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✖ Quiet Down Pt. 9 FINAL (M)✖

☆ okay, hi everyone! this story is a renjun x fem reader x haechan story. please look at the pairings to figure out who the part/chapter will be based around. also, the warnings will be based off each part/chapter as well, so please take notice to that too. i hope you enjoy the story! ☆

PART 1 || PART 2 || PART 3 || PART 4 || PART 5 || PART 6 || PART 7 || PART 8 Word Count: approx. 10.9k Pairings (based on each part): fem reader x renjun x haechan Warnings (based on each part): explicit language, sexual situations (it's literally the lightest stuff i've written so far) (skip over if you don't like it) Preview: “Do you, uh…li-like me?” “No Renjun I don’t like you. I’m just using to get some action,” you tease. “What?!”

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Waking up in the middle of the night neither Renjun or Haechan were around. Your heart sinking to the pit of your stomach. Had you fucked up your friendship, relationship, whatever this was with them too? Why didn’t they come up to the room? Why didn’t they drag you over to the table to eat with them? For the rest of the night, you tried to get some rest but you couldn’t help but toss and turn — too many thoughts and questions racing through your mind to let you settle down.

Finally, just as the sun started to shine you managed to find sleep. What felt like only ten minutes turned out to be three hours when a call on your phone woke you up. Renjun, who sounded different on the other end asked if you would like to go for that hike he mentioned to you on the first day.

Honestly, you wanted to say no and hang up on him. Waking up to an empty room before dinner was not your ideal way to wake up, especially when he promised he would be there for you if you needed anything. Now, after hours of not talking to you he wants to hang out?

But…it is Renjun and it is your final day, so why not?

Putting on a pair of shorts and an oversized shirt you slide into your sneakers, grab a small backpack you brought in case you wanted to explore the grounds and packed a water bottle and a few snacks in case you got hungry. When you open the door to leave Renjun is right outside.

“Uh, h-hi…” he whispers bashfully.

“Hello, Renjun.” You check one last time to make sure you have your card key before closing the door behind you.

“Are you ready?”

“Yes.”

His shoulders slump forward as he gestures for you to take the lead to the elevator. What you were doing was mean and harsh but it’s the only thing you can think of. What do you say to a man who basically made love to you, found out you’re in love with him and his best friend, and then DITCHES you afterwards? The cold shoulder seems pretty standard in such a situation.

Which is why the air is excruciatingly thick right now. Renjun standing close to you but still keeping a respectable distance from you. With a backpack on his back, he clutches the straps so tight his fingers start to turn white.

“I’m sorry,” he finally speaks. “You’re angry, aren’t you?”

Shrugging you stare ahead. If you look at him you know you’re going to cave. You wanted to stay upset for as long as you could. Even if it meant until you got outside.

“We just thought we’d give you some time for yourself.”

“Well, I sure had that.”

“Why didn’t you sit with us during dinner? Why weren’t you sitting with Sasha and Charlotte?”

“Do you not remember what happened yesterday, Renjun?” You snap finally looking at him. He cowers with the intense glare you send him — making you soften immediately. “Can’t exactly sit next to someone who doesn’t want me there.”

“You could have sat with us.”

“Did you offer? Because if my memory is right the two of you looked at me and then looked away. That doesn’t say ‘come here and join us.’”

“You’re always welcomed wherever we are,” he reaches for you. “It was my idea. I’m sorry, but if I didn’t suggest it Haechan was going to ask you again if you loved us and… the other thing too... I thought with the day you had you deserved to have a breather.”

“What I wanted was to have someone I could depend on and lean on. What I got was an empty room and an empty bed.”

The elevator dings, the doors opening. On the other side Haechan stands with Sasha and Charlotte. The look on his face pure shock. Before he can even open his mouth, you storm past him, making sure to bump into him. To let him know that you feel betrayed. Not because he is with Sasha, but because he has the nerve to be around Charlotte!

After yesterday wasn’t talking to her while being held against his will not enough for him? What else did he want to know? What could she tell him that you couldn’t? But the real question is, why does your chest hurt to see him with Charlotte? Bolting through the front doors you exhale the breath you were holding in. Renjun calling your name as he chases after you. Eyes getting watery you choke down the tears that want to pour out of you.

“Wait up!” Renjun shouts. “Why did you run off?”

Shrugging you keep your back to him. “I don’t know...”

“Haechan was just seeing if Charlotte was okay. He saw her breakdown in the elevator. She was pretty bad according to him.”

“Good for him,” you snap. “Now are we going on this hike or not?”

“NO!” Renjun shouts as he marches up to you wrapping his arms around you. “Not until you tell me why you stormed off.”

“I don —” your voice cracks your tears finally falling onto your cheeks. “Why didn’t he see if I was okay? Why did he go to her first? I thought he liked me…” your arms wrap around Renjun.

That was the reason why your chest hurt. Why you stormed off and purposely bumped into him. Jealousy. Jealous that he didn’t bother sending you a good morning text, a good night text, a ‘hey just checking to make sure you’re okay’ text. He didn’t bother to see how you were doing but sure as hell went to see how your friend was doing. A friend who harbors feelings for him. A friend, that yeah is married, but still would be on cloud nine because he gave her a bit of his time.

Squeezing Renjun tighter you start to wonder at what point did you become the jealous type. Haechan wasn’t yours. He never asked you to be his girlfriend and you certainly didn’t ask him to be your boyfriend. The two of you were free to do whatever it is that you wanted, or whomever you wanted. Yet, the pain you felt seeing him side by side with her was gut wrenching. It made you feel…lonely.

Sighing he pulls you closer to him. “He knew I wanted to go on a hike with you. We decided to divide up today between the two of us. I get the morning, he gets the afternoon,” he pulls back to see your face. “And we both get you for the evening.”

“Wh-What?”

“We wanted to show you what a date with each of us would be like. I wanted us to go on that hike and really get to know each other.” Scratching the back of his neck a flush comes to his face. “We didn’t really get to talk and learn about each other before, well… everything.”

“A date? Th-This is a date?”

“Mmhmm.”

“And I was so mean to you!” More tears pour down your cheeks. “I’m sorry, Renjun…I-I didn’t know. If I did, I would have never treated you like that. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry. You had a huge fight with your best friend. I just want you to know right here and now no matter what I’m always going to be here for you. If you need a shoulder to cry on, mine is open. If you want to rant about whatever it is that’s bothering you, my ears are ready. If you want someone to hold you and tell you everything will be fine,” he bends down lips brushing against yours – hands gripping your waist tightly. “I want to be that person for you.”

“Re-Renjun…” you whisper his name against his lips.

“I apologize for yesterday. We should have pulled you over to the table with Jeno and Jaemin. Granted, Jeno might have teased all of us for finding us in bed with each other, but at least you wouldn’t have been alone. I hated seeing you like that.”

Shaking your head, “I shouldn’t have been so stubborn.”

“Should we head out to the trail?”

“Yes, please.”

Renjun takes hold of your hand and leads you away from the hotel. This was going to be nice. A little hike to get away from the drama that ensued yesterday. A chance to free your mind, spend some one-on-one time with Renjun and hopefully figure out exactly what you were going to do about the pickle you’ve put yourself in.

Intertwining his fingers with yours Renjun starts to hum. A smile on his face. Lightness in his steps that have everything you were upset with vanish into thin air. Leaning up you plant a gentle kiss on his cheek. He truly is the cutest person around.

“So, what exactly did you and Haechan do last night?”

“We just watched tv and played games on our phones. It was a boring night if I’m being honest.”

“Can’t believe Haechan listened to you and stayed in the room with you the whole night.”

“Trust me it wasn’t easy. I almost had to tie him to the bed. He wanted answers, badly. His mind was racing and so was mine, but I just thought with how tired you looked – you needed to rest and just get things in order on your end.”

“I didn’t want anything to get out at all. At least, not without me telling you guys personally. Charlotte had no right to tell Haechan. She’s a blabber mouth when she’s pissed.”

“How long have you and Charlotte been friends? Ever since I joined the company the two of you have been inseparable.”

“Gosh, I was just starting out as an intern. She came by one day and we instantly clicked. Now,” you sigh. “I’m worried that after what I said we’ll never be friends again.”

“If you don’t mind me asking, what did you say? And what was the fight about?”

Looking away from Renjun as the two of you approach the trail to head into the mountains you focus on the ground beneath your feet.

“About you and Haechan. She wanted to know who was better in bed and who I wanted to be with.”

“B-Better in bed?” You nod feeling his eyes on you. “Wh-What did you say?”

“I never answered her. I got pissed. Told her she was just trying to live vicariously through me because she’s in love with Haechan,” you roll your eyes.

“She’s in love with Haechan?!” Renjun squeaks.

“He’s her office crush. Ever since she noticed him a few years back she’s always talked about what it would be like to sleep with him. What he would be into,” laughing you nudge his shoulders. “That’s how we got onto the subject about you being gay.”

Renjun’s lips form a deep pout. His shoulders slumping over and his brows furrow. “I’m still pissed about that.”

“Obviously you’re not,” you reach up kissing his neck. “And if you’re curious you have nothing to worry about in the bedroom department. I enjoyed myself immensely.”

Stopping, Renjun stares into your eyes, his trembling. “For real? You’re not lying?”

“Of course, I mean it,” you pull him to you by the pant loops of his jeans. “And if we weren’t out here in public,” you glance to your right to see a couple coming down the trail smiling at the two of you. “I’d want to have a little fun,” placing a chaste kiss on his lips you walk away from him.

Catching up with you Renjun takes hold of your hand again. Swinging your arms, you hum along with the song Renjun starts singing. Stopping to gawk at the animals that you see, picking some flowers only to be chased by bees until you had to ditch them and run for your lives. Laughing and just enjoying your time together out in nature.

Being stuck in a building all year long, no summer vacations but plenty of vacation time that you can use — you’ve forgotten to take time to enjoy nature, to ‘stop and smell the flowers.’ Reaching the edge of the path that you were on you gaze down at the lake below. Far off into the distance a mountain scape that looks like it was taken out of a nature magazine, the sight…beautiful.

“When you sent the pictures to Haechan and I, we were going to come here. I started to get angry because I wanted to see this with you. Haechan saw how badly I wanted to have this moment so he managed to change Jaemin and Jeno’s minds. I’m happy he did that.”

“Me too. It’s really amazing, Renjun. Thank you for inviting me along. I’m sorry we didn’t get much time to hang out.”

Snickering Renjun snakes his hand around your waist, your head resting on his shoulder. “We hung out alright and then some.”

Hitting his chest lightly he laughs more. “You know what I mean.”

“Well, we’re friends now. We can hang out anytime you want,” he kisses the top of your head.

“Friends?” You ask.

Renjun’s body stiffens instantly. “Well, I mean, yes…or no?”

Giggling you snuggle close to him. “We’re friends… for now.”

“Do you, uh…li-like me?”

“No Renjun I don’t like you. I’m just using to get some action,” you tease.

“What?!”

“I’m joking!” You start cracking up. “I like you, lots!”

“I like you too, a lot a lot. Ever since I first saw you. I remember it clearly. Haechan was showing me around and introducing everyone to me. We were heading in the direction of Charlotte’s desk where you and Sasha were talking when he made a huge U-turn and started leading me away.”

“What?!” You pull from him shocked.

“I mean if you had a crush on someone would you bring in a potential partner around them?”

“Haechan didn’t want us to meet because he liked me…” sucking your teeth you sigh. “Sounds like him.”

“You were wearing a red skirt, white blouse with red lipstick. Your hair was up in a messy bun but you looked amazing. I’ve never seen anyone as beautiful as you. I wanted to talk to you on so many different occasions but I never got up the courage.”

“I was no better. I should have introduced myself to you and welcomed you to the company.”

Thinking for a second you pull away from Renjun, wipe your hands on your shirt before holding out your hand. “Huang Renjun, welcome to the company. I hope we’ll become close. Let’s cheer each other on, okay?”

Raising a brow, he stares at you a smirk creeping on his face. “Yes. Let’s become close.” Placing his hand in yours he yanks you forward. Arms wrapping around your waist tightly. Eyes scanning your face before they settle on your lips. “Really…close…”

Leaning into you he presses his lips on yours gently. The moment his lips touch yours you wrap your arms around his shoulders. There is something about kissing Renjun that feels right. The softness of his lips, which you can tell he put some type of lip balm on — was he expecting a kiss to occur? You wonder as the kiss prolongs. The way he makes small whimpers the longer the kiss goes on. The eagerness he displays when you start to open your mouth wider until he can slide his tongue into your mouth.

Minty fresh breath mingling with yours, drawing out this kiss for much longer than anticipated. Tongues fighting with each other you manage to wrap your lips around his tongue giving it a little suck as you pull away — wanting only to find a bush, a large tree, push him against it and take matters into your own hands.

“I want you so bad,” he pulls you back to him by your neck slamming his lips to yours.

“Mmm, me too,” you slide a hand down from his neck to his chest. “But we can’t,” you keep sliding your hand down his body.

“Sure we can find somewhere,” he moves from your lips to your neck. “No one around to share you with,” he nips your neck making you moan.

“And what exactly would you want to do to me?” You ask enjoying the feeling of his lips on you.

“Everything and anything you want me to do,” he pulls away from your neck lips swollen eyes clouded over. “Just tell me what you want and I’ll do it.”

Heart racing you look around you. There didn’t appear to be anyone in sight. The idea of getting caught, having to be quite while you both reach your highs is somehow enticing. Feeling yourself becoming weak in the knees, legs unconsciously closing together you pull away from him.

“Not out here where anyone can catch us. Especially our co-workers.”

“Are you sure?” He steps closer to you a dark smirk playing on his lips.

“Yeah, I’m going to have to keep you and Haechan separated from now on. I think he’s corrupting you.” You back away.

“If he was with you out here,” he looks around then back at you. “Would you have some fun with him?” He continues walking forward while you continue to step back.

“Would I even get a say in the matter? He’s a raging ball of hormones! If I didn’t know any better, I’d say he’s horny 24/7!” You step back but instead of being able to continue, your back is pressed against a tree.

“So, you would have some fun with him but not me?” He traps you between himself and the tree. “Now that is not fair.”

“Renjun, we could get caught,” you whisper. “Would you be okay with that?”

“Right now, getting caught is the least of my worries.” He cups your cheek in his hand. “This is the first time I’ve been alone with you. No one else around to interrupt. No friends to entertain when the only thing I want to do is spend time with you and you alone,” he places a single kiss on your lips.

“Re-Renjun…”

“A little taste wouldn’t hurt,” he kisses across your jawline before going back to your neck. One of his hands gripping your breast firmly. A whimper passes your lips. “At least if you’re not too loud.”

He slides his hand from your breast to your clothed pulsing core. This adventurous side of Renjun a real turn on. Covering your mouth with your hand you try to keep your moans inaudible. Pressing his hand firmly between your legs he massages over you — bringing you further into his world of lust — a fantasy you didn’t realize you had but seriously want to explore more.

“Re-Renjun,” you call to him desperately.

“Tell me what you want,” he looks up at you.

“I…I want…” your eyes roll into the back of your head when he adds more pressure. “I want…I want…” suddenly you tense. “G-Get away!” You push him away from you.

“What?!” He stares at you confused until he hears voices coming around the corner. “Shit!”

A group of people walk past you and Renjun giving you two polite smiles and waves. Doing the same you wait until they are out of earshot to start laughing.

“That was close,” he scratches the back of his neck.

“It was really hot,” you giggle. “Until they showed up. I guess this is going to be something to think about in the future, but in a much more secluded area.”

You take hold of his hand. “Or just behind a huge tree instead of in front of it,” he mumbles as you pull him back up to the trail. Leaving out an exasperated sigh Renjun squeezes your hand grabbing your attention. “I wish this wasn’t our last day. It would be amazing to just stay here in this moment...”

“I know…”

Tomorrow morning everyone will pack up, get on the bus and head back to the office. Everything that has happened here at this hotel will be pushed to the back of people’s minds as a new workload will be put on all of your shoulders. The busiest time of the year sourly approaching. Glancing at Renjun you can’t help but wonder what your relationship with him will be like once you leave the hotel. The two of you becoming extremely close in more ways than one on this trip — would you just go back into the swing of things? Talking only when necessary, until the magical time you’ve spent together fades off into the distance?

“Should we take a picture?” Renjun grabs his phone.

Pulling you out of your thoughts you nod eagerly. A picture worth a thousand words and more or a picture that will help cement this moment in your minds forever.

Taking multiple pictures to remember this moment together — even one that makes the two of you look like an actual couple — it already as the Lock Screen on your phone, the two of you head back down to the hotel for a late breakfast. Inside the cafeteria Jeno and Jaemin sit with Mia and Sasha. The first time you’ve seen Mia since you had to compete for the luxury suite. Seeing her and Jeno together laughing and joking around you can’t help but think they’d make a cute couple. Even Sasha and Jaemin look cute together. More so nervous about prolonged eye contact but the hearts are definitely floating around them.

Far off on the other side of the cafeteria Charlotte and Haechan are sitting with each other. Close. Very close. His lips looking as if they are pressed against her ear when he leaned into her. Feeling your blood boil for the second time today because of the two of them your hands ball up into tight fists. Turning on your heels you go to walk out of the dining hall when Renjun grabs your wrist stopping you.

“He is just talking to her. Have faith in him.”

“I just…I hate this feeling,” you admit.

It’s true. Being consumed by the green monster that is envy you can’t help but want to march up to Haechan, spin him around and plant a huge kiss on his lips — claiming him as yours and yours alone. Which is quite odd to do when you know they are just talking and you were two seconds from fooling around with Renjun out on the hiking trail. Knowing full well that Charlotte would never cheat — you do not own Haechan — he is not your man, you still can’t fight the sickening feeling that bubbles inside you. Jealousy is truly a bitch.

Pulling you to the table that Jeno, Jaemin, Mia and Sasha are sitting at you and Renjun make yourselves comfortable. Your small bowl of cereal all you wanted.

“So, how was the hike?” Jeno asks.

“It was nice. You should have seen the view. I highly recommend going before we leave! It has a great view of the lake and the mountains. It’s truly magical.”

“Well, we would have gone the other day but someone through a hissy fit,” Jeno teases.

“Oh come on!” Renjun groans.

“I thought it was sweet the way you acted. And by the looks of the two of you I’d say it’s brought you closer together.” Jaemin winks in your direction.

“Much closer.” Hidden beneath the table, Renjun wraps his hand around yours. Lacing your fingers together. “Especially when she stumbled down the hill and almost took me out! If I didn’t catch her, we would have both ended up in the hospital!”

“Jerk! It wasn’t that bad of a stumble! Plus, that rock came out of nowhere!”

“So, are the two of you like a thing now?” Mia asks brows wiggling.

“No.” Renjun and yourself answer at the same time.

“Uh huh, sure you’re not,” she snickers.

“Hey, can I talk to you for a second?” Sasha whispers in your ear.

“Sure. I’ll be right back, okay?” You tell Renjun who was talking to the others.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m borrowing her for a little chat,” Sasha glances over to where Charlotte and Haechan were sitting giving Renjun all the information he needed.

“Okay. Don’t be long. I’ve still got something else planned for us.”

“What is it?” You bend down wrapping your arms around his shoulders.

Smiling happily Renjun looks up at you. Even from this angle he’s positively adorable. “You’re just going to have to wait.”

“Wow you’re just going to be one big tease today, aren’t you?”

The whole table erupts in laughter including Renjun himself. As you walk away, he gives your bottom a light slap. Not enough to cause any attention but still hard enough to have you turning back a glare already forming when he winks at you.

Maybe being with just Renjun wouldn’t be so bad. He’s sweet, kind, funny, and with him you’ll always be taken care of and looked after. Not to mention there is definitely something burning behind his eyes every time he looks at you. Something that makes you want to find an empty room where the two of you can discuss what’s hidden in his gaze.

Exiting the dining hall, Sasha takes you off to the side in the hallway. Glancing around making sure the coast is clear, her body collapses onto you. Sitting next to her you noticed how tired and exhausted she looked. Guilt rushes towards you like a colossal wave. If you and Charlotte don’t fix this friendship, the one who will truly suffer will be Sasha. A couple minutes pass when she gathers herself up again, running a hand through her thick curls she looks at you hopeless.

“It’s bad.” She tells you.

“How bad are we talking?”

“She has no intentions of talking to you anytime soon. Like none whatsoever! She doesn’t even want me to speak about you to her. She’s beyond pissed! I tried talking to her. I even told her about my experience and she just said I was an idiot as well.” Sasha leans up against the wall. “I know she’s stubborn and set in her ways but this — I get the feeling she has some kind of personal grievance in regards to polyamorous relationships.”

“You don’t think she herself was in one, do you?”

Shrugging she looks in the direction of the dining hall. “Could be. Every time I tell her we need to talk she shuts me down. She’s stormed off a couple times. This morning was one of those times. At 6AM I heard her tossing and turning in bed. I asked if she wanted to talk but all she said was that she needed to clear her head but she was gone for two hours! I got worried and went to look for her and that’s when I saw her with Haechan. They were coming in from outside. Then of course we ran into you and Renjun.”

“She seems to be enjoying her time with him. Finally getting what she’s always wanted. For Haechan to notice of her.”

Sasha smirks leaning down so her eyes are at your level. “Is someone a little jealous?”

“More than a little,” you look away from her. “I’ve never been the overly jealous type but it’s knowing how much she likes him that’s bugging me. After everything Haechan and I did…seeing them like that…it pisses me off.”

“Would you feel the same if it were Charlotte and Renjun?”

“Probably. It may not bother me as much because she’s never been into Renjun but I would still want to show her who he really belongs too!”

“Wow, you really do like him, don’t you?”

“I like both of them Sasha. This morning, even after I was a complete ass to Renjun he was sweet and understanding. Having this alone time with him makes me think we would actually get along very well together.”

“And what about Haechan?”

“They apparently split the day up. Renjun in the morning, Haechan in the afternoon and I’m claimed for both of them in the evening and night.”

“That’s actually a smart idea.”

“Is it? Charlotte blabbed to Haechan that I like both of them and want to be with both of them! Now they pull this cockamamie day of dating which is only going to confuse me or solidify the fact that I can’t choose! What if that is why they are doing this! Because they want me to choose one of them!”

“She did what?!” Sasha shouts. “Why didn’t she tell me this? Wh-What was the purpose of her telling Haechan?!”

“She was angry. You know how she gets. She needed to vent and for some reason she chose him as her victim. I feel terrible for the things I said, I do, but I also wish he wasn’t hanging around her at all. There’s Jeno and Jaemin who can console her. Why does it have to be him?”

“Last night things were okay for the most part. She obliterated Jeno’s ass in video games. Laughed and joked around with Jaemin. It was as if nothing happened at all. I don’t think they know what happened and I surely didn’t tell them.”

“That makes sense as to why the air is light around them. Haechan and Renjun weren’t with you guys?”

“No. We thought they were with you. They weren’t?”

“No. I was left up in the suite all by myself. Renjun thought it would be best to give me some space. All I really wanted was to have some hold me.”

Wrapping you in the biggest of bear hugs Sasha engulfs you in her arms. “There there pet everything is going to be fine,” she teases.

“Where the hell were you when I actually needed this?” You ask her as she smushes your face into her chest. “Also, can’t breathe!”

“I was talking with Jaemin and watching Jeno lose game after game,” she pulls back just a smidge. “You should have sent me a text or called.”

“I didn’t want to interrupt your time with the others.” You give her a squeeze.

“What are you going to do about everything?”

“See how the rest of the day goes and give Charlotte the space she needs. Best not to poke the bear...”

After your small chat with Sasha the two of you headed back inside to hang out for just a bit longer. Jaemin and Jeno wanting to go hiking to see the view Renjun and yourself just saw — inviting Sasha and Mia along for the excursion. As you were all separating, Renjun leading you to the elevator saying the two of you needed to change — Haechan and Charlotte approach the elevator as well.

The silence makes the air thick and hard to manage. Moving closer to Renjun you keep your eyes down on the ground. Sensing Haechan’s eyes on you peek up just for a second to see him looking at you — blank stare, lips tight together to the point the form a single line — hands balled up into fists. Looking away the elevator opens. Stepping back, you gesture for Charlotte and Haechan to go in.

“You got here first,” Haechan mumbles.

“We can all just go in, can’t we?” Renjun looks at you and then Haechan.

“Fuck this,” you hear Charlotte hiss as she walks away. “Haechan!” She shouts for him.

“Better scurry off,” you sneer.

“Do you mind?” He says quickly walking up to you and Renjun.

“Go on,” Renjun enters the elevator holding the door so it won’t close.

Twirling you so that you’re facing him, Haechan bends down to your ear. “Scurry off?” He growls menacingly. “Is that what you want? For me to be with another woman?” He trails his lips from your ear to your neck, his tongue poking out along the way tickling your skin. “I’ll see you in the afternoon. We have a lot to talk about.” Pulling away with a nip of your neck he pecks your lips before taking his leave following after Charlotte.

Glaring in his direction you stomp your way into the elevator arms folded tightly across your chest. “He really pisses me off!” Heart racing, palms sweaty with heat rising to your cheeks you feel warmth pool at your core.

“Join the club.” Renjun sighs. “I don’t know what that was about but for your sake I wish he wasn’t hanging around her so much either.”

“My sake?”

“I’m all for being a gentleman and it seems that Sasha is going to have her hands full with bouncing between you and Charlotte. So, when she’s with one of you the other is alone. I know we agreed to split the day up, but I can already tell you this when my time is up and it’s Haechan’s I’m not going to be around Charlotte.

“I like her she’s an amazing person and a friend to you but you are the person I want to be around. I feel sorry for the fight the two of you had, but still, you’re my priority. Haechan might be able to shed more light on the reason he’s been hanging around her. I just wish I knew more so I can reassure you but he’s been quiet even around me.”

Taking Renjun’s hand in yours you shake your head. “No, it’s alright. I need to grow up. Charlotte is still my friend. I know that even though she’s mad she would never do anything to hurt me. And of course, to Richard. She found her man. This is just me wanting to have my cake and eat it too.”

Standing in front of you Renjun slides his hands around you. “Have I mentioned how beautiful you are?”

Giggling you shrug, “I don’t know, have you?”

“If I haven’t then I’m a fool because you are stunning. If I were in your position, I’d already blow my top and fuck everything up. But you, you’re taking the high road and I admire and respect that. Even if there are some jealous moments boiling beneath the surface.” He cups your cheek in his hand before placing a gentle kiss on your lips. “I was planning for us to swim out in the lake but we could have some alone time together,” he trails kisses down your neck. “Finish what we started on the hike.”

“When does Haechan’s turn start?”

“Around 3, why?”

“It’s lunch time right now,” you gasp feeling his hand traveling across your hips. “We could do both. Separately, or,” you whisper in his ear. “At the same time.”

Raising his head quickly Renjun bites his lip. “At the same time sounds amazing.” His hand goes between your legs. “Off to the side together far from other people,” he rubs over your pulsing core. “You in a swimsuit,” he nips your neck. “Pushed off to the side.”

“Renjun!” You gasp your hips moving against his hand.

“Fuck you’re so hot.” He presses harder against your clothed folds.

The elevator slows down stopping and in the span of three seconds Renjun is beside you, hand in yours as if he wasn’t two seconds from having his way with you in the elevator. A couple of your co-workers enter the elevator and soon the hot and bothered atmosphere turns into a friendly environment. When the two of you are alone again, the elevator dinging when you reach the top floor you spring out and into your hotel room.

Quickly changing into something suitable for the lake you go with a tankini. Modest to be around your co-workers but still a cute design that cuts low on your back. Spraying yourself with sunblock you grab a coverup, hat, water, and throw your sunblock into a bag to take down to the lake. As soon as you’re done you walk out of the bathroom to find Renjun fixing his shirt over his swim trunks.

“Ready?” He smirks.

“I’m more than ready!”

At least you thought you were ready. As soon as the two of you got down to the lake it seemed like the whole office was out having a swim day as well. Unless the two of you wanted to go out to the middle of the lake, attempt to keep your heads above water to fool around there was no ‘going off to the side.’ The mood long gone you just enjoyed yourselves with playing some water games with your co-workers and having a nice time swimming around.

When Renjun’s time was up, Haechan was sitting under a tree watching the two of you getting out — Renjun noticing him a few minutes after he showed up. Giving you a big squeeze goodbye for now, Renjun takes his leave, Haechan walking up to you eyeing you up and down.

“Wish this was a little more exposing,” he tugs on your bathing suit pulling it away from your body just enough to give him a peek at the top your breasts.

“Haechan!” You slap his hand away earning a chuckle from him.

“Have fun this morning?”

“Yes, I did.” You say matter of fairly still slightly upset with him. “Thank you for asking.” You dry yourself off. “And what is it that you have planned for us?”

“No plan at all. I thought we’d do whatever you wanted to do.”

“Really?”

“Yep, so what do you want to do?”

Staring at Haechan you wonder if there is some kind of catch. A hidden reason as to why he isn’t prepared at all. Renjun knew exactly what he wanted to do with you and then some. But Haechan…

Looking around you see some Pedal Boats off in the distance. Smirking to yourself you cock an eyebrow turning to him. “How about Pedal Boating?”

“Sure, why not?” He wraps his arm around your waist. “But first I need to ask you something.” Nodding he turns to the hotel. “Are you hungry at all? So far today you’ve had what? Cereal?”

“Wait how did you know what I had for breakfast?”

“I was in the dining hall with you dummy,” he lightly flicks your forehead.

“Well with how intimate you looked with Charlotte I thought the juicy conversation the two of you were having would have kept your attention.”

“Are you mad at me because I was with Charlotte?”

“Yes! No…”

Sighing Haechan’s arm falls from your waist. “Come on let’s get you something to eat before we are stuck for a bit out on the lake.”

Haechan walks ahead of you. No hand holding, arm around the shoulder…NOTHING! Maybe you should have just lied and said you were fine that you weren’t upset. But you were! Well…maybe not exactly upset. Curious perhaps. Wanting desperately to know why he has been around her, and what they were talking about that kept him away from you.

Walking back into the hotel you pass the bathrooms where you had your first taste…well…where Haechan had his first taste of you. Legs clenching together at the thought of his lips and tongue on you had you chomping down on your hand that is balled up into a fist. Still, Haechan walks ahead of you, past the bathroom without giving it a second glance.

Silently you follow behind him feeling like a scolded child who’s on punishment. Head down you keep yourself busy counting the steps it takes to reach the dining hall. Once inside you’re instructed to sit down after saying you wanted a simple sandwich and some water to drink. Haechan runs off getting it for you and when he comes back he has a sandwich as well with two small bowls of fruit. Sliding one to you he pops his open.

“Go on. Eat.” He nods his head.

“You’re mad at me now, aren’t you?” Your voice barely a whisper.

“No, I’m not. I’m mad at myself.”

“Why?”

“I should stop listening to Renjun,” he chuckles. “Yesterday when you and Charlotte had your fight, I wanted to be around you. I wanted to make sure you were okay. To hold you, kiss you, whatever you needed I wanted to be the one to give you it, but I left with Renjun.

“Knowing myself it was probably for the better anyway. My mind…our minds I should say weren’t exactly in the best places. What Charlotte told me kinda made it harder to think straight.”

“She had no right to tell you!” You slam your water down startling him. “She was pissed I understand but she shouldn’t have revealed something like that to you! It was my job to tell you and Renjun how I was feeling not hers!”

“Was?”

“Am…are…” shaking your head you rip open the plastic around your sandwich.

“You like us both, right?”

“I let both of you fuck me what do you think?” You chomp down on your sandwich.

Chuckling he slides closer to you. “Just because you let us fuck you doesn’t mean that you like us. Maybe you were just horny and wanted some dick,” you glare daggers. “What? It could be true!” He holds his hands up in the air surrendering. “But I know you like us and I know it wasn’t just because you wanted us to plow you into the mattress. Speaking of which, I never asked,” he leans into your ear. “How was it? Did you enjoy yourself?”

“Yes, I did.”

“Would you want it to happen again?” He nips your earlobe.

Would you ever want it to happen again? Gulping you squeeze your thighs together. What kind of stupid question is that?

“Yes~” you say airily a moan just dying to pass by your lips.

Haechan slides his hand into your lap lips moving from your ear to your neck. “Would you be happy if you were with just me?”

Moaning you nod your head. “Yes, I would…”

“Would you want Renjun as well?”

He grips your thigh tightly.

“Yes. Yes, I would,” you turn to him to see his face.

“What does he have that I don’t?”

“Nothing.” You shake your head. “This isn’t a competition, Haechan.”

“Are you sure? Because this morning Renjun got to keep you for himself and I wasn’t allowed around you two and now it’s my turn. We are each trying to show you we are the better choice.”

“Haechan, please…” you move away from him. “Can’t we enjoy our time together?”

“I want to know what hold Renjun has on your heart. You didn’t even know him at all before this trip and now he seems like he’s going to be your next man and it’s killing me inside. I can’t watch you be with someone else. I won’t watch you!”

“When did you fall for me? At what point did you like me and why didn’t you tell me or say something?”

“I don’t know the defining moment. You know we worked with each other from the moment you walked through the front doors of the company. You had these big glasses that drowned your face completely,” he laughs. “I always wondered why you wore them and why not contacts. Your hair was in a messy bun all the time —”

“I get it I was hideous!”

“You were cute. A real dork.” He snickers. “This is the you I hold deep in my heart. The you that Renjun has never seen. The you,” he takes some of your hair and piles it on top of your head smiling. “The you that is still there. But, this sexier version of yourself I love even more. The tight skirts. Blouse open just a bit,” he leans into you his devilishly attractive smirk playing on his lips. “And when you bent over your ass —”

Scooping up some of his fruit on a spoon you hold it up to his lips. “Open wide babe.” Doing as told he eats the fruit happily. “I know that we’ve worked together for a long time, but I don’t remember you at all. The Haechan I remember the Haechan I know is the one that strutted up to me like a peacock to ask me to the Christmas Party.”

“I really fucked up with that proposal. I really did want to go with you but at the same time I didn’t think you would take me seriously so I just acted like I normally did, like an ass.”

“But you were a cute ass,” you pout your lips snuggling close to him. “Plus, it was fun teasing you.”

“I told Renjun this and I mean it…I’ve waited so long to be near you. To talk to you, smile with you, touch you,” he grips your thigh again making you gasp. “Kiss you,” he presses a gentle kiss on your lips melting you — you following him when he leans back to continue talking, trying to keep the kiss going for as long as possible. “Taste you,” he kisses you again but this time licks your lips. “And fuck you. But what I want to do now more than anything is to love you.

“To be the reason you smile and laugh. To be the reason why you want to rip your hair out sometimes because I’ve driven you up a wall. To not just fuck you, which I want to do more than anything right here and now, but to make love to you. To show you I can be serious and I’m not just a raging ball of hormones. If I can only do these things by sharing you with Renjun, then so be it.”

“Haechan, you can’t mean…” you shake your head.

“I know you love Renjun. I know you like me. I want you to love me too.”

“Haechan, I…”

I do love you! So much!

Is what you want to say. Renjun is sweet kind and gentle, he’ll always be sweet kind and gentle. Even though today he showed a different side. A lustful side, he was still cute about it. Haechan is the wild card. The one who is unpredictable. Who would most likely have no problem kicking everyone out of the dining hall — making up some weird excuse as to why they all had to leave, locking all of the doors, and use the opportunity to fuck you on each and every table. Afterwards, kissing you sweetly and ready for a cuddle session while he drifts off to sleep. Renjun…he could never. Out on the hike you felt him trembling as well as your own self. Haechan wouldn’t care. He would have just slid you around to the other side of the tree, put his hand over your mouth to keep you quiet — admittedly would be the hottest thing in the world, and rub over your soaking lips like a mad man until you found your release regardless of who was around.

This is the strange power Haechan holds. Excitement. Adrenaline. Everything that doesn’t equal a typical romance. Balance that with Renjun’s sweet, stable behavior and you get the best of both worlds. The good the bad, and the oh so satisfying. There is no way in hell you can choose between these two men. No way!

“Haechan, I like you so much. I do. I won’t say what you want to hear because we don’t know each other well yet, but please know that I right here and now want to say it desperately. I need you to understand that I care so much about you. I don’t want to see you hurt because of me because of anyone. Hell, I was jealous seeing you around Charlotte. I didn’t want to admit it but I was! Like really really jealous! I wanted to show her who you belonged to. I wanted to show everyone!”

Haechan leans into you his lips brushing against yours. “And who do I belong to exactly?”

“I want to say me,” you wrap your arms around his shoulders. “I want to say that you belong to me and no one else.”

“And Renjun?”

“I want to say he belongs to me too. It’s selfish. I know it is,” your arms fall from his shoulders but before they rest at your sides Haechan grabs your wrists.

“I can’t speak for him but if this is what it means to be able to call you mine and to be yours, I’ll gladly share you with him, but only him!” He gives you a peck. “Don’t go falling for anyone else or I’ll have to beat the shit out of them. I don’t like sharing and I normally wouldn’t but he’s my friend, so I guess I’ll share with him.” He growls lowly against your lips. “Plus, it was fun to see you filled from both ends. Wouldn’t mind seeing you like that again.”

“Haechan!!!”

Finishing up your small lunch in a fit of laughter from all the memories the two of you shared about work, the company, and your lives you head outside to where the Pedal Boats are. It was nice to hang out with Haechan and though in the dining hall things were leaning towards steamy they weren’t nearly as close to happening as they were with Renjun. Today seeming to be a day of opposites with them showing you just how much there is to still learn about them.

Like how crazy Haechan’s competitive energy is! Thinking the two of you would enjoy a lovely pedal across the lake talking and having fun, he turned it into a competition with two of your co-workers! Screaming for you to keep pedaling though your legs were starting to turn to jelly. The two of you narrowly losing to the others.

Completely exhausted he did most of the pedaling for the two of you back to shore. Groaning and moaning in agony — your favorite part, but you would never admit to that. Especially with sweat trickling down his neck soaking his shirt through.

Falling onto the grass both of you exhausted, Renjun kneels down between the two of you. “Is everything okay?” He asks concerned.

“He was trying to kill me!” You point at Haechan whose chest is rising and falling rapidly.

“W-Wa-Was n-not!” He gasps for air.

“Yes, you were! ‘Go! Pedal faster! We’re losing! PEDAL WOMAN PEDAL!’ Does that ring any bells?”

“We-we were this close to winning,” he holds up his hand to show the minuscule amount you needed to win. “If you would…if you would have held out a little longer, we could have shown Derek and Erik whose boss!”

“Derek and Erik?! The twins?!” Renjun looks down at you a deep pout coming to his face. “Aren’t they cyclists or something? I could have sworn they were bragging about winning stuff back when they were younger and they still compete.”

“They are?!” Haechan springs up. “Jackasses!”

“No that’s just you!” You whack him upside the head.

“Did you at least have fun?”

“I know I’m not going to be able to feel my legs tomorrow but yes, Haechan, I had fun.”

“I told everyone that we weren’t going to be joining them at the table tonight. There’s a picnic area right outside of the dining hall. I figured we can eat and talk there. Sound good?” Renjun asks.

“Talk?”

He nods but doesn’t elaborate. Talk. The talk! Your body grows prickly with goosebumps. With tonight being the last night and tomorrow everyone heading out early to go back home there was no way that you would be able to talk properly — certainly the bus not being the ideal place to talk either with prying eyes and ears. So tonight…right now… is the best opportunity to figure this weird relationship between the three of you out.

Renjun helps you up from the ground and the three of you go inside to get your food. Charlotte, Sasha, Jeno, Jaemin, and Mia all sitting at one table laughing and chatting happily. A bittersweet scene for the shitshow that’s going to happen right outside of the doors. Though Haechan said he would do anything to be with you it still didn’t sit well with you.

No one should feel obligated to do something that they don’t want to do just so they can call someone their boyfriend or their girlfriend. If sharing you with Renjun, truly bothers him – well, that would be devastating to know. His humor with you not falling for someone else does add some levity but for the most part, you still feel uneasy. Hopefully with this talk you’ll be able to hear Haechan’s side and Renjun’s side together to figure out exactly where each of their hearts are.

Once you get your food you head outside to a lovely little table that has just enough light for you to see your meals and each other. The night sky going from an orange glow into dark blues and purples makes everything feel peaceful and serene. Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad.

You find yourself finishing your food rather quick. Your body trembling in anticipation. All three of you sensing that things needed to be discussed and there should be ample time to discuss them. Pushing your plate away your head lowers to your chest. A deep sigh bursting past your lips.

“So, I guess we should start talking about the elephant in the room,” Renjun mumbles.

“I think it’s clear where she stands.” Haechan adds. “The question is where do we stand?”

“I want to hear from her first.”

“What Charlotte told Haechan shouldn’t have been stated. I myself was still going through the pros and cons in my head. I mentioned it to Sasha because she has knowledge of these types of things. Charlotte told you out of spite.”

“What were you fighting about?” Haechan asks. “She hasn’t told me exactly why the two of you are fighting except that it’s my fault. She really emphasized me when she was scolding me in that damn elevator. By the way, remind me to NEVER piss her off. She’s batshit crazy!”

Doing your best to conceal the smile that was coming to you – knowing full well how angry and scary Charlotte can be when provoked, you take in another inhale and exhale slowly. “It’s not your fault. She just wants me to date Renjun and not you.”

“Eh?!” Haechan bolts up from his seat. “After I spent all that fucking time trying to see if she was okay — she didn’t give a shit about us!” He points to you and him.

“Is that why you’ve been hanging around her?” Renjun asks. “Why? Charlotte is of no concern to you. Our main concern is the woman sitting at this table.”

“Because I felt bad for her.” Haechan sighs. “The two of you didn’t see how crazy she was in the elevator. She was crying like she wanted to flood the floor, snot pouring out of her nose, eyes and nose bloodshot. She was a mess! I was just making sure she wasn’t going to do anything stupid. But now I regret everything,” he plops back down rolling his eyes.

“I didn’t like seeing you with Charlotte. I already told you that. I am, however, glad that you were worried about her and were checking on her. I wish I could have been the one doing that but with Sasha clearly stating to stay away for now, I’ll have to rely on others to make sure she’s okay.”

“You can say that again. She was still pissed off about the fight this morning. Like massively ‘if that bitch comes anywhere near me, I’m going to kill her’ mad!” Haechan sighs. “If it was about me, I’m sorry. I hope your friendship doesn’t end because of all of this.”

“It wasn’t because of you, or you,” you glance at Renjun. “Charlotte doesn’t want to even fathom me being in a relationship with more than one person. She wants me to pick one of you and that’s it.”

“Why were you thinking about being with both of us? This part is what I don’t understand.” Renjun takes hold of your hand.

“Honestly the two of you are so different. I’ve enjoyed myself immensely with both of you and today spending time with you alone has given me a little insight as to what dating you individually would be like, but I couldn’t help but think about the other person too.

“I know what I want is selfish. I know it’s stupid to think that this could work but I can’t stop myself from feeling this pain in my chest when I think about being with just one of you. It hurts to think that another person who I care about more than anything in this world is out there alone. I want to be the one who makes you guys laugh. I want to be the person who you turn to when life knocks you down. I want to be the person who you —” turning from them you fiddle with your fingers. “Do…stuff…with... With just me and you or like what happened yesterday morning. I want to be your person.”

“What would this relationship be like?” Haechan asks. “I’m curious as to how this will work out.”

“That’s something we would need to discuss all together.”

“So, there would be rules?” Renjun’s eyes bounce from you to Haechan. “Also, what about work? Our friends?”

“Work and friends nothing what about our families?” Haechan chuckles. “I can just see my old man’s face right now when I say this is my girlfriend and this is her other boyfriend. He’d have a heart attack.”

Renjun slams his hands down onto the table making Haechan seize his laughter. “Haechan! This isn’t funny! We need to figure this out right now!”

“We would need to keep this under wraps. That is in the beginning. I mean no one is saying this would even work out. We could tell everyone and get judged only for it to not work out. Or, we can keep it a secret and if things get serious enough then tell people.”

“You know how I feel,” Haechan grips your thigh a light squeeze of reassurance. “The question is, what do you think?” He asks Renjun.

“M-Me?!”

“Are you in or out?”

“I-I…I don’t know…yet…”

“Dude you’ve had all fucking day to think about this. Even last night!”

“It’s not something you jump into for the hell of it Haechan! We’re talking about being in a serious relationship with her where she is also in a serious relationship with someone else. You don’t just jump into this because you’re in your feelings! We need to talk about this seriously. Like I don’t know, what would happen if one of us gets jealous? Is tired of the other person being around? What about sex? This is stuff that needs to be discussed! So, no, I’m not going to just jump at the opportunity to be with her because I lov —” he stops himself. “Because I…”

Smirking Haechan leans forward, elbows on the table, brow raised. “You were totally going to say you loved her,” he snickers.

“No, I wasn’t!” Renjun shouts.

“Yeah, you were. It’s cool though. I’ll let you say it first,” Haechan turns to you. “But trust me when I say this that she’ll be telling me she loves me first,” he blows you a kiss.

Renjun points a finger at Haechan. “See! This is one thing that would need to stop! This constant competing and trying to get me angry!”

“Why? It’s helped you get this far with her.”

“I don’t want to compete with you for everything! If we were to be in a relationship with her, I would want us to work as a team to ensure that she is happy and well taken care of like men should! This bickering between us would need to stop.”

“But I like teasing you. You can’t deny that he isn’t the cutest person in the world when he gets all sulky,” Haechan leans his head on your shoulder.

“He does have a point Renjun,” you giggle. “You are cute when you’re pouting.”

“So, what would this look like in your eyes,” Renjun changes the subject. Eyes laser focused on you. “I want to know how you see this playing out.”

“Umm, well, it would be nice to do the singular dates with you guys again. I think being alone with each of you helped me to get to know you better. But I want us to do dates altogether where we’re just hanging out and having fun.”

“And jealousy? I don’t like sharing at all. Never thought I’d ever consider sharing my partner with someone else.”

“That’s something that we can discuss with each other,” Haechan sighs. “Plus, the jealousy will be on our part not hers.”

“I want to be involved as well.” You chime in. “I need to know where you guys are mentally. If I’m doing something you don’t like or wrong then I want to be made aware of it.”

“And sex?” Renjun asks eyes growing tired.

“We’d only be intimate between the three of us. We would need to get checked out regularly at the doctors to ensure that we’re all safe. Of course, using protection. I am on the pill, but I think with how things were these past four days using condoms or other means of contraception would be for the best. I’d love to be a mom but I’m not ready right now.”

Sighing Renjun shakes his head. “I still don’t know. I’ve never done anything like this. I don’t want to say yes unless I know for sure what to expect.”

“Did you have fun this weekend?” Haechan growls lowly. “If so, then that is what it’s going to be like.”

“No, it isn’t. We’re here on vacation. At a hotel! When we leave, we’re going to go back to our normal routines and our normal lives. We have to think how we can merge this type of relationship with our normal selves. For instance, are we going to jump right into calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend? Are we going to take a bit of time to get to know each other? This is what I’m talking about.”

“Oh, for the love of —”

Haechan and Renjun start going back and forth. Each talking over the other growing more and more frustrated as the conversation continues. This isn’t how you wanted this to go. You wanted to tell them that you can’t pick just one. That you like them so very much. That you want to get to know them. Create an unbreakable bond but with the way they’re acting…

“Will you grow the fuck up, Haechan!” Renjun snaps.

“I am grown up! Just because you’re just a little bit older than I am doesn’t mean —”

Renjun is older?! You lean back shocked. Then again, it did make sense with the way he talks. One person trying to see things logically, the other wanting to jump in head first. Polar opposites.

“Just give it a shot, Renjun.” Haechan pleads. “Don’t fuck this up for us!”

“You mean don’t fuck it up for you!”

“No, I mean it for both of us! All this thinking is going to make you walk away from someone who you love!”

Renjun springs to his feet. “I never said I loved her! How the hell would I love someone I barely know?!”

“Will you stop denying how you feel?! You’re making it seem like you don’t want to be with her. After yesterday how can you talk like this?”

“I do want to be with her! I want to be the ONLY one with her! That’s the problem! I don’t want to compete for her love or her affection. I don’t want to wonder what is going on every time the two of you look at each other and I’m left in the dark. I don’t want to walk in on the two of you fucking and having to sit on the side lines like a dog that was kicked out of their master’s bedroom! I want to be the one who looks at her and only we know what it means. I want to be the one who holds her and loves her. I want to be the only one who fucks her! Me! Not you! Not us!” Turning to you Renjun stares you down desperation in his eyes. Tears brimming at the edges. “So, who’s it going to be? Him or me?”

EPILOGUE

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pairing: haechan x reader

word count: 1740

genre: fluff, minor angst, scene-by-scene

contains: pining, flirting, one suggestive joke that isn't detailed, haechan being a minor dick for a minute but apologizing later, kissing

a/n: this is my first (and maybe only) attempt at plot. it....might be shit. i have no idea. also not proofread, will do that later (as usual).

taglist: @itsveronicaxxx @zurikyo @husbandhoshi @starlightjoong.

ONE

"what do you think of the new hair color?"

renjun's soft voice snaps you from your daze, and you turn to see him looking at you with a smile. if you didn't know him as well, you might have missed the worrying glint in his eyes. your heart warms at his concern, even as your mind whispers 'oh, how pathetic'.

you've known haechan since what feels like forever. you suppose the two of you were meant to be bffs - being the same age and growing up in adjacent houses. it would be a great love story as well, if it wasn't so terribly one-sided.

there are times you've wondered if it really was so one-sided, if he really didn't think of you as anything other other than a friend. and every time you'd let yourself hope, you'd run into scenes like the present - haechan flirting with some idol, making them laugh and exchanging numbers, blissfully ignorant of the ache in your heart. you'd think the pain would lessen every time you witness the familiar scene, but it hurts just the same. every time.

"it looks good", you fix an errant strand of renjun's hair, "suits you".

"right? it's my natural hair color. i think i looks best this way", he sounds excited, and you can't help but grin as you nod.

"what are you guys talking about?", haechan's voice surprises you, and you turn you head to see him and jaemin standing beside you. are you imagining the frown on his face?

"about my hair color", renjun reply sounds tart, "we've agreed that it's my best look".

haechan's about to say something (no doubt to contradict renjun), when jaemin interrupts by putting an arm around your shoulder. "now y/n", he whispers conspirationally (but not quietly), "which one of us looks the best? and remember - you have to be completely objective in your analysis", then quieter, "i have those chocolates you like in my bag".

you giggle at his ministrations, letting out a contemplative "mmmmm" as you pretend to think. before you can reply, a new voice interrupts you, "hyung, did you get her number? she said she wanted to talk to you".

you have to look up to see the speaker. it's the newest admission to nct, his name is......sunchan? sungchan? something like that. you'd ponder on how tall the kid is, but his question makes your heart sink. they were flirting, then. ofcourse they were.

"mm? oh yeah, yeah i did", haechan replies with a grin, "well she offered, i couldn't exactly say no".

you hope your face doesn't betray how you're feeling. feeling jaemin's arms tighten around your shoulders and hearing renjun make an excuse to lead you away, you know that there's no point in hoping. your hopeless crush on your best friend is far too obvious, and you can only pray that he doesn't know.

TWO

"how'd it go with that guy?", haechan's voice is neutral.

the two of you are sitting on his bed, watching a movie you've watched about a hundred times before. it's weekly movie night, a tradition you've had with your best friend for as long as you can remember.

"what guy?", you're confused.

"the guy from that company you went to for that meeting. you said he asked you out"

"oh, him. the date was okay, i guess."

"oh? is he getting a second date, then?", the teasing lilt in his voice seems more grating than usual.

"nah. it was okay, but not something i want to do again"

"did something happen?", his voice is concerned. protective.

"no, nothing like that. just wasn't feeling it, you know?", he wasn't you.

"oh well", he pats your head, letting you rest it against his shoulder, "maybe the next one will work out".

"yeah", you say quietly, leaning your face into his shoulder, "maybe the next one will".

the two of you are silent for a minute, and you wonder if he's ignoring the movie too. then you remember.

"wait, what about you?", you keep your voice light, "what about that host who asked you out at the show?"

"mm?", he thinks for a second, his face frowning in concentration before realization dawns, "oh, her. it was fine, but don't see it going anywhere. wasn't feeling it, you know".

"right", you settle back on his shoulder, "right".

wasn't feeling it.

oh, how you wish the similarities went beyond that.

THREE

"stop that"

haechan's command draws the attention of everyone in the room, the laughter dying down instantly when four pairs of eyes take in his furious face. you drove to the dream dorm right after work to pick up the jacket you had left last week, and jaemin decided to entertain you with some rather suggestive flirting while haechan fetched it from his room.

"what?", you fluster, confused at the silence in the room, "it's a joke, haechan".

"yeah, yeah", his hands clutch your jacket tighter, "some joke about you being on your knees, very funny", he laughs humorlessly, "come on. i'll walk you to your car".

"i - ", you look back to his friends, who are looking at you with you resigned smiles, "okay", you wave, "bye, guys".

the walk down to the parking lot is quiet, almost suffocatingly so. you can't help but wonder if you did something wrong earlier - should you apologize? but you're an adult, and jaemin is an adult, so what if you're flirting? what did you do wrong? it's not like haechan is your boyfriend.

"what was that?", your even voice echoes in the empty parking lot.

"what was what?", haechan keeps his back to you.

"why did you freak out over jaemin flirting with me?", you catch the small flinch that runs through his body, "it was harmless".

"i didn't freak out", he turns around, "it was just weird".

"why? it's not weird for me to flirt with someone my age"

"look, you might think it's harmless, but i don't want jaemin getting any ideas - "

"and why not? what's wrong with that?"

"oh", his voice turns shriller, "is that why you come here? to flirt with my friends?"

"what?", you gape.

you close your eyes and swear. he'll never get it, will he?

"yeah, haechan", you snatch your jacket from his hand and unlock your car door, ignoring how his face shifts at your tearful voice, "that's why i come here".

FOUR

"wait"

your hand stills at the car handle, your eyes drifting to meet haechan's hesitating ones.

when haechan had texted you earlier to ask if you'd be up for a drive to the cliffside the two of you frequent, you were planning on saying no. you had succeeded in not replying until his next message ("please? need to get away from here").

the two of you haven't talked about what happened last week in the parking lot, and you're honestly glad about it. while you're certain you did nothing wrong, you're not sure that a conversation about the incident won't have you blurting out your long-standing feelings for your friend. unfortunately, it seems that he wants to clear things up.

"about last time - ", he starts.

"haechan, it's fine", you shrug, "these things happen".

do they? you don't know. but you'd rather pretend you do than to talk about it.

"no, it's not fine", his hand reaches to hold yours, "i was a dick. i'm sorry".

"well", you smile, "apology accepted".

"yeah, i - ", he clears his throat, "you can flirt with whoever you want, i don't get to have a say. i know that. but just - it's weird to see it with my members you know? but that's not a you problem, it's - "

"haechan", you giggle at his rambling, "i get it. i wouldn't like it if you flirted with my friends either".

the fact that he doesn't immediately rebuke with "you don't have any other friends than me" is enough to tell you how sincere he is.

"okay, yeah", he nods, tightening his hand around yours, "so we're good?"

"yeah, we're good"

"then off to the stars!", you open the door and walk out, stopping when you feel the tug on your hand, "haechan? my hand".

"right", he doesn't let go of your hand, "wait - hang on. sit for a minute, i'm not done".

"oh, what is it?", you whine but obediently sit back down, slamming the door close, "can't it be outside? it's a clear sky".

"yeah, that might be better for it actually", he grins nervously, "but i'm doing it here".

"fiiiiine", you sigh, your heart accelerating at the intent look in his eyes, "what is it?"

"okay. y/n", he swallows, "i like you. like, more than a friend. i have for a while. go out with me".

you blink, not quite believing that this isn't one of your dreams. he....likes you? like, more than a friend? what? for a while? what?

"i mean", he starts to rambles, "you don't have to, obviously. i get it if you don't want to, really. i'll try to not let it affect our friendship, i'll be cool with it but i thought, well that - if you're -"

"ohmygod", your gasp shuts him up, "fuck. i can't believe this".

"yeah, came out of nowhere, huh?", he chuckles nervously, "well, i thought it was worth a try. i'll still be your best fri - "

"no, haechan, ohmygod", your hands fly up to squish his cheeks, "no, i love you too. same".

"oh", he whispers, then whines loudly, "why didn't you say that?"

"i was surprised!", you squeak, your wide grin matching his, "oh, we're so stupid".

"yeah", he turns his face slightly to kiss your palm, his chuckles making your skin tickle, "yeah".

"you know", he murmurs quietly when the laughter dies down, one of his hands moving to rest on the side of your neck and pulling you closer, "there's something i've always wanted to do".

"oh yeah", your fingers press on the back of his neck, your lips centimeters apart, "and what's that?"

"mm", his lips brush yours fleetingly, and you can barely hold yourself back from pressing them fully on his, "i just said i like you, by the way. you said you love me".

"oh", you pull back slightly to meet his eyes, the fond glint calming your nerves, "must've slipped out".

"oh, that's too bad", he pulls you close again, his lips a hair's width apart, "because same. i love you".

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