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i am FERAL for sub!matt. like some nasty shit.
he whines over the smallest of praise and gets so worked up when you deny him ur touch. he might even cum without you having to touch him at all. his face when he indulge him, eyes rolling back and shutting, breath uneven and labored, his hips squirming under ur contact because he’s already so fucking sensitive.
“f-fuck, oh my god…please, please, I can’t…”
his dick is still hard even after cumming 3 times. his body betrays him, he still wants more, even though it hurts so fucking good.
all self-respect has left his mind, and all that can penetrate his line of thinking is you and how good you make him feel.
he lets out the most pathetic whine when you finally start to ride him after making him cum with just ur hands. and it’s better than anything he’s felt before.
matt can tell he won’t last long, no shot. immediately his stomach is flexing and his jaw hangs slack. you grab his chin, lining it up, and spit in his mouth roughly. matt lays his hand on his throat as he swallows, groaning at the taste.
from that alone he’s already cumming, so fast and so hard, he’s begun to start babbling. “sorry, sorry, i’m cummi—oh my god, sorry. so good, you’re so good, ma. shit, fuck, i can’t…” tears form in his eyes at the aftershock of the orgasm. even after you expect him to be done, he’s still careening and shooting cum into you, accidentally biting his tongue from the excursion.
even after his orgasm his eyes stay closed as he catches his breath, making your hands rise and fall from their place on his chest.
his eyes flutter open slowly and he licks his lips and swallows. glazed over and watery, he looks up at you, still trying to catch his breath.
but you don’t give him time and you lean down to connect your lips roughly, immediately inserting ur tongue into his mouth. ur kissing him so hard he’s leaning his head back and moaning into your mouth like a fucking slut.
you get off of him and his dick slides out sloppily. matt winces at the friction, so so sensitive from how many times you made him cum.
“i can’t do another, ma. it hurts too much.” he breathes, rubbing up and down your waist, fingers gliding over your hip bones.
“ok, that’s ok,” you tell him, using your hands to slick back his hair from his face that is clinging to the sheen of sweat that formed. “wanna go take a shower?”
he nods and smiles one of his smiles, and your heart fills with admiration and warmth. you kiss his forehead one last time, and both make your way to the bathroom.
OHHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDD MY TOES ARE CLENCHED READING THIS MY JAW IS ON THE FLOOR .. you're my new best friend
SMUT BELOW!
anon you're so right god, sub!matt would be so pathetic. all he wants to do is please you and even if he claims he's spent and can't give you another orgasm, you know he has it in him, and so does his body. he'd try so, so hard to hold on and wait for your permission to cum but god it feels so good. he'd bust a load right into you while sobbing out apologies, tears streaming down his flushed face.
he'd whimper and whine so loudly the only thing you can do is hold his jaw level to your mouth before roughly spitting in it. at that he'd let out the prettiest moan, quieting down into incoherent mumbles and curses.
why not make him take another round while you're at it. but with his hands cuffed to the headboard. blindfolded too, just to see him squirm with anticipation. his cock twitches at even the slightest of touches, whimpering so pathetically it makes you dizzy.
hell, he'd be so worked up that he'd come the moment he finally feels your lips on his skin, whether or not you're kissing close to his throbbing cock or not doesn't matter to him. after all he's just a pitiful little toy, a good one. wanting nothing more than to please you, and only you.
while he's handcuffed, why not take the blindfold off and give him a little show. why not tie a vibrator to his angry cock and leave him to fend for himself while you prop yourself up on the end of the bed. you touch yourself slowly, whining and moaning for matt while he's lost in his own ecstasy as the vibrator buzzes away right by his sweet spot. he tries so hard to keep his eyes on you, but with how worked up he is and how many orgasms you've already pulled from him, he knows he can't keep up anymore. his eyes roll back as his thighs flex, cock twitching before he cums all over his stomach.
he's out of breath as are you. you turn the vibrator off while cooing at him, telling him how he's your good boy, how he did oh so well for you.
he'd give you the sweetest fucked out eyes before mumbling, "all for you mamas, only for my mamas."
#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo smut#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#nick sturniolo#sturniolo x reader#sturniolo smut#sturniolo fanfic#chris sturniolo smut#4sturns anons
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HOLY SHIIIIIT! THIS HIT ME IN THE SPHERES OF DEEPER FEELINGS.
oh my goddddd
ohhhh my god
from Oscar being so quiet and carrying so much baggage and just wanting his driving to do the talking. Andrea saying how much extra time he put in back at the factory getting to know everyone and show how hard he wants to work. being a major Lando fan and admiring how Lando leads and operates within McLaren. but also fully aware that the fans and Lando were already fully attached to Carlos and Daniel and Oscar is absolutely nothing like those guys. him deciding that the best way to deal with that was to not try and emulate them, to not force a new 'bromance' or friendship and instead let Lando lead the way on their relationship beyond the car the way he was following Lando's lead within the team.
while Lando, who hates instability and change, was dealing with the loss of yet another teammate and bond he'd made and having everyone talk about him now being the experienced/older one to this new rookie. not at all comfortable with the idea and not knowing how to read this guy who is so quiet and in a lot of ways independent in a way Lando never got to be - and so damn calm all the time! but he's nice and respectful and extremely quick and it's pretty new and interesting to feel pushed and challenged by someone his own age. and they fully connect where it counts: the car. and unlike lone wolves Carlos and Daniel, Oscar doesn't seem to have one foot out the door and is working so hard to help Lando's beloved team. and like, the "he's coming" and Lando being excited by Oscar the driver even if he's still unsure of him otherwise.
to now, where Oscar has lost that wide-eyed expression and doesn't need to ask for directions anymore and he knows everyone's names! he's taken an pretty short amount of time off compared to other drivers and has a smile on his face in every shot and every picture of him back at MTC and testing. even smiling while training outdoors in the dreary English weather. he's kept up with what Lando's been doing but again, clearly left it to Lando to determine what their relationship looks like during the off season.
and then there's Lando who finishes his holidays and immediately replies to Oscar's first non-standardized tweet and keeps on liking content about them as teammates. responding in interviews how much he values stability and how reassuring it is that neither he nor Oscar are going anywhere anytime soon. and how !! when he talks about visiting Daniel in Perth he speaks directly to Oscar and explains how it was a spur of the moment thing in between the next stop because he's not entirely sure why but he feels like he needs to explain that to his new Australian teammate. doubles down on what a flying, unplanned visit it was in another interview. has people saying how happy he looks and him beaming and glowing even through a typical February in the UK after visiting the most beautiful parts of the world. walking and holding himself with a confidence he never has before. maybe it really really suits him, being The Star instead of the little guy revolving around and reacting to someone else. maybe it was always perfect that Oscar is more than happy to stand back and enjoy Lando navigating the good and bad of stardom. without racing, Oscar would have been an engineer. without racing, Lando would always have been a star. maybe Lando realized it suits him better to choose rather than to be chosen !
and just that shot of Oscar lifting his head and mirroring Lando's position - but he has this smug, satisfied little smile because while he'd never dream of being too cocky, Lando's made it clear that this is his teammate now and they are going to be a major threat if all else holds.
#inchreplies#again for people who don't get it: I enjoy writing these things but NO I am not living and dying based on if I'm right about any of this#landoscar#twinklaren#mctwinks#inchidentallyanessay
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I'm so thirsty
LK 122: Friends in Versailles Places
(pt1)(pt2)(pt3)(pt4)(pt5)
oooh another ep where the whole animation budget is spent on fashionable ho's! Honestly, palate-cleanser.
Do they bone?
Well, at least everyone here's gonna get some action tonight.
oh my GOD they ARE gonna bone! Good for them.
Hey now, that's Benji's dick you're insulting
oooh its the Laffy Taffy episode!
Ain't shit to do in Philly today, huh, Henri?
Man's absolutely GLISTENING he must moisturize.
AND he brought an entire entourage, damn.
he's the top agent in this outfit, and he's open for contracting!
How does he fucken know, do the French have receptors in their brains to detect Frenchie Pheromones.
whatever Lafayette was expecting, it was not for a feral raccoon child to immediately imprint on him.
Do they bone? Wow I am entirely too invested in the sex lives of the extras.
Henri Richard Maurice Dutoit LeFevbre, orphan.
Marie-Joseph Paul Yves Roch Gilbert du Motier, Marquis de la Fayette.
Gilbert Fontaine de la Tour Dauterive, the Man of the House
Okie dokie, Jober La Fayette!
Okay but how thrilling is it for Henri, a poor orphan peasant, to be on first-name basis with a fucking marquis within thirty seconds of meeting him.
Undercover whig Lady No-name Phillips is keeping tabs on her daughter.
Can't keep her daughter from flirting with an penniless orphan rebel yank, though.
Moses I know we're all impatient for our otp to be canon but you can't hurry slowburn.
This wasn't in the itinerary!
oh my goddddd do the yawn/stretch/hug thing, James, do it nowwwww
Lafayette is not impressed.
I love how Lafayette keeps politely reminding everyone here he's trying to get to Congress, meanwhile none of these agents can read a room.
"And this is Sarah! :) .... and James."
*deep inhale*
The Baron of Kalb. But I fucking love Bear on the Cob.
Also, calm down, Sarah.
ahhh, the banter.
He's trying so hard.
#liberty's kids#tricorn watches#tricorn on the cob watches LK and makes inane commentary#Lafayette#amrev#Henri LeFevbre
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succession finale thoughts
rewatching already because i need to write this down while i'm still on that finale high
the immediate problem of the episode is stewy making drama. i love himmm
why would "golden parachute" frank even be in the consideration to vote 'no' for the deal??? we're grasping at straws here oh i feel for tellis despite his soulless blond self
NICKY BEE FIRE IT UP ONE LAST TIME ... god im gonna miss this theme song 🥺
when shiv said that tom is easy to manipulate while mattson is looking at the political cartoon of them. what a blunder
shiv calling her mom an associate in front of mattson slkflskgls
"are there any positives about the nightmare we've shared?" "yeah you've fallen in love finally. fallen in love with our scheduling opportunities." goddddd im so obsessed...yessss they're so awfulllllll like so true jesse make this show also a story of their marriage noah baumbach whomst????
sorry to be so kenstewpilled but the white button down, sleeves rolled up and this line???? delectable. i must speak my truth here like how could stewy not vote 'no'?
new jess.....good for you Jess you escaped this sinking ship
i gasped seeing kendall's sunglasses this episode. that has to be japanese made. nowhere else in the world make such stylish sunglasses. gorgeous pair
greg makes 200k? per month OR year????? answer me. answer meeeeee
love the Lawrence name drop! like we miss u king
the entire lukas and tom dinner scene is sooooo
tom confessing all he he built was sand and he's paranoid to keep what he has. mattson knowing he's hungry but wants to know if he's willing to betray shiv
THEN lukas immediately belittling shiv : she was pushy, she wasn't as vital as i thought she'd be, i'm SUCH a big man i know everything, she's fuckable and she wants me too
and TOM eats it????? so mattson chooses him !!!!
ugh i dont want shiv she has a lot of ideas and i want to fuck her ugh fucking disgusting ubermensch i hope jeryd doesn't win ohio and waystar royco gojogo get FCC up in their ass
alexander skarsgard's line read and acting choices r amazing tho
me to my sister: why haven't any of them used a live translator to check what the swedes are talking about? (greg in the final episode uses one) OK FINALLYYYY
shiv screaming from another room is hilarious
logan promised kendall ceo when he was seven.......the crown prince.....if dad didn't need me i don't know what i would be for.....
shiv and roman bonding at the beach after election night. when they're doing impressions of kendall and knowing sarah and kieran are each other's fave scene partners....this scene was the one that hit me that i'm watching the FINALE finale
meal fit for a king scene....when i watched this scene i was all smiles but underneath the DREADDD knowing they might be showing this because it may be the final time the scenes are happy together. oh honey. we got a big storm coming.
not shiv saying all that to willa and connor not getting slovenia in the end....the terror
the iphone video dinner scene? cheesy as fuckkkkk im sorry that was sentimental as shit and maybe a tad unnecessary. i did cry tho i did...
"IT'S FUCKING TOM." the fight in the bathroom??? mattson rallying his crew???? the convoy to hq??? with THE MUSICCCCC???? FUCKKKK UGH HOT UGH!!!! GO OFF NICHOLAS!!!!
loveeee roman's all black outfit. so chic! (he's still mourning 🙃)
and we cheered. if anything else, us gay stewy truthers won succession
(also noticed that in the above pic - the only picture of the kids on logan's table is shiv. forshadowing? maybe, maybe not but lol)
the final 20 minutes of the finale *screaming into a pillow*
like roman immediately spiralling upon seeing gerri. doubting himself, questioning his autonomy, his worth. and did kendall....break roman's stitches on purpose. to like?? steady him somewhat??? good god. what the fuck.
shiv in this shot like...this is the closest to ultimate power she'll ever have and she's reveling in it. despite herself, she enjoys being kingmaker. that's why she went into politics
it's just. i wanna wrap my head around why shiv didn't vote 'no'. is it because she *has* seen the toxicity of protecting this company infect her brothers during election night? they should take the deal and get out? is it to freeze kendall and roman out of the company as they often had done to her? if i can't be ceo, then no one can? and mattson wants tom to be the ceo and i get to manipulate tom so i win this battle? i can keep my proximity of power by virtue of being a woman that my brothers would never have? is that it? does this make sense?
(but we all know mattson is keeping tom because he's a yes man. he won't have any real power in the waystar royco gojogo so like *sad kazoo noise*)
kendall lying about the manslaughter not being real. the real thing they've bonded over??? just because it may not make him ceo??? jelly-spined move
shiv laughing kendall going 'i'm the eldest boy' and walking away going "fucking child". lmaooo deserved
i wonder if roman saying all that abt sophie & iverson is a way to distract kendall from shiv, maybe even a little spite to get back at him for supposedly lying abt the manslaughter
roman going "we're nothing." yeah...yeah....you are.....
(but they have 195 per share....so)
kendall clicking the elevator to floor zero. cinema.
the one guy entering the elevator with kendall. has he been oblivious abt what just went down? if it were me, i'd wait for the next one
tom being ceo slgjklskglskglsklhgsfglskg
him keeping gerri and karolina this is a win for the glass ceiling shatterers /jk
and tom keeping greg? will he needs someone to bully since mattson&mencken is gonna use him as a punching bag in turn lol
yes the tiger! he destroyed his cage! yes YES the tiger is out!!!!
i truly can't believe that roman came out of this series unscathed (somewhat). like his breakthrough this episode? him realizing his self worth has been hinged on inheriting the company aka his father's love? time to go back to therapy
(also him drinking a martini because that's gerri's favorite drink. what a choice!)
and friends i was rubbing my hands with anticipation when tom approaches the car just hoping hopingggg shiv was in it and when it turns out she was??? i was chanting 'hand in unlovable hand' over and over and when tom offered his hand??? i was fully clapping it AND when shiv TOOK IT?? i was fully screamingggg
in all seriousness, what a bleak ending for shiv. relegating herself as the wife of ceo. just like her mother. the power dynamics of the man she think is beneath her is now her husband and the father of her child and in the company position she coveted all her life. she can never win...she willing stay in the tarpit....shiv my tragic girlfailure i love youuu
when kendall shows up in the park in a tweed coat i was like 'oooo i hope colin is behind him' and when they pan to show he is?????? i was cheering. the micheal corleonification of kendall roy
head under water.....aaaahhhh ambigious kendeath my beloved <3
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Not to just rant in your inbox about Connor McDavid but every time I read a new article, I’m just immediately driven insane by it. Like, did you know that child Connor made his little friends he was practicing with sing o Canada before basement games? Because I now do, and it’s ruining my life. And every time I see anything, I think of your primer which is genuinely a canon text to me.
“As a youngster, the sport’s next great prospect played mini-sticks in the basement with his friends. First, he would have them congregate in a room off to the side. “That was like their dressing room,” Kelly says.
Then he would have them all march out together, and sing Oh Canada before they played.”
oh my goddddd,,,,, baby connor wanted this SO bad and now he has it he's the best in the world he's got everything,,, except that cup
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hi kia u didn't ask but everytime I read "po3" or "PoT" all I think of is Power of Three - Warrior Cats and my brain immediately and involuntarily assigns PO3 characters to Party of Three characters
*fuck you
(I did not accidentally highlight the above text to move it then accidentally delete it while clicking the send ask button no nope did not do that)
IM GONNA POST THESE ON THE BLOG TOO BUT OH MY GODDDDD SHUT UP. PLMFAO PELASE. GOD THEY ARE PERFECT IM FUCKING YELLING????????????????
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HI HOWS THE ALBUM (← insane)
you know how when l(glu) was released april said this:
[image ID: a screenshot of text from a page on the song lyric website genius. it reads, "underscores said, 'Everything was too sad. I wanted to have some fun.' the text is white on a dull grey background.]
i underestimated it and i am having a TIME. um so i wrote up some thoughts i had on every song (i don't really know how to properly talk about music but i really like underscores so i am going to say things anyway haha)
(SPOILERS FOR WALLSOCKET BY UNDERSCORES BEYOND THIS POINT. content warnings for songs discussing grooming, war, suicidal ideation and transphobia.)
track 1: Cops & Robbers
i remember mentally exploding when i saw the thumbnail for this pop up on youtube. every time i hear the beginning guitar section my brain chemistry just is like... YEAHHHHHH ITS WALLSOCKET TIME!!!!!! this song just feels so so fun—the "haha gotcha" tone of it, and the speed and energy, and the part where it's like "and its full of all of your money / yEAHHH!!!"—i looped this thing so much until the other singles came out (and then i looped those. a lot.)
i love love love the bridge of this song and it gets stuck in my head all the time
track 2: Locals (Girls Like Us)
it's another underscores and gabby start banger!!!!!!! i love the songs both of these artists make and this one is no exception. immediately when the intro started i was like YEAHHH!!!! and then when the spoken "good luck" suddenly turned into that loud sample "Good Luck!" i was honestly startled enough to jump the first time i listened to it.
this is one of the songs where i don't really get the full symbolism behind everything yet (the whole horse section in the gabby part... basically gabby's entire part actually because i am not sure what the things they mention symbolize)
i really like how the repeating words mantra extends basically throughout the whole song in different ways, and the chorus is so so catchy
track 3: Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i really enjoy the wordplay underscores uses in her lyrics a lot... like how she describes a fishing lure to play into the "taking the bait" theme in the chorus (at first i was like "huh??? what colorful piece of plastic?" and then i was like OHHHHH!!!!) and how she indirectly alludes to things ("the name of my illness/is just one letter short of my own" - S*nny is five letters and i think this song is about S*nny's queer identity so the four letter word being referenced here might be LGBT??? not sure / and the "my favorite animal is engraved on the sides of my ribs" which i currently don't know the meaning of, but the person on Genius who suggested it was a reference to the creation of Eve makes a really cool point)
the transition in this song to the Patented Louder Ending Section is just soooooo soooo pretty... it gets me every time...
shoutout to this "OH" in particular.
track 4: You Don't Even Know Who I Am
originally when this song came out (both unofficially in "The Story of S*nny", then its official release), it honestly was not my favorite, but now it gets stuck in my head a lot and i don't mind at all! the singing and effects pair really well together. I also really like the intermittent beeping sounds that occasionally show up.
edit: i was lucky enough 2 be able to go to a live show and OH MY GOD was this song SOOOO cool in it. the freaking lightbulb effect is so cool when i realized what was going on with it i screamed
originally when i first started listening to this song i really liked the last loud bit but now i'm not really sure why but it's kind of off to me now? i dont know maybe something about the notes is a little weird to my ears but i still enjoy
track 5: Johnny johnny johnny
oh my god. OHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDD. this song has been stuck in my head since my first listen and will probably stay that way for the next month or so. this song is so amazing. IMMEDIATELY i was extremely intrigued by the way it opened (i had never heard of the Johnny, Johnny hand game thing before, and upon looking it up i was like OH MAN you KNOW the song is going to be mind blowing when it has LAYERS like this).
i think my first impression with this song was that it kind of reminds me a lot of underscores's MARINA covers?? like in a really good way, since i think underscores has mentioned marina as an inspiration and it's so cool seeing how many kinds of music she can make
i also love how like... expressive underscores's voice is, even in ad-libs and effects like the repeated "whoops!" in this song... it adds so much to the atmosphere and the um. growing dread as you realize what this song is about and are more and more aware of the juxtaposition between its topic and its tone. (the "johnny's gonna be the one who finally makes me real" line gets me every time in particular.... aaaaaaa)
this song's climax near the end is also just so so cool... i love how it takes a ton of elements that showed up earlier in the song and suddenly puts them all together (the "johnny johnny johnny johnny whoops" chant suddenly appearing alongside the chorus and transforming as the two are played at the same time)
track 6: Shoot to kill, kill your darlings
HIP, HIP... HOORAY!!! ough. this song. man. MAN. i am so crazy about how well this song tells a detailed story while still being catchy and fun to listen to (same with pretty much the rest of the album too haha) because that is such an impressive feat. the repeating gun sound impacts between verses are so crunchy i love them.
the line where it's like "he doesn't like what she chooses to do with her body / but he's given over his body as well / you'd think he'd get it more than anyone else"... OUGH...
this song is originally written in a very like... mostly conversational tone, but it's just so so fitting when at the end, OMB just accepts that her friend is going to go to war anyway, and to reflect this mood change, underscores just. drops all the fancy lingo and straight up repeats "I just don't want you to die" as the instrumental deteriorates. OUGH$$$))
track 7: Horror movie soundtrack
for some reason i was not expecting the banjo? guitar? notes that played in the album trailer to actually be a part of one of the songs in the actual album itself, and when that familiar tune started up, i immediately got chills and was like "OH SO WE'RE DOING THIS NOW".
god. the "you won't get away with this" being introduced as a calmer line that is mostly said like a quiet vengeful promise to becoming a big part of the crescendo is so so cool.
track 8: Old money bitch
i think this song was definitely my favorite of the singles when it came out because i could NOT stop listening to it and thinking about it when i wasn't listening to it. it is so so catchy. i didn't know where this sound would be in the album because i didn't have the tracklist memorized and it was such a gutpunch to hear it RIGHT after Horror Movie Soundtrack; we listeners just got to peek at OMB's current state of mind--her fears of losing her friend and her bitterness towards everyone except her friends and maybe "the girls"?--and then we IMMEDIATELY see that mara is bashing her on TOP of that. bonus points if mara happens to be included in "the girls"--I think this song does imply that OMB and mara were originally on good terms before their "first big fight" at a birthday party.
track 9: Geez Louise
i was NOT expecting to hear a rock/metal song from this album and i was smiling so hard when this came on. honestly surprised that i WASN'T expecting this because she makes so many different things but omg.
during my first time listening to the album, i'd remembered there was a song with a 7 minute timestamp in the trailer, but i forgot what song it was and by the time the album was over i was still waiting for the seven minute song. this song really does not feel longer than an average song to me somehow and it still feels only like three minutes every time i come back to listen to it.
i just... MAN. this song first being loud and angry and resentful, then bitter and dismissive with the "we don't have to talk about it", then suddenly transitioning into a feeling of like... an epiphany about identity in henhouse!'s part, is so so cool. the repeating "we don't have to talk about it" suddenly becomes like... an admittance of a sudden unspoken kinship. it's so... augh...
i had never heard about henhouse! before this song and after i was done with the album i immediately went searching and was shocked to only find one song... i am so excited to see more from henhouse! in the future though
track 10: Seventyseven dog years
hold on... is that the scream sample brakence uses in hypochondriac????? (maybe it just sounds similar haha)
the "do do ee oo ee oo oh oh"s in the background fading in and out are so pleasant and the crunchy texture of the drums in this one are so nice and i really like how the song transitions very nicely in and out of busy-ish loud and quiet sections
it's a little hard to hear the vocals during the louder parts but still a very cool experience!
i don't really know what the significance of dogs in this album is yet but i am curious because they've popped up a couple times (this song, the whole "ilovemydog77" password, arg and song thing)... i wonder if it has something to do with "dog" being an anagram for "god"
track 11: Uncanny long arms
ohhhhhh my god oh my god. i already knew this song was gonna be crazy because JANE REMOVER but man. i got interrupted in my first listen during the first verse of this song but i was so bewitched by the vocals that i had the chorus stuck in my head until i kept listening. another AWESOME example of how much vocals have been growing and evolving since the past albums... all the singing in here is so good and this song is just captivating.
the echoey louder part of the chorus ("and i saw that my hands were in a different place than before"/"and i woke up and felt my hands all on the carpet") transitioning into that ADDICTIVE "i can touch my toes/without bending over") is just so so pretty.
AND THEN THAT PART WHERE IN JANE'S SECTION IT DROPS OFF FROM THOSE VOCALS INTO A CRAZY EFFECTS ZONE. when the vocals suddenly break off and stutter and you suddenly honestly feel a little scared at where the song is going and then it fades gently into strings and more echoey vocals. GAH..... this album and its ability to play with my feelings...
(currently talking about this song while taking into account the current theories on genius that it is about mara realizing she has stalked S*nny so much that now she is talking to her, she has realized that she has overstretched and done something wrong (the metaphor being "waking up with long arms"), then deciding to withdraw ("getting an arm reduction").
the inlaws callback actually blew my mind when it showed up. i guess it kinda is a bit of irony in terms of the Lore... originally the lyrics of kinko's DO fit mara because she doesn't necessarily have real struggles (but yearns for S*nny's tough upbringing and struggles), but NOW she is just realizing what she has done by inserting herself into S*nny's issues and realizing she could affect them and have a huge impact for better or worse... ough...
track 12: Good luck final girl
this song feels both really cozy and mournful,,, especially the tune of the chorus and its tone... i can't decide whether "i hope you get what you deserve/that's not how this thing works" is more bitter or hopeful, but i think that's kinda the point because the description of this song says it's about the main characters realizing how they should grow up
considering there are 3 verses for our 3 main characters... i thiiink that the middle verse is most likely S*nny's (it talks about a girl down the block offering to help her, but she rejects the offer and says she doesn't need "people like that" anymore; likely referring to mara, "the girl next door" whose interactions with her were um. yeah.)
i am not sure which in the top and bottom match with old money bitch and mara... i think the last verse is OMB mostly because of the "ive postponed my suicide indefinitely" line, and also because of the sudden tone shift of the song (no more guitar, ambient noises in the background giving the feeling of being around people but feeling alone, the repeating of a final line over and over at the very end until it fades away like in Shoot to kill, kill your darlings)
um yeah. good album. good luck. wall sock er 👍
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☕️ rant about HMHAS!!! i love this album omg im listening to it for the first time ahhhh
AHHH YAY HI OMG
btw i literally adore you and your asks answering these asks makes me so happy i love yapping <33 fair warning this is one of my current hyperfixations so this is a LOT and you do not have to read all of it lmao (i didn't even realise how much there was until i'd written it all im so sorry 😭😭😭)
hmhas is literally one of my favourite albums it's one of the few albums where i genuinely can't find a song i dislike
im gonna go through each song bc i have no self control and i adore them all oops i love yapping
okay so skinny OH MY GODDDD makes me sob it's so :((( it hits me right in the heart and i am obsessed with songs that make me feel something so this is one of my favs from the album i loveee her vocals in it and my fav lyrics are "when i step of the stage, i'm a bird in a cage, i'm a dog in a dog pound. and you said i was a secret, but you didn't get to keep it" it's so AHHHHH and also "but the old me is still me and maybe the real me and i think she's pretty" because it's so relatable it makes me cryyy
lunch!!!! what a fucking bop!!!! i've ranted a lot abt this song on this blog so i'm gonna try to keep this precise (lmao impossible) i think this song altered my brain chemistry. im a BIG fan of songs i can dance to and this is such an ass shaking song so its absolutely perfect. also THE MUSIC VIDEO AHFHSBXBAJANA. the lyric "she's the headlights, i'm the deer" literally AHHHH so mecore i am indeed a deer in the headlights. (also this song live is IMMACULATE)
CHIHIRO MY BELOVED. I AM OBSESSED NO ONE UNDERSTANDSSSSS UGH also spirited away/and studio ghibli references make me unbelievably happy!! THE VOCALS THE BEAT THE EVERYTHING I HAVE NO WORDS AHFHAABCNEHSB i don't even have a favourite lyric just like the whole song is so omg omg omg!!!! also the meaning behind it is so :(((( (at least how i interpret it)
BIRDS OF A FEATHERRRRR i love love i love this and it's gonna be in heartstopper which just makes it even better. i love happy songs this is such a dancing around the kitchen while baking song (also a long car drive to the beach kinda song) i adore this song no one understandsss i love love i hope someone feels like this about me one day ughhh. fav lyrics (there's a lot but I've written so much already sooo) "and i don't know what i'm crying for, i don't think i could love you more"
okay wildflower. wildflower my absolute beloved the love of my life. i love this song with my whole heart and no one understands it as much as me. "BUT I SEE HERRRR IN THE BACK OF MY MINDDDD ALL THE TIMEEEE LIKE A FEVERRRR LIKE I'M BURNING ALIVEEEE LIKE A SIGN" "i know you didn't mean to hurt me so i kept it to myself" AHHHHHHHHHHH literally on repeat on my mind every night when I'm trying to sleep this is my song this is my song no one understands this is like the halley's comet of hmhas i could go on about it forever and ever and ever but i'm already yapping so i'll stfu
you're probably sick of me by now if you've even read this far but we still have more songs and i've committed i'm so sorry ahfhandbajba i'll try to make the rest shroter
THE GREATESTTTTT literally sobbing screaming crying these lyrics it's so ughhhh its a littleeeee too relatble "and you don't wanna know how alone i've been, let you come and go, whatever state i'm in" OH MY GOD BILLIE YOU DIDNT HAVE TO RIP MY HEART OUT 😭😭😭😭 the soft vocals and the guitar ughhhhh im in loveeee AND THE SWITCH TO THE FULLY BELTING OUT THE LYRICS AND THE DRUM AND UGHHH NEVER GETTING OVER THAT
l'amour de ma vie oh my goddddd i love how she drags out the vocals and the synths and oh my goddddd the lyrics and it's somehow such a ass shaking song despite the depressing lyrics?? and the laugh after "but you moved on... immediately" AHHHH i adore when signers put little laughs or voice notes or something in their songs it makes me so :)))) i adore the extended edit it's such a bop and it's lowkey the best part of the song
THE DINER WHAT A FUCKING BOP i'm obsessed with it even though it originally reminded me of kahoot music it now reminds me of don't smile at me which is my fav ep ever soooo i love itttt I'm obsessed (and the number at the end??? that was so cool)
i adoreeee bittersuite part of it reminds me of i didn't change my number from happier than ever and i loveeee that i love the synths in it and the "if this is how i die, that's alright" part drives me insaneee also I LOVE the transition from bittersuite to blue
BLUEEEEE LITERAL LOVE OF MY LIFE im so glad she released it the vocals are insane and the links to skinny (bird in a cage) and birds of a feather drive me insaneee also i love that it has two parts hehe
okay yapping over i love you <33
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Okay beb I need some fanfic recs for the very descriptive smut situation you posted.
OKAYYY LETS LOOK AT THE MATERIAL YALL. this post. I just spent a week scouring ao3 so best believe this is the 10 ULTIMATE dom/power bottom/omega jimin x sub/service top/alpha jk fics in the fandom
x 5k, alpha jk/omega jm, jm is aged up more which, meh, but featuring service top pup jk and and light bondage and I lovee
x <;1k, also a/b/o verse, short and sweet but focuses fully on the subverted dynamic
x 5k, OH MY GODDDDD, okay, everyone needs to read this regardless of kink, its canon compliant jikook in tokyo and OMGGG ITS TEW GOOOOD IM ACTUALLY OBSESSED with their dynamic and the way they're written
x 1k, ok this one isn't very porny but it's soooo soft and sweet, focuses on the aftercare and their wonderful dynamic and how much they love each other and just 😭😭😭 im goneee
x 4k, this one is bottom jk but he's such a good boy 😭 little bby sub....
x 5k, oh!!! OH!!!!!!!! this wasn't something I knew I needed in my life but now I can't live without it. featuring trans boy jk and the BEST dom jimin ever omgggg I loveeeeeee 🏳️⚧️
x 5k, "hyung's big boy" ohhhhh 😭😭, jk is jms prettiest little dumb baby.. has jm feeding jk, not in a feederism way just in a dom way and--
x 2k, this is a 2 part series, a/b/o, features bp!jm and mommy kink which I'm not heavily into butttt good pup jk is suchhh a good lil munch!!
x <1k, oh oh oh jk is BABYYYYY, so wet, so desperate, please read this
x 22k, the nipple piercing jk fic, honestly a bit too much for me (virgin jk's first time is immediately after jm pierces his nips and they're immediately in full d/s mode, which, like... I guess) has a very sweet first two chapters but also the loveliest pain slut jk, we love himmmm
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I come bearing a gift of music for that amazing piece you just wrote for me 💖
I immediately thought of this song after reading it:
https://youtu.be/W-raqSkPwYo?si=XUej4Yqg0MY7BidA
Please enjoy 😘
And thank you again
You're absolutely AMAZING 🙌🏼😍
SCREAMING OH MY GODDDDD THIS SONG MAKES ME UNWELL
thank you for this gift, I am cradling it to my chest while I sob omg (I'm so glad you liked it!!)
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"The liquid drips from the table in fat droplets, landing on the clean tiles in patterns reminiscent of blood spatter. It’s a pastel crime scene, one that’s endearingly sweet and innocently pink."
AUGHHHH MERA YOUR DESCRIPTIONS AND WRITING ARE SO GOOD IM- p l e a s e
comparing an innocent milkshake knocked over by a child to a blood spattered crime scene??? hello?? your brain is incredible???
I'm still in the middle of reading death row undertow but i had to stop because oh my goddddd your writing is divine!!!
actually no im still obsessed over that line and like????
the red of actual blood mixed in with the white of childhood naivete and pure intentions??? to make a pink milkshake?? hello??? the fact that the milkshake is pink and blood is red and white is known for being associated with purity im-
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AAAAAAA OMG OMG THANK YOU!!!!!!! I’M SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THAT LINE AND MY WRITING!!!! :D
The act of spilling a milkshake is such an innocent mistake that immediately takes on a sinister undertone when described in such an unnerving way. You wouldn’t normally picture milkshake splatter in a brightly colored, upbeat diner as blood spatter at a crime scene. I like mixing innocent things like that with eerie comparisons; the contrast is so fun! I hope it can make for an unsettling feeling when read!
I loved writing that line (and plenty of others) for the story, so I’m glad you enjoyed it and caught the juxtaposition! I can promise the plot will only get scarier going forward hehehe!!
#sweet messages#death row undertow#luna-the-moth#i must also thank you for leaving such lovely words on your reblogs!!! thank you so so much!!!!!!
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🌾 A fic you really want to write but you haven’t (yet)?
GODDDDD SO MANY!!! 😭 regency au, beachfront au, second chance au, more omegaverse... rip me and also rip all of u in hellcheer, ya ain't never getting rid of me 😎
📺 Any references to other media that you put in your fics?
lmfao oh all the time i'm sure but the one that sprung to mind immediately was the oliver & company reference in the airplane au that gave me so much joy to slip in 🥰
👀 What’s an idea you had for a fic that you never did anything with?
this could apply to hundreds of ideas i've had that i have yet to do anything with but one idea i've had that's carried over from one fandom to another and gotten completely redesigned and still never been written is an olympic hockey au that my bff continuously reminds me of and yet i still have little to no intention of ever writing (sorry bb if u read this ily9)
fanfic writer ask game
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okay, i calmed down a bit. holy shit what a chapter. this chapter is possibly one of the most intense chapters you've posted yet, if not the most. the only other chapters that immediately come to mind in terms of emotional intensity are the ones including Gojo's tearful confession and the chapter with the "last kiss." this chapter devastated me on a completely different level. the drama had me reeling and i loved it so fucking much. well done, Kami. really well done.
i'm going to try to not sound like a broken record since you already know my immediate thoughts based off of my past few anons 😭
it's so interesting that Choso immediately goes to call Geto's brother shitty, yet later on in the chapter Geto refers to them at friends. Choso's denials are believable since he does seem like a major introvert and only really goes out of his way to socialize with the reader, but i wonder if we'll ever meet Kenjaku in this fic. or is this a sneak peak as to who we may meet in a certain sequel...? 👀👀👀 KAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!! why do i feel like you're going to draw some parallels between Suguru and his brother's relationship to Choso's relationship with Sukuna. i'm not sure how it would go, but if you do choose to do that i feel like it would floor me.
i love that this chapter is unveiling so much of Choso's toxicity holy shit. i know it's all related to his possessive nature, but the anger issues had me taking breaks and walking laps in my room at 1:30 am on a work night. the way he's upset about things we aren't even aware of (how "flirtatious" we come off in a regular conversation) was expected but the way it built up to him exploding was just *chef's kiss*. the way still calls us little pet names, especially after that huge fight, stung me.
not only did this chapter reveal so much about Choso, but it really does solidify how toxic the reader is for him as well. there's no such thing as a perfect character (even though these jjk men get so close) but this was a perfect reminder that despite everything, the reader has her own red flags to work through as well. will she ever? probably not bc holy shit that passage was so perfect and needed. also, who wouldn't act that way in that kind of situation 😭 swatting OUR hand away when HE is the one causing the scene? omfg it got me so mad LMFAOOOO
also the reveal that Sukuna is a physically abusive asshole? omfg. it makes sense for his character but still, the contrast of that info to how we knew him is intense. it's a shame that he's so fucking hot 😭😭😭 with the things he's done, i understand why Choso has the feelings he does. but holy shit dude, the reader didn't know 😭 why tf is he taking it out on her 😭😭😭
Suguru that motherfucker. i hate now smart and intentional he is with every fuckin' action he does in this series. UGH. the way he had me cringing (in a good way) to the point of having to take breathing breaks after practically every line. especially when he said "Go after him, idiot."
KAMI. YOU 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵 OH MY GODDDDD. IF IT WASN'T OBVIOUS THAT WHAT THE READER IS TO CHOSO, GOJO IS TO THE READER, HOLY SHIT. YOU'RE PRACTICALLY POINTING A NEON-LIGHT ARROW TOWARDS THAT PARALLEL. such a genius way to reuse that line. once i read that, it fucking clicked. the same fucking line Geto says to Gojo in chapter 8 after their first big fight. oh my fucking God Kami. reading that made me have to put down my phone and stare at the ceiling for a bit. so fucking well done. it's lowkey so funny how Geto has been there for so many of the big fights. i'm so fucking excited to see how this develops. my brain is so fried once again.
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Smirks. Chat, it’s time for another Kami yap session, LETS GOOOO
1. Gojo’s breakdown chapters & the chapter where Choso leaves (chapter 19 I think) were one of the only chapters that made me tear up while I wrote them😭 Well, aside from the next one I’m abt to drop- ANYWAYS THOUGH, glad you enjoyed it like always ^.^
2. See, here’s the thing about Kenjaku’s mentioning, he was only brought up to show two things; One, Choso has friends and a life outside of the reader, and Two, Choso and Geto have more of a connection/knowledge of each other than what might’ve been expected :)
It’s also another slight anime reference bc like I’ve said previously, I do tend to mirror things such as friend groups or actions to the way things are done in the anime & Choso’s appearance was always made with Kenjaku so, why not make that a factor here yk?🤷♀️
3. There actually are already some parallels ^.^
Notice how Choso calls Kenjaku shitty & Suguru snaps back by saying Choso’s brother (Sukuna obv) isn’t any better. Then, you also have Yuki who points out that both men haven’t told the reader anything about these terrible brother’s of theirs, despite both men having connections & intimate moments with her.
It’s kinda meant to show that there is a lot the reader simply doesn’t know. That was honestly somewhat the point of the past few drama chapters! There’s a list of things she learns all in the span of one day, from Gojo’s obsession to Sukuna being abusive— she learned all of that within a single day.
Anywho, the parallel is simply that the men who she claims as her type both have done similar things to her in regards to opening up🤷♀️
4. I wanna note that a lot of people are calling Choso’s actions here toxic. Now, I’m not going to disagree of course but, I will just say, his moment of blowing up isn’t unnatural. Choso’s not the best with his feelings, as we can see, and imagine you’re in his shoes for a moment.
How would you react to everything he was just told? Do you think you wouldn’t have blown up as he did? Especially when you consider how passionate he is about his brothers, more specifically, Yuji.
Just wanted to throw that out there! Yes, he shouldn’t have yelled the way he did but this is something that’d been building up & because he’s such an introvert (I am too ngl) it’s not unusual for him to have a sudden outburst as he did seeing as he typically keeps his thoughts and emotions inside rather than wearing them on his sleeve :)
5. Yep, I want people to understand that she herself is not perfect in anyway. The reader just gaslit the hell out of Choso & played on the fact that he believes she knew nothing about Sukuna.
NOW before y’all jump on our mc, while it is toxic & bad, she only does that for the benefit of everyone if you think about it. I said this earlier but she has learned a shitload of info in one day. With that, she’s just as stressed and tensed as Choso is atm so she uses her situation in order to manipulate Choso into telling her the truth about everything.
Think about it, she could never manipulate Gojo into telling her his truth and as said, the last thing she wanted was to go through that again, especially with someone like Choso who typically tells her everything.
Yes, yes it is bad that she did that but in a way, it was for something positive such as forcing Choso to open up to her. Not only that, it also gives her a path to reveal other things to him ^.^
6. Again, Choso didn’t exactly mean to blow up on her but he’s been tense the entire time so it was bound to happen. He’s not blaming her, he’s just upset and is unsure of how to properly express tht as we can see💀
And I think I said this to a few anons so far but, who knows the last time Choso & Sukuna interacted with one another? Given that & based on what the reader experienced, we don’t know how long ago Choso saw Sukuna be abusive to women, now Yuji on the other hand is different ofc because Choso clearly states Yuji’s current age and that kinda shows that tht abuse is ongoing.
7. When I tell you, I WAS SMILING SO HARD AS I WROTE TS. I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE making parallels so I literally went back to the chapter with Gojo & Geto just to recall what Geto said to him and then I was like “Yup, time to reuse this shit😈”
AHH I LOVE DOING THT SM UGHHH
But yesyes;
Gojo —> Reader —> Choso
It’s so perfect too ^.^
Ty for reading, mwah, ily <33
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The second chapter of my Yuri!!! on Ice post-canon, married Viktuuri story is up, and like some of my other works in my "Gold's On The Inside, Elevated My Feet" fic-verse, this story is an excuse to explore Viktor's insecurities, as well as his complicated relationship with Yakov.
In my fic-verse, Yakov is not only Viktor's former coach, but also a de-facto father figure, given that Viktor cuts his own parents off at the age of 16. In my story (which you can still understand/enjoy if you haven't read the other parts of the series), the two are currently in the middle of a conflict that arises unexpectedly after Yuuri and Viktor do an interview, which Yakov watches and has a negative reaction to.
In addition to Yakov giving Viktor the silent treatment after the interview airs, he makes Lilia explain to the couple why he is so upset, instead of communicating his feelings himself. This leads to Viktor being very hurt, which is hard for Yuuri to have to see.
When Viktor surprises Yuuri one day with a sexy 'Little Red Riding Vitya' roleplay scenario, Yuuri is thrilled to be able to use the situation as a springboard to be able to cheer Viktor up, and creates a romantic, spin-off "Little Red Skating Vitya" fairytale with the help of Mila and Phichit.
I had so much fun coming up with the fairytale particulars, which Yuuri reveals to Viktor in the second chapter. I hope you'll consider checking out the story! Below is a Chapter 2 excerpt to pique your interest.
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“Once upon a time, in a mysterious and far-away ice-forest land called Fukuoka, there lived two best friends and accomplished pairs skaters, one by the name of Little Red Skating Vitya, and the other by the name of Yusha the Ōkami. Yusha’s name was pretty self-explanatory, but no one in the village of Fukuoka knew where Vitya’s “Little” descriptor came from, because they were certainly not little.”
His spouse immediately gasped.
“Scandalous, my Yuuri!” he cried, sounding gleeful. “You know that I happen to think that dicks of any size are equally valid, but still…thank you, honey! I can’t believe you had that put in print!”
Yuuri blinked, not really sure what Viktor meant by that, until he mouthed the words of that last sentence, suddenly feeling horrified.
“Oh my goddddd,” he groaned, actually able to feel the heat emanating from his face.
“I didn’t even realize how that sounded!” he went on, feeling slightly defensive. “I was just trying to convey that our relationship is age appropriate, and that we’re both consenting adults! That sentence has nothing to do with dick size.”
“Oh, my GOD,” Yuuri continued, even more emphatically, realizing that the Sohmas – a family he’d known since he was just a ten-year-old – had seen him submit that request in writing! “I’m gonna need to make a call at some point to explain.”
Viktor began to snicker, and Yuuri just elected to turn the page and keep reading, hoping the flush sweeping his face would subside quickly.
#yuri on ice#viktuuri#victuuri#protective katsuki yuuri#victor nikiforov#insecure viktor nikiforov#viktor nikiforov#yakov feltsman#ao3 fanfic#fanfic authors#yuuri katsuki#katsuki yuuri#yoi headcanon
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Does this answer the gaylor/Larry hated more question? https://www.rollingstone.com/culture/culture-features/taylor-swift-fandom-gaylor-report-exclusive-1234713432/
Gaylors are up in their feelings about an article that calls the speculation harmless and states they are being ganged up on…please, never try to discuss Larry then lol. Like I have zero feelings about current day Larry - I just know those two queer babies almost 100p fucked at some point and they are still sleeping with dudes - and I’m lumped in with ppl that think baby puke is some kind of a sign? So maybe I didn’t answer my own question. Having a gay Taylor term not associated with a ship really helps. So..Garry then? 🫠
Okay, okay, alright, okay, all I've been doing in between meetings today is thinking about this ask, and here are my immediate reactions: loved the article, cannot wait to read the report, obsessed with the concept that online Taylor Swift factions can be "split into six distinct but connected groups: Multi-Stan, Spanish-Language, Gaylor, Anti-Gaylor, Larries, and Neutral Swifties," AND GARRY! Oh my goddddd, Garry is brilliant, let's make Garries a thing please and thanks
#garrie nation RISE#do you think h/l aren't straight?#do you think the baby puke (and a million other things) are fucking crazy?#done with gold-star larrie restrictions?#if so garry might be for you!#fave#keep#let's mark today as the day it Begins
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anon from mid december here! god i love winning. ANYWAY much to observe. i love the through lines of government assigned chapstick flavours and the defining moment that makes the soulmate connection work in every chapter. i love that immediately after posting you cited your sources on tenkos characterisation. very funny very charming and you are very right. i adore the mcs vibes she knows so much about so many things with a 50/50 chance of it being useful and she’s MESSY and she’s FIGURING IT OUT and her relationship with tenko teaches her to give herself grace. they’re just so sweet on each other it brings me endless delight as does touyas lil cameos. he’s a dirtbag and he’s a comedian and hes warmed up to the ducks and i want to put him and his fucking HOOVES in my pocket. i’m sure i will return with more thoughts at some point but for now. very delicious to me. WAIT NEW THOUGHT THE FUCKING INVENTORY KEY THING WAS AN EXAMPLE OF THE SOULMATE CONNECTION GOD YOURE GOOD. AND THE GOGGLES sorry i’m re reading the chapter as i type this
ASLDKJFA;SDFJKL;A YOU GET IT!!!!!
oh my god the DUCKS. i needed someone to notice the ducks oh my GOD. he BUILT them a HOUSE in his little art project garden he has a duck for SOME reason in dnd what a LOSER. like he's bonded so hard with them he wanted a fictional one, too!!! like. imagine touya just carrying a duck around in a purse like a small dog. both of them v v v judgy. enemies to lovers duck edition
lololololol "government assigned chapstick flavours" you canNOT tell me that these very kissable boys are only using, if any at all, generic unflavoured chapstick lol. it is STUPID how long i've had "post-canon tomura wears burt's bees tropical pineapple chapstick bc he specifically wants something that Tastes Good" stuck in my head; i'm so glad it's finally in fic and that you've been keeping track asdjfkl;
and yeah i wanted to reblog the shigaraki meta that i'd been considering!!!! bc while i was rereading the manga for this route, i realised that everyone, from police to heroes to villains to students, just make Large Assumptions about shigaraki, and they just Say Things about him. and everyone around them just takes it as fact??? it's like. we the audience are being told things about shigaraki, but they don't match up at all with how we see him act. i am hoping that this is intentional on hori's part, esp. with how heavy-handed shig commentary has been by other characters in the last few chapters, to make the point of "midoriya is the only one who's ever Looked and shigaraki and Perceived." bc, like, AFO and the pro heroes objectify/dehumanise tomura but in different ways. i worry. but so much of what we're shown of shig just doesn't match up with what characters say about him!!! it's odd. i really like him, despite being Told That He Is an Object, specifically one of destruction.
goddddd reader in this route is messy and i have a lot of compassion for her. i think she should allow herself to get angry more often. but i think that gifted kid burnout and basically moving back into your parents' house and people judging your "bad" life decisions even though they can't Know what you're going through--it's a touchy subject, tinged with shame and confusion and insecurity of identity, and tomura, i think, is experiencing his own flavour of that, since he doesn't get to be the Greatest Evil VIllain version of himself that he had in his head for so long and now is Just Some Guy. i didn't want reader to have a saviour complex but i wanted her to Care So Hard, and i hope that came across, esp. since her caring so hard also works with her own insecurities.
also yessssssssss YESSSSSS the KEY the GOGGLES it was there in front of them the whole time!!!!! but they weren't looking for it!!!! bc when soulmate bonds are words and marks, who the fuck is gonna be looking for a soulmate bond in just some weird triviality????? lolololol i talk about wanting to handle tomura with care but gave him the silliest soulmate bond thing. i like how useless it is, because it's, like, tomura doesn't need to be useful rn, either.
godddddd i'm so glad you sent me an ask so i could talk about thissssssss. i'm SO fucking glad that you're noticing details like this and having fun with them!!!!! i am, too!!!!! i love tomura and you and i hope you are having a good 2024 so far!!!! xx.
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