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redr0sewrites · 7 months

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Sub!Eris Vanserra Thoughts/Hcs

this maaannnnnn ive been brainrotting sub eris foreverrr im kinda tired and my writing is kinda mid recently but i had to write this

🥀Cw: smut, sub!eris, marking, begging, praise, degrading, oral (m receiving), overall filth, reader is gn and can be read as a strap or actual dick

Eris is such a brat, hes cocky and confident and most people would never suspect that hed ever submit

he doesn't relinquish control often, and you didn't think that was something he would ever be into until one night. you were riding him, and the both of you were sweaty and overstimulated with pleasure. His hips rutted up desperately, his arousal making his head hazy.

"ple- nghh, please mistress- it feels so good-" his pupils were blown out, hair tussled and chest heaving. He froze immediately, realizing what he had just said. You paused too, his words making you even more aroused then before

"you like that, little fox? like it when i make you beg?" eris doesnt meet your eyes, but you already know his answer

"if you want me to move again, you're going to have to ask nicely" his hips jerk up slightly, yet you force him back down, rolling your hips as a strained whine leaves his hips. Lets just say that it was quite an interesting night~

After that, Eris began to become more comfortable with being submissive

it definitely took some time for him to get used too, but he trusts you

love love LOVES when you tie him up, he wants to be completely at your mercy

pleASEEE praise him, this mf has the biggest praise kink. He needs to know how good he is, what a good job hes doing, how hes making you feel...

When you praise him, his eyes get glossy and his brain goes blissfully blank, he just need you so bad! he wants to be good for you, he really does

however, despite his love of praise, he can be a major brat....

eris will mercilessly tease you all in the hopes that you will rail him stupid, degrading him and biting deep hickeys into his firm shoulders as his knuckles turn white from gripping the sheets, eyes rolling in pleasure because its all so much, too much~

DEGRADE HIM‼️‼️‼️ SAY THE MEANEST SHIT TO HIM, PULL HIS HAIR AND BEND HIM IN HALF

has a reverse size kink, he LOOOVESSS if ur smaller than him yet still pin him down and restrain him. he adores it when you take control

sometimes, you tease him as well

say for example, hes very stressed doing his high lord duties- what better way to relieve his stress then sucking him off? crawling under his desk while hes working, he cant even focus from the overwhelming pleasure from your mouth around his cock. eris is biting his lip so hard it draws blood trying not to make a sound, yet soft whimpers keep slipping through. it only makes you more aroused, and one hand grips your hair roughly while the other clings to the desk, shaking with need as his eyes roll back

when hes angry, he adores it when your rough. fold him in half, his knees pressing up against his chest as you rail him senseless, your cock is so deep inside him, nudging his prostate so well and making his thoughts so fuzzy<3

overall, eris just loves it when you take control<333

i swear im trying to write more school is kicking my ass guyssss JAJSJSJ. IM ACTUALLY SO EXCITED I FINISHED THIS THO- FEEL FREE TO SEND IN MORE ACOTAR REQS IVE BEEN HAVING A TOTAL ACOTAR BRAINROT!!! I HAVE MORE ERIS STUFF COMING ALONG WITH SOME AZRIEL STUFF ROTTING IN MY DRAFTS LMAO

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merakiui · 6 months

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hi mera! ive been ff you for almost a year now and i love love the way you write 💕 youre my favorite here in this app! thank you for always giving us food esp genshin/twisted wonderland

ive been loving lyney for awhile now and he blessed my pulls, i got his c1 and weapon 💕 can i ask if you have some lyney spicy or fluff hcs you can share with us

also can i be your 🌷 anon? thank you!!

AAAA THANK YOU, DEAR 🌷 ANON!!!!! ♡( ◡‿◡ ) I'm happy you can enjoy my writing. Thank you for following me and liking the food I cook!!! Aaaa Lyney!!!! I lost the 50/50 and so he didn’t come home to me (D: a very sad time), but I’ve taken many pictures of him during the recent event because he’s one of the trial characters!! I love him a lot. 🫶 behold, my lovely low quality Lyneys hehe!!! :D

With Lyney being a rizz magician, imagine he makes a deck of cards specifically for sex. Each card has something you'll do, whether a position or an outfit you or him will wear or a scenario you may act out, and he has you pick from the cards in his hands. >:) whatever you choose, you must do (of course, the contents of the cards have been thoroughly discussed and agreed upon by the both of you in advance).

Unless if it's unwilling and you're the captive darling his father has so benevolently bestowed upon him, then Lyney's putting a dozen breeding cards in the deck so your odds of choosing one improve. <3 he wants to make the non-con fun so you won't cry or struggle as much as you did before. :)

As usual, there are also thoughts of step-brother Lyney!!! Or maybe gross stalker Lyney who gropes you on the train during your morning commute. orz college au in which Lyney is a popular escort by night who uses a pseudonym and everything; but then you pay for his services for one night and the both of you soon realize you're classmates who attend the same university. ;;; despite that, he still gives you the best night of your life, though. <3

Arlecchino meddling in Lyney's love life... she just wants to ensure he's happy, and since he will be her successor it's only fair he deserves all the things that make him happy. That includes you, the sweet thing he's fallen for but is much too humble to admit to Arlecchino that he's obsessed with you.

Omegaverse.......... orz orz orz something tells me Lyney would be a really bratty omega, but then I also like alpha Lyney who doesn't seem like an alpha until he's in rut or until you're in heat and just beginning to realize he's always smelled like an alpha... aaaa many thoughts.

Also,,,, prison sex with Lyney. :) figuring out where Childe has gone can wait; first he has to rail you in a secluded corner hehe.

#genshin chit chat #🌷 anon #lyney please return for rerun soon... i miss you :(#n/sfw #tw: noncon #tw: omegaverse #tw: abo

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chososdiscordkitten · 15 days

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life update:

im still in a rut, recently there's been a lot of construction in mai house so I haven't been getting that much sleep :( added with the horrid smokers/tuburculosis cough I had, and still having to go to work, I have been completely drained of my energy, inspiration, and money.

it has been a week since Ive last posted, and I have no fucking clue when ill post again (im so so so sorry)

it also doesn't help that people have been very mean in my inbox, and I put my life on hold to maintain this account- only to not see much progress in growth (im such an attention whore, I know) and to get back such negative marks on my writing.

by no means am I saying I am leaving this account- no. I just need a lil sabbatical where I have the opportunity to go outside on my days off, and not stay home for the sheer reason of, "I have to write." because I felt guilty for spending my free time not writing.

and I think that's why I have been so drained- ive spent allll my weekends since November saying, "no I cant go out today- I have to finish this piece before tommorrow."

people have taken advantage of my eagerness to please- being so demanding of free content and not giving me feedback on it- why spend days in my inbox asking for a req and when I finally post it- not even a reblog or a comment? whatever.

this has turned into a rant I didn't mean for it to, SORRRRYYY

anyway. I am grateful for the people who are active in my inbox and my comments, I see y'all and I love y'all for making me feel like my writing isnt some lower quality version of another author on here.

because, yes ive been told that, that I am a less talented version of a popular author on here.

and me thinks, from how much effort ive put into my fics, time, sleep, ignoring my physical needs just because I didn't wanna disappoint strangers on the internet, isnt worth it if im just gonna be compared to others on here.

I chose this- I know I did. and I will continue to choose it. I love the lil community ive built with people who I fucking appreciate sooooo very much for how much they've offered to me.

I will be back, I promise I will. my brain just hasn't been braining recently.

ive said it before- I will never fully leave this acc because I love it sooooo much, so I wont. but just for a lil bit.

if u wanna keep interacting w/ me, I have a twt where I spam shit, here it is :D

if you've read this far- KISS ME. ty for supporting me nd reading my 'lesser' writing lmaoooo

from a sad cowboy who misses choso,

Ten.

(p.s) I hate my new shower head :(

#jjk #⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨ten speaks୧⋆ ˚｡ ⋆#yap city #yap yap yap #I need some sleep and to leave my computer for a few days.#gn for a while tl #luv u #miss u alr

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sweatermuppet · 2 years

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hey i recently found your blog and i love your shit, any advice for writing? i feel like ive been in a rut the past few months but ive only started writing poetry the past few months, shits hard to do

it is hard! ive been writing only small, incomplete things lately. i think this is my most commonly asked question so im gonna point you in the direction of "ordinary genius: a guide for the poet within" by kim addonizio (links to a free pdf/epub copy). but in case you want some quick bites of advice here's the notes i took directly from her book myself:

think about setting up trouble + expectation. good poems avoid the predictable

poems may use unusual words but it's better to use simple words in surprising ways

poetry isn't what we think of as the ordinary, but what we feel + sense is underneath the ordinary, or inside it, or passing through it

the line, in poetry, has been called 'a unit of attention'. good definition. a good poem will reward close attention, line by line

description is important because it is evidence

i sometimes find myself wondering what there is to write about + whether i have anything left to say. if you sometimes feel like this, it's good to go back to the evidence of the external world, to pay attention to the music of what happens. the world won't ever fail you (last line was underlined in my notebook)

you don't have to understand something to be affected by it

by taking poems into your body, you will get closer to them (in reference to memorizing + rereading)

every single writer ive read has taught me something

the ability to begin, and then sustain, any kind of creative work means being able to tolerate ambiguity + uncertainty. confusion + questioning are part of the process for all writers, at all levels

keats 'negative capability': "when a man is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact + reason." the poetic state of mind isn't grasping. it isn't passive, either. receptive may be a better word

often, poems are not about what their writers know, but what they don't know. a poem can open a field of inquiry. if you know too much when you start out, your poem may fail because there is nothing to discover (last line was underlined in my notebook)

the essence of poetry: one thing in terms of another. and crucially, one thing waking another

metaphor is perception; that's why it is so key to creativity. when we tell ourselves what we see, we can use language to dull our awareness

if you want to make poetry out of emotional, personal subjects you have to step back (Chekhov's "necessary coldness")

that's 25+ chapters condensed down to little notes. addonizio also lists tons of great prompts that are too plentiful to put here, but the link above is completely free so if any of what i presented seems promising, there's a lot more to be had directly from addonizio herself <3

#anonymous #kim addonizio #poetry #on writing #free book #free pdf #writing resources #FAQ #on poetry #ordinary genius #long post

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alwaysonthemend · 13 days

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hello everyone!

first off, i want to thank all of you who have left such sweet messages in my inbox asking where ive been and just checking in on me. i see them and you have no idea how much i appreciate them.

next, i just want to say that im sorry that ive been so MIA recently. college life is crazy and busy and unfortunately has left very little time for me to write. when i DO have free time, ive been far too burnt out to be able to write anything worthwhile. writers block is no joke, kids.

i also just have been having a little bit of a regression in terms of my mental health recently and ive been trying to take some time to just worry about myself. but please know that i am doing my best to get back into the mindset where i can share my work with you all.

while i could force myself to work through this little rut ive been in just to try and post something soon, in the past whenever i would try to write when im not not super inspired ive felt that my writing just isn't up to the standard that i want it to be. i want to give you all my best work and i just haven't been able to do that as of late.

im really hoping that i can try and find some free time here in the coming weeks once i manage to get through finals. in the meantime, please know that i love each and every one of you and that im thankful for you guys' patience with me.

and if you took the time to read this whole thing i really really appreciate you.

once again, im sorry i haven't been active recently and i promise im trying to get back to where i was.

~ dee <3

#dee rambles

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ossancollector · 10 months

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hey hey heyheyhey did you write the responsibilities of a combat maid because I read it today and IT IS SO GOOD I LOVE IT i left a comment but didn't think you were still on ao3

hi!! uh yes that is me, lol

i actually did get a notification about your comment and i gotta say it really caught me off guard! i'd genuinely written it with the intention of it never really getting any more attention than my small circle of friends but i'm pleasantly surprised that it's managed to entertain outside of that. i can't promise?? i'll be able to return to writing for that particular story, but you should know your comment did really did help to kick me out of a creative rut i was having. i've been experimenting with some more short form writing recently and ive gotta say it feels nice to be doin it again.

again, thank you for taking the time to not only give a weird lil oc/canon story a shot but to also leave such a kind comment! wishing many good things to you ✨💜✨

#asks #this is v sweet and i wanted to share w others but please do lemme know if youd rather me take it down !!#also i do still think of wendy and spandam Very often so... chances are low but Not Zero Percent

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anouri · 1 year

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if you dont have any advice feel free to ignore this but do you have any tips for getting back into writing after not doing it for a while? recently fell out of a fandom ive been in for ~2 years & i still want to write but i dont know What anymore

hi! i don't have any solid or structured advice, but i can tell you what i've done in the past to get me out of a rut and hopefully it helps!

i think the biggest thing that causes me to kind of get stuck is when i try to plan what i'm writing too much. i know a lot of writing tips say "outline this, outline that, plan your characterization, etc etc" and i (perhaps controversially) say fuck all that! 75% of the stuff i write has no strict plan, because whenever i do that i end up backing myself into a corner. lots of my writing comes from me just throwing down the first thing that comes to my head, even if it doesn't make sense logistically—you can always edit later, but i find just dumping your thoughts no matter how incoherent gives your mind the freedom to be creative and helps when you don't know what to write

so, i guess i would say is to literally write the first thing that comes to your mind and try to word associate from there. idk what fandom you're in, but i'll give a marauders example just bc that's what i write for lol: for some reason, the first thing that came to mind was remus & coffee. okay, so i have two things, a character and a topic or object. so then i have to come up with some sort of conflict or something going wrong, something that'll incite whatever plot i have in the future. the first thing that comes to mind is the coffee getting spilled on him. okay, so what could cause coffee to get spilled? maybe he's already had too much coffee, so his hands were shaky and he dropped it. why has he had too much coffee? he couldn't sleep last night. why couldn't he sleep? he argued with sirius. why would they argue?—

i'm not sure if this is helping at all, but you see what i am doing, yeah? all you need is just one character and one other thing, and just keep asking yourself 'why?'. this gives you a starting point and maybe you'll come up with a more in-depth idea or plot to write about, or maybe you'll just continue to follow that train of thought. i don't think the latter is a bad thing, either. (and if you can't think of a word or scenario, you can google 'random word generator' or you can look up writing prompts on tumblr. i've done both before)

if you do feel the need to plan What, i really think the only plan that is maybe necessary in terms of fics is a beginning, the conflict that happens about 3/4 of the way through, and the end. the rest you can work as you go through it. think about what your favorite thing is to read, and perhaps that'll help. what is your favorite sort of conflict? maybe you enjoy reading interpersonal conflict, or maybe you enjoy a character's primary conflict to be with themselves. how do you like the fics you read to begin and end? do you like fics that jump straight into action or ease you into the plot? i think asking yourself what you like is also another way to get ideas

but yeah! this was rambly, but i really hope it helped at least a little bit!!

OH editing to add: i just realized what you meant by fell out of a fandom. in terms of that, my advice is still the same; if you mean that you want to write original work than fics, i'd say instead of fandom characters you can just insert your own. drawing from your own personality or people you know is a good place to start, and then you can develop a character's idiosyncracies from there as time goes on

#and feel free to ask more questions if you have them #or if you want more clarification or anything i'm not sure i made total sense #it's hard to explain my thought process whilst writing hahaha #anouri answers asks #a decomposing dump of my thoughts

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calliecat93 · 2 years

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Ten Years of Tumblr

Holy crap… it’s been ten years. And I actually made a post about it on time.

I can’t believe I actially made it. I made this blog in March of 2012 for reasons I don’t even remember anymore, but I didn’t use it until September. It’s been a LOT of ups and downs. I wanted to abandon this site so, SO many times. I have a lot of posts and stuff that I regret writing. I have reblogs of people and media I no longer support. Fandoms I’ve dropped in and out of for various reasons.

Yet despite it all, I’m somehow still here. Maybe I’ve succumbed to the insanity, who knows? The fact that I’ve chronicled ten years worth of my life on here. From my 19 year old self to my current 29 year old self… damn. That’s crazy. I’ve certainly changed in both good and bad ways. I had a lot of tantrums and hypocritical behavior. I made rants. I got angry. I said a lot of stuff I’m embarassed about now. I was really naive about some things. There’s a lot I can say about past me. But at the same time I grew more awareness. I’m catching myself on those flaws more. I became more open to acknowledging things like ky sexuality and my love of animation without being scared. While I’m in a rut right now, I’ve been growing as a reviewer and analyst woth media. I’ve had my bad takes, but I feel overall I’ve been able to be fairly open minded.

Ive gad so many ups and downs the past few years. So many deaths, including my dad. It’s all chronicled on here. But life has continued on. I’ve continued on. Despite all the grievances about Tumblr I’ve had, it’s the one place I feel I can be myself. I can reblog GIFs of the cartoons I grew up on. I can write metas on characters and pairings I like. I can just do my own thing and not worry about being judged for it. Overall, Tumblr is a Hellsite. But hey, it’s the Hellsite I’ve stuck around for, and I don’t intend on leaving yet.

IDK what else to say tbh. But to thkse who ahve followed me, whether it be from the start or recently, thank you. Thank you for putting up with me and my insanity. Thank you for enjoying the stuff I put on here. Thank you for the follows, whether you have an account or just like to tune in once in a while. Mu fandoms have varied, so I know how frustrating it can be to keep up with haha. But thank you all for making me feel a little less like an outsider. I know I’m quiet and mostly stick to myself, but it really feels good to be in a place where I can be me and be accepted.

Will I make it another ten years? Who knows? That’s then, this is now. Thank you again, and happy blogging everyone~

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clownkiwi · 1 month

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wowie zowie, there are a ton of new trailers!!!

there are a ton of new trailers for things im looking forward to this year that just dropped, here's my thoughts on them!!

star wars: the acolyte

the name of the game here is: cautious optimism. im being cautiously optimistic about this one because im more excited about new stories & characters in the star wars series rather than a reliance on pre-existing characters. idk, after the boba fett show, the obi wan show, mando season 3, & the ahsoka show, ive been worried about the state of star wars as its presented in shows (out of those 4, ive only ever seen 2 of them, & the quality seems pretty consistent across the board)

maybe the series just needed new names & stories to change things up. and i was initially excited for this one after it was announced to be part of the high republic initiative, an era of star wars we havent really seen in the disney canon yet. in terms of upcoming star wars content, this & the skeleton crew are like the only stuff im cautiously anticipating because of the wholly new content they're presenting

as for this show in particular, idk. ive seen people make fun of this (purely because of the recent battlefront rereleases reputation currently), but idk. this seems interesting, it seems like this one is gonna be more action packed than the slow lightsaber duels we've had in the most recent shows. and i like seeing a whole bunch of jedi together, im glad lucasfilms are getting comfortable enough to put a bunch of jedi in a scene together since the prequel films (theyve been slowly building up to this since at least the order 66 grogu flashbacks in the mando)

really, we'll have to see if this ends up being good or not when episodes start dropping in june

alien: romulus

speaking of classic 70s sci-fi series, ever since this and the tv show were announced, ive been looking forward to a new back-to-basics approach for alien!! after living through the prequel era of the 2010s, it kinda seems like the series was stuck in a weirdly creative rut?? idk, i havent actually sat through prometheus, and alien: covenant i thought was. OK. it was OK, serviceable.

but hearing that the next film would be an early reboot of the series set closer to our time, directed by fede alvarez of 2013's evil dead, i was a lil bit excited. even if i may not like 2013 evil dead, the kills in that were really gnarly & sick!! im ready to see him bring that energy into an alien film!!

and from the one minute teaser we got, it looks fun!! it looks like a fun alien movie

i liked the wave of facehuggers chasing people around

i also liked how Orange this film is. compared to like the first & second films (alien is a very Green film to me, & aliens is a very Blue film to me), i'm glad to see how Orange this film is. whenever i think of the 70s, i think of Orange, so im glad to see this film use Orange to its advantage

speaking of 70s, i like how this film accurately recaptures the exact set design of the original film. that exact feeling of claustrophobia in an old space trucker ship surrounded by an unknown lifeform that could kill you, its really cool!! this & isolation were like the only two alien media that accurately recaptured the original films unique set design

yeah, idk what else to say, this looks like a fun, freakier alien film than i ever expected!! i hope the writing quality will match up, but even if it doesnt, id be down to just watching some really freaky kills in space

#rubys clown thoughts #BTW idk if it matters but i will be pirating these two #20th century is owned by disney & theyre still giving money to israel. im gonna pirate star wars & alien when these two drop #i still wouldve pirated them even if disney wasnt donating money to israel

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princess-xeon · 2 months

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parisocial relationships & rebirth

damn guys it took me forever to process this post!1!!!!111!!!

pain!!!! but it's okay lets catch up.

as per usual i am merging all of my interests and somehow colliding them simultaneously. esthetician school has been good thankfully. im used to the trails and tribulations of capitalism and the beauty industry. me used to it lol. aside from that; i saw Frost Children for the third time in concert as well as atlgrandma and Dorian Electra for the second time. granted it was phenomenal as to be expected but the short lived conversation that i ended up having with Lulu and Angel was semi heart breaking. but i wont let my favorite artists becoming more mainstream affect my live for them again. i have learned to distance myself from expectations and unhealthy parisocial relationships and instead just continue to love people unconditionally. because people like frost children work so hard to make a name for themselves and their art and i will always deeply respect and appreciate that. i told Lulu that i had a very intense depressive episode recently and that their art got me out of that. they were a little startled to hear that (i should've expected that) but they were so kind as always reassuring me that they're happy that im doing better but that what they do isn't even all that serious. but thats the point. i love not taking life seriously. it makes life so much more fun and enjoyable not only for myself but for others as well. regardless i will always love Angel and Lulu. i will always respect the fact that they're such genuine and kind souls while also having fun and encouraging others to stick a middle finger up to the predictable.

i am blessed that i am somewhat out of that rut again. i just had to listen to those who love me. i love my friends more than anything. when i went to that show last night i went with my best friend Lex. i love her more than anything because she keeps me grounded and reminds me that my existence is important and valid. and that you can be a fan of artists such as JPEGMAFIA and remain to be queer as fuck. she's so fucking awesome and i will always appreciate that about her. she treasures me that aside from my traumas of narcissists i will never have the ill intent (hopefully) to end up like someone of that sorts.

i will never forgive thou that shall not be named for how they made me feel. cutting narcissists out of my life was one of the best decisions that i have ever made in my entire life. unfortunately not everyone appreciates and savors unconditional love. i wish i could love every being the same, but some people just refuse to let me in. that is their issues and nothing of my concern.

ive been watching a lot of Drew Monson's youtube videos. he reminds me of the people in my life that i love. and he basically saved my life. his quick witted humor and loveable personality keeps a warmth in my heart. when i was going through my episode, he understood me and helped me out of it through humor, love for pop culture, and overall relatable qualities that i find hard to find from others.

anyways. im going to take a break from chronically online to try to write a poem for my grandma. in conclusion. i will always love Dorian Electra, for reminding me that irony can be sexy and fantastic in queer artistry. that disappointment is okay, and that swaggery always oozes out of me as well as you. no matter how you choose to express it.

much love. 5 ever 👁‍🗨🙏🏻🕊 ~ princess xeon

PIC CREDITS 4 THOSE WHO CARE

1. Dorian Electra performing ‘Puppet’ live recorded from my camcorder

2. An infrared selfie I took from my camcorder

3. My coworker and friend drag legend Banshee Rose performing at Oil Can Harry’s

4. A whisper that I made

5. A photoshoot with Angel and Lulu from Frost Children

6. A cool pic that I found from Pinterest

7. The icon Shaye St John

8. A collage by yours truly

9. My new favorite shirt that I got from the Frost Children concert last night

10. My favorite book at the moment

11. Chloe Cherry :3

12. A cool pic I found from tik tok 🙄

13. Alice Longyu Gao DJing and being iconic

14. Bunny girl :D

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minheeskitten · 6 months

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i don't want to be annoying but i feel like there's a big misunderstanding of what "dead dove" means with recent fic authors, it's not "contains dark content" but "just emphasizing that the tags mean exactly what they say they do" - like if i wrote a fic and tagged it with say, violence, someone might think assume it's a minor amount of violence nbd, but if i emphasize it with "dead dove" they'd know i mean serious descriptive violence. dead dove isn't it's own genre or anything, it's just a heads up that tags are #serious

i hope it wasn't rude to clarify that, and maybe i misunderstood, but it's been a recent pet peeve of mine 😭 when people say they write "dead dove" i'm like but what does that even mean 😭

its too late 😭 i'm already invested 🫠💕 i think the sugar daddy fic has literally everything i love in it, and it doesn't even exist yet. i am spamming kudos on it right now and that isn't even possible 😢🩷

also yeeees heat/rut fics, the desperation in those, needing each other in a way that's beyond words 😖🔥💗💗💗💗

~🩷

Oh anonie. I mean exactly that with dead dove. It means that everything i say in the tags is gonna be there. Trust me when i say ive known what 'dead dove' is. I specifically say it's one of those because i want people to take it SERIOUSLY when i say there is dissection in it. And a few other things!

Don't worry! I do research on all the tags i plan to use! I do so just to ensure i use the right tags! Dead dove isn't a genre at all, but it is definitely something that means you cannot blame me for something i said in the tags bcs i warned you it would be there!

The sugar daddy fic will absolutely be amazing once i actually write it. It may be a bit before i put out even the first fic for that AU but hey! It'll be lovely!

Heat/rut fics are amazing to write and read :3

It's one of my favorites for a reason! Both the desperation as well as the 'i need you so bad i can't do anything but jump your fucking bones'

#asks <3 #anons <3 #🩷 anon

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virtueisdead · 10 months

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ive fallen out of my art

not even like im in a rut i just haven't felt at any moment like "i want to write" or "i want to draw" or "i want to make a song" for about half a year

something strange clicked off in my head recently

i need something terrible or incredible to happen to me

something to force me to express it

but ive just not felt any powerful emotions about anything for some reason

ive been so neutral

i dont know why

#kingvirtueisdead #art block #art #artist block #writer's block

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forgive-me-your-highness · 2 years

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Ribbit at us with all the answers my beloved Frosch

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

• Ive been told that I describe imagery well and that’s something I’m still proud of to this day

😐 What embarrasses you most about your own writing?

• My writing cadence gets off set very often and I have to go back and fix the pacing

👻 What is one WIP you think you may never pick back up?

• There was an AU that I was going to write for Linked Universe, and despite having the plot written out and even side arcs I wanted, I never did commit to writing it

�� Do you have any WIPs that you would never let see the light of day? If yes, what are they about?

• Hmm probably not? I have two separate Ao3 accounts so I post my nsfw on one and my sfw on the other

📥 What is your fave fic to receive comments/messages on?

• Any of my smut ones- it’s so validating

✏️ Do you write every day?

• No, but I regularly add to my idea doc

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

“The broken gasp of Wind taking a breath had Wild scooping Four into his arms, holding the beta to his chest as Twilight gently passed the small omega to his pack mate.

Wild held the two on either of his hips, his heart slowing as both tucked against him, rubbing their faces against his shoulder as they tried to scent him.

Twilight’s words fell deaf to Wild’s ears as he hurried his mates to his bedroll, gently setting them down and pulling them close.”

🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).

• I honestly haven’t done much writing recently

😈 Is there anything you enjoy doing that you think your readers hate?

• Oh definitely what ships I write for. Lots of people don’t like them but I could care less.

🌙 What time of day do you prefer to write? Why?

• Typically in the evening, food has been eaten and dishes done, and I have a couple hours to myself.

👖 Are you a planner, plantser, or pantser? Is it consistent?

• I’m in the middle area, I have a couple plot points set out and improve my way to them

📊 Current number of WIPs

• Two maybe three

👨‍👧‍👧 Do you tell people in real life that you write fic?

• I have a couple close friends who know, but don’t know my Ao3 accounts

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

• Technoblade & Philza

📝 What is one growth area you have for your writing?

• Movement & Action needs improving

📚 Do you read your own fic?

• Haha, yeah

🌈 What inspired you to write [insert fic here]?

• Most of my fic ideas are grabbed from the depths of my mind

🤔 What is the hardest part of writing fic?

• Following through with them

🧠 What’s an idea you have that you can’t quite call a WIP yet?

• A couple ideas that sort of tangle together but in a complicated matter that only makes sense to me

💻 Do you do research for your fics? What’s the deepest dive you’ve done?

• Yes I do, I frequently use Havoscope for information

✨ Choose three adjectives to complement your own writing.

• Immersive, enthralling, heartwarming

💭 What is a headcanon you have about your own work?

• In my own personal ABO universe, the Goddess Hylia gifted Skyloft with fertility in both flora and fauna, so Skyloftians have to be very careful during heats/ruts because they carry pups easily

🍰 Name one of your fave comfort fics (doesn’t have to be your all time fave).

• “Just close your eyes and suck” a DreamNotNap fic on Ao3

👩‍🏭 If one of your fics was going to get you arrested, which one and why?

• Probably one with an underaged character- to be fair but not really- both were underaged so like a high school au sort of

⏰ Do you spend more time reading fic, writing fic, or do you do both equally?

• Reading definitely

💋 [Freeform - what is something you want to know about one of poster’s fics?]

• I swear I’m working on writing I just suck ass at it 😎👍

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bakatenshii · 4 years

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Hi there I just wanted to say that I really enjoyed your dabi fic called Flushed. It was completely amazing, I really loved the imagery you used and everything. So... thank you for making something so good.

AHHHH GOD BABIE THANK U SO MUCH, u dont know how much this means to me honestly, thank you for taking the time to read it, and thank you for sending me this, it’s making me blush and eeeeeeeek THANK YOU IT MEANS SO MUCH ILY <333

#urusai! baka #flushed #genujnely this made my day #ive been stuck in a rut recently #struggling with life and havent been able to write #just feel wonky #heads all wonky too #but ive been rly down about my writing toooo be honest so #this means so so so much to me #thank you for taking the time to send me this #im cryinnnn AHHH SO SO SWEET #MAKING MY HEART SWELL #ILY THANKU

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coconut-cluster · 2 years

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hey uh idk if you’ve answered this already lately i looked and didn’t see anything (also sorry if this not a good time to ask or if this comes off as rude or smth) but do you have any updates on the uni au? i recently remembered it again and i miss it :)

no updates, per se, as in i havent finished the one story from like forever ago because life is busy and ive been in a rut :( but here's a ficlet for you because i love them and this was a very sweet ask :)

(if you remember the fic from a looong time ago where janus is very gay for logan being unkempt, here's the inverse of that because ive wanted to write it since i wrote the first one lol)

Logan is familiar with all-nighters. Not fond, or even impartial, really, but... familiar.

He just likes to get things done, is all. Going to sleep with an assignment looming over his head, hovering all night like some academic sword above his crown (God forbid, he sounds like Roman), it makes him uneasy - there's no reason to rest first when he should be getting work out of the way. There may be some rebuke of self care in that midst, he knows. Patton certainly attests to rest over efficiency, shooing him to bed if he sees a light on too late or hears him rooting around the kitchen for a midnight study snack. Logan does take care of himself, though; he tells Patton as much. He's very adamant about getting adequate rest, just... after work. And if a night of productivity means he has to down an extra cup of coffee the next morning, bitter and sharp to shock his senses back to attention, or he has to take some naps in his car between classes, using his sweater as a pillow and ignoring the crick in his neck to follow, that's fine by him. Not fun, or favorable, but fine.

He is very much not familiar with Janus' all-nighters.

"Can you sit down like a normal person or are you just going to keep gawking at me?"

Logan isn't gawking, for the record. For his own record, when he inevitably looks back on this moment, for no reason - he is not gawking. He's just analyzing. Or scoping out- it doesn't matter what he's doing, actually, besides trying to greet his study partner, and that's not gawking.

Study-partner in question is scowling at him from the table, though, and it's a bit of a distracting circumstance upon first arrival to the library. Janus is, holistically, a bit of a distracting circumstance, given the fact that he looks like he hasn't slept in days, and reasonably, that should make him less... appealing to look at, Logan supposes that's the way to put it. But it doesn't.

Because - and this is hypothetically, now, a bit of algorithmic experimentation, mental math of sorts - reasonably, having dark circles under your eyes should be jarring, or at least concerning. They don't strike Logan as worrisome on Janus, though, not until after he realizes they draw attention to Janus' eyes, cloudy and ablaze as he glares, blue and amber as they are. It adds an edge to Janus' face, so usually smooth and relentlessly charming, untouched.

And reasonably - logically - messy hair on someone as put together, as carefully crafted as Janus should be unimpressive. He has a way of putting his waves just so; so particular is he that he won't take hats off without a mirror or a fuss, and he wholly lacks Logan's own habit of running his hands through his hair, sharp and attentive to strays and errant strands like his life depends on it. So theoretically, the way his hair sits in disarray now should grab Logan's attention as a flaw; theoretically, there should be no noticing of how it falls across his forehead in soft waves, or how some pieces stick out near his ears, like he's tried in vain to tuck them back. The caramel color seems richer under the skylight.

And reasonably, there should be no reaction to Janus' outfit besides a smug look, or a judgmental tsk, something to keep Logan poised as self-satisfied and ultimately above him, to keep their schtick going. But the honey-colored crewneck Janus is wearing, pulled over a white turtleneck and pushed up to his elbows, is so very different than his usual outfits - there's no sharp silhouette, no crisp prints, no metallic accents for him to flash - that Logan's eyes just flit around the ensemble for a second. A very long second.

Reasonably, that should all be the end of it. A look, a thought, and he's done, processed Janus' change enough to carry on.

Unreasonably, Logan is struck still by how... endearing it all is.

Janus, in all his unusual endearing-ness, is still scowling at him. Logan snaps to some semblance of attention and clears his throat. "You look tired."

"And you look like a knock-off Professor Plum," Janus shoots back immediately, turning his scowl back to the marked pages of his book, "but no one comments on that."

Logan raises his eyebrows.

"I had a presentation for Philosophy this morning." Janus shoves a coffee cup across the table to him as he finally sits down, and Logan takes it wordlessly, equal parts stunned and placating. There's a messy, doodled heart peeking over the cardboard sleeve. "My group members didn't finish their parts, so I was up doing it for them."

Logan takes a sip of the drink as Janus talks - it's a caramel macchiato, a sugary concoction Janus made him try a few months ago after finding out he'd never had one. He seems to favor caramel. Logan's come to like it quite a bit, too, though he'd never tell Janus that. The drink is still hot.

"Did you tell your professor?" he says between measured sips.

Janus' mouth quirks into a small smile, crooked and complacent. Logan, reasonable as he is, does not get distracted and nearly spill his drink, nor does he burn his tongue in the process. Reasonably so.

"I didn't need to. They had no idea what they were presenting on. Made a fool of themselves in front of the class," he flips a page in his book, voice singsong as he scans it, "and I did swimmingly, even despite the sleep deprivation."

Logan nods, a small smile of his own creeping up. Reasonably, he pushes it down. Unreasonably, it does not work very well. "I wouldn't make that a habit, if I were you."

"Hm?" Janus glances at him again, an eyebrow raised, and gestures to his outfit. "What, you don't like the all-nighter chic?"

No, I do. Logan bites his tongue.

(He does like it, though, the soft hair and pullover and the edge in Janus' tired eyes. He likes knowing that Janus most definitely didn't go to class like this, that he was undoubtedly as put-together as usual this morning, that he didn't change until he knew he would only be seeing Logan at their table, until he'd be bickering and giving Logan coffee with a heart doodled beneath the sleeve. A foolish, unreasonable part of him likes that Janus is familiar with him, enough to be casual.)

"It's certainly a look," he says evenly, deliberately so. He knows Janus is going to throw a pen at him as soon as he says it. He leans to the side, avoids it, and knows Janus will grumble about understanding fashion and trends before they both move on to actually studying in their easy silence. He takes another sip of his coffee and, as unreasonable as it is, he is wholly endeared.

(He likes that Janus is familiar.)

#betcha didn’t think I’d drop uni au on y’all tonight outta nowhere huh #heh #loceit #uni au #logan sanders #janus sanders #lexi writes #my writing

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kookingtae · 2 years

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Hii!! Is falling into you gonna continue? I love the story it's definitely my fave Jk series I've read so far

Anonymous said: Hii! I love your writing and love the series falling into you even more. I was just wondering if your planning on updating it, and if so when? No pressure, I’m just so freaking hooked😩

Anonymous said: hiii i love falling into you so much 😭 your writing is amazing!! i was wondering if you were going to continue it or not?

Anonymous said: hilooooooo ! do you think we will be getting fiy soon? i miss her🌚

Anonymous said: hiii love your work! Just wanna know when you plan on updating your “falling for you” jk series??

Anonymous said: Hi!!

I just wanted to know if Falling into you was completed ??

Also i read your books in Wattpad and it would have been better if you could post all your books there :)

Waiting for the next Art of Seuction update :))

Anonymous said: Hello is falling into you discontinued? I Hope you're doing well...:)Take Care!💜

Anonymous said: Heyyy, I haven’t been on this site for a while so I have to ask… is Fiy still happening 😅😅😅

Anonymous said: hi i just recently started reading your fic Falling into You i just wanna ask if you’ll ever update it again or just discontinued it?

Anonymous said: me waiting for our fiy drought to END 😩 baby we are PARCHED quench our thirst pls

Anonymous said: Hiii! I absolutely love ur falling for you au, and I’m just wondering if ur planning on updating any time soon. Don’t mean to rush you it’s just soo goood lol

first of all, thank you guys SO MUCH for being so interested and invested in my series! falling into you is not discontinued, nor do i think it ever will be. i know its been forever since ive updated it, but i genuinely love this series with my whole heart and dont think i’ll ever get tired of writing it. i really have tons of drabbles planned after the series ends that i definitely want to get to! that being said, my motivation to write these past few months has been nonexistent :( BUT i went through a lot of life changes recently (moved, got a new job in a field that i love, etc) and did a lot of self reflection and realized that writing is honestly my biggest passion in life. so i want to start taking it more seriously and force myself to work on it even when i dont feel motivated or if i feel like my writing isnt as good as it could be. i recently started working on fiy again after my writing rut, and i got past a scene i was stuck on for a while and i feel really good about it! so i want to continue with the momentum and hopefully i can get it posted for you all at some point :)) dont worry, i will definitely give you a heads up before just randomly dropping the update like ive done many times in the past lolol

#ask #anon #falling into you

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