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st9niolos · 23 days

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authors note: hey guys this is my first fanfic so please ignore how bad i may be at writing!

𝖶𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌：𝗉 𝗂𝗇 𝗏，𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍，𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌，（𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗂𝖿 𝗂 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀！）

READERS POV:

it was the morning of my show. i had just woken up looking at the time “6:05”. “ughh” i whine getting outta bed and sliding into my slippers. i made it to the bathroom and proceeded to stare at myself for a minute before clicking back into reality. i puffed and grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. after i was done i grabbed my towel and headed into the shower.

i opened my door to my walk in closet and stepping in. i wanted to wear something comfy since i would be changing outta it anyways. i grabbed a tan nike sweater and some sweats and slipped them on. i brushed and blowdried my hair, putting it up in a claw clip. i walked out to my kitchen looking around for something go eat, i could only eat something light since id be on the runway in less than 5 hours so i grabbed a banana and some water.heading out the door.

it was a 30 minute drive to the place id be walking at. i got there finally, walked inside waiting to start getting ready. after a 15 minutes i heard my name get called to do makeup. i would be wearing a black almost see through top and a short skirt. The lady began doing a smokey black and red look with gemstone around my face. and some curly hair.

CHRIS POV:

“fuck what time is it” i grabbed my phone “7:40” i threw my blanket off and walked out of my room to see nick all ready to go to this dumb runway show “FINALLY YOUR AWAKE” nick said. “its only 7” i mumbled walking to the fridge and grabbing a Pepsi. nick stared at me “what?” nick shook his head “nothing go get ready please were leaving in a few”. cracking open my Pepsi i walked back to my room and yanked my dresser open and grabbed grey sweat pants and a black shirt that said “ransom” on it. i walked to my bathroom grabbing my toothbrush and toothpaste then brushing my teeth. i walked out and grabbed my phone hooking it up to the speaker. i didnt need to shower since i showered last night. i through my necklace on and put my cologne on.

i looked at the time seeing it was only 8:13am. i texted the group chat nick had made with me, him, and matt. “when are we leaving”. “soon at like 9” matt responded, i reacted to his text with a thumbs up. walking out of my room again and walking to the kitchen looking for something to eat. grabbing some left over olive garden and heating it up, and ate it and realized i had aten after brushing my teeth so i ran back and brushed them again.

“alright ready to go?” matt said jingling his car keys “yep” me and nick said. “alright” matt responded. we headed out the door and into the car taking off onto the freeway.

READERS POV:

it was about 9:10 once i was finished with my makeup “holy shit i look like a badass” i said shocked. i hopped out of my chair over to the waiting area waiting to get called to change into my outfit.

i started conversation with the girl next to me. “u excited?” i looked at her “yes omg im so scared tho” she said. “dont worry so am i, whats your name??” i asked “oh my name is leah. what about u” “y/n”. we started talking for the rest of time i was sitting there “Y/N?” i heard getting called. i waved bye walking back to the dressing rooms. i got handed my clothes. “holy shit” i said under my breath i was so excited. i walked into a dressing room locking the door, stripping then putting the shirt and skirt on. still so shocked with my outfit being so good i walked out showing it off to everyone “girl your eating” leah said walking up to me, “thanks girl!!!, your outfit if fucking amazing” i looked her up and down. she was wearing a red skanky dress “thank youuu” she smiled.

CHRIS POV:

after an hour of being in the car and blasting music,we pulled into the parking and looked for a place to park. 5 minutes past,we found a spot and hopped out of the car. “holy shit its busy as fuck” matt said “no duh dumbass its a runway show” nick scoffed. we made our way into the arena and found some seats we got front row some how. people started crowding in around us,and soon enough it was filled up.

after a while the lights flashed on and some lady walking out.it was now 10am. “hello folks welcome to the “𝐋𝐀 𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖!” the person screamed. everyone clapped and whistled “we will begin shortly thank u for coming out today.” she said walking back stage.

READERS POV:

“holy shit im nervous” shaking. “trust me. boys will be drooling over you. you look so hot” leah said grabbing my shoulder. i nodded in response. “𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐑 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄!” the Director yelled “𝟓 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖”! i watches the time go by so slow yet so fast.

CHRIS POV:

The lights turned purple and white meaning it was time. i put my phone in my pocket getting ready to check out some girls. i rubbed my hands together and leaned forward im my seat. one girl came out in a white lacey top and some black leather skirt. i nodded. the looked over at matt he was staring, nick on the other hand was clapping and cheering.

READERS POV:

i was 2 models behind before going on stage. i bit my lip watching the next girl go up “fuckkk” i mumble. after a few she walks back. i watched as the girl infront on me walk out. i clenched my hand into a fist. after what felt like 5 seconds the girl came back up. i took a deep breath and puffed out i walked out with a straight but sexy face. i walked in my cat walk to the end of the runway and posed. turning to walk back looking to my side making eye contact with this brown hair blue eyed boy. he was wearing a black shirt and sweats. and holy shit he was fine.i thought to myself walking backstage.

CHRIS POV:

i just made eye contact with the most prettiest fucking girl ever he thought in his head. he bit his lip n leaned forward watching u walk back stage “fuck” chris whispered leaning back.

i watched rest of the show not being able to take my mind off her. her eyes were engraved into my brain. i needed to sneak back there and get her number or something. after what felt like forever the show had finished and all the models came out doing one last walk all together and i saw her again.

READERS POV:

i was walking out one last time since it finished. fuck there he is i want his number so bad but im scared to ask. we made eye contact again and we held it for a bit, before looking away.

CHRIS POV:

thats it im getting her number. as soon as mostly everyone left i hopped on stage and ran back there fastly. i look around looking for her. i layed my eyes on her talking to someone. the girl she was talking to pointed at me and she turned. she walked up to me “hi” she said “hey.sooo uh.. i think your pretty could i get your number” i said. “yeah” she grabbed a pen writing on my hand. i stared at her. lord she was gorgeous. “there” she smiled “thanks ill text u later i said. she nodded in response. i turned around and walked away.

READERS POV:

“holy shit” i said gasping for air walking up to leah. she squealed in excitement. “girl omg yes” she yelled. “i swear your my bestie now. give me your number!” leah gave me her number. and it was time to leave “alright girl ill see u later definitely gunna have to hang out” i said. “yesssss forsure” leaning into a hug.

i walked to my car driving home. it was now around 1pm. i stopped by some chick fil a and got some food. finally arriving home, opening the door i heard my phone buzz, my face smiled. i wonder who it issss i said softly but excitedly. i opened the text

leah: “hey girl its leah. did that boy text u yet im dying to know”

Y/N: “omg no not yett i hope so soon ill forsure call u if he does tho” i changed her contact name to “leah🩷”

CHRIS POV:

getting home i jumped out of the car running into the house and into my room. i went on my phone and onto my contacts pushing “add new contact” typing her number in. i wrote “hey its the boy from the runway show.” i dont know how to text girls so i just sent it and through my phone on my bed walking out of my room.

READERS POV:

*buzz buzz* i was laying down so i turned over to grab my phone. i opened the text “hey its the boy from the runway show” i jumped up out of bed, “heyy how are u??” i really didnt know what to say so i was just gunna keep it casual. “good what about u” he responded after a minute. “im good oh by the way whats your name? my name is Y/N”…….. “im chris sorry for not telling u earlier i was nervous”. i smiled “its fine dont worry about it”. we continued getting to know each other and eventually called later that night at like 8 all the way to 3am.

“hey Y/N i have a question.” he said in a tired voice “yeah”?? “so i know u know i like u its kinda obvious so i was wondering would u wanna go on a date like tomorrow or something” he said. i gasped in shock “yeah omg sure. what time?”. “im not sure, what about like 7 we can go out for dinner.” “alright sounds good” i said smiling ear to ear. “alright well, ima go to sleep now ma, goodnight” i almost lost my breath “alright goodnightttt” i said hanging up and turning onto my side, holy shit i said smiling and falling asleep.

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READERS POV:

10:56am

*buzz buzz* i heard my phone go off. i rolled over “mmmm” i mumble. i picked my phone to see chris texting me “goodmorning ma how’d u sleep?” i smiled and opened my phone to respond “i slept good what about you?” i couldnt even comprehend the nickname he was calling me i swear he was my dream man so sweet but yet so fucking hot “you ready for the date tonight” “yeahhh veryyy but im going to go shower ill text u later”. i through my phone onto the bed hopping out of my bed with little to no energy.and grabbed a white towel and headed into my bathroom turning my shower on.

i made sure to shave 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆! i didnt wanna disappoint if we did come down to that point. i wanted to look hot/sexy but not make it look like i tried hard. i stepped outta the shower and grabbed lotion and used it all along my body. god i wanna fuck him horribly i said out loud. i left my self shocked. i grabbed my blow dryer and turned some music on.

CHRIS POV:

I waited and waited for her to get out of the shower so we could text. but i hopped out of bed making my way to matts room to tell him about this date. i walked up to his room knocking on his door before opening it “bro” i said “hmmm” matt replied. “your not going to believe it. im going on a date with one of the models from yesterday!” “WHATT” matt yelled who?? “that girl with the almost see through black top and that short skirt”… matt sat there and thought for a second “OHHH.u bagged a baddie” he said smiling “i know i did” biting my lips “goodluck bruv” replied. nodding in response i turned around and left his room.

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•❣︎5 hours pass making it 5:56 almost 6 you and chris have been texting all day talking about this date.•❣︎

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READERS POV:

ive been getting ready for the past 4 hours. picking out an outfit was hard but i decided on a red tube top and some miss me jeans and some gold jewelry, then styling my hair giving it a 90s blow out. i walked up to my big mirror and amiring myself “smash” i said jokingly. i walked over to my vanity and picked my phone up “heyy im ready for the date just let me know when your here” i texted chris

CHRIS POV:

i decided to keep it casual so i put on a grey plain shirt with some cameo pants.

“hey ma ill be heading over js give me your address”. she sent it to me and i hopped in the car she was 20 minutes away from me so i blasted some music to get me in the right mood. i pulled up to her house “im here”.

READERS POV:

i got the text and took a deep breath before walking out the front door and seeing chris car. heyyy i said smiling opening the door. “hey, u ready to go” i nodded in response and we took off. “u look good” chris said looking me up and down im his passenger seat. “thank u so do u” i smiled leaning against the console in between us.

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•❣︎you arrive at the restaurant, chris bolts out of his car and runs to the passenger door opening it for u❣︎•

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CHRIS POV:

i grabbed her hand and held it while walking to the restaurant.

“hi welcome to brown day restaurant follow me to your booth” the waiter said-

you both followed her not letting go of each others hand. you both sat down on different sides of the table.

“what are u getting??” chris asks

“im not sure probably a pasta. what about u?” u respond

“stake for sure” he laughs

“thank you for taking me out tonight” i said staring into his pretty eyes

“no problem” chris smiles and looks down.

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almost an hour goes by and you guys finish your food. “so you wanna come over to my place??” i asked “i mean-yeah im down”chris said writing the check. i smiled “thank u really” i said standing up and walking towards the restaurant door.

𝖢𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽

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𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗈𝗇 𝗆𝖾．

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READERS POV:

we drive up to my house, i was nervous but i was going to be fine. chris locked his car door and i opened my front door revealing my clean house. “so what do u wanna do” i said shutting the door behind me. “up to you”. i felt his hot gaze on me i know exactly what he wanted. “well i mean we can watch a movie??”. “sure”

we sat down on the couch and i grabbed a soft blanket throwing it over us. we were sitting next to each other but just holding hands so far.

i picked a romantic sex movie on purpose. i smirked putting the remote down.

CHRIS POV:

i wanted her so bad i couldnt help it i moved my hand to her thigh and started rubbing it moving closer and closer to her pussy.

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i smiled at chris.

“hmmm” i moved closer to him to the point where our noses touched. we stared into each others eyes.

we started kissing. i pulled back before throwing my legs over him so i could sit on him. i felt his cock get hard.

we started making out his sloppy wet kisses and his tongue dancing around mine. he started moving to my neck “fuckk” i breathe. i felt him grab my ass and squeeze it. “u smell so good” he said. we pulled back and stared at each other before i removed my top. “what a slut no bra.” he said grabbing my tit and sucking on it and pinching the other one.

“mmmm” i whined

chris push me to the side of him landing on the couch on all fours. “may i” asking permission to take my pants off, i nodded. “woww ma no thong, your so wet” teasing my folds. “chris please.” i wanted him horribly.

“words ma” grabbing my ass

“i want your cock in me”. without warning he stripped and pushed his big cock into me. i gasped at the stretch. he let me get use to him before he started thrusting. i moaned.

“goddamn it chris your fucking huge” i said laying my head down on the couch

“fuck your so tight for me arent u. such a little slut” saying in between breaths.

i felt that knot in my stomach. “fuck im gonna cum” i whined biting my lip “hold it for me ma” slapping my ass. i whined and squirmed. he kept thrusting into me. “alright ma cum on my dick” with that i came on his dick “fuck fuck fuckkk” he threw his head back before pulling out and releasing his cum on my ass. chris grunts “fuck” he said slapping my ass. turning me over i smile “i want your cock” i said giving him sexy eyes.

chris smiled and positioned himself at your mouth before pushing in.

i spit on his cock and moved my hand around the parts i couldnt take i spit on it and jerked him off. giving him the most sloppiest head. “fuckk baby im gunna cum” i felt him shoot it im the back of my throat.

i suddenly felt fingers slip into me gasping at the feeling. “fuck chris mm” i moaned. “such a good little slut for me huh” moving his fingers and curling them to hit my g-spot. i spat his cock out. “right there fuck fuck fuck.” i through my head back. “im cumming” i cummed on his fingers. taking them out and sucking on them he leaned in for a kiss. “i love u ma” breathlessly.

“i love u to” i responded before grabbing a towel to clean up this mess.

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authors note pt.2:

sorry its so long LMAO😭 please lmk if i missed any warnings and what should i write next?! this took ages, sorry if theres some grammar airs i went through it but i may have missed some things.

#chris sturniolo #sturniolo smut #sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader #chris sturniolo smut #chris sturniolo fanfic #chris sturniolo x you #the sturniolo triplets #tumblr fyp #fyp #fypage #fypシ #smut #x reader

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morningwitchy · 3 months

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hi I just took the cloak poll and I'm excited about seeing more of your lovely designs in future! I just wanted to mention tho that for me personally, while I have preferences about which species/designs are depicted, the biggest factor in determining whether I can justify buying one of your more expensive pieces to actually wear is the color of the background fabric (so like for the magnolia cloak its sort of khaki green and white) and its not super obvious to me what those colors would be for a lot of the listed designs, esp since a lot of the existing print to jacket or sweater conversions end up significantly darker or lighter than the original design.

anyway, idk what your design process is and I don't mean to complain! just wanted to be honest about the reliability of at least my poll response

thats fair! the only reason its not included is bc i dont necessarily decide the bg color until i start designing, but generally it matches the original design - so if a pattern is dark, the bg color will be dark. (also im working with stock colors, this fabric isnt custom dyed, so i try to pick the best/closest option)

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gurugirl · 11 months

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So two days ago I fucked my coworker in the staff bathroom and honestly it was the best hookup of my life. he’s 9 yrs older than me and a dilf 🧎🏽‍♀️ (his son is 5) he was always sooooo caring, considerate, and gave big brother vibes. i’ve kinda always had a little crush but never acted on it or showed it and so we were talking about life and i was saying how stressed i was and he asked when was the last time i was properly fucked and my heart raced so fast 😭😭 but plssss he was truly skilled with his mouth and fingers, best head i’ve ever received and he has the filthiest mouth straight out of fanfics i swear🧎🏽‍♀️LIKE I NEVER SHARE PERSONAL THINGS LIKE THIS BUT DAMNNNN IM STILL SHOOK!! LIKE NEVER DID I THINK I ACTUALLY WOULDVE FUCKED HIM??? And he’s such a gentleman too cause he helped me clean up and bc I live close by to work he drove me back to change and better freshen up. Then he asked me out on a date today bought me my fav flowers and everything and i’m so fucking nervous. But he also admitted during our hookup that he’s been wanting me for so long and how he thought it was obvious. And i always felt like he did especially after he spent $110 on a sweater for me 🫡 but i didn’t wanna read too much into it and im soooo happy but extremely fucking nervous. im scared of ruining our friendship.. even tho i actually realllyyy like him i was hoping that it was kinda a friends with benefits type of situation? i don’t know what to do 😭😭

Ah ha ha ha! honestly... sounds kind of awesome! The only issue is that he's a co-worker so if things don't work out that could get messy but you know, like there's some stat that says like 40% of people meet their spouse in the workplace. NOT SAYING YOU'LL GET MARRIED... I'm just making a point that this is common stuff here.

Lots of people hook up with co-workers so as messy as that could get you could potentially make it work or have a nice clean breakup where no one gets hurt.

Sounds like he likes you a lot and the fact that you got head right at the start AND he's into dirty talk... yeah that's ideal I'd say.

And maybe it'll be just a fwb situation, but you really don't know how it could turn out.

I'd say just be excited and see what happens. If you start to get serious you'll have to consider that you might one day meet his kid and I don't know how you feel about that but it could be something to think about down the line.

But for now - enjoy! I'd love to hear how your date goes (bring condoms!!)!

Xoxo

#ask

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boxwinebaddie · 8 months

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rm styles fashion senses... does stan ever wash or is he greasy all across the ninaverse

i got....extremely excited about this question oh my godhsdlhsaks

i am also sorry about how detailed this is i hope u see my vision help

so rm jersey kyle is obviously very y/n coded and when he is at home he's in his clunky glasses, his big stained columbia sweatshirt and his sweats ( i also feel like he wears a lot of cringe like 2014 i speak sarcasm/books are better than people type teeshirts around the house looking exhausted as hell help

....also x2 he takes hot boy morning runs where he exclusively listens to megan thee stallion, cardi b and nicki minaj and kind of looks like someones lululemon mom except hes broke so hes wearing something from target hdlalskjd kyle running down the street to FUCK BEING GOOD IM A BAD BITCH IM SICK OF MOTHERFUCKERS TRYNA TELL ME HOW TO LIVE ) ....BUT!!!!!

in public???

u will never catch that man lacking!!!

like i swear to god when jersey kyle is going to his college lectures, or court with the rest of his class, even just grabbing coffee that man looks like BEAUTIFUL??????!!!!! he looks like a character in the secret history, he's so dark academia coded. like tailored pants, blazers, button down shirts, sweater vests, the leather shoes, the glasses chain??? like you see him in the library in the law section and it's like that's the.....most attractive tall scary man i have ever seen and i want his number but if he looks at me i will throw up slksajdksksja

his hair also bothers him sometimes when he is studying so he carries a lot of hair ties or steals claw clips from bebe/marj and when kyle puts his hair back its...people start walking into walls traffic accidents happen like his BONE STRUCTURE kiss me pls

ok sooooooo ravenstan when he's preforming kind of looks like a nana character honestly!!!! like he wears a lot of black grungey graphic teeshirts usually very ripped up or sleeveless, like a lot of tripp nyc pants like i swear to god the 'tiny pants' are just a really tiny distracting pair of red-black tripp nyc pants with a fuck ton of chains and buckles and patches and shit all over them so....kyle honestly i understand why you were distracted by them because i would also be like...mesmerized shdlkahd

but yeah he wears a lot of demonias and big statement jewelry like safety pins, upside down crosses, big annoying stan rings i really like that black vivienne westwood necklace also that red vial ALSO ALSO his hair is blonde rn!!! bc he was having an angsty moment when he first got signed and SELF BLEACHED his hair and it was a mess hdjhsad management is always trying to fight raven so him bleaching and dyeing his hair just became his Image i swear its been blue, red, pink, purple, green...u name it

its very funny that he looks so hot and cool in person tho bc...

istg out of concert that man is ahsdkshdl like ken knocks on his door and hes dead asleep catnapping and ken is like rae baby get up and hes like no absolutely not and ken is like....dude the milwaulkee show is in 20 minutes GET UP and raven is like URHGJHSLKHD i am not even convinced that is a real place but im up whAteveR

and then is like ok im ready and ken is like YOU CANT WEAR THAT GO CHANGE AGAIN BITCH WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU KHDSLKHDkl and......this is a reoccuring event

like ok ik he wears the cool sexy pants in public BUT he literally thrifted a pair of pajama pants that look like jeans and they are the Pajama Jeans and he fkn wears them everywhere bc they are SO COMFY and management wants to beat his ass so bad bc they are pulling up paparazzi pictures of him like raven what is this

and its him in like cvs buying a green naked juice and a phone charger in a bandana, like the most obnoxious oversized like bubble gum pink anime girl like yumeko jabami shirt, The Pajama Jeans, and like plaid house slippers...its so....

hes like I CAN EXPLAIN ( he cant explain hdlkahd )

he is such a pr nightmare i love him so bad like that man is in the bandana pajama jean anime teeshirt combo so often its sooooo ( also contraily to pep stan i think ravenstan watches so much anime and yes i am embarrassed about it he is my boyfailure son )

BUT YES!!! TO ANSWER UR QUESTION MY STANS ARE GREASY ACROSS THE NINAVERSE!!!!

raven is just a celebrity so they force him At Gunpoint to wash his hair and do his skin care routine....which....he does like....half of...sometimes...when i tell u half raven pov of this fanfic is just managment trying to kill stan because theyre like ok....did u do the things on ur list...and hes like...so i did....3 of them.....KLHDLKSHSKHD AND THEYRE LIKE YOU HAVE TO DO ALL OF THEM THERE IS FIFTEEN THINGS YOU HAVE AN INTERVIEW and hes like OKOKOKOKOK i will....but....will someone grab me a shroom burger and fries from shake shack i am straviNG AND THEYRE LIKE SKHLKDSHLKHDLKSHD ARE U TRYING TO NEGOTIATE LIKE BITCH THIS IS NONNEGOTIABLE GO EXFOLIATE

but also if u see him in public he is sosososososo nice like if u see kyle in public he will unhinge his jaw like a snake and kill u but if u go up to stanraven and are like idk 13 and are like u are so cool i like ur bracelet he will kneel all the way down, take his bracelet off, give it to u, tell u something very specific abt u that he likes about ur energy and take like 40 pictures w u and like 3374097324 are cursed and he will buy all ur groceries and the people behind u <33333333 i luv him

like a lot of people have bad celebrity encounters but all of the raven sightings are so positive like people on twitter are like OH MY GOD I MET RAVEN FROM CRIMSON DAWN AND HES SOOOO PRETTY AND WHEN HE HUGGED ME HE SPUN ME AND HE SMELLS LIKE A CHAI TEA LATTE AND GAVE ME HIS BRACELET AND TICKETS TO HIS NEXT CONCERT AND SIGNED MY TOTE BAG AAAAAAA

anyways.....make sure to like and subscribe ahdsklhad

#i had so much specific stuff to say abt this #they have such a specific vibe in my head #also they are so cute where is the jersey raven rm tv show i want to watch it so bad #like why are they both fashion icons and disasters #something about dark academia college student kyle with the glasses chain and his hair back and his vanilla lavender latte and textbooks #& punk rock superstar ravenstan in the tripp nyc pants and the demonias and big statement jewlery w his hair a million colors is so qt 2 me #like they are a power couple #also stan being such a cute nice candid celeb to run into is so special to me there are a bunch of people running around wearing his 300 #dollar rings and shit and he does not care he is stoked #also yes he drinks so much green juice its in his blood

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moonjxsung · 17 days

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hi hi bb! how are you?

i’m so glad that you don’t mind my shinee commentary bc i also don’t know any shawols(or stays tbh, this is how i get my kpop fix)😭 onew is suchhhh a humble king, literally can’t believe that he got fanmail so soon as if he isn’t in one of the most successful kpop group ever. the first time i heard about shinee was in like 2010 or 2011 (which was very soon for PR tbh, aquí lo que había en ese momento era just reggaeton). and i was so baffled at the fact that nobody liked kpop here. so yeah onew, you’re the real deal!! i’m so happy that he’s getting the love he deserves💜and i can’t wait to see his comeback! i’m so excited! and the antique shop matching necklaces from Monterey☹️ that is so cute!! (idk if you already went but have fun!! and if you did, i hope you had fun!! Monterey sounds so nice!). i bet that he’ll be so grateful with your super care package! pls let me know what you send him!!!

i got my second iced coffee of the week💁🏻‍♀️ and a macadamia cookie, i was working on this very tedious assignment most of the day yesterday and after i finished i was like “treat yourself”. i’ve really been eating super terribly lately and i hate myself for it😭

your pc of the day!!! your bag!!! your chan sweater!! that’s soooo pretty! i love how they all match too! i forgot to get my pc of the day yesterday too. (i was at my bfs house and his little cousin/nephews were there and the younger one who’s 5 just comes up to me and asks “who’s this?” and i was like “lee know” and he’s just like “why do you have that there?” and i was like “good question bro, idek, it’s just fulfilling”.

i love you so much angel🫶🏻 i hope your weekend is going so great and you have time to relax as well!!

-🐈‍⬛

HI BABYYYYY I MISSED YOUUUUUU 🫶🫶🫶🫶

Can you BELIEVE how active Onew’s been this week and his company already arranged his first FANMEET??????? SCREAMINGGGGGGG I am beyond jealous of anyone who gets to go frfr ☹️ manifesting Shinee stuff in the US sooooo hard I literally have to see them before I die. Or I will simply die 😔 I’m still on the hunt for cute necklaces or keychains for us or something, but I DID get him the cutest little glass whale charm bc In the Whale is my favorite kpop song of allllll time and I’m so excited to mail it to him so that we have matching ones 😭 I LOOOOVE ONEW IM GOING INSANEEEE AHHHH I’ll keep you posted on the jewelry we get tho !!!!

I think the only thing that kept me going this whole week was the iced coffee trips tbh 🤕 it was such a WEEEEK……. But I’m so glad it’s finally Friday 👼 we’re having a streaming party for Ateez’s Coachella set tonight so we ordered so much food and baked cookies and dragged our Ateez pcs around everywhere like all week I am sooo excited !! Still so bummed I couldn’t see them at Coachella but I’m so proud of how far they’ve come and the setlist looks INSANEEE ahhhh Hongjoong my beloved 🫶

Pc pics just for you from today’s coffee run ofcccc 💖🫶 I love you sweet angel I hope you had the best week!!!!!!!!!!! Sending all my love as alwayssss (also your answer to your nephew is SO valid LMAOOOO Lee Know is indeed v fulfilling ‼️‼️)

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

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momotonescreaming · 7 months

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Requesting "KingSteve85 is Online Part 2"

Here you go! A slightly longer snip, since I ended up doing more editing and reworking than adding new stuff 😅

Eddie smiles, a little wryly, a little guiltily, a little sadly. He cares for them, they’re his boys — but they don’t get it. They don’t truly understand what happened in spring break. They trying, they are, Eddie wouldn’t lie about that, but it’s not the same. They’re moving on, going to college, going to parties. Growing and learning and all that shit. They’re not stuck like him. At least they still sound excited to see him online. It’s nice. He quickly flicks off a message before the conversation moves on.

c0rr0d3d_3dd13: idk dude im alwyz up 4 nonsense c0rr0d3d_3dd13: its lik u don kno me at all :/ Fr34kyFr4nk: do NOT encourage this convo eddie, you dunno what your walkin in2 Gareth_The_Great: jeff just wont admit hez a liar m3t4l_j3ff: oh my GOD shut UP ur worse than my lil bro Gareth_The_Great: ur lil bro is kinda fly tho :/ way kewler than u :/ kinda a compliment :/ m3t4l_j3ff: im gonna drive back 2 hawkins just 2 giv u a swirly Fr34kyFr4nk: anyway since theyre not listening to me how r u eddie?

Eddie doesn’t really know how he’s feeling. Okay scratch that — Eddie knows exactly how he’s feeling, he just doesn’t want to think about it. Doesn’t really want to unpack that just yet. Doesn’t know if he can. Doesn’t want to unpack the exhaustion, and the loneliness, and the reason he’s wearing Steve’s sweater like an absolute creep. The chatroom probably isn’t the best place for it, anyway. He can’t dump that on them. Not when they’re so happy. So free.

c0rr0d3d_3dd13: oh u know it baybeeee B) c0rr0d3d_3dd13: im a working man nw

Make me write for WIP Weekend!

#ask #wip weekend #momo writes #eriquin

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i--antimony · 1 year

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tuesday again no porblme

listening: catching up on the locked tomb pod and extremely aggro about how one of the hosts Insists that there is Zero proof of harrow being romantically in love with gideon through any of the books. shakes them by the lapel. 'i am undone without you'

also TDH act iv on repeat all week. my spotify wrapped is gonna look soooo predictable

reading: i started flipping thru some of the quilting books i got from the library! mainly for inspiration and vibes, i should start looking at some of the techniques tho and planning out my little wall hanging for my mom :)

watching: many things...on saturday my roommate and i did a horror movie swap so we watched the descent (my rec) and insidious (her rec), insidious was fun but not very scary imo...darth maul lookin ass.

we also started interview with the vampire which i am deeply invested in now but not invested enough to Purchase AMC Streaming so im pirating that this week to continue this weekend...started severance today because we realized that her boyfriend has apple tv for us to steal...excited to get into that one months after its been relevant

playing: n/a

making: shawl progress continuing, almost at the point where i was before i had to frog a bunch of it! i also did a lot of embroidery this week on the sweater design that i offered to do for a friend literally a year ago because i want to try to finish it for the holiday season this year!

BONUS: what delights have I experienced?

walking around: minor walks! mainly a little stroll around downtown after picking up our vegetables (see deliciousness). there is a little catholic bookstore on main street that is never open and has weird hours but IT WAS OPEN so my roommate wanted to go in and this fucking book was in there and i lost my mind a little bit

fellowship: movie day with roommate on saturday ... not too much otherwise

deliciousness: ooooo okay so my roommate (and i think her bf is also gonna chip in some $ for it) signed up for a $40/week veggie basket from a local farm and it is soooo worth it. abundance. so much produce. carrots, radishes, dill, INSANE HUGE green onions (like two feet long at least), miscellaneous lettuce and kale and other greens...

we made a big italian wedding-style soup on sunday with some of the veg. yumb

goofing: i was gonna put n/a here but i was showing my roommate that atrocious clip of gigi hadid saying 'big slay' but i forgot how to pronounce her name so i said gigi with a hard g sound and that was a good goof

transcendence: went into a fugue state yesterday on my math homework. blacked out for two and a half hours and it was done.

amelioration: n/a

coitus: i got a coffee on our silly little downtown stroll and it fucked so hard

enthrallment: n/a

wildcard: there is glass in our garbage disposal because i broke one of my nice blue tumblers in the sink and a piece got stuck in the thing >:(

#tuesdayposting

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andromede-ayne · 1 year

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ok life updates bc im bored and i just want to talk to people

- a sweater shrunk in the wash which is very sad because I'm living out of a suitcase for this month and a half while I'm home from college which means I have a very limited wardrobe. but it's also fucking hilarious because the sweater is tiny now and it looks really silly and dumb

- This is an older update but I got my haircut and now I'm dressing much more masculine

- considering getting back into wearing goth outfits and makeup Because I did find it really fun to dress up and all that but since it made me kind of dysphoric or have other weird gender feelings If I do get back into it it will be in the form of drag or something adjacent

- I have been watching a lot of movies including: When Harry Met Sally (8/10 I usually don't like rom-coms but it was cute); Repo: The Genetic Opera (7/10 pretty fun but also kinda gave me second hand embarrassment. loved the gore though. shout out to death via getting ipaled on a fence!!! <- gideon the ninth reference); Annihilation (6/10 interesting concept but kind of poorly executed, the dialogue was bad imo. there was a v attractive lesbian in it tho so that was fun); The Crow (9/10 I really liked it and it was very fun. shoutout AGAIN to death via getting impaled, this time the impalee deserved it though); The Hunger (1983) (9/10 HAVE LESBIAN VAMPIRE SEX KILL YOUR HUSBAND BECOME A VAMPIRE CREATE A POLYCULE, also it had a lovely soundtrack. everyone talks about bowie in this movie but i think the two women having sex was cooler and more important)

- i picked a bunch of wintergreen leaves and am making extract out of them, which i am excited for, and also you need alcohol to make extracts which resulted in my dad saying "you want me to buy you hard liquor??" and me saying "yes" and then a very funny trip to the liquor store

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hahaha yeah i wanted it to get colder but now its not fun because i have to be out and about im sorry you had a bad day

omg same I was so excited to wear all my sweaters and now I’m freezing the second I leave my house and it’s kinda miserable 🫠🫠 thank u tho cutie!!!! hope you’re staying warm :)

#bestie asks

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bunicate · 6 months

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Mimi!!! my beloved flower! my adorable most sweetest person on Tumblr!!!

first of all thank u for always answering my asks 🥺 and no worries over late responses! you're girl bossing in the big adult world an' that is very hard! so no worries! take your time <333

second of all, thank you! I never really thought about just walking to help with working out, I walk to all my classes but I don't have anything to keep track of my steps so I'll have to invest in something that can so thank you for the suggestion <3

third of all! has it gotten colder where your at? its starting to get chilly in my state and I'm so excited, I can't wait to dress up in my big ol' sweaters and booties >^<

much love- ❄️

my precious snowflake . . i have neglected u for so long but i am here now ! ! i missed u dearly ! i hope you are staying warm and toasty wherevr u are ! ! it’s been a long enough time nd I would lub 2 know how you have been nd whut u have been up to ⭐️ i rlly do appreciate u for being patient and sending me these bunniful askies 🤍 it’s so lovely 2 see T_T

but yes ! ! walking is such a good workout. ive been hitting 10k steps as of late even tho im working in an office nd it’s been great !! I track my steps with my apple watch but a phone could also suffice ^_^

#𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑏𝑜𝑥 ๑ ꒱ྀི #❄️#and yes x2 ! ! it’s been super cold and my ear muffs r my besties #it’s time for sweaters nd chunky boots babes ! jus rmr to stay safe too okie !!! much love !!

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flower-blooming-in-hell · 6 months

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i need to scream into the void for a minute here bc like. idk who i can tell this who will understand

just rambling abt mental health (ptsd + depression mainly) and transitioning

but just. !!!!!!!!! i just took my first dose of T!!!!!!!! i officially have my androgel at home! and i just applied it to my skin!! and im waiting for it to dry a lil bit more before i put anything on it (like the sweater im gonna wear to bed tonight)

and im like. i could honestly cry rn not in a bad way but in a "this has been coming for such a long time and im so excited for the future right now" kinda way

i think a reason ive always disliked myself is bc i hate being a girl honestly

my voice is too high and feminine, and my face has never looked like my own (though that could also have to do with the did but still)

im currently planning on ending up looking more androgynous atm, but honestly im on a low dose so i can see which changes i want and how far i want to go

tbh im thinkin i might just end up going all the way tho? not sure

or. all the way isnt the right words but yknow what i mean basically lol

its ? very interesting figuring myself out like this

like im not fully confident on who i am but i know what i want, and i dont want to be a girl. i never really have, and i knew that at a young age. and to a point i do identify with "girl/woman" but thats only bc i was raised one, so i have similar experiences to a lot of ppl who could be called girls/women

plus my mom is def bioessentialist (which i need to look up counterarguments for that tbh) and i love her to death but she just doesnt really understand ... a lot of things

plus yknow. trauma . ive never gotten to fully be myself - i have always been what other people want me to be. its... an experience and a learning curve, finally figuring out who and what i am.

tbh this feels similar to when i got published (technically. it was a competition thing and a prize was getting published alongside others) with the like ... sheer positive emotion and wanting to cry and shaking with the excitement of what ive achieved and get to have

its really weird, being this happy. i didnt think id ever get to feel this way, or that id be excited for the future or have plans for it like i do right now. ive always had the feeling of "theres more things i have to do, so im not finished here." but its never really come out as starkly as it is now.

im really, REALLY happy.

yknow, sometimes i look back on my abuser and think that we were made for each other, and that ill never achieve anything greater than having dated them

and i think this is the first time its actually fully setting in and really occuring to me that i can have a life without them. i dont need them. i never did, and i didn't truly gain anything from being so close to them for so long.

and while i will always be resentful for having to grow up so fast and that i spent so much time on them, and there are still a lot of times that i'm upset with myself for being so unfailingly kind and giving and resilient, times where i wish i broke and wasn't here anymore, i'm truly glad that i didn't and i'm still here.

and i'm happy that i'm not with them anymore.

and i'm glad that i got to have this. and that nobody i currently know will speak negatively about this to me.

sometimes it feels a lot like i move on from them in jagged bits and pieces of glass, like im tugging them out of my skin years after impact

this feels a lot less like that, and more like...

ever since they came into my life, ive felt like . corrupted, evil, gross, whore, etc compared to their bright white purity. like i could never measure up

i think this is the first time in years where ive actually felt pure, in any kind of way

excited for the future, happy, not focused on anyone but myself, confident.

ive always wanted a truly clean slate. and now i have that

i have a better idea of things i want now too, and ive been taking better care of myself as well, and i have so much more energy

i still wish they could see and that theyd be proud of me, instead of whatever the hell manipulative gaslighty bs theyd think up

but im not thinking about them that much either

this is something that i want, and the focus is rightfully on me

...its a slightly weird feeling, but i dont feel selfish for it, for once

#also on a trauma note:#they both really left me in the exact same way huh #they got tired of me and looked for an outside force to make me break up with them #bc they didnt want to do it themselves #cowards

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