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spiritualbaby777 · 9 months

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Allowing myself to rot

#surrendering #I was always so comfortable in being alone #lately it’s feeling lonely tho #strengthening my companionship with myself

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heroisdraw · 2 months

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hiiii.. um my inbox is open if anyone is curious abt my art or want to talk abt things i've drawn for or anything like that...

#personal #(dont feel forced to say or do anything ofc tho)#sorry i am just like. in bad and lonely spirits lately lol...#im envious of others who get to interact and chat w followers ;_;#even tho i havent made myself a very sociable person #im sad that i've failed to connect or make friends w ppl/artists in other communities #everytime i go in tags i feel like squidward looking out his window meme #i want to have fun and be included too ;_;#but i dont know how to befriend or leave a lasting impression on others around me...#cries

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eelo · 3 months

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It's aweird thought but, all that I have ever known as my status, I'll never have it again and one day I'll have been an adult more than I have been a kid and one day I'll be further from my kid years longer than I have ever been a kid,

Till you become an adult you switch statuses like once every few years, you're a baby for a year or two then a toddler for a few years after a child and then a tween and and teen and alllll these happen in 18 years

Think about it tho then like the middle aged period lasts like 20 years after that you're old just old till you die

The change never stops but it slows down so so much that it feels permanent

#eelo rambles #this is for night #cuz she apparently liked my 1am ramble #my 7am self is dying seeing it tho #i know what i was on but like.. yeaa thats the whole point of being an adult #its scary and awful and its human #we all go thru it #and thats comforting #even if you feel alone and dont have anyone to dhare the experience with #you are still going thru a path everyone has gone thru #and when you think of it like that #that we are all connected by such experinces #it doesnt feel so lonely anymore #human #ramble #late night thoughts #shower thoughts #idk taggung just so i can find it cuz i think it *is* an interesting thing to think about

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roxannarambles · 4 days

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Are you still making Julinemo fics? If so do you take requests for like fic ideas?

Hiya! I am currently on a writing hiatus, so I'm not doing any fanfic at all at the moment. I WILL return to writing in the future, but for now I have some pretty bad burnout so I gotta take care of myself first.

That said, I'm so glad you've enjoyed the fics, and I will definitely let folks know when I'm writing again! ^_^

#I still do headcanons sometimes but those aren't really writing #just loose notes on some thoughts and scenarios #but yeah as much as I miss writing my brain hasn't been good lately so hopefully it gets better soon #every time I see somebody 'like' a julinemo fic it makes me so happy tho because it means there ARE other julinemo fans out there #writing for a rarepair can feel really lonely so thank you so much for your ask-- just the fact you cared enough to ask means a lot #asks

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snailune · 22 days

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wiki how do I stop spiraling about my life once every 2 weeks I'm getting sick of it

#personal #i just want to make things so bad #it hurts to even look at something anyones made bc im not doing it #i started so late and its still so hard. i got months without doing anything bc im just exhausted from daily life #if i spend more time with my girlfriends i feel like im closer to them but then i have no time for art #if im making something im spending less time with them #and i like my job so much. i really do. i even considered just saying fuck it and going into library sciences #but i still come home barely able or willing to talk sometimes. and i dont know how to fix that #and i feel so unfulfilled and extremely lonely even tho i have friends #but i can barely get myself to draw or write even when i have so many ideas #i feel so uncomfortable in my body and so tired of trying with therapists and doctors #all of it makes me so anxious i feel sick #so Frustrated i feel dizzy. and then i still cant do anything!!!!#i dont want to live here anymore i just want to be with everyone else. but everyone is moving away or planning to. us included #but no one in the same place. it makes me so sad #i dont know what to do or how to do it when i dont have motivation to do the bare minimum #maybe i just like torturing myself by thinking i can do the things i want instead of aceepting i cant. :/ cringes #for anyone that has somehow read this far ill be ok in like 20 minutes im just having a moment dw. im fine. will handle it like an adult #and not spend to much time thinking about this

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astral-catastrophe · 10 months

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Being the way I am, I ignore the shit I haven’t processed, but now I’m crying because I don’t want to go to camp

#Last year I was alone #Like earlier I mentioned that I was so upset with being alone that I cried almost every time I wasn’t with someone #Bc it was the first year without my best friend going #Then my next closest friend came to camp late bc she was on a cruise #And she said she felt bad bc she didn’t know I was lonely #And even tho she and the crush are both gonna be there this year #I’m gonna feel so fucking alone bc the bad memories always creep in and I don’t want them to hear that.#I don’t want to go #last year sucked #And it was at the height of my middle of the summer depressive episode #which is coming back #So I’m gonna be depressed again and feeling bad #And I keep remembering my grandpa #Gods I miss him #I keep thinking that he’s still here but it’s been four fucking years #And I had an anxiety attack this morning because I saw someone who looked like my ex best friend #So I’m not doing okay #And I’m alone at home crying #After nearly two weeks of always having a friend right next to me #I want to stop existing

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smiggles · 1 year

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How did you grow your audience? If you don't mind me asking

Hmmm..it was a steady climb for awhile (this is all twitter) as i posted commissions i finished and people would share them. I also hosted raffles at times with the "retweet and follow"

But there was a turning point during the "socialist teeth" meme when my post took off and i got a lot of follows

I dont know if I really have advice to give on it because it's honestly from what I've seen luck

And ...tbh....not something I really enjoyed for many years and why I scrambled at the chance to use Tumblr as a site for myself again (instead of just silently rbing others art)

Having a small audience who truly care about what you share and engage with u is nice

Growing slowly is the best way i think

Drawing and posting what you TRULY like and never to simply appease others or be likeable

#its late and im so tired so this ask isng #as well written as i wish it was #and im honestly a little bitter about having a following cuz #it made me really hollow inside and lonely #for many years #i feel very happy here tho #and now im rambling lmao #and kinda making this about myself #when u were asking for advice #oopsie #smigglesask

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navramanan · 1 year

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Would give anything to have a little friend group i feel like i belong to

#would give anything to have a few more muslim friends i swear you guys #got involved with the muslim students association in my uni town and took part in a meet up at the mosque #my issue is tho that i flourish in one to one meetings and disappear in group activities #this happened in october but i went there opened the door sat down and everyone was already engaging with each other #and it's so so difficult for me to break into conversations #i sat there feeling very nervous feeling invisible and very visible at the same time #not knowing what to do how to be part of anything #until someone noticed me to come and start talking to me and try to make me part of a group #it never works out for me. it's so difficult it drains me and i feel unsuccessful every time #which then discourages me it's like a cycle #i feel lonely -> decide to meet new people -> doesnt work out the way i wish it wouldve -> i feel lonely etc #i feel like i dont know how life works #feel like whenever i enter a new space i'm already late. everybody has found each other so i'm left out #nesi rants

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lyxchen · 9 months

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Does anybody else feel kinda lonely sometimes?

#i know the answer is yes #but still #idk maybe it's because it's late right now #or maybe because i've been doing so many things alone that i usually would have done with friends #like going into the city to buy somethings #or going to watch a movie #i have watched two movies that i was So excited for Alone in the cinema #and it was fun but everyone else was there with friends or family #and that just makes me feel a bit lonely i guess #honestly i miss being in a friend group #even tho all friend groups i've been in tured out to be kinda shit #but i still miss having these group meet ups where you all do something together an just talk and have fun and go outside #hm #well anyways #i watched the barbie movie yesterday yay #lea's random thoughts #this is kind of a sad post i'm sorry

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eorzeanflowers · 1 year

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it’s late night, so it’s time to think irrationally again

#the rare leigh #been feeling lonely again #Which is annoying #cause I’m not alone ya know?#I got a lovely caring wife #Two affectionate cats #And a solid handful and a half of good friends #Doesn’t stop the feeling tho #It’s not just a late night thought; it just happens to be late night rn #thinking about hrt stresses me out too (big thing on my mind lately)#Cause even if the new doc will just prescribe them immediately #I can’t get them #Cause I need the job I have to keep up with all our payments and food and shit #I feel so old too #Barely been around 3 decades #(That really is also stressing me out about hrt and body image)#Cause like #what if it takes longer than expected?#I already have little patience for exercise and healthier eating #But I have a look in mind #And I’m just not it rn #And it sucks #sorry for the pity party #Being lonely makes feel like spilling almost everything on my mind #I should go to bed #take a shower in the morning #All that jazz #sorry for the wall of tags as thoughts #it will likely happen again

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 1 year

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#I have never been one to go 'boo hoo there is no one My Age to hang out with I am so sad and lonely even tho I am surrounded by perfectly #great people a couple of years younger/older than me'#ageist snobbery has never been a thing I appreciate #however #there is very much something to be said for having people who *are* your age #and I had apparently forgotten how good it is to talk to people who are in your same life stage and Get what you're going thru #who you can talk frankly with who you don't have to couch words and skirt around topics with #because they understand because they are looking out at the world from the same vantage point you currently are and even if neither of you #have the answers #at least you can look out at the world together and not be alone #I miss having people my age to do things with #I wish I could have more conversations (face-to-face) with people who share my age /and/ my beliefs and my interests #lately it feels like I'm lucky to find people where we have just one of those things in common #anyway I am thinking about this now bc I got to have some very good conversations with someone my age all weekend #and I just. had forgotten how much I've missed that I guess.#anyway. I love you @audreythevaliant thank you so much for being my friend <3 #and letting me talk your ears off for many years now lol #gurt says stuff #delete later

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kevinsteen · 1 year

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#i have been getting increasingly lonelier and it's frustrating the shit out of me #i wanna be happy on my own but also. wouldn't it be cool if i had someone to be sweet on #also my fp hasnt been making any efforts to do anything with me lately and i'm scared it's make me fall out of love with her l o l #i feel like i abandoned her withm y current hobbies but tbf she didn't want me to include her in the things i like.#even tho she made me get into the things SHE likes just so she'd have someone else to talk to about them #i am bitter and sad and lonely and i just wanna kiss someone again lmoa

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girlwithfish · 1 year

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blasting california dreamin in the car while i convince myself i can interact w tbe pharmacist to get my medicine

#need to rewatch chungking soon #its so dark and rainy rn its uglyy but i like driving to music and since im not as stressed w school i feel less dissociative and depressed #driving at nite rn tho its not eben night its 7pm but it feelsnso late i hate winter its so lonely.

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unwellwoman · 1 year

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gonna be annoying. vday plans cancelled and i gotta leave my cat. can it get any worse

#my period also came today like ok thanks! ur late tho #shouldve been over by now...#also. i feel lonely <- pretend i didnt say this here

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ikusayu-no-hana · 1 year

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Who is your favorite Kasen artist, or just tkrb in general. Any recs?

of course it's homerun ken

#1 is obv promineco (knsd-centric, draws insane surrealist contexts + psychologically thrilling manga, scratches my izukase itch. a fanartist after my own heart). then there's ichiya (knsd/izukase + myu. very cute comic plots), midorimen (rlly good hosokawagumi + sanadagumi + kobizen. pixiv), CUBE (some of the best blushing kasens ever. has tousani), ponzu (kasen and osayo fluff <3), en (mainly kasen + aoe. i'd die for that painting style)

and some others: TKC (recurring tosa-gumi, rlly cool illustrations and even cooler animatics!!!), raden (their illustrations w all the swords gathered !!!!), yuuki (swords-hugging-konnosuke series. random sword thirst traps. hasebe suffering ig), tancho (kunihiro kyoudai + kanesada-ha fluff), datou (odagumi + morigumi + kurodagumi. fudou is slowly climbing in my sword rankings)

#linked their twts instead of pixivs bc they rt really cool fanarts too ^^#anon #✉️#took me an hour to narrow it down and yet it still turned out too long. i think.#helped me sort out my following list too whew #id also recommend tessen but lately i think theyve been into en.stars a lot so all their kasen stuff is wayyyyy deep down on their twt acc #that one comic where the citadel gets an okki kasen and its all fun and games until he starts feeling lonely bc he's so gigantic #so he leaves and then sayo and izumi head off following his footprints #and it suddenly starts raining and they look up and its kasen crying...........#it had a happy ending tho <33333 #ok anyway late answer but yeah. a girl's parasocial relationship w fanartists can be so personal.

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candyunicornsateme · 2 years

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Just wanna say I love your art so much 💖 Especially the K2 ones (because you’re one of the reasons I am suddenly addicted to it 👀🫶🏻) 💚🧡💚🧡

Ah I .... 🥺 wow thank you.... I'm very touched and also sorry to make you addicted <3... I hope it's good though!! If I get anyone into it at all, always love to know like, the thoughts on it or what you fell for 💌

#thank you so much tho thats so sweet <3 #hope youre having a good time w/ your k2 feels #I am clearly addicted as well so......#I could really go for some slow burn k2 stuff lately myself #ask ambs #pennyfabula09 #arent they great tho. when you think about it?? the reverence? the compassion?#big brothers??? grumpy one and sunny one????????????#ah????????????????????#pls yell with me i am so lonely ;v;

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