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MORE ! ! !
Still haven't got around to everyone yet, but more has been drawn!!
Didn't expect people to like these LOL
#sky children of the light#sky cotl#thatskygame#sky children fanart#sky cotl fanart#im doing all of these from memory#and adding small headcanons/designs#its fun
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doodles which i may or may not finish later
#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#chaos sonic#sonic prime#metal sonic#beepo#metal#the first one i want to make into a print maybe… and the lasts one a sticker#not sure what im gonna do with the beepos#also ftr these r all from memory and im oretty sure i got some things wrong but i dont care#and how
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every time i see someone shit on the xianzhou story quest on twitter i die a little bit inside.
#narus' corner#SO LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW EVERYONE HATED XIANZHOU BECAUSE EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHERS AND ANCESTORS HAD PULLED UP THEORY AFTER THEORY#AND WHEN SAID THEORY DID NOT FCKING GO ALONG WITH WHAT THE ACTUAL WRITERS HAD IN STORE HELL BROKE LOOSE#ion think u understand#maybe im biased. i probably am but the way hoyoverse tackled immortality with xianzhou is quite bittersweet honestly#YA'LL WANTED UR DOOMED YAOI AND YURI AND TBH ME TOO BUT THEY ARE STILL FCKING DOOMED EVEN IF SOME THEORIES DID NOT GO AS MOST SHIPPERS WANT#THEY STILL DOOMED MILADYS AND GENTS AND NONBINARY PEEPS DAN HENG IS SUFFERING FROM PTSD AS WE SPEAK.#u look at xianzhou and see predecessors suffering the consequences of what their ancestors wanted because of immortality and vow to stop it#because they been fighting people against GALAXIES who wants a taste of that immortality who also don't KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT WHICH I#LITERALLY GETTING MARA-STRUCK WHENEVER UR MEMORIES OVERLOAD FROM LIVING TOO LONG AND GO: damn this was shit writing cause i didn't understa#IMMA AAAH#eternal wars where when u find peace after winning you DON'T BECAUSE YOU TURN MARA-STRUCK FROM THE AMOUNT OF TRAUMA U HAVE#when immorality isn't immortality in a sense u can't be killed but long lifespan but then u can't even live said long lifespan#because u get mara-struck from participating in wars to protect AND YA'LL COME OVER HERE AND SAY BAD WRITING?!#and don't come with what the fuck is phantylia doing#ion think u understand how fucked we would've been if phantylia managed to actually absorb that ambrosial arbor AS A GODDAMN EMANATOR#OF DESTRUCTION OF ALL THINGS?! YA'LL WANT INFINITE HEALING WHILE GETTING BLASED OR SMTH!?!#and the aftermath which was probs the most hated on#imma just.#imma shut up LMFAO
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Still sitting here stewing in the fact that the manga skipped Riku’s sacrifice
#soriku#for context the manga skipped the entire fall of the guardians and the whole demon tornado thing and the final world#so it’s not like Riku’s sacrifice was singled out#BUT IM STILL UPSET I really wanted to see all of it 😔#There’s a chance the whole guardian fall will be revealed in the remind section bc sora basically erased that timeline#so it makes sense to skip it rn if we are seeing things from Sora’s perspective of his memory kinda?#but even if they do show the guardian fall as seen in remind it still skips Riku’s sacrifice 😭#not to mention the whole tunnel scene stuff and saving everyone’s hearts#I just don’t understand how anything is going to be explained#like that whole sequence is fundamental to the plot#it’s the reason Sora disappeared#can’t believe we got robbed of both the gayblade and Riku’s sacrifice#I’m not even mad just baffled by the decisions here#I guess we’ll see how the rest plays out
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i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.
#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits#theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy#you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol#anyway for context#i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever#all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob#and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail#all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago#and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails'#specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m#so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol#drawfee#sea rambles
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Thinking about a Durge who has rejected Bhaal, and whatever person they used to be, but still secretly longs for their lost memories. A Durge that, despite the answers the man could give them, would never re-ignite that strange passion they were shown they once had for Gortash. A Durge that has, for all purposes to the others in their party, moved on. A Durge that, six months after that day atop the Netherbrain, at a party celebrating their new life, receives a strange letter with an even stranger gadget hidden inside.
The meeting at the inauguration was a strange one. Despite Gortash's very obvious elation at seeing what he'd called his 'dearest friend', the man had no hesitation very proudly detailing the Dark Urge's grand scheme; their grand design for the world to be.
In front of all their friends and 'new' lover, of course.
They were furious, and rightly so. Gortash must have known what he was doing. To isolate them, to bring them back to him. The person who accepted them for all they were, all they are, and all they could be - together.
It wasn't enough to win the Dark Urge back to him, and although they'd tentatively teamed up in the end - he had died. Not by the Urge's hand, but in some ways, his own. The group had left Gortash's body within the Prism, and simply moved on. There were bigger problems, and no one really was sad to see him go. Right?
The Urge remembers a letter found in Moonrise Towers. Gortash liked gadgets, according to Ketheric. Evidence was abundant enough with the Steel Watchers, among other things. The item is strangely shaped, entirely too small, and with a simple touch, comes to life.
It reminds them of the strange picture they had seen at the Iron Throne. Gortash's visage shone through a glass, moving, talking - warning them to leave. Answering them, praising them for listening.
What a strange contraption, they'd thought all those months ago.
And then, now, there he was again. A picture, in their hand. A moving picture. Speaking with his voice, wearing his weary face - so, so weary - but not the same as before.
This had passed already. The voice did not answer them this time. It was simply impossible - the man was dead, but not quite gone in this moment.
He speaks of the inauguration like it had just happened. His joy at seeing his favourite 'assassin' again, which he says with a sad smile and a moment of silence. A heavy sigh follows, rubbing at his eyes - which they can see are so much darker than they last remember.
He is tired.
Gortash speaks of their time together, before Orin - and how Orin torments him day and night now that they had both confirmed the Urge's return. She appears with their face, taunting him some days. Other days she sends assassins that wear the same, and he simply cannot let his guard down anymore. But he knew it was them that day.
They can see the exhaustion that pulls down his features, makes his words heavier. This is not the Archduke speaking to him in this moment - it is a tired, broken down man that has just seen a ghost.
Yet they cling to every word anyway, because even though this is a broken down man who is terrified of the ghost - the man still hopes the ghost will remember him, too.
They don't. But he doesn't know that, not this little picture of him, anyway.
The picture says that if they are seeing this recording, it means he is already dead - and although he had planned to sway them back to his side, he may not have been given the chance, and refuses to allow the opportunity to share what the two of them once had slip away.
He would gift unto them the memories that he could, even beyond death. The bloody ones, the happy ones, the painful ones.
And he talks, he smiles, he even cries.
And so do they.
#durgetash#dark urge x gortash#i dont usually write gushy things but i am trying to write fic of this i need to yell a bit#this has been sitting in my drafts i release it to the world now#dont look at me im cringe#i just think that my own dark urge would always long for their memories despite withers's warnings and#knows that gortash is the only person who could give it to them and selfishly sides with him because of it#and when gortash dies he knows all is lost. and accepts it. he has a new life now. its okay. (its not okay)#and when they see that funky lil thing in the letter They Know. They KNOW it's from That man#and there's a moment of hesitation as those words from withers flash in their mind again but nope fuck it. selfishness wins.#and even though the man was a monster - they were once eachother's monsters and - there are his answers. some of them anyway.#and he can finally let go of that : )#i dont have a writing tag nor do i want one rn this is a rarity for me#bg3 epilogue spoilers#minor spoilers but still
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R.I.P. Astrud Gilberto, March 29, 1940 - June 5, 2023. Seen here, performing "The Girl from Ipanema" in 1964 with Stan Getz on tenor sax, Gary Burton on vibraphone, Gene Cherico on bass, and Joe Hunt on drums.
#astrud gilberto#r.i.p.#the girl from ipanema#music#bossa nova#stan getz#childhood memories#damn - hearing this song after so long literally unlocked#childhood memories from kindergarten? of music they played at nap time#not the school or the teachers but someone who lived nearby#close enough that we could hear it gently playing in the background#at 12 noon sharp every day for an hour#and i can remember that whenever it wasnt playing#all of us kids had trouble falling asleep#whenever i do hear it now (which isnt at all often)#it immediately relaxes my brain and my entire body#lol - they pavlove’d a conditioned response into us#hopefully there isnt another song ive forgotten that automatically turns on a murderous rage#anyway - the point here is that im almost 39#and (my fault) but this is the 1st time ive ever even seen what she looked like
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#this is one of four pages#BUT I GOT STUCK AND FOR SOME REASON I CANT GET ME TO CONTINUE THE OTHERS#IM DOING A BUNCH OF OTHERS RNM DRAWINGS SO I DONT KNOW WHEN I WILL#ILL DELETE THIS WIP WHEN I FINISH ALL THE OTHERS SO IN WEEKS IF I DO#THIS IS JUST FANART OF SOMETHING AMANDA WROTE#in that they are seeing a memory of morty from years ago when he enjoyed going across the universe (ALL AMANDAS IDEAS I CLEAR UP#role swap#rick and morty#art tag#I GUESS
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Dupliblaze COMAGMA
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home2t4ck#dave strider#admin draws#fanart#gradient maps part 2#you would not believe how much easier this was to draw than the prior post. as ive maybe already referenced (<-memory of a goldfish)#again. made with the express purpose of being a stencil i color in with tonal correction shit#my hand hurts from all the writing im doing while studying so idk art might slow down lol. even tho i wanna draw more#at least drawing is basically stretching compared to my tight fucking handwriting and deathgripping the pen while doing it#going into medicine with adhd and a love for drawing random bullshit is toughie but we ball
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i love taking those Percy Jackson "Which Greek God is your Parent" quizzes but I usually get Poseidon and I need to know if I'm a basic bitch so
obviously when the quiz is like "choose: do you like the SEA or the COLD EXPANSE OF DEATH" and its super obvious I pick other options or leave the quiz but when they are actually subtle with the choices, I get fucking Poseidon
also! i did not put Hera or Hestia or Artemis as an option on purpose. Other means im expecting to see like minor gods.
#clearly since the main character is le son of poseidon. im sure we have all at some point wanted him as the quiz result#so im expecting to learn that im a basic bitch#however i really do love swimming and the ocean and shit#and there was a huge earthquake when i was born#and my mom did that whole I Lived By The Sea When I Met Your Father And Then When You Were Born I Moved Away From The Sea shit.#just like sally 😭 and i had no memory of my bio father for YEARS#so reading percy jackson was like. insane to my brain. i did meet my bio dad this year tho. at the age of 20. and he is in fact a mortal#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#zeus#poseidon#hades#apollo#demeter#pjo hoo toa#poll#polls#tumblr polls
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cho yeong's last memory as mudeok is stabbing the person she loved, the first person who loved her and looking at her hands in devastating realization that killing is all she can do — and jang uk made sure in his last breath to hold her bloodied hand to say it's okay and she could never truly hurt him and i love you
#knowing this and how she wanted to run from him after regaining her memories i wanna kms#and he spent those miserable 3 years making sure no one dirtied her name#this show has ruined me#im so serious all i do is think about them#alchemy of souls#ukyeong#cho yeong#jang uk#naksu#otp: soulmates#lee jaewook#go younjung#mudeok#kdrama
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disclaimer: graphic design is not my passion.
edit: rip i FORGOT to specify that its the BG Manga that has no EN subs rn. BG stageplay has EN subs everyone say thank u to frog/veggie sub
#revue starlight#edit: YES IM AWARE THERE ARE BG SUBS IM LITERALLY FRIENDS WITH THE SUBBER#absolute BANGER music from starry diamond tho#the only reason i can tell them apart like this is that ive been here this entire time and having seen them in real time gave me the context#but admittedly i do also have the memory of a goldfish so if i mistook smth hit me up with a message or smth#anyways i also maintain that red eyes koharu (manga and canon) and blue eyes koharu (game) are 2 separate entities#like how stage maya and anime maya r also two different entities#btw if ppl are also interested in whatevers going on in the blue glitters saikai slide but cannot find the things i WILL hold your hand#and guide u all the steps they are my beloved#i love introducing ppl to the secret ghost whos been haunting the Starlight narrative this entire fucking time
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I scrutinize each photo
Each letter, each tape, each story
Digging further and further back through history
Hoping to pinpoint
Where the weight on my shoulders originated
Who carried it first
How many generations of suffering do I hold
How many ghosts are tearing at my flesh
How many generations of knowledge have I been denied
How much has been lost
How much will be lost
As my fingers slowly erode paper
As obsession wears through the tapes
As each memory slowly becomes unrecognizable
The film strips undulate like intestines
The dust and ink sticking to my hands like flecks of gore
When you cut into my gut
Is it blood that spills out
Or history?
Salamatullah Eldritch (2022), Archival Violence, Mnemonic Gore [digital collage]
[Image attribution & sources for images used]
#Eldritch IT Speaks#Digital Collage#blood tw#I'm planning on making an story based on this#anyways this is all just. musings on generational trauma. partially brought from my family finding photos#from the late 1800s to mid 1900s#along with my own struggles w/ generational trauma and memory#i usually don't make collages and the last time I did was while I was in a psychiatric treatment center and it was made of just words#im usually not good with like. making something like this. i struggle to abandon symmetry and weird rules in my head#so im kinda proud that I managed to let go of that to make this#ALSO. lowkey I am inspired to do this collage n using gore bcuz of Yah Yah Scholfield#eldritch it writes
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Hello! I’ve been admiring your art for a while now from afar, and I’m stoked to see you’ve gotten into bbc ghosts!! I was wondering if you’d consider drawing Humphrey in your style? He’s my favourite character and your historical comic style is a dream. No pressure if not of course!
I've actually been into BBC Ghosts for a couple years now,,, since it first dropped in fact I think? I've just never had the attention span to get through even more than one (1) season although I LOVE it, my brain's shite like that 💀 So finishing season 2 and finally making art is an accomplishment lmao. Anyway if anyone wants to talk about it with me absolutely hmu! Just know I'm really far behind and don't want spoilers 🤡
Rest assured I am eventually going to draw all of them at some point ((I hope!!)) But since ye asked I might as well get stared on Humphrey first. And thank you again darling 🥰 they love me ((my style)) for my ((its)) Horrible Histories swag!!!! 🤡✌️🤡✌️
#Bbc ghosts#Humphrey bone#six idiots#Them there#laurence rickard#Larry rickard#Maybe im making up the horrible histories swag comment up MYSELF from all of u being so bloody lovely#But 1. I am. Very touched whenever ppl actually like my style!!1!#Bc i do mostly traditional art and it's a lot less 'clean' than many art/fanart styles that are ''in'' so it's always reassuring#And 2. Ive gotten a couple nice comments about my style on the other ghosts pieces too AND a memory of#Someone in college saying my style reminded them of horrible histories so??? Im hoping maybe thats where it all clicks :''')
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hello helloo! i just read through your modern au and I'm in love (shocker), i wanted to ask if you'd give some more info on poppy? apologies if there's already a dedicated post to her, looking is not my specialty
there is not! i will gladly ramble!
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in this au, Poppy is slightly less fearful than canon. this is for several reasons! 1) years of therapy. 2) anxiety meds. 3) teenage years of her friends dragging her out for Shenanigans & hyping her tf up! but she's still a worrywart! she's very cautious! she can and Will see the bad/dengerous side to every situation. but! now she has the tools to not only cope with but combat her intrusive thoughts & fears <3
i think i mentioned it before but she Did Not Realize she was trans until highschool! specifically, when she met Sally! Poppy had to stop by the theater department after school for some reason or another, and Sally noticed her looking longingly at the costume dresses (Poppy thought she was alone lol)
and while Poppy was mortified at being caught, Sally was delighted. they only knew each other in passing and from reputation but Sally started holding up dresses to Poppy and complimenting how well they suited her. (i could joke about how Sally could sniff out the lesbian in her before Poppy even knew she was a girl!) Poppy, flustered by the sudden attention and apparent acceptance, didn't know how to handle it and fled. then started avoiding Sally in the halls. but! eventually she had to go back for Insert Reason Here, and ofc Sally was there. this time around Sally is a little gentler and less assertive, but manages to coax Poppy into checking out the more ~feminine~ costumes again. thus begins their little meetings where Poppy tries on costumes and Sally is her biggest hypeman
it takes a while for things to Click in Poppy's mind! it isn't until she tries on a dress that Sally custom-made for her, wearing some makeup and a wig, that Poppy has her oh moment. unfortunately, some of their ~mutual friends~ (Wally, Barnaby, Howdy) walk in on them. there's a short, terrifying moment where Wally is all "who's your friend, Sally?" and Barnaby has to lean over to let him know "that's Poppy, bud". before Poppy can fully freak out, Wally immediately goes OH! and starts complimenting how pretty she looks. Barnaby chimes in next to ask if the dress is home-made bc it fits Poppy beautifully, Howdy nabs a necklace from the nearby gathered accessories and put it on her to "tie the outfit together". in short! Poppy finds nothing but support from her buddies & they're more than happy to help her figure out this new internal crisis / revelation
then of course eventually she's found out by her family, which goes very well (im using sarcasm! it goes terribly!). Poppy isn't outright disowned or kicked out or in immediate danger, but her relationship with her family is ruined by their transphobic bigotry. her friends have her back throughout this, and the guest room at the Beagle farm is always open to her! Sally continues to make custom clothes for Poppy (something that becomes a love language for the two of them <3).
honestly, this period in Poppy's life is part of what like... idk... strengthens her, in a way? her continuing to be herself and actively rebelling against her family, i mean. Poppy becomes a pretty stellar liar lol (lying to her parents about where she's going, who she's hanging out with, what she does after school, etc). she's very cautious about all of it, but she does it! she's determined to pursue and discover and Realize the woman inside her! i have this sweet scene in my mind of the Group at the Beagle farm chilling on the floor with notebooks, brainstorming on possible names. (Sally enthusiastically says a variation of 'exquisite' to each one, and then when Poppy says 'im not sure about that one' Sally - still enthusiastically - says a variation of 'horrible terrible how could you suggest such an ill-fitting name'). despite everyone's efforts, i like to think that Poppy finds her name entirely on accident! maybe during the Gap Year Road Trip! maybe they stop by a SoCal poppy reserve in superbloom and the flowers Resonate with her! who's to say!
but Poppy begins her (medical) transition in college! she, of course, gets shit for it, but she also begins to find community and enjoyment in the local queer community. and of course, she has her buddies <3
but anyway! i like to think that Poppy participates in local farmer's markets with her crochet work & baked goods, the latter of which is a complete hit! that, plus her first experience with going to a tearoom inspires her to strive towards owning her own! tearooms are right up her alley, i'd say - calm, quiet, and Poppy can make peoples' days a little brighter with a tranquil atmosphere & delicious treats! i swear i have a reason between 'Poppy british = she goes into tea business'. honestly! tearooms are more about the tiny sammies & tasty cones w/ cream! and feeling Fancy while chatting!
i think it takes a while for her to actually be able to start up a tearoom. I'd imagine she starts by holding a small, single-table reservation-based one in her own place once the Group decides on what town to move to. it's successful, slowly (but steadily) grows, until she can get an actual House and transform the ground floor into a full tearoom. lil shop by the checkout counter, several different rooms, a sizeable kitchen. staff! the tearoom is a humble one, but it's a killer holiday & tourist destination! the high ratings even bring in people from out of town!
and when it comes to Poppy & Sally, bc yall know i'm a sucker for Popstar - i like to think that they start dating after (mostly) all of them move into their new town. & after they both have been in prior relationships! and then they never stop dating. well, they do, but that's so that they can upgrade to Wife Status. and then they never stop being wives so there <3
but Poppy is successful and happy! she had a rough go of it but she Makes It! and she continues to make it!
#i hope this Suffices!#ofc the ~lore~ in my mind is a lil more complex#but its Too Much to fully write out yk yk#giving her a tearoom was uhhhhh a bit of Personal Indulgence i will admit!#i used to have a tradition with my mother/grandma/sister where we'd all go to a tearoom once a year#but then grammie bit the dust (or rather - got turned into it) and that tradition uh. kinda stopped#i have very fond memories! i'd like to go to one again someday! perhaps with friends!#so when i was thinking 'what modern day profession would suit poppy' i do think owning a high english tearoom would fit#theres also just a level of personal influence to that ahaha#also if i went to a nice tearoom and the owner was a gorgeous 6'8 woman. ough. thats all im gonna say about it. ough <3#rambles from the bog#wh modern human au#sally likes to waltz into the tearoom while poppy is working to buy One (one) little box of tea and also flirt over the counter for an hour#and there's an upstairs room reserved for Poppy & her friends!!#it's free for them to use at any time!#though they still always pay. they have a lil game with poppy where she tries her best to refuse#but they manage to sneak the payment past her anyway#or they so happen to 'leave a tip that just so happens to be the exact payment' on their chair#on top of the tearoom she also supplies some baked goods for Howdy's shop#it was something they started when she was first getting her lil business off the ground#it evolves into just 'poppy bakes a batch of muffins as her morning ritual and sends them to howdys'#she supplies more when she can! or when she stress bakes! or when she and frank stress bake together! the entire group gets fresh tasties!
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u know how the inside of juris curls look like roses. and they get tighter when she starts Hiding more of herself. And how that’s connected with her idealization of shiori. And Also Probably the sentiment that Her love is unrequited and shiori is straight. and that’s part of the way she puts shiori on a pedestal. So if she believes more and more that it is a one sided love that can never prosper…. and Her hair is orange and her curls are roses…..
the more she believes, the more she looks like a rose herself… i love juri because she is shown to be the one most grounded in reality but when it comes to things that deeply affects her emotions shes just blatantly lying to herself. that’s so me.
#im vomiting word dump#im also projecting#kibitalk#juri arisugawa#the way shiori does the same thing#do you think shiori ever saw juri trip and then just erased it from her memory#so she could continue to idealize her so she could direct all of her anger towards that#ummm sorry word DUMP!#GUYS HELP THE YURI IS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE AND IT WONT LEAV3
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