what if it was esme who turned rosalie (ignoring if shes capable) i think that it would affect Rose's opinion somewhat. something something abused woman giving another abused woman a second chance at living a life free from the influence men have had over them

let's talk about (and i mean watch me fawn over) supernatural s5 ep11 (Sam, Interrupted)

10 min into the chapter and the good doc's already showing why he's a good one cause the way he spotted the winchester's codependent relationship in only a few hours??? Not only that but he actually said it was "dangerously codependant", i mean he's right but ouch and then we have that talk between dean and his not so therapist, which is actually worse when u re-watch it KNOWING it's dean and his crazy mind. He's having a therapy session with basically HIMSELF and (screams) ofc he's asking himself all the right questions. i mean she started that convo asking 'bout his sleep (he survives w only a couple of hours(and idk if that's the correct word im drunk)) and HIS DRINKING PROBLEM and we got the tell me about ur father thing

AND IN THEIR SECOND CONVERSATION SHE ASKS why is he the one who's gotta save everyone? why it can be anyone else? how is that fair? How many people does he have to save to call it a day? AND the crushing realization that it is horrible. the weight of his duty is crushing him. he can't save everyone.

then the third is the charm and the not so therapist is showing her true colors saying "Did you really think that you, Dean Winchester, with a GED…and a give-them-hell attitude, were gonna beat the devil? Please. The world is gonna burn, and there is nothing that you can do." AND it´s not her saying those horrible things, it's Dean's mind. Those are Dean toughts, that's how he sees himself.....

I CRIED

So they kick ass and save the day, go all c r a z y and almost kick the bucket BUT WE ARE NOT DONE YET cause Sam's mind is in shambles (a-fuckin-gain) and he can't not be honest, not when his crazy mind has told him about how his lies were the cause of all those deaths, not when he finally has a clue of what's happening to him, what was always inside him (it's ANGER) and Dean- Dean says "You're gonna take all that crap and bury it. You're gonna forget it, because that's how we keep going" It's an awful advice, zero healthy, the absolutely wrong thing to say, to even THINK. But that's how he has always been. So Sam shuts his mouth and gets into the Impala, doesn't go against Dean's word, even tho i really think he really WANTS to cause he has most of the winchester emotional intelligence, because, and i repeat, HE'S IN SHAMBLES. Im gonna kword myself UGH i hate them !!! i love them!!! End of the communicate i just wanted to put my very disorganized thought into words lol

Now that it's new years, I get a wish.

I wish for a fat transgirl gf!

Or

I wish for a pretty femboy bf!

Started using the DBD stats tracking website and I'm sooooo obsessed. I fucking love numbers and percentages. Fuck yeah!

Omori doodle bc I didn't forget

I keep asking god to baptize me in his grace into a sinless being but all he does is turn me into different types of detritus. A rind of cheese, a condom wrapper, a chewed piece of gum under a park bench. I ask him why he sees these forms as sinless and he just laughs at me

hey. Happy birthday -🐼

Hasta que te acordaste Olvidona veny dame un Beso 🥴🥳🥰💋💋💋💋

watching the batman for the fifth time <3

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why is it so hot when people do stuff for me . like not in a way that im lazy but that im helpless and cant possibly do it myself. is that dumbification

genuinely so in love with art the clown. he's objectively awful and probably smells like sweat and blood and brutally murdered several people with personalized touches but. I love him. I can't fix him and I don't want to. I love him even though he commits atrocities. that's just part of him and i accept it

Ah yes my glorp shitto blorbos from my eeby deeby

I love being anonymous. I love being a lurker. I love it when nobody responds to my posts or my questions. A twitch streamer I was said my name and read my chat and now I can never go back again. A stall I frequented at the farmers market asked me my name and I never went back. I love talking to the void.

MY DMZ ARE OPEN AND YET NO BEAUTFUIL TRANS WOMEN HAVE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF IT LORDD

[[Omg I had a spicy crispin/aisling/bracken dream and now I wanna write them so baaaaaaad. Maybe in the upcoming viktorverse arc they can come and rescue them? With the power of their unstoppable throuple energy? I love these characters so fucking much.]]

I've been to Idaho and I'm still not convinced it exists. It just doesn't make sense. Me hallucinating a weekend in Idaho makes more sense than Idaho actually being real.