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ACOTAR GIFT EXCHANGE
Beyond: a Helion x LoA fic for @spell-cleavers
For the @acotargiftexchange I was thrilled to write this fic for @spell-cleavers who just so happens to be one of my very favorite people. Getting to know her over the course of this year has been such a joy, so I wanted to writer her something special. And by special, I mean I wrote my first ever smut scene. Can you believe?? Special thanks to @iambutmortal and @rosanna-writer for the beta help, and @separatist-apologist for allowing me to have a fun little cameo.
The Lady of Autumn has agreed to come live at the Autumn Court, though seems hesitant. Can Helion convince her that she belongs at his side?
And here's a little playlist!
She shines me up like gold on my arm
I wanna take it slow but it's so hard
I love to see her face in daylight
It's more than just our bodies at night
Do you think I'm being foolish if I don't rush in?
Beyond-Leon Bridges
MORNING:
Helion Spell-Cleaver was feeling a bit unhinged. It wasn’t a surprise, since he had been looking forward to this for centuries. But still, he was teetering on the edge of his sanity.
It couldn’t have been a more perfect day, though. The sun rose over the Day Court, cloudless skies stretching from the far valleys and hills in the east to the rocky coast and the city of Naxopolis. Groves of orange and fig trees surrounded the sandstone palace, brushing up against its white pillars and walls. The smells of citrus and trees were deepened by the warmth from the sun and a cool breeze from the turquoise sea. From the balcony, Helion watched the early morning sunlight reflect off the waves like small golden flecks. The room was peacefully quiet and open. Helion was certain when he had chosen the large and spacious suite, she would love it.
Now, he wasn’t so sure.
She had never seen the sea, she had told him once, many, many years ago, when they had only met under cover of darkness in the far corners of the Autumn lands. He chose the large wing of rooms as soon as she had agreed to move to the Day Court. Helion wanted a fresh start for them both.
They had each other again. They had their son, Lucien, who had agreed to stay too. Though, Helion would admit only to himself that he wasn’t letting his son and his mate out of his sight again. Never again would Thérèse be stuck in Autumn, never again would she be under anyone’s control. The members of his court were thrilled when he had found Lucien, and they were equally as thrilled when Helion announced his mate would finally come home.
But as he heard the soft cries of morning gulls, and the city coming to life below him, Helion’s doubts slithered back into his mind.
Will she even like it here? Will she ask Eris to take her back? She left once.
Yes, but that was to save us, and to save our son. Helion reminded himself as he took steadying breaths to calm his speeding heart. And I am not that monster. I will never force her. I am at her service.
A soft knock at the door brought him back to the morning. Costis, his butler, entered with a soft robe of linen in his arms. The satyr’s hooves clicked sharply on the tile, as he draped the ivory fabric chiton across a chair.
“Good Morning, my Lord. We’ve received word from Velaris, and the Lady Thérèse will be arriving with your son and his mate promptly at eleven o’clock.” Costis announced, crossing the room to bow. “Her personal items will be sent here.
Helion nodded once, quickly attempting to clear his mind. “Is everything else in order?”
“Yes, your Grace. The food is being prepared as well as the smaller dining balcony in the northwest wing. Nothing much is happening in the city, and The Magus has predicted fine weather for today. Perfect to show Lady Thérèse her new home,” the satyr said as he removed the sleeping robe from Helion’s shoulders. “I can send up for breakfast, unless you prefer to wait.”
“I’ll wait, thank you,” Helion said. He hardly had an appetite anyway.
Costis began to dress Helion, expertly wrapping the toga around him. The soft mix of linen and cotton promised a warmer day, the fabric hitting just above his knees. Enough to tempt, but not enough to scandalize. As Costis fetched his sandals, Helion removed the silk wrap from his head, satisfied that his hair still looked perfect. He had removed the ornaments from his locs for the occasion, instead opting for a small golden thread woven throughout his hair, tying it back with a leather strap. Helion placed a golden sun band on each bicep, cuffs on his wrists, and the small bronze ring Thérèse had given him five centuries ago. Striding to the mirror, Helion took in his reflection. He wore no crown, his toga was simple, and he was unadorned. He looked like the same male that went to the Equinox ball all those centuries ago.
The sharp clang of steel and bronze bells from the Magus’s tower rang, indicating it was half past ten. Helion straightened and took a deep breath. He had been planning this day for weeks, no, centuries. He was ready. “Costis, remind me of the possible itinerary I had drawn up.”
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#acotargiftexchange#helion x loa#jenn i love you#eris is a redheaded step-child#my first smut ever??
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me: *makes my best friend a bath bomb*
my best friend: it tastes great
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Not only is this adorable (IK HES SOOO GOOD WITH KIDS) but it’s exactly what I do with babies 😭
#*•{jenn’s thoughts}•*#across the spiderverse#atsv#hobie brown#idk babies love high fives#also you gotta react to their babbles like it’s the juiciest gossip#I don’t make the rules
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DR. RIVER
I figured I would revisit the design of our favourite resident teacher's pet (doctor's pet?). It's my internsona, Dr. River! Though he's definitely more of an OC, at this rate. He just has a lot of my Quirks.
This was mostly made after he seemed to get quite a bit of affection in the RDL fanon channels; so, if you're curious on who exactly this pattern-loving nerd is, look below!
Dr. O. River (he refuses to clarify what the 'O' stands for) is a member of the Rhythm Doctor Initiative within Middlesea Hospital. In some routes, he is the intern - who, after the events of 1-XN, lost faith within the remote feature of the project; and began to attend to patients in person. In others, and most commonly, he is an intern supervisor - a role given to him by Dr. Edega when one particular intern came under his wing.
Speaking of Edega, River is mostly known for his core feature: he's Edega's favourite.
To put in better words: River thrives off of overwork. The more you give him, the more energy he'll have - and, in turn, the more work he'll get done. In addition, he's professional to a fault, seeming almost robotic in the way he presents himself. Observant, efficient, and, most of all, apathetic.
Or, at least, that's how he presents himself to the lead doctor.
Truth be told, River is far friendlier as he looks. An absolute dork with a literature degree; he'll take any chance to ramble about language, formatting, prose and the like. One of his biggest features as a supervisor is that he knows stress when he sees it, and will take an intern's pager (claims its for "intern surveillance") entirely to mark half of their tasks as complete ("I've already treated this lot. Just stick to these four, and I'll handle the rest"). He also hates Edega's guts - more than you think. No, more than that.
He'll drop lore at the drop of a hat ("Want a fun fact? 'M Scottish. Don't sound like it, but I've got a whole lot o' siblings in the central highlands."), crack jokes on a whim and laugh at himself ("How do you get two whales in a red mini?"), and fake Edega's footsteps entirely to scare his first and favourite intern: Dr. Desert [owned by the lovely @fufupng].
In short: Dr. River is a monotonous nerd with a heart of gold. He can predict when patients need treating, and has an obsession with pattern recognition - but, if you need some help with that overwhelming list of tasks Edega has you doing, he'll gladly do 80% of the work for you. As long as you let him talk about words.
[Have any questions about him? Let me know! - Emo]
#rhythm doctor#intern sona#rhythm doctor intern sona#rhythm doctor oc#dr river#because jenn made a whole tag for him#i didnt expect river to get so much love so thank you guys in rdl so much#hopefully this provides a bit more chaos to his antics ahah#art from the hermit hole#rambles of the hermit hole
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what’s the most heartbreaking part of my friend dying is i can remember half our friendship. part of it was when i was suffering the most intense constant trauma and abuse from my dad, and she/her family rly rescued me when i needed it.. and i can’t remember a majority of it bc my brain is so fucking fucked i have so many holes in my memory… our last conversation we talked about how much she loved me for something i can’t even remember fucking doing and it hurts… a lot. i just wish i could remember..
#just venting#i’ll always love you jenn#holding the memories i do have so close#her funeral is tomorrow and this was so short notice i can’t fly across country#this is so fucked#everyone keeps reaching out to see how im doing and it makes me so sad and happy people know how much love i had for her always
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THEM!!!!!!!!
#yay i did a thing#rhythm doctor#ada paige#ian rhythm doctor#polyrhythmcule#traditional art#pencil art#i love them thank you jenn for creating this#the intern
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We don’t celebrate Thanksgiving in ma house but we do like to say what we are thankful for.
I am thankful for each and everyone one of you who follow me, have read my stories, indulged my imagination, and have been incredibly wonderful in your kind words and reaching out.
I wish you all a wonderful Thanksgiving, if you celebrate it, with friends and family (especially the ones we’ve chosen to call our family) I hope it is an absolutely fantastic day. If you are working, I am sorry and I hope the day goes by fast and your day filled with no asshole customers.
I am sending you all so much love and good vibes with a dash of a virtual hug 🖤🖤 Much Love, Jenn
#jenn speaks#we are going to make frybread and I’ve never been so excited#I am the frybread queen y’all#these legs were definitely made from eating it too much and too often 🤣🤣#I love you all
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if nothing else i am grateful to this season for giving us more EJ Caswell Muscles . it's what we deserve
#userfiz#mine#textpost#ej caswell#hsmtmts#portwell#caswen#i just...i love ej caswell so much#they gave us lil sneaks in earlier seasons but this one was a Muscle Tee Fest#it doesn't at all make up for the terrible treatment of his character but.......thank you#it's what we deserve#matt cornett#high school musical the musical the series#hsmtmts season 3#hsmtmts s3#muscles omg#his arms when he hugs miss jenn...whewwwww#50 notes#100 notes
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okay I’m finally free of class which means I CAN WILL SMITH AGGRESSIVELY AT THIS ACTUALLY PERFECT CREATION @captainderyn made!!!!! I’ve had a night to vibrate about it and I’m still at a complete loss for words. ;_; They are everything to me, your honor, and they are. immensely in love.
Just Tyr & Shara stealing a date night out in Kaas City to put aside Imperial Intelligence for at least a few hours and just. be two young fools in love. ;_; They end up half-soaked anyway on their way home because Tyr won’t stop dancing with her to half-recalled fading cantina music.
And also completely shameless plug for Deryn’s commissions - a completely lovely experience from start to finish and I’m just kadnfladsfnlsdf. Like I said, completely speechless with the results. Actual magic.
#swtor#art#friend art#imperial agent x watcher two#imperial agent x shara jenn#ch: tyr#watcher two#imperial agent#kissing them both on the forehead#seriously i keep trying to find words for how much i love this and justk nslfdsnldsfdsf#y'ALL#kisses#just kisses them kisses them kisses them wraps them up in a bow etc etc#if you need me i'll be laying face down on the floor screaming incoherent affection into a pillow probably xD
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drabble day 4: memories
from @deancaskiss bex’s august drabble prompts
for most people, the memory of their significant other saying those three little words for the first time, is a good one.
but not for dean.
“we’re all out of cereal and milk so jack and i are going to pick some up. love you.”
dean’s heart dropped in his chest and he stumbled to where cas was leaning in the doorway, throwing his arms around him and burying his face into cas’s shoulder.
“you’re coming back.”
it wasn’t a question but cas answered anyways.
“of course, dean.” he pulled away a slightly to cup dean’s cheek. “… are you sure you don’t want me to remove the memory?”
dean leaned into cas’s touch and looked back and forth between his eyes. they’d already lost so much.
he shook his head. “i don’t want to lose another second with you.”
cas kissed him softly. “then you won’t. do you want to come with us to the store?”
dean smiled through his tears.
“i’d love to.”
#destiel fic#deancas fic#dreamydrabble#klinejack#deanncastiel#feathersforcas#jenn writes#jennmishwrites#set post series obvs#sorry for the sadder one but it’s still soft!!!💖#my poor baby is traumatized that ‘i love you’ means goodbye for good
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#teen wolf#scott mcall#deucalion#truedemon#scott/deucalion#you don't even know how many truedemon gifs i am about to make though#also yes this is marins line i know#but its soooo true of their dynamic#ugh i love 3a so much#its my favorite now#okay enjoy jenns adventures in gif making#whether you want to or not <3#scott mccall
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I will love you forever, my fave ginger 🤍
#now i just get to love you harder from a distance until you’re back in my arms in no time#te amo🤍#jenn🖤#thedevilinmybrain#this woman gave me the vacation on a lifetime in my own country#cant wait for what’s to come for us🤍#in the mean time we might be sad for too long
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the storm // second chances
#hsmtmts#nini salazar roberts#miss jenn#mr mazzara#benjamin mazzara#jenzzara#jennzzara#WE LOVE A PARALLEL#hsmtmtsedit#gifs#olivia rodrigo#kate reinders#mark st cyr#miss jenn not realising how loved she is pls#i love her sm#also v sure that ben is gonna pull a nini in s4 and come back realising that he has a new dream#aka miss jenn#thank you
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hit tag limit on the last post cos i started talking about roller coasters again 😔
#toy txt post#wish there was a way for me to like. Do. something. with my roller coaster hyperfixation. but im not an engineer i dont want to design them#thats so scary and i couldnt be a ride op cos im scared of riding most of them (disclaimer I KNOW HOW SAFE THEY ARE THATS NOT THE PROBLEM#I DONT HANDLE THE PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE OF THRILL RIDES FILLING ME WITH ADRENALINE VERY WELL IT CAUSES ME PAIN#i do not enjoy it. but i love to see coasters and watch them and read about them 🥺 and also sometimea i read about. the incidents which#felt like very foolish at first like okay this isnt gonna help me get comfortable riding them but honestly actually it did help?#to see how many of the incidents are like. truly like either freak accidents or someone fucked up#but like the rides safety mechanisms usually are very good and not the reason for an accident. most errors seem to be like. act of god or#like. operator or rider error. and some of the operator errors are kind of terrifying BUT ALSO seem like things that can be prevented#maybe the new wave of unionizing in the us will sweep into theme park employees and make sure theyre paid well and recieve good benefits#and that they are not pressured to prioritize profits or faster throughput at the expense of safety. and (really optimistic i know) maybe#we as a society and culture can unlearn our systemic fatphobia to the point that its doable to turn someone away for being#too big to ride safely without making them feel like shit or like its their fault and MAYBE we'll even possibly just maybe figure out how#to make rides that can actually accommodate larger guests safely so they can participate in the fun without fear or bodyshaming#logically i know theres no way to remove 100% of risk and that there is still heightened risk especially for ppl w various#medical conditions but idk i think we as a society can keep theme parks and do them well. i believe in us.#i should go to more of them....ive been to like. not that many but i do still have favorites#hershey my beloved. i LOVE how visible all the coasters are all the time i LOVE the skyview going right through great bears track#i hope i can go again this yr and see the new wildcat 🥺 absolutely not going to ride that fucking thing but i am definitely going to stare#at it. jenn if youre reading this i cannot fucking believe you got me to ride og wildcat honestly#p sure that rattle gave me a headache and i would not do it again that was a rough fucking ride lol but im glad u somehow got me into that#i have. such a complicated relationship with being peer pressured onto rides lol#like on the one hand i do need that a little bit or i definitely wont do it but on the other. being forced onto comet as a child was#slightly traumatizing and definitely marked my turn from wanting to ride all the coasters to jot wanting to ride anything#to my parents credit on that one they do recognize it as a mistake and were sorry about it like immediately so i dont hold it against them#but also dont. force ur children to ride coasters lol. but i do need to go spend a day at hershey just forcing myself to ride great bear#over and over. fav coaster best coaster. its so fucking loud. its shaped so good. pretty color scheme. its constellation themed#i do love and am obsessed with how hershey packs all those tracks together like that it looks so cool i love to see it#candymonium right at the entrance like that is Extremely distracting very immediately
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Happy New Years to those who have already celebrated. New Years hasn’t come to California yet lol Wishing you all a new year filled with happiness, goals met, and contentment in all its forms.
Thank you all for making this year one I will treasure always. Hers to looking forward to a 2024 filled with so much more 🖤🖤 much love to all of you darlings. Please have a fun and safe night!
Oh, it’s also my birthday tomorrow 😝🤣
#jenn speaks#please be safe everyone but I hope you enjoy ringing in the new year#sending you all so much love and blessings#just patiently waiting for the clock to turn 12 over here lol#also this comes from friend daleesia#every day before her birthday she posts this and it’s stuck with me after 8 years lol
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OVER AGAIN WAS FREAKING BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰
#IT WAS SO FREAKING GOOD#hsmtmts#oasis's hsmtmts chatter#high school musical the musical the series#hsmtmts s4#high school musical the musical the series season 4#hsmtmts spoilers#ALSO SEB DATED NATALIE???!?!!!?!??#POSSIBLY THE BIGGEST TWIST EVER :OOO??!?!???!!#also does this mean he's bi or was he just dating her closeted???#AGHCK IDK BUT WILD AND ALSO GREAT EITHER WAY :'DDD#anyway yeah I just LOST IT the entirety of that scene 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️#and AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH A SEBLOS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!#I WAS GOING TO SAY AT SOME POINT THAT I'D RIOT IF WE DIDN'T GET ONE AND AAAAHHHHHHH :'DDDDD!!!#I mean it was an “I-” “I love you too” BUT STILL#they said it in the song and it counts anyway 😌😌#also the fact that was ryan and his partner's song :'DDD 😭❤️❤️❤️🥰#AND THAT EVERYONE HELPED OUT 😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰#well yk miss jenn maddox (I think iirc) and emmy :')))#anyway 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️ freaking out thank you so very much :'))) <333333
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