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swordbreakerz · 16 days
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Being aromantic and finding that out in ur 20s is soooooooo funny bc I met the 3 people I consider my soulmates (one of whom is now my qpp) in october of 2016, and both before and after this i dated a few people but as i grew closer and closer w this group and also came into my gender and sexuality over the yrs, id sometimes wonder why i didnt crave romantic fulfillment anymore, and not fantasize about having a long term bf or anything. It didn't really worry me? Like, I wasn't concerned about it, but I would go like huh wonder what's up w that. Oh well not my problem!, every now and then
And then thru making friends w a bunch of arospec folks I was finally like oohhhhhhhh it's because my emotional fulfillment needs are already met and these people and our friendship is an intrinsic part of my being and i love them more than i can ever hope to describe. Got it!
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coridallasmultipass · 4 months
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(Sorry in advance for censoring my text, Tumblr is weird about banned words and I'm mad my last post has been invisible. Sorry if you've seen my last post before it went invisible.) So, I guess the Tumblr purity hammer unalived the post I made last week about having a FREE BRO STRIDER COSPLAY BL0W/. JOB GIF SET on my Only Fans. It's FREE, but I'm gonna put a price tag on it in a few days. So. This is the last chance to view it while it's free! Adult people only please/you just need a free OF account to see it. Only Fans dott c0m slash xoxoCori (I'll put the actual post link in the replies). Not e%plicit preview under the cut:
Kn1ves aren't allowed on OF so this is the outtake. The rest is e%plicit POV of a Br0-./job. There's no kn1ves or weird sh1t in the actual content.
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pepprs · 1 year
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i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today
#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph#physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw#between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could#barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n#nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one#of those now finally btw 🥹💗) and jusf hope i don’t pass out. and i didn’t but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk.#everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and#that we weren’t so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didn’t have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have#time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us#to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh#delete later#purrs#also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just#weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like it’s a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and it’s ummmm bad.#ask to tag#like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i can’t even talk abt it and it’s so embarrassing but it#literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi#smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i don’t think that’s good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so it’s#not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing#abt it. cringeeeee augh i don’t want to be one of Those people but like. it’s bad and i fucking hate it
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mono-dot-jpeg · 9 months
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new universe - y. welt
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summary; while you didn't mind playing hsr, you didn't want to be in hsr!
genre/extra tags; headcanons, isekai! reader, father figure! welt back in action, fluff, angst???
[platonic] [16 years old! reader] [gender neutral! reader]
a/n; never wrote for isekai'd reader but im down to try. this is probably gonna be unintentionally angsty bc idk abt u but no matter what world im waking up in, im gonna lose my shit too.
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you played quite a bit of hsr
you had your fair share of liking a bunch of characters, gambling on them just for that 0.001% chance of feeling joy that you finally got that character
and you liked the story and all
but you didn't want anything more than that
so imagine the absolute panic of waking up like you were trailblazer.
march's face near yours sending you into freeze rather than flight or fight
"march step back, give them time. they just woke up."
you literally go through the 5 stages or grief as you slowly realize, oh shit, im not home anymore
and then it sinks in again
and then you start crying.
you're stuck in denial as you cry your eyes out
you're stuck in a fantasy space world where you are just as powerless as a citizen npc and you know there's a bunch of enemies in game that look really painful to deal with
you dont even realize that you've been taken to a room to wallow in peace.
welt's room to be specific.
you calm down after a while, sitting down in embarrassment bc oh fuck you just cried in front of some of your favorite character but to be fair you might be stuck in this world which does almost send into another panic
but welt comes in at the right time
"i'm sorry we didn't wake you when we found you, but we wanted to make sure that you weren't injured. do you remember anything of what happened?" he speaks calmly, making you feel calm in return
"i only remember my name.." you're really lucky to know that you speak the common language in this universe, or maybe they just know it. "i don't know what happened and..." your body shakes, feeling overwhelmed. "i don't know... 'm sorry."
he shakes his head. "you did nothing wrong. we didn't think or account for this. it's okay. it's okay to be scared. we're here to help you."
and it kind of breaks your heart bc you don't think there's a way to get back to your real home.
"would you like to know how we found you?" he hands you some water to drink.
you nod weakly, drinking the water.
and he explains how they found you in a different planet and stuck in a forest. "so you don't remember anything else?"
you hesitate. "i don't..i-" you close your mouth. "i don't think you'd believe me."
"it's okay if you don't want to tell me. but are you sure you don't know where your home is?" at the mention of home, you feel your eyes water.
"my home isn't where you think it is." you whisper weakly.
you don't elaborate and he doesn't expect you to elaborate.
"thank you for telling what you wanted to tell. i'm sure you're still scared and worried. and that's okay. but this does mean, you don't have a home.."
and he ends up taking you in.
you stick with him for a long while. it takes you a long time to get used to everything.
eventually you do get somewhat accustomed to it all.
with welt by your side you feel a bit more safe and less scared.
but on those nights where you remember that your normal is not the normal of this world, you find yourself looking for welt.
it's just silent comfort, just having his presence around you makes you feel better as you lay down by him as if you were a younger kid.
you just let him read his books as you wait for your body to make you sleep.
"thank you welt." you can't help but mutter.
and his reply is just a gentle pat on your head, a sign of him always listening to you and caring for you.
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roseynights08 · 4 months
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I hate being affected by twitter and other social medias
Ok so like, yknow how in my posts i'd be all like "stab me w/ pitchforks but i rlly like:" yknow right? well thats bc of the stupid affect I got from being on other social media, or hell games (Twitter, Tik Tok, Roblox) Like hell it might've not been me ever but I saw people get bullied on these platforms and I always just was like anxiously twiddling my thumbs all like "erm.. what if that happens to me.." LIKE I DONT WANNA FEEL THAT WAY!! wWWAAAAA!! sothats kinda why I was always so anxious when I posted Polyblank x Agent Phoenix, its actually just probably one of my top fav ships but I called it a "Joke ship" at first cause if I thought if people knew it was a genuine ship I would be just laughed at for it lol, I DONT FEEL THAT WAY ANYMORE ACTUALLY!! Ive gotten way more proud at posting the things I like and being confident!! And even if someone dislikes it and goes out their way to comment it, Ive just been reminding myself that its MY account, MY page, Im supposed to be able to express myself on here, it doesnt matter HOW embarrassing it is, I plan to just act a lil more confident on my posts!!
Im not gonna add any tags to this cause theres really no reason to, I think I'd just want to like put that out there!! and yea if ur reading this stay confident!! Just do what YOU LIKE!! its YOUR ACCOUNT!! if someone judges you for what you like, thats ok1! Everyone finds enjoyment in other things. Just ignore the person and continue doing what you like! (but just to clarify maybe dont do problematic stuff..?) X]
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hotshotshitshow · 3 months
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im not trying to be mean forreal but you arent gonna have people rbing your stuff if you don't tag it! 2 give an example your most recent piece has 7 tags total, two of which are personal tags that no ones gonna search so lets say 5. in addition to the ones you included which werent bad you should also include stuff like the medium (ex: #traditional art) and of course #artists on tumblr. tagging aesthetics that fit also goes a long way. plus a (no guilt) caption requesting that people boost your work. something important to keep in mind with tumblr is that its really good for circulating art LONG term rather than most social media platforms which prioritize feeding the neverending ratrace for whatevers trending. I am in no way a big name artist but my most circulated posts come from people tag searching and queueing. obvs theres usually gonna be the most attention over the first few days but also give it time! don't be afraid to repost or find niches who will circulate your stuff. post art and then link it in oc discords, too this isnt meant to admonish you btw more it makes me sad to see you get discouraged. you have a unique and compelling artstyle with genuinely swagful characters so the idea of you peacing out saddens my heart. i hope this helps, cya
Hey first off. I genuinely appreciate this, I am ngl I knew I shouldn't have posted that last night cuz I knew I'd be embarrassed about it later and well!! Here I am, feeling like a damn fool!! Sincerely tho, your words do mean a lot.
However, the one thing that trips me up is that back when I did use Tumblr more regularly, like several years ago, they had made it so that only the first five tags on a post were searchable, and everything else wasn't visible in tag searches. Has this changed? It's been a long time and I have no idea what's changed with Tumblr in the past few years but I've just been operating on the assumption that only the first five tags "count." Also I am just ... Not good at knowing what to tag things other than in the most straightforward way possible 😬
I definitely absolutely get discouraged way way way too quickly and I acknowledge that, it comes from years of a building frustration of posting on social media and never feeling like it goes anywhere while also watching those around me grow their followings. It's come to a point where it feels like if something I post "fails" then it tanks my mood on a hair trigger. And it's not healthy!!! This is largely why I've stopped posting publicly anywhere. Bc the reaction I've built up is so instantaneous and intense that it's completely unhealthy for me. Sorry to vent at you!! It's all just sort of coming out. I've absolutely poisoned the way I view interaction on social media for myself and it feels very entrenched and I don't really know what to do about it.
I want to share my art with people and I want them to like my art and asking for reblogs directly on art posts is something that always felt gross to me but idk maybe that's what I gotta do. I have this notion in my mind tho that if my art is good and people like it, they'll reblog it because they want to, not because I asked them to. It doesn't feel like people are sharing my art bc they genuinely like it if they're doing it bc I asked them to. And then people don't reblog my art, so it gets interpreted as "well, I guess nobody thinks my art is very good, otherwise they'd want to share it!"
This all feels very immature of me and I hate that this is how I feel. I definitely am very deeply in the mindset now of "well, nobody appreciated my art much when I did post it, so now nobody gets to see it anymore." Idk how to grow past this tbh. I am absolutely only shooting myself in the foot. Oh well whatever!!!
Anyway. Thank you again for this, and also if you did actually read this, thank you for your time and energy. I don't think you were being mean at all, you said what is true, I think. I hope you have a lovely day.
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edskasbpraks · 1 year
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8 shows to get to know me!!
thank you @sunshinereddie <3
(in no particular order)
1. GLEE: okay as embarrassing as this sounds i have watched this show +25 times and it made me into the person i am today like it forever changed the trajectory of my life in the most serious way possible😭 little 12 years old me didnt know what they were getting themselves into when she first clicked Play on that first ep…. shouldve known i would basically base my entire personality on this show and the characters for way too many years ….. so yeah this show will always have the most special place in my heart bc it has been the biggest part of my life for SOO long:)
2. GHOST WHISPERER: OKAYYY i adore this show i ADOOORE IT:) what makes it so special to me is that i’ve been watching it on tv with my mom since i was a kid and it’s just soooo!!! so great a little corny sometimes but it’s one of my biggest comfort show ever ever:)) jimelinda forever
3. STRANGER THINGS: sorry i’m basic but this show is just so so great ANND POPULAR FOR A REASON!!!!!! i’ve watched it when it first came out and i have never been the same ever since. last season is kinda shit but the characters are just sooo special to me<333
4. JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS: :(( so much wasted potential on this show!!!!!!!!! i’m so so sad it got cancelled because even if there’s only 9 eps its truly one of my favourite show!!!! i always rewatch it when im sad it never fails to make me feel better . also im always streaming the songs because they are just SO FREAKING GOOOOOD!!!!!
5. OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH: my little baby my sweet angel i adore this show and the characters:) i don’t mention it a lot anymore sadly because the fandom went to shit SOOO fast and now i feel weird talking about it lol:( but yeah even tho this show came out last year it forever changed the trajectory of my life i can’t wait for season 2
6. FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS: ofmd brainrot lead to the fotc brainrot i fell in love with this show it’s sooo silly but sooo good and the songs are great😭😭 i love those silly little guys sm . once again a truly comforting show
7. BATES MOTEL: i haven’t watched this in so long but since the tag is « to get to know me » im adding it because you truly have to know this show to get to know me it made me insane it messed up my brain chemistry. once again a show i watched w my mom so it holds a special place in my heart:)
8. IT’S ALWAYS SUNNY IN PHILADELPHIA: last but not least this crazy show . what makes it soo special to me is that it’s the reason i met so many of my now best friends because of it so i’ll always be grateful my sibling put me in front of the tv on day and said We are gonna watch this show .
OKAYY THATS ITTT not tagging anyone but whoever wants to do it goooooo!!!!:)
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juvederm · 3 months
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rly hate venting this much on social media but jesus
i've just had such a horrible state of mind my whole life. fr cannot tell if i've just made up all my problems. and if i have any, they're all self made. i rly think i'm a horrible person to be around, i'm not saying this for people to tell me the opposite. every problem i've had w friends was always something i did, and friends are just something i don't have a lot of
and friends are people who'd i confide in, and i don't have a lot of people like that. i just think of my social groups as social groups, i feel so uncomfortable talking about my emotions there but i guess i'm an idiot bc i'm broadcasting it on a public account.
i've also screwed up so bad on here too, i feel like im just hated by everyone and it's not that im sad over that and feeling like it's unwarranted. im like aware that im like not a person people want to talk to. which sucks i guess. i have shit to do this year so i guess i can just work until i die, and not worry about this fandom shit bc it's honestly embarrassing admitting this
but to be soft, i want to share my art with people, i want to talk to people about my interests. too bad i don't show it, im just not well liked at all. could be for a multitude of things, but when people don't like you, they stay not liking you lol growing on people doesn't rly ever work
only saying this here bc im gonna lamely admit that yeah i don't have any friends irl, or a social life. im just a drop out who never like. actually lived lmfao i mean it's obvious why i didn't have one, like i have really bad social anxiety that i can hardly go outside, and when i did go to school, i had panic attacks every day until i had to drop out
i feel like i just mess up everything in my life, and i'm just alone and idk this kinda just sucks. like i'm getting a job this year so i guess i have something to look forward to. they take like months to approve so it won't even be until summer or fall when i actually start
i say all this and i'll still post art, bc it's legit all i do. even tho not a lot of people want to see it. and that's why i don't tag it that much anymore, sometimes i do if it's like. something people will like. i just ,,:!:&/@1@3$3!2 im rly just so tired and it's all my fault lmfao
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sushishorts · 3 years
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got tagged in this cherry magic meme and i figured i'd do it..... like after ten years, what the hell sushi
1. Favorite character
i go on and on about kurosawa, but do not be fooled. adachi kiyoshi is my favorite and i'll defend him for the entirety of my life. i’ll be 80 and my siblings’ grandchildren will be all “grandma who is adachi” and i’ll be like “he’s the best boy” and they’ll be like “go to sleep grandma you’re regressing again”
2. Character you relate to the most
i'd say adachi bc of the anxiety but i relate to tsuge a lot! mostly his go-getter attitude, and how he has the tendency to admit his feelings as soon as possible. but then again i'm aro now, so maybe fujisaki-san really is my queen. she has the best choice in nail polish too! 
3. Favorite quote from the series
this isn't from the drama, but my favorite quote is from the manga, where kurosawa says: "if adachi's firsts were all with me, i would definitely treasure each one."
the way i cried, my friends
4. Favorite moment in the show
can i just say everything. it's hard to choose omg. i guess one of the things that truly fucked me up was the sudden shift in episode 6 where kurosawa goes on about how precious adachi is to him and how he berates himself for almost losing the self-control he has been keeping for the past 7 years. mostly bc it wasn't truly explored in the manga, and the way machi portrayed it was so telling of the extent of kurosawa's feelings.
5. A character you think is underrated
udon-chan. i needed more of her and she must get her own show where she is voice acted by tonomi mineuchi. just because.
6. Which character would you absolutely be friends with
adachi, i think! i relate to his love of art, stationary, and just his general outlook in life, no matter how grim it could get. (for that, i'll be there for him!) he also has manga shelves i'd like to check out! maybe we can go out and check out the desserts around the city. i like sweets too mmmm
7. The moment that you fell in love with the show
definitely the scarf scene. i was gonna keep watching it regardless because the premise was interesting, but the scarf scene had me tearing up. it was beautiful, and with how awful 2020 was, the scene felt so comforting.
8. Top so-soft-it-might-be-illegal moment
one of the softest scenes, and probably one of the most underrated, is when kurosawa was helping adachi with the wound on his palm. other than the fact that kurosawa was so gentle with adachi, it also helps adachi understand that maybe they're not so different after all. just overall wholesomeness.
9. Favorite hands-are-for-the-gays moment
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everyone shut up
10. Favorite Kurosawa making heart eyes moment
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kurosawa: you’re doing amazing sweetie
11. Favorite Adachi x Kurosawa moment (i.e. when they invented tenderness)?
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this one ;u; no one talks about how this was a mutual hug after kurosawa falls in love even more with adachi, and adachi realizes that he really likes kurosawa. it’s such a genuine reaction to feeling loved, yknow? 
also u can see how sonnu breaks character in this and that’s always fun
12. Favorite friendship moment
i like the scene where rokkaku was listening to minato talk about tsuge! i wish we saw more of them, honestly; i feel like their dynamic is super cute, and also points to the possibility that minato is the only one who keeps rokkaku that quiet. HAHA
13. Favorite overall episode
this is hard, but it's a toss up between episode 1 and 2! episode 1 was good at setting the premise, but episode 2 set the boundaries pretty well. we find out the extent of kurosawa’s feelings, but manage to see how much he’s willing to pursue it. we also see adachi starting to think about how he feels about the entire thing!
14. Top LMAO moment
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comedy gold
15. A moment you could live without
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STRAIGHT UP H O M O P H O B I A
16. One thing you’d change about the show
everyone has said it i think but the kiss scene, i guess. they could have done it! i’m so sure!
17. Someone you got to know because of the show or someone whose posts/works you enjoyed seeing in the tags
the entire tag of cherry magic has been such a delight!! everyone’s so talented wtf. how dare you all.
i’ve also discovered lots of korean artists in twitter bc of this show, and they are all so great. can i have some of yalls talent pls. (to specify: cheerrydada, _yammay, cafeMAHO, PaNoha_0605, etc.)
18. Describe the show in 3 words
please watch cherimaho
19. One moment from CM that always stays with you
general gist: adachi’s kindness, with or without the magic. he draws people in with his kindness. kurosawa fell for him because of it.
i just wish he was as kind to himself as he was to others, but yknow, he’s getting there!
TAGGING WHOEVER WANTS TO DO THIS. CAN YOU SEE THIS? I TAG YOU. no escape. one of us. one of us. one of us. one of us.
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volfoss · 2 years
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the actual lore drop i promised last night <3
so i kinda wanted to establish agliata's relationship w bucciarati's group in a cohesive little post so uh here (under the cut bc ik its longish)
Bruno Bucciarati:
They don't work together a lot one on one but it goes okish when they do (in terms of teamwork/stand stuff)
Agliata very much respects him and has a lot of trust in him but worries about all the relatively dangerous people (including themselves)
He thinks they're a good addition to the group despite being a bit dumb with decision making.
When they were first recruited, I think they were closest with Bruno because they just didn't necessarily open up to everyone else, but as time went on, they became closer with some of the other members more than Bruno
They're friendly enough but don't necessarily hang out one on one
It's very much like a "we work together but wouldn't hang out outside of work" sort of thing
Leone Abbacchio:
#1 man Agliata does not respect
He hazed them a little bit when they first joined and they've never ever dropped that grudge
They would stab him a little bit and have contemplated doing so (would probably not do it but its also a toss up)
Generally, Agliata is relatively polite to him but is the most snappy with him at the same time (they use politeness very much as a shield between strangers and them, so use it to keep team meetings not awkward)
He thinks they're a bit too reckless and doesn't really respect them but will work with them
Agliata will wear flats around him solely to make him crane his neck when they talk to him (1 ft height difference is an epic loss)
Guido Mista:
Definitely the person that they're the closest to
They're very affectionate with each other constantly
Agliata has stabbed him a couple times but in a nice way <3 (he did not respect boundaries a couple times and they had their sword on hand)
When they first joined, they honestly didn't really care for him that much but as time went on they became a lot closer
Agliata doesn't really confide in anyone but him
They started dating around 4-5 months after they met
As for teamwork wise, with his stand being more long range and theirs not being, they work together a lot
Very much the type of people to have VERY stupid conversations late at night
Narancia Ghirga:
They're besties, no doubt!
When Agliata first joined, they pretty much became friends super early on because they're pretty similar with personalities!
Agliata is good at both calming Narancia down and causing an obscene amount of trouble if they're left unsupervised
They're really patient with him and care about him a lot!
The two of them are really really close friends and just have a lot of fun when they hang out
ADHD buddies <3
Pannacotta Fugo:
Agliata respects him but has no desire to really be friends with him outside of the gang/what's obligatory
There wasn't ever really a time where they got along super well, since him getting angry semi often was not something they really wanted to be around (due to some things that happened when they were in the gang prior to joining Passione)
Fugo just thinks they're ok but doesn't really have a ton of thoughts about them.
They're polite to him but not super close, although will work with him without complaint
Giorno Giovanna:
They're not super close but they spend time together occasionally
Despite Agliata being a generally louder person when they open up to people, they're very much an introvert, so enjoy spending time with Giorno sometimes when they just need someone that they can be in the same room with and not necessarily have to talk and can just do their own separate things.
Agliata joined the gang about 7 months before Giorno did, but when he did join, they didn't really get along super well (not to the level of how Giorno and Abbacchio got along, but just didn't necessarily mesh well) but have slowly realized that they're able to get along relatively well. It's mainly a lot of just hanging out silently if both of them are reading for example.
He normally finds them a bit too loud to be close to but when they're quiet, they're a bit more manageable to be around than the other two louder group members
Trish Una:
They feel a lot of sympathy for her, since their integration into Passione wasn't the most smooth and they can really understand how uncomfortable Trish is in this situation
Most of the time, Trish is confused as to why Agliata tries to be so accommodating to her
Quite honestly, Agliata normally isn't super big on putting out a ton of effort to befriend someone, but feels bad that Trish just doesn't have anyone that she can really talk to comfortably, so puts forth a lot of effort to try and make her feel at home (as much as Trish can in this situation)
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froghwon · 3 years
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wetpapert0wel · 3 years
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🤔 (thinks in bojajc kinnie)
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mnkyeung · 4 years
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i passed all my exams 😭😭
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andreburakovsky · 5 years
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in case anyone’s wondering my type is exclusively 6’4 san francisco 49ers wide receivers who were drafted 67th overall from baylor after they transferred there from tennessee and whose names are jalen hurd. if you see a man like this please direct him to my dms.
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pedrosbish · 3 years
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henlooo, i love your work! i love the idea of how reader is a lieutenant and your works just hit it and i love it sm 💓
may i request something for rick flag where he and reader get into a fight before a mission then they leave for it so they put the fight on hold- maybe something along the lines of "i guess we just don't understand each other anymore" something angsty and their in the brink of almost breaking up argument but not really bc in the middle of the mission they get separated and then one of them comes back for the other who is possibly injured (up to you who) and then says "you came back for me" "ill always come back for you" and then they make up and go back home safe-
im sorry for some specific lines lol- you can change and pick them apart or whatever it's completely up to you. ik how difficult writing can be when you feel forced and don't feel up for it but theres no doubt that ill love whatever you write anyway! thank you ❤️
little bit of love
pairing: rick flag x lieutenant!reader
warnings: arguments, swearing, mention of blood
A/N: I love the idea of this so much anon so thank you for requesting it!! and definitely don't be sorry for the lines because sometimes I need that little bit of help
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The tension had been bubbling under the surface, irritation streaming through your veins every time Rick sent a glance your way, his lips turned down at the corners and you think that this is maybe the first time you had actually wanted to punch him.
Amanda Waller had assigned you to a mission that Rick had deemed too dangerous for you, trying to convince her to not let you tag along; a fact that had accidentally been exposed to you by Harley Quinn as the team was loading their required weapons onto the helicopter.
At first, the anger had hit you square in the chest and you huffed out a laugh in disbelief as you avoided looking over to Rick who kept trying to catch your attention with a small smile.
But the longer his words floated in your head, the sadder you began to feel. Did he not think you were capable of handling yourself?
Rick could sense your gloomy mood from across the helicopter, the way you sat hunched into yourself, eyes scanning the floor beneath your feet. You hadn't even rolled your eyes in response to the terrible joke that Boomerang had said to the team.
"Keep at this height," he says to the pilot before turning to the Suicide Squad. "Alright everyone, listen up now. The pilot's gonna drop us off a mile away from the site so get all your stuff together." He once again attempts to catch your eye but you keep your head down and he continues with a small sigh. "We're gonna go in from the back and get the drop on them."
"That's not going to work."
Your voice catches his attention and his eyebrows crinkle in confusion as you look up at him, arms crossed over your chest. He glances around at the others, taking note of the surprised looks on their faces.
"Excuse me?"
"They're going to be expecting us to come in from the front or the back," you explain and he can't help but feel a flare of annoyance in his chest as you shoot down his plan. "We should go in from all sides and corner them in. Herd them in like cattle."
"No, that's too dangerous if we all split up."
"What's more dangerous is your plan because they'll be expecting it."
"Yeah, well, I've thought it through and I think that my plan is the best option. It's efficient."
His face feels too warm, his chest too tight, as he glares at you and tries to ignore the others stares. You glare back before scooting down farther in your seat, glancing away from him and he thinks you're done, that you've finally given up arguing against his plan but then...
"This is stupid."
"No, it's not. If you could see past your massive fucking ego then you'd see that my plan is the better one." His outburst takes you aback as you watch him with wide eyes, face burning with embarrassment as the others avoid looking at either of you. "I'm your Colonel, I'm your leader. So either keep your fucking mouth shut or get off the damn helicopter."
"Fine." Even this distance away from you, he spots the way you shift away from the others, eyes glistening slightly and chewing the inside of your cheek. "Colonel."
The rest of the trip is silent and Rick's shoulders sag as he collapses into the seat beside the pilot, running a hand down his face. He feels like such an asshole, his own words reverberating in his head as he glances back at you, Harley by your side and patting your shoulder as you rub your cheeks.
He wishes he can take it all back; wishes he had just kept him mouth shut and actually thought over your plan because it made sense. Rick had never been good with words, especially when he had to apologise for something that he did. But he can't leave it like this.
When they touch down, the others immediately jump to action and grab their things and he watches you, slinging your gun over your shoulder as you strap the other to your holster.
"Hey. Can I, uh, talk to you for a sec?"
“What is there to talk about, Rick?” You turn to him, a dark look in your eyes. “The fact that you belittled me in front of our team? Or when you told Waller I was too weak for this mission?”
“I’m sorry.”
“Yeah, well,” you look up at him and that frown appears on your face again. “I guess we just don't understand each other anymore.”
Rick hasn't come across you since your parting words. He watched as you walked away, Harley having thrown a glance at him over her shoulder as she slung a comforting arm around your shoulders. 
Panic seizes over his body as the bullets soar over his head as he ducks behind a piece of rock, his thoughts solely focussed on locating you and making sure that you are okay. He lifts his arm, head still protected as he pulls the trigger, breathing a sigh of relief when the shooting stops.
As soon as the enemy’s body thunks to the ground, he takes off from behind his cover, eyes scanning over the numerous bodies that litter the dirt. 
His breath catches in his throat when he sees you lying amongst them, hand placed firmly to your abdomen. He tries to stifle his fear as he stumbles towards you, collapsing to his knees beside you and replacing your now bloodied hand with his own. 
“You doing okay?”
“You came back,” you croak out as your lower lip wobbles. “You came back for me.”
Rick bends down to rest his forehead to your own, eyes closing for a second before he presses a quick kiss and leans back up. Out of the corner of his eye he sees the other members of the Suicide Squad running over, the sound of the helicopter drawing nearer. 
“I’ll always come back for you.” With his free hand he cradles your face, smiling lightly as you nuzzle into the warmth. “No matter what.”
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get the camera | fred weasley
Request: can i request a fred x lupin!reader where fred goes to meet remus and sirius to see that he’s a good boyfriend towards the reader and maybe remus and sirius catch fred and the reader taking a nap and cuddling? x
A/N: i am in love with a good daughter of the marauders reader so this was so fun to write 🥺also i made this take place during their 6th year but i kind of ignored the whole “sirius is dead” and “wizarding war” thing for the plot bc like ive said before, im a sucker for some fluff. anyways i hope you like it!!! 💓
warnings: none! this is teeth rotting cotton candy sunshine & rainbows style fluff
word count: 1206
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“Are you nervous Freddie?” 
“I think I’m the one who should be asking you that love.” He smiled as the two of you made your way up to the door of 12 Grimmauld Place. “You’ve been talking about this night for weeks.” 
You sighed. “I know I know...I’m obviously not worried about you it’s..them. They can be quite..childish together sometimes.” 
Fred stopped walking and hopped in front of you, catching you off guard. He grabbed your gloved hands in his. “Darling you do remember who you’re dating right? I believe childish is my middle name.” He said, causing you to let out a small smile. 
“Look at me.” He continued. Your gaze shifted from the snowy ground beneath your feet to your beautiful boyfriend. His ginger hair was tucked messily underneath a hat you were sure Molly had knitted him, and his cheeks were rosy from the cold. “I’m not gonna run off when they start displaying your horrendously embarrassing baby photos.” He joked. You lightly punched him in the stomach at the comment, causing him to laugh even harder. “I’m all in with you. I’m afraid you’re stuck with me.” 
You gave him an emotional smile back. “Kiss me.” 
“Gladly.” He smirked as he leaned down to press a sweet but firm kiss to your lips. 
You pulled away when it actually registered that the two of you were in the middle of the sidewalk during a snowfall making out. “Alright. Let’s go.” You laughed, grabbing his hand and pulling him up the staircase.
The door was unlocked when you turned the handle, your dad and his best friend obviously awaiting your arrival. 
The long hallway was empty when you entered and the two of you began to take off your coats and many other winter layers you were sporting. “Dad?” You called out, signaling your arrival. 
A few seconds later two familiar faces popped out of the kitchen and suddenly the house was full of life. 
“There’s my girl!” Lupin smiled, pulling you in for a hug. As the two of you embraced, Fred hung up your coats. “And Mr. Weasley. Long time no see.” He continued. 
“Good to see you again Professor.” Fred smiled, referencing the fact that your dad was indeed both of your defense against the dark arts professor a few years prior, before the two of you started dating. 
“Ah come now Fred there’s no need for that. Call me Remus.” He chuckled. 
“I don’t suppose you’re going to call me Professor too?” Sirius piped up, causing you to burst out laughing. 
“Sirius the only thing you’re professional at is not cleaning up after yourself. Every time I come over I end up having to do your dishes.” Remus replied. 
“All the more reason to keep inviting him over huh?” Sirius said and all of you laughed. He finally looked over at you with open arms. “(y/n). Come here sweetheart.” You went over to hug him while Fred and Remus began making their way to the kitchen. 
“So he’s treating you right then?” Sirius asked after a moment. 
“Better than I could possibly put into words.” You beamed. 
“Good.” 
The two of you then joined your dad and boyfriend in the kitchen, where Remus was fixing dinner. You all fell into easy conversation, and of course it took the turn you were absolutely dreading when Remus pulled out a worn out album you knew you to be filled with photos of you from your childhood. 
“Oh Merlin...” You groaned and banged your head dramatically against the cabinet you were standing in front of. Fred was getting far too much enjoyment from this and you wished you had Harry’s invisibility cloak right about then. 
“Now this. This might just be the greatest photo in existence love.” Fred stated a few minutes later. Your eyes shot open when you saw him holding up a photo of you flopped over on the ground crying and looking miserable. 
“IS IT DINNER TIME YET?” You yelled over the three others in the kitchen laughing hysterically at your tantrum that was so wonderfully captured in the form of a moving image.
“Almost.” Your dad said when he finally caught his breath. “Sirius can I trust you and maybe Fred to get the dishes? I want to talk to (y/n) for a minute.” 
“Go ahead. We won’t burn the house down right Weasley?” Sirius asked. 
“Definitely not. We’re very trustworthy.” Fred laughed. You smiled at his playfulness before you followed your dad into the living room. 
“What’s up?” You asked and sat down on the couch. 
“You remember how nervous I was when you told me you both were together?”
“Of course. Though I knew you’d be nervous about anyone I ever started dating.” You laughed. 
Remus smiled and reached out to grab your hand. “Well I just want you to know that I’m not nervous anymore. He’s great.” 
A smile made its way across your entire face at his words. “Thank you.” You whispered. “I always told you he’s the best.” 
“You did.” He nodded. “Just be careful of losing him to that one though...” He nodded in the direction of the kitchen so you knew he was talking about Sirius. “Them two have the same ridiculous sense of humor.” 
You laughed at his statement. “Yeah I’ll watch out for that.” 
The two of you wrapped up your conversation and made your way to the dining room. The utensils were definitely not in the correct spots and none of the dishes matched, but no one seemed to mind at all because luckily the house was still standing. 
After dinner was over, you and Fred made your way to the couch while your dad and Sirius were cleaning up. 
He sat down on the corner cushion and you curled up next to him, summoning the blanket draped on the chair next to you onto your lap using “accio.” Your head was on Fred’s chest as he gently stroked your hair. 
“They love you.” You said quietly after a few minutes. 
“Well that’s good isn’t it? Because they also love you and given the choice I have a feeling they'd choose you over me.” 
You laughed. “Stop it! I really think Sirius might like you more than me.” 
Fred laughed this time and leaned down to kiss the top of your head. You yawned and felt your eyes begin to close the longer you stayed in this position. You’ve never felt more content than in this moment, in the arms of the best boyfriend in the world, under the roof of the best almost-dad and real dad in the world. 
~
You didn’t know what time it was when you woke up slightly after hearing some shuffling around you, but it must have been late because it was completely dark outside now. The only light came from a lamp on the other side of the room. You felt the steady rise and fall of Fred’s chest underneath your head, signifying that he was sleeping as well. 
You were in and out of sleepy consciousness for the next few minutes but you were awake enough to process a few sentences. 
“Sirius! Get the camera. This one’s going in the album.” 
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