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imvriix · 2 years

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hi hi!! i saw your asks/requests were on so i got to thinking, i really liked what you did with the main 3 of berserk and the "reader knows character is smitten with them but ignores it" promt/idea and i was wondering if you could do it with ryo, akira and miki (Devilman Crybaby)! I really like how you characterized griffith and hes slightly similar to ryo so im excited to see what you would write for him! Thanks!!

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𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 ! [dmcb version]

summary ;; — they were beginning to get too obvious, and even more needier for your affection. its a shame that you wouldn't recognise it even though they desperately wanted you to.

featuring + contains ;; — ryo, akira, miki x gn! oblivious! reader [ seperate ] .

a/n ;; — im glad you liked it, and thank you for sending me my first dmcb request ! + in both this version and the berserk version, the reader is based on the type of lover i think would suit the character. some may truly be oblivious and some may not be.

berserk version

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— akira fudo

it's definitely hard to not see how much he was desperately chasing after you every second of the day. sometimes, literally.

but you wanted to know how long it'd be until he began to become impatient and finally announce it to you himself.

usually, he whines and will do just about anything to get even a slither of your attention. he melts especially as your praise as you run your hands through his hair for doing something good, but as long as you're thinking of him, hes glowing from happiness.

the lengths he will go to for your attention is unbelievable, he doesnt care if he gets hurt, because you're there for him if he does, and he believes its worth the pain to have you running around him and checking for injuries while hes seated in your apartment. he could drown himself in your care, he loves nothing more than being looked after by you.

even the light lecture you gave him made his heart flutter because he knew it was because you actually cared, and that thought alone made him feel even better.

he likes how special you make him feel, how you look up at him with eyes full of worry and concern whenever he does something stupid.

he does feel bad whenever he sees you so worried, telling you it truly doesnt hurt that bad, but it never stops you from fretting over him no matter how bad he gets, which is why he wants to steal you away from others to keep you to himself so badly.

he pouts and he whines whenever your with someone else. he's jealous and he makes sure everyone knows. you simply laugh it off and give him that smile that just makes his insides melt, you knew the affect you had on him as he made no effort to hide it, but your innocent charm was too much for him.

he also knew that at time, you were full aware. there was no way you wouldnt be, how could you not? you practically glowed in his eyes, and your soft and sweet nature made him want even more.

more and more and more, he was so greedy when it came to you, because he knew no limits. he wanted you, and he would get you.

he sat on the sofa in your apartment as you rushed around trying to find the first aid kit, not expecting him to show up to your place with a bloody nose, multiple bruises and a large gash on his upper arm. it had been 4:27 in the morning and you were fast asleep, which is what you had expected akira to be once you had texted him goodnight. but instead, he showed up all bruised and battered.

you said nothing as you opened the door once you had seen him grinning at you, you immediately ushered him in and sat him down. you had finally found the kit and you hurried back to him, snapping it open. neither of you exchanged a word, but you eventually looked up at him, asking gently if he was going to tell you what had happened this time. he smiled and shook his head no, " it wasnt anything special. it just happened. "

you frowned, you didn't like the sound of him getting hurt this badly and then telling you it simply happened as if it was something as small as falling over. but you knew that even if you kept prying, he wouldnt tell you. you sighed, " you're too reckless, " you began, " what will you do if im not here to help you after you hurt yourself? " you asked, worry laced in your tone.

" why wouldn't you be here? " his smile left his face as he stared at you. you began to smile, " sorry, that was stupid of me. ill always be here for you. " you promised, relishing in how his eyes widened. you took his surprised reaction as an opportunity to sit on his lap to clean the blood off of his face, surprising him even more.

you acted like you didnt notice his flustered state or how you were sat on his lap, lifting his head up by placing two fingers on his chin. you were focused on your task of wiping the blood with a wipe, all while he just stared up at you, admiring your features.

he wanted to do something other than just sit there, but he couldnt move. he could never get over how good it felt to have you against him, how good it felt when you teased him and acted like you didnt know what you were doing. eventually, he brought a large hand to rest on your thigh, but that was all he could do. he wanted to grab you right there and kiss you and make you pay for doing things like this and then acting like you had the right to look so innocent and small as if you werent aware.

but he knew deep down that he couldnt, because even though he thought all these sinful things, whenever he looked at you and saw the opposite, he had to admit to how painfully pleasurable it was.

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— miki makimura

she wouldnt be very obvious but at the same time, if it was from the point of view of someone looking on the outside, it would be fairly noticeable.

you'd watch her while she ran track races, amazed at her speed and determination, unaware of how what was pushing her to win was the thought of you watching her and silently cheering her on.

she'd give you a wink and smile at the beginning of her races before winning within minutes and returning to you proudly.

she is fairly protective on you, and pays more attention to you than the guys that hit on her, which is why some people find it fairly obvious that she likes you due to her shrugging off everyone else and instead choosing to stick around you.

but of course, you simply saw this as her being kind and enthusiastic. its not like she was rude to everyone else, so you didnt exactly see the extra adoration she had for you. because why would she? so many people respected her and liked her, you were simply there as a friend to cheer her on.

but this was obviously the opposite of what she thought of you. she didn't mind what the two of you currently had, although at times she did wish you were more than friends, but the idea of scaring you off worried her too much.

all in all, her crush would be pretty healthy, though she would be more protective over you when it comes to other people. but its safe to say each of the trio would be protective anyway, but hers is more emotional. she doesnt want you hurt, and she doesnt want others to scare you away from her either.

she is aware of the people who are jealous of her, who are jealous of you for being around her, and while she can handle the jealousy being aimed at her, she cant handle it being directed at you. you being chased away because some people couldnt handle seeing your friendship infuriated her, so she'd be quick to pull you away from the sight of others.

she prefers to spend time with you one on one, away from other people who she thinks would be no good for you. she doesn't realise that the only reason she felt like this was because she wanted you for herself, that she didnt want to deal with the lingering feeling of jealousy when your with other people and having to push it aside.

you sat patiently on the bleachers, watching the people that were taking part in the race stretch and prepare themselves before getting into the starting position. you couldn't help the excited grin stretched out on your face as you watched, squirming around in excitement.

you were sure she would win. why wouldn't she? she was miki makimura, for gods sake. she was known for her speed and being the best on the track team. even then, you were always excited foe her whenever you showed up to watch her races, which was all the time. and each time she was glowing from pride whenever she returned with another win. it made you happy you had such a great friend like her.

as she got into position, your eyes landed on her. she felt the familiar feeling of you watching as she turned to make eye contact with you, smiling with a determined look across her features. you smiled back, mouthing good luck, although you knew she wouldn't really need it, trying to motivate her and succeeding in doing so.

as you heard the whistle, they began to run on the track. they were each incredibly fast, and all were around the same speed, but miki was significantly and noticeably faster. it took no time for her to get in the lead, and although everyone anticipated it, people still cheered and some stared in a mix of awe and envy. your eyes never left her as she was reaching nearer and nearer to the end, you shook in your seat from how close she was.

you knew it was stupid because it was obvious she would win, but you couldn't help but feel so excited for her each time. she panted as she tried to control her breathing, she searched for you in the crowd and her smile got even wider once she did. you clapped for her, beaming.

eventually, she came back for you. you handed her a water bottle, which she thanked you for before taking a few sips and securing the lid back on. " you did great, " you praised, your smile never leaving as she sat next to you, patting your head as she did so, " thanks for always turning up for this. " she said as you shrugged.

" obviously i'm going to show up, im your biggest supporter. id show up even if you told me not to, " you laughed as she simply stared. she had many moments like these, dosing off randomly while staring at you. it worried you at first, but now you had gotten used to it as it simply seemed like a bad habit of hers. you simply didn't realise that it was actually much, much more.

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— ryo asuka

wouldn't be noticeable in the first place. he's easier on you, and tries significantly harder to be more understanding as well.

he takes care of you more and finds himself feelings responsible for your happiness and health for some reason. he ignores these feelings as best as he can, but he cant suppress them as much as he wants to. more often than not, he finds himself going against these ' reasonable ' thoughts to distance himself from you, over and over again.

i mentioned in mikos headcannons that each of the trio was protective, but in their own ways. ryo was possessive, it wasnt about not liking other people, because there was no one he liked anyway, but he hated them even more when they were around you.

he was isolating and he found himself more and more annoyed whenever seeing how you attracted people. you needed someone to take care of you, and who else was more capable of him to do that? these people who chased after you were tainted, and werent any good for you. none of them would be able to keel you as happy as he did, so who else did you need, if not him?

ryo has always simply been ryo to you, so his behaviour never felt wrong, sometimes you noticed his obsession but it never scared you. it made you want to stay with him even more and see how far he would take it for you.

you knew that ryo put up with you more than others, which was obvious because of his cold exterior and how he wasnt the moat extroverted, but you didnt truly think about his actions either. you just let it happen, because its ryo. ryo always took care of you, even if he didnt seem to really like anyone else. so if ryo told you to do something, itd be in your best interest to do it.

he was kind to you, even if he found himself annoyed with you at times for reasons you couldnt really comprehend. like if you found someone to be friends with, if you wandered off too far, if you didnt eat or sleep that night. at times you whined that you weren't a child and that he shouldnt baby you or be so judging of other people, but he disregarded all of this and simply told you that you liked it.

although he wasnt very wrong and that it felt good to see how concerned he was about you, you still pouted about it either way.

but you couldn't feel mad about it either. you couldn't stay mad at ryo for long, and he knew that as well as you did.

how he felt never hit him as love either, even though he was falling deeper and deeper by the day. it was obsession and it was dangerous, but you didnt particularly mind either.

you woke up in his bed, not remembering how you ended up in his large apartment. the last thing you remembered was going to someones place to hang out for a bit, you had gotten tired and accidentally fallen asleep. so how did you end up asleep in ryos bed?

you cuddled into the bed, breathing in the familiar scent of a certain blonde. you sighed in content from the comfort of the white sheets and warmth. after a few minutes, you decided to eventually opening your eyes slightly and finding ryo sitting next to you with his eyes trained on the screen of his laptop. only just realising how his hand was gently placed on your head, absentmindedly playing with the strands of your hair while on hand typed away.

he noticed you had woken up and looked at you as you said, " i dont remember coming to your place. " yawning slightly. he frowned, " you should've told me you were going to someone's place. you hadn't messaged me and when i called, you wouldn't pick up. " he reminded you and you pouted.

you saw your phone on the bedside table as you picked it up and went through your notifications, seeing the multiple missed calls he had sent you.

" because you wouldn't have let me go. " you argued back half heartedly, he couldn't exactly argue with that because even he knew it was true. " you still should've told me. you barely know this person and you fell asleep at their house. what would've happened if i didnt pick you up? " he lectured.

" how'd you know where i was anyways? " you asked as he returned to whatever he was doing on his laptop, " tracker. " he responded, nonchalantly. you hummed before saying, " you hadn't told me you put a tracker on my phone. "

you didnt sound very bothered about it, simply noticing that he skipped over the detail as if it was the most normal thing in the world. what you didnt know was that your phone hadnt been tracked, it was you yourself.

" doesn't matter, i dont like them. they obviously aren't good for you if they invited you over so soon after meeting each other. " he told you as you shrugged. " .. fine. they didn't seem that bad, though. " you said, sadly. " of course they didnt seem bad to you, no one does. thats why im telling you that they are. " his eyes remained on his screen. his lips tugged up ever so slightly as he saw you nod tiredly out of the corner of his eye.

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#devilman crybaby x reader #devilman crybaby #ryo asuka #akira fudo #miki makimura #ryo asuka x reader #akira fudo x reader #miki makimura x reader #devilman crybaby satan #devilman crybaby headcannons #anime #manga #gender neutral reader

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yellowbluemoonshine · 1 year

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Hey,manhwa anon,I was wondering if u have read seasons of blossom(sob) its recently ended so it'd be the best time to read I think you would like this story alot and as you said u liked romance in the response that make me more confident that u would like it

It's has romance but it's also touches other topic such as friendship,su1c1de,being bullied, pressure from parents to get grades etc nd imo all couple r good(execpt for one which I personally don't like) it's has 4 szn all have diff mc but! All of the characters r connected somehow it's funny,has good romance,touches serious topic,they help e/o through hardship

I love it nd I like ur opinion on many things so I wanted you to read this & give your opinions😅

Hey, anon, from this post. Thanks for your rec. Actually, i read first season before and maybe season 2 too, i dont really remember though. But i didnt complete it before but after getting your message, i decided to give another chance and i recently restarted it and finished the whole story. Also you made me curious about which one you didnt like, lol, let me know. And Here’s my opinion about series;

First of all, art is good and characters are generally good too . Though i prefer romance as sub-plot more because when it become main plot, it has cliches. I think this story make certain post too quick, like characters moving on, changing mind and growing and falling in love happened to fast, to the point i find it unrealistic. Though, i would still say this story is far better than most romances, at least.

Season 1; I think this one was my less interested in. I hate love triangle and misunderstandings, and all that fake boyfrien thing so cliche but also, i really didnt root for main couple since Jaemin and Bomi had a thing. And i thought what Bomi did is so unfair to Seounhi, Jaemin and Jinyoung, it was really frustrating because i think it was selfish act so. And i kinda felt sad about it and i wasnt big fan of Jinyeong and his brutal honesty and rudeness. He is cute but dude needs to learn some manners. But other than that, they look good together so i didnt really hate it. But i kinda get bored and forced myself to continue. And another problem with this one is the way Bomi described her feelings for Jaemin and Jinyoung. She says she feels more comfortable with Jaemin while to her, Jinyoung is unexpected, make her explode etc...I mean, actually love is all about feeling comfort, not unexpected events or excitement, thats more like lust and crush but we can also say love is different to anyone so. The fact that she fall in love with Jinyeong cause he is more rude while Jaemin was just kind...I mean, she just said she fell in love with Jinyoung because she felt more comfortable with his honesty at last scene of spring season, just like she said before when she talked with Jaemin.

Season 2; This one might be my favorite. Ironically, summer is my favorite season too. At first, i thought it was gonna be Jaemin x Somang but it turn out to be about Hamin and Somang. And you might say, Hamin is also rude to her so i wouldnt like it but actually, i love them together a lot. Their interaction happens so naturally and its also funny. Also sad. Jaemin and Somang making connection together is also very nice too. Something i didnt like, ‘its everyone’s fault but noone’s fault’ speech. Like , i get what she was trying to say but honestly, it is Hamin’s parents and school’s fault for him ending up like that. They are responsible for what happenned to Hamin. Its nowhere near to Jaemin and Somang, they were innocent. Also i wish story showed Jaemin’s tension building up in spring season, it would be better. Btw, i also like the fact that Hamin didnt kill himself because he was just in darkness but because he witnessed the light he couldnt reach make him suicide because thats how mental illness works. We dont feel miserable until we saw some people have better. Thats so realistic. And as last, i wish Jaemin and Hamin didnt look too similar. I mean, they look like twins, i feel weird when i see him with Somang and others lol. And this also the season i started to warm up to Seonhui and other mcs because they were kinda annoying at start/first season.

Season 3; This one might be my second favorite. At first i was so sure that i wouldnt like it because Gaeul’s revenge plan and using his feelings, also the fact that he was kinda related to her bullying but i actually liked it because they were so good together. The chemistry...between serious mature girl and kinda silly dense boy. My only issues would be she became too comfortable with someone who is indirectly related to her bullying, like that kind of discomfort dont go that easiely. And bully girl's plan was too silly and it got destroyed too quickly, it was kinda unrealistic. And even though Gauel was already comfortable with Subin, what was the point of them breaking up? I wish at least we saw her discomfort with Subin’s presence so it would make more sense that her wanting a little time and space. And one more thing, i hate the idea that Subin had to take care of that bully kid, just because he was indirectly related to his bullying as child....because i disagree. He doesnt have to be friends with him/them, after all they did. Another couple of the autumn season, i actually ship Jaemin and Seonhui more but i kinda warmed up with the idea of Seonhui and Jaehyeon more at the end of fall season and winter season. Like, i kinda like them too because they are cute together.

Season 4; And the winter season. I was waiting for this one since the beginning to the point sometimes i couldnt focus on others because how can i, when there is a bullying at the background? So messed up. But i was actually disappointed with this season. Because even though, i am glad to see other main characters with happy moments, we hardly get Dongchae as main character. He deserved more screentimes, more narrative but he was like a side character in his own story. I was also very dissapointed in Jaemin in this season. He literally lost his brother because of bullying but he saw someone else is also dealing with it and he said its none of my business and only interested in because he fell in love with his sister....Eunchae is good girl, i get it but your brother is being bullied and you have time for romance with random dude you just met? It was actually frustrating to read because Dongchae was suffering to the point that he was planning to kill himself while everyone is being lovey-dovey. It was painful to read. Though, i love his connection with Hamin and everyone coming together to save him from suicide. But instead of last minute speech before he was about to kill himself, we could’ve get more effort. Because you cant change someone who wants to kill himself’s mind that easiely. I wish we saw all that small efforts for Dongchae and that saving scene would be the last one, the one that finally reach Dongchae’s hearth but it all happenned one time. Until that moment they all (later Jinyoung’s friend too) ignored him when they know what was happening, so it was so annoying and disappointing but generally, ending is good. I didnt really ship Eunchane and Jaemin, Gyuri and Dongchae etc. And i ship Somang only with Hamin, not with glasses friend of Subin. And i am glad that Subin and Gaeul meet again and end up together. Anddddd i must admit i love the speech of ‘if you dont know how to love yourself, i will teach you’. That was amazing.

This is all but there might be things i forgot to say so for now, thats it. Despite some of the issues etc, i did have good/sad/emotional etc times too. So i think it was worth to read and give it another chance so again, thanks for rec. it to me.

#anon ask #webtoon #webtoon analysis #writing criticism #seasons of blossom #manhwa

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honeymilktea-writings · 3 years

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Hi, may I get a yautja finding their S/O crying quietly? They usually hide away when they feel down because they don't want to be a burden, so it's the first time he sees his human mate like that. Thank you <3

yo?? this ask?? im love.

so i decided to try something new :)) i am doing hcs and a mini fic underneath based off my hcs

future update: this is not as short as i thought it'd be ☝

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- So your mate comes home from a hunting trip, and they can just sense the overwhelming emotion you are feeling

- honestly it scared them, they lowkey thought you were hurt, or that someone had caused these emotions

- when they find you they instantly start purring to try and calm you down

- obviously they've never seen you cry so they had no idea what to do

- honestly their first thought was 'my mate is sad? make them feel better immediately, prove you're a worthy mate'

- cant blame them on the wanting to be worthy part, thats litetally their entire culture, but they do also want to help you, you're their beloved ooman after all <3

- obviously because they dont know what to do, so they did what they knew best, cuddles and purring

- pulling you close, they purr louder. while unexpected, it is comforting.

- they opted to wait to ask questions until after you calmed down

Its been a long a difficult day and your mate had been out on a hunting trip. Normally they'd be here to help be a form of a distraction, even if they didnt know, but having had 2 weeks of built up stress and sadness with no distraction, today was the day you just broke.

The only reason you even let the tears start falling was because you knew your yautja wasnt home, and most likely wouldnt be for another week or two. Or so you thought.

Suddenly the sound of the front door opening caught your attention, instantly you put your hand over your mouth to make your crying quieter, but it seemed that the noise want the issue as your mate ran into the room, their.eyes instantly landing on your curled up form.

Nearly as soon as they saw you, loud purrs came out of them as they walked closer to you. They pull you into a hug, with you practically on their lap. Once in your mates arms, their purring intensifies.

Careful of their claws, they start to pet you in a loving manner. Once you calm down, thats when the questions start rolling.

"what happened? Who did this to you? youre obviously upset, so dont say no one." and many many more.

Placing a hand on the yautjas equivalent of a cheek you smile up at them.

"its nothing, really. Ive just been stressed, and normally i have you here ro distract me from it, but while you were gone it just built up, ao I guess i just broke." sighing you cuddle closer ro your much larger mate.

They began purring again as they feel you start to tense up again. Finally after moment of purring and cuddling, you're finally calmed down enough to go back to your normal routine. You kiss your yautja on their mandibles and smile up at them. the two of you heafing to the kitchen to make some food and go back to relaxing.

#yautja #yautja x reader #yautja x human #alien vs predator #predator x human #predator x reader #predator #comfort fic #comfort

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nctloveclub · 4 years

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mamihlapinatapai

– pairing: mark lee x reader

– genre: angst!

– words: 2.25k

– a/n: its been a while since ive posted but i hope you like it :D i hope to get back into writing after putting it off for so long :(

(n.) a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin

you and mark were best friends, but the two of you haven't known each other long

like usually best friends have known each other since their childhood but you and mark had met in your second year of high school !

it wasn't anything extraordinary just simple. he ended up coming to class late and he had picked the seat next to you.

it was strange at first because it was like ??? ummm who ??? my friend usually sits there ???? (but they were home sick that day oooooh)

so the next day mark sits in the same seat next to you and when you're friend walks in they give you a look and you just shrug

they give you a wink and just sit in the seat in front of you

then that's when mark actually starts talking to you

hes a little shy at first just introducing himself to you and you do the same

at lunch mark ends up finding you and sits across from you

not gonna lie the air is a little awkward but two of you take the lunch period to actually talk and get to know each other

you find out that you had actually went to the same middle school but just in different friend crowds

the conversation was just simple

that's a word that would describe yours' and mark's relationship: simple

he was a breath of fresh air

he was something new, someone who you got along with

over the course of the year, the two of you had actually gotten closer and mark had actually befriended your other friend

"sorry i took your seat...."

your friend just looks at him and laughs, "dude its fine it's just a seat. if anything im glad you helped my little y/n get out of their shell."

you send a playful glare at your friend's way and continue the conversation you had with mark

eventually, your third year of high school has begun and the both of you are extremely close, like no one can separate the two of you

youre sad when you find out mark and you only share the same lunch period, having the same classes but different periods

"it's alright, i'll see you at lunch." he smiles and you nod, mark walking you to your first period

you dread your first day, making small talk with the people around you but you don't mind, impatiently waiting till lunch starts

you and mark immediately meet up, looking for a place to sit in the crowded cafeteria

you sit in a somewhat secluded area, there are still tables surrounding you but it's mostly away from the crowd

the two of you catch up and talk about how your first day has been going

soon enough lunch ends and mark's walking you to your 6th period

the day comes to an end and mark is waiting for you at the front of school, waiting to walk you home

"you know you don't have to walk me, you literally live in the opposite direction." you say as the two of you begin your walk

"i know, i do it because i want to." he replies nonchalantly and for the first time you feel something in your stomach

you feel butterflies in your stomach when mark walks you to your doorstep and they intensify when he gives you a hug before leaving

you watch as mark walks in the direction of his home and cant but wonder what the hell you were feeling

the school year continues to go on and everyday feels like a routine

mark walks you to school and first period, the day goes on, you meet at lunch and he walks you home

but as everyday passes, you cant help but feel more butterflies creep in your stomach as you see mark or when he holds your hand

what you didnt know was that mark had felt the same way, he had started to feel nervous around you, that he couldn’t think straight around you, you made his heart race and his face heat up

he started to become more affectionate towards you, holding your hand more often and wrapping his arm around you casually and also occasionally giving you forehead kisses

mark was just the sweetest boy ever and you couldn't believe that he really was your best friend, he made you feel like you were in a movie, that you were a protagonist in a love novel

he made you feel like you were on clouds and that whenever you were with him you felt like home

it took time for you to fully realize that you had fallen in love with your best friend

mark had also started to pick up on the fact that you were constantly blushing around him and he made you nervous

he felt a weight lifted off his chest, that maybe you reciprocated the feelings he had for you* but as they say, all good things must come to an end eventually

mark had told you that he wanted to become an idol, that music was his passion and something he wanted to pursue

of course you were supportive of him, you wanted to give the whole world to him

you always gave him words of encouragement and praised him for his talent

"remember me when you're famous mark." you say to him one day

"come on y/n, i'll never forget you. besides who said im gonna be famous one day, what if i don't end up making it anywhere?"

your eyes gape at him. "'mark are you serious? of course you're gonna be famous. you're one if the most talented people i know. if anyone were to become famous it would be you, you deserve it. you've worked so hard to achieve your dreams and you're an amazing rapper.

dont ever undermine yourself mark. and if anything, i'll always be here for you. i'll always be here to support you"

mark almost starts crying at your words and he can see the look the in your eyes that meant you meant every word you said

he didn't know what he did in his past life to deserve you but he's glad that he was able to meet you that fateful day

so mark begins his own training, starting to write songs, practice singing and dancing to become an idol

he tells you at lunch one day that a kpop company was gonna be holding global auditions next week and that he's gonna try

you're obviously excited for him and tell him to not worry and that he's gonna make it, that the company would be an absolute fool to not recruit him

then next week comes and mark misses a day of because of auditions

you don't mind, sending him a quick message telling him good luck !!! you got this dude :D

_also you'll be fine stop worrying :_p

the next day mark is back at school and he's anxiously waiting for the company to contact him to see if he made it to the second round

you notice it and reassure him that he'll be fine

but he looks at you and you notice that there's also something else on his mind, you don't question him yet though. he doesn't seem in the right head space

"mark what's wrong?" you ask as mark walks you home

your hand is intertwined in his, and he’s looking down on the sidewalk,

he looks up at you, "what do you mean?"

"at lunch, you seemed pretty anxious about the audition, but something else seemed off about you."

"well yeah im nervous. i think im gonna make it though, the audition was fine." he tells you and your brows furrow

"then whats the problem?" you ask, your voice more quiet

"the company is based in korea. i mean you already knew that but still. if i make it to second and end up passing it, i'll be moving to korea to become an idol." mark explains and your heart stops for a bit

the realization has sunk in your head

all this time you've been encouraging mark and letting him live out his dream but you never realized that you were gonna end up losing him

you feel your eyes start to water and you look up at him, already looking back at you

"dont cry, please." he tells you softly, bringing you into a hug, "i dont want to lose you but i can't hold you back." you whisper into his chest

"but what about us?" he asks, his voice sad

that question was hung in the air, what was gonna happen to you and mark?

you had come to fact that you were in love with him but this was his dream

maybe you could be selfish once, to tell him to stay, to try and pursue a career here, at home

but that wouldn't be fair to mark, this was something he dreamed about, you wouldn't allow yourself be the reason he stayed home

"nothing is gonna happen to us, i'll still be here to support you, even if you're thousands of miles away, i'll always be here for you."

the rest of the walk to your house was quiet, mark having attached you to his side and he didnt seem to plan to let you go anytime soon

when you arrived at your house, mark held you into his arms and his eyes looked into yours

you noticed the gleam in them, full of sadness and longing

you felt your mind screaming at you, to make the first move, to show mark how much you love him before it's too late

but you couldn't bring yourself to do it, it'd be too selfish

mark felt the same emotional turmoil

he wanted to hold you in his arms and just spend the rest of his life with you

he could see the sadness in your eyes and he realized what he would truly be giving up to achieve his dreams

his mind wanted him to just confess his love there, to just cup your cheeks and press his lips to yours

as the two of you gazed into each others eyes, you both came to the realization that you were both feeling the same thing

but the two of you couldn't bring yourself to do it, and with that you separated

mark had finally let go of your waist and you both moved away

you walk into your home and mark went to his

the next day mark tells you he made it to the second round and you give him a smile

a smile mark can see right through

he knows how heartbroken you feel and the pain you feel

he just wished he wasnt the cause of it

the school year is coming to an end and you'll become a senior

mark had ended up passing the second audition and he and his family would be moving to korea

the day he told you, you broke into tears

tears of joy and happiness but also of pain

you were beyond ecstatic for him, he was finally gonna achieve his dream of becoming an idol

but he was leaving, and you wouldnt know if he was ever gonna come back

the school year ends and mark tells you that he'll be moving to korea next week, where he'll be training and starting his senior year

you dread the next couple days

you and mark are inseparable, spending all the time you can before he goes

time goes by quick, one minute the two of you are having a movie night in your living room and the next you're saying your goodbyes at the airport

"i'm sorry y/n" mark tells you

"for what"

"for leaving."

"hey don't be sorry for that, you're pursuing something thats gonna make you happy and that's all i ever want from you, for you to be happy." you say, tears falling from your eyes

mark starts to cry at your words, his thumbs moving to wipe away your tears, which actually make them fall harder

he brings you into a hug and you look up at him and stare into his eyes one last time

the eyes that always made you happy, the eyes that always looked at you in adoration,

the eyes that always made you feel at home

the two can feel the longing the other holds, but you both can't bring yourself to do it

as the two of you continue to hug until mark has to leave you whisper the three words you've yearned to tell him

"i love you." you say, looking right into his eyes

"i love you too."

you hear mark's parents call for him, telling him that they have to board soon

the two of you finally separate and you're full on crying

mark begins to walk off before turning around and giving you one last smile, one you return through your tears

you watch as mark board and you wait and watch as his plane leaves, officially separating you from the boy you love

mark looks out the plane window, watching as the airport begins to get smaller and smaller

he lets out a sigh and feels his heart ache

you take out your phone and text mark, knowing he'll see it when he lands

i love you, dont forget me when you're famous ;)

"oh how could i ever forget you"

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NINJAMUFFIN DOING ANOTHER AMA ON TWITTER, HERE'S MORE SHIT FOR YA! keep in mind i'm just sharing the funkin related stuff, though i am including WAAAAY more than what i shared before 👍 go check out ninja's twitter profile for questions about stuff like ritz! questions in blue, answers in orange. if yall don't wanna read everything i MIGHT make a version of this post where i replace the answers with my own summaries of em (and if the questions are long, those too)

and here's a link to the ama tweet itself! dunno if it's still goin

Q: I figure the answer will be yes but do you have more plans to implement more guest appearances from people in the newgrounds community into FNF? Or are you all gunna focus on OG lore and stuff going forward

A: for guest appearances, I think we have always seen it as getting a healthy mix of both. PERSONALLY I'd like to lean towards having more OG stuff than guest stuff, BUT it's all a matter of what other boys think of that as well. I'm not the sole person working on game!

Q: Are you gonna release the full FNF game or are you gonna be releasing week after week? Like, are you gonna release week 8 or are we gonna wait some years until The Full Ass Game comes out?

A: Release plan for FNF right now is a few more updates or whatev to the 'demo' we have out right now, and then a long silence of probably no updates whatsoever until the full game is done (which will likely be a few years). That's partly why we made kickstarter for game.

Q: Hey so like, how much will Fnf cost after it's finished? And when will you ask the supporters what they want the game on?

A: It's all subject to change, but right now it prob gonna be standard 15-25$ lil steam indie game.

We will ask Kickstarter pledgers and whatnot what they want the game on SUPER close to when its released, to keep options open if we get onto anything like a console people want.

Q: 1. how was your day

2. are you releasing a week 8 song early like week 7, or are you goin full lockdown

A: I am doing GOOD today, and I think recently I've been good in general.

up to the mood, but so far we doing good about not having anything leak or whatev, so I think it'd be fun to have update come out with people not knowing what to expect at all. Build dat intrigue

Q: Will fnf ever get official plushies?? Seems like an untapped market

A: FNF plushies will prob happen some point, we have a lot of current merch stuff on our plates already though! (Mostly kickstarter type stuff, shirts, pins, posters, and all the physical OST stuff) Its a lot to sort out, but in time more and more stuff will happen. We r jus 4 boys!

Q: did you ever expect your game to blow up as it did? what was your first reaction to seeing it become super popular

A: FNF never had a humble moment, literally day 1 before the prototype even came out, the vid on twitter had like 5K likes overnight. Then when ludum dare version came out, it got 5K likes again, like it wasnt just a fluke. Was crazy, and def felt like somethin was different wit FNF

Q: Do you plan on getting other people to come in to help with the music? That seems like a lot of work to dump on one person, what with the erect mode and whatnot.

I guess the question could apply to all aspects of development. Will you be bringing on more people to help?

A: We definitely are getting help from other people. We are always keeping an eye on people for various different things. In terms of programming, already I've gotten 2 people (MtH and Geokureli) to help with certain Week 7 stuff (charting/polish, and loading stuff). Shit like dat

Q: Oh, also, will the Steam version be Workshop compatible? That'd really help streamline the process of downloading mods.

A: Steam version of FNF will likely NOT be Steam workshop compatible, because we want all the mods to NOT be spread out through different places. There WILL be modding support that is as streamlined as Steam workshop though. Mainly for non-steam versions of the game!

Q: Are there any chances that the game will have a physical release? Also any updates on a switch port? I remember one of you guys talking/joking about it.

A: Not impossible for FNF to get a physical release. We would want to see how far we could go with it though. I think it'd be super easy to do something wit people like LimitedRun games or whatev, but I think stuff like that can only go so far. I wanna see Funkin in mf Walmart!!!!!!

not that LimitedRun isn't going to be an option! Just we consider and pursue many different things! FNF release is years away, so we have time to think about everything. Whole mindset can be different just a few months from now.

Q: Out of curiosity, how are you dealing with all the popularity? It blew up so fast id barely be able to handle it if I was in your shoes.

A: The only way I've been able to handle it is having the other boys on the crew and being able to talk to them about all the overwhelmingness.

Part of it feels very lonesome, feels like NO ONE can come close to comprehending exactly how I'm feeling, except them. also other PALS!!!

Q: Do you own any of the bootleg FNF merchandise? Like any bootleg plushies or anything?

A: i dont, i genuinely think they r a waste of money, and I know any bootleg shit that gets made, we can prob go about and make it, and make it 100x cooler because we actually put effort into shit. bootleg shit just in it for the coin, so they aint gettin that from me

Q: How did you go about getting in contact with sr pelo for skid and pumps vocals?

A: Pelo i think was familiar and pals wit PhantomArcade a bit thru various Newgrounds things and collabs and whatnot.

pelo retweeted the first OG FNF posts first ever, and brought a LOT of attention to it. to pay him back, we put skid and pump in game! ask dave for more info prob

Q: what's the plan for having the full ass game open source if it's gonna cost money? couldn't people just download the source and compile the game for free?

A: when FNF is fully released, the full source code will be released as well.

the game will be DRM free so it will be way easier for people to redistribute the released/offical .exe instead of compiling it, so that's not the issue anyways. people will pay for things if they like it

Q: What are the chances of it getting on consoles like switch or Playstation, ps5 would definitely be my preferred way to play

A: it'd be a matter of hiring someone to build out backend stuff for those specific consoles. someone who knows their way around all the wacky code stuff, AND knows console hardware stuff. Then its just a matter of hittin up those console manufacturers (Sony, Microsoft, or Nintendo)

the CLOSEST one is SWITCH. pretty much all of that backend is already made, so it just a matter of gettin all that access and shit.

i think in any case though, there's a lot of NDA stuff required, i dunno how much we'd be able to talk about it even IF we get that stuf sorted

Q: any ideas of releasing it on epic store or another platform?

A: Right now, the only thing that is 100% confirmed and WILL happen is a Steam version, itchio version, and mobile versions on respective app stores. Other storefronts aren't out of the picture though, but we don't want to spread ourselves too thin with it.

Q: Will you continue using HaxeFlixel to make the rest of FNF?

A: yes, because it is what I'm the most technically proficient in, and generally is VERY flexible. just a matter of ME becoming a better coder. It's ALL open source, so if I need something done a certain way, either I can do it, or we can hire someone to do it.

Q: have you seen game theory's videos on your game yet and if so, what do you think about them? (not talking about his predictions because i dont want spoilers. i like mystery)

A: it is always good silly fun to watch the Game Theory vids about Funkin with some pals, and see what matpat thinks of the game. i lov the vids, but wish he used my face less! Or at least used a cuter pic of me like this one!!

Q: Ok so: What does the future of FNF look like to you?

A: future of FNF is a rhythm game that not only exceeds every expectation that people have of it, but subverts most expectations and conventions as well.

Q: Do you plan on retouching on older weeks once the game is fully out? Like reanimating sprites, redoing some charting, updating the background, etc

A: retouching and probably overhauling certain aspects is almost definitely gonna happen. Everything is fluid and can be changed (and should be changed when necessary). i dont think anything should be too attached to, especially this early on in development

Q: I honestly do not care if the answer to this is vague as hell to keep surprises and shit lol but… Since Week 7 was the closest we’ll get to a playable girlfriend (still bf controlling tho), do you have plans to make girlfriend playable in spin-off things or just freeplay?

A: wouldnt be out of the picture for a playable GF, i don't think we've had some hard thing AGAINST it. just a matter of what we want out of the game, and what sort of story or whatev we could do with that concept

Q: How do BF and GF manage to meet famous newgrounds characters (such as pico, tankman and the others to come) like is this all in one universe/ timeline or are they being brought in?

A: i think they are all just there existing. i think there's a lot of wacky things in other media that try to justify crossovers, like MULTIVERSE bullshit or TIMELINE shit, but i dunno, its like subspace emissary. Captain Falcon and Olimar from Pikmin just hang out. Shit like dat

disclaimer that all lore shit is in phantomarcade head pretty much and maybe there is wacky dimensions or somethin

Q: Will the game have dlc?

A: its not too unlikely that we'd have expansions of some sort, but i mean right now we plan on packing in as much as we can into base game, and trying to make that as pure as possible.

if there is ANY dlc, i would personally want it to be 100% free updates

Q: How did you meet Phantom Arcade, Kawai Sprite, and EvilSker? And what do you think about the community and its controversies?

A: me and phantomarcade been fukin around NG for years so years and years ago we naturally crossed paths and became pals

about 2 years ago i found kawaisprites music on NG, and started talkin wit him, made Ritz wit him and we fell in lov

and evilsk8r i met cuz of FNF!!!

quik elaborate on evilsk8r, wanted artist for gamejam FNF was for (ludum dare), and OG person i asked wasnt available, so he referred me to evilsk8r, who I have never met or talked to before ever.

#friday night funkin #fnf #fridaynightfunkin

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