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yandere-daze · 2 years

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Congrats on 2000!! I'm so happy for you, you def deserve a lot more <33 i just wanted to say thank you for the amazing content ^^ i love everything you write (esp amir my beloved <3) if it's alright with you, what do think abt reader discovering mika(enstars) killed someone for them or maybe even caught him in the act? And what if they actually forgive him? I'm starved for mika content,, thank you so much if you decide to do this!! :D

Awww thank you!! That´s so nice I think I´m going to cry 😭

In that case you will be happy to know that I still got a few Amir asks in my inbox that you can look forward to😏 I can´t say it enough how much I like writing for him because I pretty much have complete creative freedom over him compared to like actual characters that at least have *some* characteristics I´ll have to abide by. I can just go wild when it´s my own oc so I´m really just so grateful that there are people out there that like reading that kind of thing as well🥺💕

OOOh yes, another yandere Mika post!! I just can´t help it, I love him so much and he´s like exactly the type of yandere I love! It´s sad how little content there is out there for him ( or I guess yandere enstars in general). I guess I´ll just have to make it my personal mission to put the content out there. It´s what the people want!!😤😤

I'm actually kind of proud of this one so I hope you enjoy!!

Likes and reblogs are appreciated!

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, murder, blood, worshipping, reader is enabling very bad behavior, toxic relationship

Reader discovers that Yandere! Mika killed someone for them but forgives him

Okay so I think in one of the yandere tarot posts I mentioned that Mika wouldn´t kill any of his darling´s loved ones because he doesn´t want them to be sad even if he personally would prefer for all these other people to disappear so he doesn´t have to be so jealous all of the time, and I still stand by that

He´s obviously beneath them so how could he ever dare to sadden his precious darling? More than anything, he wants you to be happy, to be happy with him and so he tries to hold back even though it´s hard for him to stand by and watch as your attention shifts from him to your other so-called friends

But don´t get me wrong, that doesn´t mean that Mika wouldn´t kill anyone. I feel like he´s one of the few yanderes that is actually capable of just straight up murdering someone for his darling without so much as blinking an eye. It´s pretty scary how willing he is to get his hands dirty if only he thinks that it might improve his darling´s life

Friends and family might be off-limits but surely the same doesn´t apply to rude random strangers or even worse, straight up bullies? Seeing someone bother you like that and making you uncomfortable is enough to make Mika´s blood boil. How dare they. How could they. It takes all of his willpower to not just jump at them and wildly punch and beat them down without abandon

No, he has to stay calm for the moment, you´re still there with him after all. He can´t let you see him when he´s doing something so barbaric, someone as nice as you would surely be frightened if you saw him all blood-stained like that! You might start to think that Mika is a bad and scary person and he wants anything but that to happen!

He just adores you so so much, that he almost can´t take it and this is his way of repaying you for all of the joy and love you made him feel. Getting rid of the people that put you down is the least he can do for you!

And so Mika is all too willing to follow his victim into an alleyway until they are all alone before confronting them. There isn´t a lot of talking going on actually, he pretty much straight up jumps into action

All that poor person will get as an explanation is a scream of “I´ll make ya pay fer what ya did to my precious darling! No one is allowed to push ´em around like that!”

Right afterwards he charges at the stranger that accidentally bumped into you at the coffee shop you two visited earlier and hits the back of their head with the large shovel he brought with him

He does it over and over until they completely stop twitching and the ground and both of their clothes are covered in blood. Anger consumes Mika as he keeps thinking about the fact that they hadn´t even the decency to apologize after committing such a heinous crime. It almost makes him sad that the punishment went over so quickly but there just wasn´t any time to waste. He was supposed to meet up with you again later so he really couldn´t afford to be late!

So as quick as he can, Mika picks up the body and starts dragging it through the small alleyway. He has to get rid of the body somehow, take a shower and change his clothes so he can be right on time. He doesn´t think he could live with himself if he ended up making you wait for him. No, he can´t let that happen!

He just needs to get rid of this annoying body fast and then he can finally be with you again! Oh how he misses you already even though it´s only been a few hours since you last saw each other! He just can´t help but hum a happy little tune, now in a good mood at the prospect of getting to see you soon, as he drags the mangled corpse across the dirty ground

There should be a field somewhere close by where he can bury the body...

He's about halfway done with digging the hole when suddenly an all too familiar voice calls out for him

"Mika are you there? We were supposed to meet 30 minutes ago and you're usually never late so I went looking around a bit to see if I could find you. Is everything okay?"

In any other situation, Mika would have been overjoyed to hear your voice and even more so when you show concern for his well-being like this because obviously that must mean you care about him! But no, not this time

He was in the process of burying the dead body of the person he had killed himself and you caught him red-handed. The one person he didn't want to know about this

He unconsciously shifts around a bit in an attempt to hide the body behind him from view but he's not doing a very good job at being inconspicuous when there very clearly is a gaping hole in the ground and he's holding a bloody shovel in hand. There's blood on his shirt as well!

You can tell he's very shifty and nervous, he's trembling all over. He's not scared because he fears that he's going to get reported to the police, he's scared that you might grow to fear or resent him now that you knew what violent actions he was capable of

He didn't want that! He wants you to look at him with a smile on your face, not fear! You're such a good and upstanding person, you must be disgusted by him! You would never want to date a murderer, it's all over for him! He can never be close to you again nor dream of ever becoming your boyfriend

What is Mika even supposed to do with himself now that you, his one light in life, are now gone, forever unreachable? What purpose does life still hold for him? Nothing! He's nothing without you!

"Wait is that-holy shit is that a dead body??"

There it is. You saw. Mika can't even look you in the eye, he doesn't want to see the horror on your face, too ashamed of himself that you had to see this

"Wait, I can explain! Ya know, y/n! This pest-this person, they were so rude to ya! ! They ran into ya without apologizing and I was so angry, how dare they??! So I followed them and I hit 'em' cause I was so angry and I wanted to protect ye! I couldn't let them get away with hurting ya! I'm so so sorry ya had to see this whole mess though, a gentle person like ya is way too good for scary stuff like this.. "

Now any normal person would have been terrified and disgusted, shocked at the revelation that someone they had thought of as a close friend turned out to be a murderer. No one would have blamed you if you screamed your lungs out and ran for your life

But for whatever reason, that's not what you did. Maybe it was out of pity for Mika, who was quietly sobbing now as he anticipated that you were going to abandon him now. Maybe you felt responsible, after all it was because of you that this innocent person was killed, and you didn't want to run away from that fact, wanted to face it head on

Or maybe, a quiet voice told you, maybe you actually held some form of adoration for Mika as well. Maybe you were just being selfish, didn't want to let go of him and the future you may have imagined with him

After a prolonged amount of silence, you reach out your arm and Mika closes his eyes, flinching as if he was expecting you to hit him in anger. You were not that kind of person and yet in this kind of situation he couldn't blame you. If it meant that he could at least relieve you of a few of these boiling emotions, than he was more than prepared to take any kind of punishment from you

But the touch of your hand that made contact with his cheek was not harsh, it was slow and hesitant and yet gentle all the same. Mika wondered if it was improper of him to hope that you might have it in your heart to forgive him as you stroked his cheek, not caring that the blood that clung to him now also smeared the back of your hand, as if the dark red served as a sign of the corruption that was forming it's hold on your mind

Unconsciously, Mika leaned into your touch, all too eager to lap up any kind of affection you were willing to give. He almost pouts when you pull away and he hopes his eyes just in time to see with widened eyes that you had picked up the shovel he had dropped in shock when you called out to him earlier

Your grip was shaky but firm all the same and there was a scary glint of determination in your eyes that Mika couldn't help but be drawn to

"We'll have to be quick", is what you finally say after what seemed to be an eternity of silence after his own outburst

"Y/n what do you-"

"People might walk around the corner any moment now. We'll have to be quick with burying the body if we don't want to get caught. Anyone would be able to connect the dots if they saw your dreadful bloody clothes and the dead body laying on the ground. Come on, you don't want to get arrested, do you? "

Then it all went by very quick. You lifted up the shovel and started to continue digging the hole Mika had started, your movements hectic and fast as he stood to the side, still dazed from what had just happened

You.. didn't run away screaming? And now you were helping him with hiding the body? Does this mean that there is still hope? At least he'll take you not wanting him to go to jail as a positive sign

When the thought finally settles that this might not be the end, Mika springs back into motion and takes the shovel out of your hands, declaring that you shouldn't dirty yourself any more than you already have. He'll take care of everything from now on

Whether you know it or not, you've just opened up the floodgates. All this time, Mika has held back because he thought you might hate him but now that he knows that you have it in you to even forgive him for committing murder in your name, he doesn't think that he'll stop anytime soon

He'll try to not make any repeats of tonight because he doesn't want to burden you any more but not that he has your "approval" he wants to keep being useful to you and get rid of all the unworthy pests that make your life miserable

You've shown him that there are still more ways in which he can showcase his love and dedication to you

Yes, maybe that very night the last piece of his sanity broke away. But it's okay as long as he can serve you as your precious and loyal doll

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dreamescapeswriting · 6 months

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Warning:mention of anxiety/depression below.

I don’t understand why people are so rude and hateful. Like if you don’t like someone’s work then don’t read it! No one is forcing you. Some people just live to be mean and they have sad miserable lives. People also act like they’re perfect and never make any mistakes. I used to write and no matter how many times I proofread before posting it I’d still always find a mistake somewhere. It happens and it’s really not the end of the world like that person was making it out to seem. Seriously, like I’m sure there will be at least one mistake in this that I’m writing right now. Don’t let them get to you or discourage you.

That being said I love your work! I read through all of it and I keep coming back and rereading my favs. They’ve become like my comfort fics. Do you think you’ll ever open requests again at some point? No rush and it’s 100% okay if you don’t. It’s just that I’ve had this idea for a Yoongi fic involving postpartum anxiety/depression. I’m going through that right now and the thought of having a comforting and loving Yoongi around to be there and be supportive helps get me through it. I wish I had something like that in my actual life. I want to save it for you to write because I really think you could take that idea and write a really good story that will take me through a range of emotions.

Keep doing what you’re doing. If writing is what you want to do and it makes you happy then don’t let some random strangers on the internet stop you. They don’t deserve to have that kind of control over your life!

Thank you so much hunny. I'm glad that my writing can bring you some kind of comfort with my writing and I hope that I can continue to provide you with it as I keep writing xx

I'll add this onto my to do list for when I come back hun, I hope that I can do it and you justice as I write it 🥺💕

#m answered #lovely anon #sending all my love your way

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alyszaen · 1 year

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It’s sheep anon again! (I realized it's been like 2 weeks since my last message, and I had an idea of what to say but didn’t write it yet, but better late than never I guess…) I'm glad that my message could reach so many people. I actually knew that you knew of my messages, but I was a little worried that you had forgotten who I was, so that's why I didn't write too much in case you thought it was a random text wall from a total stranger.

I appreciate your effort and honesty you put into your answers. I totally get how it’s hard to think about happy memories when you’re upset. I kinda just drown in my own emotions until the feelings go away. I actually keep all the cards/gifts/messages I receive either saved on my phone or in my room. It’s a nice reminder that people actually care when I can’t see that for myself. Sometimes I forget to look at them, but whenever I do, I feel much better afterwards. Maybe it’ll help you the next time you’re feeling down.

Also, I read somewhere today that said “the smallest bits of selfcare are a way of recognizing your own worth”, and I think that was really profound. Like if you really didn’t mean anything to anyone, why would you allow yourself to do anything? Even if the only thing you did was to drink some water, taking care of yourself proves your inherent value. Anyways, that’s all I have to say for now. I’m currently working on more messages and expanding on the ideas I jot down whenever I get inspired, so I promise I will send the next one sooner. Have a nice day/night everyone and remember to take care of yourselves! <3

-🐑

Ahhh don't worry, I couldn't have forgotten who you are! Also even a text wall from a total stranger would make me all 🥺🥰

Ahh I always try to be as honest with my answers as possible. I appreciate honesty in people, so the least I can do is give that to them as well. I also used to keep all kinds of letters I got. I still have the letter my brother wrote me for my first birthday.

the smallest bits of selfcare are a way of recognizing your own worth This took me a moment to think about. I guess whoever wrote this is right. I feel like my self-worth is absolutely stronger when I actually take care of myself. If I lounge around I don't necessarily hate myself or anything, but dressing up, doing my hair, cooking a nice meal - all of those things make me love myself more. It's like Ru Paul always says: "If you can't love yourself, how in the hell you gon' love somebody else?"

I hope to hear from you again!

Until then: remember to eat and do at least one small act of selfcare today. <3

#mail4aly #sheep anon

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storybook-lili · 2 years

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👪, 🎂, 🍧, 🙉, 🎭 , 📎, 💧, and ☄️ for Saga please! Don't mind me, I'm just really interested in her xd

Wrong character, but the reaction is still the same! Thank you for showing interest in my little Saga! 🥺

👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?

Aside from Nerissa, Sorenn, and her mother, Saga wasn’t very close to her family members. Oh, she certainly tried to get close to them (especially the ones who shared the same mother), but they were either not interested in her, or she just couldn’t stand how arrogant and selfish some of them were.

Saga has many lovely memories of her mother, but they’ve become very bittersweet after her mother’s mental health declined. Saga tried to visit her on occasion, hoping in vain she will slowly return to her old self with each visit.

Before Vexx, Nerissa was Saga’s only friend in the entire world. She was the only person who cared about Saga’s happiness and showed any interest in Saga’s activities, especially her music. She would often ask Saga to sing her favourite song “Cost of the Crown”.

While Sorenn and Saga didn’t speak much, they got along well whenever they spoke because of their similar personalities (sweet, good-natured, somewhat naïve). Sometimes they would go together to see their mother to see how she was doing.

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?

Saga’s birthday is August 17th.

Honestly, she stopped caring about celebrating her birthday a long time ago. Nerissa would give her a gift and make sure a cake was made for her (specifically ube cake), but that’s about it.

🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?

Saga carries two items from her childhood: the music box from Nerissa, and the green sapphire pendant from her mother.

While Nerissa’s music box is one of her most precious items, Saga was willing to sell it if it meant the money could be used to help her new family, the Andromeda Six crew. She almost cried with happiness when Damon returned it to her, and even got it fixed.

The pendant is very old, almost ancient, its origins long forgotten. Her mother passed it onto Saga a year before her illness took place. She’s never seen without it, and gets a bit aggressive when someone tries to touch it without her consent. Giving up her music box is one thing, but she would be absolutely devastated if she lost her mother’s pendant.

🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worst thing your oc could hear from someone?

“You remind me of your father.”

🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?

Saga’s pretty shy around all strangers, including her family. She rarely went outside or go to social gatherings, so she has very little social skills. That doesn’t hold her back from getting snippy or talk-back at people who are very rude, and her sudden assertiveness really takes people by surprise.

With friends and loved ones, she’s quite lively and can sometimes be a little clingy.

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

Saga’s initial inspiration came from selkies from Scottish folklore. 😊

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

You want a random angst headcanon? I’ll give you a random angst headcanon.

While on an errand, Saga and June come across a harp. June suggests playing the harp, hoping that maybe it will trigger her memories to return. It somewhat works, but in a bad way. She ends up breaking into tears halfway through playing, saying that she remembered being a huge room and an intense feeling of loneliness and loss, but didn’t understand the meaning behind it.

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

That she doesn’t know anything about the galaxy, that she’s kind of dumb and slow and doesn’t have any exceptional talents or skills.

While Saga’s idealism and lack of experience does make her naïve and ignorant to how truly grim the galaxy is, that doesn’t mean she was blind or indifferent to her father’s cruel or unjust rule. She can be an airhead and is not academically inclined, yes, but she can pick up new skills very quickly, especially when she puts her mind to it. Not only is she exceptionally talented in singing and music, she also has a wide range of random skills that she picked up from all the hobbies she picked up over the years (including candle-making, what?).

#andromeda six #andromeda 6 #a6 traveler #saga peg'asi #long post

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the-lonelybarricade · 2 years

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Hi love!

I hope your day was alright today (even if it was gloomy like it was here. I'm assuming it was lmao since it is still winter)! I saw this random post about how despite never having seen your online friends, you likely unwittingly associate them with certain things. And i was like HOLD UP, that is so true. So here are some things I associate with you/the vibe you give me:

Sunshine, but the gentle kind. Not too hot or burning.

On a similar note, a warm tea with a lovely aroma on a rainy day. Makes you curl your fingers around the mug and breathe in deep.

The warm, fuzzy feeling you get when you're content, kinda like how cats just curl up in the sun.

The girl you make friends with on a bus ride, fully knowing you likely won't see her again.

A wink about an inside joke. The smile of a stranger that makes you feel light.

I'm fully aware this might not make sense in the least, so apologies in advance XD

MY LOVE! This is literally the cutest thing in the whole world. Oh my goodness 🥺💕 I'm lost for words, this is so nice! I want to return the favor but I don't know if I'm going to be as good at describing vibes as you are, like I'm going to probably cherish these descriptions for the rest of my life 😭.

Okay okay so these are the things I associate with you:

A really wonderful hug, like the kind that says that person really cares about you, amd makes you feel all safe and loved.

That feeling of being curled up with a good book, right before you settle back into the story and you feel that flutter of excitment to rejoin your friends on their journey.

Being wrapped in a warm, cozy blanket. Just that feeling of being snug and happy.

That person you sit next to on this first day of school and one of you turns to the other and you both kind of mutually decide "we're going to be friends from now on" and then you are 😂

That point in a slumber party when everyone has been up for too long and just giggling at absolutely everything while talking about cute boys. (Except for us it's academic burn out and thirsting over fictional characters)

An act of kindness from someone you've never met. The person who stops to help you pick up something you've dropped, who holds the door open for you, or sees you running towards the bus and stops it for you. Someone who is kind in passing but leaves a lasting impression on you <3

#we exchange hugging gifs like everyday and I FEEL that shit through the screen #so I associate you with a lot of warm and fuzzy things <3 #thank you so much for this darling you've made my whole entire year #arrowmusings literally being the sweetest person on this planet #I do not deserve but I am so grateful and humbled by this friendship <3 #Arrow tag #Arrow tag <3

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