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shubblelive · 2 years

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— SECRET ADMIRER

— summary : niki liked putting notes in her crush’s locker during high school, it felt like a safe way of confessing her feelings. now an adult and living with that same crush, she works up the courage to send just one more note.

— genre : fluff! niki's a little anxious for the first bit but it gets better

— warnings : coming out scene (goes good!), swearing, mentions of eating/food, mentions of periods, reader is afab and uses she/her

— pairing : cc!nihachu x fem!reader

— featuring: cc!nihachu, cc!tommyinnit (mentioned), cc!tubbo (mentioned), cc!aimsey (mentioned), cc!ranboo (mentioned), cc!wilbur soot (mentioned)

— pronouns : she/her

— word count : 2.3k

— note : my first niki fic ever ahh!! niki's said that she's pansexual but just calls herself bi because it's easier to explain, but i've called her pan in this fic. if she says that she prefers to just be referred to as bisexual then i'll definitely change that. reader is a lesbian in the fic, but has only just come to terms with it.

She didn’t know why you hadn’t been home a lot lately, but Niki had a sinking feeling it was her fault.

It had started with you claiming you were going for runs in the morning, then when she was usually streaming you’d claim you had too much work to do to join her. Then you started skipping meals with her, which would make her worried if it wasn’t for the fact that she’d seen you eat. Just not with her. All of those things by themselves, while disheartening, weren’t anything to lose sleep over, but then you went out in the evening and didn’t come home until the next morning without so much as a text.

You and Niki had been best friends since you were kids. You told each other everything, from when you got your first period to when she got her first boyfriend. You were a mod in her chat, though you usually joined her for streams a lot more since you’d moved in together. Normally, if something was bothering you, you’d take some time to process it before confiding in her. But it had been a week since Niki had even spoken to you in person, and three days since your most recent text, even though you slept three feet away from her.

Well, except for last night. She didn’t know where you were last night. Your car was gone when she’d gone to bed, and you hadn’t responded to her messages. When she got up the next morning, you were still gone. Or maybe you were gone again; there was a note on the kitchen counter.

Hi Nik,

Sorry about this, my phone died and I had to run out again. I’m safe I swear, so so sorry for not texting earlier. Gonna be with some friends for the next few days so you’ll have the place to yourself. Miss miss miss you.

You’d put a heart after your name, and Niki spent far too long looking at it. It wasn’t the first time either of you had done this. During high school, when one of you would have your phone taken off you by your parents, you’d get to school early and slip her a note.

She did the same, but not for that reason.

You still had all of Niki’s letters, albeit you’d shoved them away and forgotten about them now. At the time, you’d been so excited, but that was years ago. She knew they were in a box in your closet, all signed the same way. Your Secret Admirer.

It was cheesy, she knew it, but it was also safe. Any other sign-off could have been linked back to her, and that would have been disastrous, especially since your school was small. News of her sexuality would spread like wildfire, and then she could run the risk of permanently losing you.

She’d never actually talked about her being pansexual with you before. She didn’t know how to broach the subject and, after she’d started gaining a following, she assumed you’d find out from the internet. Despite the fact that she knew you would never judge her for anything, there was still that niggling feeling that telling you would end your friendship.

She couldn’t say any of this to you, though, especially since you weren’t there. She sent a quick ‘Love you, hope you’re having fun. Call me if you need’ text that you hadn’t opened, and streamed for a few hours instead, hoping to take her mind off it.

But when she finished up, she was looking for someone else to raid, settling on Tommy. As she went into his stream, she was met with you.

It wasn’t just you and Tommy. Toby, Ranboo and Aimsey were there too, and she had to hide her physical reaction to not alert the stream. She finished up her stream and resisted the urge to call you.

Why were you avoiding her?

You finally got home the next day, one of Ranboo’s hoodies on. She was sitting at the kitchen counter on her laptop, and you attempted to breeze past her with a quick hug and an excuse for needing a shower before she spoke up. “What’s going on with you?”

You looked so tired and stressed, that for a second she felt bad. She was reading too much into things, she was sure. You and her were together practically every second of every day, of course you wanted to spend some time with other people. But you sighed and rubbed a hand over your face. “I’m sorry, Niki,” you said, sounding so upset that it scared her.

She furrowed her eyebrows and you came and sat beside her. “I’ve been… I don’t know,” you shook your head, not knowing how to explain it in a way that wasn’t silly. She sat there patiently until you’d gotten your words sorted. “I’ve been trying to figure some things out lately, and I needed to be somewhere else. Don’t get me wrong, I love our place, it’s my home. You’re my home. But I think for me to kinda sort stuff out I needed to be away,”

“Sort what out?” she asked tentatively, not wanting to push too hard.

“Well, I’ve been thinking about this for a while,” you were fidgeting in front of her, and the thought made her sad. It was a nervous habit; you were never nervous in front of her. “And I wanted to tell you, but I think I just needed to figure it out before I could put it into words,”

She was trying so hard to be patient, but the longer you talked the more worried it made her.

“I think I’m…” you shook your head, not happy with how uncertain you sounded. “I am a lesbian.”

Of all the things she thought you would say, that certainly was not one of them. She launched herself at you, and you faltered. “Thank you for telling me,” she said earnestly. “I love you, so much - of course I do. I thought you were mad at me,”

You laughed and hugged her back. “No, no. I’m sorry I’ve been so shitty,”

Niki shook her head. “It’s okay. Thank you so much for trusting me with this information,” she didn’t know how grateful she was that you trusted her enough with information that could potentially ruin your life.

“Thank you,” you replied. “For being the most wonderful person that I know. I’ve been really shit recently, and I had to talk to people who kinda… understood what it was like, and I just needed to get outside more,”

You didn’t have to explain it to her, but you needed her to know that it wasn't her.

She just nodded and hugged you again. "Don't apologise for needing time to figure yourself out," she said, cheek pressed into your shoulder. "It's okay. I love you,"

"I love you too," you said, squeezing your eyes shut tightly as you held her.

After that, you were less distant. You weren't comfortable enough coming out on social media, but you'd started going on the occasional date. While you didn't stream, Niki's fanbase absolutely adored you, and you'd appeared on others' streams too, like Wilbur's, Jack's and, of course, Tommy's.

She was so proud of you, so glad you were comfortable enough in yourself to go on a date with another woman, but at the same time it made her stomach twist.

She knew she had no right to be jealous, but she couldn't help it. One of your dates had walked you to the front door and from her position on the couch, Niki saw the way you flushed as she kissed you on the cheek.

You weren't confiding in her like you would when you were dating men, but that was because you didn't want to tell her that it had been going badly.

Niki had been so endlessly supportive of you ever since you came out, but there was always the chance that she could turn around with "it's not working because it's with women."

So you both suffered in silence, but you were more or less back to your normal dynamic. Once, a few weeks after you'd come out, the two of you had been streaming, and you noticed a comment saying how cute you guys were, asking if you were dating. Neither you nor Niki commented on it, but someone else did — someone with text- to-speech.

Guys, just because Niki's pan doesn't mean she's dating every girl she streams with. They've mentioned how they're childhood friends, leave them be.

After the stream, you'd brought it up while doing the dishes. "Hey, did you hear that one TTS message earlier?"

Niki was poking around with the last of her dinner, and she hummed, not looking up.

"Are you… you know?" She looked up at you, and you recognised the uncertainty in her eyes. You rushed to reassure her. "It's okay if you are, of course! You just never said anything,"

Niki bit her lip and pushed her bowl away. "Yeah. I am,"

That was the last either of you spoke of it, but Niki felt something change between the two of you that she couldn't place.

Movie nights where you'd normally sit separately ended with legs tangled together in the middle of the couch. Times when she'd move past you would involve gentle touches as she brushed past.

You were in the back of an Uber one afternoon when you'd made your move, snaking your arm across the backseat to lace your fingers through hers.

You stopped going on dates, and Niki didn't want to be too presumptuous, but she felt like this was all practically an invitation to make her move.

But the thought of actually doing something completely terrified her. So, she did it the way she knew best.

You had been out with Aimsey, the two of you striking up a quick friendship since you'd met him on stream. She was actually the first person you'd confided in, knowing that she was a lesbian herself. They'd given you plenty of advice, and you found them easy to talk to, and he swiftly became one of your closest friends.

You shrugged off your hoodie, which had actually been one of Ranboo's that she'd stolen and collapsed on your bed. Your head hit the mattress and made an unfamiliar crinkle sound.

Without getting up, you blindly looked around for whatever it was with your hand, assuming it was just a random piece of notebook paper you'd left. Instead, it was an envelope, pastel pink with neat black handwriting on it.

It wasn't the first time you'd seen an envelope like this, but the last one had been the last year of secondary school. You slid off your bed and searched your closet for a minute before finding the rest of them. The handwriting matched — not exactly, but enough.

Hi,

I'm not really sure of the best way to do this, so please bear with me. You're my best friend, you have been for years. I can't tell you how much I value your friendship, and I would never want to do anything to ruin us.

After everything with Wilbur, I decided that I didn't want to be shipped with my friends any longer, not when I saw how people were. But when I saw that donation shipping me with you, well. It didn't feel like it did with Wilbur.

You mean the world to me, which is why I need to be honest with you.

I like you a lot. I have for a while now, but ever since you came out as gay, those feelings have gotten stronger. I guess it's because I realised I might have a chance.

I know this is a whole lot, so you can take as much time as you need. I hope I haven't ruined our friendship, and I'll be there for you in whatever way you want me to be.

Love,

Niki (Your Secret Admirer)

God, how did you not see it? You spent years copying that exact handwriting and you'd never put two and two together.

You folded the letter carefully, just as it had been before, before sliding it back into the envelope. You placed it in the box with the others and ventured down the hall to Niki’s bedroom. You could hear music playing faintly, which meant she most likely wasn’t streaming. You knocked and when you opened the door she was sitting at her computer typing a discord message to someone. You waited until she’d sent it and closed the tab until you spoke up. “Hi, Nik,”

She gave you a nervous smile, unsure if you’d seen the letter yet. “Hey,” The two of you looked at each other for a second, nervous smiles on both of your faces as you tried to think of what to say. “Everything okay?”

You nodded at her, before finally giving her a proper smile. “Your handwriting hasn’t changed much since high school, has it?”

You were rewarded with a beaming smile in return, Niki’s cheeks turning the exact colour of the envelopes she’d given you.

#mcyt nihachu #mcyt #nihachu #dsmp nihachu #niki nihachu #mcyt niki #nihachu x fem!reader #nihachu x reader #dream smp nihachu #nihachu x you #nihachu x y/n #💐 nickiii

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lillylvjy · 1 year

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IM HERE PANTING PANTING so, we fell in love in october - girl in red thats it. no but fr you're at a streamer event/party and quickly get overwhelmed nikki being the awesome person she is notices and lets you rest your head on her shoulder n stuff and she just holds you until you calm downn<3333

Ahhh this 🤭🤭

Thank you jade for this lovely prompt! Also this is about Niki nihachu for people wondering! Also I tried to make it as gn!reader as possible I promise!

But Jade I really hope you like this lovely!

Sorry how sort it is as well. I’ll make a longer one soon I promise:) also the title is just a song lyric!!! Does not mean reader is a female! This is gender neutral!

Not edited!

Warnings// kissing on the hand and cheek, panic attacks, tell me if I missed anything :-)

You will be (my girl)

^^ your welcome Jade

^^look how pretty she is 😌

You and a bunch of others were having a party for Halloween. As much as you loved party’s with your friends, your social battery was at 1% right now and you didn’t feel like being around anyone.

As more and more people came into the small apartment, you started to feel squished. And you couldn’t exactly breathe either.

Wait.

You couldn’t breathe.

The more you thought about it, the more you became aware of it. You started clawing at your chest, gripping your shirt, trying to get air through your lungs. The room started to spin and you leaned against the wall and slid down, trying your hardest not to cry.

But , from across the room, Niki saw you on the ground, head to your knees, and breathing very heavily. She knew what was happening so she quickly excused herself from the person she was talking to and rushed over to you.

Niki placed her hand on your back to let you know she was there, and started rubbing your back gently. “Love, how about we go outside? How do you feel about that? Just to get some air?” Niki asked you as you looked up at her with glossy eyes. You nodded quickly, not being able to say something from the lack of air.

Niki gave you a hand and helped you up from the ground. She led you out the apartment and down the stairs that led you guys outside.

“Ok. Now just follow my breathing, ok? In and out.” Niki tells you as she motions for you to breathe with her.

You tried your best to breathe in time with her and slow your breathing. Eventually, your breathing slowed down enough for you to breathe in fully and let out a shaky sigh.

“Thank you, bubs. So much.” You whispered to her as you grabbed her hands and kissed them.

“It’s no problem! I’ll always help you babes. I promise.” Niki said back to you as she pulled you to sit on the step that led into the apartment complex.

“Wanna tell me what happened?” Niki asked you. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” She reassured you.

You shook your head. “No it’s fine. It just got really crowded and i was just so overwhelmed, I kinda forgot how to breathe.” You smiled at Niki, as she giggled.

You felt bad for having her miss the party because of you. It was fun! I mean at least from what you saw it was. But you just get so overwhelmed and nervous around a lot of people, you couldn’t really help it. But you still felt guilty. “I’m sorry. You’re out here missing the party because of me. You should go back and have fun.” You said as you looked at your hands and played with your fingers.

Niki furrowed her eyebrows. Why would you think she’d want to leave you? She wouldn’t leave you in a million years. And especially not like this. “No! I’m not leaving. We are going to sit here and you’re going to enjoy my company ok?” She said, in a playful demanding voice.

You laughed. “Ok! Ok. Fine, but only if we can talk about books and music. I have some more suggestions for you if you need some.” You looked at her with a questioning look on your face.

“Fine! Come here.” Niki laughed as she wrapped and arm around your shoulders. You rested your head on her shoulder and held her free hand. You played with the jewelry she was wearing for her costume. You both decided to go as a duo and her side of the costume required a bunch of rings.

Lucky you.

“I love you. You know that right.” Niki said to you. You looked up at her and smiled. You kissed her on the cheek and nuzzles your head back into her neck.

“Yes I do my love. And I love you too.” You told her, your face red and having a big smile on your face.

Niki laughed and kissed your forehead. “Honestly this is nice. We should’ve just done this.” She admitted.

“I agree. Fully.” You agreed.

“Wanna go home?” Niki asked. You looked at her and nodded quickly. She laughed and stood up. “Ok let’s go say bye to a few people and hit the road. Ok?” She asked you.

You nodded and followed her inside. She grabbed her purse and your bag as you took it from her. You both said goodbye to some friends and left. You and Niki only lived a few minutes away from the apartment so it was an easy walk.

As you walked, you took Niki’s hand and pulled her closer to you. “Happy 1 year my love.” You said as you looked at her.

“Happy 1 year.” Niki giggled and kissed your hand.

Damn you were lucky.

taglist: @deadphantomsociety @aimi-chann @art3m1s-adelia @z0vamp @jadeissues (if you want to be added, you can send me an ask lovelies <3 )

#niki nihachu #niki x reader #nihachu x reader #dream smp nihachu #nihachu x you #dsmp nihachu #niki nihachu x reader #mcyt nihachu #x reader #lilly writes

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unlikecoffee · 2 years

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From Niki being friends with Technoblade, Tubbo, Tommy, Wilbur, and Phil, the most chaotic family, Niki should be buff by now. Like, imagine she's just with the others when they're talking about a campfire and needing wood, the next second Niki uproots a tree.

Quackity is just running around screaming the campfire song, Tommy is trying to build a little fort in the forest, and the rest are trying to make a campfire.

Wilbur: We need some wood.

Niki: (rips a tree off the ground and holds over shoulder) How much?

BBH: O_o

Tommy: (deadpan)What the f***?

Wilbur: (sweating nervously)I think that should be good!

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cherrybeeart · 1 year

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Niki and Zuko :D

#niki nihachu #artists on tumblr #mcyt nihachu #mcyt fanart #nihachu art

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breadboyye · 2 years

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désolé, je suis désolé

(sorry, i'm sorry)

#niki nihachu #mcyt nihachu #nihachu fanart #dsmp nihachu #dsmp niki #dsmp fanart #dsmp #mcyt #mcyt fanart #procreate #digital drawing #digitalart #drawing #dream smp #c!nihachu #c!niki #breadboyart

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endershinz · 6 months

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Happy birthday Niki! 🖤🤍

Ac - me (flamezzaudios on insta)

Song 🎵 - Good Loyal T***s (instrumental)

(Ik the song title is really bad but the song itself is so good 😭) anyway I hope Niki had a good day and I LOVED her Halloween costume 🥹

#edits #videostar #mcyt nihachu #nihachu fanart #nihachu #niki nihachu #youtubers #youtube

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disturbed-and-depressed · 2 years

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Maybe I Was Boring

CC!Wilbur Soot x FEM!Reader

Based off the song "Maybe I Was Boring" by Wilbur Soot

Warnings: None?

Y/n stared at the wall in front of her. She didn’t really have anything to think about. It seemed as though nothing was worth even attempting anymore.

One might just think that she’s lazy, but no. That couldn’t be farther from the truth. She felt as though she was stuck in a relationship. A relationship that would never end anytime soon.

The woman had been dating the popular content creator, known as Wilbur Soot. it might seem like a dream come true, yet it didn’t feel like a dream anymore. Instead, it began to turn into a nightmare, one that felt it would go on forever and Y/n would never wake up.

Don’t get her wrong. Wilbur was a great person. He is. But he personality just doesn’t appear to go with the h’c lady.

When they had first met he had some of the most amazing stories. Stories about traveling to different states and meeting new and amazing people, while Y/n had never left the country and always had the same one friend, Niki.

He was mysterious upon the first meeting. It was a great feeling figuring him out, almost like a puzzle. And now it was almost as if he was just dragging it on. It wasn’t fun anymore.

Wilbur was doing a “You Laugh, You Lose” stream, occasionally yelling loudly at his chat or banging on his work desk. Y/n was just laying there on their shared bed, scrolling through her feed on Instagram, trying to find something to occupy her time. Y/n picked her head up and could faintly smell the incense stick that was black ice, and there was some takeout containers that were filled with tacos and burritos. Will had ordered it, claiming he was going to eat it before his streams, but he never did, and Y/n contemplated whether or not she should just toss it away.

Y/n was sitting with Niki in her apartment. She was at the counter on one of the stools while Niki was across from her, placing a tea bag in each mug filled with hot water.

“Is it getting worse?” Niki gently asked. Niki had known Y/n since they were barely learning how to walk, growing up together and just being best friends, always the two of them. While Niki decided to begin a streaming career, Y/n chose to support her from the sidelines. That was where her e/c friend had eventually met Wilbur. Niki was friends with Wilbur, but she knew she would choose Y/n in a heartbeat and support her without a doubt if she ever chose to not date the brown haired man anymore. It was her own choice, but she understood when Y/n claimed she was trapped, and she felt like she was drowning.

“Niki,” Y/n started. “What do I do if he thinks I’m the one?” Y/n let out a humorless laugh and gripped the warm mug tighter. “Then I’ll be forced to rot away with him and his obsessions of trivial things.”

“Like you with your love hearts you finish the text messaged with?” The pink haired girl weakly joked.

Y/n sighed and rubbed her eyes. “I know it’s wrong to not break up with him because it just seems like I’m leading him on but…” She trailed off.

Niki bit her lip. “What about when you hold his hands?”

“It doesn’t feel like flying.”

“Does his breath get taken away?”

“Yes, but the ways he acts he might as well be dying, I suppose.”

Niki reached across the marbled counter and patted her friend's hand. “Well technically you’re dying too. You said it felt like you were trapped in a cage.”

“I think it’s shrinking now, Niki…I don’t know what to do.”

Wilbur was out of the house, filming a video with Tommy. Y/n was sitting on the bed, staring at the picture Wilbur had sent her. But due to the picture it looked like he had accidentally sent it to her instead of someone else. And the someone else was Philza probably, because of the text that was right under it.

The picture was of an engagement ring.

The caption underneath it was ‘Hey Phil, what do you think about this one? Do you think Y/n would love this one?’

Y/n let out a choked sob and covered her mouth. She hated crying, it always made her feel weak, but she felt as though she was going to be trapped in the relationship forever. The woman always felt guilty if she said no to someone, so she resorted to actions instead.

She had a bad attitude the whole week, trying to subtly inform Wilbur that she didn’t enjoy being in a relationship with him anymore, that she was tired of him. She hated this.

Now it’s like he was never going to leave. He didn’t get the message, and he did hear her pleas. Y/n’s hands grasped her hair and tugged harshly. She wanted, no, needed something to distract her. She had continuously thought of multiple ways to get Wilbur to hate her, but nothing was working.

Honestly, all she wanted right now was herself to die. She wants to die. It seems like the only way to get out of the horrid relationship. She can only wish that Wilbur will bore her to death.

But she needed to get it through her head. She was never going to get out of this relationship, because in Wilbur’s eyes, his love can do no wrong, even if she were to ever cheat on him. He would just brush it off as her feeling lonely, and he would spend more time with her.

Wilbur was never going to leave.

#dream smp #dream smp x reader #dream smp x y/n #dream smp x you #dream smp incorrect quotes #wilbur soot imagine #wilbur soot x you #wilbur soot x y/n #wilbur soot x reader #wilbur soot #wilbur #niki nihachu #niki nihachu x reader #nihachu x you #nihachu x y/n #nihachu x reader #mcyt nihachu #philza minecraft #maybe i was boring

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