it's been awhile since I've worked on this project! I've had this verse finished for months but didn't want to post it on its own, and instead wait until the whole thing is strung together to show the final result all at once. But I'm tired of holding onto it, so here is one section of my deltarune animation! My art tag has other clips if anyone is interested in seeing more~
i am so overdue for a hannibal rewatch its been months and im getting twitchy. once this semester ends i will be immediately MIA for 3 days doing nothing but rewatching hannibal and writing analysis
on that note ive been wanting to (i know this is unhinged) print out the hannibal scripts and annotate them fully. but thats a lot of paper so i think i could do 4 pages on one page in a grid, and each page is double sided? and write ALL over them. and then put them in a binder that i lock in a safe because if someone finds it i might actually be institutionalized
So, I almost finished typing the sixth episode rant before my mom reminded me of my exams, and then it just got stuck in my drafts. Alone. Unforgotten but unposted…
Ahem, anywhoo, CAN WE TALK ABOUT TODAY’S EP?! HH WHGABHWYWBGWBUHWBBWUBWUHB!!!
WE SAW THE UNDERWORLD, a tad bit of TARTARUS, CEREBRUS (Who looked cute, actually, he made me miss Mrs O’Leary), HADES AND POSEIDON BOOOOOMMMMM!
Annabeth kicked BUTT! Ah man, we are finally getting the TRUE Annabeth vibes fully, with a certainty that wasn’t there in the previous episodes. It’s probably mainly because she was so sure of herself, and Percy.
You know, it was so cruel to establish a hope that all the things would work out well, what with four pearls, and then it all goes down the drain in matter of fifteen minutes into the episode. Classic Uncle Rick move, because it reminds me of…
SPOILER ALERT! IT’S NOT A DRILL! I REPEAT, IT’S NOT A DRILL!
It reminds me of when Rick went “I don’t kill my main characters” and then went, “Oh you know what, I am gonna kill the second Grace.” *Evil Author Laughter* Oh not like we demigods are still crying over it.
(😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭NOOOOOOOOOOO)
THE SPOILER BOMB HAS BEEN DIFFUSED! I REPEAT, THE BOMB HAS BEEN SUCCESSFULLY DIFFUSED! (The aftereffects are still felt, but ah, it is what it is).
I especially love how the past Sally and Percy scene was linked with the present, like… it hit in the right place, ya know? I really can’t wait for the next episode already!
Sweat trickles down my forehead as I squint at the little line on my Pages blank as it blinks in and out of visibility. My page is all set up for one well-written essay: last name and page number in the top corner, my full name, my teacher’s name, the date and the class all lined up in order in the top left hand corner. The word “title” even sits in the middle of the page, neat and ready to be turned into something great.
However, a travesty of epic proportions has come to pass: my brain is even blanker than this document. My tea sits on the counter next to my iPad, lukewarm from having abandoned it for too many ten minute periods at once.
Several thoughts run through my head as I sit here staring at this blank page.
I feel sick.
I have a week to finish this.
I feel sick.
I have to do this. I need to pass these classes.
Why can’t I think of anything?
I feel sick.
I take a deep breath to banish the anxiety pooled at the bottom of my gut along with my tea, but it returns just as quickly as it left. I have to finish this essay. I have to write a second essay after this, too. I also have more chemistry to turn in, too.
…I feel sick.
It was help a substantial amount, I suppose, if I didn’t keep picking up my phone and alternating between scrolling through Tumblr and Instagram. In my defense, it’s difficult when the simple descriptions are “smile for once at these funny cats or keep sitting here on this stool and stressing over school.”
I sigh as I sip at my tea. It’s cold now and doesn’t sit that well in my stomach. I look back at my empty page and feel the overwhelming hopelessness as I once again witness the devastatingly empty page.
Just one more week, right? One more week and then it will be summer.
printing the key on this tonight, i had hoped to have time for another layer before the show but i dont think thats gonna happen. INSTEAD i'm paranoid i dont have enough work so im gonna make another quick lil photolitho series over the weekend and then be done. So i need two more 11x14 frames ..... auuuhhgh
im really confused because i thought i felt good on this medicine but it turns out my motivation is so low that i almost flunked several of my classes and am having to turn in assignments late last second. or like holy shit am i just that lazy ?? i really would like to hope not, because i used to be a good(?) student. i have never missed so many assignments in my life, and i have never taken so many naps in my life. im so goddamn tired, yknow? im really hoping this isnt me