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desertpirate77 · 13 days

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"Wait! Stay still a sec!" "huh? Okay ...Why are you laughing?"

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#kerry eurodyne #cyberpunk photomode #cyberpunk 2077 #cp2077 #male v #masc v #my ocs: vinny kahinu #something old that i was too much of a coward to post at the time #killing the part of me that cringes #although i think i might have posted the second one on a discord somewhere maybe i cant remember

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regexkind · 6 months

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entropy is implacable because

you can't help but be part of it.

the inhale that puts effects out in front of causes

scatters all plans and schemas on exhale

but for you,

I'd try,

I'd try

#killing the part of me that cringes

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caprice-nisei-enjoyer · 1 year

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How'd you get to be such a fuckin sweetheart, huh?

Being a sweetheart isn't and end state! It's a process. I was really lucky growing up; my parents did right by me and I was able to find things I enjoyed (drama and programming) that eventually lead me to succeed as an adult. But it took a long time and a lot of exposure to different perspectives to figure out how to love myself and others as easily as I do now.

By now it's a self-sustaining process for me, because my life is full of people who remind me about love every day. I think the most important part of the road here was absorbing a bunch of humanism. I love works of art and philosophy that remind me that the world is can be for people, a place that makes us happy and whole. I'll recommend some works that really stuck with me:

Breakfast of Champions, Kurt Vonnegut

I Heart Huckabees, David O. Russel

Consider the Lobster, David Foster Wallace

I, Robot, Isaac Asimov

Everything Everywhere All at Once, Daniels

The Matrix, The Wachowskis

Spider-Man 1-3, Sam Raimi

Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality, Eliezer Yudkowsky

Unsong, Scott Alexander

A Practical Guide to Evil, erraticerrata (have not finished but would recommend so far)

The Good Place, created by Michael Shur

John Brown's Body, folk song

Wild Geese, Mary Oliver

The Adventure Zone: Balance, The McElroy Family

The Blackstone Rangers, poem by Gwendolyn Brooks, performance by my wife (impossible to find tickets for but a must-see)

Holes, Louis Sachar

This picture of my dog:

Anyone who sees this post is free to recommend something beautiful or insightful or beloved in the notes.

#killing the part of me that cringes

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sapphymayeyeplease · 3 days

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I sent doggirl oc marriage proposal to all my friends this is like actually humiliating but also so swag

#killing the part of me that cringes #not even my irls are responding. 🤨 oh well #I think I’m overthinking it #my post #my ocs

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ganondoodle · 4 months

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utterly random late night panic thoughts but

if you read my zelda comic and like it i love and appreciate you but i really do need to be upfront about it being very much a self indulgent enemies to lovers story with a villain at the center that has done bad but isnt bad at his core and is struggeling to come to terms with the fact that he doesnt actually want to be the evil beast he and almost everyone else believes he should be

yes im one of those people ... fake villain fans or something ... i think .. i dont know the rules to that ... q-q

#ganondoodles talks #i thinks its in part the time thats making me suddendly panic about that #like i often see posts from people that are like fake villain enjoyers make the guy into a good guy #and real villain enjoyers are those that like him bc he kills people #or making fun of or generally seeming very agressive towards people that redeem villains #and i have no idea if id be counted among them bc im kinda doing it #yes he killed people but no he doesnt like it and doesnt want to #im one of those cringy softies that are like .. but what if villain ... good #of course im trying to make it make sense and with alot of extra written lore #like i made an entire world up just for demises backstory #but im undenialbly afraid that some people will tear my comic apart once they realize i made him not all that evil #again i have pretty much read no fanfiction and am unfamiliar with alot of common fanfic tropes and stuff so #i got no idea what is commonly understood as the wrong kind of villain fan or soemthing #I DONT KNOW THE CRINGE RULES I JUST HAVE LOTS OF BLORBO THOUGHTS #i need to go to bed

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baselicoc · 11 months

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shitpost while im working on something more serious

#Spider-man 2099 #miguel o'hara #gabriel o’ hara #spiderman 2099 #my art #miguel #spiderman #killing the part of me that cringes etc etc #<- creating content for me and the 5 other people that have read sm2099 #but fr miguel speedruns the secret identity so fast i think thats just what having siblings is like sometimes #definitely 2099 accurate swears i could have used but my brain wasnt working and this was just a quick thing #gabriel o'hara

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overchromatic · 4 months

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Ghost Eclipse

#pokemon #pokemon sword and shield #pokemon swsh #gym leader allister #fanart #hi this has been in my drafts for months #i originally made it to test new brushes and then got to into it basically #but i was too embarrassed about how edgy it turned out so i kept putting off posting it #but now? well im killing the part of me that cringes babe. things are getting SPOOKY #alli under the fuckinggg blood moon raising the spirits of the dead? BASED

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inamindfarfaraway · 3 months

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Are there any fans of Lydia the Bard and her series of Disney Princess villain songs on here? Because I am one. And I've been listening to them so much that now I'm thinking of writing my own for Sofia of Enchancia and Elena of Avalor, with tragic backstories and all.

#i'm trying to kill the part of me that cringes #i can't sing or make animatics but i can write the story and script and lyrics #i love these two unofficial disney princesses so much #and what better way to show your love for a character than to break them and twist them into the very thing they fought against?#lydia the bard #disney princess villain songs #sofia the first #elena of avalor

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insidiousclouds · 6 months

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Trying to draw cringe on purpose has literally fixed my art block

#cloud creations #sparkle dog #sparkledog #cringetober #KILL THE PART OF YOU THAT CRINGES #THIS IS MY NEW FUCKING FURSONA NOW #THIS MAKES ME SO FUCKIN HAPPY #THIS IS THE MOST I HAVE DRAWN IN MONTHS OR YEARS

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desertpirate77 · 3 months

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Some Lara Croft inspired cosplay shots featuring this lovely new boot mod. Which is amazing!

#literally cause i saw someone reblog a poster for one of the older tomb raider games and it gave me brainworms #virtual photography #masc v #cp2077 #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk photomode #male v #just noticing the clipping now #aghhhhhhh #god i posted these pics on discord and i kind of really dont like them any more #bleh but guess im posting anyway #trying to kill the part of me that cringes and all. Sorry #male v monday #masc v monday

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moxymaxing · 7 months

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whatever. old man yuri blast 💥

#‘mal/Clarence was one sided’ NOT FOR ME. YOU DONT KNOW THEM LIKE I DO #unfortunately i also have to add a warning that all of this is just made up in my mind. head in hands #bizly hates old gay men why can’t they be happy. this is so self indulgent no one look at me.#whatever whatever…….i don’t even care that much…….#mart #clam jrwi #jrwi clam #wait this is my first time drawing an actual romantic couple no wonder I feel so weird about posting this. what if they think I’m cringe #<- I should just draw whatever I want though kill the part of me that cringes amen #what am I even saying. I have a test due tomorrow

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shirogane-oushirou · 2 months

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A Cage of Guilt

* . ⊹ a doc!ren moodboard

🩷 🩵 🩷 🩵 ☕ 🩵 🩷 🩵 🩷 * . ⊹ div

ren wanders the city on his off days, enjoying the food and the lights and tucked-away shops. he decorates his space with trinkets he buys during his excursions, and he pins photos from his outings on his pinboard. an illusion of connection to the people around him. his mask is too strong to open up to anyone; he can't be more than the friendly doctor, or the friendly coworker, or the friendly customer.

in the end, he's left in his lonely apartment with his coffee and takeout, sitting at a table big enough for one. still stuck in the cage his parents constructed around him in childhood, perpetuated by his exhausting job run by people who shouldn't be in charge of vulnerable peoples' lives, until his emotions eventually build and explode.

#if i haven't made clear before that a big part of ren's whole Thing is about how soul-sucking and lonely capitalism is... teehee~!#this one also works with v!ren given. yknow. they're both sourced from the og ren dream... just flavored a bit differently.#AND THIS IS THE MOST PROSE-ESQUE IT'S GONNA GET trying to kill the cringe in me but also it's forced. art's more comfy for me.#📌 [ my posts. ]#🫧 [ 046 moodboards. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#food -#selfship #self ship #selfshipping #self shipping #✨ [ oc lore. ]#needles -#medical -

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grooviestsadpapaya · 4 months

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Literally I cannot possibly have anyone I know in real life find out about my comic or I will have two worlds collide and that would be bad,,, is this normal

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dingdangit · 8 months

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GOD i always go into spn like pssht who actually cares about this smh and then the SECOND 'he has a weakness. he likes you'

#linz originals #im doing everything i can to kill the part of me that cringes #but being a longtime fan is inevitably fraught yk #supernatural #destiel

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rainbowpufflez · 1 month

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Fine, I’ll admit that I like Lysandre 😔

#queue the ‘we all know Bo’#I mean it was definitely obvious from the beginning #and I’ve somewhat said I do in a few posts #and considering the amount of times I’ve drawn him should’ve definitely given it away /lh #the funniest part about me liking him is that I actually straight up don’t #I just I think I hate him so vehemently and deeply that I’ve 180 back to liking him #LIKE WHY ARE U PREOCCUPYING MY BRAIN #LIKE GET OUT OR LIKE PAY ME U FUCKING ASSHOLE #literally I can’t stress enough how unlikable he is #and then I see him and I get locked in #I cringe literally everytime I talk to him #maybe it was cause his ass has been haunting me for the past few months #I GOT SOCIALLY CONDITIONED /hj #like he makes my blood boil sm #when I pointed out that he holds himself like he’s insecure on Pasio to my friend and they went #‘someone who doesn’t like a character wouldn’t have noticed that’#or when they pulled the ‘true hate is indifference’ on me 😭#I mean I have always said I have to hate a character before I start liking them #so yeah I’m still gonna be really fucking mean to Orange Peel but unfortunately it means I actually like him #the most insufferable man in all Kalos and I’m still like ‘guess I better draw him again/think about him 24/7’#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME #I HOPE U KNOW IM STILL KILLING HIM FOR ALL THE BS HE PULLS THO #rainbowpufflez rambles

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dissentersrising · 4 months

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the problem with me deeming this particular style good enough to post is that i am now posting a morbillion doodles and nothing else. hell and suffering on planet earth

anyways i slapped this accent on mirage while i a) draw her a goddamn custom b) find another dragon for it and i figured i may as well actually draw her wearing it

#flight rising #fr #/etc/art time #/dragon/mirage #yknow the anxiety wants to apologize for drawing more fuckin vmodels but at this point #fuck man half of yall are here bc of this shit. whatever. killing the part of me that cringes yada yada etc.

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