Oooo you love him as much as I do oooooo you want me to post more content of him

"I learned it from watching you!"

i understand this is like. objectively a wild thing to bitch about when yr average woman wants to lose weight but it is really so fucking bizarre and disheartening to be asked "how are you so skinny how do you do it" by women who are really honestly beautiful and healthy and i am genuinely so jealous of their bodies' ability to maintain some semblance of body fat. i have to say "i wish i weighed more" and they look at me like i'm crazy and then i have to say "every time i manage to gain 5-10lbs i inexplicably get really sick and lose all the weight i gained and it's a vicious cycle of never really feeling healthy" and that's not the answer they want to hear and they still don't understand why i want to gain weight and like. hhhh. makes me sad. i love you you're so pretty and i am chronically ill

an NPC's favorite thing to do is to choke up tree sap instead of telling the players any useful information

Okay but here’s what I can’t get over

the kiSs and “come, dear” like that’s not,,, regular reserved shadowgast nonsense. That is not a first kiss,,, and that is not a level of comfort with one another that comes without being SURE that you are BOTH INVESTED, especially with these two self-doubting achillean disasters,,,,,,,,,

basically what I’m sayin is Liam went all “yeah they get together eventually,, someday,,,” just for them to KISS and pROBABLY FUCKING SAY I LOVE YOU WITHIN SIX FUCKING MONTHS OF AEOR and WE DIDNT GET TO FUCKING SEE IT IN CANON

SHOW ME THE FUCKING CANON COMPLIANT-ASS FICS I GUESS

some bronx coterie doodles from the past couple weeks! im sooo hyped for a cam s2 but at the same time i know im gonna miss these guys...

The brief moment of ‘I want to interact with other peoples sandboxes more’ before I’m hit by the cement truck of ‘I am viscerally afraid of misportraying someone’s lore and characterization to the degree that it gives me literal nightmares’

Ack

Things I just learned: nasal swab hurt new nose piercing.

Also, hard to do without pushing the stud out.

i think there’s def smth to be said about how when you look at a lot of fanfiction about a character and its whump/heavy angst they also happen to be the Transmasculine Character that everyone knows is Transmasc. the combination of “soft tortured boio” transdude stereotype + people tending to be more comfortable to see ppl different from them in pain makes up a real fucked up trope of the soft trans boi being heavily abused and bullied and never being happy. its like borderline fetishy at some point.

btw this also goes for transwomen characters being involved in the most brutal gore fics for whatever reason

i hate myself so much in that like. i am genuinely such a fucked up person. and i just fuck up everything good in my life and i genuinely hate myself so fucking much for it. like j cannot do one thing right ever i am literally so stupid and so fucked up and i literally just am such a fucking horrible person.

and its like just. i had one good thing ever in my life and i fucked it up because i am just awful and i was awful. and like i told him about so much shit that ive done and been through because i *could* because he never looked at me differently so i didnt even think and so much of it was so genuinely fucked up and i didnt even think far enough to realise itd maybe hurt them and i fucking just am so awful and fucked up and so shitty at caring about people.

and then i loved him literally more than i ever have loved anyone and i fucking was in love with him which i was literally never before and i fucking ruined it by just. being me. and doing what i do. and i fucking just am so fucked up and i ruin everything good i ever have and i fucking hate myself for it. and i fucking hurt him and i hate myself so much for it!! like i love him most of anyone and anything ive ever known and i fucking hurt them what the actual fuck is wrong with me. and i know it wasnt intentional but what the fuck does that matter because i hurt him anyways

and i get that they have done some kind of bad things in the mean time but i still fucking love him with everything i am and its been almost two fucking years sort of, more like one and a half (just over by 25 days or so) and i fucking miss them so much and it hurts so fucking much still and literally what the fuck because that is so fucked and i am literally so fucked up and awful and i hate myself so fucking much

anyways <3

i am all peace and love <3

calamity trio color palette edits w/headcanons I like (Sasha is canon)

There are so many weird little science girls in TOTK <3333333

[Post date: Dec 21, 2022]

Finally finished my bigass vanilla project, sooo... Requests, anyone? Don't have to be holiday/winter-themed, but that could be fun

Anon is on :]

Also just in case I have any new followers, here's the rundown:

Yes - sneezing, fevers, emeto, I&I, romo, platonic, poly, suggestive, any gender

No - sick minors, caretaker minors (including "aged up" characters), scat, death, other kinks not mentioned above

Kinda sus idk

hiiii guys i made more drawingsbased off of song lyrics :3 this time its where did the party go by fall out boy,,, i dont think yall know this but i RLLY like fob !!!!! i think just one yesterday kinda has jontim vibes.... anyways!!! the drawings r under the cut bc the backgrounds r kinda bright so better safe than sorry !!! this can be interpreted as romantic jontim i think but it can also just be s3 angst :)

i dont rlly like how these turned out BUT im proud of jons hand and tims forearm :) i dont like everything else lol