#the wimp part because i cant sing for shit and even if i have 1% of the singing capabilites i *might* have inhereted from my mother
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Even as someone who absolutely hates how the current hip-hop scene in our country works I must say I find it quite alluring
#so you just aint gotta be good at the singing part only you have to put on a show#become appealing to what the people find suitable to their aesthetic#i planned to dive into it by January but apparently ive only been dipping my toes sitting on the shore#cause im too much of a wimp and a huge procrastinator to do it#the wimp part because i cant sing for shit and even if i have 1% of the singing capabilites i *might* have inhereted from my mother#i still wont try to explore it cause “what if someone hears it and laughs?”#plus i absolutely hate how the voice in my head changes whenever i think about hip-hop it become african american bitch im indian stay desi#the indian rap scene is definitely different from the one in the us or other countries#and i should try to maybe sink my knees into it just because it actually provides a better outlet for rhymes than poetry i currently do#aint no one buying a fucking poem collection anymore#and im definitely not writing a novel with this amount of laziness that i have#i cant even fix my sleep schedule for shit#so yea#i cant sing i cant write i cant study#and i want to do all three#not just do i want to be the best#interesting how my dumbfuck brain works sometimes if i had only put so much thought into better things when it was needed#okay not diving into that train of thoughts its 4 am i have to sleep#goodbye shubhratri i hope you didnt read all of it its embarrassing#bye fr
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I was tagged lovely @themagnusbane ♥♥
RULES: Answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as there are questions
1. COKE OR PEPSI: Coke. I only do pepsi if its the only thing they have tho
2. DISNEY OR DREAMWORKS: both have good I love and bad shit I hate :)
3. COFFEE OR TEA: coffee, even tho I dont like coffee like that....I hate tea....
4. BOOKS OR MOVIES: for the most part, books. Right now the only exception is for TMI, there I prefer the show over the books (and the movie does ot exist)
5. WINDOWS OR MAC: Windows...
6. DC OR MARVEL: I am both, but I stan DC more lol
7. XBOX OR PLAYSTATION: neither lmao
8. DRAGON AGE OR MASS EFFECT: neither.. I dont play games like that :/
9. NIGHT OWL OR EARLY RISER: night owl. I hate being awake so early
10. CARDS OR CHESS: cards lol
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate is life
12. VANS OR CONVERSE: Converse. I'm not a big fan of vans lol
13. LAVELLAN, TREVELYAN, CADASH, OR ADAAR: who??????
14. FLUFF OR ANGST: Both. I cant help liking the angst sometimes
15. BEACH OR FOREST: Beach. its relaxing for me haha
16. DOGS OR CATS: BOTH goddamit lmao
17. CLEAR SKIES OR RAIN: clear lmao
18. COOKING OR EATING OUT: I do like to cook but I'm lazy so eating out more
19. SPICY OR MILD FOOD: I'm a wimp. I cant do spicy well lmao
20. HALLOWEEN/SAMHAIN OR SOLSTICE/YULE/CHRISTMAS: halloween. its always been my fav
21. WOULD YOU RATHER FOREVER BE A LITTLE TOO COLD OR A LITTLE TOO HOT: A little too hot. the cold bothers me lmao
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE A SUPERPOWER WHAT WOULD IT BE: I dont even know lmao
23. ANIMATION OR LIVE ACTION: hmmmmm prob animation more
24. PARAGON OR RENEGADE: I dont know this either lmao
25. BATH OR SHOWER: recently ive been more than showers
26. TEAM CAP OR TEAM IRONMAN: .......recently ive been indifferent to either so ima say team none lmao
27. FANTASY OR SCI-FI: Fantasy. I'm not the biggest sci-fi fan
28. DO YOU HAVE 3 OR 4 FAVORITE QUOTES IF SO WHAT ARE THEY: I actually dont.....
29. YOUTUBE OR NETFLIX:both lol
30. HARRY POTTER OR PERCY JACKSON: .....both the hell lmao
32. STAR WARS OR STAR TREK: star wars because into it kinda recently and have never seen star trek
33. PAPERBACK BOOKS OR HARDCOVER BOOKS: Paperback only because more space lmao
34. FANTASTIC BEASTS OR CURSED CHILD: prob fantastic beasts
35. ROCK OR POP MUSIC: eh both?
36. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE: my godson
37. THE LAST BOOK YOU READ/THE ONE YOU’RE CURRENTLY READING: hmmmmm I'm currently reading a series of unfortunate events lemony snicket
38: SONG THAT MAKES YOU SMILE/SONG THAT MAKES YOU CRY: hmmmmmm honestly I could be in a bad mood and no matter what “hot mess”by chromeo always gets me smiling. as for songs that make me cry? idk lmao
39. SUSHI OR WAN TAN SOUP: wan tan soup only cuz I dont like sushi
40. SPRING OR AUTUMN: both
41. DRAWING OR WRITING? neither cuz I suck horribly at both lmao
42. SINGING OR DANCING: both, eve I'm crappy at both as well lmao
tagging @softshumjr @nightfallgoddess @alecsaldertree @halliwellxx @banelewis @magnusgoatee
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