or else it won't just do...

He knows he should have ask you permission to do something cruel and evil. No one wants to be stripped off their memories or identity. But your kinda not breathing in that moment. He'll apologize one day...

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You manage to make a doll body just like how it supposed to happen in the history of this world, except he don't think it was you who's supposed to be the first dollmaker. Maybe his existence cause something to change. And just like history have written he taken the first chance to test out the doll you made.

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< thank you for helping and becoming a wonderful knight for that person as reward I'll give you gift.>

[... What happened to them then?]

< who knows... For now go to the place you should be headed in the beginning... Or else things won't go well for you own world.>

[... Can I see them one day?]

<... Ohhh I see where this going. Sure. Sure. But it will cost you a little bit....hehe.....>

[ what the fuck is wrong with you now?]

< how rude. Anyway sure you can meet them one day but there's consequences for that.>

[ you don't seems the type who can grant a wish with a consequence...]

< I just feel like it.>

[ .... There's no way you aren't that stupid dollmaker alternative with that personality of yours]

< thankkksssss.. Byeeeeeeee btw the consequences is doll being dollssssss >

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...

When he open his eyes he found himself in a humanoid form with you who's seems to sparkle in his eyes. Who's covering your eyes from what light that seems to blinded you for a moment.

He felt strange, at some point before he felt burden by everything but it seems to disappear when he enter the doll body and gain humanoid form.

'i wonder it's because it mean I no longer a god in this form... I'm just a doll.' A smile slowly appear in his face, things like regret in such state he thought before most be from over thinking, overthinking that he could do the same mistake he did in his previous world ( even so he cannot do anything against fate decision) 'and your his dollmaker....'

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"... My beloved dollmaker... I'll accompany and assist you till the end..." His a soft voice says in an almost whisper tone, to not surprised you and speaking once again is quite a new feeling for him as it been so long

. . opening your eyes, a beautiful blue haired stranger with jellyfish like hairstyle. His emerald eyes that's stares at you with admiration and happiness.

He thought how silly you look being bamboozle in the moment, you look adorable but as a someone who knows his manners and it seems you forgotten 'his' name. He doesn't mind introducing himself again.

"Kanata Shinkai... You can "call" me Kanata." He introduced himself as he found himself use to be able to speak finally.

He who can only be a watcher from before can finally speak to you, oh he have many questions he want to ask you and says to you ( like get away from that purple bastard ) and probably fix your personality so you won't get in trouble ( cause your where in a bad state when he meet you before, it's clearly an effect of your way of life ) he found himself worrying and caring for you, maybe because his a doll, not a god. A doll would want your attention and care for your well being.

'fufu. Your just jealous you can't gain control over my body' instead of being annoyed as usual to the annoying thing in the back of his head, he felt pity for it but decide to ignore it as it's something as unimportant and just a bother at this point.

'lalalaalaaa I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you anymore... ' he blocked the stupid voice as he focus on the present. 'my dollmaker is getting sleepy. So shut up.'

Sadly Kanata how to play dumb now and would not listen to other haft of his. His not a god or a dragon kin. His just Kanata from this world and just a doll. There's no Yin and yang for Kanata. >:3

MY DARLING DOLLS 50

PREVIOUS || PT9 CH50 || NEXT

"I'm finishi....."

You finish making the second doll but as Kanata held the soul that's going to take over the doll as it's new body in this new chance of life. You found yourself fainting.

".... 'sigh.'" Kanata is quick to catch you before you hit your head to the floor. " How 'worrisome'...." He mumbles as he made you comfortably rest on his lap.

"Ah... Oh 'no'..." He saw bright light flash as he realize he have dropped the doll just now and have thrown it to the nearest fluff.

Purple light glows as kanata look at the doll that transform into his human form.

".... I can't change anything...." The blue haired doll pouts as he was planning to have different doll to take the new body instead.

He sigh as he snap his hand and the new darling doll slowly open his eyes.

Light turquoise colored eyes stared at him yet there's no sense of understanding or anything in his eyes.

"don't make too much noise." He instructed as he brush your hair softly. He have a gentle smile on his face. The other nodded, through yet to understand things around him.

...

"that's weird..." The old tojou commented as he stared at the new addition to the family. Who's seems non verbal or can communicate that well like certain someone.

"he doesn't remember anything..." Kanata commented as he look at the second darling doll who's seating upright and proper yet his eyes seems empty and lifeless.

"Oh well. That's usually normal when souls pass on." He bloop the new doll nose, through he still don't get any reaction.

"All promise that's made before doesn't apply now isn't it?" He stared at the head of the household knowing too well what's his saying. Ao was taken back by Kanata words.

"This is a new life and new chance of Mayoi ayase-san.... What comes before when his a poor soul doesn't apply in the Living world." Because those things would be wash by the river of Lethe. To not carry such burden in a new life.

"then how come you remember?" Clearly shouldn't that apply to this fellow as well?

"That's a 'secret'~" Kanata clap his hand in Glee before he look at you who's sleeping on his lap again.

Fixing the hair strands that out of place and covering your face. Humming as he realize both of you and that other ritsu is sleeping peacefully.

Your sleeping so peacefully. He cannot bare to wake you up. Maybe he can use those time to look at the tales of souls.

Ao cannot help but worried about something yet Kanata doesn't seems that harmful nor have shown any aggression. His just so eccentric to begin with.

He remembers that his daughter seems to not like Kanata being around, maybe cause the other always throw her to the pond or attack her with fish when she want to propose again.

Ao wonders if his worrying too much about something that's normal.

...

"your one of a kind beauty~" you compliment Mayoi who hide his face behind the door. He is too ashame to look at you in the eye or be in the same room with someone like you.

Or the fact that Kanata is already with you at the moment and giving him a bombastic side eyes. Criminal offensive side eyes each minute your attention seems to focus on Mayoi instead. Before Pouting sadly cause being dejected for less attention when your not looking only at him.

"!!!!!!!" Mayoi hides away in fear of the other doll. "Ehh? You don't want to be called beauty?" You were confuse but look at Kanata who return to his usual soft smile.

"Your beautiful kanata~" you try to see if his going to react the same cause if so, your the problem.

"Your also beautiful my dollmaker ~!" The first doll beam back the compliment with sunshine smile.

"... Your acting weird." You Notice that he seems off today. "What's wrong?" You reach to pat his head but he held your hand against his cheek instead. Staring at you in the eyes.

"Living in this form, I am prone to fetal worldly emotions and sins. " He began and you give him a raise of brow. That's one fancy words his saying.

"so?"

"I'm 'jealous' of the attention your giving him (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ" he finally confess as he hugs you in tears. "Ah?" You where shocked but realize you don't know how calm him down.

"Shh.... Please don't cry...." You pat his back and wipe his tears away and trying to console him now not noticing Kuma who's watching this unfold with a bombastic side eyes.

He is certain that there's no way first batch of DD can cry cause they aren't human yet unless your very "sane" adoration and love for each dolls went to the roof again. Yet as he question that the weather outside is as sad as Kanata.

Raining yet no thunder just pouring how much Kanata cries and asking if it's bad if he can't get to use having more DD that will get you attention or the fact his sorry for being weak to 'human/ earthly' emotions.

"Kanata-san...please don't cry...!" Mayoi who cannot help but sadden by Kanata tears went out of his hiding he cannot bare to bat an eye at his fellow dolls situation. Kanata pouts still crying.

"Y-you... Ah... I'm not supposed to be... Greedy....ahhhh.... Sooobbb.... It's unfair.... I don't.... It's... Not my place..... Soob b......" He can only cry. He shouldn't be jealous or envied others. He have no position to do so especially that for him to be here the original have to perish.

The more he stay in such form of his. The more he is going to be fetal to those emotion. It's so weak of him yet. He cannot do anything, he dont wish to leave. Even if he can. He refuse.

His tears pours out even more and the storm outside start to cause of flood.

"Shhh.... Nothing wrong with being jelly." You try to comfort him. "Y-yup. So please...! Don't cry!" Mayoi added. He felt his going to cry too but he can't cry he can only worry himself up!

The two of you tries to console Kanata as Ao was screaming outside cause his laundry was just about to be dry but the rain come so sudden now it's all wet again!

MY DARLING DOLLS 60

PREVIOUS || PT 10 CH 60 || NEXT

He was excited for the day that the so called blue star will come. So the story of this world will began. But somehow time to flow fast yet nothing can be seen as a sign of the blue star.

He wonders if he change the fate in a very horrible way. He don't want that. He don't want that to befall his friends.

Yet he doesn't know what to do. Beside that. His still stuck in his new form. He can something but he doesn't know if it works. He just want his friends to get their chance soon.

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He was practicing going back to his humanoid self at least. But somehow his fellow fluff can't handle it nor a human can. It was odd thing, he wonders if his real form will cause some issues.

But with that problem aside things seems to be fine. He use some clues from his friends future at least possible future. To locate the possible Blue star. Sending dreams to that person.

He did wonder that the classification of the blue star is having a blue hair. Which he have but he never sewn anything and probably suck at it. So him being it, is cross out in the list.

He did look around for other blue haired people. He come across the nice guy but hopeless Ao. Someone who don't exist in his world.

Created only in this world. But is related to someone of the canon world. He and his friends where taken in by Ao cause he can see them (now) . He think those fluffy thing are pitiful and cute.

Luckily that ao know how to sew but he doesn't understand him or any fluff. It's sad. Is he supposed to look for a new one? As he think that he give a heated gaze to the purple-blue fluff that happened to pass by him.

He really doesn't like that guy. How could someone act carefree with the fact he will be a dangerous being in the future.

But he can't take away the chance of this fellow of his own humanity. Because things could have different outcome. If not... It's up to his future self.

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He was free flying by the wind when he sense something. Something odd. He went off his group to look for what it was. He was followed by few of his friends.

When he arrive there. He saw corpse..... Oh wait it's still warm. He hops toward the body and realize how its life is fading but the moment he saw that person face he froze.

It's the same person. Ah.....

Should he help you?

He was debating about it but he saw his friends all gather around your form. He realize something. The person he cannot saw was you. Your the important person.

Without you. His friends won't gain humanity. He thought about the outcome, he remembers such act of taking judgement of based on the sins of of the past, shouldn't be apply to you. Because your different...

•" it's for my 'friends'...."• he thought before the sky clouded and darken. He felt disappointed on himself as he have fallen in such state. He felt bad. He shouldn't act that way. He doesn't realize he transform back to him humanoid self holding a pearl in one hand and the other is reaching out for you.

•" I'll save your life.... But I have to erase the links you have with that hateful fiend.... By river of Lethe may you enjoy this second chance and prove me right for my judgement and wrong to my doubts..." •

With you in his arms, he put the pearl above your heart to pose as your soul. One day when your healed enough, you can go back where your soul is.

MY DARLING DOLLS 57

PREVIOUS || PT 10 CH57 || NEXT

You look around you before you saw how the sky turn dark and rains. The sky seems to cry again. You stood up and was scared for a moment as you felt your not in usual ground level.

"oh crap. Kuma going to nag me and shuu is going to krill and nag me." You realize that the people you left behind would be worried sick about you.

You look around to find a way back as you held the chunky now cat fluff and saw the heaven seems to be flowing in one direction. It was odd. But there something dangerous or foreboding in that direction.

Your body wish to run the opposite but as the fluff rob against you and gesture to the danger zone. You stared at the direction and wonder about something.

You look around you once again and even with the complain of the pink cat you start to go to that direction.

Each steps seems to take troll on you but somehow the fluffy bunny cat glow a bit and the heavy footsteps you take slowly lifted but as you walk further into that path.

You heard wailing and crying.

"I'msorrymydollmakerimsorry I'm selfish... I'm greedy. I shouldn't be greedy... . "

Your eyes widen before you know it you started to run. As you run faster toward that direction you felt the wind tries to blows you away before the surrounding is filled with water yet you continue on.

you already know that the one crying is someone you know. Before don't care what tries to stop you, or your feet is tired as you run.

Before long you see a figure that reminds you of that companion of yours yet he seems to be surrounded by three colored dragons comforting him, the three dragon is first to notice you and was on guard at your presence but the fluffy creature in your arms hiss at them with all his fluffy fluff standing up.

"KANATA!"

You called out to him, yet he don't seems to hear you. You tried to run faster. Faster even it hurt your legs. But as you take a moment to take a break, a strong gast of wind and suddenly the surrounding felt like it's in the presence of divinity.

You open your eyes to look at Kanata to only find a gigantic mythical beast with only partial of his head shown above the water, his size is towering over the three dragons to the point they are little critters beside him.

The creature green eyes stared at you with tears falling from his eyes. Before he fallen unconscious creating a strong vibration and wind blow.

"Kanata!!" You worriedly run faster until you run across the water surface toward his fallen form. The bun bun in your arms hiss at the dragons that thought your an enemy, threatening to attack if they come closer toward you. As you arrive beside the mystical beast you realize how smoll you are to him.

"Kanata, please don't cry..." You dont know much how to comfort someone nor a huge creature but you hug him, or his snourt. His so warm yet big ball of tears fall over your head drenching you but you still hug him. He seems to have a bad dream but maybe you can sing him songs like he would to you.

The pink cat stared at you, your being really reckless again but it's ok, he would be there even so his kinda not arm but his smoll claws. He will try to protect his precious hooman.

MY DARLING DOLLS 55

PREVIOUS || PT 10 CH 55 || NEXT

In place between the sky and the sea, three large creature of myths with color of Red, Green and violet is circling around a figure with long regal robes with design of a five claw dragon, and long blue hair stand under the rain. In front of him id a floating crystal ball, glowing in such unknown ancient power.

"... Is it my fault?" He stared at the droplets that's pour into his hand, the rain is covering his tears, not letting his emotion be seen by others. He wonder if it's cause of the past gift of heaven as he was told. But thinking of before is useless right now.

{ Yes. it's "your" fault.}

He heard someone familiar spoke. He look where the source of the voice coming from and saw it's coming from the reflection of the water, his 'own' reflection is smiling at him.

Yet that reflection have shorter hair than he is and not wearing the same outfit he wear right now. Yet two of them are crying.

"...?" He stared confuse at his own reflection. "Ah... My dollmaker going to call me crazy because I'm talking to myself now..." He sigh as he thought his mind is making things up as he have been crying for days.

{ 'your' a silly silly serpent. } The reflection of his rolled his eyes at him. { You don't even know what your doing is all but a mistake.}. He added.

"mistake?" He mumbles, confuse why the reflection of his says that.

{ this is 'your' fault. If you don't come to this peaceful world. 'you' won't bring ' misfortune ' of that fallen world to this place.} The reflection of him mocks him, pointing blame at him.

"if I don't come here... Would everyone would be safe?" He start to felt doubt, he knows he shouldn't believe what bull crap his reflection is telling him, yet he knows what his weakness is and what to hit far too well.

{if you don't come here. MC would live a happy life with their biological family. You won't follow through what's 'fate' and what's 'destined' and destroyed what they could have of a normal life. Far from such cruelty you place upon them.}

His eyes widen when he hear such thing. He knows his dollmaker name very well, but he can never say it or call them by such thing. His dollmaker never tell him their name. And he respects it.

By the story of their past from the perceptive of Kuma he gather information what have been their life story before they come to this place.

Was it really his fault...?

He felt his mind full of scenario of his dollmaker being safe and happy instead of being in such mess right now.

Ah. It's probably his fault. It's his fault.

His heart slowly crumble from anxiety, from pain and sadness to a mistake he will make and have made.

"...your wrong! Your.... Not real...!" he felt thorn as tears and the rain continue to fall. His agony in such moment cause the thunder roars loudly and lightning strikes across the horizon.

"Your just an illusion...! A lie! So shut up!" He can't let his so called reflection get the best of him! No! If he lost control, his going to be the danger instead of the one preventing it!

{ do you really think I'm a lie? } His reflection rolled his eyes. Staring at his past self across the mirror of time and space. While he stood in future present in a dark colorless world. Void of tales or life.

"using the pearl will cost some mental damage or illusion as said by the previous go... Presider...." ******** Mumbles trying to calm himself and turning his back from his own reflection.

He have things he have to focus on. Once his done he can go home and be with his dollmaker. Everything is just made by his mind. Nothing is real or words of this fake will ever be real.

{ ... Selfish monster that doesn't belong here. .. one day 'i' will eradicate your very existence that cost nothing but harm to MC.}

As he turn his back at his reflection, he hear him said a last threat from him. "But your wrong, all I ever do and will ever do..." He really don't want to hear more bull crap from this reflection, with his fist tighten. His going to end this conversation now or he don't know if his lightning strick his dollmaker accidentally with how emotional he is right now.

"{Is to make my dollmaker happy and safe.}" His words come out unison with his reflection. His eyes narrowed. "If you know that case then [shut the fuck up]" his not a fan of foul words but as his fist strick and broken the mirror and remove the reflection that did nothing but mock him, he fall to his knees staring at a broken glass.

Golden liquid spill out from the wounds that he gotten from breaking the mirror. But it wasn't what in his mind at this moment asHe saw his reflection showing him, his true self.

His pupil slight up like monster who cannot hide his true color, his ' hideous scale' appear in his skin, his human like ears change back to it's original form. He felt his doll body being ripped a bit from trying to contain his true form hidden.

There's no longer tears but golden liquid falling from his eyes, he felt so weak as sadness and despair taken over his mind, soul and form.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry....I'm sorry.... " He weep and cries. He realize something cruel. Ah. That mirror was an artifact from his world. To communicate from two different time period.

"I'msorrymydollmakerimsorry I'm selfish... I'm greedy. I shouldn't be greedy... I'm going to be the one who's at fault at your misery.... " He cried and cried.

The three pseudo dragons circle around him, trying to comfort him yet he continues to cry.

He thought his doing good, his redeeming himself from his past mistake but all he ever did is cause nothing but pain!

"KANATA!!"

as he felt himself slowly fallen asleep he heard 'his' name being called by you. But that's impossible. It's impossible.

Your somewhere safe. Others will keep you safe. Rei made sure of it. With blurry eyes full of tears he saw you running while holding a big Chucky thing in your arms.

But everything comes to darkness as he realize you seems so smoll in his eyes in that last moment, he was transform back to his dragon form.

MY DARLING DOLLS 54

PREVIOUS || PT 9 CH54 || NEXT

There's some concerning things that been bothering you about. No, it's not the fact the so called husband of the lady of the house is often glaring at you and trying to worsen your day. You don't really give a care about him.

It's the fact the weather is so terrible and rei don't want you to outside at all. He already dragged the others with his charade.

They are talking behind your back about what cause this mess. Clearly it's Kanata. >:((

you scoff when rei offer you some favorite dish to stop you from going outside.

"im going out." You declared. "No. You aren't." Shuu stops you and then look at mayoi. "Ayase help me out here." He look over Ayase who nodded and raise his hand strings start to wrap around you but with help of Kuma ability you quickly slice it and run toward the outside garden to only be knock out by something falling on you.

Before you can even be touch by single drop of the rain.

"well then thats just karma huh." Shuu stare at you who is now unconscious but instead of you knocking your head to the floor someone manage to catch you—that being Kuma that come out from your shadows.

who also catch the culprit of your knock out state -- a very fluffy and bouncy bunny with heart marking as well smoll pink kitty.

"I do know I'm quite a looker based on the fan base ( shut up, stop breaking the forth wall!) of mine. But please stop staring." Kuma smiles through he stops when he look at the rain outside.

after putting your unconscious form into the cushion pillow and smack mayoi hands when he was about to give a cover.

"Go away, you." Annoying first placer' Kuma glared at the phantom who don't understand what's up with the stranger.

"Sorry!" -mayoi.

"don't be rude to other people without reason..." Shuu narrowed his eyes when he saw such interaction.

"It's not without reason." Kuma stared at pink cat with the bunny who's leeching itself and sobbing and the somehow familiar bunny who's deadpan looking at everyone.

He remembers seeing that bunny before but he wonder why that bunny is here to begin with.

Through that question is not important at the moment. Kuma stood up and went to drench his hand to the water as shu stopped him in the last moment.

"...."-kuma.

"If your effected by the rain then your not human... Nor do you belong here." Shu stared at Kuma who's looking at the melting flesh that's being melted by the rain drop but when he remove his hand off the pouring rain it heal right away.

"Well. I'm not human by all means." Because I'm a darling doll. Kuma stared at Your sleeping form. "But I do belong to this world." But not this time period.

"really now..." Shu stared at Kuma up and down before he realize how Kuma look like someone he knows. "Oh your relative of Rei--"

"hell na." Kuma quickly denied it as he said that the lightning Strikes across the horizon in that brick of moment everyone who's looking at the outside world they saw something odd creeping on the cracked sky and something black Fall in yet the rain melt them away.

The rain seems to continue to pour to destroy whatever those things they are seeing now. Within that moment the bunny ears perks and saw someone in far distance and began to hops toward that figure out in the rain yet Kuma quickly stop the bunny before he can be touch by the rain.

"little bunny don't go, whatever you see in the rain it's probably an illusion." Kuma mumbles as he look at the outside those weird thing form figure that he believes will never appear in his world smiling at him.

MY DARLING DOLLS 53

PREVIOUS || PT 9 CH53 || NEXT

"I still like you." You froze when you hear the lady of the house said to you when your escorting her to groom.

"... I see..........." You have a long silence when you think about the situation.

"hmm...." She smiles and you suddenly want to let go of her hand for a moment cause she's being really weird right now. What is this person planning now.

"By the way can I help you with that doll making your doing?" She decided to change the subject after of a moment of making you really want to run away from her cause she's being weird.

"oh? Sure I guess..." But isn't that kinda dangerous for people to do that? You thought for a moment but she pulled you and hurried up with ceremony.

From distance you give some thoughts about her before deciding to ignore what's bothering you to the back of your mind -- or for Kuma to bother you about in later date.

Through you probably should have been more concern about that person when you give her the haft done doll, the sixth doll. Kanata said you only need to make 5 dolls but he doesn't said you cannot help with the rest >:3.

You felt very proud of yourself for a moment as shu give you a yard stare as your being a nutjob smiling at nothing.

"dearest dollmaker do you wanna see a magic~" Wataru appear beside you and take out set of playing cards and shuffle it. "come pick one up." He smiles.

"okiii..." You pick one card and it turn into a ( favorite flower ) " oh! Wow." You were amaze. "Amazing~!" You can't help be impress by it.

"e-excuse me.... Have you guys seen kanata-san..." Mayoi ask as he come into the room.

"He went out with rei earlier...." Shu says as he finish designing the outfit in the paper. He look at you who was doodling in your paper after you work on the 6th doll, notice how food your artistic skill is than he is currently. He suddenly don't want to show his design.

"what's wrong shu?" You notice his look his giving you and he cover the design he made. "It's nothing." He rolled his eyes and refuse to talk more about it.

"shuu probably shy to show his work to you, the von of artist!" Wataru quickly throw shu under the bus. "Shut it, you clown!" shu glared at Wataru who just chuckle at shu shyness.

"lets see!" You quickly went to peak the outfit and saw a beautiful traditional outfit for spring viewing. "What a beautiful dress." You compliment.

"Hmmp. I'm going to make it so it's not going to stay as such." Shuu boosted. "Oh?! " Your eyes widen. "Can I help you with it?"

"hmm..." Shu give you a side glance before he gets some measuring tape. "Yes." Now he doesn't need to embarrassingly ask you for measurements!

You happily help shu with him inquiring your measurements. While doing so Wataru and mayoi ( force by Wataru) join in with the dress making and shu soon made design for others as well.

But it's a win win for him. A uniform design outfit with everyone for this spring viewing. He even decided to make one for the house owner and the lady of the house. He would not make one for the outsider (the husband who you aren't close with either, he hated u for some reason.)

"oh.... That's right." You remember something, Kanata said you have to leave soon. You don't tell anyone about that matter. You look at everyone who's fitting on the outfit except for Kanata who still don't return yet with rei.

His been gone for a week now. You were worried but one of his insane followers send his letter to you that he be back after he fix something.

"what?" Shuu look at you in wonder. "I'll be leaving soon." You nonchalantly says which made everyone pause and look at you in shock. "What do you mean leaving..."

Where are you going?

Are you abandoning us?

Someone like you have a home to return to? Amazing!

There's many questions in everyone's mind but they can't ask more as everyone is fitted in their spring viewing outfit made by shuu, the door slam open revealing rei who's soaked and drench from top to button. He have a panic in his face. But he quickly mask it.

"hey everyone ~" he smile as he hide the problem. "What are you up to for days Sakuma?"

"nothing ~" rei went toward you and reach out to held your hand to see something, but Kuma narrowed his eyes and control the hand he reach out to held and slap it away.

"Oh so his really right... " Instead of being mad, rei laugh and smile. "What I'm tarnation are you on now?" Shuu unconsciously shield you from Sakuma as the other is being weird and off right now.

"it's nothing itsuki~ Kanata just told me something earlier." Rei chuckle as mayoi give him a towel to dry himself with.

You look outside at the sudden bad weather. You walk toward the hallway leading to the garden when rei grab hold of you before you can step outfit. "Deary don't go out for a moment, ok?" He smile as if hiding something.

You look at him and the bad weather outside. You thought about it. "...." Your hand was going to unconsciously force him by his thread to tell him what happened when you snap out of it by the last second by hearing Wataru calling out for you. Clearly noticing how your eyes seems lifeless for a moment while reaching out for rei.

"oh my are you going to preform a magic trick?" Wataru but in and you unconsciously thought of how to pretend it was the case even so you don't understand why you even think of forcing rei to tell you what's up, by the help of Kuma suddenly there's a black rose in your hand when you reach for his ears.

"Yup." You Lied as you give rei the flower that transform into black butterflies around you all. "Magic~" you smile, amaze at the trick that Kuma can do.

You wonder if you manage to change people thought for a moment as you give a side glance outside again as the rain began to pour heavily