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ﾟ ⋆ ﾟ ☂︎ ⋆ ﾟ 𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐁𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐲. 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐠.
you can’t fall asleep, so Shadow tries to help.
content. shadow x gn!reader, implied insomnia (reader), sickening amount of fluff (especially towards the end), mentions of shadows past and reader being upset about it
☂︎ wc. 1.2k
☂︎ a/n. second post obviously has to be shadow, yeah? might as well make my next one silver and then scourge, but i dunno. totally gonna reuse this idea for him in a way, i think it’s super sweet. <3 maybe a version where you two AREN"TTT really in a relationship yet? secret mutual pining murhehehehe
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“You’re still awake?” Shadow murmurs, his footsteps causing the wooden floor to creak under him, emerging from his room with a small rub of his ear, watching you as you take a small glass cup from the cupboard, open the fridge slightly to take out the water pitcher, and then pour yourself a drink.
You could say the same thing for him, but you might’ve just woken him up from the noise of you making your way to the kitchen. He’s never been the deepest sleeper. Always alert.
“Why’re you awake this late?” He comes over to where you’re standing, brushing against you as he urges you back to your room with a hand set right on your waist. His gloves are off, yet his inhibitor rings remain, a soft reminder in the back of your head. “Did something happen? A nightmare?”
You shake your head, taking a sip of water before making it clear to him you just had trouble falling asleep. Best not to tell him it’s been going on for more than just tonight, for a while now actually, but knowing him, he might already be aware of that fact. You never like to worry him too much. No matter how much he likes to hide it, he really does care about you. Sometimes the concern is a little much, but it’s just his own way of showing love, so it’s never bothered you.
His brows furrow as he glances at the digital clock set on the microwave, a clear 03:14 set right there for both of you to see. His eyes flick back to you, letting a small sigh leave his lips.
“Do you need me to keep you company?” He mutters, his tone seeming almost agitated, yet his body language saying just the opposite as his hand falls loosely to your hips, then drops to his side.
You shake your head with a firm refusal; you don’t want to bother him with your little issue tonight. You’ll fall asleep eventually; you always do. But Shadow doesn’t seem swayed by your refusal.
He grumbles, crossing his arms as he leans against the fridge, looking at you with that stoic expression he usually has. “So what’re you going to do then? I assume you’ve been up for hours.” No point in denying that. You nod softly, and his frown deepens with your confirmation. “See? Don’t be so dumb.”
Dumb?
Shadow’s face softens quickly, noticing the mistake in his words. It wasn’t anything too serious, yet it still bugged you in an odd way, making you cross an arm over your stomach and make a small circular motion with the cup in your other hand, the water sloshing around inside, filling the silence between you two.
Shadow grunts, clearly displeased at the sudden silence, yet understanding his mistake, and he shakes his head while looking at you, his ears flicking downward slightly with an apologetic expression on his face.
… You’ll take his apology just like that for tonight. It wasn’t like he called you a ‘dumbass’ or anything; nor did he really mean to insult you.
“Hmph.” He huffs, his gaze trailing down at the floor for a moment as you take a few more sips of your water, letting the coolness run down your throat. His finger taps impatiently on his arm, clearly deep in thought, before his voice rings out again to you.
“Do you think sleeping with someone else would help?” Someone else? You peek over at him, tilting your head. Does he know that he can just say himself instead of that? He probably does.
Shadow turns, not meeting your gaze, and glancing towards the window at the far end of the room, noticing the moonlight shining through. Is he a bit embarrassed? Even after both of you have been together for this long?
Some things never change. Not that you mind it when it comes to Shadow. The only reason why you two still sleep separately is because you thought it would be nice to give him some privacy at times. Maybe another moving day would be in order; you'll ask him about it tomorrow.
You purse your lips to fight back the giggle sending itself up your throat, but you nod softly. His warmth would be nice tonight. As long as a quill doesn’t prick you or anything, but he’s usually so careful with you that it rarely happens at all.
“... Come on.” Shadow runs the back of his fingers against your arm, gesturing for you to put the cup down and come to bed with him, almost as if he’s pleading for you to do so.
And who are you to refuse?
Your hand drags up his wrist slowly, bumping over his inhibitor ring and feeling the fur on his palm, also at the base of his fingertips, then intertwining your fingers with his, closing your eyes, and snuggling your head closer to his chest. His heartbeats so calm, pattering right against your head.
Shadow was never one to be so physically affectionate with you, and if you weren’t so tired, the night calling your name, you would’ve teased him lightly about the gesture. But it’s not like you’re going to complain either.
Not that he didn’t want to give it to you, or that he disliked it entirely. It just wasn’t his main form of showing his love for you. He can accept a hug sometimes, but being so touchy too often made him feel awkward. It feels better when Shadow’s comfortable enough to give such acts of affection to you.
“I’ll be with you until you fall asleep.” He says quietly, the weight of the bed shifting ever so slightly as his other hand rises off the bed, hesitating in the air before he settles it right on your head, petting you softly. “Wake me up if anything.” A soft sigh leaves his lips, followed by a grumble you can feel from deep within his chest as his body relaxes under the weight of you, clutching your fingers tighter with his own. “I’ll be here.”
Your wrist brushes against his inhibitor ring, your brows furrowing and eyes squeezing tighter as you're reminded of his past struggles and pain. It sucks that he had to go through so much before you two met. It hurts. How many times have you cried over him in private, his own aching and sorrow spreading to you? He caught sobbing you once, telling you not to worry about it repeatedly as he wiped your flowing tears away. But how can you not?
Shadow notices you tense up under him, his heartbeat quickening just the tiniest bit at your sudden discomfort. “What's wrong?” He mumbles, but you brush off his concern and just sigh against him, murmuring a soft sweet nothing as you tilt your head up to press a kiss on his lips briefly, saying nothing else as you lie back down against his chest. What is there to say, really? ‘I’m sorry for your terrible past’? It would just be a reminder; one he doesn’t need tonight, or ever.
Shadow says nothing else at your display of affection, but responds physically with a soft peck of his own, right on your head. Oh, how much more lucky can you get tonight? You try to hold back the smile forming on your face, but it's pointless to try to hide your joy.
While your relationship with him might not be cuddles and roses all the time, you wouldn’t want anything else from him. You don’t. He already makes you feel like the world.
And you wouldn’t trade it for anything else.
#possibly ooc#yeah its my first time writing shadow too im sorry :(#i wrote this one quick next time I'll do better I swear </3#the idea of soft shadow makes me weak in the knees#shadow the hedgehog x reader#sonic x reader#shadow the hedgehog#shadows past makes me so sad :(#sonic fluff#sonic#sth#this post was fast lol i had already finished this one last night
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shanks' need/desire to protect his friends and family from anything and everything vs buggy's gigantic inferiority complex that makes him take any act of protection/love as someone looking down on him, FIGHT
#buggy could trip and shanks could catch him bc god forbid buggy hurts his knees#and instead of saying thank you buggy just goes: what? you think i can't handle hitting my knees? you think im too weak?#what this man needs is the world's most patient therapist#and on the other end i think shanks' desire to protect his friends and family does come off as condescending smtimes#and like all of his emotions are dialed up to a 100 when it comes to buggy#and so at a certain point it does come off as possessive and off-putting and i think that's why buggy chafes at it so much#bc buggy barely belongs to himself as is and i don't think he could handle all of shanks' desire#like buggy already thinks he's weak and cowardly. less than in every sense and then on top of that to have shanks protect him??#it would ruin him i think#and like of course shanks doesn't understand!!! what is there to understand when you've always been good at everything?#he loves his people and he loves buggy especially so and he wants to take care of them!! all the power he has is just a tool he uses to kee#them safe. and i do think there is a voice in shanks' head that says 'just take buggy. he can't resist anyway. you could keep him safe by#your side. he'd never be in danger at your side. just take him' but shanks knows that's one step too far and so he never does it.#anyway the occupy way too much of my brain space these days#one piece#buggy the clown#op buggy#buggy one piece#akagami no shanks#op shanks#shanks one piece#shuggy#shanks x buggy
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#oh look it talks#yelling into the ether#my whole body hurts#its probably not that bad like its not agonizing but god my joints ache and everything feels weak#all i wanna do is read or write but my brain wont even settle on anything#im so tired lol i dont want to be this tired#like im completely fatigued and wrung out#i did a normal shift at work and made dinner and my legs feel so heavy its like theyre going to fall off#my ankles and knees have a heartbeat#even sitting upright is a whole task at this point#god i know im whining but hgfhggh#and now im too lightheaded and anxious to concentrate on anything#i dont wanna sleep yet i wanna spend my time well but im just passing out again
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goddess the body feels sooo good after a workout 🫠
#it feels so warm and heavy and so comfortable omg#have y'all heard about exercise and stretching it is amazing owo#my thighs are super gooey tho like can barely sit and stand#luv it!!!#it feels extra good bc i woke up today super depressed (bc yesterday was rough)#and i just wanted to keep my earplugs in and cry and stay in bed all day#but somehow i managed to get up and walk all the way to the gym#and i worked out for almost 2hrs lol like when i get started i dont wanna leave#i did more on the crosstrainer (my bby i love the crosstrainer) and i dared to use the leg machine i wanted#i could adjust the seat this time phew. and i tried just one bump heaver weight for everything too#owoowowow and for some reason i didnt totally wanna throw up when i had to observe myself in the mirror skskk#so yeah it was a good session today ^-^#as always tho i do feel stupid and inadequate... bc almost everyone who is there is in great shape#and they know what they're doing and they're doing complicated exercises with very heavy weight and im there#with my 2kg dumbells getting strains in my wrists (im careful tho dw!!!!!)#im definitely doing it at a very low level but last time i worked out was before my knee got fucked and before all of these weird pains#😃😃😃 so im not even as strong as i was when i was overweight.. i never felt weak when i was#but i go to the gym because i enjoy it since it's fun and even the low intensity stuff i do makes my body feel nice#and if i keep going regularly for years maybe i'll also get in good shape and do more and more stuff#i wanna be a gym bunny!!!!!!#i used to actually love the gym so much i wanted to work at one skksks
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The gays have gone absolutely rabid over Blake’s almost hand hold and heartstopping, “How disarming” comment the same way the straights go feral over Mr. Darcy’s iconic hand flex and I can prove it with this bare bones edit (it’s me, I’m ‘the gays’):
Your honor. Your honor it’s about the hand holding. It’s about the reaching, it’s about the the stretching, it’s about the wanting the wishing the wondering the longing the YEARNING- it’s about the way my hands finds a way to fit in yours like it was always meant to be that way.
#bumbleby’s reoccuring theme of reaching fer each other can be smth so personal actually#gods i love every bit of contact they share but its ESP the hand holding that gets me extra weak in the knees#arryn zech deserves a mega pay raise fer the way she said ‘how disarming’ btw becAUSE BLAKE BELLADONNA…. MISS MAAM UMMMM ERRMM UHHHH…#im too bi fer this and so is Blake my god girl is not down bad shes not NOTORIOUS#and do i blame her at all? N O P E E E E#bumbleby#bumbleby bumblebabes#rwby#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#rwby spoliers#rwby v9
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I’M SORRY but you’re egging me on!!! like just imagine you’re getting fucked raw, feeling all his thick length and veins in ur cunt. ’n being manhandled between his muscle, pressed up against his bar with literally no room between you two; he has you pinned so you can’t wriggle free!!! and and his hand is so big, covering over your mouth aaahh,,, muffling the whines, sobs and cries you make about how rough he’s being ’n you can’t keep up. ’ts just too big and too much >_< !!! and gallagher’s growling in your ear the whole time, taunting you for being so foolish, for how quickly you’ve abandoned belief in harmony for him. he’ll taunt you, but he’ll never let u go!!! you belong to him now, his sweet doll to corrupt, and you’ll believe every word he says :> — 🍓
he’d be taunting / teasing you the whole time too!!!!! saying the filthiest and nastiest things in your ear about how if other people found out just how corrupted you are now they’d be horrified! it gets you so stressed out you can’t help but clench around him and he loves it 😋
#oh im so 😾#this is horrible he is too hot for his own good#my knees are literally so weak just thinking about him#🍓 anon!!!!!
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I learned a long time ago:
Never bet against Annabeth.
#ts4#ts4edit#ts4 edit#myedits*#pjo#i dunno if im totally happy with how she turned out but she is super cute <3#basically i found an old recolor project where i was making camp half blood tshirts but the graphic looked wonky on the shirt i chose#and its still pretty low res bc i didnt make the graphic i just found it online and resized it#but i made it work on this shirt :)#anyways. enjoy this crossover event between my fandom blog and this blog lol#im also trying to get in the brainstorming mood to work on part two of my bi skater percy fic so. this#anyways there needs to be more dagger poses#i gave her abs too bc buff annabeth makes my knees go weak but for some reason the more low rise pants didnt vibe
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All women are beautiful but SOME women really make me understand what the Trojan War was all about...
#wlw yearning#im so gay#theres this girl at work#and my knees are weak#it gets hard to breath#she asks me questions and#my brain goes brrrr#blonde asian women just hit diff ig#i would die for her#in fact?#YOU would die for her too#id make you
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i like your choices!! i love all the characters its so hard for me to decide too (i've literally wrote a fic for so many re characters at this point)!!
i love older leon too he needs more love <3 re6 leon is my top 3 istg nobody gets ittt other than you!!
re6 Leon is just…. UGH.
he reminds of soft saxophone jazz. like … he makes me wanna stay up dancing to soft jazz while sipping on some obscure alcohol in the middle of his apartment with him until ungodly hours of the night. the way he treats Helena and Ada in re6 makes me wanna eat my fist. like … he’s so inherently gentle even under all that rough and toughness he’s had to take on and just GOD he is just so lover boy coded it legitimately makes me throw up sometimes.
like are we kidding. are we kidding. he just UGH I NEED HIM SO BAD.
#that one scene where he catches helena after they both hop into a man hole into the sewers#the hand placement the eye contact#idk about you but my knees would have buckled so damn fast#AND THE WAY HE PICKS ADA UP WHEN SHE WAS TOO WEAK TO FIGHT THERE FOR A SECOND ???#literally kill me.#don’t even get me started on his voice you will NOT hear the end of it#im going back to my time out corner he makes my head hurt#yaps. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚#fairies. 𐦍#we r gonna ignore how long this sat in my inbox 😭😭😭
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i wasnt expecting an adam sandler movie being a good depiction of girlhood
#why i cried#i felt so much for these little girls#stacy saying that was being a best friend yeah yeah im weak im on my knees#such a cute movie#girlhood being taken serious will forever make me cry idk#absolutely loved the hebrew school too#i got so happy everytime the rabbi tried to make the kids have fun and actually succeed#why dont we get more of that on school movies i dont know#you're so not invited to my bat mitzvah#adam sandler
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OH??
GOEMON CENTERED CHAPTER??? AND "PART 1"????? a live reaction
im- big mood goemon
the details of the gaap dojo though!
im curious abt the paper bag too
goemon what did you do im worried
pls get along theres a teacher in front of you😭
OH THATS A REALLY COOL BLOODLINE MAGIC THOUGH
MURMUR'S PRONOUNS ARE HE/HIM I THOUGHT IT WAS SHE/HER ive been misgendering him im-😭 honestly hes really pretty, very gender of you murmur-sensei
OH FUCK
DOES BLACK MEAN A WICKED PHASE????
?!?!??!?!?!?!
GOEMON
NO WHAT
CLIFFHANGERS MAKE ME DIE INSIDE, IM LEFT HANGING WHAT
the household rule being an actual banner in the dojo makes me feel things, the guilt, remorse, the negative emotions goemon could be feeling since the exam. i feel sorry that he was paired with underclassmen who were rough and his total opposites</3
it does leave me curious as to Why they have to hide their true faces though, is it just tradition for the family or is there something magic related??
part 2 im begging you please
#i need answers#and food#my knees are feeling weak and restlesss meaning im in need of food so#i love how nishi-sensei's been planting seeds of goemon throughout the arc though#hiding his faces not showing much of his team and only showing that the underclassmen are rough rowdy and dont get along well with one anot#another*#agares going to the gaap dojo even though it's probably far away and a journey to go to!#testament of their friendship#the friendship that starts with bugging the other person out and never leaving them alone until friendship blooms#i need answers and food and more content#i love that mairuma doesnt only center around iruma and the love trio though#and the entire class is important too!#<33333 this series#im excited for the next chapter isfdgobi#mairimashita iruma kun#gaap goemon#mairimashita! iruma kun#mairuma#welcome to demon school iruma kun#welcome to demon school#iruma kun#m!ik#agares picero#murmur tsumuru#csoi posts
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She’s Hypnotizing me……..And Its working Marvelously
#step on me please#gwendoline christie#Daddy?#Mommy?#im too gay for this#*Casually Bites my Lips*#Its Getting Hot in here#M-Maam please#im on my knees#IM WEAK IN THE KNEES#🛐🛐🛐
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girls will have rsd so bad they will literally get lightheaded trying to share anything theyve made with anyone
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keita
#pls#im on my knees#i will do anything for u pls#im going to cry#i love him so much#too much#i need to calm down#this is A MALE#i cannot be this weak for a man#but hes so#AGHAGAHAGHAGAHAGAHGA#keita simping hours going crazy fr
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i get home after 4 hrs of biking (i usually dont exercise at all) tired, thirsty, hungry, and i still have to make lunch. i ask my dad if he can go downstairs and open the garage for me. he pretends he doesnt hear me and keeps talking w my friend. i get increasingly mad until i have to go downstairs myself. but im the one in the wrong bc i yelled at him in front of someone
#the fact that when i try explaining myself he literally ignores me bc he /knows/ hes right#and i start getting mad AGAIN bc HES NOT LISTENING TO ME and he tells me i dont have control of myself#well maybe i dont have control of myself bc i never feel in control anyways! and i never get to explain myself!#and i never get to do what /i/ think is right!!!!!!!! fuck 'elders are always right'#if u treat me wrong how tf do you think im gonna respond!!!! im definitely not making you a bed of roses and im definitely not backing down#'not in control of myself' and its just. having my own opinions and wanting myself to be heard and MAYBE have someone listen to me#from time to time#oh and i almost tripped down the stairs bc my knees were so weak from biking! so its like. mmm yes. i have to do everything myself.#oh and i literally told him and he basically said 'tough luck' like???????? what am i even supposed to do!!!!!#i truly feel like im not even being respected as a person this yr in the dorms. and i come home and i get this shit too????#z xarre
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havent heard her sing the 'dignare domine' part today and i realise i may have gotten addicted to it throughout the last few days. im having withdrawal symptoms and apparently a real actual crush on this woman lord help me jesus h christ im in trouble haha
#nonononononnononnnnonononononooooo#i dont even care about that te deum all that much. like yay dvorak but its pretty meh. it has incredibly beautiful moments tho#and that dignare domine is really mid until *she* sings it. like oh my god christ on a stick the way my knees go fucking weak#this is NOT okay#heard her sing it four days in a row and every time it was a religious experience and every time i forgot to come in with the miserere#cause i was too busy making hearteyes at her and listening to that exquisite fucking piano and all the overtones fucking with my brain#my god. she DOES have technical issues... and we have VERY different opinions on chest voice lol but my god my god my GOD#honest to god never heard a voice like hers live before. its nothing crazy in a classroom but when she actually sings in a big hall. christ#the overtones are INSANE. she has a case of caballe where her piano is better than her forte lol but when i say better i mean#ABSOLUTELY FUCKING SUBLIME#this is a voice that MUST be heard live. fucking chills. one in a million honest to god (the fact that im sure she'd sing even better IF.)#i dont even care about her Modern Ways tho lol like legit. dont care.#also she's easily one of the most beautiful women i've ever seen.#god god god i hate it here. im gonna have to try and be So Normal now and i fucking bet ill make it weird oh for fucks sake no#quitting this fucking uni istg how am i supposed to do this
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