#and also simultaneously won the FUCKING OBSESSED WITH HOW I LOOK AND AM PERCEIVED trait in the great lottery of Things Wrong With You
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#me: i wear makeup for fun teehee#also me when i go out in public without makeup: everyone hates me and i should kms#anyway. yeah. funny. i just feel like i dont deserve to live and take up public space if i dont make an effort to conform even a little#but then again its not like i actually do my make up to be 'pretty'. i just like to make sure that there's enough#colourful glittery bullshit on my face to distract everyone who looks at me from the fact that im fucking ugly as shit lol#but i also genuinely do have fun doing it and i like looking Extra#idk maybe i wouldnt be having these issues if i had a more conventionally attractive face. but i fucking hate everything about it#and wish i could just claw it all off and start anew. and get a new skull too. one that doesnt have the bone structure of a fucking ball#idk i just feel like it's so fucking unfair that i look like THIS#and also simultaneously won the FUCKING OBSESSED WITH HOW I LOOK AND AM PERCEIVED trait in the great lottery of Things Wrong With You#i wish i could just not care.#but then again idk maybe it makes sense. maybe id be a much worse person if i were pretty since i wouldn't feel like i need to be#on my best behaviour 24/7 and must constantly Make Up For It to others so that i am Allowed to idk have basic human rights ig#anyway. bitches be like 'i hate plastic surgeries'. 10 minutes later 'i must get a nose job or ill kms'
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