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heretherebedork · 1 year
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The three times that Kan and Thua kissed at the beach, from dawn to the middle of the day to night, the times have changed but the love has stayed.
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vpsbf · 2 years
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akk: I'm not gay, I have no feelings whatsoever
ayan doing the bare minimum.
akk: I am gay and I do have a lot of feelings
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yoonmoonbii · 2 years
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Mixed feelings about Thua's journey this episode. I was getting very frustrated at him. But also I can understand the conflict and anger he felt because of the fact that he was bullied for years now for being gay, and then he saw akk (who turn out to be gay) too oppressing the world remembers students. Given that this boys school drama is a big metaphor for dictatorship and authoritarian systems Thua is the neutral character who took action in own hands. So I get it, I do.
It still felt a little out of character? Especially because kan and him had conflict over this for like... 3 minutes?? And then it was fine. The telenovela-sation of it all just for shock value its conflicting. But whatever I still like thua, it just makes little to no sense that someone who always puts others first just outted two people who were his friends. Even more because he was aware of Dika's suicide story and Chadok's influence on Akk. Very ?¿ but okay, what are we going to do about it
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bellairfree · 1 year
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you need to live life in such way to get such compliments
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dyuwonafite · 2 years
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Ok so, about Thua's stepfather it just clicked something: in a previous episode (when Aye and Thua and his Mom were in the Cafe of Diversity) when asked about his dad Thua says:" He is...nice to me".
That moment of esitance, in post-episode8-clarity, I am translating it as in
"I am a bit uncomfortable with his pression on me to be more proactive when insulted and his confrontational attitude towards people, but all in all he is trying his best, gives me advice (that I'm not really into because they are not in line with my non-confrontational calm personality) and his way to show me support feels a bit too aggressive, but all in all I understand the good intention and appreciate it.
He's...nice to me"
tldr; We are just vibing through life differently, but he's good
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shipperpersempre · 2 years
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Guarda "BL | The Eclipse [1x10] | Kan & Thua | If Our Love Is Wrong" su YouTube
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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When they're off-campus The World Remembers is joyful and comfortable and loved. They have boyfriends, they laugh, they are lively and giggling and happy. This why they know tomorrow can be better, why they keep fighting. Because they have each other and they have people who love them and fear breaks down when you know you aren't alone.
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Thua goes home to an abusive stepfather, Kan fears the judgement of other's eyes on him, Akk is carrying the world on his shoulders, Ayan is going against every adult still in his life.
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None of them go home to comfort and to love and to a better tomorrow, they go home to empty homes or shouting voices or old memories or fears and worries.
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The World Remembers knows that they have a better tomorrow outside of the school, that their future is bright no matter what and they want to change Suppalo as well. But Thua, Kan and Akk don't see that same tomorrow and Ayan might be the fighting the same battle but he's fighting so many more as well.
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None of them have comfort. None of them have love waiting for them outside the walls, support that can make the world an easier place or ease the weight they've put on their shoulders. None of them have a place that's truly free.
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Akk and Ayan found a moment in each other. Kan and Thua are trying but their walls are high. But they are all still alone in so many ways.
One thing that The Eclipse is truly showing us is the power of support. The strength and joy that is only gained by knowing that you have people on your side, at your side, by your side. When you are isolated, or you feel isolated, you are easy to hurt and quick to anger and lonely and all of those lead to hurting other people.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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Kan's visceral discomfort with the Cafe for All versus Kan's pain and guilt at knowing that Thua was in pain and he hadn't known or helped.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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I just really, really want to look at how proud I am of Kan and Thua and how far they've come. From Kan panicking at Thua touch and Thua withdrawing immediately to Kan reaching out to touch his back and for Thua to just keep chanting.
But also look at the colors. The first moment is in their uniforms, no color in the room, everyone around them the same. And here, in this protest, they are dressed in color and they are bright, brilliant, themselves.
This is pure bravery. This is growth. This is how the world turns and the world changes... because people find bravery in loving each other.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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~ Alain de Botton, Essays in Love
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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Thua let go the first time but now Kan is holding on.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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In ongoing pain, Kan is still looking at Thua like his heart is breaking out of his chest and he wants to give it to him but he's to afraid so he's locked himself up behind aching eyes and a broken friendship that he desperately wants to mend.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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Ayan wants to trust Akk despite everything.
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Kan wants to protect Thua despite himself.
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Thua wants to be with Kan despite how he hurts him.
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Akk wants to love Ayan despite the rules he's been trying to follow.
They're all so hurt and so desperate for love and so hurt and so aching and so lonely but so ready and needing to try.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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Kan's first time in a queer space versus his second time in a queer space.
This is growth. This is Kan going from visibly uncomfortable and worrying about Thua without truly knowing what going on to be able to look around, accept, and then support Thua directly through touch and understanding. Kan has been uncomfortable with his sexuality for so long that this acceptance is like a breath of fresh air, like a new day is dawning and it is dawning with Thua and that's so, so important.
But, truly, think about Kan walking into the Cafe for All and the desperate discomfort, the way he was trying to crawl out of his own skin and run but stayed for Akk and then for Thua versus the way he stays at the protest, the way he looks around but doesn't get that same nervous smile on his face, doesn't start stammering excuses, doesn't try to discourage Thua. He just stays with him, he chooses him and then he puts his hand on his back to support him, to be there for him.
Kan has been fighting an internal war for so long and it's good to see him finally let love win.
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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brav·er·y /ˈbrāv(ə)rē/ noun bravery courageous behavior or character
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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The first time Thua touched Kan, Kan pulled away like he'd been burnt and Thua hasn't reached out since, at least not until the scene in the infirmary. The rest has been him pulling back, staying away, making himself small. Thua has spent a lifetime trying to be small, trying to be less, because he feels like what he is isn't worthy of being who is, of being himself. And for all that the kiss in the tent was a good moment, I think the most important moment was when tHua turned back in the car and said stop crushing Thua because that was the first time Kan has directly stood up for Thua, directly said anything in his favor and not just punched someone when he wasn't looking for the sake of his honor.
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And then when Kan grabbed his hand again Thua and didn't freeze because there were people around them and he pulled him along under the guise of getting out of the crosswalk... it's another reassurance that things can be different that Kan won't shy away from everything, he won't hide forever.
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And then Kan uses the exact language that has sent him into a rage before, he pushed him away from Thua again and again. He uses the exact words but this time gentle, this time from him. This is as good as a confession from him and they both know what it means. People have been accusing Kan of protecting Thua for years as homophobia and this is Kan claiming the words himself and Thua can't look at him because he knows what that means.
Kan needs to prove himself to Thua so he can be trusted, to prove that he can stand up to what's hurt them both and driven them apart for so long.
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