Just wanted to say that introduction to muggle studies by light yagami is one of my favorites dn fanfictions ever and every few months I find myself randomly remembering it and feeling the urge to reread it and that alone usually leads to a whole new wave of obsession over death note just bc of how much I love your take on the on the characters and on both the universes and the vibe of the story and !! I just just love it very much >_<
Thanks so much anon 💕💘. Introduction to Muggle Studies is my first (and only) longfic. It lives rent free in my head and I just had to write it out. So glad others can obsess over it with me lmao.
Most of all, happy that it is so well loved. The comments on the fic keep me writing and I loves hearing readers write about what all they liked. Because because because! I write it because I want to read it, I'm the first reader of my own fic, and that urge to talk about it, you know?
I love both HP and Death Note and crossing over both those worlds into one fic was! my obsession! for months! Before I wrote it. And the characters! I admit Light changes a lot right at the very beginning, but the existence of magic ought to change him, right? If the death note itself changed Light so much, then magic in comparison is hugeeee. I was a bit nervous because, that's a rather quick change and ppl might not like it? But they did! And it went well! I'm so touched the characterization held 😭
L is the most difficult to write because he's mysterious. We barely know anything about him plus he's a genius plus he's a quiet person. So he's difficult.
And the HP characters! They're all so bright as compared to the dubious morality of the death note characters lmao. Plus, they are a lot. In sheer quantity. It's difficult but so fun ~
Look at my long long ramble as compared to your short and precise 'ask', anon. I'm always so excited when I get replies/comments/asks for Introduction to Muggle Studies. Thank you for the 'comment'! <3
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FIC | He's no angel, but he's my religion (1/?)
Summary: "You're afraid of me, Light. And I'm afraid of you. I'm not afraid of you killing me, if I have to die, I accept that. It's an expected ending for a detective who sets out to investigate a serial killer who has powers beyond logic. You're afraid I'll never fully believe you, which I never will. And I'm afraid you'll betray me," Light frowned more in frustration, but L looked at him with patience and understanding. "which you will. As much as you're not Kira now, his ideals are in you, he's as much a part of who you are as the sweet, polite, charitable Light. And that part of you, the Kira in you, would never let anyone stand in his way."
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What if when Rem realized that Light was plotting for her to kill L and Watari and therefore die too, she had sided with L because she believed Misa would never be safe being left alone with Light without her protection?
Link: AO3
Pairing: L/Yagami Light
Fandom: Death Note (Anime and Manga)
Tags: Canon Universe, The story starts on the Yotsuba Arc, Every character here is morally grey, L and Light don't die in this story, L and Yagami Light work together, Yagami Light is Kira, Fluff and Angst, Smut, They hate each other but are in love, Other additional tags to be added
Chapter preview:
Light had never allowed himself to be vulnerable, and he had never met a person who made him feel so exposed and seen, and it was inconvenient that at the very moment in his life he should be most in control of himself and let his mind work with clarity, Light felt so out of sorts. And even worse, he felt that way because of the person who could see so clearly through all his weaknesses and could skillfully use them against him.
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Memories Wrapped in Blue
New one-shot fic you can read here or on Ao3
Rating: mature
Category: m/m
Aditional warnings: (mild) smut, (heavy) angst, Light is Kira, Light won, L is dead, memories, imagination, insomnia
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Light gasped as the man ran his lips gently, sensually down his neck. He squeezed his eyes tighter and dug his fingers into man's dark strands of hair and breathed in the mingled scent of their sweaty skins. He shivered against his will and bit his lip.
The man penetrated him smoothly without any resistance and Light spread his legs even further to let him in as deep as possible.
"L..." Light breathed out that one letter what was the man's name.
"Mmm?"
Light felt tightening in his throat and his chest, suddenly it was hard to breathe. He turned from his back to his stomach and buried his head in the pillow. He drew a sharp breath into his mouth and exhaled slowly.
The man was now kissing the back of his neck brushing aside his damp hair. He continued to travel his fingertips over his bare back making him shiver once more. Goosebumps appeared on Light's skin and he moaned as the man thrust his long finger into his hole.
Light arched his back in pleasure, he wanted to feel every friction, every movement.
"Greedy... aren't we?" He heard the man say smugly.
"Shut up!"
"My... my... I don't even have to be here, and you know that."
Light swallowed hard and the bubbling in his chest intensified and soon the tears threatened to appear in his eyes. He rolled back on his back and opened his eyes searching for his phone in the dark.
The screen showed 3:10 and Light groaned.
Again, he couldn't sleep.
He started developing insomnia ever since...-
Light vawed the thought away and sighed. He ran his hands over his face then turned to his side. He closed his eyes again and that familiar face appeared before his eyes once more.
Although the man was no longer among the living, he belonged to him.
Light didn't need him alive, no, he just sometimes felt lonely so he called him to himself in his thoughts, in his mind. And he could do with him what he pleased. This way he had the man completely in his power and had complete control over him. Things were better this way, and Light knew it.
This was the only way how they could exist. Only one alive, other dead. It was him or L.
Light could keep him by his side as long as he wanted, and when he didn't want to, he could simply not think about him.
L was his... this way he was completely his.
L brought his face closer to his and connected their lips. Light allowed him to slide his tongue into his mouth and explore his cavern, this time as many times before. He felt his excitement growing, his cock becoming hard again. Light rolled once more onto his stomach, his eyes shut tightly. He groaned into his pillow as the scene unfolded before his eyes.
L was naked on top of him as he lay on his stomach and started removing his boxers. Once he had them off L started fondling his cheeks. Light clutched the sheet and buried his face deeper into the pillow and groaned. The man started fingering him again and Light rolled his hips into the mattres, "aahhh!"
"Does Kira-kun like it?"
Why did L have to be such a prick in his imagination too? This was his phantasy for god's sake!
"I said shut up! And continue to do... what you were doing."
Light knew that L had smirked. He knew the man very well, and he knew L would act just like that.
"You know... I'm happy to know that Kira-kun loves my dick."
Light had his eyes closed but rolled them anyway.
"Just fuck me already!"
"Why shoul I? You killed me, do you know that?"
"Fuck this!"
Light sat up in frustration and oppened his eyes. The room was dim and he was all alone. Though, he was glad that Misa was on a business trip, at least he didn't have to look for excuses to work late into the night (but the real person he had missed was that man).
"Fuck you, L!" He shouted into the dark. "Fuck you! I won't even think about you. You're an asshole anyway!" Light buried his face in his hands and tried to think about something else. He was successful only for a few seconds then the man appeared in his mind again. Now he was sitting next to him, dressed as usual, stroking his head and his hair gently.
"I'm sorry, Light-kun." L spoke. Light was silent. The man then wrapped his arms around him and pulled him into a hug.
"No... I don't want to think about this." Light said, but L was still beside him. In his chest tightened again and Light felt a wave of nostalgia. "No... stop this..."
But he didn't want it to stop.
L put two fingers on his chin and turned his head to himself. Light saw that longing look in his eyes and the man pressed their lips together.
Then when L pulled away after a while, he said to him: "Light-kun... I... love you."
Light blinked his eyes only to see the emptiness of the room again. He instinctively covered his scarred wrist with his hand missing the piece of metal he used to have there for months not so long ago. He took a deep breath and exhaled brokenly.
He knew that it was all just a product of his imagination and that he had to put an end to it once and for all. Day after day he moved it to the next day, and the next and then again to the next day prolonging his misery.
He lay back on the mattress with his back down and spread his arms at his sides. He looked up at the ceiling with an empty head and a numb feeling in the depths of his soul.
This was the third month since everything happened so fast. Him regaining his memories back, Rem writting L's and Watari's names in the Note. Remembering this wasn't much helpful. Light he looked for his phone again to check the time, and still deep down he hoped to find some missed call or message from the man, although he knew something like that was impossible.
The clock on the small screen read 3:59. Light cursed, because he knew he won't have a good night's rest again and he still didn't feel like sleeping.
He groaned and turned in bed until he found a suitable position. He was once again on his stomach with his head turned to the left. He closed his eyes again with the intention of falling asleep, but as always, the black-haired man returned into his mind.
L lay down next to him and took his hand. He intertwined their fingers and stayed lying next to him quietly.
"Why won't you leave me alone?" Light asked.
"I can ask you that same question."
Light sighed. He didn't want to argue with himself.
L wasn't there and he will never be. And Light knew that he was in control of his life and that he just needed to stop thinking about him...
Or... was it other way around? He asked himself as he felt L squeeze his hand.
No, L didn't squeeze his hand. L was not next to him. L was only in his head.
Light closed his eyes tightly and now all of a sudden L was now once again on him and in him naked and biting his neck leaving marks and bruises.
Light moaned and reached his hand only to feel the empty space. His hand hung in the air for a moment and tears rolled down his face.
"Nooo! No... don't leave me..." Light spoke into the void and there was no answer.
He clutched his empty hand to his chest and started sobbing.
"I... I thought I have you... that you're mine..."
He started re-playing in his head all the memories they had together while L was still alive.
"... but you aren't... you're not mine."
All that was left to him were memories and an empty cold bed to lie in every night.
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FIC | He's no angel, but he's my religion (2/?)
Summary: "You're afraid of me, Light. And I'm afraid of you. I'm not afraid of you killing me, if I have to die, I accept that. It's an expected ending for a detective who sets out to investigate a serial killer who has powers beyond logic. You're afraid I'll never fully believe you, which I never will. And I'm afraid you'll betray me," Light frowned more in frustration, but L looked at him with patience and understanding. "which you will. As much as you're not Kira now, his ideals are in you, he's as much a part of who you are as the sweet, polite, charitable Light. And that part of you, the Kira in you, would never let anyone stand in his way."
Or:
What if when Rem realized that Light was plotting for her to kill L and Watari and therefore die too, she had sided with L because she believed Misa would never be safe being left alone with Light without her protection?
Link: AO3
Pairing: L/Yagami Light
Fandom: Death Note (Anime and Manga)
Tags: Canon Universe, The story starts on the Yotsuba Arc, Every character here is morally grey, L and Light don't die in this story, L and Yagami Light work together, Yagami Light is Kira, Fluff and Angst, Smut, They hate each other but are in love, Other additional tags to be added
Chapter preview:
"Then you must learn when to lie, Detective. Because at one point you said I was your friend, but at another you say you see me as nothing more than a cold-hearted and underhanded killer." L locked eyes with him. "When did you lie and when did you tell the truth? Or did those two things have a bit of a lie and a bit of truth in them?"
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