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mollymarymarie · 1 year

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My darling Molly!!

I'm so sorry that you are having these people come into your askbox! They clearly know nothing about you, your values or your fics.

Anyone who has ever talked to you knows how much you champion the right to write what you like; and anyone who has ever read your fics can see how much your versions of Sirius and Remus change from story to story. I've never known a fic writer to represent diversities in so many ways as you.

Fuck these haters. Those of us who know and love you, know that you aren't like this.

(and for the anons who are still unclear: wanting to read a certain type of portrayal of a character does not automatically mean someone hates other versions of them too. And ALSO... People are allowed to just... not like something!! You don't have to police it for them!)

I love you, my darling

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My heart, my darling, beta/bestie/love of my life ❤️❤️

Thank you so much. I think I got too defensive at the start of this whole thing and just made a bunch of people mad for no reason. I really do try to make this fandom a space of love and kindness, but I am also human, and sometimes things said about me, my friends, or my fics can hurt my feelings. If I upset anyone, I apologize.

The intention of answering those asks was only to make it known that I don't align with any one way a character is written, that everyone has the right to make a character their own, that I will continue to do as I have always done, which is to write these characters the way that best fits the story and what I want to read in that story. I truly strive to write these characters as nuanced and as diverse as I can, with depth and life, to not read as a stereotype.

If anyone still has a problem with the way I write my fics or the way I answer anonymous and vaguely impolite asks about a particular topic, you are welcome to message me so that we can have an actual conversation instead of making assumptions about what kind of person I am.

#i got an ask!#Thanks love #I'm still sort of upset over this whole thing #I hope the people who follow me AND TRULY KNOW ME will see that I was not intending to be rude #Nor was I trying to start drama #I was answering an ask that came across as not very nice #Original anon #I'm sorry if I got defensive #My writing is like the one thing I think I'm sorta good at #And life is shit right now I've said this before #So it came across as a personal attack #Even though I don't think it was intended that way #Anyway I hope everybody is doing okay #Especially Sirius black #Lol

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eorzeashan · 1 year

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man I've been trying to latch onto the story beats for KOTET but mostly failing; and I think it's because Eight's whole deal with it only worked for KOTFE. would he beat Valkorion's ass for trying to hijack his and Jadus' bond? absolutely. would he be there for the Vaylin stuff? not... so much.

The way he sees it, he's repaying a life debt to Lana (since Koth pretty much opted out of it by taking the Gravestone as his reward) that is equal in worth to Arcann's death. Once that happens, he's out. And he hasn't enjoyed this whole stint one bit either; in fact, I can say he's even more miserable than he was under the Castellan Restraints. At least there he was thrilled by it and motivated by his own purposes. Here, he feels trapped. Alone.

You could say he has a choice to walk away, but at this point he's too mired in the war and it's...well, he takes burdens. He has that code to always repay what he owes even if he hates it. Lana doesn't realize it either-- or she only noticed one time via that letter, but didn't do much about it because what she asks him to do is so tied to what she doesn't give a second thought about: it's necessary. She thinks he has a personal stake in this and projects her own frustrations at the state of the world onto him because she doesn't know. And perhaps, that means.... she doesn't know him, either.

Their relationship was basically the same before too, only this time it's tipped drastically in her favor because he no longer has that choice to disobey. He could've had worse masters, but Lana's pragmatism and way of pointing him at what needs to be done (killed) has been horrible thus far. Even Jadus/Acina were both more receptive and open to him and while Lana does in essence, care, she does not hesitate and doesn't question her motives or the one she's shouldering these tasks to.

It's mostly the BuyowareTM effect of mission-ordained bestie and the plot railing, but it also does feel like... she doesn't realize how satisfied she is when he's finally following her orders after a long, long time of him openly resisting and making no effort to respect her chain of command, which was like a subconscious reaction on his part each time he sassed her because he didn't want to be under her thumb. Then when he agrees and does what she asks, she's more than pleased, happy even.

Yet from Eight's pov, it does something to him each time where he sinks even further into being that unfeeling weapon who no longer wants to think.

Would she be mortified if she knew how miserable he was having her as a taskmaster? Most likely. She's just doing what she thinks is best for the people she knows and her galaxy-- but it's her unawareness of this, her extreme pragmatism and eagerness to use him to the best of her ability that shifts their power dynamic to something less benevolent. Even under the kindest of Sith who treats him as a friend, he suffers because of his nature as a weapon to be used by her and her iron-clad ideals.

It's also a detriment on his part where Eight makes no effort to sway other people or change them because he believes in witnessing their true selves without his interference, and when Lana admitted she only saved him so he could save them, she sealed her fate and his. In that way, he tends to enable the worst in others around him because he lets them go unchecked, convinced it's who they are at their core. It's made worse by Eight honoring his debt to Lana, as he can only follow what she wishes and not completely override her decisions as he did before in SoR.

You could also say Theron helped to balance that out but as he's taken a backseat this time, it's also become damaging to him to watch Eight lopsidedly defer to a much colder side that clashes with Theron's way of doing things. So much so he's started "other"-ing him and blaming it on heartless Imps. That's another reason why every time Eight gets separated from them, he briefly considers using the opportunity to run away, but of course, he never does. Using Dromund Kaas' assassination attempt as a cover for his death was so tempting, and how bad does it have to be if you want to fake your death to your friends of all things?

I feel like this is all going to reach an untenable point somewhere as it has to, I'm just unsure as to what form it'll take given the unpredictable nature of the current story to either provide me with all the story revelations or nothing at all.

The current idea i'm entertaining is that Theron puts the pieces together of Eight's downturn into extreme coldness and avoidance of them, an overhead discussion involving Koth once again arguing with Lana over her treatment of him (i.e. that one letter), and then the final subplot where he is given the extra mission during the Traitor Arc to not only destroy the Gravestone but take away their other weapon, Eight himself, by convincing him to leave the Alliance-- only that isn't a ploy from Theron because he catches onto just how bad this is for his former friend and ends up helping Eight "get out".

That's probably too messy of a story to write, but we'll see-- but also because the Traitor Arc would hit much differently if Lana simply sic'ed Eight on Theron like she did on Arcann and Senya and Vaylin to some essence. For one, he might end up dead. And nobody likes a dead Theron. Two, Eight really is the Alliance's other weapon, and much less of a personality as the game makes out the Commander/Outlander to be. Vinn Atrius might have noticed by then who that white-haired attack dog is who keeps entering the battlefield and killing their top contenders: another one of the Alliance's trump cards. He and the Gravestone have been synonymous in their effectiveness and use from the beginning, so it's only natural they'd want to take him out of the picture.

Lastly, I just really want these two to reconcile. It kind of broke my heart that Theron used to find common ground with him and now doesn't see him at all, and I also thought the idea of a little bit of truth being behind him being a traitor was spicy if... the Outlander was one who was more burdened by the Alliance than protected or saved by it. The idea of taking down everything you've built thus far because it's hurting the person who made it all possible... it's sweet, isn't it? It's the kind of thing the last spy with a heart would do. Maybe that's ooc. But I do like the idea of exploring just how far all of them are willing to use weapons who may even be their own friends just to get ahead in this damn galaxy, and course-correcting from that when you realize you'll never stop having another Arcann or Vaylin, with too many Senyas and Master Surros in between.

This has to end somewhere, but mostly I just want the Rishi trio to come to terms with the way they are now :'I.

#swtor #oc: orradiz #kotfe/et au #accidental long winded ramble about eight's relationship with lana and theron in these times #but also. imagining theron going 'it's over. be free' and Eight silently staring at him in that unreadable way #then taking his smiling proffered hand #which theron thinks is going to be a handshake but instead he just holds his hand very delicately #and then kisses his knuckles.#he fucking explodes into confused bisexual panic ofc but eight just smiles genuinely at him and says thank you #eight follows up with ask me to fight for you any time and theron scoffs after what he just saw with lana #like 'im flattered but I won't. ever. you've done that enough.'#hueghh anyways this is just me wishing eight could be seenTM #esp since this side of him was the one his Nine self never wanted to show theron out of fear he wouldn't understand or accept him #so this is a bit cathartic LOL #anyways. this probs makes zero sense #and just so you know this isn't bashing lana she's not evil for doing this #she just has no idea what it meant to choose Eight of all people to be her champion #I think it would be a good wakeup call for her though #to go 'I never realized...I didn't mean to-' ' he says it wasn't your fault.' ' but it was Theron! all of it!'#I think it might help finally rectify the same reasons she used theron as bait albeit more drastically #10 years to crack that one though...wow #i also want them to make up. but it won't be done if neither of them do anything about it :'o #also also also this is the negative consequence of the concern lana might use an imp underling but NORMALLY most would have told her #since she wasn't informed here the worst played out

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vampyrizm · 2 years

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well i’m alive-ish. 😩

#kind of went through hell but! tis life.#idek what to say.#i’m surprised i have followers left + new ones (though most ppl have deactivated 😓)#anyway. er. despite being a ‘i will never rp on d!scord’ truther for idk how long i’ve warmed up to it and #i guess if anyone ever sees this and would like to start/continue something over there #that would probably get the most consistency/attention from me moving forward #but if there’s any strays that want to do stuff here/continue whatever i’m also open for that. i did enjoy the stuff i had going on just...#life intervened.#this is mostly just me talking to myself to say ‘i’m not dead/kind of available’ if anyone stumbles onto it.#but otherwise i think going forward i might just make a multimuse and get a fresh start.#my pinterest is riddled with various ocs i should probably dabble with more lol.#so... yeah. 🙈

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flecks-of-stardust · 2 years

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apologies(?) in advance for what will likely be an influx of dramatically poetic posts about my life for the next while. i am having Thoughts ™️

#look idk sometimes it’s easier to get my feelings out in prose #i hope it’s not annoying lol #even if it is. it’s my blog. you followed me. deal with it <3 #… though seriously i hope it’s pretty to read #i don’t know. something something joy of creation #i feel like i’m at the nexus of a weird blend of things right now #am i even using that word correctly #also i just finished my one written exam so i’m currently lying down #tumblr crashed on me <3 why #it only autosaves if it keels over on you #my fucking 2 hour post tumblr. where is it.

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sysig · 2 months

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Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Handplates/The Sims 2

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Handplates

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: Dream doodles

Thursday:

2:30 PM: The Mouse and the Mermaid

Friday:

2:30 PM: The Sims 2

Saturday:

2:30 PM: The Mouse and the Mermaid/Just Desserts

Sunday:

2:30 PM: Bunnies and piggies

Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)

#Weekly TV Guide #The beginning of the Sims 2 sets >:3c #The one from this week broke actually lol hopefully it posts correctly #I also happened across a new tumblr glitch while trying to put it together! How not fun! :D #For some reason body texts have been deleting <3s - I assume because of the < - as well as anything after the <3 #Which is very difficult for someone like me who deeply enjoys <3 <3 <3 <3-ing lol #I can <3 all I want here in the tags tho! So I will!#I do have other emojis and alt-codes but it's not the same #Hopefully it'll be fixed soon #Anyway #More original stuff this week as well :D I have some new faces to follow up the old faces!#Oh yeah and I managed to pick up AnOthEr background project which was not the first one!! What the heck me!#I'm thinking I'm gonna have to put that one fully on the backburner if I keep passing over it :/#Hopefully it'll come back around at some point but hey - if the system in place lets me work on other stuff too that works :)#Though maybe it's avoiding this one that makes me inclined to work on other stuff lol #Anyhow ♪ Continuing on ♫

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patssecretblog · 4 months

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i fucked my knee up while sleeping lol. this does happen sometimes. i dislocated my knee in high school and it's kind of fucked me up ever since, it's thrown my back out too i get sciatica shit with it. sometimes i can feel the tendon/ligaments move and it's painful, and sometimes my whole knee joint just hurts, sometimes it's both.

i've dislocated my knee, my pinky finger, and my thumb, which i think is statistically higher than the average person to experience a dislocation of a joint. i nearly got my shoulder once too loool it was so close. i've always kind of felt like my joints were a little loose, but being on hrt i feel like they're just ever so slightly looser. i've done hypermobile tests on myself and i don't meet the threshold to be hypermobile, though about a decade ago a personal trainer friend of mine did say he thought i had EDS or was hypermobile or something because i was way more flexible than the average person.

besties it's fucking wild going from the perception of healthy young strong 6'1 fucking white man to a potentially disabled trans woman. my body is physically less abled than others it's wild. i can't stand for more than an hour without having to stretch because of pain.

#plus i think i'm audhd #not in the quirky oh i'm kinda like that way #but in the i'm fundamentally incompatible with how society is structured and have been unemployed for nearly the entire past decade way #4 time university drop out checking in. i've been in 5 different uni courses with 4 different majors in one of them 👍fml lol #i've tried so hard with so many things #oh my bad besties i forgot i'm not followed by someone with a psychology degree telling my not to self diagnose #as though i'm not trying to figure out what's wrong myself because my problems are so overt and medical professionals are just so astute #i'm reading my old report cards from school i only have a few years of them i wish i had more #'quiet and well mannered' 'quiet and cooperative' are repeating phrases over the years #'needs support and encouragement to participate in classroom situations'#'can maintain attention for short periods and follows specific instructions with support'#my grades were average throughout school so i took a special tertiary admission test (basically IQ test) for uni and scored in top 14%#not sure how that compares to the general population but it should be close #so... i'm not an idiot i just don't really fit in well with shit. my grades don't match my brain.#i think i was 94th percentile for linguistics on that test #a repeating phrase on report cards was could achieve better if i applied myself etc #i was the last the learn the alphabet in year 1 lol #pat tends to 'fly under the radar'. he likes to not be noticed which is affecting his school work #pat does only what is needed. he has great potential and needs to put in more enthusiasm into his work #i think my childhood was me desperately shy and scared and doing as i was told trying to figure people out #it's wild reading this shit as an adult #me @my parents - I THINK YOUR KID NEEDS HELP WITH SHIT #i really wish i had all my report cards from every semester #sorry lol this got de-railed it's meant to be a knee/disability/losing privilege post

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transkojiro · 8 months

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[hacker voice] im in

#jesstxt #if anyone else is in the blue skies and wants to follow me over there too fdjgkhgdf #i gotta say. its rough over there. understandable invitation system lol #a whole moderation tab in the sidebar but no ability to mute or filter words right now? fuck me #muted lists that are public (unsure if this means u can just share them or if theres a directory somewhere) which means #u perhaps cannot use them for organising your petty mutes into reasons for future you's reference #but also muted lists that u cannot access easily from searches/timelines??#having to go TO the profile to mute (in a list or regularly) or block soeone is absurd #no post scheduling yet either and no gif support so presumably no vid support either. which. fair #those are heavy #the cover photo NEEDING to be copped but the crop options not. including one that fits the aspect ratio. bro.#the search function is currently dogshit also lmfao.#i do like the custom feeds and that you can use feeds other ppl have configured though #but i am very much yearningly gazing at mastodon's filters in particular

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yuujispinkhair · 2 months

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Boxer!Sukuna headcanons

Inspired by this lovely ask. Thank you so much for sending me that and making me lose my mind over Boxer!Sukuna.

Pairing: Boxer!Sukuna x Reader (female) Genre: fluff + smut Word Count: 1.5k Warnings: 18+, modern AU, smut, squirting. Mentions of boxing injuries, biting, blood. I know that boxers usually wear a groin protector, but I chose to ignore this for this AU because I wanted to write a sexy detail lol. Sukuna + Reader are in a relationship. Minors don't interact. Divider @/benkeibear

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who always wants you by his side backstage until it's time for him to enter the arena. You are his good luck charm and the only one who is allowed to wrap the bandages around his hands before he slips into his gloves. Not that he needs any luck with the skills he has, but he loves seeing you press your sweet kisses on his boxing gloves and smile at him before you hug him tightly and tell him to please be careful.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who gets a warm feeling in his heart when he sees how worried you always are. Much more nervous before his fights than he is. But he always reassures you, wrapping his muscular tattooed arms tightly around you and hugging you to his firm body while he tells you, "Don't worry, princess. You know I never lose."

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who smiles while you help him get dressed before a fight, helping him slip into the white silk kimono he wears for his ring entrance show. He can clear his mind the best when he feels your gentle hands caressing over his broad back.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who gives you his most charming smile before he grabs your chin and asks you for a good luck kiss, not just on his boxing gloves but also on his lips.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who always tells you he loves you before he leaves the backstage area. And hearing your "I love you, too" in return gives him another surge of motivation.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, whose ring-entrance show always makes the crowd go wild. The whole arena is bathed in blood-red light. A picture of an ancient shrine in a sea of blood gets projected onto the large screens. Dramatic classical music starts playing as a huge throne of skulls emerges from the fog, with Sukuna lounging casually on it, his head resting on the back of his hand. He's wearing the snow-white kimono and a crown on his pink hair, presenting himself as The King of Curses, which is his stage name.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, whose stage name fits him perfectly. One look at him and his powerful body and that dangerous and ambitious glint in his eyes, and everyone knows this guy is truly a King in the boxing ring.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who gracefully walks towards the ring with an arrogant look on his tattooed face, only accompanied by his assistant Uraume, who walks a few steps behind him as if they are a loyal shrine servant who follows their master obediently. They take off Sukuna's kimono for him and bow respectfully while the crowd cheers loudly.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who looks intimidating but beautiful as he stands there with a posture like a God while the white silk slips off his broad shoulders and reveals all the firm muscles and the sexy tattoos on his tall, athletic body.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who drops his serious act the moment he climbs into the ring and instead smirks his most charming smirk and lifts a hand to casually wave at his fans, letting them celebrate him as if he already won.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, whose last glance before every match belongs to you, though. As much as he enjoys the attention and worship from his fans, he always loves your gaze on him the most. You are the one who grounds him before a fight, the one who gives him the strength and the right mindset to lead him to victory.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, whose maroon eyes look directly into yours while he kisses his boxing gloves, at the same spot where your lips left their kisses a few minutes ago backstage. And right before he turns around to face the referee and his opponent, he winks at you and mouths, "I'll win this fight for you, baby".

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who already mocks his opponent before the fight even starts. Smiling tauntingly at him and asking him if he is scared. "You know, you can still run, little boy."

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who looks so sexy during his fights. All of his attacks are powerful and well-planned. He moves gracefully through the ring, like a big cat on the prowl, beautiful and deadly. Everyone can see that he isn't someone who just relies on his brute strength. Sukuna is intelligent, and he uses his mind to win his fights.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who is both hated and loved by the judges. They hate how cocky he is but admire his skills and respect him for how well-prepared he is for his matches.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who wins most of his fights with a knockout, laughing triumphantly when the referee counts down the seconds.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who only loses fights when he gets disqualified for committing a foul. Sometimes, he bites his opponents, drawing blood with his sharp teeth and laughing as he licks the blood off his lips. You know that this is also part of Sukuna's strategy. He is too controlled to let himself get carried away during a fight, but he loves the reputation those bloody attacks give him, basking in the fear he sees in his opponents' eyes when he whispers to them before a fight, "Did you see the guy I bit last month? Let's see how your blood tastes on my tongue."

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who is brilliant at blocking punches but also cannot be stopped if he gets hit. You used to be worried sick when you saw him receiving blows to the head until Sukuna reassured you that he is allowing it on purpose. It's all for the show. And sometimes, because he craves the pain since, it will spur him on even more.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who laughs after every punch his opponent lands, smirking cat-like as he licks the blood off his cracked lip, and his wild maroon eyes glitter amusedly at the other guy: "Aww, was that all you can do, brat? Gimme more, come on! Punch me! Make me bleed for real, you coward!"

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who looks so sexy with his tattooed skin all sweaty, every muscle in his tall, strong body taut. His veins standing out, and his broad chest rising and sinking as he breathes deeply. The outline of his long, thick cock visible through his dark red boxing shorts, making you want him so much.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who wears a sexy smirk on his beautiful tattooed face when he gets declared winner. He looks deeply into your eyes when the referee yanks his hand into the air to signal his win. This first moment is always for you alone, mesmerizing maroon eyes silently telling you that Sukuna dedicates this win to you.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who then punches his fist into the air and does a little round in the ring to let the crowd celebrate him like the King that he is. He is a professional, giving his fans what they crave, even while he craves something very different at that moment after a match.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who expects you to wait for him in his private locker room backstage, naked and wet, with your legs spread, ready to get taken by him.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who takes you rough and hard. He needs to fuck you to come down again after being so pumped up during his fight. His tall, muscular body is still dripping with sweat, smelling so sexy, a mix of sweat and musk and his expensive cologne. His breath is loud and harsh in your ear, turning into low, hoarse groans as he pounds your cunt with his cock and his heavy balls, just like he pounded his opponent with his fists.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who rubs your swollen clit firmly and whispers dirty things in your ear, making sure you give him your everything and squirt all over him when you cum on his fat cock.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who coos at you and calls you his good girl, his love, as he chases his own orgasm, finally allowing himself to let go, fucking you with hard erratic thrusts, his face buried in your neck, moaning loudly until he captures your lips in a heated kiss when he shoots his hot cum into your cunt.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who cuddles you afterward, pressing himself tightly against you while he is still buried balls-deep inside you, resting his forehead against yours and thanking you for being his lucky charm and the one who gives him strength. He stays like that, pressing you down with his heavy body, kissing you tenderly until his breathing finally calms down and the sweat on his body begins to dry.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who picks you up and murmurs to you, "Hold on to me, princess," before he carries you to the shower, not letting go of you even for a second, needing his princess on his cock and in his arms.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who showers with you and lets you wash him, sighing when you massage shower gel into his taut muscles, caressing him, and cleaning him, easing the tension in his body.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who returns the favor and lets his large, calloused hands wander gently over your naked and soaped-up body while he kisses you nonstop. Who caresses another orgasm out of you while you stroke his long thick cock slowly, making him spill his seed all over your hand.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who isn't the famous boxer, The King of Curses, anymore, when he is here under the shower with you. Here he is just Sukuna, your fiancé, who is joking around with you, all playful again, grinning that sexy grin and kissing you so sweetly, whispering against your skin how much you mean to him, and asking you where you want to have a late dinner tonight.

++ Boxer!Sukuna, who fucks you once more, this time against the shower wall with your legs wrapped tightly around his hips and your hands in his pink hair. But this time, it is slow, sensual lovemaking. Slow, deep thrusts and tender French kisses until you both find completion at the same time and moan into each other's mouth. The perfect finish for a successful match.

HE IS SO SEXY 😭😭 I didn't know I would write so much for Boxer!Sukuna, but I enjoyed it so much to think of his dramatic ring-entrance show and the way he boxes, etc. I hope you enjoyed it too!!

Comments and reblogs would be very sweet.

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