how to function

So yesterday a coworker who ive been befriending who knows I'm gay openly talks about how girls who kiss other girls is disgusting and went on about it and that if a girl ever kissed her she would beat the fuck out of them. She knows I will never ever like her that way but thought it would be cool to say in a car full of my friends. That conversation went on for 15 minutes.

That was yesterday night

I woke up and it's bothering me to think about it. I feel just gross with myself and I usually feel right at home in my own body but now I just feel wrong. Am I disgusting? Just utterly unappealing? Is it wrong for me to feel the desires that I do towards what I'm attracted to? You know I fight myself on these negative thoughts but ouch you know?

vent in tagssssss

i wonder if i'll ever be good enough for you.

some fanart of me and my friends terraria calamity OCs from our first playthrough :)

& screenshot of the in-game characters cus it's cute!!!

I'm taking a classpect quiz for an OC it feels just like 2012 again

Vent (silly, I promise)

Why is writing dialogue in character so HARD!?!?!?!?

Like I keep writing the same scene....over and over and over and it'll still doesn't sound right!!

HOW!?

HOW TO PEOPLE DO IT!!!

WHY IS IT SO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY IS A BRITISH SUPE HUNTER SO HARD TO WRITE!?!?!?

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!?????

Little vent doodle of tiny picori Vaati

It's 4 am something and I can't sleep

Had a healer mock me for popping Lucid Dreaming at 50% MP

Darling. Dearest. I would rather use it WHILE I STILL HAVE MP TO USE.

“You’re not the same person you were a year ago” has never hit me as hard as when I go looking through my discord chat history. Who was that

You know I see all these posts about butch positivity but I just never see it out in the real world. I feel like I'm just never anyone's first or even second choice. I'm not a tall handsome butch and I'm just a short... something. I'm 5'2 and all I can offer is positivity, a mountain worth of strange facts and anecdotes, or whatever NOT on the top shelf. I just feel that no one looks off that and if they don't that's ok, I'll just try to continue living life doing what I do best. God if there is a source of divinity out there, I could use a hug right now. I also really miss my cats.

that moment when you read a post you wish you had never seen

I Think O’saa Would Give Good Hugs.

hello supermega tumblr i dont even go here but due to miraculous circumstances (being an item proxy for a friend who no longer wants it) i have obtained a mint edition signed copy of their first book and i would like to GIVE IT TO YOU, AMERICA!!!! or international

$80 USD + shipping! i can send it anywhere in the world :p

ships from NYC (...ish. you can get my doxx if you buy my book)

DM me if interested! thank you!

every time I try to find nice light armor and robe mods and make the mistake of forgetting to filter out nsfw mods

Would anyone be interested in hearing about the Hellverse Aus I've made for all of my muses?

Would anyone?

Also, I wanna write them down so badly, but I dunno where to put them. I might be overthinking things...again.