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yhsujin · 4 years

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first of all i haven’t been in a group for some time so excuse me if i’m fuckin’ slow but omg im!!!! so excited to be here!!! i’m lea ( 22, she/her, gmt+8 ) and this is my baby nam sujin, who is the leader & lead vocalist of june. tbh i’m still in the middle of figuring her out so pls bear with me. here are her stats / profile / biography if you wanna read, but i’d also talk about her more under the cut!!! no plot page bc we don’t do that here aka im actually lazy rip please give this a heart if you would like to plot and i shall slide in your ims soon <33 if you’d rather plot on discord, feel free to ask for my username or give yours so we can talk there!!!

tldr bio:

nam sujin, 23, idol, leader & lead vocalist of june

she came from a middle class family, is the second & youngest child, has been living in her older sister’s shadow since she was born bc her mother thinks her sister is better than her :’)

she grew up trying to impress her mother but nothing she did was ever good enough, so by the time she turned 14 she’s like im over it and started to do things just to piss her mother off

literally just a nice kid turned bad bc Life Made Me Do It

music has always been a huge part of her life and she genuinely enjoys singing - another thing that pissed her mother off bc she thinks singing and listening to music are a waste of a time, but that’s the only thing that makes sujin happy so she’s like sorry mom can’t hear u im busy listening to music

never thought of becoming an idol bc she didn’t think she’s good enough for it but she accompanied a friend to bde audition one day and was encouraged by the company to give it a try, so she sang for them and surprise. she passed the audition!!!!

her mother wasn’t too happy about her decision to become an idol, thinking it wasn’t even a real profession to begin with, so she left home and never looked back bc she’s determined to make her dream come true (and also bc she just hated being home)

one of the ace trainees in the company, but it took her multiple delays of debut and two survival shows for her to finally become an idol - she had almost wanted to quit when she failed the second survival show but she ended up staying when bde announced they would be debuting the first girl group!!! and she’s in!!!

kinda upset that she’s not the main vocalist and hated the idea of being a leader at first. she thinks it’s Too Much work, but somehow managed to suck it up and did her best anyways

still hates her role in the group, but girl is Trying Her Best. keyword: try

wants to produce her own songs one day

etcetera:

sujin was bright as a child, but eventually she grew bitter and jealous of her sister (mostly bc she always gets everything and is absolutely better than her, but she’d never admit it out loud)

actually a smart kid. she’s not that far behind her sister, but her mother always makes it seems like sujin is 1000x worse than she is, so bc of that she becomes really insecure and thinks she’s never good enough for anything but also at the same time she’s like i’m better than u

which means she fakes self-confidence bc she has none and to quote marina and the diamonds: 'cause i feel like i'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best

due to her upbringing and the constant failure she went through during training, she’s gotten a little cutthroat in her ways of doing things, so if she’s set her mind on something, she’s gonna get it no matter what it takes

although she seems calm and relaxed on the outside, she can get hella competitive when she needs to be bc she hates losing

often misunderstood as cold and unapproachable bc she’s usually quiet and distant, especially with strangers, but she just needs the right people to bring out the goofy side of hers sometimes

on-stage persona: playful, flirtatious, sometimes sensual, girl crush

off-stage persona: quiet, distant, could be chaotic when she wants to, savage

has definitely twerk on tv several times before bc she can

loves her june girls to death, and it shows from the way she takes good care of them, but won’t deadass admit she cares for them

about her rumor that she hates her members: sujin just naturally has bitchy expressions on her and some netizen has called her out for being unprofessional or whatsoever bc she definitely has been giving looks or stares at her members and staffs on camera before, and sometimes her actions or words get mistaken for her hating her members (she used to be on bad terms w some of the members and was the Biggest Bitch to them but nope you didn’t hear that from me)

also the type to rarely express her affection in words bc 1) she doesn’t know how to do that shit and 2) she’s a huge tsundere so all she’s got is tough love to offer

will definitely 10/10 judge you bc girl can have opinions, she said

she’s quite blunt when it comes to her opinions, doesn’t really like to sugar coat things

skill-wise she’s a great vocalist, is also quite decent in dancing but again it’s a Lot of Work, she would rather just sit down and sing her heart out instead

would deadass self-sabotage when things get a little too happy and peaceful for her bc she thinks she deserves nothing good :(

which is why shes always caught up in toxic relationships but they usually start with her bc shes a Messy Bitch

instead of talking about her feelings she would just rather lash out at someone bc that’s easier and that’s how she copes with stress, except now she goes clubbing and gets her ass drunk when she needs to unwind

has a nasty temper especially when she’s super tired, but would totally try to keep it lowkey when she’s in public bc she has a Reputation to maintain but will likely go off if it’s in private

really likes to go out and spend time w her friends whenever she has off days

looks like a bad bitch but she’s actually rly sensitive and just wants to be loved

i repeat she’s a messy bitch so if our plot suddenly goes from soft and wholesome to angsty out of nowhere it’s her, it’s ALWAYS her

with that being said pls gimme angst plots bc i live for them <3333

#yhintro #does anyone take hours to do intros too or is that just me.

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gubloid13 · 6 years

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On KPOP

Okay. It's no secret that I like K-pop. My first ever experience was when I stumbled across Girls Generation's "Gee" video late one night whilst prowling the internet like the no-life nerd that I was in middle school. I watched it, was blown away, and moved on. At that time I had no idea that I had come across one of the most iconic K-pop videos of all time. I didn't even know what K-pop was. I didn’t really think about the video again until I was in my sophomore year of high school. That's when I met her.

Now, I wont get into much detail about her. She was, for the most part, a good friend. Granted, I don’t really remember much about our friendship, but I do remember that for that year at least we spent a lot of time together.

Anyway, back to K-pop. She was absolutely obsessed with K-pop. She would always show me videos and I would watch with feigned interest as she babbled about how thin an beautiful each of the members was. I, at the time anyway, was preoccupied with my own thoughts of how cute this one boy from JROTC was (spoiler: he's a dick), so I didn't really pay attention to anything that she was saying. So I was so close at this point to getting hooked, but I wasn't quite there.

No, the hook came when I gave her my little iPod shuffle to download her library onto it. You see, I often get bored of the music I listen to on a daily basis so I need to get new stuff to listen to. So she downloaded her playlist and I gave it a listen. She introduced me to Marina and the Diamonds, Lana Del Rey, and, most importantly, f(X). When I saw the artist name f(x), I thought it was gonna be some math nerd bullshit. I was so, so wrong.

Electric Shock by f(x) was the very first K-pop song I listened to and remembered. I remember it very vividly, I was on the bus going home from school and I was browsing the artist names when I decided "fuck it" and tapped on the math nerd bullshit name. The song started and I was left in awe. My mouth hung open in amazement. My first thought was "this isn't English". My second thought was "this is goddamned amazing". And for the rest of the bus ride home (and the rest of that week) I listened to that song on repeat. At that point, there still might've been a chance for me.

Now, it took me a few days before I finally caved and looked up the music video on YouTube. That's when it was all over. The music video had amazing visuals. Bright colors, awesome choreography, and bad ass outfits. I became obsessed. I watched all of their music videos, I learned all of the members names, and I learned more about them. And so began my spiral into the depths of the K-Pop fandom.

Unless you've been living under a rock for the past ten years, you'll know about YouTube and it's "recommended" sidebar on videos. You can literally just sit there and click away until you die. Anyway, YouTube recommended that I watch videos from other groups. I was a little hesitant, but you know I clicked that shit. That's how I got introduced to SHINee, Girls Generation, Super Junior, BIG BANG, and so on and so forth. (that's not all the groups, just the first ones)

These days it's so much more than just watching M/V's and interviews on YouTube. My entire life has been consumed. I follow every social media platform the group is on be it Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, YouTube, Vlive, Weibo, Snapchat, Kakao, EVERYTHING. Every goddamned tweet gets liked and rt, every Instagram post gets liked and commented on, EVERY VLIVE GETS THE AUTO CLICKER GOING ON TWO DIFFERENT PHONES WHILE I'M COMMENTING FROM MY LAPTOP. I order all of the albums that I don't have in sets if there's more than one version, buying official merchandise, and honestly I'm thinking about buying lightsticks even though I probably wont go to a concert anytime soon (because im poor and its hard to leave Alaska).

DO NOT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON COMEBACKS. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THE COMEBACKS. UGH.

Pre-ordering each version, constantly posting, constantly checking SNS for updates, CRYING ACTUAL TEARS, counting down the days, waiting for concept photos and teasers, AND WHEN THE NEW MV DROPS AT 1 IN THE GODDAMNED MORNING WATCHING IT ON THE SIX DEVICES THAT I HAVE UNTIL THE WHOLE ALBUM IS RELEASED ON ITUNES AT 3AM, LISTENING TO THE WHOLE THING, CRYING AGAIN, AND THEN WATCHING THE COMEBACK VLIVE AND GIVING THEM ALL I HAVE TO GIVE.

And why? Why do I put in this much effort to support these people who will never know that I exist?

There was a time where I kind of fell off the fandom wagon because I didn’t know why I was doing any of this (I was also SUPER depressed but whatever). I've given it some thought and I think I can explain.

I put in the effort that I do because I am lonely. And these idols, these artists, make the effort to connect with us, their fans. Watching their videos, seeing their posts, and hanging out during their live videos feels almost like spending time with an old friend. And spending time with them like this makes me feel less alone I guess. They become a familiar face to us, and they just bring a smile to my face. They work so unbelievably hard for us, to make their music, to spend time with us, to put on concerts all around the world, to perfect their choreography, while also following the rules that come with being an idol. And if they're going to put in that much work for us, we have to match them in their effort. Because they really deserve the world.

And beyond just the idols, there is also a deep connection between fans as well. We are a family. I know that there is often times a lot of drama in the K-Pop fandom, and that comes from the passion that is in each and every fan, no matter who their favorite group is. K-pop fans are some of the most passionate and fiercely loyal people you will ever meet. And we all think that our group is the best group (I'll cover that in another post).

Being in this fandom you will meet people from all around the world, from all walks of life, and you will have something in common: your love for your group. There is the common goal to support this group, to make sure that they know how much we love them in the only way we can; through the numbers. The more views, likes, and votes we can give them the more they'll know we love them. We're all in this together.

(HOLY SHIT THAT'S LONG I'M SORRY IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THAT ILY)

in the tags are all the groups i follow/support/love/listen to/cry over. (IM SURE I MISSED SOMEONE BUT I CANT TELL WHO DAMMIT IM SORRY)

if your group isnt there, feel free to message me and tell me about them! i love learning about new groups!

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polskiebagno · 7 years

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Mango, pomegranate, papaya 💕

i didnt get any notification and so i just saw this, im sorry bbymango: what is your trademark? big ass (for a white girl) and a nose ring pomegranate: when do you feel the most confident? when i know i look good, which is mostly in summer when i get to wear crop tops and killer makeup and dye my hair and just walk down the street feeling like i own this town. if guys want to check me out but are afraid to do it openly bc i intimidate them then i feel like im doing it rightpapaya: what song describes your aesthetic? e.v.o.l by marina and the diamonds. "pink lipstick stains cigarette buts, i lie in bed i hate my guts" is such a line. in general marina's songs are my aesthetic

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fine-feathered-fiend · 7 years

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Shameless 4x01 Live-Blogging

Okay so I had three drinks and I am READY

@sassybellamyblake @drelllassassinn Tagging you guys because I love you

I’m considering adding those time stamp things but idk if I wanna pause and do that (I decided to do it)

Alright, spoilers are under the cut (obviously), let’s freakin do this!

HERE WE GO

1:00- This flashback is fucking killing me

3:10- Debbie’s wearing makeup omggg

3:30- Just realized the title is called “Simple Pleasures” (or some shit)

4:10- LIAM IS SO BIG OMG

5:00- Okay but I’d pee off a balcony if I could

5:20- LIP IS AT COLLEGE OMFG YESSS

6:00- FUCK YESS SHEILAS HERE I LOVE SHEILA

6:50- Damn Debbie chill tf out

8:00- As always, i fucking love Kevin and V

9:10- Awww I miss Jimmy :(

10:00- Aaaaaand there’s Frank

11:00- AHHHHH MICKEY

12:00- AHHHHH LIP

12:30- Is he fucking playing Minecraft??

13:40- Fucking Carl man

14:30- Fiona mouthing “I’m not kidding” lmfaooo

15:30- DEBBIE IS SO GROWN UP OMFGGG

**currently halfway through drink #4**

18:10- Ahhhh I do love Mike although I totally miss Jimmysteve

18:40- As always, i fucking love Sheila

19:15- Is Frank dying? I think he’s dying

19:40- Theyre just dumping him in the bathroom lmfaooo

20:00- Is Debbie’s friend pregnant?? Jesus arent they like 12??

20:35- Omfg I used to play that dance game ALLLL the time. And I can promise that it got me exactly zero boys

21:20- I too like seducing boys with my hot dance moves

22:10- LIP IS MY SON

22:30- I gotta get me a school job

23:10- Did Lip learn Spanish?? Of fucking course he did

24:30- I actually feel kinda bad for Frank

**I am so trashed I stg**

25:15- NO DEBBIE HES WAY TOO OLD FOR YOU DONT DO IT

25:30- Lip: “GOD FOR CHRISTSAKE JUST FUCK HER” I fucking lov Lip

26:30- FUCK YES MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS HELL YEAH DEBBIE YOU KNOW WHATS UP

27:00- Loving the Debbie and Fiona parallels

27:50- CARL IS TWELVE?????? WHAT THE FUCK OKAY SO DEBBIE IS GOTTA BE 13 OR 14

28:50- Frank no why you gotta be a piece of shit alcoholic

29:40- OH SHIT IS V PREGNANT???????

30:15- Kevin’s hair is glorious

**Fourth drink down**

**Im not gonna puke what are you talking about**

**Im totally fine**

30:40- OH SHIT SHES PREGNANT YESSSS

31:00- School lunch lol welcome to my world

31:45- I FUCKING LOVE SHEILA

32:20- OH MY GOD MICKEY IS AT THE ALIBI I LOVE HIM

32:50- THEY NEED A UNION OH MY GOD

33:10- AHHHHHHH MICKEY ASKING ABOUT IAN WRECK ME IM WRECKED

33:50- Kevin is such a sweetheart I love him

34:40- VERONICA IS DEFINITELY PREGNANT OML YESSSS

36:00- Fiona: “What’s a 401-K” Same Fiona, same

**Walking is EXTREMELY hard**

**I can’t believe people drive like this???**

**For the record, I’m totally blaming Prozac for my lack of tolerance here**

**I mean it’s super great at making me not wanna die but otherwise my alcohol tolerance is G O N E which is annoying**

**That meme of "you don't know how drunk you are until you're sitting on the toilet" is SUPER true omfg**

**I just choked on my own spit omfg help**

37:00- This TA is a dick omg

38:05- Ohhhh shittt Lip's not used to college and not being the best. I feel my guy. I feel

38:10- DONT DROP THE CLASS LIP YOU CAN DO IT

38:49- Omfg is Stan dead????

40:20- I wonder if my dad would die if he stopped drinking? I feel like he might

**That was personal sorry guys**

**I mean I don't give a shit but if you guys do I'm sorry**

41:45- DEBBIE WHY WOULD YOU WEAR HEELS THEY HURT

43:10- Is Sheila cleaning on her own volition??

43:15- OMFG SHE IS

43:20- I LOVE SHEILA

43:50- IS FRANK SHOVING WINE UP HIS ASS???

43:55- OF COURSE HE IS

44:40- These frozen people are actually kinda cool

45:20- Awwwwwww Mandy poor Mandy

45:25- Mandy is still a good egg

46:00- NOOOOOOO POOR MICKEY NOOOOOOO

46:30- HES JERKING TO HIS PICTURE LMFAO BUT ALSO IM SAD

46:50- NOOOOOO HE PUNCHED THE MIRROR NOOOOOOO NO NO NO NOOOOO

48:30- Mike: *right after having sex* "That was great, thank you:" I mean I know you're being polite but could you BE more awkward??

49:00- Awww Mike offering to finish the job thats nice

49:30- Fiona has amazing tits

49:35- I'm definitely bi

50:10- Debbie: "I love Panda Express" Same Debbie, same

51:25- Kev and V are legit OTP goals relationship goals all that shit

51:50- Awwww Debbie looks so grown up in heels

52:25- OH MY GOD SHE DROPPED THE NEWS YESSSSSS

52:50- I LOVE KEV AND V SO MUCH

53:25- Frank: "If you don't use lubrication you get blisters. Believe me, I know." Oh Christ Frank

54:25- Aww poor baby Liam

54:40- Oh fuck Frank is coughing up blood?!?!?!

//EPISODE IS CONCLUDED//

Thoughts: In all a pretty good episode! I mean I love pretty much all episodes of Shameless, but I feel like this one did a pretty good job of summarizing everything and catching us all up. I’m still sooooo happy that Lip is in college and I’m really hoping that this works out for him. I’m torn between feeling bad for Frank and feeling like he's getting what he deserves (I really do love to hate and hate to love Frank.) Things seem to be going well for Fiona, which makes me nervous since it feels like they might be setting us up to be sad. Debbie’s new storyline is worrying me, but I’ll just have to wait and see how that one turns out. It was really weird not seeing Ian at all, and even weirder that Fiona doesn’t seem all that worried?? Idk, I miss Ian and want him back.

Rating: 8/10, good but not amazing from what I can remember

Thanks for checking this out! :)

#this was super fun!!#for the record: i wrote the thoughts and edited this whole thing while sober #and i'm a little embarrassed that four drinks was enough to get me pretty fucked up #(i mean i drank them in under 2 hours i was trying okay)#but i've heard that your tolerance goes WAAAYYYY down if you're taking prozac and holy shit that was super true #also sorry about all the side notes- drunk me had a lot to say #lauren attempts drinking and shameless #shameless #shameless 4x01 #is there an abbreviation for that??#idfk man idfk

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