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liquidstar · 1 year

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I started reading oshi no ko recently and it's. A lot. Wow. But what i am thinking about right now is that kaguya having a cameo here means that reincarnation is now canon in the kaguya sama universe

something else ive heard abt only though out-of-canon content is that in the kaguya sama universe is that the tale of the bamboo cutter is an actual historical event. this holds no actual importance to the plot and is never actually referenced. supernatural shit exists in their world but it just doesnt fucking matter we have highschool romance melodrama to act out rn no time to acknowledge these things at all

#ive read it a few times so i can assume it was said somewhere officially but i cannot find where rn #maybe i am wrong. but im pretty sure....#considering its the same universe its also insane how much of a better time kaguya and co are having than the oshi no ko cast LOL #dont get me wrong a lot of their backstories are legit fucked up but like. theyre just hanging out now. theyre healing via hanging out #but the oshi no ko cast is making each other worse

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snickerdoodlles · 2 months

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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways

#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point #but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic #the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own #(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write #2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die #i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick #but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around #without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn #such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing #which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence #when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe #and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude #like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it #i just #blahh #the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one

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forcebookish · 3 months

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*reading a review for a beloved manga from my childhood* "the art is really good for shojo" well there u go i can't trust ur opinion lol

#maybe i'm just biased because i read this manga when i was the same age as the main character but i really don't think it's as bad as #this person is making it out to be #for one i don't think they gave enough credit to the twists #for two they focused a lot on the age difference which... i don't think is that bad?#when they meet and fall in love they're only 4 years apart #they're literally both teenagers?#like in this case his real age genuinely is just a number because he's been stuck in time emotionally/spiritually for years (idr how many)#and when they're reunited she's an adult and he's still in his twenties iirc #'oh wow so many coincidences lol' he was literally assigned to her because they have a connection and his being in a coma was foreshadowed #'oh she's magically cured wow' yes BY MAGIC... IN A SERIES....... WITH MAGIC....... HELLO??????#this is about full moon wo sagashite btw which i am planning on reading again after almost 20 years so we'll see if i eat my words lol #rum.txt #idk i maintain that ppl who don't like shoujo shouldn't review shoujo. just don't read it bro no one has a gun to your head #ALSO IM PRETTY SURE I REMEMBER HER AGE DIFFERENCE WITH EICHI BEING WAY WORSE? NO MAGIC INVOLVED I SWEAR SHE WAS UNDER 10 AND HE WAS LIKE 16 #i could be remembering it wrong #but i remember as a 12 or 13 year old i was way more skeeved out by that relationship than her and takuto

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seilon · 1 year

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the happiest ive been in any singular moment in probably over a year was a moment last week where my friends and i were driving to a campsite having accidentally taken a tiny insanely long and winding mountain road to get there, somehow i wasn’t carsick, the windows were rolled down, we were surrounded by nothing but woods for miles, and livin la vida loca was playing on the car stereo

#had a moment of like hm! I sure am glad im not in fucking socal right now slaving over art school shit alone and miserable!#yeah #idk it was a stupid little moment of time but it felt Right #this was a super last moment camping trip too so even more so of that feeling of like. maybe reasons to live can really appear of of the #blue sometimes. that you’d just otherwise never see comi #*coming #I just got really lucky. stars aligned or something #the random text from my friend going like ‘sorry can’t hang out cause im going camping with my dad. unless you guys wanna go camping’#the weather being unusually cool for the time of year and thus really nice in the mountains during the day. pretty much perfect in my #opinion.#the stupid little road we took on accident that we didn’t need to take (there was another one going to the same place that was way simpler #and straighter and not nearly as winding and dangerous and whatnot)#fuckin. livin la vida loca. which was mostly only playing because we didn’t have cell service that far into the sierras so we were just #listening to whatever my friend happened to have downloaded on her phone #just. yeah. a lot of weird shit that lined up. in a good way #im glad nothing went wrong or anything cause it was so last moment #and I hope this lets me feel okay about being alive for at least a while longer #kibumblabs

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ultimate-sword-showdown · 5 months

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I hope this goes without saying but whoever wins the rematch will face off against the Holy Moonlight Sword for a week. You know for funsies. Not that I have any doubts that the Holy Moonlight Sword will win anyways but it'll be fun to see what happens you know

#sword showdown #the bladesmith speaks #it would be REALLY funny if nightblood won and we got to have a repeat of the original round 1 poll they were in together #this already proves that apparently i was SO wrong for matching them up in round 1 last time #i had no idea they could have literally been a finals match and i put them together in round 1 #the ULTIMATE seeding fail....#i even seed with intention too i don't do it randomly i just had NO idea the hms had that much of a following #IT ONLY GOT ONE SUBMISSION!!!#im still losing my mind over that lmfao #no offense to splatoon fans btw but im pretty sure you'll get swept too if splatana goes up against the hms #the power of soulsborne fans is just truly unmatched #i must say i am a bit shocked that none of them showed up to root for the elden ring swords this time. i thought rivers of blood was sweepi #maybe the soulsborne fans are gone...? in which case the rematch winner might have a shot #idk we'll just have to see

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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#me: i wear makeup for fun teehee #also me when i go out in public without makeup: everyone hates me and i should kms #anyway. yeah. funny. i just feel like i dont deserve to live and take up public space if i dont make an effort to conform even a little #but then again its not like i actually do my make up to be 'pretty'. i just like to make sure that there's enough #colourful glittery bullshit on my face to distract everyone who looks at me from the fact that im fucking ugly as shit lol #but i also genuinely do have fun doing it and i like looking Extra #idk maybe i wouldnt be having these issues if i had a more conventionally attractive face. but i fucking hate everything about it #and wish i could just claw it all off and start anew. and get a new skull too. one that doesnt have the bone structure of a fucking ball #idk i just feel like it's so fucking unfair that i look like THIS #and also simultaneously won the FUCKING OBSESSED WITH HOW I LOOK AND AM PERCEIVED trait in the great lottery of Things Wrong With You #i wish i could just not care.#but then again idk maybe it makes sense. maybe id be a much worse person if i were pretty since i wouldn't feel like i need to be #on my best behaviour 24/7 and must constantly Make Up For It to others so that i am Allowed to idk have basic human rights ig #anyway. bitches be like 'i hate plastic surgeries'. 10 minutes later 'i must get a nose job or ill kms'

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hydrostorm · 2 years

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its impossible for vampire the masquerade to have a protagonist which i actually love when it comes to how it effects the storytelling of the lore but beckett does have protagonist syndrome. he wants to change the course of everything but the context of the world makes that agonizing to pursue, because that world is not meant for people who want to change things. it is exactly like trying to combat capitalism.

#i feel like throughout his (un)lifetime he had to gain that kind of motivation somehow #and that it might have gone well as he figured out more and more about how to accomplish that #i mean im not sure exactly but like #maybe bloodlines was a bit of an awakening #i cant help but feel like anatole was involved in this realization.. maybe not initially but if you consider the jyhad diary #hes pretty different in the diary in that hes not skeptical of antediluvians and gehenna in the same way #like if the events of bloodlines was a game changer for him it could be seen as like #kind of reigning in that confidence or slowing down his hubris of being the Knower of Everything and breaker of the jyhad #what i like is that even then it does not slow down fast enough.#i mean anatole had his own motivations to some degree perhaps but they were close friends for . i think at least a century #they must have evolved together as people (which is why i choose to believe anatole was the reason beckett realized he could be wrong)#especially in how beckett specifically says ''theres just a slight chance. best be safe''#anatoles foresight proves itself constantly but its still just foresight #beckett believes anatoles foresight even over his own skepticism. i think this is outright stated #IDK THIS POST TURNED INTO POINTLESS RANT listen. i am buzzing with thoughts and tumblr is my only outlet #the jyhad is vampire capitalism by the way. vtm loremasters do not come for me

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lunar-fey · 11 months

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i wish my brain would . stop. or at least slow down a bit

#the fey speaks #cant even finish one thought before i get interrupted by 5 more....#truthfully wonder if what was diagnosed as adhd when i was a kid was actually a combo of autism + mania #maybe not though. tbh. maybe i have a 'delightful' mix of all three.#but anyway i was saying that because i don't actually USUALLY have my own thoughts distract me from my own thoughts.#i'm pretty distractable via external stimuli but not so much internal . except for when i am manic.#and idk the thoughts interrupting thoughts things seems like an adhd experience. but like i could still have it and just not that symptom.#i am not even really thinkinga bout this to be clear. this is just word vomit #even if i wanted to consider 'whether or not i actually have adhd'#which i do not.#i am pretty sure under normal brain conditions i have never doubted it #so i am probably just like. seeing things wrong right now #sorry my brain shut whatever i was thinking about there down already i forgot where i was going #i think i was just gonna say i think it wouldn't be very fruitful TO consider it. consdiering im a bit impaired atm #probably not the right way to word that but whatever.#ACKTUALLY maybe i shouldn't even be manic posting in the first place?

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weidli · 11 months

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god in my time of dying really does get me Every time

#sam in the beginning going dad? dad?! but when he REALLY gets frantic is when dean doesn't respond. . . hmg yeah #also didn't notice b4 how when Dean's spirit wanders out of the bed and down the hall he's TINY in the hallway shot #and in the foreground is. a great big EXIT sign. oh yeah baby someone sure is going to have to exit #the dean and sam ouija board scene ... it's so. Gentle. dean barefoot crisscross applesauce trying to talk to his brother #every scene with John has so much going on #like. could go on a full page analysis take about each of those #also like am i wrong but when john says if sam had shot him in the cabin dean wouldn't be dying like. that's bullshit right #1. the yellow eyed demon had fucked dean up pretty thoroughly even before sam got a chance to shoot #2. the car crash uh. wasn't yellow eyes???? yeah maybe it was on his orders but it wasn't him doing it and the demon who did it could easily #have said they killed yellow eyes im gonna plow this truck into them. except then dean would be riding shotgun and might even end up WORSE #what could've saved dean is him shooting yellow eyes in the heart when he told him to do it if he's so sure! and you bet John wouldve said #so if dean weren't well. dying. but dean was never gonna shoot we all know that and it wasn't because he wasn't sure if it was yellow eyes #it was because that boy would rather die or worse than be the one to kill family #he'd rather die himself than have to bury them!#and guess what he ends up doing! standing over the dead bodies of all he had left of his family #natural soup

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andragoras-in-vanity · 2 years

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i need hot men to follow if your a hot man pls tell me so i can thirst i mean follow

#im not kidding #like this is a joke but im 100% serious #if you're a bit husky and have pretty eyes and like horror movies hmu #but like #only if you're a gentleman be real #i wanna be friends and also admire you respectfully but also pls hug me so tight i feel like i cant breathe #and if i moan..no i didnt #genuinely though im tired of waiting and i want a boyfriend and i dont know how to find one irl #id prefer irl but i live in Ontario and good lord there is not hot men this far south #i mean theres some but theyre all in their 40s and have kids #and like dont get me wrong.....if he didnt have kids i might just go for it hes kinda a himbo #but seriously im kinda cute and i have nice hair #im small so im good for cuddles and ill go on any adventures you're willing to take me on i dont want a lot #just someome i can treat well and know will always choose me and fight for me and not mind if i need a little #extra support soemtimes #id give you the world and if you help me get out of this god damn basement ill bake for you youll literally never be hungry ever if you #date me also i can mend your clothes and make sure you always have a scarf and gloves #im not perfect im far from the best but youd never want for affection in my presence #id give you everything i am and more if id just be loved back and maybe sometimes surprised with flowers or an outting #even if that outing it to get fudge or fancy cake i dont know how to make #id love for someone to go to the fabric store and thrift shops with me but you dont have to..only once in a while #youd never be touch starved #just...you have to be the Right person and ive never met my right person nor has a decent person ever shown me effort #someone did once and it felt amazing but he was a spineless tool #i just want someone with a good heart and kindness in their hands and a storm in their soul big enough to handle my fire #and would be so so in love with me #ive felt love i know its real and amazing but no ones ever loved me and im done with it i just want to be happy with my person #even if that person is long distance at least we could dream together #for the love of god before Christmas too i hate the holiday so much but i dont want to be single again this year #winter is so pretty and perfect for sweet dates so please to my person whoever you are with the seaglass eyes

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asexual-levia-tan · 1 year

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oh thats another thing. i wanna say at one point it was mentioned that luke hasn't been ranked yet? or something like that? and he definitely seems like he's already pretty powerful despite that

so actually the original timeline story can't end without us seeing him get ranked<3

#wwaffles bein' an idiot #wwaffles plays o.m #cause he's our honorary guardian angel and i think he mentioned something about hoping he can be our real one some day #after his ranking #am i remembering wrong? im pretty sure this is something that happened in s3 or early s4 #long before we know for sure that something's wrong with simeon #wait wait. maybe nb will be concurrent with an actual celestial realm arc to make up for the fact the bros SUPER can't go back there

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xumoonhao · 1 year

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ive seen so many ppl saying the vernon dating scandal is svts first one, but didn’t dino have one like 6 years ago or did i like. just imagine that happening

#it’s been bugging me ALL day bc i clearly remember it being a thing but maybe im wrong?? but like. im pretty sure I’m not #i think it was around Valentine’s Day 2017 which i only remember bc it was RIGHT after i started listening to them and like. did this not #happen?? am i just an idiot.....bc like i swear there was a video of him in a hotel like...shirtless?? or he’s just woken up or something #and he said like ‘I love you to someone’ like...he was recording it to send to someone. this happened right . that wasn’t some weird thing #i just imagined is it....idk. im going to bed tho. gn!#🎆.txt

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bellflower-goat · 2 years

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>:l

#I wanted to see some stuff bout the book n just looked for the name in tags #There is so much fuckin x reader stuff <:]#I think I am not really ready for that shit h.c has made too comfy w how stuff is done there #why would ya put that in the main tagssss <:]#I wanna keep looking but ik I'll end up pissed cause I haven't seen the mi.#the movie n. Like I wanna see if there is a fa.ndom n if there's like drawi.ngs of the kids #But I remembered that 1.- mi.ss p looks different in the movie. So so damn different #And that 2.im pretty sure all of the kids have different designs n just. <:]#welp wish me luck I gotta check but before that im blocking like 10 variations of the x rder shit #And I might be wrong abt how the movie is! I just don't really have the time or energy to see how it's made #maybe when i see it I'll like it n say wow it really is good! But since they even changed the damn #lo.ve inte.rest I'm just :l abt it. Cause why that girl??? She's a dam kid in the book!! She has fun n has #her little tiara n all! What says 'roma.ntic i.nterest abt that??#idk I'm salty abt that #That's like. All ik abt the movie n that left a bit of a sour taste in my mouth #Edit ohohohooooooo there slore of em??? O thought there were only like 3! Hm this might have been worth it.#n just for the record I don't got anything against those x rder stuff it's just a tad bit annoying having to scroll tru all that when #It don't even have a readmore or something like that #This is all just me sayin my thoughts n I don't mean I'll by any of it

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birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo · 2 years

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still watching under the queen's umbrella

things are getting out of hand

i would die for the queen, she's amazing

BUT THEY'RE GOING TO HURT MY FAV. THEY ATTACKED MY ANGEL. SO WHAT IF HE LIKES WEARING A DRESS AND MAKEUP SOMETIMES. SCREW U LOT, HE LOOKS BEAEUTIFUL AND UR UST MAD THAT HES PRETTIER THAN U.

NNOOOOOO ARE THEY KILLING HIM??!?!?!?! NOOOO MY BABY, MY ANGEL, MY FAV, U LEAVE HWAN-AH ALONE!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

someone pls save my fav ;A; IS SOMEONE GONNA SAVE MY FAV??? ALLOW ME SOME HOPE PLS???

#under the queen's umbrella #k drama #spoilers i gues???#maybe hwan-ah is trans actually??#idk any of these characters names #i cant for the life of me get a grasp on korean #but im pretty sure his mum called him hwan-ah #or hwan-a???#idk im sorry ;A;#should i say 'she' instead??#it's a bit hard to know when u dont speak the language ;A;#if i have wronged this character then i am sorry ;A;#pls forgib the dumb foreigner ;A;

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spacedykez · 2 years

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#the otter ventposts #tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia #i don't know the difference and can't be bothered to google it #vent in readmore #seriously do not feel obligated to read i just need to get it out #i wanna cry im going to cry i hate my chest so much i hate that i have to deal with my body despite the fact i'll never use it i dont want-#-this consant assumption that i'll have kids one day anyways but i just hate my chest its so fucking big and uncomfortable and bras never-#-fucking make it GO AWAY they dont hold it in place and then i get fucking reminded of it every time i take a STEP and i can't ignore it-#-because it just gets worse and worse and weighs in the back of my mind and now i can't do Anything because i'm just fucking THINKING-#-about it and ive never felt more sure im not faking something in my Life because it's a physical feeling of Dread and Hate and FUCK i-#-hate them so much. i dont want to see them i dont want to deal with them i dont want the weight on my chest i dont want the fucking-#-FEELINGS and theres no way to solve it why cant i just have a small chest at least why do i have to have these stupid fucking things-#-and i'm pretty sure it's just body dysmorphia but i don't have it for any other part of my body Ever and definitely never in this amount-#-i don't know maybe im demigender or something i dont fucking know i cant figure it out its fucking exhausting nothing feels right and-#-i know she/her doesn't Feel fully right but then i keep thinking no im just trying to be like everyone else and i dont think i am because-#-i dont fucking Want this confusion and hate and everything but i dont know. feminine doesn't feel wrong but Female and Woman and Girl-#-don't feel right either. and she/her doesn't feel Wrong like i'm not upset by it irl at all so. fuck. sorry. i just wish i could figure-#-it out. and i wish i didnt have this stupid chest. yeag.

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waloeders · 1 month

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wiggles. moderately good day. its really nice weather too eeee

#jupiter.speaks #> i am on a diet of spaghetti hoops bc solid food is. too much. but otherwise. things are good!#> i even got to sort out my pre assess appt for top surgery weuegehgh. well i think thats what it is. pretty sure #> it is surgery related but they didnt put a ton of details in the letter. hopefully they will in the confirmed date one #> anywag i think im done with work today so. i wanna continue workin on my neocities ive changed a bunch lately #> either that or maybe fix up that guardian drawing bc theres quite a few details i looked at n went. hold on. thats wrong! ahbdjdnd

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