just a hater

scaramouche x reader

synopsis: in which you major in astronomy and scaramouche is the biggest astronomy hater (in your eyes). what happens when someone confesses their feelings for you, and you not knowing how to handle affections, suddenly blurt out that you are already taken. by who? well, scaramouche of course.

themes: modern au, enemies to friends to lovers, actually more like rivals to acquaintances to friends to lovers, both of u banter constantly, fake dating trope, fluff(?), crack, smau, college au, slight angst(?), arrange marriage but not between you and scara

warnings: kys/kms jokes, both of you suck with emotions, swearing, dn & ur mom jokes, talks of feeling unwanted and not being enough, lack of communication, misunderstandings, main characters don’t like to admit their feelings(i understand that could be frustrating), scaramouche is an asshole and you are too, mentions of alcohol and consuming it

status: irregular updates 😭

A/N: taglist is closed!! reader is gender neutral. ✍︎︎ = written portion.

profiles — [ fruits basket | emos 🖤⛓🥀 + childe ]

❥ 01 — three more days

❥ 02 — everything’s fine

︎ ✍︎︎ 02.5 — how it happened

❥ 03 — haha what if i just 🏃‍♀️

❥ 04 — (✍︎︎) you can’t run from me

❥ 05 — enemies to lovers 🤭

❥ 06 — a good bf

❥ 07 — wikihow how to be romantic, first dinner date, and being a third wheel

❥ 08 — bros fighting for his life

❥ 09 — overthinking and overanalyzing

❥ 10 — who tf?

❥ 11 — (✍︎︎) actual (but not really) first date

❥ 12 — the audacity

❥ 13 — (✍︎︎) library

❥ 14 — me thinks

❥ 15 — i feel ill

❥ 16 — no one asked

❥ 17 — BRO HE’S BACK

❥ 18 — scaray/n project

❥ 19 — (✍︎) i hate you

❥ 20 — FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

❥ 21 — drunken confession

❥ 22 — in the kamisato siblings we trust

❥ 23 — one step ahead of you

❥ 24 — (✍︎) déjà vu

❥ 25 — you’re dead to me

❥ 26 — i like you too

❥ 27 — (✍︎) first date (real) (not clickbait)

❥ 28 — bare minimum

❥ 29 — maybe i AM a whore

❥ 30 — according to plan

❥ 31 — war is over

❥ 32 — (✍︎) double date

❥ 33 — tba

❥ 34 — tba

❥ 35 — tba

AITA for bitching about fics I dislike on my blog?

as a foreword, this is kind of a non-issue and no one's ever told me to stop, but I'm curious what other people think of fandom etiquette.

the fandom: a fairly small one. 2.4k fics on ao3 small. I recognize most people posting in its tumblr tag small. if I tell you the name of the source you'd almost definitely be able to find me small.

the source: pornographic, which means everyone involved is or should be an adult. it's BL with a switch MC, but the fandom overwhelmingly prefers bottom MC/top LIs (love interests), to the point where I've had people be astonishingly rude to me because my favorite character is a bottom LI and some of my friends have been outright harassed for the same. I used to not care about sex positions in the slightest, but now when I see bottom MC fanworks I can't help but remember how poorly I was treated.

the fics: wildly and inexplicably popular, even though they are, frankly, poorly written. it's eternal bottom MC turned up to 11, complete with copious amounts of OOCness in order to turn every ship into the worst ye olde yaoi gender roles dynamic you can imagine. it's things like MC, canonically a 23yo plank of a dudeguy, being written as a big titted milf in his 40s (which is made more confusing by the fact that one of the LIs is already a big titted milf). it's also things like the MC being written as disliking sex and having to be coerced into it when one of the most charming things about him is that he's a hilarious sex pest, or writing the LIs sexually harassing the MC when they really would never do that. I've likened it to replacing the characters with OCs that share the same name and my friends have agreed with me. I'm honestly convinced that the author and his readers don't actually like any of the characters if they feel the need to change everyone so thoroughly.

why I might be an asshole: it's assholish to hate on free fanworks, and I've bitched about these fics on my public tumblr blog. the fandom is small enough that there's a non-zero chance of it getting back to the author and a reasonable chance that fans of the fics have seen my bitching. I'm probably projecting the hostility I've received onto someone who's done absolutely nothing to me, and I am absolutely just straight up jealous that their fics get better stats than mine. I may also be being an asshole to myself, because being critical of other people's fics has made my hypercritical of my own.

why I don't think I'm an asshole: I think everyone has the right to be bad at things, but I also think everyone has the right to be a little hater. I don't put the fandom tag on these posts; they stay on my blog and my blog alone, and if later on I feel like I was unfairly vitriolic I'll delete the posts. I only post on tumblr because I'm certain the author in question only uses twitter, which dramatically lowers the odds of him stumbling across my posts. the fics are so popular that it's definitely possible that their fans would see my posts, but I think it's unlikely that they'd bother looking at my blog because 99% of my posts are about one of the bottom LIs. I have never and would never leave comments on the fics themselves, and I generally try to keep the bitchy posts to a minimum; it's far from a constant thing.

tl;dr - I publicly bitch about fics that (in my opinion) are poorly written and extremely OOC, under the assumption that it's unlikely the author would ever see it. AITA?

What are these acronyms?

am i the asshole for culling highbloods, fair and square in a strife duel

i (a goldblood, masking my quirk so the haters/p dont find me, otherwise goldblood is all you need to know) often participate in strife duels when im not busy being the best fucking engineer this shithole has to offer to our great empire

and lately ive been getting flack for culling these bitches like the unworthy they are, people complaining about "fairness" and "i started it" or whatever

let me give you a little story here to clear things up

so im walking right, just chilling up in the highblood part of my big city because there are NO laws that say i cannot legally just fucking stroll wherever the fuck i want as long its not trespassing, cause maybe i dont wanna flex my psionics by just flying everywhere and i have places to be

and this stupid ass indigo, pulls up, walking by me, just a couple inches taller than me (im 6'4 btw so this chick was pretty big) fucking shoulder checks me, deadass just bumps into me and doesnt say anything so im like

"dude, are you good? the fucks your problem?"

and shes like "whats YOUR problem, you should mind your space, blah blah blah blah highblood jargin im not assed to type, its disrespectful" and then her fucking moirail or whatever some olive just taps her shoulder and tries to get her on her merry way but whatever i dont give a fuck

and im like "dude you should mind YOUR space pay attention" and she gets all mad like damn bro whats your problem im fr just going on a stroll so im like "you wanna go dude we can strife right here if you wanna stay mad" and even though her moirail is protesting shes like "ok fine this wont be too long" (cocky ass bitch) and they look sad that their moirail is gonna cull some moody lowblood scum like me or however those two viewed me

so im like shit, okay, bet, you wanna play, ill play?

indigo pulls out her dinky fucking mace or whatever, sounds to me like a strife duel just began, so you know what i do?

i fire up the goddamn engine (my psionics) and PUNCH her ass, right across the jaw faster than she can say "mustard", bet she didnt expect to get fucking punched with psionics, it's a free ass way to give someone nerve damage so she kinda locks up all surprised (probably the energy i sent across his nervous system too) and next thing you know i got this bulgehead on the ground and im slamming her stupid skull into the sidewalk until its been painted filthy ass indigo (tell you what no one is immune to severe nervous system damage)

his moirails like yelling and shit and calls me a piece of shit or whatever and fine, okay, i feel kinda bad for culling someones moirail but thats just alternia man, strife rules dont care how much your moirail means to you, if i had a moirail im sure he would be sad if i got culled in a strife duel

and i knew this olive was gonna try and avenge their partner so i just sorta flew off before i had to cull someone else in a duel that was probably in an abusive relationship anyway thats always how it is with lowbloods and highbloods mixing

so am i the asshole? i didnt do anything illegal, i asked if she wanted to strife, she said yes, so i won the fucking strife duel i dont know why i feel this way, she fucking started it i dont start shit man

Nine.

“Here” Robyn came from behind me “thanks” taking the top from her “my beautiful maid” she swatted me “be quiet, I’m going to miss you though, and look after my eldest baby for me Chris. Don’t just leave her in the hotel room to go clubbing, she said it. She goes dad is going to end up going out with his friends and leave me alone in the hotel” I laughed out “me? Never” shaking my head “what else has she said about me? She talking huh, but on a real. Is she excited or not? I want to make her happy, I get that it’s making Tianna upset and hurt but she needs to let that hurt go, I don’t understand why she hates her sister so much” zipping the duffel bag up “well while you both gone I’m going to spend some time with her and really find out what is wrong with her and why is she feeling this way towards her, it’s sad and I hate this for them but it’s more Tianna than Rylee, she’s none the wiser. But I think she’s jealous of her, we both know she felt that since she was a child, she has always felt that way did she not” turning to Robyn “she always has been, she had issues with kids saying she was a mini Rihanna. And she felt like she was nothing, I don’t want my kids to feel they have to be a certain way, she doesn’t need to be a mini Rihanna, but I think she wants to be. I uhm, I think Rylee has taken that crown of being like you, I just want her to stop being a hater, like if she was going through something I know Rylee would be there for her” Robyn nodded her head, she is not impressed and neither am I, I don’t want this for them “I’ll see what I can do, find out about this new boy she’s with. Just the weekend for us is so busy, Imani and her dance/singing classes. The boys and their football training and then basketball the next day. It’s having to take them all weekend to these things, now you’re not here. But I’ll make a day, also I’ve noticed Tianna doesn’t like to do much, but I think maybe it stemmed from when Rylee made onto the cheerleading team and she didn’t, I know that knocked her” she got a point “these kids huh, we should have stuck to one. It’s all your fault, just having a delicious pussy” Robyn snorted laughing “delicious pussy? Now who says that but have a good time, I’ll be watching. I’m sad I won’t be there” I sighed out “I’m sad too, but I got Rylee now. We will have fun” wrapping my arms around Robyn “please do fun stuff with her, and girly things. If she comes back with a broken nail I’ll play hell with you” Robyn worries too much, she’s making me laugh.

Robyn fussing around Rylee is making me laugh “mom, stop it” even Rylee has had enough “I just want you to be ok. Have the most fun, make daddy spend his money too” picking up Imani “hey baby” she wrapped her arms around my neck “I’ll miss you baby, next time I’ll take you” she gave me a little squeeze “soon dad, but I have dance class, so I am very busy. Maybe next time” my eyes bulged out “are you telling me you’re too busy for me? Excuse me?” She giggled “I have lots of things to do dad, ask mom” I chuckled “what you like, watch me on TV ok? Better be cheering me on” placing her down “hey? The hell is wrong with you” Junior came at me swinging at me “you want to fight me” grabbing his arms “I like fighting” this boy “I’ll throw you across this room move” Tianna is just staring “Ti, be good for your mom” she turned around and ran off “man, these girls” Herb said laughing, placing Imani down “don’t get me started” coming up behind Robyn “I wish it was you coming” humping behind her “oh dad” Rylee said pulling a face “well it’s not” she turned to me “love you, take care. Good luck out there, I know you’ll kill it out there” hugging Robyn “Junior, stop punching your dad” I can feel him punching my butt “mom tell dad that I have to get glammed up too” I sniggered “like a hood nigga yes” Robyn swatted my arm “don’t do my daughter like that, I am getting my team for you Rylee, they will be there on the day to glam you up and Jah will be there, do not leave any of that stuff to your dad, I got you. I’ll sort it” look at Robyn, she is really making sure her daughter is ok “what about me? It’s my birthday too?” Robyn shrugged “like you missed mine” I gasped “oh wow, I’m going to Europe after” she better do something for me “don’t rely on getting a gift boo” Robyn is being hard on me, I really dislike it when she is “aight I am out, let’s go” Robyn is laughing “he’s got a face on with me now, don’t mind him, have fun Rylee” she is right, I do have a face on with her. I get that I missed her birthday and I do feel bad but there was a lot going on, whatever I guess, I don’t care “keep Rylee with you for your birthday too!” Robyn shouted “oh she’s coming back, I’m going to have fun alone” getting into the SUV, I am moody now.

Taking in a deep breath “Rylee” she looked at me, getting the phone out of my laptop case “I want you to have your phone back, because we are away. Anything can happen, we can split. I just want you to have it there, but I do not want you to pay attention to social media and things that are being said. But I do want you to show off and live life, show people you are happy, but here is your phone” passing the phone back or her “thanks” she took the phone from me “let me find out you message Jayson again” Rylee laughed “dad please” she tried to turn it on “it’s not charged” she scoffed “I have no charger dad?” I grinned “we will buy one, you’re not using mine before you ask” I pointed “it’s a charger? Why can’t I” she says that but never gives me it back at all “Rylee you’re going to steal it and never come back with it” she laughed because she knew “we will get you one but I want you to pay the world of social media no mind please, if anything upsets you then talk to me, I am here for you but there is always haters, I get them too. Some think I ain’t good enough for your mother and I get it because she’s a queen, but they need to mind their business, so just know I am here for you” Ryle smiled at me “Tianna called me a bitch by the way, I’m not snitching. I don’t even want you to mention it to her, but she said I am a spiteful bitch, I am spoilt. She can’t stand me, and she told Momo how bad she’s being treated and whatever, but just keep it between us dad. I am not a pushover, but I don’t want to beat her ass either” shaking my head “calling Monica like she isn’t riding my dad” I mumbled “dad” she said, I laughed “sorry” I apologised, she doesn’t need to hear that from me.

I do always miss my husband when he leaves, I actually did want to go but I thought what is the point. Amerie is on leave and then dragging the kids along, Junior is always busy hitting my Raihan every time and then Rylee and Tianna want to fight, Imani the only one to be the sane one. So I thought I would stay behind, but I did want to go there and support him. Busiest weekend actually for me, Raihan and Junior doing their football training, I’m sat here watching along the side-lines. I have Tianna with me, she hates life and doesn’t really speak to me because she thinks I’m being very fake with speaking to her when Rylee isn’t here, she is being dramatic. Imani is with Joyce, she’s still at the house currently which she doesn’t bother me, she’s helped me since Amerie not being here. Squinting my eyes at Junior running into Raihan on purpose and then laughing as he got off him “Christopher! There, now!” Coach shouted at him, I’m so used to calling him Junior that it’s weird to hear his name being called out, Coach dragged up Raihan “Hey Rih” looking up at Kim “hi” getting up from the bench, I mean I shouldn’t be sat here but I am, with the players. They don’t mind “I said I thought it’s you” hugging her, I see her no matter where I be. She is literally in my life because of these kids “how have you been girl? You look so well, the kids keep calling me old; I mean we are the originals” I laughed “kids for you, they think I’m ancient. And honestly I don’t feel well, I’m just me now, there is nothing I can do but let nature take its course” Kim smiled “stop it, Northie. Come and say hi, she think you are mad with her over the whole situation, but I said you need to speak to her, Rylee text North saying she is ok” nodding my head “yeah, we have given her phone back you see” North made her way over to me slowly “hi miss Fenty” she said “hi North, I’m not mad at you. I don’t want you to think that at all. I’m just upset at the situation, but it’s been sorted and we will be ok” she smiled at me “I wrote Rylee a letter, my mom was laughing at me saying I am being dramatic but you never know. I posted it myself too, Tianna opened the door and then told me she’s not allowed anything or letters but then I said they won’t know just give it, she was being very negative” North explained “nobody wants you around North! I took the letter” Tianna barked “no you didn’t! I then had to post it like the postman because you refused and closed the door on me, you’re such a bad sister” I caught Tianna so quickly, I knew she would do that “oh, girls. We not fighting. Come on” Kim said, “don’t you dare embarrass me, sit down” I said to her “sorry” I apologised “don’t be, she thinks she’s badass in school now anyways, whatever” North walked off, this is such childish drama.

Tianna banged the front door shut “Tianna, stop it. I am being serious now; I am not shy to beat your ass. Enough! You cry about me not being there for you, I try, and you push me away. But you’re now pushing my buttons! I am not having that shit and that slick talk, you go and think what you want, I want to be there for you” the door went off “not like anyone likes me, who the hell am I! I wish you just closed your legs so I wasn’t born” my eyes bulged out “watch! Once I open this door and I am done with the person behind this I am coming for you” opening the door “mom” I said as my face dropped seeing my mom and Clinton here “Momo, oh my god” Tianna ran by me and hugged my mom “my baby” my mom hugged my daughter tightly “look like you have seen a ghost?” My mom said, “you came unannounced, and with him?” I said “my husband, also your husband isn’t home, it’s ok” how did she know that, we haven’t spoken. I did a double take seeing Joyce and Imani back, oh this is the worst thing to happen to me. Clinton looked behind him “oh wow” he said “what” my mom also looked “well, I guess we know why she looks shocked, do you want to explain why” looking at my mom “you threw me out! Had me staying in a hotel, being away from this house and she is just walking in, you know how I got in? We followed you in and even then I got stopped!” My mother hollered in my face “you in my home, you either act right or go” I said “Tianna called me, she wanted me here. Since you don’t know how to mother right” Clinton hasn’t stopped looking at Joyce, he keeps looking behind him. Of course my daughter did that to me, this can’t get any worse “so are you going to let us in or the mental patient” I am so stumped “come in” I said stepping to the side, I really can’t stand my kids sometimes.

Joyce hasn’t said a word “grandma, come inside” Imani said “Joyce you can come in, it’s fine” she laughed “no, I’ll pack. It’s not my right, I won’t be long” Joyce walked into the home “is grandma going home now?” Imani asked, closing the door “so you keep me away from my grandchildren, I can’t stay here but she can Robbie? You banned all the family! Everyone but she can? Oh my husband, he can’t step foot without your husband wanting to beat him up, I guess he got something from his mother, her mental illness” my mom hollered “enough!” I shouted “right now you stop, you do not speak on my husband in my house! Tianna get the hell upstairs I don’t want to see your face! Now!” I shouted, her face softened “and mom! You leave us be” it’s wrong of my mother “I’m going now Robyn” Joyce walked off “you speak another word on my husband I will want you out, and you. Don’t speak to me” I said to Clinton before he started, he popped up for what. I am so over this mess already “don’t forget my bags outside” my mother said “no, you’re not staying here mom, I have told you this and we spoke on it. No, I am not having you in my home like that, I said it” now she is really going to play up now that she knows Joyce was staying here “is that you or your husband saying this Robbie? He is not even home, this is ridiculous, and you know it” waving her off “you’re not staying here” Tianna really did this to me and got my mother here, she knows how dramatic that woman can be, she knows it that is why she’s told her clearly.

Joyce left, I feel so bad because the way my mother spoke to her it was so nasty and Chris will lose his mind if he heard that from my mom, I hope he never learns of it “are you calm?” Clinton asked me “not really but it still stands, you can’t stay here, you and my mom, we stopped that” turning to him “you’re hurting her, you had my ex wife here. How is she supposed to feel? She misses you so much, the reason we don’t come is because you are pushing her away” it’s always me “I put my foot down, this is my family home, I don’t have people here like that anymore” he knows this “that rule came from my son not you, one rule for his mother. The woman that was selling stories, telling you about yourself. Saying how you stole her son, she hated you, but you had her here to make who happy? My son, don’t let him manipulate you” Chris is calling me, answering the call “hello” I answered “you throw my mom out? Why is she going home” my heart dropped “did she say that?” I asked “no, she said she is going home but out of nowhere when you said good she can help with the kids, your mom is there I hear?” I huffed out “yes, she felt awkward, so she said she was leaving” which is true “but you didn’t throw her out right? She left her medication there, she will be ok because she can have it at her home but for her to leave it, she was rushing out, so I mean if you did, be real” he is there preparing to perform and he’s calling me “Chris, listen to me. You just prepare for the performance, I am watching. I didn’t do any of that, talk after that” I said “aight” he didn’t bark but I was sensing his annoyance so I rather we stopped talking “you both can’t sleep here” I said again, it can’t happen and not without my husband knowing.

TROPICAL UNIVERSE MEDLEY - Jah Bless ft. David House (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

David House is at it again with their new medley in association with Uadili studios, Joseph Wallace & Infinity Soundz. The Tropical Universe Medley was developed with the aim to remind our blessed country that life is just for living, so enjoy it. The Visuals of this message were shot at David's House and Edited by Uadili Studios. If this message impacts you don't be afraid to share it with your loved ones and haters. Jah Love!

THE WORLD STUPIDEST, it is a song I have just decided to write after too much attacks on my life for my JAH REALITY. SO JAH SEH, Write this as I drop it in ya head. CHORUS,- The world stupidestooz Are westerno and Europoz Even ants 've more intelligence Than the worldwide stupidestoz Ants know their males and females Even dogs just have fun acting pumping males They know which are the females for proper sex But never the nampty empty typical stupidestooz All eyes on me All tiny dicks hunt me Their surveillance on me Men and women hunt or love me All my haters are Satan punkooz Reason to must fight Jah messages That I pop right deepest inna punkooz Dem wish to have my dong inna demooz Even men lie to ve had it No just big nasty bombaklats They try hardest openly to trap it But it is just for my special ladies souls Satanooz act to love me Pretending are safe to me Faking are just trying to help me Giving me jobs just to try hunt me They fraud to pretend are women or men Supported by the world stupidest nations Frauding their real identity to hunt my dong Saying I must love their nation's dirty sex values They must hate me for refusing all Satan punkooz https://www.instagram.com/p/Cow03SJM2ke/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

As I rolled through the comments  i see chris is getting alot of unnecessary hate. He's doing nothing wrong business wise. He can't control if the females he hangs around don't  care for his wife, they're just jealous and envious of rih. In there eyes she's living her best life ×2. And she has a good husband who loves her and at the end of the day she's who he's coming to for his real relationship.  Nury is a chicken and is just attracted because he the next big upcoming star. And teyana just wants to ride the wave however she can. And I think if Chris stays and do the show with and for Robyn that will help her relax. She doesn't handle being without him well. She turns passive aggressive.  And I agree Jah needs to back off and shut up. Friend or not he's a little to involved. He's starting to give me low key hater vibes when it comes to chris. But now while chris is home rih needs to talk to him about how she feels about her dad. And tell him about Barbados and let him decide if he coming cause he did have the idea of staying and keeping the kids home with him.Because I think if she let's him know she needs emotional support he'll respond positively. Communication is the key.

trippie sat on the ground by the gravestone. his hands were wrapped around his legs as he kept knees close to his chest. it’s been three years without his best friend, and the pain was still there. it felt like trippie heard them gunshots yesterday. man, he would give everything to laugh with this fool again, even making the deal with the devil himself would’ve been a good idea for trippie. anything, just to see jahleh again.

but it was just a cold stone with jah’s name on it. the gun shots. not having a chance to say goodbye... more to it, trippie and jah went through a fight before the tragic event. trippie dropped his head down and quickly lit the blunt. the dark thoughts and guilt reached out their hands with long, slender fingers and locked them around rogue’s throat. he couldn’t breath. it’s all because of him. jahleh was nothing but a ride or die since a day one, shit, they probably knew each other since they were kids. they got into a gang together. jah was there when trippie has lost his brother. they both were sleeping at the parks when they had nowhere else to go. they laughed together, cried together. and then, they grew up. jah was the first one to get caught, at the age of 17. for trippie those were the worst days, but that’s when he fell in love. alexandria... his first love. it sounds funny, but when trippie fell in love for the first time, he got into a fight with jah. and it happened as soon as jahleh got out of jail. all these memories played a role of a dagger that kept stabbing him into his heart. “she’s a hoe, rou rou, dat bitch gon’ break ya heart. i don’t wanna go back to jail ‘cause i’m gonna fuck her up.” those words rung in tripp’s head as if it wasn’t years ago when jah said it. how stupid trippie was, he was foolishly in love and whatever jah had to say about alexandria has been received negatively by tripp. “the fuck jah, ya nuts or sumn? i thought ya ass gon’ be happy for me, instead ya bein’ a fuckin’ hater. or ya mad ya ain’t got a chance to get with her?” just like that, this right here used to be trippie’s answer, and nowadays trippie felt like throwing up and cutting his own throat. after that incident jah and tripp haven’t talked for like a month or two, and it was the first time for them to be apart for that long. rogue recalls being petty and going off on jah via instagram live. he was like 17 at that moment? and all because of a bitch... jah was right, jah tried to warn him, instead, trippie did him dirty.

and what about taykashi? jah tried to warn him again. when trippie and jahleh took their little pause, tripp got closer with another ‘gang mate’. the guy was crazy as hell, matching trippie’s energy and they actually had some good time together. and here was jah again, breaking his silence and approaching trippie first. “i know ya don’t fuck wit’ me, but look... ion want ya around taykashi. the kid is no good for ya, rougie. trust me this time.” trippie could remember pain and concern over jah’s tatted up face. shit, they even went and did their first face tattoos together. but at that damn moment, trippie didn’t want to hear shit. he was crazy in love with alexandria, and taykashi was right by his side. “jah, get the fuck out. i’m tired of ya ass trynna tell me who i can fuck wit. ya ass so fuckin’ jealous, shit’s annoying bruh. get some life bruh, shit.” and that’s when jah left tripp’s life again. the last time they spoke again is right before jah’s death. 

“just listen to me... i want to beat ya fuckin’ ass for being a bitch, tripp, no fuckin’ lie. i know ya been talkin’ shit ‘bout me, sayin’ i beat gisele’s ass when ya know i ain’t do shit. but i don’t give a fuck ‘bout it anymore. i know it’s ain’t you. that’s not my best friend, and guess what, i want my best friend back.” both of them were into each other’s face, their chests almost bumping together. trippie’s fists were balled up so tight his knuckles got white, jah kept clenching his jaw yet he controlled himself from throwing hands. jah’s eyes were gleaming and tripp could tell he heard cry in the other’s voice, but jah was that though ass motherfucker so he kept his cool. “shit, i don’t know, i might actually whoop ya dumb ass for dragging me through all the bullshit, but aye, i’m cool, i’m cool. i grew up. and i’m done with all this shit. i don’t know how, but imma get outta hood. ion want to be behind the bars again, ion care about dying but i ain’t going back there. i want ya stupid ass to run away wit’ me. i don’t want ya dead or locked up. ya a lil bitch, tripp, but ya my best friend, and i miss you.” tripp could hear alexandria giggling somewhere on the background while jah was pouring his heart out to trippie. and rogue didn’t want to admit it, but it meant a lot to him, but... all eyes were on them two, and trippie would rather die instead of showing his soft side in front of everybody. “ion know if ya just tried to apologize for ya weird ass behavior, jah, but i ain’t going nowhere. what i’m gonna do out there, huh? bruh, ya need to realize you’re a lil delusional; ain’t nobody needs nor awaits for us there, outside the hood. i’m good, bruh.” with a light shoulder bump, trippie walked past jah and went to alexandria, who kept giggling for no reason. and jahleh walked away, never looking back. and when his figure disappeared around the corner, that’s when tripp heard them fatal gun shots.

tripp felt like yelling and crying like a baby as he sat by the stone. he never had a chance to apologize. and he was a bitch. he deserves everything that has happened or is happening to him. jah was right about alexandria. jah was right about taykashi. because of a whore and a rat, rogue lost someone very special. but at the same time, trippie knew it’s not their fault. it was him. he felt like howling and crying his heart out, but he forgot how to release his emotions since the day his cell door got closed for the first time. a guilt, shame, void, and self-disgust made trippie to pull out his gun and brush his thumb over it. how can you live since you’re a bitch? “i don’t know bruh... maybe it would be another bitch move from me, ya know... on some pussy shit..” trippie smirked darkly while talking to the grave, the gun resting on his lap like a pet.then,  rogue took another pull from his blunt hoping to find a way out and looked up to the sky as if the answer was there.

Dre Skuffs - Shade Theory

An album that gives back to the world & then some, Dre Skuff’s 18 tracked album Shade Theory (prod by Pawcuts & more) shows all sides of who he is as an individual in one. Each track alone looks beneath the surface.

Cornered in by a vision, Dre is able to scope out his truth. Their truth. “This project is for the world to hear all shades of me.” Dre adds “I’m not just calm or on my thugged out sh*t or a ladies man & that’s the greatest part about it. I had no difficulty even making this because it’s just so easy to be yourself. Shade Theory was moved by a feeling”

One moment the disciple could be fighting for what’s right for the people (Can’t Stop), showing a more vulnerable side (Sippin’ Yak) or even letting the suckers know that he not the one to be pushed! (Handouts & Fed Up). Yet Dre’s star-power remains on a thou’ (Hot & Top Ace Intro).

He’s as ill as it gets & creates a different illustration through the means of storytelling & complexed flows.

THE BREAK-DOWN

1. Top Ace Intro: Wow! What a way to make an entrance! Followed by the jingle of gold coins, the elevating pattern from the beat leaves room for Dre Skuffs make his triumph. Announcing himself as an emcee whose “rap style is impeccable” over a hallow chant in the background, he goes in about how he’s never going to stop(even if life throws some obstacles in his way.) While others may do it for clout, Dre does it simply because it’s something he’s good at & destined for.

2. Can’t Stop ft Jah Vision: Easing in with talks of struggle & making a change for the nation, this beat screams POWER as Dre allows that same laid back demeanor he carries to wrap into his verses. At most this song speaks about issues that need more awareness (like led in water fountains or even overpriced education) that people aren’t woke to. Through it all, his people remain strong so it doesn’t matter what the world tries to throw their way. To add an moving effect is Jah Vision’s war-ready vocal arrangement which subconsciously makes the people feel like they can get through anything.

3. Intelligent Thug: In pursuit of an glimmered blare of trumpets, Dre uses his eloquent ways to speak about women who want a man who’s gully & book smart. Although Dre has been through the wringer, he doesn’t allow it to determine where life takes him. He’s a knowledgeable being with a good head on his shoulders but in this song it seems like he’s mimicking the girls of this generation who just want a “bad boy.”

4. Hot ft Big Rod: An more upbeat track that aims some flexecution at his haters, Dre pulls out a “I win you lose” attitude in his verses. He’s coming for his spot & is damn if he lets anyone take it!

5. Phone Call 1 + 15. Phone Call 2: These two are basically conversation’s Dre has with another. Phone Call 2 is a conversation with a loved one about his recent tour & how he’s been living it up! (He also doesn’t forget to show her love for all she does. I mean.. this mysterious woman has been showing love since day one so it’s only right.) But in Phone Call 1 it surfaced around the Ghostface Killa & 50 Cent beef. *The speech is slowed down for effect*

6. Handouts ft. N-Omega: Bouncing through your temple with that West Coast vibe, Dre & N-Omega spit about the sleazeballs who just want to benefit off of their hard work. Frankly, they’re just fed up & advice whoever thinks to try it to just not. (Just invest in yourself. They’re not your ticket out of Bumsville.)

7. The Unknowing ft Courtney Danger: “In life no one knows what shall unfold.” This very line is best sung smoothly by Courtney Danger in this track & it’s true. Though someone’s actions may appear vile, there could be a better reasoning as to why it is done. Luckily Dre Skuffs gets it & so he tells a number of stories revolving around it over a soulful production. This track just oozes into your listening stream! You can’t help but to leave it on repeat.

8. Gimee My Cash ft Khalil Jibran: Most likely to make you two-step, Dre Skuffs is all about his business in this track! (& yes he wants to be PAID. IN. FULL.) It could all be so simple yet people want to make it difficult by not giving credit when it’s due but Dre & Khalil are here to set them straight. The versatility from these two emcees is apparent as the breakdown from the track builds up in time for them to both speak their piece.

9. Insane-Mesmerized ft. Johanny: A track that’s sure to woo the ladies, Dre Skuff puts on his charm & speaks of a lady who he attracts to like a magnet (but he seems to be caught up in his ways). In the bridge of 3:13 Johanny speaks in the woman’s perspective, singing ever so softly about how she feels the same. (Alexa cue Dangerously in Love by Beyonce’). As a sweet touch, the beat makes sure to center on a lightly pressed snare drum & trickled, lightly pressed piano chords, slowing down in time for Johanna’s piece. (Kind of how Drake does in some tracks off his latest album: More Life)

10. Mile Away ft Sunnie: Jazzy yet soulful (thanks to Sunnie’s powerful range), this track speaks about the ones who thought they blindsided Dre Skuffs but boy were they wrong! Stronger than ever, Dre Skuffs comes in empowered & ready for any other obstacles headed his way.

11. Voice Drop ft. Big Rod & Liftoff: It’s survival of the fittest & so far, these three have killed off the rest. Big Rod, Liftoff & Dre go 0 to 100 & say they’ll continue to reign as number ones.

12. Fed Up: Dropping in with a dauntful beat to scare away those who try to test him, Dre Skuffs is fed up with these n*ggas. In this track he’s basically in full savage mode. He doesn’t care about these groupies (male or female) phonies, media platforms or DJ’s. At the end of the day Dre knows who really rides for him & is willing to show THOSE people love. For those plotting: He wants the smoke. All of it.

13. Sippin Yak ft Maxx Gilliam: We all need distractions to get away from the pain (whether good or bad) it just comes easy to us. This track is significantly relatable because we’ve all been there & it specifically focuses on the pain he endured while his cousin is suffering through an illness.) Whether it’s losing a loved one or just a love.. the pain can just be unbearable. Maxx Gilliam’s sweet, hallow singing pattern also makes you feel like things will indeed be ok.

14. Wanna Tell You: Seductive in its own manner, the production that Dre Skuffs chose for this track leaves a perfect imprint for his emotionally captivating rhymes. Followed by some slick Spanish murmurs & silhouetted piano chords, the multi dexterous Dre Skuffs places himself in the tale as a knuckleheaded young bull who’s just “DTF” with a beautiacious woman. As a result, Dre leaves room for milennials to relate & ponder on. This track shows others that their are consequences to every action we make so it’s best to consider all of the outcomes.

16. Real With Me ft Sobmar: Bringing back that 90’s soulful feel Dre speaks about the woman he looks for, one that’s honest, into him & someone he can just kick it with. That’s really all he ask for. Plain & simple. In pursuit is Sobmar’s mellow singing voice.

17. Be Free ft. Trish Jane: Smooth at it’s finest with the same trickled piano chords, the light hitting drum helps to tell an intriguing tale about a man who’d do anything for his family if it means to keep them happy “who’s lost in the sauce forreal”. Little does he know it’ll have the worst outcome. It just goes to show you that humans will do anything for materialistic things & it’s sad. I especially love Trish Jane’s risen singing pattern because it helps to deliver the main message.

18. The Charge Up: The instruments are HEARD in this last track. From the cymbals to the low guitar riffs, they bring the track to life. Dre Skuff is really trying to tell the TRUTH to everyone but sometimes it’s taken as being “boring” or “corny”. Advising others to not give into the evils of the world, he just wants his people to spread the love & fight for justice.

In a word, Shade Theory is timeless. It’s going to affect the world in a positive way. Each track is different & gives you topics to ponder on. “The sound is just us [NJ artist].” (But that can’t be said about every artist. Dre’s manager even thought Fetty Wap was from the South!)

Shade Theory is full of realizations, words of encouragement & shows that Dre’s drive is apparent. “You can break me down in 20 ways, but Shade Theory..that’s me.”

By: Natalee Gilbert

Shade Theory **Available on all platforms**

https://soundcloud.com/dreskuffs/sets/shade-theory​

so i checked out that ig story people were losing their minds about, and... i don’t see the problem? like she’s just laughing at the haters about living her best life. they’re angrily pounding away at their keyboards, sending her hate. yet she’s chilling, and having the time of her life.

i get it’s better to just ignore haters, and not bring it up. it has the drama die down. but she’s also 22, and is young, and it’s so easy to focus on the negative, but also want to say fuck you.

also el*jah and his inflated ego thinking it’s about him is hilarious. his stans aren’t helping matters either.

⇝ 29 - maybe i AM a whore

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Synopsis: In which you major in astronomy and scaramouche is the biggest astronomy hater (in your eyes). What happens when someone confesses their feelings for you, and you not knowing how to handle affections, suddenly blurt out that you are already taken. By who? Well, scaramouche of course.

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AITA for talking about my cousin behind her back?

My (20nb) cousin (20F) is pregnant at the moment, on purpose. I was the first one to know, because we're kind of each other's person. The baby daddy (22M) is my worst enemy tbh. We really don't get along (reasons: he wants to be a cop, he cheated on her, he made her delete all of her male friends from social media, they broke up for a while because he "was so stressed and couldn't deal with her bullshit", she never wanted to get married before him, her personality did a 180 after him), I seriously don't like the guy (he also has a very punchable face) so I can't say I'm happy about this yk. I tried really hard to stop her from getting back with him (this was before they were expecting) using the usual methods: "you deserve better", "he's a bitch", "I'm scared he's manipulating you" etc. Didn't work, obviously.

Anyways, when she told me, I did my best to not show any negative reactions (and think I succeeded, we've been talking about babies non stop) and to be super supportive, so she knows if anything feels slightly off with the baby daddy, I'm here (have I mentioned that I really don't trust him?). So ok, when she posted about the pregnancy on social media, I was finally able to talk about it with other people (most of our friends correlate) so I went to discuss the situation with one of our closest friends, S (23M), who's also part of my haters group towards the baby daddy.

S and I were saying stuff like "holy shit she's fucked" (she lives with her mom, doesn't work, baby daddy hasn't finished whatever he needs to do to be a fucking cop, those are not great conditions) and "that piece of shit of a man is going to destroy her future". SHE WAS IN NURSE SCHOOL AND THERAPY BEFORE MEETING HIM AND THEM HE CONVINCED HER TO DROP BOOOOTH (I have not made my peace with this). But then shit hit the fan cause apparently, S's girlfriend (22F) read those messages and told my cousin.

She's now very pissed at us and not talking to me or S, and I don't know how to fix it. Like, ok, yes, asshole move I guess to be talking about her behind her back, but she knows we don't like baby daddy, and we never said otherwise. So probably ITA but how do I fix it????

Ps.: My problem with him being a cop, is because most of the cops in our state/country are part of large criminal groups or just act like small army's for politicians (early this year there was a massacre in a neighbor city where the cops killed a lot of innocent people in the basis of "they're all hiding a fugitive" that everyone knew it was a lie to clean up the towns ghetto so the city's Mayor could take back the land and build shit)

Pps.: English is not my first language, sorry.

What are these acronyms?

“X is trash”

OoF my nigga 5 words for you.... I- DONT-GIVE-A-FUCK😬😁 bitch that’s your irrelevant opinion don’t come at me saying that to my face bitch HE AINT TRASH I THINK YOU ARE THE ONE NOT JAH cuz he’s just a wonderful person and has a good heart for his fans I love him with all my heart he has been there for me when ever I’m sad and he always make me happy, smile and laugh he’s just so beautiful precious angel😩😍 he can’t be trash when he’s not and he can’t be ugly CUZ BITCH YOU IS WRONG HES NEVER UGLY TO ME hes just a cute, handsome, hot etc guy😍🖤but like fuck you haters you can suck my dick or suck a bbc how about that Now I love you Jahseh you mean a lot to me💞🤞🏼😌 @xxxtentacion 🖤

TROPICAL UNIVERSE MEDLEY - Jah Bless ft. David House (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

David House is at it again with their new medley in association with Uadili studios, Joseph Wallace & Infinity Soundz. The Tropical Universe Medley was developed with the aim to remind our blessed country that life is just for living, so enjoy it. The Visuals of this message were shot at David's House and Edited by Uadili Studios. If this message impacts you don't be afraid to share it with your loved ones and haters. Jah Love!

Every man has a Mother and by that alone should respect her, she suffered to bare you and is with title #lady as she was a vessel for life that came from heaven, where that is many will not know even if you explained it, in a man it also in the same place regardless of who you believe God to be and or even if not, you have a beginning what was formed around you that completes your design is all from the elements of Earth and the Sun. Now, I had a prayer answered as I was unable to figure out why so many men react the way they do towards gay men or members of the LGBTQ community, is it fear, anyways I give thanks and praise to JAH (Psalms 68:4 kjv) for answering my prayers and granting my wishes. There should be a safer and more ethical approach to overseeing that every gay male more paramount teenagers be given more involvement and support from their families as there is always a way. There are many young women throughout the world living in either poverty and or circumstances that place them in danger of being raped and or becoming a child bride to someone who has no interest in love, it is my belief that these young women should be given a fair chance to becoming a woman and being prepared to becoming a wife through marriage when such a time is right. As part of my initiative (Tyjah) I would see that every gay male is with a wife as well a husband by the age of 25, they would have been able from the age of 16 be able to search through a listing of available candidates that each gay male from the age of 16 can search through along with their parents (guardians) they will select 3 female candidates (must be virgins) who will be then informed of interest by said young man, they will then begin correspondence to begin with the introduction phase, and then for 3 months out of the year one of each selected will travel and stay with the host family where both of their respective parents and or guardians can establish ground rules, she will essentially take care of the young man as if already married and would give the parents a chance to observe as well assist her in adjusting to/with life in Canada. Within a year a choice must be made on who the young man has something for and the parents must respect their privacy as they would another couple that the young man can become comfortable away from school with talking and interacting with female's in the hopes he will accept as he will still be able to find a husband should he choose when such a time is right this will ensure one of the males within the relationship can experience natural conception and the actual birth and everything else that is involved thereafter. As I am sure many are questioning this and wondering why perhaps, it's to ensure to our National Anthem and a key part of it "God keep our land glorious and free" where we as a nation believe in human right's and that of all women, there are nation's many wealthy who care nothing about women and young women and their right's and would like to use our Constitution to rescue them as well save our young children from the influx of evils and their venomous tongues from entering and or living here in #Canada. This with ensuring that this age demographic is with the incomes and benefits of one day being able to also receive of heaven as they do when it comes to pleasure whether it be man or woman, it all comes from the same place and everyone loves reaching this place #excitementphase let's see now what the haters will now. Let's open up the country to women first and at some point we will see the advantage we have provided to not just them but to our future, as there is no greater love than Canadian love 💓

DMSeII

Donovan M. Searchwell

Menmaatra

Tyjah Health and Marketing Incorporated

Without prejudice:

Throwback Thursday to my 2001 backpacking trip through Mexico. I was 22 y.o. and so hungry for the experiences of travelling across new lands and cultures. I was an art student, so very broke, but that wasn’t going to stop me! I saved 500$ from selling calendars of my art and mix-cds of my college radio show, and that was enough to fuel that 5 week winter vacation journey. I took a 3 day greyhound bus from Montreal to Texas, and once I crossed the Mexican border I slowly hitchhiked the west coast all the way to Guatemala. This is a photograph of me walking the shores of San Pancho, on my way to Sayulitas. Back then a small backpack and a skateboard to paint was all I needed. My load was so much lighter than today, both physical and emotional. I was just a hungry artist who nobody knew, living fully for the sake of it. No smart phones, nor social media, nor fans/haters, no business opportunities nor endless emails to respond. I was still painting, journaling and filming, but it was 100% for myself. I didn’t have this whole “Chris Dyer the cuasi-famous artist” persona to carry, nor the many responsibilities that gives me today. Now I need several bags/suitcases to have the materials n equipment to do my many works on the road. Sometimes I wish I could rid all of that, and just be the simple soul under it all, but it would be like killing my human self, which I’m happily meant to serve as in this lifetime. The differences between now n then are just reflections, and despite my resistance to becoming an “adult”, I am grateful for my current life stage and all the people I can bring happiness to through my jah works. All stages of a person (young or less young) and an artist (beginner or established) are super blessed, so let’s just appreciate where we at! Here is also the skate I created in that trip, a collage of experiments, but sadly it got stolen from my first bar exhibition... #foodforthought #throwbackthursdays #mexico #backpacking #hitchhiking #lifestages #geatefulness #appreciation #skateart