#goodbye shubhratri i hope you didnt read all of it its embarrassing
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Even as someone who absolutely hates how the current hip-hop scene in our country works I must say I find it quite alluring
#so you just aint gotta be good at the singing part only you have to put on a show#become appealing to what the people find suitable to their aesthetic#i planned to dive into it by January but apparently ive only been dipping my toes sitting on the shore#cause im too much of a wimp and a huge procrastinator to do it#the wimp part because i cant sing for shit and even if i have 1% of the singing capabilites i *might* have inhereted from my mother#i still wont try to explore it cause “what if someone hears it and laughs?”#plus i absolutely hate how the voice in my head changes whenever i think about hip-hop it become african american bitch im indian stay desi#the indian rap scene is definitely different from the one in the us or other countries#and i should try to maybe sink my knees into it just because it actually provides a better outlet for rhymes than poetry i currently do#aint no one buying a fucking poem collection anymore#and im definitely not writing a novel with this amount of laziness that i have#i cant even fix my sleep schedule for shit#so yea#i cant sing i cant write i cant study#and i want to do all three#not just do i want to be the best#interesting how my dumbfuck brain works sometimes if i had only put so much thought into better things when it was needed#okay not diving into that train of thoughts its 4 am i have to sleep#goodbye shubhratri i hope you didnt read all of it its embarrassing#bye fr
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