#got involved with the muslim students association in my uni town and took part in a meet up at the mosque
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Would give anything to have a little friend group i feel like i belong to
#would give anything to have a few more muslim friends i swear you guys#got involved with the muslim students association in my uni town and took part in a meet up at the mosque#my issue is tho that i flourish in one to one meetings and disappear in group activities#this happened in october but i went there opened the door sat down and everyone was already engaging with each other#and it's so so difficult for me to break into conversations#i sat there feeling very nervous feeling invisible and very visible at the same time#not knowing what to do how to be part of anything#until someone noticed me to come and start talking to me and try to make me part of a group#it never works out for me. it's so difficult it drains me and i feel unsuccessful every time#which then discourages me it's like a cycle#i feel lonely -> decide to meet new people -> doesnt work out the way i wish it wouldve -> i feel lonely etc#i feel like i dont know how life works#feel like whenever i enter a new space i'm already late. everybody has found each other so i'm left out#nesi rants
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