// merula my beloved ??? quick doodle

good/bad dreams

i filled a whole canvas with shitty little rose doodles te other day and this was the only one that came out even half decent LAWL. can u tell i lik e stylizing -_-

i blame @scuttlebuttin for giving me long hair lilith brainrots...

just worked on a plaza post for 4 hours (lost 1 whole hour of progress because i lost connection) (this will probably only get like 5 likes max)

hello hello!! a newcomer here with uh, first ask/im not really used to using tumblr ahhdgjd

ive been religiously reading and following you for . the past two months now methinks? and i really wanted to say that holy shit, your writing is absolutely beautiful </3 im sure you get a lot of comments about that,, but !? i really wanted to say that because i adore your posts sm 💙 and its gotten me looking forward to your next post, whatever it may be!

i !! also know you're considering moving blogs and all that so,, i wanted to wish you the best of luck!! and that even if you dont know me i care about you :] so yes!! thats uh. what i wanted to say (im very awkward at these things im so sorry 😭??)

sincerely, wren (also i . dont mind at all if my username is revealed or not its hhhh up to you !!)

ahh hello wren!!! thank you so much for your kind words i am really at a loss of words (lol) this is just so sweet of you ㅠㅠ two months is kind of crazy i am really grateful for your support :) about the blog thing mmmmm hmmm i still dont know tbh and ive put off thinking about it too because irl stuff is my priority right now (and i hate to say it but this blog is my baby and im stuck on whether i want to keep it up as an archive at Least or not...im very indecisive im sorry)

i care about you too ^^ this really means a lot thank you again!! dont worry about being awkward we are all friends here (and i am also very awkward so.)

if theres one thing that differentiates mine and sawashiro its that sawashiro is JUST a LITTLE silly. on a microscopic level he is SUPER MINUTELY goofy

Chamelo

hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )

cigarettes after what? 😦

Even as someone who absolutely hates how the current hip-hop scene in our country works I must say I find it quite alluring

And here we are again.

Twisting, writhing... Spinning unto an endless expanse of forgotten horizons, broken dreams and sundered possibilities.

can you try to bring them back together? to make yourself whole once more?

or will you join me in a dance of absolution, a resolute consequence for those misgivings you didn't know you committed

The choice is yours to make.

Resolving your mind or giving in to the endless march of reality

okok wait I have been STUCK on this concept of "what do you mean it won't fit? I'll make it fit." for the last couple of days it's driving me insane and I need to drag someone else down with me i swear - ☁️

WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO WHOE HEI R WE TALKING ABT ??? YUNHO? BC YEAH HIS HUGE DICK WOULD DEFINITELY NOT FIT

OK BUT LIKE IMAGINE ur about to fuck him for the first time ever and he thinks knows you need prep bc he’s self aware of his massive [redacted]—

size training with him would be so fucking sick bc it’s not enough!! he’s fucking three fingers in and out of you and you’re aching for some cock. you’re not ready, though. he knows you’re not ready bc you’re still so fucking tight, but you’re literally begging him for it. he keeps telling you to shush and take the prep, but you’re adamant, so finally he gets annoyed and is like “fine, want it that bad?” and he’s biting his tongue to keep from calling you what you are— a needy slut— because it is your first time together, so when you nod, he scoffs, stripping his bottoms and underwear off to reveal It.

and obviously you’re fucking gagged because he didn’t tell you it was that big… and you’re just staring at it and he’s like, “what is it now, baby? aren’t you gonna come and take it?” and the smirk on his face is so big and smug that it makes your stomach churn and pussy clench around nothing.

and the infamous line goes, “‘s not gonna fit….” you state, meekly, cheeks heating up at the idea of being split open by him.

he furrows his brows, coming to kneel between your legs, spreading you open with his hands. “don’t be stupid, baby— what do you mean it won’t fit?” he lines up his flushed tip with your drooling hole and as he’s pushing in, reveling in the way you let out a sharp gasp, he says, “i’ll make it fit.”

glass balloon

no energy for regular art so goodtimes be upon ye