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Very inspired to do literally everything!! (⬅️ guy who repeatedly sets himself up for failure)
#it must be nice to not have adhd#my motivation is so unreliable that i know I cant start new things#it has to be something i consistently want to do or else i know i wont commit to it#even then it doesnt often work but its more likely :(#i get really inspired really easily though and then jump in right away and it fades immediately and im stuck with#5 million half assed projects that i still want to complete but lost intrest in#idk how to explain because like theres still *intrest* theres just no ability to complete it#i wouldnt quite call it lack of motivation either. its just like... i cant
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Hiiiii how have you been love bug? (Please tell me if your uncomfortable with that term since you are non-binary and they/them I’m not sure what nicknames you are uncomfortable with it’s just what I call my friends and just a nickname I have for people in general🫶🏻🫶🏻 ) so I’d like to to request farah with a adhd reader who is hyper forgetful and sometimes has meltdowns ( as someone with adhd)🧡🧡🧡
Hey! I'm fine! Bought some more yarn for my leftover blanket today, which I'm excited to work on! And don't worry, I think love bug is really cute! I don't mind most nicknames, but thank you for being considerate, I really do appreciate it! Hope you're doing well as well ^^
I don't have ADHD, so I don't know at all what it's like for someone with it! I had to do some research on it, so I don't know if these are actually viable methods of helping, but I tried! Please do correct me with something that might help and I'll add it in this post afterwards! I hope this is enjoyable to you regardless! Thank you for the request!
Farah with a Reader with ADHD
Farah doesn’t particularly know a lot about mental illnesses. She may be traumatized, yes, but that doesn’t mean she ever had the time to research any of them. So she’s definitely not the best person to go to when it comes to things like these, but she tries, even if she can’t always understand everything that’s going on. You’re suffering, and that’s enough for her to know she should do something to help you.
You being this forgetful may be a cause of concern for her, though. It’s not every day she meets someone who forgot what they did five minutes prior. It’s especially concerning when it’s something important, though, like seeing a doctor. Although she may be worried for you potentially developing something as severe as dementia eventually, she’ll try to push her worries aside and help you to the best of her abilities. If you ever need reminders, she can help you. Farah remembers and retains things very well, she’s never had any issues with it since she had to in order to get by. If you need to remember something, she’ll remind you a few times a day. You have an appointment? Don’t forget about it tomorrow, I’ll tell you again then. However, she’s also a big fan of post its and will write down whatever it is you may need and place it somewhere she knows you’re going to see it. I know, out of sight, out of mind, but she’ll also text you and have you make reminders on your phone for important things so you don’t forget. Won’t get mad at you for forgetting your anniversary, she can see that it’s hard for you to remember things and won’t yell at you or anything either. However, she will mention that it was your anniversary, or maybe her birthday. For the most part she just wants to spend those days with you, if she can, and will thus remind you. Again, you don’t need to feel ashamed for forgetting, she’ll tell you that it’s quite alright and that you shouldn’t worry. She’s patient like that.
If you have a meltdown in front of her, she definitely would not know what to do at first. Depending on what kind of meltdown it is, she’ll react differently. If it creeps up on you, slowly making you irritated, then she’ll ask you what’s wrong. Regardless of your answer, she’ll ask you how she can help you, if you would like to be left alone or if you would like to take a small break in any way. She gets it and she’ll get you away from whatever is stressing you out so you can slowly recharge. If you really do want to be left alone for a while, she will comply, but will knock on your door to check up on you every once in a while and will bring you some food as well. Farah just wants you to be well, so she’ll take care of you how she thinks might help. Food is always good, food usually helps her, so she hopes it’ll do the same for you as well.
If it’s a sudden meltdown where you don’t know where left and right are anymore, then she’ll get you away from everyone else at first. While she can’t imagine what it’s like for you, it likely isn’t very pleasant for you to be crying and screaming in front of other people. Hoping that you trust her, she’ll try to ground you, asking you how you’re feeling, what you’re feeling and how she could help you. What happened is also another question she would ask you. Again, she won’t really know what to do on her own, but she tries her best. Farah will talk to you in a soothing tone and try to distract you at first so you can calm down a bit. Whether it be cracking a joke or asking you about your top five favorite reptiles. Even if you can’t answer her properly, she’ll just reassure you that it’s okay, that everything is just bad in this moment and that it’ll pass. She’s with you this entire time and won’t leave you unless you want her to. Asks you to breathe a bit with her. In all your time being together, she’s likely learned a breathing technique or two that might help you.
Once your meltdown is over, she’ll be very gentle with you, especially if she can see you’re beating yourself up over it. You really shouldn’t feel ashamed for something that you can’t help, it’s not your fault. If you feel especially down, she’ll give you a kiss on the forehead and get some ice cream with you. Something like a meltdown seems exhausting to her. While she doesn’t want to seem like she’s rewarding you for having a meltdown, she does want you to be kind to yourself afterwards, that’s what the ice cream is for. And if you don’t want ice cream, then some berries, fruits or a small snack will suffice as well. Either way, she’s there for you the entire time until you feel better.
#cod#cod x reader#farah karim#farah karim x reader#I didn't think anyone at all would notice or remember that I'm non binary#I don't really mention that fact as much as other things but it makes me happy that some people do pay attention!#also love bug is a really cute nickname! your friends must be very lucky to have someone like you in their lives!#again I don't have ADHD I only have schizophrenia and there doesn't seem to be too much of an overlap among them#so I really don't know what it's like to live with ADHD but I get the forgetfulness#I have so many reminders on my phone and on small paper notes it's incredible#I also journal every day so I don't forget what I did during the day. that's one of my best habits yet#but yeah I'm also the kind of person who can't remember what they did five minutes ago and it's so very frustrating#sometimes I wanna look something up on google only to forget five seconds later what it was#sometimes retracing my steps helps me remember but not always unfortunately it's very annoying#but we are just so very strong for living with our mental illnesses!!#being mentally ill is exhausting and I can't think of any positives either#I know it may seem hard at times but it's important to be patient with oneself. I learned that the hard way#so please do be kind to yourself anon! you deserve it! you seem like such a nice person!
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HI Uncle Nina <3 Can we hear about how your Rm!Style met as kids?
listen, you guys. i am SO excited for this!!! words cannot express how excited it makes me when i get to talk about the prequel, like they are sooo stikin' cute in the prequel!!! ilysm baby raven and jersey. MWAH!
*eldritchhorror!kenny!nina cracks knuckles n opens up a portal* okay girls, gays n gays, we're going on a field trip,
TO THE PAST!
( i’m chaotic bi ms. frizzle in the pink y2k hello kitty bus )
so, i gotta be honest, my friends, i don't know EXACTLY how old the boys are, but i am gonna say they are anywhere between 6-8 y/o. it's summer time and the broflovski's have just moved to southern park, colorado from sheila's hometown in new jersey...and have moved in right next door...to the marsh family, namely:
ravenstanley r.w. marsh.
who i am using as a primary narrator...FOR ONCE!
because to tell you this was the best day of his life was an goddamn understatement...to tell you that this changed his life, even, is a fkn understatement because this moment, this fateful day GAVE HIS ENTIRE LIFE MEANING. meeting kyle broflovski...was Everything.
again, it wasn't just like 'oh, this boy who moved next door to me is kinda cute, i might have a crush on him'
It Was Dead Serious, Guys.
a teeny tiny, itsy bitsy, ickle ravenstanley marsh heard a single loud, angry, brutal note of the kyle broflovski new jersey slaughterhouse and was immediately irreversibly head over heels IN LOVE with him.
fresh from jersey kyle asked stan if he could open his fresca and the man's synesthesia was flashing, spinning, ringing and dinging like he was playing the world's biggest slot machine and just hit JACKPOT.
and that was before he got a good look at him because...
Wooooowza. <3
all the hundreds of little freckles speckled over his skin like sun-stars, his big, beautiful curly red hair, his gorgeous, glowering mean, green eyes ravenstan was legitimately Breathtaken by kyle's beauty, omfg.
however, the funniest part abt all of this to me is that poor sweet pre!rm rae is legitimately having divine visions and hearing angelic choirs, meanwhile pre!rm jers is just staring blankly at this weird, giant-eyed freaky mouth-breathing rural colorado kid ( who ig is his neighbor now, smh ) that's just staring up at him and sweating and shaking and looks like he's having a Stroke.
edit: i forgot to describe what they looked like so know that ravenstan had come out of the house because his mom told him to say hi to the neighbors and help them with boxes and stuff, say hi to their son, etc.
i think his hair is shoulder length, but its in a lil ponytail, he's in randy's gigantic black sabbath t-shirt, probably has a gigantic edgy boy temp tattoo of a skull or a snake on his neck, smh, little like hot wheels, boy section of target-esqe stickers all over his face and arms, little other edgy elementary school boy marker tattoos on his arms because he literally has always been a rockstar.
meanwhile, jersey, in canon ncu baby kyle fashion, is wearing his gigantic kyle signature orange coat and green ushanka IN THE MIDDLE OF SUMMER because he is self conscious and sheila bought both on sale at the mall during summer when the winter stuff is all half up because she's a thrifty queen and wants him to get wear out of them and break them in...smh.
so he is sweating like hell and just wants to get his fresca open, which is very vintage and still comes in the bottle.
but regarding The Fresca Of Fate,
stan Does eventually ( open / it. )
...in the most chaotic, unhinged way possible, btw.
which is that baby ravenstan bites, rips and twists the cap off with his teeth like a feral fucking animal ( which i think happened because he was legitimately panicking like holy shit, what do i do, what the Fuck do i doooo?!?! i don't know how to get this open but the beautiful spotty boy w/ the perfect voice asked me to do it, so ¡oRALE! )
note: it is this party trick that he'd seen randy do a couple of times and just replicated, but totally ripped his lip open in the process, btw.
anyways, rae hands the fresca back to baby jersey and because he is a fkn idiot but also a superstar ( i love u raven ) shoots kyle the signature stanley marsh wink-peace sign-finger gun combo wombo.
and jersey is just SHOOK because that was, in fact, criminally insane, but also...kinda cool? and an oddly touching gesture because he could have just handed the bottle back or said go fuck yourself, new kid! because he didn't give a shit about this kid from next door and his parents were both busy...but wanted kyle to have his little drinky poo so bad that he literally busted his lip open turning into a can-opener for ky...and did the cutest, weirdest most awkward hand-sign ever.
tldr; it was brave and reckless and boyish and radiant. and kyle, who usually is highly disgusted by the germs of other people...finds that brings the lip of the fresca bottle to his with ease, sips his drink, which tastes like victory and probably a bit like cinnamon red hots, watches his weirdo neighbor give him the wink peace sign finger gun combo and is so weirdly endeared by this that he...
gives stan a rare kyle smile and even rarer kyle laugh. :’)
and this is so glorious and gorgeous to ravenstan that he literally cannot breathe, his heart is pounding in his chest, he is fkn shaking, goes to say something and immediately THROWS UP ALL OVER KYLE AND PASSES OUT. skhdlksahdsh HEEEEELP NO.
but yeah...that's how dad and dad met. please note that in canon ncu fashion ravenstan followed jersey around like a lovesick puppy, ignoring all of the kids trying to get his attention and play with him, desperate for kyle to acknowledge his existence for literally five seconds or accept his offer of being super best friends...
all the while, jerseykyle is trying to get away from him because he doesn't like other people, doesn't want to be friends, just wants to be left alone and be alone skhdld and is like weird kid with the giant eyeballs PLEASE FUCK OFF ( this does make stan fall more in love with him, stan i need you to go to therapy for the type of guys u like ) and this apathy and disinterest continues until...
stan takes the stark's pond hockey puck for him.
and suddenly, kyle's cold dead heart starts beating again, he sees ravenstan in the hospital recovering from slicing his face and mouth open again, who smiles so hard he RIPS his stitches open again, smh and from that moment on, they are Super Best Friends.
but both secretly want something more, legend says.
-uncle nina, obsessed with the prequel <3
#BRAAAAAAAAAAAAANCH IN MY EEEEEEEEEEEYE#sorry i have been dead silent guys when i tell u i have been so busy and so tired that i cannot keep my eyes open omg#but i wanted to give u some canopener lip lore#yes ravenstan still does this as a party trick#its extremely bad for ur teeth don't do it stan likes to be cool#he does not slice his lip open anymore thank goodness#management tells him hes really not supposed to because of the filling in his front tooth but ravenstan is a really bad listener#hi adhd smh#BUT NO LIKE HE IS SO INSANE HE WAS LIKE OH GOD OH FUCK MUST IMPRESS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE#MY NICE MOM IS INSIDE WITH PERFECT BOYS MOM#MY SCARY ASS DAD IS OUTSIDE WITH PERFECT BOYS SCARY DAD AND IM SCARED TO ASK HIM FOR ANYTHING#SO HERE WE GO JUST GONNA USE MY TEETH LMAO#he is insane but he is also a romantico king what can i say#the way kyle was just like...wow that was so weird but also why is my face kinda warm no boy has cared abt me like that#ALSO YES HE DOES THROW UP ON KYLE A LOT WHEN THEY ALMOST KISS MULTIPLE TIMES ITS A THEME#YES IT SUCKS also i love my ncu canon of baby stan being obsessed with kyle and slow burn tsundere kyle#being like fuck off and leave me alone u are so weird while the entire town is like stan marsh pls notice me HEEELP#MY! SONS!!!#but no after the hockey puck incident jersey was wooed#and they were both in secret gay crush on my sbf hell smh
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So the reason I personally think Tech is appearing to be doing “fine” about the changes around him (loss of Crosshair and Echo, Havoc Marauder being stolen) is because he is absolutely not.
This guy is deeply autistic coded, to the point where it’s basically canon (the voice actor has mentioned he perceives Tech to be on the spectrum). And as most of us know, autistic people… we don’t do so well with change. We’re really, really bad with it. We like routines so much!
But wait—you may say—why does Tech act like he’s okay with change? Simple, really: you can’t form routines in a galactic war.
Obviously, there’s routines he could keep. Things like… like the order he ate his lunch, the way he brushed his teeth, how he preparde for battle, etc. That’s portable, for the most part. But he’s not in the same place every day. He’s not doing the same thing every day. He’s not even with the same people every day! Everything changes so constantly!
Not to mention, there’s so much grooming (not THAT type) that the clones go through. They grow up specifically for one thing and one thing only: war. Tech’s case was special, obviously, but that likely guaranteed even more grooming. He was special, like his brothers. I bet they had more hands-on training than most—and likely watched just as closely. So can you imagine what would have happened, had the Kaminoans watched him lose his cool over changes? They couldn’t have let that fly. That’s not going to work on the battlefield. If he can’t adapt, he’s dead.
So. Tech needs to adapt. Tech needs to not break with changes. He needs to cope.
How do you cope with something when you can’t cope? Stuff it deep down. Ignore it. Replace the feelings with something else (ie: working out, drinking, bingeing, etc.) and refuse to acknowledge anything else.
Tech can’t keep up with changes. Tech can’t deal with them. So… he doesn’t deal with them. At all. He doesn’t let himself acknowledge the way he would have used to. He bottles them, he ignores them, whatever you want to call it.
(So no fuckin wonder he kept lashing out at Wrecker. How much can a person keep inside before the dam cracks and something leaks through?!)
#‘I have to respect their decisions’ is what he tells omega#‘Even though it can be difficult to understand we must carry on.#I may process moments and thoughts differently but it does not mean I feel any less than you.’#He is processing! differently!#because he is autistic!#and that process! is not actually… processing. z#he doesn’t wholly understand BUT HE MUST CARRY ON#so that’s my ted talk#thank you for coming to it#hope you had a nice time.#autistic tech#(my beloved)#clone trooper tech#tbb tech#tech the bad batch#star wars: the bad batch#also please note I’m coming from my personal experience as an AuDHD person. autistic with adhd.#don’t you dare try to diminish my thoughts and feelings and life experiences just because you don’t completely agree with this.#all autistic people are different and I am not wrong for how I exist.#and also that being said: your view of his ability to deal with change may vary if you are a fellow autistic person who deals with—#—change diffferently than the norm! please please view this ep to how your life experiences mould your perception of tech!#do not pay attention to me if your autism and mine don’t line up and thus our versions of tech are different in our heads#you do you <3 I love you
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Henry put a small couch he found on the curb into the back room. He used this to crash on after he stayed up late working on a clock and didn't want to walk up their death trap stairs in the middle of the night. Marietta told him to stop, but he convinced her to let him keep it so toddler Gerty could take naps in the same room they were working in.
#idk i just want nice things for them#but i must acknowledge that they're poor so they get road couch i guess#anyways they still have this couch and john n lets the animals sleep on it after he's done working on them#it's also where Mortimer slept in his depression era before they moved him to Nelly's old room#failure: a love story#failure a love story#henry fail#marietta fail#gerty fail#autism#adhd#others don't get tagged because they're not in the main post
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just got back from a weekend camping trip with my dnd group, some of whom do a Lot more outdoorsy stuff than I and it was delightful to discover that despite that, I am perfectly competent and not to brag but much better at preparing and executing.*
my favorite part was when my very drunk (last night) friend/dm told me (this morning) that he didn’t realize that I put Marty Robbins on in the tent to calm him down last night and he thought I was just singing to him**
#*this is something I think of often about my adhd/autism/mom abuse combo. I’m very good at making plans bc everything must be in order.#it helps me be very good at camping/situations where we have limited resources.#**we all drank the same amount and I discovered that I hold my alcohol waaay better than my friends and am not a sympathy puker.#was told at multiple points both last night and this morning by everyone involved at some point that they trust me very much#and that I am a very level headed person when drunk and that they trust me very much.#it was very nice and very very affirming and it made me cry last night#but one of the people is very private and was placed directly in my care and told me I make them feel safe and was very physically attached#in a keeping them upright way and idk it just made me feel like I DO have a place in other peoples lives in a good way
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on another note i think i am perfecting the art of writing emails to professors that are slightly kiss-assy with also a tasteful amount of "please for the love of god just give me a passing grade even if its out of pity alone" sprinkled in
#yeahhh prof its the adhd meds and also im burnt out and also i have other medical issues that im dealing with and also im a freshman :(#yeah so thats why im missing a buncha assignments and then also missed the extensions you gave for those assignments#but thank you so so so so much for your patience and understanding i really really appreciate it have a good summer!!!#<- amd its not like im lying but good lord. refraining from laying it on too thick is an art i must Perfect if i am to get through 4 years#i will never be above The Pity Grade. but it would be nice to not need it at some point goddamn!!!!!!!!
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as a kid i always wondered why the church and co-op classes i went to never had the difficult kid, because i always thought should be one in class because that’s what was on Tv and in books. i thought i got lucky to not have one in any of my classes
it was me
i was the problem child.
did i realize that? no! i was to awesome and unique to be the problem child
#and that’s on tiny frizzles self confidence#also like#less causing problems i just probably freaked out my teachers#MOST of them where nice#the one who wasn’t hated all my siblings#so it wasn’t just a me thing#the only time i thought there was a problem child in my class#was when there was a boy with hyperactive adhd#and i thought they where annoying so they must have been problem children#that annoyance was actually sensory overloads but i didn’t know that
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i need to take a shower but my bed is SO comfy what is joe biden doing to address this
#the adhd is adhding#i have plans tomorrow morning and i have to dress nice so i MUST wash my hair#but i am so eepy :((
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The fact I refuse to confront/inform the people who have basically ruined my mental state and my ability to function bc that would make them feel bad is honestly bonkers
#miranda talking shit#I cant say id be having a good and normal life if i wasnt abused as a young child but im 90% sure I'd not have this must trouble#Id still have my autistic and add problems but my anxiety and depression would definitely be a lot better#Its... Insane. That my older brothers probably have no idea how much they have actually ruined my life/mental state from such an earlh age#As 4 yrs old... Hell they might not even remember it or even think it was a 'big deal'. I know my second oldest brother probably falls into#The latter. I know now that they both most likely have undiagnosed adhd/autism and they used me as a way to act out/feel better#But being told youre stupid. Fat. Ugly. Useless from the age of 4 like... I cant stress how much it have ruined my self image#Ive tried to build confidence in myself and love myself since my teens and i can barely say im 'avarge' without doubting it#Like they also hit me but that's nothing compared to the mental torture i had to go through on an almost daily basis#Funniest thing is that bc it happened/started when i was so young i didnt think it was... Bad or weird or abnormal.#I started crying when my parents told me to go tell my brothers it was dinner time. I was terrified of knocking on their doors#I still to this day 20 years later am still incredibly uncomfortable and anxious talking with them and i havent been able to make much of#An relationship with them bc of it. Im scared to say anything to them even if its simple shit. And men/boys in general ive thus been#Terrified of since i was young. Once again i thought it was normal to mistrust and be scared of men until i was in my teens#I wish i could hate them i wish i could be angry i wish i had someone to blame#But no my brain is too nice and give excuses to them. Their actions are excused. They have ruined me mentally but thats not their fault#Fuck that might be true but they were still 6 and 11 years older than me. I didnt have a chance to protect myself in any way#I wish someone saw i wasnt okay. I wish someone understood that i wasnt well. I wish someone saw me.#Negative#Abuse
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PROOF THAT IM NOT DEAD YET IM JUST STRUGGLING WITH ART BLOCK THIS IS ALL IVE GOT YALL
(if you'd like to read the text simply open in a new tab, under the cut is also a translation if you'd rather that instead! :D i didnt wanna cut n post a bunch of images compiled together this time im lazy)
RIDE THE TIDE: LEADER
Kawa! Healed Sanatized Ex-Soldier
Weapon: Slosher (normal)
Role: Frontline Offense
"Well, ain't that cute!"
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RIDE THE TIDE: PAINTER
Ichigo! Clan Family Runaway
Weapon: Flingza-Roller
Role: Defense Clean-up
"Eh, I need the cash."
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RIDE THE TIDE: ANCHOR
Jackie! Anarchy Champion
Weapon: Splatterscope (Will also use the Z+T variant)
Role: Backline Support
"Just give me a challenge, would ya?"
note: Jackie is half-blind and partially melted in the face
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RIDE THE TIDE: ASSAULT
Garbage! Kraken Squid from Alterna
Weapon: Heavy Splattling Deco
Role: Aggressive Frontline
"It plays mean for much fun!"
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ANGELFISH ANCHOR: TEAM LEADER
Ika! A Petty Princess
Weapon: Classic Squiffer
Kawa's EX Best Friend
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ANGELFISH ANCHOR: ASSAULT
Toxix! Alterna Researcher in Secret
Weapon: Dapple Dualies Nouveau
Mimic Octopus *Watching For Garbage (searching was a typo)
#masky says#everyone must be so nice to me rn#splatoon#splatoon ocs#oc: kawa#oc: ichigo#oc: jackie#oc: garbage#legal name be polite and put some respect on it :)#oc: ika#oc: toxix#now if you'll excuse me i gotta violently rush to finish my catalogue before the next season rolls in#SURELY I CAN GET THIS DONE AT LEVEL *grabs my phone* 23#I JUST GOTTA GET TO LEVEL 78 ITS FIIIIINE#*sobs in adhd makes it so fuckin hard to just sit and play games for hours which is weird cause most people have the opposite problem*#committing to a match is my problem i play better with other people >3>
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How will any of them survive a post-BPS scamless world
(comic is Retire Ed)
#Sfw#He Spittle#eene#I like the stark contrast between this and the chickenpox episode like theyre only fine not scamming if they absolutely cannot#Peace is boring we must sow chaos immediately for our own enjoyment#Ed wants to have fun with his friends & Double-Dee was expecting today to be a Scam Day & is miffed he cant build anything#I know its not that deep but I like the implication that Eddy’s gotten a lot more comfortable just relaxing#I know as someone w/ADHD not doing something all the time used to be unnerving but now its nice to just sit back smtimes#This comic just became funnier to me bc I just remembered that Ed n Double-Dee do random shit with each other all the time#But its like. Eddy’s not joining even tho we want to so something with him :( we have to bother him all day now
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aw man. I was getting notifications from google drive every time my professor made a comment on my document, at first I thought they were late notifications bc it's like 8am rn, but I just got one that was like "my son just woke up, so I'll continue later! :)" . heart it warmed.
#also. it must be nice to not have executive dysfunction :')#i need so many hours to get myself awake and active. ugh#and dhe out there reading papers at this time ofthe day AND being a mother#and she's also pregnant so like !!!!#holy fuck#my adhd would never#lua talks
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I'm thinking about how you guys have said before I write/type a certain way, how you can tell when it's me who wrote the meta in the tags or liveblog or headcanon before you even see the username and
1. WHAT do I write like lol that you can immediately tell its me? ToT
2. Admittedly I do apologize for the bizarre way I word shit at times especially when I'm liveblogging and writing fast like just thoughts and periods between em and. I swear to you I did get As in English classes and could tutor people in writing essays and correct grammar it's just that skill of clarity is absolutely not being used outside academic contexts apparently
#rant#also like. the adhd. i CANNOT summarize my thoughts in like 150 characters or less lmao#which is one reason i never got a twitter#you know how when you have adhd you worry no one is going to properly get what you meant?#and then on top of that your thoughts are scattered and you struggle to summarize so even if they Could grasp#wtf you mean... you still need 2000 words to even communicate it to someone else in a roughly close way to how you meant?#yeah. ;-; yeah thats partly why i type how i do#i hope the bits that arent grammatical ARE conveying my meaning in an emotional way (like the capital letters and periods)#and ARE conveying i mean a joke or emphasis or that its my personal#emotional liveblogging reaction in a comedic over the top way and#not actually the serious No Discussion opinion#like. i am aware its very easy to sound dead serious online and also grumpy and i desire not to come off that way#in work emails which must be of course formal and grammatically correct#i use smiley face abrasively often. like 80% of my emails have :) and thank you!#in them. because i want people to feel that they are being responded to warmly.#meanwhile a literary essay? im to the point and arguementative and theres no I of course in the essays and#theres no concern with sounding nice or anything but making your point#but its a sphere where that is expected. whereas online you talk directly like that?#someone will argue youre implying your opinion is absolute and theirs is invalid (rather than it just being a stating of your opinion#as one of many existing possibilities). and then youre getting yelled at for saying some basic shit like#love coffee as a sleep aid. (because someone has to say coffees BAD and someone else has to shout coffee gives them shakes and insomnia#and u didnt happen to mention in 150 characters or less you have adhd so coffee Does put you to sleep but thats not true of everyone of#course and was NOT meant to be a blanket suggestion and hence you end uo needing... 2000 words to avoid an arguement)
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oh hello, yet another ADHD app designed to help with routines!
unfortunately I can't afford your subscription, do you know why?
BECAUSE I CAN'T MANAGE THE MOST BASIC ROUTINES WITHOUT THE HELP YOU PUT BEHIND A PAYWALL YOU PREDATORY FXCKS!
I'm open to recommendations, in case any of you found a free alternative to apps like Brili, Tiimo, Routinery or RoutineFlow...
#this is especially irritating when the dev team claims to be a bunch of ADHDers themselves#they decided to prey on those ADHDers who can't fxcking hold a job without outside help#and I don't the most basic of routine managements should be locked behind a paywall#like it must be nice to not need the same amount of help/get the help#but I don't#call me entitled I don't think it's fair that I have to pay a monthly fee just to simulate a functioning brain others were born with#while those who should understand me more than the abled profit off of my need and desperation#absolutely disgusting#like I expect corporations to be this scummy#but not the teehee small ADHD dev teams who allegedly aim to support their own#adhd#adhd app#routine apps#accessibility#paywall#audhd
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turns out i have fasd (fabulous amazing silly disorder) 👍
#all the symptoms except the face thing#but thats actually a misconception and many people with fasd dont have the face#every single symptom matches up#every strength and weakness i have matches#which is kinda sad because it feels like my whole personality is just a Symptom lmfao#but its nice to know that there's a reason why i cant concentrate or do any studying and why im so forgetful n stuff#and im glad i found out so i dont hate myself for the rest of my life#and theres a reason im the way i am#and it isnt my fault#so yeah lol#hey guys im joining the neurodivergent gang wassup#it sucks though that theres no community for us#like with adhd and autism theres like a community because its so well known#but with fasd theres nothing#but there must be so many people who have it cuz all it takes is just a few drinks to fuck up the baby#but who get it misdiagnosed as autism or adhd because theyre similar#and cuz its such a bitch to get fasd diagnosed cuz no one wants to listen to you if you dont have The Face#i wont ever get it diagnosed probably or not at least whilst im a kid#because my mum doesnt want me to and doesnt listen when i tell her i have it even tho she has enough evidence that my bio mum drank#and i know she'll say theres no point because theres nothing we can do about it and itll just look bad on my resume blah blah blah#but it would be nice to and i would like to have it diagnosed just so its official and i can feel better about it a little#maybe one day ill do a campaign or something and spread awareness of it cuz that would be nice#and thats actually something i want to do maybe and get a purpose#and to help the kids like me who used to feel there was something horribly wrong with them and they couldnt concentrate or do anything#and who felt they were lazy and who were so miserable#because ITS NOT THEIR FAULT!!!#youre not lazy youre trying your best and doing so well#i want it to be more well known so people dont feel as awful about themselves and spend their life hating themselves#but for now ill just try to survive until adulthood#red meows
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