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twovampswalkintoa · 4 months
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Irina,
19.09.1920
As the manifestation of my guilt, you and I never grew close. I apologise for my inability to reckon with my own melancholy. You could have been a daughter I held close to my heart, but I felt it unfair to you to watch as I always prioritise my sons. 
You have grown to be a powerful and capable woman. I am sorry for many things, that you will always be trapped in girlhood, that you must clutch onto your brother for your continued safety, that you were so tormented in your mortal life and that it will haunt you forever due to the madness of my Blood. 
Stay strong in my memory. I wish to not be ashamed of you any longer. Young Augustus reminds me of you, though he will be your brother’s age when I Embrace him. He has such spirit and tenacity. I think the two of you will find a kinship together of sorts. I do hope your brother gives you the breathing room to allow another Kindred into your life. Augustus is curious and kind. He will want to protect you. 
I hope you can forgive me, child. I never wanted this unlife to trap you in such misery. I only ever wanted to keep your brother happy. 
Do not live in my shadow. Move past me, live fully. Embrace the new century, my Irina. 
With love and hope, 
Anastasia Merai.
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jem-jam · 5 months
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will no longer be reblogging stuff for 'two vamps walk into a' here as i have a blog for it now - if you like the vtm/vampiric aesthetic stuff then i'd head to @twovampswalkintoa.
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