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carrythispictureforluck · 3 months

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It has been (rather rudely) brought to my attention recently that I collect Regulus kins.

So if you're a Regulus kin who's floating around the interwebs and needs collecting lemme know ig 🤷‍♀️

#its not intentional i swear #this is why platonic moonwater works #im living proof #regulus black kins come forth #i just enjoy the friendship of my depressed sarcastic lil dudes ok #my remus lupin kin is showing

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chrisrin · 9 months

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SOUTHLANDERS FUSION, AHA!

#gemcyt #mcyt #su #southlanders #chris doodles #a bit less cohesive than my other big multi-gem fusions but i swear its intentional theres no way these guys are stable #mashed together a bit because theyre kinda a complete mess

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monhiio · 25 days

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He sees Feng Xin right outside and he's unable to look away from the red in his eyes, nose and cheeks. The sight tugs at his heart and he almost breaks down himself before he reaches out with a gentle hand to cup his cheek.

He caresses the skin with his thumb and whispers "Feng Xin..! No…"

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He stares ahead, letting his eyes rest as he appreciates how pretty his Highness is even when his eyebrows are knit in worry. His eyes are so round and warm, the slope of his nose so gentle, his hair frames his face so nicely. Its agonizing. It only makes the pain in his chest worse.

"How did this happen.. What did I do wrong.."

#agonizing fenglian au about Xie Lians mother arranging a marriage for Feng Xin (with the best intentions i swear)#Xie Lian dear!!! Wouldnt Feng Xin make such a good husband??#XL: Yeahh...teehee.. he really would /////#Xie Lians mom: Youre gonna LOVE the news I have for you then!#ITS VERY SAD BUT DW!!!! IT ENDS WELL #anyways i love them so much #fenglian #feng xin #xie lian #tian guan ci fu #heavens official blessing #heaven official's blessing #tgcf

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sillyfairygarden · 11 months

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in a rose garden

(closeups under the cut :])

piece is a redraw of ‘in a rose garden’ by lawrence alma-tadema! i love the whimsy of the original piece, and wanted to draw something floral and beautiful after all the moody art ive been doing :p

#hermitcraft fanart #zombiecleo #zombiecleo fanart #geminitay #geminitay fanart #hermitcraft #mcyt #mcyt fanart #artists on tumblr #digital illustration #art #thellos art corner #time for the ramble: i have a tendency to over-render and overproduce my rendered paintings #to the point where they become textureless smooth uncanny-valley works #mostly borne of a lack of confidence in my painting skills. so this was an attempt to avoid that nitpicky behaviour!#its… experimental. the demons won on gems face but i think i retained a more painterly style elsewhere #mmmmm i can see the base sketch in some places mmmm im choosing to ignore that. its intentional guys. i swear its intentional #this was soo self indulgent. the zenith of thello core if you will

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mewtwo24 · 4 months

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I finally finished reading the fourth volume of svsss in full, and thing is--the first time through I only read the bingqiu content because I was ravenous for more of their happy ending.

Turns out that was a perilous mistake.

Because I started reading the airplane extras. And I swear to god. MXTX is trying to kill me

What do you MEAN demon lord Binghe was sitting on his big fucking throne. All stoic and forbidding. Surrounded by his demon generals who don't know shit about human courtship. Asking them what he should do, fully demoralized by constant rejections from sqq, only to have airplane tell him to act more pathetic and needy. Which is already hysterically funny and insane, UNTIL LBH'S RESPONSE IS THIS, KILLING ME INSTANTLY:

LUO BINGHE. WHY DOES HE SAY IT LIKE: "I already tried that, didn't work--nothing works :/ not mean, not maidenly, not housewife, not spicy, not capable disciple. Is doubling down on clingy really all it will take? What's a born hater with only one love in his life to do????"

The dichotomy of him sitting there like 'how can I reach the unfathomable depths of shizun's heart?' A HEART HE'S ALREADY WON OVER, MIND and then in the Holy Mausoleum solving the puzzle without blinking and being like 'oh yeah you just have to hit the acupoints, no sweat.' Literally the comedy writes itself I'm so--

How am I supposed to be normal about this. MXTX understands the juicy quintessential queer joy of a person with the world's power at their fingertips wishing only for love. Willing to do anything to earn that love, when unbeknownst to them it's already been freely given. Totally not screaming and yelling and clawing at the walls

And that's not even touching airplane's uproarious account of events. The way he's like 'lol what's next, lbh and sqq are best friends now? smfh' only to see lbh TACKLE SQQ LOVINGLY. FOR SQQ TO BE BASHFUL ABOUT IT BUT SO SO FOND OF THE LITTLE SCAMP. This when we've been experiencing sqq's constant inner monologue of 'I'm so cool and so dignified about my role, truly the epitome of propriety and poser-level fortitude.' Meanwhile, in their universe:

Airplane constantly flaming???? Sqq and lbh in his observations????? His absolute bewilderment and confusion????? Legendary. No notes every single second of this shit was hilarious.

Airplane's comment that sqq + older adolescent lbh traveling together was just watching a couple in their honeymoon phase. OR the fact that lbh is exceedingly petty and refuses to share their food in the wake of airplane's interruption of their time together, until sqq relents sheepishly and insists airplane eat what's left (ONLY AFTER PLACATING LBH WITH MORE FOOD FROM HIS PLATE, SOBBING)

Watching airplane salivate over Mobei-Jun and acting like that's totally normal behavior. Finding out mbj and airplane got together first. Finding out sqq encouraged airplane. LIKE THIS. WHILE HE IS STILL IN DENIAL ABOUT HIS OWN FEELINGS:

Mobei-jun clearly thinking their arrangement is a forever thing, heartbroken his human abandoned him with all the hapless fury of a scorned wife swept away by false promises of fidelity. Airplane writing demons to be the type to beat up their crush lovingly and still unable to connect the dots about mbj's feelings. Mbj letting him go and respecting his wishes, only relenting when there's indication airplane was poorly processing his own feelings and didn't actually want to leave. Mbj caring for him and listening to him as soon as airplane voices what he needs directly and with clarity. None of these gays are functional and it's everything to me

Unrelated, but I physically can't hold this information in anymore:

I'm still reeling from younger lbh having his sexual awakening from the image of sqq wrapped in the immortal binding cables. Condemn me as you like he was so, so real for that.

And no I will not be taking any comments about how luo bingge couldn't bear to see luo binghe cherished in ways he never got to have and all the haunting implications of that. I will also not be taking any comments about luo binghe's instinct to look for sqq in that alternate universe, only to be shaken to the very core to be unable to find his shizun anywhere. The unspeakable and latent horror of his relentless mind likely piecing together what happened, but unable to say it; to suspect what is true, and live with the harrowing confusion of his double's actions. To blame himself, to assume that he had let his anger get the better of him in that world and result in unspeakable folly...

I also refuse to talk about how heartrending it is to hear Tianlang-jun weakly say "In the end, I really can't bring myself to hate humans." The implication that the foolishness of that hope and bright-eyed fondness--the very thing that put him through such unspeakable agony--couldn't be beaten out of him entirely. To discover that his faith in Su Xiyan hadn't been misplaced, to the contrary: his beloved hadn't scorned him at all, but rather fought to the miserable end to protect the fruition of their genuine feelings of love when she couldn't protect tlj or herself.

How MXTX has sqq deliberately draw parallels between their situation and that of ygy+sj and tlj+sx; desperately wishing it might not be too late for them. The concept of breaking cycles of abuse and harm pervasive throughout the newly devised story, how it evolves for the better only when love takes the place of power, pride, and domination. How the moment sqq chooses vulnerability instead of saving face, the genre shifts to the so-called "cringe" girly genre where most if not every character is more fulfilled, more true to themselves. How the "male-oriented" former genre was aimlessly sensationalized and sexualized, how it was a sustained performance of aspirational toxic masculinity. How men objectify other men without end. All of the unspoken gendered implications that come with that.

Anyways. Going to go put my head in a sandbox and try to process everything I just witnessed because even a second reading is not enough to find a modicum of closure.

#svsss #bingqiu #moshang #i swear to god this series is just 'gay man who doesn't know shit inflicting his delusional reality on everyone else and inciting chaos'#and literally it's slapstick levels of hilarious every single time; mxtx never change #also i fully agree that we did not get NEARLY enough mobei-jun and sqh/airplane content #the amount of mental illness to mental illness communication going on there was astonishing #mobei-jun being afraid of his uncle and bringing sqh because that's the only person he trusts fully (WAILING NOISES)#sqh having a tantrum but running away because for the first time he was honest about his needs + his dissatisfaction with catering to other #how that reflects his narrative compulsions and how he felt forced to warp more creative story paths for the sake of survival as a writer #how sqq's restoration of much of his original intent--as well as mobei-jun's acceptance of his needs--helps airplane begin to heal #how his happiness begins; how just like sqq he wanders in such confusion and denial before he's forced to realize what truly matters to him #SHREK VOICE: STORIES HAVE. L A Y E R S #it feels like modern day shakespeare and when i say that i don't mean it in a hollow elevating sense i mean it more like #mxtx just hits that perfect balance of poignance but also hilarious concentric circles of botched communication and brainworms #okay but real talk for a minute? .........;-;#the way lbh constantly struggles with such a crushing feeling that he'll be abandoned over any little mishap/thing/problem #really hit me where it hurts??? if only because its so clearly an anxiety that stems from original goods' upbringing #the way it becomes even more heartrending when you think back to all the sect leaders clamoring that he should have been killed as an infan #that he should have been aborted as a fetus--insisting right in front of him that his birth was a mistake and a disgrace #over having demon blood in his veins. like my god that scene is so viscerally upsetting i struggle to read it #the way its so easy to see the demons as a manifestation of otherness in precipitated form #how both sqq and sqh are influenced by human rhetoric without evening meaning to--assuming the worst against their better judgment #how both sqq and sqh both struggle with their own otherness in different ways and only find solace when they begin to accept who they are #how their lovers (lbh and mbj respectively) both are willing to navigate those confusing waters with them #how both demons love them as they are--accept them as they are despite how difficult forgiveness of perceived betrayal is for them #ty mxtx for changing my brain chemistry #as i get older i have such a fondness for the messiness of thematic queer self-discovery and growth into self-acceptance #that and how youth can so easily be defined by perfectionistic self-harm and the violence of repression

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koppaiterocker · 4 months

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Wharever

#would you guys velieve me if i said parb being in all of these was not intentional #i just scroll my feed and screenshot anything funny and one post always fots them i swear to god its not on purpose #yes i love them. no i dont mean to put them everywbere. so sorry #also im legally obligated at least one viva meme each post #to give her the attention that dreamworks didnt #for najma and coco also #dw guys as soon as i figure out how i wanna draw trolls i will make so so much of the sisters #i cant get a comfortable beast to person ratio woth them #koppaitepaladin #dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls band together #tbt #trolls world tour #twt #trolls 2 #trolls 3 #trolls barb #trolls poppy #trolls branch #trolls cooper #trolls trollex #king trollex #queen barb #queen poppy #trolls viva #trolls clay #trolls john dory #satin and chenille #trollsposts

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utterdrip · 6 months

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thinking about how after the first time you have sex with astarion, your player can ask,

“not staying for a cuddle?”

and how in act 2, if durge romanced astarion and they wake him, he asks,

“looking for a cuddle?”

#bg3 spoilers #bg3 #astarion #frankie posts #astarion acunin #im soooooo normal about him i swear #sososososododoaososososooooo normal #how in act one there was NO intention for cuddling or morning after talk or anything in starrys mind #how in act two its a seemingly regular occurance to be awoken by ur SO for a cuddle #durge #dark urge #the dark urge #durgestarion #fp

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bakubakunyanyaa · 11 months

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i woke up one day and i became ill with the toritsuka reita fan disease anybody know a good doctor

#my art #i swear i didnt want this for me it literallly just happened when i finished reading the manga #i need help i think #the disasterous life of saiki k #toritsuka reita #saiki kusuo #torisai #kinda i guess?#its the intent so it gets tagged.#saiki kusuo no psi nan #digital art #doodles #fanart

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rainofthetwilight · 7 months

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okok this has been in my thoughts for a WHILE

so. the fsm had two kids. one's colour was purple n the other was gold/yellow

lloyd technically adopted two kids. one's colour is pink and the other is also gold/yellow

the pink/purple kids are more impatient and wouldnt trust people easily

the gold/yellow kids are more confident and are big firm believers

guys?????

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago fsm #ninjago lloyd #ninjago sora #ninjago arin #ninjago garmadon #ninjago wu #ninjago analysis #levi's ted talks #i swear if this was intentional i am grabbing the dr writers and shaking them REPEATEDLY #like holy shit #im not good with words and this is all i got im sorry #its just so symbolic and for what #ninjago spoilers

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cannabisenjoyer · 5 months

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hehe. heheheheehehehehhehehehheehehehehe

#fanart #solar opposites #solar opposites fanart #human designs #i swear to fuck korvo is NOT italian that was NOT intentional #yumyulacks hair feels wet whenever u touch it its so drenched in grease

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cupofcrows · 10 months

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promise i don't feel sorry for him or anything i just thought the concept was cool

#you get a veterans discount if you remember when i actually started this but this is it i'm calling it done its DONE OKAY #if anything looks unfinished it's just an intentional choice shhh #borderlands #bl2 #handsome jack #borderlands 2 #borderlands angel #i'm gonna run out of things to finish that i started multiple years ago soon i swear #my art #fanart

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artsycooky13 · 11 months

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mermay doodless

#fishy shoes #and von #and bullseye too cuz why not #jasper's nose disappearing is totally intentional guys its part of the design i swear #might colour some of these #my art #connverse #steven universe #vonvon #fusion su #bull's eye fusion #connie maheswaran

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dearmahiru · 6 months

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TW: discussions of suicide DNI: if you villainise mahiru or kazui

so recently my thoughts have been absolutely consumed by mahiru and kazui. specifically—i think it's really interesting how the catalyst of mahiru and kazui's murders is a trait they cannot change.

Mahiru: You’re wrong. It wasn’t that. I…never even wanted to kill anyone in the first place! Es: [pauses] Mahiru: I just… I was… just being myself

Mahiru: Because I know how precious it is to be in love. The moment you love someone, you realize the beauty of the world as it changes. To not forgive me means to take the act of loving away from me. That’s the same as not being alive. It’s the same as not being able to drink water or breathe. So… if this love isn’t allowed, then I don’t mind dying.

in contrast to kazui, mahiru strongly desires love, marriage, and to have children. however, her relationship was doomed to never bear fruit because of how unhealthy it was.

it's fascinating too because while it's kazui's lies that serve as a catalyst for his murder, mahiru is portrayed as her own catalyst. it's mahiru as the noose suffocating her boyfriend and her presence alone that stresses the bluebird to point it's shedding it's feathers. mahiru's love is somethings that's so ingrained to her person that, to change, would be the same as dying.

Kazui: I despise myself for lying, too. Being a liar, you see – it’s painful. Es: Heh. Then just– Kazui: So I’ve tried to change! I’ve tried to change. I have tried to stop lying to myself and others!

and where mahiru refuses to change, kazui strongly desires to. i personally lean to the interpretation that kazui is queer in some fashion and we all know sexuality isn't something you change. like how mahiru's relationships was doomed to fail because of her love, kazui's marriage could never work because he could never romantically love his wife.

Q. What was your lover like? Mahiru: (handwriting dips) Overall, a kind person

Q. Did you love the person you killed? Kazui: (no answer)

anyway this post was brought to you by the psychic blast these two answers delivered

#the dni feels petty but after someone used a snippet of my post to push their kidnapper mahiru theory im not risking it #(*shooing with a broom*) get off my blog and never come back #i had to keep rewriting this because it felt like i was going “look mahiru is inately toxic in the same way kazui is queer!”#please please please that's not the intention i swear its just a silly little parallel!!#♡. cinnamon lead astray #milgram #mahiru shiina #kazui mukuhara

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kookoofufu · 6 months

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Just occurred to me that maybe the reason Kuma's flashback is covering so much space and time and fully focused on his personal lived experience while skipping over God Valley and Rev Army is that these are his memories as understood by Bonney when she was in Vegapunk's lab. She watched Kuma's memories to understand why he did what he did so of course she skips over that stuff, it's not important to her, it's just context for the choices that directly impact her— Kuma leaving to become a government weapon.

#one piece #one piece 1098 #bartholomew kuma #jewelry bonney #op spoilers #this is my copium its not oda getting old and shortening flashbacks its intentional i swear #chapter discusson

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the-kipsabian · 1 year

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