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Neon Genesis Evangelion: Campus Apocalypse - Ch. 20
#i haven't been able to stop thinking about this scene since i read campus apocalypse everything about it makes me sooo.#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma reads comics#i really love the way their relationship is developed here.... from them having more time to be friends to the whole#they met as kids and shinji impacted kaworu's life forever by giving him gentle touch for the first time ever thing#and that last page is so. aaauaguagauagghh#in my mind ca is either one of the early loops or there was an early loop closer to canon where their relationship developed very similarly#something something shinji being the first person to give kaworu affectionate touch here#vs kaworu being the first person to tell shinji they love him in later loops.......... [explodes]#anyway. im so normal (LIE)#campus apocalypse#gakuen datenroku
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do i even need to caption these anymore you already know the drill
#i dont even want to count the amount of times ive drawn them atp its actually concerning#im very normal about them (extremely obvious lie)#duck scribbles#doodles#midoyuzu#yuzumido#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#enstars#ensemble stars#was going to make a 2nd related comic but from yuzurus pov but i ran out of time :'] maybe once im home from the con tmrw#just like to think abt mido probably only approaching him for his art and starting to pay more attention to the person himself after a while#obsessed w them labeled as ''perplexed by'' and ''big fan (+master artist) on each others relationship charts skjdjkgsdhkgdsgh#but like yuzuru said in jingle bells he is a little happy to have one of his juniors that attached to him its so. augh#its nice to see him go from gently turning him down or dodging his requests to humoring him instead and enjoying himself#hell yeah!! go have fun u two#they mean the entire world to me !!!!!#minicomic tag
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So I know we here at Startrekfandom love that "came back wrong but from the pov of the wrong" thing and apply it to many different characters and canon situations and I am far from trying to complain about it (I'm "came out wrong" trope myself so I was always gonna obsess over it) but having recently watched a very important episode (you'll know which one) for the first time I think there's a character who hits both tropes mentioned but llike, intertwined, opposite and subverted, and whom I wanna talk about.
Julian Bashir.
From his parents' pov he's "came out wrong but we got him help and he came back better" while from his own pov it's "came out 'insufficient', was destroyed for it, came back wrong and only later slowly came to terms with his new self tho never the process (justifiably so)" and it's heartbreaking because in a way, he's right! Jules Bashir died! His parents had an intellectually disabled child and decided to eugenics him! Julian is not the person he used to be and while I do love the person he is now, that doesn't bring back who he was! Part of me wishes we could've gotten to see Jules at least once and part of me hopes we never do because my heart would shatter.
This isn't a good comparison but nonetheless one I can't help drawing: it's giving similar vibes to anti-vaxxers. "I'd rather risk having a child who is dead than one who's autistic". Obviously this doesn't map over since Julian is still autistic and the procedure his parents subjected him to specifically targeted his intellectual disability and if any folks with id wanna comment on this I definitely recommend you listen to them over me, but it's a similarity I, as an autistic who has encountered anti-vaxxers again and again, can't help but point out. "Give me a normal child or give them death."
This may have been written about already but there needs to be stories about teenage Julian (after finding out and rediscovering who he was) practicing some good ol' recognition of the self through media. I need to hear about how he would encounter a story about someone who came back wrong (I'm gonna assume there's plenty of "wrong" pov stories floating around by the 24th century) and absolutely weep. I need to see Julian mourning Jules, taking years and years to process his feelings, experiencing guilt about how he, the imposter, didn't deserve to live Jules' life.
Came back wrong from the returned's pov but it wasn't an accident. It was done to you deliberately by the people who claim to love you. And now you are here, piloting the corpse of your predecessor.
Jules Bashir is dead. Long live Julian Bashir.
#i've called julian jules before simply as a normal nickname but i don't think i ever will again. not after this#and knowing that if it had been possible i would have probably gone the way jules did. knowing that at his age i would have gone willingly.#fuck dude i am literally actually crying literal tears irl right now this is not a joke#fuck!!!!!#julian bashir#jules bashir#doctor bashir i presume#came back wrong#star trek deep space nine#HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD!! HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD AND THEY KILLED HIM!!!!#i cannot stop crying i am literally crying and like not even just a little#i cannot... poor julian how the FUCK do you ever come to terms with something like that#and like... julian remembers. he has most if not all of jules' memories and also knows he was murdered simply for not being julian#like how did he cope#(im about to go off on a tangent that will contain censored names for the sake of not clogging those tags if you dont know who i mean hmu)#like this is literally the thing that fucked up j*ran so bad he went on a murder spree isn't it#he remembers the one who came before who was killed. very different circumstances of course esp since tr*ll are expected to replace one ano#another but he remembers this person he remembers BEING this person who was young and simply enjoying life and who died a sudden death and#he remembers the experience of that death as well and how it lead to his own creation. it's not remotely similar ofc but considering that#the only time we see t*rias in alpha canon is in julian's body... i need to lie down for a moment.#and jor*n couldn't cope! he couldn't! it was far too much and the weird thing is right now in this moment i GET it y'know?? like that's#so horrific. and i haven't watched any jo*an episode besides facets yet but do you think. do you think j*dzia told julian about all this an#he nodded along and kept composure and then when he was alone he broke down crying? like julian you're doing SO well ily you're coping and#you shouldn't have to obviously but you do nonetheless!! do you think julian still has something from jules? like i've heard there's a tedd#but i mean jules prolly didn't keep a diary he was a six year old with an intellectual disability it's pretty unlikely he could write but#does julian have drawings made by jules? i'd like to think so but honestly his parents probably threw them out. like they also moved so#sorry i'm just. many thoughts head full. ive stopped crying now but who knows for how long. also i'll have to tag this with my original tag#maybe i should've picked something less silly for when i make serious posts but like what am i gonna change my url as well? don't think so#original posts fresh from quark's pussy#and thats the tag limit folks it's been fun. i had to delete two other tags but my god. anyway. thinking about jules bashir forever & cryin
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Limited life flowerhusbands"i love you say it back" scene, but instead of counting down Jimmy just says "it back"
#i think scott would kill him#flower husbands#im thinking about them too much and i wanna throw up!!!!#theure so.....#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh'#look i would be so over this scene(lie) but scott had to bring it up again in secret life#when he tries to get jimmy to say i love you to him and its like#learn the fuckong lesson man !!!!!!! hes not going to ficking say it !!!!!!!!!!#normal very norma;#sparrow speaks#traffic smp
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tags: 18+ minors dni, afab reader, no gendered terms, boot licking, boot humping, humilation, orgasm denial.
since my brain keeps bouncing off dottores cock im incredibly fascinated by his boots - the gold almost spur like decorations make me go bananas….so ornate so delicate on a man like him who doesn’t care for frivolous things…can’t help but think of the way he’d make you earn his forgiveness if you fail him. licking his boot, heel’s including and he watches from under his mask how your pink tongue carefully traces the edge of the metal.
you’re so pretty, a delicate little lab rat that he wants to break and put together at his discretion.
he gets bored of that, he can dee the puffs of your breath in the shade of his lab and he walks you through the second phase of your punishment. he grins, sharp teeth to be seen by everyone at how you fluster and grow tear eyed at the humiliation of dragging your cunt across the coverings of his boot
he knows you’ll cum from it - you’re painstakingly sensitive and you hiccup whenever your clit passes by the ridge of his shoe. he grins and tells you - “you need my permission to finish. don’t go off being messy.”
your pathetic whines, followed by a shaky - “yes my lord harbinger.” rings through the dark and empty lab. followed only by his laughter. he tries very hard not to be cruel to you, and it’s seems torturing your cunt is his way of playing nice.
#lamb.writes#dottore x reader#dottore smut#genshin smut#fatui x reader#fatui smut#im very normal about him i promise#(a lie)
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started my Midnight Mass rewatch a few hours ago and to be honest the first time watching the show was really hard for me because I was still in a Catholic setting at the time and everything was just too upsetting and familiar, but now that I’m no longer in that place I’m really liking it. the settings and imagery are gorgeous, and I want to ********* Fr. Paul Hill til he *********** ****** in ********** and **********. thank you and goodnight
#midnight liturgy.txt#midnight mass#midnight mass 2021#Netflix midnight mass#midnight mass netflix#father paul hill#im very very very normal about him (lie)#im also thirsting over John Ward at the moment which was a major factor inspiring my rewatch tbh
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My version of Narrator :3
Daisy coat pin
Cat person Narr
#tsp narrator#tspud narrator#babygirl#tsp fanart#the stanley parable narrator#the stanley parable#i lobe him#im very normal about him(lie)#Romys art
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Random doodles of my Tgs oc bc yes
Below the read more basically a rant with a bunch of info abt him
(Also if you were that one person who saw one of the two times i accidentally published this I am very sorry)
First of all, Basic info about him
It's name is Michael Pepper, he's around 20 years old, he's agender and aroace (Because I can, He also uses He/It and ocasionally They for reasons I will later give) He used to be a lab experiment (I dont know if that's the word) and he would be a crypto biologist
So, before he joined The Society he worked/helped a guy (neutral) called Dr Indigo Lief (another alternate version of an oc! I sure have a lot of these guys) with their experiments after the person who used to work with them died, the person who died and Indigo used to work trying to make potions but with Michael they basically studied different types of creatures and animals, things like that but they also experimented on Michael
A bunch of this experiments left Michael with things like the flowers (They are a part of it and can't be cut off) Its eyes and hands being like that (He has better vision than most and if he touches any plants with his hands then they wilt/die) In the last experiment they did, Indigo basically injected Michael with a "parasite" (They didn't tell Michael what it was just said 'Its better if you don't know')
Now, one thing about Indigo is that they're a shapeshifter and was interested in "Hey, what would happen if I basically made part of myself into a liquid, then mixed it with a bunch of stuff and injected it into a person? wouldn't that be crazy?" and that was what they injected Michael with, and then some days later they dissapeared
Michael then just decided to say "Fuck this" (It should have said that way before this) and decided to join The Society
Onto the more Tgs related stuff
Michael immediately upon joining was basically interrogated by Jekyll who was somewhat very concerned about what was going on with all that stuff, Michael told him some of the stuff and Jekyll offered to do a check up on him but Michael just said no, he doesn't have a good relationship with doctors and it would not trust Jekyll that much
He would have joined a bit before Jasper, As some of the doodles say, it usually prefers to just listen to people rather than talk so he would get along well with some of the more talkative lodgers but also in my mind it would get along well with Ito, Majaibi, Sinnet and also Flowers, also in my mind pretty much all of the lodgers know some basic info about what happened to it because whenever one of them asked Michael would just say "Don't let people experiment on you" or something like that
Also he is definitely very much permanently banned from Bird and Archers Lab because of the plants dying when it touches them
Whenever Jasper arrives Michael definitely would try and befriend him, I think it would be one of the few times that Michael would actively try to make friends with someone because it doesn't like most people but Michael would be excited to try and talk to someone who would be interested and know similar stuff just like him who wouldn't try to experiment on him
Also, with the Frankenstein stuff, I think he would be a part of the 'Easygoing' lodgers who went along with Frankenstein because everyone else did or wouldn't really care about her
Some last stuff, Indigo dissapeared because they're now is basically inside of Michael, Most of the time they just exist inside their mind while not doing anything, just sort of watching Michael live its life, Some rare days they can go out and try to do their own stuff for a few days before they have to go back (Even if they are a lot shorter than before because of not having all of them) (Also, in that time they decided to help The Society and be one of their patrons) The rest of the time they can sort of possess Michael's body
One of the main differences between Possessed Michael and Normal Michael are that while being possessed, their eyes change from having a black sclera and off-white/pastel pink irises to an indigo sclera and golden irises, their hair becomes more red-ish, and also the air around them when possessed has a lot of static because of some stuff with Indigo (that I wont explain because that would mean getting into the Indigo lore and if I do that this end up way more long than it already is) and because of that their hair does that thing where it goes up, and they don't have to touch plants to make them die, just be near them
And that's all :D! That ended up being kinda long but that's pretty much all of it, im pretty sure I forgot some things but I'll leave it at that
#the glass scientists#tgs jekyll#tgs jasper#they are there#tgs oc#oc art#Michael Pepper#im gonna make him a tag since I'll probably end up posting about his original version some day and maybe more about him in general#Dr Indigo Lief#and also that bitch i hate them and love them a lot and they are also technically there#I am so attached to this oc I have him since a lot of time and it's definitely one of my favourites#if i ever say that I don't have any favourite ocs its a lie Michael will always be one of my favourites it's just that it#yes#again very sorry to that person who saw one of the two old posts about this guy (neutral)#also sorry for the long post I have a lot to say about my ocs🧍#i am normal about my ocs even if they are alternate versions#dustmint draws
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New blorbo thoughts: Kaeya and No Culture my Mother Mother
#genshin impact#'im like a kid in a candy shop' being him in mondstadt and feeling like its something he didnt have and doesnt deserve#'pull the wool over their eyes' self explanatory#'let sleeping dogs lie' him not wanting to be involved in the abyss and Khaenri'ah#'I am a vulture i make circles over your culture' being the whole having to make a choice and perhaps causing ruin#but oooh vultures actually being really good for the ecosystem and the circle of life even though theyre seen as symbols of death#ohohohoh i am having blorbo thoughts overload#and then the whole 'no culture' thing is him not really fitting in anywhere#anyway i am going insane#i feel like it would be the sort of music he would like as well#i think its also important to note that i literally stopped walking and sat down immediately to type this down i am very normal about kaeya
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i have a headache but also i dont want to go to sleep just yet dkjnfjds i want me-time
(warning: as i was writing the tags of this post this turned into another kinda-heavy rant about the situation my group of friends and i are. so keep that in mind)
#things were weird today when She(tm) was there but when she left things were normal again#but these hours were kinda stressful rip or more like... there was an inherent discomfort and tension in the air#with some ugly commentaries and actions on her part. like its your (supposed) best friend's birthday at least try to hide your disgust 👍#birthday you ~apparently~ forgot until it the day before. also you didnt had a single penny to spend on the gift for him#but you sure as hell had it to go eat with your college friends to expensive places! girl at least dont post about it on insta#and just in case; this wasnt a '*goes to expensive places before* -oh i dont have money sowwy :(('#this was a '-oh i dont have money sowwy :(( *goes to expensive places after it*'#what we were asking for collaboration was way less than what she spent on those places. it was AT THE VERY LEAST 3000 ars per food#and you know what she wanted to give for the gift? 500 ars!!! you cant buy shit with it; let alone if we only collaborated with 500 each#like she wanted. we're 4; genuine question what kinda shit can you buy for $2000. maybe a good quality cup but we already gave him that#but even then the point is not the money; the thing is the attitude. you cant spend more than $500 on us#but you can spend at least $6000 on your other friends; given you went to eat with them two days in a row. priorities i guess?#OH! and talking about it!! can you fucking believe she INVESTIGATED the phone of our ~new~ friend (the one shes jealous of)#and DEADASS said 'oh i see. my mom has an A51'. our friend has an A20 if im not wrong; which might not be an A51 but its. still expensive??#also your mom has an A51 but you have an iPhone 5 since you were on high school. but hey; apple i am right?? inherently better than an A20#sorry i have less than that; i have an A10s (that i got on the start of 2020). can i still breathe the same air as you and your mom /s#once again the problem is not the money or the phone or WHATEVER. its the fucking attitude shes having. you want to pretend you have money#and act like youre superior to people who 'dont'; when in reality YOU ARE MIDDLE CLASS. YOU ARENT UPPER CLASS; NOT EVEN UPPER-MIDDLE CLASS#YOURE MIDDLE CLASS. MIDDLE CLASS LIKE THE REST OF US; NOT LIKE YOUR COLLEGE FRIENDS YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND WANT TO IMPRESS#YOU SPEND MONEY YOU DEFINITELY DONT HAVE BECAUSE YOU WANT TO APPEAR UPPER-MIDDLE AT THE VERY LEAST. but thats a lie#a lie that if these beloved friends bothered to ACTUALLY know even the slightest about you; like we do; would fall apart. but they wouldnt!#because they dont care about you as much as we care(d). do you think they will tolerate this fucking attitude youre having towards us?#no they wouldnt. trust me; they WOULDNT. they will tell you to fuck off and leave you completely alone. go cry a river.#god fucking dammit why are you like this. WHY you turned like this. or rather; why we were SO GODDAMN blind we didnt noticed this before#negative
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hello again i drank a really good coffee yesterday and sped through this drawing. anywho this is my silly little guy of an oc, his name is gertrude and i want to put him in the microwave
#my art#digital art#oc art#ocs#axltlotl fella... im soooo normal about them (lie)#anyway little more info:#chaotic little thing‚ definitely bites. theyre a lawyer but very evil and loves to commit atrocities#also hes besties w/ a supervillain (i.e. keeps them out of legal trouble) !!#brainrotting about him for 1 year and counting 😭
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Apparently, my poor little meow meow of the moment is centuries dead Catholic plotter Thomas Percy.
Thanks, Oliver Savile.
#treason the musical#i dont know how to tell y'all that i cried over a very dead catholic earlier because of this musical#this is the SECOND character played by oliver i have cried over#except i think whizzer is a bit more acceptable#anyway i was thinking about Blind Faith and The Inevitable and Martha being correct in thinking Thomas would Catesby to his death#*would follow Catesby#and then Catesby and Thomas dying together#like some historians say they were killed by the SAME MUSKETBALL#and y'know#the whole 'blind faith' thing#also that bit in All We Dreamed And More?#'you can do this thomas'#like goddamn make me sob over him why dont you#he was so eager to please catesby because he had so much respect for him and it upsets me#also i was listening to White Winter Hymnal and by GOD thats a Thomas Percy song#ANYWAY if thomas and catesby aren't even a tiny bit homosexual with each other then whats the point in this musical#like martha is singing about how much she loves her husband#and said husband spends his verses of that song going man i love catesby he's my hero#im being totally normal about this musical (lie)#i walked two miles yesterday and bought a book on the gunpowder plot#if anybody important or relevant sees my gross misinterpretation of this musical no you don't its fine#ANYWAY UH I LOVE THOMAS PERCY#THANKS OLIVER#queue's asking?
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currently i like to think that maybe qifrey and alaira met during a silver night festival .. if it is true that they are childhood friends then maybe they became best friends in the whole world that night but thought they were never going to see eachother again. but then uh yeah i mean the great hall isnt that big i think. they found eachother again eventually and then 20 years or so pass and theyre still very good friends. alaira is also probably very passionate about magic and they could talk about it forever .. they just seem very comfortable around eachother even if they dont get the chance to see eachother often these days
#allisters atelier#i like them#man. when is alaira coming back#i want more of alaira and qifrey friendship but also just of her because .... we know ultimately nothing about her#who ... is she !!!!!!!!!!#growls#anyway. i think that they met and became friends when they were likee late teens maybe#but based on how alaira greets qifrey in her first appearance it seems to be implied that she is also a childhood friend like olly#''it's been some time since you last set foot on the seabed... young dissident of the great hall'' ''days long past alaira''#in a fan translation she calls him a problem child and hes like hey that was a long time ago. im normal now (lie)#alaira apparently also grew up in the great hall now that i think about it so yeah probably childhood friends#i dont mind it they just feel like people who met when they were a little older#one thing is for sure though and its that theyve known eachother for a very very long time. and are very comfortable around eachother#i like how qifrey has uhh 3 close friends. and thats all he doesnt really go out of his way to interact with people#man they gotta invent discord for witches. qifrey and alaira have been around eachother maybe twice in the manga#and qifrey literally lives with one of his friends and still goes days at a time without really seeing him due to their schedules#and responsibilities#so sad. if they had wizard discord then qifrey could send olly pictures of brushbuddy and olly responds with thumbs up emojis#teenaged alaira and qifrey playing minecraft for 11 hours straight but also qifrey has the worst mic in the world#eh. what was this post originally about
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im emotional Just kidding im normal
#okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. finished the movie finally.#awesome that only took like 3 hours im fucking great at this#Ummmm so okay thoughts. the 'not in front of the klingons' scene was actually so more gay than the gifs could convey.#cause they didnt feature the like 4 seconds of just lovestruck staring kirk did before Reaching In#nor the embarrassment when he just shuffled away. so cute#also scotty is still a very very cute old man i stand by him getting cuter and cuter i love him so much#he could be my dad. id be so happy if he were my dad#i know there was heavily implied romance between him and uhura but im sorry i just dont buy it#uhura and sulu are wlw/mlm besties thats got nothing to do with george takei being gay thats just the vibes i get#also loving the kirk/spock/mccoy hug thing. i know they were flying on rocket shoes but it was still so cute#insane that william shatner‚ a well known homophobe‚ was the director of so many gay as fuck scenes in one movie#obsessed with some of the dialogue like when theyre going to sleep around the campfire and spock goes#'captain. life is not a dream' (said like a conclusion that took awhile to get to) (entirely possible)#and kirk just goes 'go to sleep spock' like aiuhuiheoawhghgrgdsgsf#also more of spock being a notorious liar. hes so committed to the 'vulcans dont lie' lie its hilarious#ougouh. i could say so much about this movie but most of all i just like the silly authentic dialogue#kirk really didnt have a single fucking character flaw until the movies huh. now hes just a silly guy in space <3#urgh theres that blooper scene of kirk and mccoy kissing why couldnt we get one like that with spock. so unfair#anyway um so normal now i cant believe i only got one movie left thats so fucking sad
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Please daddy look at the ear wish book again
If you would have asked me at 18 about Reiki I would have told you to fuck off with my chi.
Oh fuck there is a pattern of Christmas
Can it be turned around?
Not by me
...
Did we make him bite the tire
🤔
#like your mother lied about Santa#this Displeased God#you..#you would lie to me Jane#Im soooo mad at you Jane#I am going to make you feel Bad now and feel guilty about it later#sweet gentle child but irritate him and bad shit will happen to you#yes you can see if you can calm the child that floated het#God Help Me#I floated her#and she didn't even realize#just would go on about her business like normal#I could be very soothing if I wanted to be#a woman who was into studying large social dynamics got stuck with a population of dynamic in one kid#no I mean I think she was happy to have us yet only raise me#like you talk about scrying#sure whatever#if my shit can shift time itself I can just tell her and then ask her about it and then tell her to forget about it#lifts the pesona in that moment#extricates#hello beautiful remember me no probably not I am older than you and yet you find yourself attracted to me don't mind it#oh she would....#I kinda remember me getting her flustered....probably for funsies because I know Jane#I can be like me and a wife are listening to Fleetwood mac oh you like Stevie Nicks#oh kent uh#I got family there#ah man I want those pictures now#and yet I do not deaire to go over there#even my kids don't like him and they don't know him#Jane 8 or 9 years in: he said he only just now realized he wants to be married
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