I love Rosie shes so cute especially the :0 and she reminds me of la muerte now that i think abt it

KPJGVSFUATWAYOY the girls!! ugghhh

Cut Songs

Just to give you an idea of how much work I put into my Cornelius x Franny playlist, here is a list of songs that were cut from it, with explanations as to why. 1. Eraser Girl by Maretu - Oh man, this song is dark... Before I had a concrete theme, I had a lot of "dark love" songs on there, this being one of them. This song in particular ends with both partners committing suicide together. 2. In The Bedroom, Royal Suite, Secret Grotto, Private Table, and Rooftop Lounge from HuniePop - Cut for one reason... THEY'RE NOT ON SPOTIFY. It sucks because these songs are PERFECT. UGH. 3. Boom Boom Boom by KIRA - Couldn't make it fit... unfortunately. Real sad because this a song you could easily imagine Neil and Franny singing... well, vocaloid versions of them, ha ha. 4. Saw and Pendulum by (?) ft. Hatsune Miku - Another dark song I cut once I found a theme. It's a yandere song, and like most yandere songs, someone got murdered. 5. Games by KIRA - Another one I just couldn't make fit. I do plan on doing something with this one, though. 6. Hot Milk by MentaiRocker - Cut because it was too hardcore of a sound for the playlist, and I had settled on the one rock song I was gonna put on the playlist. 7. SYMBIOTIC by Starset - Same as above. 8. Saccharine by Jazmin Bean - This was more of a "love is disgusting" type of song. It was cut very early on. 9. Soap by Melanie Martinez - The vibe didn't quite fit for this one. 10. stillness in woe by Purity Ring - Cut because the lyrics were too cryptic, as well as too "ethereal" sounding. 11. Holy Lance Explosion Boy by rerulili - Not really a love song... more like a "we fucked up so now we gotta stay together" type of song. 12. Two Faced Lovers by wowaka (rip) - Again, wasn't really a love song. Just a dark story about two "lovers." 13. SuperNova by Spott - Because breakcore definitely didn't fit the vibe... oh well... 14. Cosmos Love by Lexie - It's not on Spotify :( 15. Darling by BlueBrony - Also not on Spotify... ugh. The good ones never are. 16. Veni Vidi Vici (Magic) by Scraton - Cut last minute because I couldn't make it fit anywhere. But I also realized that the filter on the samples makes it sound like Boyfriend from Friday Night Funkin' is singing it. 17. Fluffy Chocolate Bunnies by Mr. Sunset - Not. On. Spotify! UGGHHH! That song is so good, too!!!! 18. Breathing Space by DJT and Rusyd Rosman (Shuffle Horse Remix) - Say it with me everybody... it's not on Spotify... 19. Star Lily Dance Performance by MASA WORKS DESIGN - It's part of the Onibi series, and if you know what that means because vocaloid was a part of your childhood like me, then you know exactly why it was cut... 20. Brass Noise Flamenco by MASA WORKS DESIGN - I realized Cornelius and Franny ain't like that, so it was cut. 21. Sick Sick Sick by Pinnochio-P - Another one that was cut last minute because I couldn't quite make it fit. 22. Jenny by Studio Killers - ... I can't not see this as a lesbian love song, I'm sorry y'all. 23. Kuru Kuru Pa! by Lamaze-P - Because I'm gonna make a stand alone piece for this song. I'm inspired, lol. 24. Hole-dwelling by Kikuo - Too depressing for the theme I was going for. 25. But I Like It by Lauren Sanderson - The sound was too hardcore for the theme, same as the others above. 26. La La Lainey by Forever The Sickest Kids - Cut because it's more of a Cornelius x Lizzy song, to be honest... 27. 1980s Horror Film by Wallows - Ah, the good ol' bait and switch. Unfortunately, not good for the playlist. 28. Butterfly's Repose by Zabawa - WAAAAAY too sad for the theme. I ain't tryna make anybody cry. 29. Lemonade by Nicole Dollanganger - Too dark. Ends with murder... 30. Heart Shaped Bed by Nicole Dollanganger - Cut mostly because I have an image idea for this one.

I listen to way too much angst... But hey, all that angst can make for some cool images! Eventually.

i could be playing dragon age inquisition or la noire right now ugghhh

Hate/rant about fictional character below sorry I need to get this off my chest

I swear to God I have never hated an NPC and companion character in a videogame like this. I'm not 100% sure what is this but Ca55ia Ors3llio in W//H//4//0//K://R//T just fucking pisses me off like seriously pisses me off so fucking bad I feel it physically in my body, like. Jesus Christ. I've never felt like this about any videogame character before I don't understand.

Sure, there are characters I found annoying in games like I don't care about Zaeed Massani in Mass Effect but actual active hatred? Never! Until now!

I am so mad that so far (I'm barely into Chapter 2) I don't have an option to look for a new navigator (like, I get it! It's a rare talent and skill and I cannot just find replacement easily) and throw her out of the airlock or, better yet, put her head on the chopping block (or guillotine!!!)

Like ugghhh her rancid moe waifu vibe, her haughty spoiled baby demeanor,--she keeps asking questions about leadership and governance like she's been reading the 40K's Machiavelli or something but she's so oblivious to everyone else, treats lower status people like dirt. I know that this is 40K and everyone is worse than Hitler but my goddd I cannot stand her.

Also her catchphrase during combat are like "This should be a job for servants." "I am a navigator, not a servant", you know? Things like that?? Everytime I hear it I picture a guillotine in my head? Like I need to see her head rolls??

I totally understand that she was brought up that way as a woman from a noble family and my other characters (who weren't lower class themselvers) are not that different but JESUS FUCK. Astagfirullah haladzim La ilaha Illallah Muhammadur rasullulah ALLAHU AKBAR my God please grant me patience to deal with this woman because I can't.

I just can't.

I'm afraid that maybe her fictional psyker power emotional bleed is actually real and affecting me in real life because??? What other explanation is there?? For me to be this worked up over a fictional character??

ETA: 06012024

ALHAMDULILLAHI RABBIL'ALAMIN I CAN FINALLY GET RID OF HER YAAY! YIPEEE!!

If Jenna and Alan got a married couple as partners outside of LA. Alan will most likely be able to travel during the season but I doubt Jenna will be able or even want to travel. So I am thinking, if this theory is right than it is most definitely the couple will relocate to LA. Because if not, than it would of made so much more sense to give the married couple to a married pro couple ( Val/Jenna or pasha/ Dani). Ugghhh this season is so secretive and I can’t wait for wendsday

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Uggghhhhhhhh another idea that I’ll probably never write lol. I mean this one isn’t toooo bad but with the way I overthink things? Yeah...

Anyways, IchiRukiGrimm. Rukia is a succubus and Grimmjow is an incubus and they’re both after Ichigo, who is a human. They have a bet to see who seduces Ichigo first. Essentially it’s an excuse to write smut and to tease Ichigo to death which is my favorite thing lmao. 

So, thinking about this “critically” hahaha. Why would they be betting to seduce him? If they’re demons wouldn’t he fold like a lawn chair the moment either of them shows up? He would have to fight them off...but how? How would he resist temptation?

...Is he...a priest? OOOOMMGGGGG

No nononononono I don’t think I could get away with that...I...

Could I?

Ok, I’m not a religious person like, AT ALL, but I was raised Catholic and the idea of writing a priest being sexually tempted by demons has me sweating. Catholic guilt is so real ya’ll. And I feel like it may not be well received because if the theme. And then there’s the issue of me not being the best writer out there like...would I be able to make this good? If I could make it funny enough I may get away with it...I mean yeah of course I’m going to inject humor ‘cause I’m so unserious but I also wanna make it like moody and shit...Oh lordt...

I keep thinking of that movie with Gabriel Garcia Bernal...what was it called? He was a priest and got a girl pregnant and she died trying to get an abortion? This is hella old...ok google says The Crime of Padre Amaro. That movie was fucked.

Right, so, nothing that crazy lol. It’s meant to be fun and games. Rukia and Grimmjow fucking with Ichigo until they actually get to fuck him but they do it together cause why not? Ichigo being a priest just adds a level of fuckery that I don’t think I can manage. If it’s not that then I have to think of another reason why he would make it difficult for the demons. Or maybe it’s just a reason for them to come back.

Hmmm maybe when they feed off him it’s like, sooo much better than any other human. I could be like “source? trust me bro” since it is meant to be smut...ugghhh but THE PRIEST IS MESSING WITH ME!!! 

Maybe I need to ask for someones opinion...I should put it in the discord but I'm almost like, ashamed? Lmao fucking dogmas man. Omg now I’m thinking of young priests wannabes Ichigo and Uryuu...hnngggg...omg maybe Hime was a novice nun and she was wrecked by incubus...it’s like a rumor they hear...I...Dios mio no tengo verguenza ay mi madre!!!! Donde esta la agua bendita y dejame precinarme lmao.

Ok, fuck this. I need to focus on Rukia week first, this can wait. I’ll put a pin on it. A shameful pin lmao. But I’m still gonna throw it on the discord just to get some opinions (and hopefully no dirty looks lol).

It's time we pondered the question nobody wants answered: death headcannons for rosegarden. I see Oscar growing old and dying peacefully, perhaps visiting Ruby's grave more frequently in the months leading up to his death. Yeah, this is a sad question and is completely OPTIONAL.

Whelpthis question is definitely a first for me XD I don’t mind answering it though.Y’know what’s interesting. It seems like the popular RoseGarden Death Do Us Partheadcanon is that Ruby is the one who dies first leaving Oscar to mourn her asher widower.

Willit be weird of me to say that I actually headcanon the opposite where it’sOscar who is the first to die? I’ve already shared my Pinehead headcanon for my take on theRoseGarden Children. My theory is that Ruby and Oscar will wedroughly five years following the Fall of Salem, sharing the combined surname ofPinerose as a symbol of their union, and will become the proud parents of fourchildren (two girls and two boys). Their first three kids: Scarlett (19)Oliver (17) and Ivy (13) were bornclosely apart while their last child, a second son they christened Ozma will be born years later.

Myhunch is that Ruby and Oscar will live a long and happy marriage. Sure it willhave its fair share of bumps in the road but will stand the test of time as thetwo raise their four kids together and live long enough to watch them all growinto fine, outstanding young men and women with children of their own.

Ifigured Oscar will have a Katara from A:TLA moment where he would marry anoutstanding huntress, father four amazing children with said huntress and willlive long enough to see his fourth great-grandchild born before passing awaypeacefully in his sleep.

Inmy head, I see Ruby and Oscar both living well off into their old years---longenough to even meet their great-grandchildren. Oscar will be the first to gounfortunately as part of a headcanon I have where Ruby and Oscar, as an oldmarried couple, would joke about who would be the first to go and Ruby usuallypegged herself to be the first.

Butto her surprise, her beloved goes before her. I also have this cute theorywhere when Oscar dies, instead of going ahead to the afterlife, he stays as aspirit that can only be seen by their son Ozma. I like the idea of one of thePinerose kids possessing the ability to see and communicate with spirits astheir semblance. Just a thought. So even after death, Oscar still remainspresent so that he can watch over Ruby and their family.

She can’t see him ortalk to him. But to some extent, Ruby can sense his presence next to her. Sospirit Oscar stays by Ruby’s side until the night she is finally ready to joinhim in the afterlife and we get a scene of him taking her hand as the two walkaway together into the light where they live out the rest of their love happilyever after in the great beyond.

Picture 96-year-old Ruby Rose visiting Oscar’s gravea year after he passed away on their anniversary---not just the anniversary of whenthey got married but the day they first became best friends back in Atlas. Thisday was more symbolic than any other milestone in Ruby and Oscar’s relationshipsince it was the day that sparked everything and paved the path to their strongbond and unyielding love and devotion to one another.

My theory is that Ruby and Oscarlived 80 years together startingfrom the time they first met back in Mistral. Here’s my interpretation of theRoseGarden relationship. Met in their teens at ages 14 and 16 respectively.Became best friends at ages 15 and 17. Maintained a strong close friendship fortwo full years but their romance didn’t fully blossom until ages 17 and 19.Officially became a couple at ages 18 and 19 (after Oscar’s birthday). 

Got marriedat ages 22 and 24.  Had their first childat age 24 and 26 and their last child at ages 40 and 42. Lived a long,challenging but otherwise happy marriage of 71 years in a full relationshipthat spanned 80 years. That’s my theory. Feel free to agree or concoct your ownif you will.

Anyways,picture an elderly Ruby standing before Oscar’s grave and speaking these wordsto him on their anniversary:

“…You’vealways been there to hold my hand through everything, haven’t you? You held myhand the first time we agreed to be best friends. What was it we used to callourselves? Rosebuds? Rosebuds forever whatever, that’s what we used to say. Itfeels weird saying it after all these years. You held my hand the first time wedanced together. The first time you told me I was the most beautiful girl youever met. The time we got separated and had to survive on our own together. Thefirst time you told me you loved me. The first time we made love. They alwayssay that first times are the most awkward and ours was no exception but…youdidn’t care. You help my hand through that time too and made sure I was happyin more ways than one.

Youheld my hand the first time you asked me to move in with you and then I jumpedthe gun and asked you to marry me. Even got down on one knee and everything.Asked you to be, not just my husband but…my everything. I remember feeling reallyembarrassed saying those words out loud. I mean, sure I meant it but for 23-year-oldme that was pretty nerve-wrecking for me to say. I remember feeling like myface was on fire. I downright convinced myself that were going to say no forsure but…you surprised me. You took my hand as always and told me yes anyways.

Youheld my hand when we got married. Through the birth of children---that was awild time--- and our grandchildren and their children----you’ve held my handthrough it all. For 80 years, you’ve been by my side and held methrough everything time threw at us. Now…you’re not here anymore. We alwayssaid we’d go together but that’s not how it works, is it? One of us had got togo on ahead and book a proper spot for the two of us and you always used to saybetter you than me since, you and the Gods go way back so you can put in a goodword for us. You were always funny like that. At least funny to me. I know youmade me smile all the time. I miss that sense of humour of yours. I miss a lotof things about you actually. Like….the sound of your voice. The way you’d saymy name. Your laugh.

Imiss visiting our kids with you. Watching you play with our great-grandchildrenand hearing you tell them all about our old adventures. You were always thebetter storyteller. I miss lying next to you at night. I miss listening to thesound of your heartbeat before falling asleep. It’s weird. I used to feel likeour hearts were always in sync. Guess that explains how we survived so long. Wewere always a team. Heart feels a little off tune now that you’re gone.

Imiss the way you made me feel whenever we kissed….when we were still together. I miss you somuch, Oscar. You’re not here anymore and I know I shouldn’t beangry. I’m not. I’m happy that you’re able to rest peacefully, my love. But…ifI could be just a little selfish for just a few minutes, I want to say thatit’s not fair. I wanted more time with you. I mean, 80 years is already a lotbut I wanted more time. I needed more time with you because… if you’re nothere, then who’s going to hold my hand through these tears right now?”

Andscene.

Thisisn’t a headcanon I tend to think about for the RoseGarden pair but, thanks forstill suggesting it La. Hope my answer was satisfactory enough. I hope ithits you right in the feels :D

~LittleMissSquiggles (2019)

I've been considering this idea for a fanart but what do you think would happen if Nero got mind-controlled/possessed? People's reactions, what could happen, anything you can think of?

Uh. Um that came out of nowhere, but I will try to see what I can come up with:

* First off, I think it would be very easy to tell it’s not Nero - Nero is straighforward and “easy” in a way that he’s just... himself. At all times. He’s very distinct, very obvious if you know him a bit, and everybody who knows him sees right through it

* The boy wouldn’t go down without a fight, so you can be pretty sure he’s fighting even while inside his own head

* Dante would tease but sharper than usual while trying to coax Nero back out somehow, Nico would hurl insults at both the controlling force as well as Nero for getting controlled in the first place, Trish and Lady would hold back since this is not their battle, and Kyrie would try to reach Nero while telling the controlling force off because she is convinced Nero can get over this, he is strong enough for it. (They would probably have to shoo her away, since she’s not easily convinced to leave with Nero in trouble).

... Is this good? I really didn’t consider something like this before at all, so I just scrunched everything up I could think of. XD

Hi,I love seeing your Roman x Neo pics they're so adorable keep up the good work!!!!!

Ahhh I’m sorry, I missed this when you first sent it!Thank you so much!!!! I need to draw them more, I miss doing so~ 

Hi I've been following ur blog for a few weeks and I love your writing and if it's not too much trouble could u answer a few questions? I just wanna know where you love for the ff series started and why you ship ignoct? I'm genuninely curious about your opinions and mean no ill will.

Sure, go ahead and ask!

I’ll answer the questions you’ve asked so far, and you can add more as we go!

First question: When did I start loving the FF franchise? 

I fell in love with FFVII, the winter it was released. So, I was about 7 years old. I would sit with my siblings and watch my grandmother play, because we were all a little too young to play ourselves. It was a treat that we got to do every night. 

I was allowed to play the game when I was able to put the game in the console without getting fingerprints on it—which was about a year later. I played FFVII, FFVIII, then FFIX. When the Anthology for V and VI came out, we played them, too.With FFIX, I actually didn’t have a computer, so when I called the phone line to Square Soft, they actually sent me a printed-out copy of the information on their website.

I then played FFX, FFX-2, FFXII, and later FFXIII. I actually bought a PS3 with my sister just so we could play. I bought a PSP just to play Crisis Core, and it is one of the 3 games I own on that console—the others are FFI and FFII.

So, basically, I have been with Final Fantasy for 19 years—going on 20 next month?

Second Question: Why do I ship Ignoct?

And this may surprise people, but I didn’t actually ship ANYTHING from FFXV until I got to play Duscae. I was trying to go onto the game completely blind, as not to have it all spoiled for me. I wanted to make up my own mind on what ships would be my favorite. Like, FFX? That love story is still one of the most beautiful love stories I have ever seen in a game. The love story of Cecil and Rosa is there, too. I was rooting for FFXV to have that kind of love story, and it did.

It is that all-consuming love, the love and willingness to do anything to protect the one you love, the desire to change fate and the gods to protect the one you love. It is more than passion, in its fiercest and most beautiful form.

It just, uh, wasn’t between a man and a woman, this time. It ended up being Ignis, who had the strongest love for Noctis in the entire game.  His devotion and desire to protect Noctis was one of the most poignant points of the entire game. And Noctis loved Ignis just as much.

So how could I not ship them?

I'm rewatching chaotic and foind your blog but can we talk about the nonsensical eyebrows and how they defy human limits? Like eyebrows should raise that high and get angled that way.

its....a cartoon....?

Hi, have you ever thought about creating a masterlist for all your musical analyses or a tag for it? I really want to read about Kairi's theme and Xion's cuz they sound kinda similar.

That’s a fun idea, we’ll tag ‘em KHOST(Musique pour la Tristesse de Xion and Vector to the Heavens take direct quotes from Kairi: 1:21 piano, 1:31 synth)I’m unreasonably excited to talk with you and everyone else for about a week straight about all the references and hidden details in the DARKNESS Xion concertoonce it’s out in March

Everything can go to hell in less than a second. In moments like this, you feel death creeping in, and you know nothing will ever be the same. But you need to do whatever it takes to survive.

MONEY HEIST | 4x01 'Game Over'

Htgawm ended a while ago and I've yet to see a single person talk about nowalk's weird favoritism towards laurel

Those high guitar chords Two Door Cinema Club incorporates in like every other song is such a religious experience for me

subject change but it is SO hot rn maybe i should bite the bullet and sleep on the floor agaib