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chaotictomtom · 8 months
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i think i truly needed to spend all these months not using almost at all a pencil + eraser by using almost only these caran d'ache wax pastels and other wax pencils, cos i've been HAVING FUN? inking directly w/o any sketch before and it's weird i haven't felt that free to just go at it with a pen like dude i grew some balls i actually did. like no need for bottom surgery ig
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athene-studies · 4 months
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k havin some trouble keeping out of The Ennui this past while and i realized i had 7 core values listed on my blog (listed on the little explore thing on my desktop theme as "live life on purpose • step off the path of least resistance • take care of myself • contribute to the community • get things done • always learn • appreciate beauty") sooo score thats a weekly challenge right there.
im just gonna start tomorrow (its the night of the 5th as i post this) since im lucky and my week isnt bounded by things like "weekdays". lets do them in order!
6. Tue - live life on purpose: to keep myself mindful I'm going to write down what I've done after every half hour of my day, plus im gonna plan out a couple things at certain points of the day and attempt to stick to those plans 7. Wed - dont get dragged back into my comfort zone: i do have a dentist appointment that day, but im going to also go to the library while im out, which ive been trying to do for a while but just never felt right. im going to wear a cute but maybe a bit weird outfit, and whenever i have an urge to do something (i should go read, i should cut up and eat an apple), im going to do it instead of succumbing to the Nah. ...also this isnt relevant to the daily challenge but i do need to pick up a prescription so im going to try to remember that 8. Thur - take care of myself: im going to try to do all of my self-care habits ive set up. most of them i do once in a while, but i havent managed to do all of them at once in a few weeks. so that means doing my workout, brushing my teeth, turning my phone off at 1 and reading instead for bedtime, making sure my laundry is put away... etc. this one's only a small part of the day but i guess that means its a good chance to rest lol 9. Fri - help others: its a terrible time of year to do things like volunteering, plus short notice, so im going to focus on chores around the house and donations and home political action, that sort of thing. maybe text my siblings to find out how theyre doing. 10. Sat - get shit done: i mean what else is there to say. at the beginning of my day im going to write down a list of things to get done (attempting to include things that are low on my priority list so just keep repeatedly getting pushed back, like calling my grandpa and working on a video edit) and see how much of it i can do. the slogan for the day is gonna be "if i think to myself 'yknow i could go do this thing' i fucking will" 11. Sun - learn: hopefully the rest of the week will have caught me up on my accounting course, but if not, id like to do that. after that, though, id like to set aside some time to read articles on things i care about but dont know much about, and do a lesson or two of language learning or coding or something. learning at my own pace isnt going very well so far considering "my own pace" is ✨stagnancy✨ 12. Mon - appreciate the world: not much else to note other than looking around myself more often. im pretty good at this one already. lets use it to mean "do hobbies"-- take an hour to do some writing, take an hour to do some music, drink a tea ive been keeping aside for a special occasion, idk
and i will let you know how that goes :)
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catie-does-things · 5 years
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Man... I don't really read much fanfic but I'll ship Zutara till I die and this evening I somehow found your Sin and Duty fic AND WOW THAT WAS SO DEPRESSING THANKS. Like in "I hate everything that is happening in this how dare you write it so well why did I read it all it HURTS" but like in a good way but like? idk you explained it best "the adultery fic for people who hate adultery fics" YES THAT dammit i need something nice now *this is not as encouraging as it was supposed to be im sorry*
Hi same anon as before; I’ve just somewhat managed to gather my thoughts a bit more. Hopefully this makes sense. There is no excuse for adultery and yet you somehow managed to make me understand the weight of the sin, and still feel both pity and anguish for all characters, even to the point of mercy, all at the same time from a single piece of writing. Which is an admirable feat. So congratulations.
Same anon again LOL hi. In my part of the world it is PAST my bedtime but I just wanted to say that your Zutara Week fics make me SUPER SOFT (I stayed up reading them) and I agree with everything you said two years ago about TLJ in your salt tag hahahaha
Well, this was nice to come back to. :)
Emphasizing the weight of the sin while still keeping all the characters sympathetic is exactly what I’m trying to do with Sin and Duty, so I’m glad to hear it’s working! There are still a few twists and turns left for that story to take, but hopefully the conclusion will provide enough catharsis to be satisfying.
But we all need a little fluff now and then, too, which is what Zutara Week is for, right?
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99 Question Tag
I was tagged by @lordfartwad 💞 Thank you! 💘
1.DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED?
Closed because I ain’t fixin to get murdered
2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS?
Only if they smell good
3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?
Tucked in? Idk why I’d have them loose
4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE?
Nope
5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES?
No
6. DO YOU CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM?
No we just recycle coupons like immediately
7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES?
Bear
8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES?
No, just some random beauty marks
9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES?
Nope but I’ve been trying to more recently
10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE?
Slow walkers (and loud chewers)
11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK?
No
12. HAVE YOU PEED IN THE WOODS?
Probably when I was younger
13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS?
Nope
14. I think I deleted this question on accident. Oops. Oh dear
15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS?
I don’t chew on them but sometimes I’ll put the ends on my bottom lip or teeth
16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK?
Zero
17. WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED?
Twin at my mom’s I think, single at my dad’s
18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK?
Jessica by the Allman Brothers
19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK?
Yeah, duh
20. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS?
Only The Simpsons and Bob’s Burgers
21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE?
The Blair Witch Project and Paranormal Activity are the two worst movies I’ve ever seen in my life
22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME?
Wouldn’t you like to know
23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER?
Usually nothing, maybe milk
24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN?
Ketchup I think. Wait no, honey mustard
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
Pasta but not with white sauce
26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE?
Clueless, Attack the Block, Grease, Inglourious Basterds, Bring It On, American Hustle
27. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU?
No one
28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT?
Nope
29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE?
Print is dead
30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER?
Idk like grade 5?? For a school assignment
31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR?
What does this say
32. EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET?
Nope
33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS?
I’ve only ever driven for like, 25 minutes at a time
34. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?
Hmm pb&j
35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST?
What does this mean
36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME?
10 - 11 weekdays, 11 - 12 30 weekends
37. ARE YOU LAZY?
Ye
38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN?
2018 I was Cher from Clueless in her gym outfit. Past costumes include Darth Vader, Jack Skellington, and Amy Pond
39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?
Snake 🐍
40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK?
One because French class wasn’t real
41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS?
No but when I was a kid I think we had a Highlights subscription
42. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS?
What the fuck is a Lincoln Log
43. ARE YOU STUBBORN?
It depends
44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN?
Conan
45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS?
No unless you count Grey’s Anatomy and The Walking Dead
46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?
I wanna say no
47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR?
Nope
48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Only when I’m home alone
49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR?
Nope
50. EVER USED A GUN?
No
51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER?
Uh October? For my grad picture
52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY
Maybe but always in a good way
53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL?
Not really
54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI?
Yeah yuck
55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE?
McDonald’s Apple Pie (but pumpkin pie is the real winner in general)
56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
Veterinarian
57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?
Mmmm no?
58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING?
Yeah occasionally 
59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY?
No but I should
60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS?
At my dad’s yeah. Not so much at my mom’s
61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE?
At my dad’s I do
62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?
Big t-shirt and pajama pants
63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT?
Asdfghjkl Justin Bieber’s Believe Tour
64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART?
We only have a Walmart but ew. I think Target was nice
65. NIKE OR ADIDAS?
Nike?
66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS?
The puffy Cheetos
67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS?
Peanuts
68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN?
No 
69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS?
When I was little I did ballet, jazz, and tap but only until I was like, 5
70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING?
Rich
71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE?
No
72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE?
Nope
73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY?
No
74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS?
Nope
75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER?
Nope
76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE?
No
77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
?
78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT?
Not sure
79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW?
Okay so last Thursday I saw Cheng2Duo, a brother/sister cello/piano act. They were super adorable and incredibly talented. I lowkey love the cello
80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA?
Hot tea unless you count Nestea as cold tea oof
81. TEA OR COFFEE?
Coffee
82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES?
I don’t eat either
83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL?
God no
84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE?
Yeah
85. ARE YOU PATIENT?
Yeah
86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING?
Idk I’ve never been to one
87. EVER WON A CONTEST?
Not that I recall, I usually have pretty bad luck
88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY?
Nope
89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES?
Yuck yuck yuck I REFUSE to read this
90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET?
I've tried learning to knit a few times but I never keep up with it so I forget
91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE?
Living room
92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?
Yeah
93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED?
Not married
94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH?
Woof uh, Kevin, Brandon, possibly a Xander now
95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY?
No
96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope
97. DO YOU WANT KIDS?
Once again, YUCK
98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
Blue
99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW?
Nah
im tagging: @joffrey-dahmer @nervousholyghost @sagasofsundry @e--greyson @deakydeakydeakysaltpitdeaky @serialthrillkisser  @curlyclogs
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shakingsphere · 3 years
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i just like doing these
1. Do you like who you are? no ive never liked myself very much
2. What would people say about you at your funeral? i don’t know probably something about being smart and honest
3. What would you regret not doing in your life? i dont like thinking about my past but many not trying hard enough the first time i tried to od...
4. What’s the wisest thing you have ever heard someone say? idk 
5. What lessons in life did you learn to hard way? it took me a long time to learn when to quit
6. How often do your biggest worries and fears come true? they dont and i take too much lexapro to worry these days
7. If you had one year left to live, what would you try to achieve? i’d probably just travel
8. Do you serve money or does money serve you? i don’t think about money a lot as long as i can buy nic and coffee
9. Are you afraid of being your true self around others? Why? no. i dont thinks there’s a thing as a ‘true self’ just different versions of yourself
10. What are you grateful for? financial stability and being able to go to college 
11. Have you done anything you are proud of lately? nope! 
12. Have you made any recent acts of kindness? i doubt it!
13. If you knew that you would die tomorrow, what questions would you ask yourself? i’d just go to bed no point asking questions
14. If your biggest fears came true, would it matter in five years from now? yes. 
15. How would you describe yourself? depressed. but funny and smart ig
16. Do you take people’s advice? sometimes but i think taking advice is hard because im so bad at giving the full picture
17. Do you get quickly offended? not really, it depends
18. Do you consider yourself to be a likable person? no lol
19. ‘We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give’ – What does this mean to you? hard work i dont know
20. Are you enriching the lives of others? i doubt it
21. Are you living a meaningful life? no
22. What makes a meaningful life? contributing something and being happy
23. Would you ever give up your life to save another? depends on the person 
24. How much would you be willing to sacrifice for people in poverty? what do you mean? i’d pay higher taxes and stuff
25. If you could live one day over and over again, what would you choose to do? i wouldn’t want that
26. Do you think you are important and worthy of affection and love? no. 
27. What would make you feel more worthy? What do you believe needs to be different about you? i need to stop being sad
28. What brings you down the most often? boredom 
29. Would you rather work less (and do the things you enjoy) and have less money? yes
30. Where do you find peace? sitting by streams
31. What is the most important quality you look for in another person? sense of humor
32. What is your biggest dream in life? to be successful and respected
33. What is your biggest fear? failure
34. How would the world be different if you had never been born? it literally wouldn’t. my parents wouldn’t have daughters i guess. 
35. What life lessons do you wish you knew 10 years ago? i was a child i needed to learn first. 
36. If you could tell your younger self one thing, what would it be? join the track team
37. If your life was a movie, what would the title be? bedtime
38. If your life was a movie, would you enjoy watching it? depends on the director
39. What does success mean to you? i feel like i already answered this
40. If you could be a different person, who would you be? yes
41. What was the best day of your life? Why? i dont know probably my last real date with my ex...
42. What do you look forward to most in life? being happy one day
43. What bad habits do you want to ditch? i want to start keeping my room clean
44. Who do you look up to and why? my mom, shes just really hard working
45. Do you know your partners love language? i dont have a partner
46. Do the people you love most know how much you love them? im sure they do
47. Are you satisfied with the depth of your relationships? yeah
48. What do you owe yourself? sleep
49. Based on your current day-to-day life, what do you expect to achieve in 5 years from now? a MA!
50. Do you say ‘yes’ too often when you really want to say ‘no’? Why? yes, i dont get offered things very often so sometimes i feel like i have to say yes
51. What did you learn yesterday? i think my childhood friend is hot and we like the same anime lmao
52. What do you like about yourself? im smart
53. Would you consider yourself to be a generous person? yeah
54. Do you really listen when people talk to you? yes ofc
55. What is the number one change you need to make in your life this year? ugh i should probably quite vaping but maybe start working out again
56. How many hours per week do you spend on the internet? too many
57. What are your most common negative thoughts? Are they logical? im literally suicidal 
58. Do you think it’s too late to do certain things in your life? Why? yes because they’re things i would have had to start when i was younger but thats not important anymore.
59. If you could be the most influential person in the world, what would you change? redistribute wealth probably 
60. How much time do you spend with your family and friends? like a few hours a week. im not very social
61. Where do you want to be in 5 years from now? the east coast :)
62. Is your life complicated by unnecessary things? everyones life is
63. How can you simplify your life and focus on the most important things to you? bitch idk
64. What stresses you out? my sister
65. What makes life easier? having stuff i have to do
66. How often do you give without expecting anything in return? occasionally 
67. What is your greatest challenge? mental illness luv
68. What is most important to you in life? Are you giving it the time it deserves? idk idk
69. If you could send a message to the world, what would you say in 30 seconds? i dont have anything to say to the world. maybe redistribute the wealth?
70. What do you most regret never telling someone? that i loved them. 
71. When was the last time you tried something new? sucking balls 
72. Are you afraid to speak your own opinion? no
73. Do you give into others too often and feel resentful because of it? no
74. Are you holding onto something that you need to put behind you? probably
75. How often do you let your fears hold you back? i dont
76. Do the people in your life bring the best out of you? some do some don’t
77. How often do you make excuses? i try not to
78. What is one mistake that you will never do again? dating someone who couldn’t really commit then
79. Which is worse, failing or never giving it a shot? never trying
80. What has grown you the most as a person – your challenges and trials or the comfortable yet enjoyable moments in life? the challenges
81. If you could choose to have no more challenges or obstacles in life, would you? no what a pointless life. 
82. In one word, what is standing between you and your biggest goal? time and hard work!
83. How often do you go to bed feeling angry? i dont
84. Would it be wrong to steal in order to feed a starving child? no 
85. If you paid more attention to the sad things in this world, would you feel more conflicted about it? no
86. If we learn from our failures, then why is it so bad to fail? because its a sucky feeling and its embarassing to want something and not be able to get it
87. What could you pay more attention to in life? my cats
88. Why do we think of others the most when they’re no longer around? sad maybe
89. What does it look like to make the most of your life? idk i’ve never tried. maybe ill start a vlog channel on youtube
90. What have you given up on? eating more than 2x a day
91. How many people do you truly love and what are you doing for them? 4 or 5 and idk not worrying them
92. Do you ask enough questions, or are you happy to settle for what you already know? i think asking questions is a good thing
93. What were you doing when you last lost track of time? tiktok
94. Do you think you would be happy if you never had to work again? i think i would be bored
95. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? a baby
96. If you could ask for one wish, what would it be? to be good at math
97. What inspires you in life? idk art
98. What can you not live without the most? water
99. What do you enjoy doing over and over again? sleeping
100. When did you last laugh so much it hurt? i dont know
101. What is stopping you from living the life you want to live? the actual life i live
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cowardlytrait · 7 years
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☀ 100 questions no one really asks ☀
i was tagged by @batsysims , thank you ! 😊
1. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED?
i sleep with it closed !! it’s mainly so one of my younger sisters doesn’t go in there tbh 
2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS? i’ve never actually stayed at a hotel so no djghdfgbd
3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT? out?? whenever i do sleep with a sheet on my bed, because i tend to not remake my bed so i generally sleep without a sheet for a while which i know isnt good for you so im trying to break that :/ 
4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE? i considered it once, bc i was walking to my friends place on new years eve and i saw a street sign that fell in a storm , and i almost took it.. except i still had 10 more mins until i got to her house , and i didnt want to have the possibility of getting caught . also ?? idk how  i wouldve brought it home on the bus 
5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES?  y e! but i dont use them enough ngl 
6. DO YOU CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM? nah, but my mom does that v often . and i often have a bunch of coupon reciepts / punch cards from different places that i always forget about 
7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES? hhhhh bees
8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES? i have a few !! primarily on my arms and legs, and a few on my face,, i never really had many until last year 
9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES? yes?? im p bad at smiling for photos tho ngl 
10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when someone asks me to do something, and then i say sure.. and then they repeat it like 2 mins later and im like.. fa m, now i dont wanna 
11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK? sometimes ! a lot of the time i end up focusing on not stepping on cracks tho?? idk it’s a weird habit i started sometime last year that im trying not to do 
12. HAVE YOU PEED IN THE WOODS? nah
13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS? nah 
14. DO YOU EVER DANCE EVEN IF THERES NO MUSIC PLAYING? sometimes yeah ! i tend to if im dancing with one of my siblings tho , like just grabbing their hands and making them dance with me 
15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS? yupyupyupyup :/
16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK? 0 x 0 = 0 
17. WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED? a single? i dk it’s small and sucks ng l 
18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK? u  h h h  h h h  , probably are we there yet?  - ingrid michaelson 
19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK? yupyup! ! ! 
20. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS? yup ! voltron is actually currently one of my favorite shows , but i also watch su and several other cartoons ! i also watch anime when i feel like it but not as often as i used to 
21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE? minions 
22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME? idek ?? defos not anywhere in this town that’s fo sure 
23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER? depends ! sometimes water, sometimes milk, sometimes juice. but generally i try to avoid drinking anything while eating and have a drink afterwards
24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN? i usually dont dip them in anything , but depending on my mood: mayo or ketchup 
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD? pizza ! 
26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE? u h h , titan ae , the fifth element, any barbie movies and more tbh 
27. LAST PERSON, YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU? i cant remember? i probably kissed my brother on the forehead but idk 
28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT? nope
29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE? if cash is involved absolutely
30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER? i wrote a letter in my friends’ birthday cards. 
31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR? nope : /
32. EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET? djhsd i dont even have my G2 yet and cant even drive so o o 
33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS? nope 
34. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH? meat, pickles, and cheese 
35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST? toast + chocolate milk 
36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME? 11 or 12 (altho my sleeping schedule has been fucked for the past week) 
37. ARE YOU LAZY? lmao yeah 
38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN? i was once a goth fairy, a dead nerd and a lady bug ! those are the ones i remember off the top of my head fgjfdgd 
39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN? tiger ! 
40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK? i can only speak english, but i have a vague understanding of french 
41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS? nope
42. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS? wtf are lincoln logs  update: i’ve never played with lincoln logs in my life so legos 
43. ARE YOU STUBBORN? very
44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN? ?? idk 
45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS? when i was younger and my mom would ,yup 
46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? very ! 
47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR? yup ! often when me and 3 of my friends hand out we will drive around and listen to musicals + other music ! 
48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? if im listening to music yuppers ! 
49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR? same as 47 ^ 
50. EVER USED A GUN? nope
51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER? last se
52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY? sometimes, but i still really enjoy them so !! 
53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL? oh boi yeah, esp because of all the kids in my house + my mom’s family, and this year i’ll be dog sitting around that time so this year is gonna be f u n 
54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI? not authentic ones, but yeah ! altho im allergic to potatoes so i dont eat them v much at all anymore 
55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE? i dont like pie actually :/
56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? i always wanted to be a teacher ! since like grade 3, but now i want to be a graphic designer , but tbh being a history teacher would be fun as well ! 
57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? yeah i do 
58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING? all the time 
59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY? nah :/  i probs should lmao 
60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS? nope 
61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE? nah 
62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED? usually just my undies but when im living with other people il wear a soft shirt and my dc heroes pajama bottoms ayyy
63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT? justin bieber in grade 8 i think ?? 
64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART? walmart bc there’s no more targets in canada.. otherwise, target
65. NIKE OR ADIDAS? niether 
66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS? cheetos... idk what fritos are lmao 
67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS? neither tbh 
68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN? no 
69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS? i wanted to but never did “/
70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING? idk ?? 
71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? i dont think so ? 
72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE? i think i was in one once?? but i dont remember it ?? did i win who knows
73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY? oh yeah boi 
74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS? nope,  but my dad owns a lot !  
75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER? my dad does ! 
76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE? nah, but my mom does ! 
77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? i think so? ? 
78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT? real friends, hanson, set it off and more tbh 
79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW? same as 63
80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA? hot!!!!
81. TEA OR COFFEE? coffee!!!!!!! !! ! ! ! ! !
82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES? sugar cookies !! 
83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL? nah lmao im shit 
84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE? yup
85. ARE YOU PATIENT? depends ! im p patient with kids, but have no patience when it comes to being late or waiting on someone. 
86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING? band probs
87. EVER WON A CONTEST? i once won a 4ft cat in the hat from my local short stop when i was 4 
88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY? nah  89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES? neither 
90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET? i learned how to crochet once?? but i forgot it so neither lmao 
91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE? livingroom or bedroom 
92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? sort off? ?
93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED? no
94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH? uh  h h  m  , currently crushing on someone actually lmao 
95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY? no?? 
96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? nope 
97. DO YOU WANT KIDS? yup ! ! 
98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? pink !! ! ! ! !  !
99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW? sort off?? i miss my old best friend and i feel sort of disconnected rn with everyone
100. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAG TO DO THIS TAG NEXT? uhhh , idk who’s done this so i guess @geekmoodlet @maimouth @applezingsims @simprising @shook-sims if you’ve already done it then just ignore this ! ! ! 😝
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1-99 🙃🙃
You’re SOOOOO extra like i’ll get you back for this. But I have nothing better to do so here it goes
1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
already answered
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
already answered
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Tucked out so I can wrap them around me
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No but I want to
5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
I try but I never use them for more than a couple days and I always forget them
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
All the time
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
I choose a giant bear because its just one definitive enemy .A swarm of bees is just a cloud of confusion and there’s no escape.
8: Do you have freckles?
already answered
9:Do you always smile for pictures?
No. It feels awkward to smile and I can never make it look natural 
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Usually I count steps when I’m on stairs
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
No
13: What about pooped in the woods?
already answered
14:Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?
I do this constantly
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
I used to but not anymore after I realized how ugly the pens look afterwards
16: How many people have you slept with this week?
already answered
17: What size is your bed?
already answered 
18: What is your Song of the week?
Bambi by Jidenna. You ever listen to a song and u can tell its gonna become ur summer jam like that’s me with this song and I’m adding it to my summer playlist. It’s been in my head on repeat for the last two days
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
of course 
20: Do you still watch cartoons?
yes
21:Whats your least favorite movie?
almost any action movie honestly
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
already answered
23: If you're a girl, bra size? If you're a guy, pants size?
Like this is a lil cis but im a 34b 
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Honey Mustard or Duck Sauce or BBQ
25: What is your favorite food?
idk but I’d never say no to a good burrito
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
The Harry Potter Movies, 2001: A Space Odyssey, And all the romcoms from BET like Love & Basketball and Deliver Us from Eva 
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
No one :(
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Nope
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
already answered
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
I honestly can’t remember. Probably writing a letter to Santa years and years ago.
31: Can you change the oil on a car?
No. Lmao I can barely change lanes when I’m driving
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
No
33: Ever ran out of gas?
No
34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
You can never go wrong with bacon, egg & cheese
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Waffles and bacon
36: What is your usual bedtime?
Usually anytime between 10:30-11:30
37: Are you lazy?
I try not to be but yeah
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
I was never allowed to celebrate Halloween
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
Year of the Rabbit I think
40: Are you horny?
already answered
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Easily Legos
43: Are you stubborn?
I can be if I wanna be petty but usually no
44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
whomst?
45: Ever watch soap operas?
Not really
46: Are you afraid of heights?
Yeah but I’m tryna push myself to get over it
47: Do you sing in the car?
yes
48: Do you sing in the shower?
Honestly I’m not sure. Anytime I’m in the shower I’m 100% zoned out. Showers are a surreal dreamlike experience where I’m not even sure what happened but 20 minutes have already gone by.
49:Do you dance in the car?
already answered
50: Ever used a gun?
Nope nope nope nope
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
I got my senior portraits for the yearbook taken earlier this year. The photographer took 3 pics but it wasn’t until the third one that she told me to actually smile and I’m glad I did because the other two looked UGLY AF but the third one looks decent 
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
I can see why people think that but I love musicals so much
53: Is Christmas stressful?
A little bit but its the good kind of stress I love it
54: Ever eat a pierogi?
I don’t even know what that is
55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
I know that its not a fruit but the BEST kind of pie is sweet potatoe pie It tastes like heaven when its warm and sweet and with a scoop of ice cream on top. It’s sad that they only really sell it in the fall but the wait makes it even more worth it
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Author, Astronaut, Movie Producer
57: Do you believe in ghosts?
I want to believe 
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
I have this feeling often. Actually I had one today in a bookstore where I swore I dreamt that exact experience
59:Take a vitamin daily?
I am always taking some new vitamin rn im taking biotin 
60: Wear slippers?
Yes whenever I’m home the shoes are off and the slippers are on
61: Wear a bath robe?
Not anymore
62: What do you wear to bed?
I actually have so many pajamas like past the normal amount of pajamas one should have. But I just wear whatever’s convenient and it depends on the weather of course
63: First concert?
lol those orchestra concerts ms chang used to make us go to @boqorad
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target 
65: Nike or Adidas?
I have more Adidas than I do Nike but I still wanna say Nike
66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos. Fritos are disgusting like no offence but grow some tastebuds
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Sunflower seeds but I don’t mind peanuts
68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
No
69: Ever take dance lessons?
No
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
I’ve never even thought of that like even though earlier I said I would want to get married the thought of having a spouse is so beyond me rn
71: Can you curl your tongue?
No
72: Ever won a spelling bee?
Nope
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
No 
74: Own any record albums?
No
75: Own a record player?
No
76:Regularly burn incense?
Nope
77: Ever been in love?
Not yet
78: Who would you like to see in concert?
Beyonce, Janelle Monae, tbh I almost saw KING in concert but it was 18+ only and it was 2 months before I turned 18 and I’m still pissed about that
79: What was the last concert you saw?
Idk if the gsa coffee houses count as concerts 
80: Hot tea or cold tea?
Usually hot but it depends on the day 
81: Tea or coffee?
Tea
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar because I still have no idea what a snickerdoodle is
83: Can you swim well?
No. I can barely swim
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes
85: Are you patient?
Yes
86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
DJ 
87: Ever won a contest?
yes
88: Ever have plastic surgery?
I never have
89:Which are better black or green olives?
Raw olives are nasty but the black ones look better on a pizza
90: Can you knit or crochet?
I used to crochet but I’ve forgotten everything by now. Also I tried learning to knit but I gave up after like a week because I’m a quitter
91:Best room for a fireplace?
Living room or a bedroom
92: Do you want to get married?
already answered
93: If married, how long have you been married?
not married
94: Who was your HS crush?
@probablelesbian ;)
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
No...
96: Do you have kids?
No
97: Do you want kids?
idk yet
98: Whats your favorite color?
Indigo
99: Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah 
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survivorazores · 7 years
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Ep. 16 - “Hi, nice to me you! My name is "I'm a fucking mess" “ - Francie
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164424993518/individual-immunity-7
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The tribe minus Will hates me again so there's that!  I.... almost went home, that's so wild. I hate that Ali left, that was all just so wild I don't even know what to think now about it all.
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It feels good knowing that my game is almost over, and that Amanda Lynn is gonna win this game even though she's never getting my jury vote. I would say more but I don't want to make anyone mad or upset and I don't want any bad blood after this game, but y'all can't preach "it's just a game" and then be upset when someone calls out your lies IN THE GAME like... that's a tactic I'm trying to rattle you and clearly it worked. Ruthie's the only real one, Abbey literally admitted she's playing for second which is just sad, Francie I still know nothing about, and Amanda Lynn like go have fun in the winner's circle girl. You deserve it.
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I'm seriously considering if I want to even try for F3 anymore, or just like, flop and be voted out. I don't think I have a chance of winning anymore. And if I don't have a chance of winning, I'm not sure I want to keep putting the effort in to stay. It seems that everyone has wanted me out at one point or another. They all still probably do. If I'm such a big threat, why hasn't anyone tried to take me out before this? How have I been able to stay? Will is mad bc I told him I wanted to go to the end with him bc I like going with threats so its a fun FTC. Sweetie, if that were true, I wouldn't have voted Emily out. And also. I never told anyone I wanted to vote Ali out. I mean, I didn't want to go to FTC with him, and I mentioned like, to the girls, that I wanted to go to the end with all girls, but I never went to anyone and said, "I want to vote Ali out." So, lol, good job to whoever told him that, bc tbh, I've been considering going to the end with him, and its yours and hist fault that he turned on me and wound up idoling himself out. Oh the irony. And I'm not even sorry. To be honest, if I do get voted out, I'm probably going to vote for Francie. Girl has made it to f5 with zero votes against her, in her very first game, while she went on vacation to another country, won an immunity, AND survived rocks where she had a 50% chance of going home? Yeah, home girl is getting my vote.
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WELL THE TEA IS that Francie put her ass on the line super hard just for little old me. Will, Ruthie and Ali voted for me which is fine it makes sense I get it. I really didn't expect Francie to do that for me. My heart is full, my crops are thriving, my skin is clear, Neville is the Cruiserweight Champion and Sasha is 4 time Raw Womens Champion everything is great! I came clean about my scheme to vote Amanda out to Amanda so since I spilled that to Will he has no dirt on me. I really think that me and Francie both have something to show if we make it to FTC, the playing field seems more clear especially since Will kind of shot himself in the foot when he popped off on Amanda. Oh well, I just want this iconic all female f3!
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So that challenge? It's no Stairway to Hell. It's just Hell. That's it. Nothing else. If the solar eclipse didn't make me go blind, this challenge did. I set up a doc last night so all I had to do was copy/paste, but I hecked up once at the beginning. Everything else was fine, though. Even with that, I copy/pasted non-stop and it took me about 52 minutes so.... rip. I'm really hoping I get this bc I do not want to be voted out before Will... I would rather be last juror than go before him. I'm guessing that if he does win, the Gal Pals will just vote Ruthie, but I would hate for him to be here f4.... so like... can he just lose? [7:03:20 PM] Amanda Lynn: Anyway if Will wins immunity i'm gonna go jump off a cliff [7:04:09 PM] Zabbey Culpepper: rt [7:04:23 PM] Francie Liana: mood They think I'm joking, but I'm already looking up the tallest peak in Florida.
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https://youtu.be/EJOOhaTWyiw
Welcome to that last challenge where the word “step” is made up and your emotional sanity does not matter.
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164465335358/individual-immunity-7-results
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WELL it's been fun y'all I really think I'm the next to go and I'm not about to crawl up into Francie and Abbey's IM's, not tonight anyway but I think they BOTH know I'm the smarter option to keep this week.
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So the highest point in Florida is a place called Sugarloaf Mountain. It's peak is 312 feet above sea level. It's about 120 miles and 90 minutes from my house. If I leave now, I'll have enough get there early, spend the day climbing the mountain, jump in the daylight, hopefully live, hopefully be found, and be able to make it back in time for tribal, just to be voted out. I know it's between me and Ruthie. I know that. The vote will be 5-2, either way. Abbey says she has no intention of voting me out. Francie said the same thing. But all it takes is for someone to sway on of them that I'm the biggest threat. I don't mind. I doubt I'll win the game anyway. But I just ask that if they do decide to vote me out. Just tell me. I don't want a glimmer of hope just to be blindsided.
Abbey said she was pitching to Francie why they should keep me. I appreciate it. But I'm not going to fight. I said my peace to them. I know Will won't work with me anymore. I don't have the option to work with Ruthie because I'm not voting Francie or Abbey out. I have nothing left to say to anyone. I'm just. I'm tired. And sad. I worked so hard in this game. I tried so hard. I had decent strategies. I played tough. I went against an ally, which is a big step for me. I've never done that. I tried to beat Will. And I have a whole tangent speech about that that maybe I'll get into one day. About how I agreed to work with him and then went back on it. I have a reason. But right now. I just. Want to cry.
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Immunity? Feels nice :)
What's funny to me now is people who have spent the whole game lying and flipping and backstabbing not wanting to take out the obvious frontrunner at this point when they can it's like... I get that you wanna stay loyal to the alliance but are you really gonna throw your game away for that? After you've both acknowledged that you can't beat her? Like you're ok with flipping on me because you can't beat me, but because you've known homegirl over here longer you're willing to throw away your chance at winning? I mean tbh I probably will not win FIC, and I'll probably be the Kelley Wentworth of this season, and that's okay with me but it's just really dumb - not even sad, just dumb - watching people talk up how they don't wanna just bring goats to the end then do exactly that, or even worse let themselves be the goats. Amanda Lynn is not getting my vote in the final three, and that's not me being bitter, that's me saying that I genuinely do not believe she played the best game between her and Abbey. And I know all y'all will say I'm just a bitter juror but those? Are the facts! That's my opinion! I mean I'm gonna fight as hard as I fucking can to win tomorrow night and please the jury, but I really don't have much hope left. And that's okay. When I said I wasn't gonna bring goats to the end for an easy win, I was being serious, but if y'all wanna win in a landslide over people you yourself have said "didn't do shit" and if y'all wanna go to the end with people who will beat you in a landslide like... be my guest idgaf. And don't expect some fiery jury speech from me either lol that's not how I'm playing this game. I'm just gonna ask a simple question and expect simple answers, no showboating and no more games. There's no point in it, just be straight up. Anyways it's about past my bedtime and this game is literally just draining my life force at this point, I'll see what I can do tomorrow but there's literally no promises on that
Anyways my instagram bio literally says "eventual 4th place finisher on survivor" so like... the prophecy cometh true?
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Amanda came to us last night explaining why we shouldn't vote her out now, because Will and Ruthie are close and would end up driving it to fire next challenge. While Abbey and I think Amanda is a threat, neither of us wants to go through fire next round so we plan on voting Ruthie out now instead. Amanda also told us to just tell her if we're voting her because she doesn't want to be blindsided at all. She left two alliance chats this morning so it seems like she thinks she's going home next if she's already preparing. At least, maybe...? I hope they're both telling the truth because I have no desire to wear a good made of sheep's wool. (I...got so carried away that I typed all of this in the name box at first)
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Should I even campaign at this point? UGH. I think I really screwed myself over by telling Will the last vote what was happening but I don't regret it, I hope that Will makes it to the final three and that he wins this ENTIRE game.  Yes, he's been close with Abbey and Amanda but he has been my number one and yes, I did stray a little bit but idk, he deserves to win. If Will doesn't make it to the end I will probably vote for Amanda to win.  She has played the best game by far out of almost everyone (I honestly think that Will, Emily and her have played the best this season) and she deserves to win over me, Francie or Abbey for sure. I've had a fun time and I'm honored to have made it this far in this game, it's been a WILD ride and I've loved every second of it!
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Well, Francie says she decided last night she isn't voting me out tonight. I made a pitch to her that next round of it comes down to fore between me and her, I'll forfeit, which I will. I'm hoping it doesn't come down to that, though. Jay hinted that final immunity is the pressure cooker with the cup, but she also said she was still thinking about it. If she does do that one, it sucks for me bc I know I won't win. But it's good for Abbey bc she has won it before. I just don't know how strong Will is so, I'm just going on a hope and a prayer here.
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what even is this challenge what even is anything? anyway. amanda came to me, referencing what she said last night and said it was all true. she thought I was the swing vote tonight. she also said that if it came to fire between me and her, she would forfeit. she literally said she'd guarantee me F3 if I kept her tonight....this is the most surprised I've ever been by a pm im...wow. I really appreciate it, that's for sure. just, w o w. I told her that I decided last night I wasn't going to vote for her, bc that was true and it still is.
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I really just wanna get this all over with, I'm too stressed for no reason and my computer also legitimately can't take it anymore lol - like obviously I'm gonna try tonight but part of me hopes I lose so I can just be over with all of it. Obviously I've had a good time but still.
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164502055958/tribal-15-ruthie-voted-out-3-2-amanda-lynn
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LAST WORDS: I'm sad about leaving but I am glad I had so much fun and was part of what I think was a great season!  This was definitely one of the favorite games I've ever played and it was an adventure, I never knew what was going to happen next and I'm honored to have met so many of you!  I love my Azores family! <3 'crackedt disney queen' out!
Ruthie becomes the sixteenth person voted out and the eighth member of our jury.
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So I made it through tribal. But I could not last longer than like 5 minutes (if that) in the pressure cooker. My arms used to be strong bc of puppets but they are not strong anymore. It's up to Abbey and Francie right now and I can hear Francie is struggling so much. I just don't want Will to win. Please, God. Do not let Will win. I'm hoping his phone falls and he loses. Ugh please.....
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Friendly tip: on a google hangout, never put your phone into low power mode. in other news, fuck technology
File my phone screwing me over under Top 10 Saddest Anime Deaths.
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164504054993/final-immunity-challenge-results-will-wins
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I literally cannot believe I won final immunity like what the fuck? How? When? Where? I really feel bad like I feel like I am not supposed to be here, it feels wrong and it feels tragic but I... I made it? I don't even know who I want the last jury member to be, because Amanda is the biggest threat against me at this point based on gameplay alone - I need to start preparing a speech and answers and stuff - but I also know that Amanda will eviscerate me if she's on the jury and I don't feel like dealing with that. I really hope they can all be objective about the game and see that I played incredibly hard and that my social bonds saved my ass multiple times but that I also controlled a bunch of the votes. But these fuckers gave me a run for my money, they really did. For my last game of the summer, it would be really REALLY nice to win. But if anything at least it was a wild fucking ride.
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I...had the phone propped up vertically and then Amanda mentioned doing it horizontally and trying that is what was my downfall actually. :/
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https://youtu.be/z9eEqkd5j6U
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I can't stop thinking about that challenge. Can you believe that power save mode murdered the feminist movement?
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Anyways it's dumb that people are trying to use the "it's what we really want" thing to guilt me into doing what they want me to tonight and I'm really not about it lol go cry to someone else I don't play like that
Let's break it down here: y'all are gonna tell me that I'm being shitty for calling Amanda Lynn a not genuine person (because she lied all game to me) and say that I can't separate real life and the game (including Abbey so tactfully saying that I shouldn't be playing these games) and THEN go on to say to me here, tonight, on this day, that you'll both be mad at me - no, that ALL the people here will be mad at me if I don't let them go to fire making because... of what? Because I made the choice that was best for my game? Like if you're gonna give out advice like that, learn to take it as well. There's no point in arguing since they will never admit I'm wrong unless it's in an apology intended to try and make me feel comfortable again so like give it up, it's over. If anything, talk to ya girl Francie she's the one who's really making the deciding vote here, don't be mad at me for trying to win the game after telling me I'm not allowed to be mad at y'all for doing the same thing.
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So I lost FIC which is a real bummer. It was the only challenge I really had a chance at but I blew it, and it''s nobodies fault but my own. I went in too cocky and it blew up in my fave. Unfortunately Will won. It's not that I don't think Will deserves it, because he definitely does, he worked really hard for it. It just sucks that we can't have an all female final 3. The series is based on female empowerment and inclusiveness and it would have been a really good story but oh well. I dont begrudge Will for it. Now we have to figure out what to do. Me and Amanda want to go to fire, because neither of us want to vote the other one out. We've come too far together to turn on each other now. There's no fucking way I'm voting for Francie after she went to rocks for me so our only option is fire. Francie and Amanda vote for me, I vote for Amanda and we hope Will votes for me. He might vote for Amanda which would suck. He's not getting any of our votes no matter which of us go and he thinks Amanda would be his best bet to send home but he can't make that happen on his own so idk what hes gonna do
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Will suggested that Amanda and Abbey are trying to spilt the votes and send me home rather than their fire plans. I trust A&A but now I'm lowkey paranoid and idk what's gonna happen tonight. I'm gonna go finish my dinner. It's cronch time.
Hi, nice to me you! My name is "I'm a fucking mess"
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It's a lose-lose-lose-lose-etc. situation: I go to fire, Amanda probably makes it to FTC and probably wins somehow. I vote Amanda out since Francie really doesn't see through my plan here and Amanda goes to the jury and tells them all not to vote for me and I have to do major damage control. I don't go to fire and regardless of who goes home they all hate me for not giving them what they want when I literally don't owe anyone anything. The only people I owe are royalty Ali T and Ruthie for staying completely loyal to me through this whole mess, and those are the facts! Anyways no matter what I do tonight Amanda's gonna make it difficult for me to get jury votes so... time to work on a speech kids!
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164538868783/rites-of-passage
https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/164542328888/final-four-tribal-council-abbey-and-amanda-tied
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LAST WORDS: https://youtu.be/0_Jjw-sfxY8
Amanda Lynn becomes the seventeenth person voted out, and the ninth and final member of the jury
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So, that happened. I wasn't sure Will was even going to push for fire making but he ended up doing it and Abbey won. Amanda messaged us in the alliance chat and said she was giving up because she didn't want to sit next to FTC with Will. Gosh, my stance on Amanda has sure flipped around a lot this game. She's been one of my closest allies and yet there's been times, like just recently, where I wanted to vote her out because she was the biggest threat to winning this game. At the same time I've wanted to stick with her because we were allies for so long. It's been too back and forth so I just have to say it for the record that I have loved playing with Amanda and I wouldn't change that for anything etc.
That moment when you're in the final three when you didn't even think you'd make merge coming into this game.
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Honestly Amanda can stay pressed, she wants to act like the victim then like go for it but honey if you're gonna try to bully me into a fire making challenge (you got your wish!) and lie to me and everyone else repeatedly don't expect me to go silently into the night, I will expose you for who you are. If I win, then woohoo I did it yay congrats Will, people will be pissed. If I don't win, then like literally whatever lol.
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My strategy going into FTC is just to be honest but still try to “sell myself” without getting arrogant about it (though I don't think I actually have the capacity to do that). I think my odds of winning are about the same as Abbey's and Will's so, yea. We'll just see how those forks fall.
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This game has honestly been so great up until these last few votes... I don't know what made it get so ugly but I really don't want to be remembered as the villain who's villainy came from being a bully, not from my strategy. Because I really don't think I've been a bully and I hate that people are going to try to paint me that way just because I stood my ground. I don't think I'm winning this game which is a bummer because it's both one of the best games I've played (in terms of my gameplay and like...the production and structure of the game) and my last game for a while, but hey like I had fun. I made it to the end with two people who I would love to see win, and we all agree that each of us deserves to be here. 
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That could've been a lot worse tbh like I'm really looking forward to talking to all of these jurors later on with a couple notable exceptions (we won't say who but we all know who) and like, I don't expect to win but I don't think it'll be a landslide vote, but then again who knows. 
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I'm going to miss Ali sending this confessional link so damn much. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((. Bigger tragedy than a n y t h i n g Shakespeare produced.
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FINAL THOUGHTS: How did I actually win? I'm literally floored. Tfw when you bullshit half the game and manage to win??????? I, uh, yeah. Only n00b to make F3 and I won. Wow.
With that, Francie becomes the winner of Survivor Athena: Azores by a 4-2-2 vote, with Abbey and Will becoming the joint runners up. During the winner reveal, Emily was announced as Player of the Season and Mo/Ruthie were announced as Fan Favorites after a community vote. Congratulations to all of them and thank you to the whole cast for an amazing season!
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