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starry-bi-sky · 2 months

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i have been unmedicated for the entirety of spring break and thus have had little interest in writing this down, but i have been thinking about this for the entire week (as well as a dpdc clone danny au that resulted in it becoming its entirely separate batman au that includes a teenage vigilante bruce wayne, an ocarina, and me entirely incapable of making a batman au without making bruce dirt poor but we're not talking about that) and so i've finally went 'fuck it' and forcibly grabbed my laptop. I will get this done in one sitting even if it kills me.

BUT. This is about neither clone^2 danny nor about who i am calling Ocarina Batman. This is about my Danyal Al Ghul Au and more SPECIFICALLY it's me thinking about his relationship with Sam and Tucker specifically.

Tucker and Sam? Adore this asshole (affectionate) with every fiber of their being. And it is very much a reciprocated feeling, but Danny's thoughts will not be delved into much other than he would kill for them.

Tucker? The only person currently capable of getting a deep, loud, belly laugh out of Danny. Sam can get him to smile and to laugh, but it's the kind that's a chuckle-under-the-breath. The quiet, looks-down-while-huffing laughter. Snorts once with laughter and then grins stupidly.

But Tucker? Tucker can crack a slew of stupid jokes and Danny will be incapacitated for the next five minutes because he's laughing so hard that he can't breath. He lands one well-timed pun or quip and Danny will be close to tears. His laughter is their favorite sound in the whole world.

Sam is lowkey jealous of this ability, and she's gotten a belly laugh out of Danny a few times. But alas, it is Tucker who wields this power and has gotten it the most times out of the two of them.

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They're also both physically affectionate with Danny as much as possible. It started roughly around when they were 12-ish, a year since they befriended Danny, and they noticed that he sought after touch but never seemed to initiate (and was in some ways repulsed by it). They started slowly being more touchy with him. Hooking a finger around his to lead him somewhere, tapping his wrist, looping arms. Little touches, grabs, etc, to get him used to it, and once he started doing it back they started increasing it.

It's gotten to a point where he will now just. Lay on them. Like a lizard sunbathing on a rock. Leaning on their backs when they're sitting in class before the bell rings, his chin on their heads. He'll talk about anything with his arms looped around their shoulders.

If they're sitting on a couch at either of their houses, he'll lay his legs on theirs. Him and Tucker will press their feet against the other's and try and push against them (newsflash: Danny always wins, Tucker claims its the ghost strength but Danny's been winning since before his accident)

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Naturally, both Sam and Tucker know where Danny keeps his weapons on his person, and are allowed to grab them off of him if they need it. His only requirement is that they don't lose his weapons if they take it and forget to return it immediately.

They both understand how big of a thing this is from Danny, and so they do their best to treat his weapons with a lot of respect and care because they know its his way of saying he trusts them.

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Sam and Tucker are so fond of Danny it's insane. Like fr. That's their goddamn best friend, and they are so protective of him. Emotionally, physically, you name it. They will tear the head off a grown man if they need to, Danny's had scars since he arrived in Amity Park and Sam and Tucker both are going to find the person who put them there and make them pay for it.

One time, Tucker overheard a bunch of upperclass girls speaking nastily about Danny and about the rumors surrounding him, calling him names like 'freak', 'monster', etc. Danny was with him and heard it, and seemingly appeared unbothered by it, even telling Tucker that he was used to such rumors.

Tucker was so furious that hacked into the school system later that night and tanked those girls grades. They were kicked out of their clubs and had to go to mandatory tutoring for the rest of the year. He made sure to leave some way of letting them know it was him who did it.

And Sam doesn't like using her money for things, doesn't like abusing that wealth. So instead, whenever her parents talk bad about Danny, she causes a media incident that has her parents scrambling to deal with. She does something wild, outrageous by her parents' standards.

She heard some boys on the basketball team making fun of Danny once, similar to those girls had. She kicks up a fuss about something eco-unfriendly at school and forcibly holds a protest on the same day of the big home basketball game, forcing them to cancel the event and reschedule to a visiting school.

She anonymously donates money so that there's new uniforms for the team but oops! Looks like she "forgot" to donate enough money for them to get uniforms for all the team members, and strangely enough those boys in particular didn't get them! Looks like they'll have to wait until more money gets donated for the basketball team to get their new, nice uniforms. The old ones look so ratty in comparison, right?

And since the football team gets most of the sport money, that might just take awhile. And if (and when) they kick up a fuss? oops! Off the basketball team you go, :) such unsportsman-like behavior is unfit for the team.

(The only good thing about how corrupt the school system is is that she can use it to her advantage too.)

The both of them know that Danny suspects them for the sudden misfortune falling on these people, but he doesn't call them out on it. He's kinder than he used to be, but not kind enough to vouch for people who speak badly of him. Sometimes, he might just congratulate them on not getting caught.

Because Danny is their wonderful, hurt friend with a "slightly" Blue and Orange Moral code, and enough scars that people have been calling him a criminal (and worse) since he arrived in Amity Park when he was ten. And they'll be damned if he gets hurt anymore.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dpdc #danyal al ghul #its kinda hard to get my thoughts in order bc i am ✨unmedicated✨ rn BUT #this is the gist of it #i could wax poetic about how much sam and tucker adore danny as their friend but alas. the wax is not waxing. it is stuck to the paper #and i am chipping it off with my nail and its getting stuck under it.#ocarina batman has been in my head since friday someone come sedate me. him and pit fighter batman too. who is ALSO a piss poor teenage #bruce wayne who instead of a vigilante and villains is a PIT FIGHTER. he fights blindfolded thats why he's called the bat #ocarina batman's Look is if you combined punk + assassins creed aesthetic together and then gave it an ocarina #the ocarina is because i thought it'd be cool if its how he and robin communicated across long distances bc they didnt have comms #because they are ✨poor✨ and live in a one room apartment in crime alley.#and also the mental image of him sitting on. rooftop ledge in the rain playing 'song of storms' from LoZ was too fantastic to ignore #like bro imagine hearing that as a criminal. you're off doing shady shit with your gang and in the distance you hear the faint and #haunting melody of an ocarina. two of them in a call and response duet. and its getting closer. and you cannot find where #siren type shit fr fr #look he has the assassins creed hood and a long ass coat that has spikes on the end that when flared out looks like the silhouette of a bat #on fucking GOD i am this 👌 close to finding an artist doing commissions to make this for me. i am frothing at the mouth #he is 17-19 years old with his little brother-son Robin. Logically Robin is Dick but in my heart of hearts the first Robin is Jason #and he has perfected the art of getting his older brother to play songs on the pan flute for him. long pitchy whine on his own ocarina #the familiar childlike 'pleeeaaaaaaase?' and he knows he's won when there is a 10s silence on the other end before his brother plays #a lullaby.#look up 'sailor moon - pan flute (relaxing) on youtube' and when there's the thumbnail of two green skinned aliens with long blue and pink #hair. click on it. THAT is the song Bruce plays.#hhhhhhhhhhh frothing at the mouth over this au sooo fucking badly

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mylovelookup · 1 month

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Cattonquick boarding school sweethearts/romeo & Juliet AU

In which Oliver also comes from old money and he and Felix fall in love in boarding school(?). The Quicks and the Cattons have been business partners since Queen Victoria was still kicking so Ollie and Felix have known each other their whole lives (summers and holidays always spent together) but when their family ties are suddenly severed after a hostile fight between their fathers, the boys’ last year at Eton is irrevocably ruined. As a reaction they decide (it was Felix’s idea and he succeeded in cajoling Oliver to agree) to elope run away on the first day of the Christmas holidays (imagine their respective chauffeurs endlessly waiting for them at the school gates lmao) and get married on a whim (also Felix’s idea to somehow "fix" things like ta-da! Can’t separate us now dad, we’re fucking married. Oliver is now a Catton. Family peace restored! No, not really Felix lmao.)

#needless to say they get caught the very next day #maybe they didn’t have much cash left and the only -pace they could’ve slept in for free was the hotel in the area that the Cattons owned #the reception prolly snitched but they both knew they would get caught eventually #also it doesn’t help that they’re the heirs of the richest aristocratic families in England #maybe they keep their marriage secret?it would be smarter to considering the repercussions but also maybe Felix it out first thing?#bc its Felix duh #as a consequence to their little escapade Oliver is pulled out of Eton for the rest of the year and the two of them only get to meet #the next year at Oxford where they have to keep things on the down low since Oliver’s father has threatened to transfer him to Cambridge if #if he’s seen frolicking about with Felix. it’s also difficult when Farleigh is acting as a (well-paid) spy for both parties #although both Jeff and James had sprinkled other eyes on the campus #oooh imagine them trying to hide in the back of the club. making out whilst crouching down behind dumpsters lmaooo #or or or! Felix attempting to throw them off by hooking up with indiabel and Oliver is so jealous he ends up doing the same thing #even tho he prolly knows about Felix’s intentions. (Farleigh doesn’t help with his catty comments about ephemeral love)#highlighting Felix’s well known shallowness. and then Felix gets jealous too so it’s a vicious cycle of pointing fingers at each other hehe #anyway they prolly end up like Romeo and Juliet #I was only supposed to do ONE canvas but got carried away and this shit developed a plot! sedate me #also this layout sucks wtf #saltburn #fanart #my art #felix catton #cattonquick #Saltburn fanart #oliver quick #felix x oliver #cattonquick fanart

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the-three-whumpeteers · 1 month

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The whumpee hadn’t even registered the fact that he’d been rescued, they were too dazed and confused because of the cocktail of sedatives the whumper gave them on a regular basis. It takes a very long time for the whumpee to realize what’s going on, and even then, they think it might just all be a dream.

#dedicated to the fact that I have a weak cold but the only medication I have on hand is extra strong night cold medicine #I’m passing out like a ROCK tonight BABY #whump #whump prompt #whump scenario #whumpee #aramis stabs someone #whump prompts #sedation #drugged whumpee

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dazednmatthews · 18 days

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i’m so genuinely dead fucking serious when i say this picture is my roman empire and i think about it at least six times a day

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feluka · 2 years

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heard loud purring while trying to sleep and turned the lights on to find my cat nursing from james sullivan

#ok to rb #the mrrp at the beginning is from my other cat (shams). this is noor kneading #'why do you have a giant sulley from monsters inc plush' my mom got it for me when i finished my ect treatment sessions at the hospital #and she was like you like giant plushies right?? i'll get you one right now!! (bless her)#and i was still a little too sedated to question or object to the choice of plush djshfjdjnd #sunlight #noor

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ghost-proofbaby · 7 months

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a man said the most eddie-coded thing about me that i genuinely cannot stop thinking about it days later but he doesn’t know that i know he said what he did

#my friend said i’ve got a special flavor of trauma from my childhood #and he immediately goes ‘i wanna know what it tastes like 😏’#i’m haunted #he met me twice and just alluded to eating my [redacted]#and i’d let him !#this is why i’ve been mia #him: don’t judge #the girls in question; not judging but losing their fucking minds #such casual rizz someone fucking sedate me #i also have a story time about how he paid for my (well mine and my best friends) dinner and it gave me BUTTERFLIES #anyways boys #be careful with what you tell her best friend #she’s loyal to me first 😤#i don’t think y’all wanna hear about my love life but this is the most exciting it’s been in a while #eddie munson would 100% joke about ‘tasting your trauma’ idc

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coquelicoq · 3 months

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i support Yoo Joonghyuk Wrongs because i'd be so pissed if i was severely suicidal and some asshole convinced me to Give Life A Chance and gave me hope and then fucked off for three years letting me think he was dead??? leaving me to watch all of our friends do stupidly risky shit like the stuff i used to do before he made me Care about my and their lives?? NOT warning me and NOT telling me what he was doing like okay fuck that guy actually!!!!

#oh okay we're life and death companions?? CAN YOU ACTUALLY LIVE FOR A CHANGE THEN???????#i'm living i chose to live because of YOU BY THE WAY so if we're supposed to be life or death companions you have to live too!#that's how it works! you fucking dingus jerkwad bastard asshole!!!!!#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #yjh #kdj #my posts #love kim dokja. also hate him on behalf of every single character.#the way he comes back and his biffles 1) lock him up 2) sedate him 3) try to get the right of life or death over him so as to forcibly #remove his ability to sacrifice himself all the goddamn time 4) get arrested with him so he won't be alone in the underworld 😂🤣😭#just picturing all of them working out a chore list in the industrial complex but it's just shifts of #Sitting On Dokja-Ssi's Chest So He Can't Go Anywhere Or Do Anything #usually when there's a character who doesn't realize how adored they are i'm dragging my fingers down my face like #rapunzel the lanterns are for you!!!#but with this guy specifically i just want to hold him down and shriek directly into his earholes.

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heartsfortwotpot · 5 months

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TPOT 9 (SPOILERS IN TAGS SORRY. IM JUST INSANE)

#TPOT SPOILERS #BFB SPOILERS #TPOT 9 #///////////////////////////#/////////////////////////////////////#////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#/////////////////////////////////////////OK WHERE DO I BEGIN. MORE TWO AND GATY STUFF. ZOMBIES!????! TEARDROP AND ERASER HAVE A CUTE RIVARL #4X FISHING DATE (CLOCK AS THIRD WHEEL) . ZOMBIE TWO IS CREEPY AS FUCK. MORE EXITORS CONTENT.#OTHER ALGEBRALIENS MENTIONED IN THE EXIT MEANING THEY ARE NOW OFFICIALLY CANON IN THE LORE.#AND. OH MY GOD. ONE??? ONE COMEBACK??? AND THEY SOUND SO FUCKING CUTE. HOLYSHIT IM GOING INSANE #THIS PROBABLY ISNT AN ORIGNAL THOUGHT BUT #I THINK THAY MABYE THE EXIT IS A REPRESENTATION OF FOURS MEMORIES #LIKE HIS MINDSCAPE #NOT SURE #AHHHHHH SOMEONE SEDATE ME

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ovaryacted · 5 months

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What if I said…I was planning on writing an extensive multi part series with DI! Leon that literally has everything you could think of in a love story…what then…how would y’all take it I wonder…

#ཐི♡ཋྀ nic’s nonsense #pls send help im drafting this out in a notebook #do you know how serious you have to be to plan something out in a NOTEBOOK #HANDWRITTEN BRO #I’m going crazy #somebody sedate me pls #but I love this story line so much imma cry #I’ve been planning this out for 3 months like…

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thiagodasilva · 1 year

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girls wake up we’re getting another Hader masterclass

#I need more of my succ mutuals to get on this like bill hader is insane #this and succession about to start airing back to back…you’re going to have to sedate me #barry hbo #bill hader

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daigah · 6 months

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No Ted story kills me quite in the way L.A.W. #5&6 does

His big old guilt and responsibility complex !!!!! This is why is rebirth origin doesn't really work. The Blue Beetle name being something he chose on a whim? Superheroing being something he just decided to do?? No!! He was given the BB legacy by Dan in his dying breath, and upheld it out of guilt !!

And him finally being able to recognise he didn't need to carry around all that guilt... that he needs to find out who he is other than legacies thrust upon him... oughh (of course, like Vic said, change doesn't occur easily... and the legacy ended up killing him anyways...)

#“can I have my life back now?” ohhhh teddy........#also. i LIKE ted and vic's friendship :)#ted kord #dan garrett #blue beetle #vic sage #dc comics #someone sedate me im thinking about the middle aged comic man again !!!

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baldurs-gate-official · 5 months

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Thinking about how Astarion insisted on staying up to keep watch in the beginning of the game

Yeah, it could be because he needs to go hunt at night without anyone noticing, or because he's keeping an eye out for Cazador/his minions. But... It could also be because he's scared of sleeping/trancing in general?

He's got severe C-PTSD. I have that too. And one of the things I experience from it is a fear of falling asleep.

Sleeping is vulnerability. You're completely defenseless. It's terrifying to fall asleep when you're used to danger! And some abusers will purposefully do things to you when you sleep. I wouldn't put it past Cazador to have done something like that.

It's especially terrifying when you're sleeping somewhere unfamiliar, or as out and open as a forest. With strangers.

Add in the elvish reverie (if we assume Astarion still experiences it as he would if he were alive at his current age)... and he might even be reliving horrible memories every time he tries to rest.

(If you're unfamiliar with elvish trancing/dreaming, I made a post about it and some ways it might affect Astarion as a vampire spawn a while ago)

One of the reasons I think this could be the case is actually the other spawn, specifically what I noticed when we first meet Dalyria and Petras. At first I thought Astarion's eye bags were just a product of being undead. But... Petras, the very human looking spawn, doesn't have that. Dalyria is an elf as well, and like Astarion, she's got some of that tired sleep-deprived purple under and around her eyes.

So all this considered... I think it's very possible that Astarion has a fear of sleeping too. Or at the very least, trouble resting. Him and the other elvish spawn.

It also makes me wonder if he sleeps any better later on in the game. By Act 3 he probably feels more comfortable with you and the group. Sleeping near familiar people (especially people you're very comfortable with, but that's very dependant on your own choices in your game), and having established night time routines can make sleeping feel a little safer.

Plus by that point he's made many new memories he can visit in his reverie. Maybe instead of remembering the terrible things, sometimes he dreams of sun bathing, the first time he bit you or that bear, or any other happy memory he's created since being tadpoled.

Maybe for the first time in centuries, sleeping isn't such a terrible prospect.

#bg3 #astarion #text post #its just something thats been on my mind #my fear of sleep is bad enough that i usually cant fall asleep without pushing myself to the point of passing out #or sometimes i need to take a sedative just to manage it #so i wonder how bad it is for him given that he doesnt have the option of sedation #it makes for some interesting headcanons/ideas though #pretty sure a druidic Tav can offer to put together an herbal tea to help him sleep #what if that sort of thing worked and it became a nightly routine?#i assume he can drink tea given that he can drink alcohol #or if you've romanced him #would sleeping near Tav help?#i know sometimes its easier for me to sleep when im around someone im comfortable with #though sometimes it has the opposite effect and it makes it harder to sleep because i feel like i need to be extra alert to protect them #trauma really does a number on you #act 3 spoilers #bg3 act 3 spoilers #astarion spoilers #bg3 spoilers #q

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ladyofthelake · 5 months

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Who wants fresh Diamond of the Day pain? So I'm editing a little video of merthur and I noticed that after Merlin showed Arthur his magic with the dragon he made and Arthur looked like he wanted to get away from him, Merlin reaches out for Arthur to touch him again (and then Arthur pushes him away) Like its over a decade later I never noticed that Merlin tries to reach for him again, reassure him and I am honestly and totally and utterly broken by this :)

#merthur #merlin #WHAT THE FUCK H e was trying to touch Arthur but was oushed away twice #then arthur is the one to say hold me please at the end #SOMEONE FUCKING SEDATE ME I AM SO UNWELL #*SETS SELF ON FIRE*#also if you knew this already pls put in the tags any other moments like this I might have missed #I need diamond of the day from every possible angle #like when I realised that Arthur held merlins hand the entire time he said everything I know now

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enhanced-operatives-division · 2 months

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I can't wait for their reunion

(Robutler doodles under the cut)

These all have definitely been done before but I couldn't get them out my head

#sorry for no art post yesterday I hate double posting #but great news guys i had my autism assessment today (we all know the results)#(look at this blog)#alas reggie and prism are so funny to me. it makes me violent I have so many thoughts #sedate me or something idk #i digress prism i love you (i have drawn her every day since i designed her and I say that every time)#but it's true i DO LOVE HER #i finished ieytd 3 for myself yesterday and i would wave every time I'd see her #which is an improvement from ieytd 2 where whenever i saw juniper i called him a faggot #i love him i promise #anyways something something i found a great tragic science wives song and. i need someone to give me an excuse to talk about it or -#- i shall wilt like a pretty flower #ANYWAYS #ieytd #i expect you to die #[agent moose's art]#reginald crane #the handler #roxanna prism #roxana prism #robutler

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meownotgood · 8 months

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just thinking abt taking care of aki and helping him with stuff after he lost his arm... poor baby can't even button his suit or tie so we gotta do it for him ☹️💔

it really makes me think abt how he still did all he did on his own in canon cause I could never imagine putting my hair up, putting a suit on, fastening a belt, tieing a tie, ext with just one hand but somehow aki did it (its bc he's hot.)

genuinely I think about this all the time. aki being so stubborn after he loses his arm and trying to do everything himself but it's clear he needs help. when you come over, you insist on helping him with everything — you cook with him, you do chores with him, you'll hold the vegetables steady so he can chop them and fold the laundry for him when he can't.

you end up staying the night then. and the night after that one, and the night after that. there's just too many things you worry about, too much aki can no longer do without you. you help him get dressed in the morning, you tie up his hair, tie his shoes, you hug him tight as he's walking out the door and when you tell him to be safe it means more than any of the times beforehand.

#one arm aki u mean so much to me #I like to believe that after he lost his arm denji and power helped him with a lot of things....#there's literally no way he can put up his hair or tie his tie or tie his shoes with one hand #so they'd have to help #uuuuuuuugg hayakawa family #someone sedate me #I want to take care of him and show him that he's loved #ask mags

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losersimonriley · 5 months

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This is the most ghost, ghoap coded post-mwiii song. Dragging my ripped out heart across hot coals as we speak

#ghostsoap #soapghost #ghoap #~I was waiting for you all my life~ ~you didn’t have to smile at me your grins the sweetest that I’ve ever seen~ sedate me #music recs #edited bc I forgot the link like a dumb #Spotify

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