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transsexual-divinity · 10 months

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I did it! Made it back home from my top surgery!!

#literally so unreal rn #like I can’t believe this happening for me like in real life #this is something I wanted and needed for so long like I’m so relieved that I don’t even know that to do with myself #I’m gonna focus on recovery and everything but then it’s kind of like well now what #I mean I’ll start working on the legal stuff but like this is such a major thing #like I’m actually awake and doing it #not in much pain yet tough just tight and sore #kept accidently like flexing/tensing up on the two hour drive home #so that probably doesn’t help lol #but man like I can’t even explain how much of a weird feeling this is #even though I’m all wrapped up in the bandages and sweaty and got the drains this is probably the most like happiest/relieved I’ve ever been #lik dam cis guys just feel like this every day #m talks #keep for ref #I should start a top surgery tag #mars.transgender operations #<- done lol

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unorcadox · 7 months

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I wake up and think to myself: “I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

I hope you do too.

#weirdcore #dreamcore #dereality #unreality #my edit #unorcadox #liminal #liminal spaces #nostalgiacore #y2kcore #old web #lovecore #:) to a special someone in my life rn <3 #ok you know what no i'm spilling deets in these tags bc i feel like it #this post is abt t4t <3 my literal soulmate was sitting next to me while i was editing it and when i made it i didn't like acknowledge it #at all so he wouldn't see it hopefully but he did and just looked at me with That Look You Know The One and i just. cried my eyes out #hall of fame

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karinasbaby · 2 months

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so jake is just walking around with a face like that like it’s just another regular tuesday evening.

#literally WHAT is he so fine for.#like ???? how can someone be so fine #i will literally get on one knee myself please 💍#he’s so unreal #like there’s no way this man is actually a real human being #the angelic vibes & aura #— jake?!#wait this is so professor jake coded…#adding that idea to my list rn.#— stella can’t stfu (•̀ ᴖ •́)❗️

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birdricks · 5 months

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every member of the smith/sanchez family is autistic and queer. see my vision

#rick and morty #rnm spoilers #??!????? kinda #so funny that morty is technically the straightest member of the family now 😭 minus comic content #ALSO YEAH. ILL DIE ON THE HILL OF THEM ALL BEING AUTISTIC #rick is canonically and morty is … kind of canonically?#jerry is pretty obviously autistic to me. he has a lot of typical Dad Autism interests and hobbies #and seems very unaware when it comes to social situations. also the balloon game lol… hes stimming idc #beth is sooo similar to rick. she definitely is lol and her being a weird kid is part of it #literal horse girl!!!!!!#summer is TOOOOOOO. being very obsessed w fitting in #which is obvs like. a Teenager thing but u understand right.#THESE R VERY SIMPLIFIED EXPLANATIONS ‼️‼️ im just lazy rn #but Trust me. theyre all sooo autistic its unreal. a world where neurodivergent is the norm and neurotypical is the minorty…#oh and as for the queer part. well theyve all (minus morty) had a same gender relationship in the show #and ill live and die by rick and morty being trans.

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ijustwantcuddless · 5 months

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AND ALL THINGS END🗣‼️ ALL THAT WE INTEND IS SCROLLED IN SAND OR SLIPS RIGHT THROUGH OUR HANDS‼️‼️ AND JUST KNOWING HOW EVERYTHING WILL END SHOULD NOT CHANGE OUR PLAN🗣❗️❗️ WHEN WE BEGIN AGAIN🗣‼️❗️‼️❗️‼️‼️❗️

#in a hozier mood rn #listening to hozier is like therapy for me #I NEED TO MERGE WITH HIS MUSIC #sorry yall im literally so tired nd ready to just go home #atp listening to his music isn't enough #his voice is very therapeutic #unreal earth #i love hozier #hozier #all things end

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theinfinitedivides · 1 month

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then he brings me down by giving me Fare Well. i'm still reeling from Empire Now and you give me this beauty i'm calling my lawyer

#hozier #beauty's morbid af but it's still beauty #between this and Joni Mitchell back on Spotify i am floating rn. literally in a haze you cannot pry me away from this EP that's #going to be a Herculean task #it's f*cking hilarious how we get these songs and they're so f*cking good but i understand why he cut them. they don't #fit with the cohesiveness of Unreal Unearth but they're good anyway and i'm going to keep saying this but he gave them to us #at last. i can live with that ty God

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nighthawkes · 1 month

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#I am having such a bad time at work today it’s unreal #I fucking crashed on Friday afternoon and it’s been ebbs and flows of just trying to manage my stress and disappointment #and layer it with having fun #I do not think the emotional vulnerability I gave into this weekend helped lol #I’m not a crier but I’m literally tearing up at my desk rn bc somebody reacted poorly to a mistake I made that was really stupid #it’s not even life or death it was just dumb and embarrassing #I want to say I feel stuck or hopeless or anything but I mostly just want this to be over #I want to not have this job and I feel so up against a wall with wanting to search for a new one #this sucks so bad

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consumare · 8 months

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guys, my state is on fire, please send good vibes lmao.

#i live in washington and medical lake is literally up in flames rn #and i live right by there so the smoke is Unreal #truly apocalyptic and scary so #send the vibes <3 #i'll be around to write now that i'm at work #OUT.

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sanguith · 9 months

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me: :)

(when waking up late in the morning and though sunrise was hours away, the room seems somehow darker than it's supposed to, and pulling aside the curtains reveals the sight of a sky heavy with almost purple-tinged, dense dark clouds that seem to weigh down on the earth itself and the faint low frequency rumbling of distant thunder starts humming right as the first few raindrops wets the pavement)

#i love late summer because that's when thunderstorms come #there's just something so ominous about the atmosphere #it's not even dramatic rn it's just that though it's literally noon i have to have lights on inside because it's so dark!#like it genuinely feels a bit unreal and i cant explain it it just does

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pinejay · 8 months

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"i strolled into the kitchen, dropped a raw egg into a teacup of raw hamburger, mixed it up and ate it." HUH?!!!!

#GIRL WHAT #esther greenwood is like i hate suburban white america [that i'm part of] and then does shit like this #i literally fucking hate white women so fucking much it's unreal #this book epitomizes the horrible pseudo feminist but in reality anti feminist ultra gender roles of ''girl dinner'' memes and the like #i'm guessing it's supposed to be a critique by placing u into that mindset so u can be horrified (or relate to it?? i suppose???)#but the fact that it's semi autobiographical... i'm just like bro. r u for real rn. sylvia u rly lived like this?#tbj

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thegeminisage · 11 months

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the thing is, my mom tags me like constantly. it brings her joy to post really bad pictures of me and write paragraphs on how much she loves me for everyone on earth to read. and like, is that extremely awkward sometimes, yes, but also like i'm not unaware of how lucky i am to even have her and i would never want to deprive her of that joy or lose those posts. so i can't DELETE it delete it. but why can't i just delete all my posts and photos. why can't i do that. i want to bathe in bleach

#personal #this is causing me a truly unreal amt of distress rn #everything here is so horrible to look at i want it off the internet #except my mom's posts those can stay #except she's writes them like she wants us to think very deeply on our mortality which i cannot deal with doing.#i don't want to have a birthday can i just skip it. please #if these people don't reply with something besides 'how can i help you' soon i am literally going to go nuts fr.

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infizero · 1 year

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ok yeah no im striahg tup crying rn THIS ENTIRE SCENE WAS THE BEST THING IVE EVER SEEN IM ACUTLALA GOONA THROW UP I CARE BAOTUT THIS SO MUCH FUCKCKKK

#IVE TEARED UP SEVERAL TIMES BUT THE TEARS UM. ARRE ACTUALLY RUNNING RN I SRSLY CANT DO THIS #THIS FEELS UNREAL I ACANT I CANTI CNAT #TAILS BECOMING MORE INDEPENDENT AND SONIC BEING SUPPORTIVE BUT ALSO A LITTLE SAD/WISTFUL THAT TAILS SEEMED TO GROW UP SO FAST LIKE I CANT I #SRSLY CNAT DO THIS THEYRE LITERALLY FUCKING BROTEHRS IM SO FUCKING EMOTIOTNAOLALGL #IAN FLYNN MARRY ME PLEASE IM LITERALLY UGLY CRYING #serena.txt #sonic frontiers spoilers

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benetnvsch · 8 months

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there's a huge lighting storm right over my house rn- everything is shaking and the lighting is striking so close - literally within a mile which means A Big Fire is very likely so if I stop posting its bc i had to evacuate lolz -

#I AM LITERALLY ON THE CLOCK RN I DON"T HAVE TIME TO BE ON STANDBY FOR EXAVUCATION #right in the middle of knkd week too r u kidding me </3 #the lightning is in my driveway this is so silly #toby is frightened this is his first big storm with us :'<#he used to be kept outside so he's probably scared abt that #g-d is so anti-kite this is unreal #/j #peace freax lol

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shcherbatskya · 1 year

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guy who gets really upset saying goodbye to people AND is an autism freak about routine: i wonder why i feel so weird about changing classes because the semester ended…

#my science teacher called me sweetie and now i have to go say hi to her at LEAST once a month #and i am going to miss my latin class soooo bad it’s literally unreal #i’m being so dramatic rn but like. augh….#samael speaks

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