#idk how to put it in read more besties im sorry
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CHUBBY! READER X ALASTOR
I'm soooo sorry that I'm requesting something else this just came to me and I needed your storytelling expertise to bring it to life ๐ข
ALSO ALSO ALSO this one has a trigger warning so please read with the thought that YOURE PERFECT!!!๐ค(if you write it)
OTAY OTAY soooooooooooo reader has been apart of the hotel for awhile and has developed a crush on Alastor from afar and the small instances they do cross paths but hesitates to approach him on her own because well we're shy and HES THE RADIO DEMON anyway reader doesn't have to worry about distance between them because Alastor is AVOIDING HER ALL ON HIS OWN ๐ฏ AND somehow reader gathers the courage to approach Alastor but sees his relationship with Rosie (they're besties, platonic soulmates definitely) and thinks 'wow, she's so beautiful and...thin' and proceeds to lock herself away from everyone (SOLITUDE) and skips meals (starving herself), Alastor is the first to notice shes missin and pulling away but doesn't know how to approach her without stumbling over his words (i like to think that hes a heartbreaker to other women like his fans but with someone that he likes with real feelings hes fumbling in the dark because he could get rejected instead, i will die on the hill) so so so he hesitates to ask reader whats wrong till he hears her throwing up or she says something awful about herself and Alastor gets angry on her behalf and reader goes silent, only for Alastor to take a breath and tell her that 'shes hurting herself, for a shallow reason such as looks', and reader goes 'i thought you liked to watch others downfalls' and then hes like 'not your downfall, never you' ๐ reader starts to cry and shouts "im not Rosie', confused Alastor finally starts putting the pieces together and grabs reader hands and sincerely says "good, i wouldn't rosie anyhow, or anyone else for that matter', reader continuing to cry tells him to stop lying that this joke isn't funny and Alastor kissies her hand as says "whos joking? I only want you, your perfect" then then then slowly Alastor starts to help reader look at themselves in a more positive light [[fit this in somewhere???????Alastor tells reader why hes so close to rosie (he's clueless about reciprocated love so he goes to Rosie because canon that she knows matters of the heart...right?)]]
A/N as always i am obsessed with your request. Also I 100% agree with the assessment of Alastor's ability to talk to people he actually likes. I am literally so obsessed with this request. Also I am assuming from your previous comments you wanted the same bunny demon character?? Please forgive me if I am wrong but I did it for her (because I love her dearly and she is based of meeeee and I'm egotisticalllllll). Kisses bestie <3 <3
Downfall (Alastor x Chubby!Bunny Demon!Reader)
Paring: Alastor x Reader
Word Count: 4,076 (I got a little carried away)
Warnings: BODY IMAGE ISSUES!!! EDS!!!! I think that's it but they're in all caps for a reason so if you have ED issues maybe don't read this one??? It is hurt//comfort tho so maybe do???? Idk. If you get triggered by ed descriptions, don't. If having a fictional character tell you you're perfect the way you are and beg you to stop destroying yourself because they can't bear to watch would help you, do.
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It had taken months. Months of wondering what he was like, of stolen glances, of furtive daydreams. Months of building up courage, of backing down, months of hoping and dreaming. It had taken endless encouragement from Angel, countless pages in her diary. It had taken a million deep breaths, ten thousand trembles of her hands. Months, it had taken months.
It wasn't like Y/n had never spoken to the man before. That wasn't really the issue. She wasn't scared of him, just scared. The simple idea of being alone with him was an intoxicating mixture of terror and utter bliss. Y/n didn't know how to handle it, she didn't know how to handle him.
Alastor was untouchable, nearly semi-divine in her eyes. Sure, he was fucked up, but they all were. At the end of the day, his facade was as easy to see through as a cheap paper crown from a Christmas cracker. Beneath the wide smile, the sharp teeth, the stories, Alastor was just a man. He cared deeply for the world around him, for the people around him and those in his life. No matter how hard he tried to disguise it, it always shone through to Y/n.
It wasn't like she had never spoken to Alastor before, she had just never spoken to him alone before. Every interaction they had ever had was as a part of the larger group of Hotel residents and staff. On the rare occasion they ran into one another in the hallway or happened to each be in the kitchen at the same time, Y/n froze up. Words turned to stones in her stomach and all she could ever seem to manage was a gentle nod, a shaky smile. It frustrated her to no end.
Finally, she had worked up the courage to talk to him. It was all Angel's idea really, she would never have had the thought to do such a thing on her own but his pushing had been relentless and at last, Y/n had agreed.
And it had taken months, months! This was her third attempt to go up to him. They had even lowered the stakes, Angel saying all she had to do was have a single normal conversation with the man and he would let her off the hook, stop his pestering and teasing. It was just her luck, really just her god damn luck.
Sir Pentious had informed Y/n that Alastor had left the hotel to see a friend, Charlie had given her the address of the cafe he had said he would be at should they need him. Everyone was all smiles, all encouragement. Y/n reminded herself to yell at Angel later for spilling her secret although, she guessed she shouldn't have expected anything else from the hotel's biggest gossip.
Putting on her favorite outfit, her hair all done up and makeup perfect, Y/n had slicked her ears flat against her head in determination and stepped out onto the streets of Pentagram City. It didn't take long for her to find the place, a sweet little cafe on the outskirts of Cannibal Town with white wrought iron chairs and a cheerful pink and purple sign. It hadn't taken her long to spot the bright red of Alastor's suit through the window either, standing out against all the muted purples and dark blacks of the other cannibals enjoying their meals within.
"It's fine. It's totally not weird that you're going up to him in a cafe he's having lunch in with a friend, that you.... oh my god Y/n!! He's gonna think you were stalking him! You should just go back and- no! You promised. Y/n, you can do this."
She took a deep breath, centering herself in that little core, that rod of who she was, that shot down the center of her being. Raising a closed fist to her chest, she shut her eyes.
"You can do this, Bunny." she reaffirmed, "You can do this."
Opening her eyes, she crossed the street. Her hand was inches away from the door's handle, her heart racing but set on what she was about to do, when Y/n noticed exactly who Alastor's 'friend' was.
Across the table from him, sipping delicately on a cup of tea, was the most beautiful demon Y/n thought she had ever laid eyes on. She had long, dainty fingers, thin and spidery, and the most perfectly proportioned body. She was tall, long legs sheltered by her skirt and a tiny waist that threw her hips and chest into contrast. The woman's hair was neat, tucked up beneath a wide brimmed hat. Her clothes were classy, her smile was bright and charming, the black holes of her eyes were... were... were everything. She was everything, everything Y/n wasn't.
Suddenly, the weight of her own body against her bones became all too real. She felt the urge to never be touched again, the same strange sickness of her youth sinking its teeth into the softness of her stomach, her thighs, her arms, all of her. Her hand lowered from the handle, Alastor laughing at something the woman had said to him. He seemed relaxed, more at peace than Y/n had ever seen the man before. If that wasn't love, she didn't know what was.
It took a second for the other residents of the Hazbin Hotel to realize the change. Y/n was good at this, she'd had practice. For years, she had worked to move past it all but the threat of a relapse had always hung over her head. It was her sword of Damocles, her fated demise.
Y/n retreated in to herself, she couldn't get the image of that woman out of her head. Poised, statuesque, thin. God, Y/n had never wanted anything more than she wanted to be thin. She wanted to rip fistfuls of flesh from her body, she wanted to wither away so only something beautiful remained.
Alastor was the first to notice. He had a soft spot for the rabbit demon who always seemed to be full of that soft, discrete joy and unending kindness. She was a more toned down version of Charlie. She was genuine and completely herself, no holds bared. She had such a hope, she had such a goodness, it made him wonder why she hadn't ended up in Heaven instead.
The truth was, behind the bravado and the grin, Alastor was scared of Y/n. He was scared he would touch her and she would rot away or worse, that she would run. She was just so good, so intrinsically wondrous, and he was the opposite. She was a fresh rose and he was the person coming haplessly along with a pair of gardening shears. She was radiant, she was carved fresh from marble, he was down bad.
Women had never been a priority or a problem for Alastor. Living and dead, they flocked to him. He knew his reputation was to blame, not to mention his looks. They could be fun for a while. Alastor saw charming them as a game, a good way to pass the time. This was different, Y/n was different. Alastor didn't know what to do so, he did nothing. He avoided her like the plague and when he couldn't, he practically ignored her, barley spared her a word.
Alastor was untethered, completely in the dark and so, he did what everyone does when they feel like that: he went to talk to his best friend. When he had gotten back to the hotel after his rather illuminating little chat with Rosie, Charlie had asked him if he had seen Y/n. It felt like divine chance, a cruel joke of fate, that the demon Princess would bring up the very source of his problems so soon after having at last pushed past his pride to ask for help.
When he had revealed the truth to the gang, that no, he had not in fact seen Y/n, they seemed deflated. There had been some sighs, some shrugs, shared glances he didn't understand and then everything had gone back to normal except, it wasn't quite normal.
Where Y/n could normally be found causing trouble, making mischief with the people who had so quickly become her friends since she had started her stay at the hotel out in the open, there was now a distinct lack of her jovial presence. She began taking her plates to her room at meals, showing up to group activities less and less, claiming she was tired or had a stomach ache. Alastor noticed every time he did manage to catch a glimpse of the marvelous and strange creature who had captured his affections so, she seemed utterly exhausted. Y/n was always bundled up, even on the warmest of days.
He wanted to go talk to her, wanted to ask her if she was okay. Alastor was worried -- genuinely worried -- about her. The only thing that stopped him from knocking every time he passed her perpetually closed door, was that he knew himself too well. He knew that the minute he entered, he'd lose his courage, that the words would become mush in his mouth.
It was pure chance, right place wrong time, that he heard it. Alastor had been following his normal routine, heading up to his radio tower for a broadcast after a group activity. Today had been Operation Navigation! As Charlie had dubbed it. She and Vaggie had built an obstacle course and everyone had a partner who was blindfolded and had to be guided through. When they got to the other end, the pairs had switched. Miraculously, Y/n had shown up to this event.
Alastor had watched her carefully, noting her sluggish movements and the way it took her a second to fully register what anyone was saying in a given moment. It was out of the ordinary and his worry only grew. He knew he was going to have to do something about it eventually but just didn't know how. Maybe it would require another visit to Rosie.
As he walked past the lobby bathroom, Alastor was pulled from his thoughts. The door was slightly ajar, sending shards of light out into the darkened hallway.
"Why isn't it working!"
Came the hushed yell of defeat. It was Y/n's voice, he'd know it anywhere. Alastor stopped walking.
"Why do I have to be..."
There was a sniff, the sound of something hitting the wall. Alastor realized it had been Y/n at the sound of fabric against the wallpaper. He could see her in his minds eye as she slid down the wall, pulling her knees into her chest.
"Why can't I just be skinny."
Y/n's words were muffled, soft and shaky.
"Why can't I just be pretty. Why do I have to be... to be..." her words were briefly broken by a sob, "why can't I just be good. I can't even fucking starve myself right. I wish..."
Alastor's body reacted before his mind could catch up, he knocked gently on the door. There was a little yelp of surprise from within, a few sniffs and some rustling fabric.
"Yeah?"
Y/n's voice trembled as she tried to keep the tears at bay.
"May I come in?"
Alastor heard the sharp intake of breath. It was too late to back down now. The silence was thick between them, it felt eternal.
"Okay." Y/n agreed at last, her voice small, and Alastor stepped into the room.
It was exactly how he had imagined it. Y/n was huddled on the floor next to the door, her knees tucked up under her chin and her arms holding her shins tightly. Alastor noticed that the thick, woolen sweater she had been wearing earlier had been tossed to the side, laying haphazardly beside the sink. Y/n sniffed again, trying to smile.
"Everything okay?" she asked and Alastor fixed his eyes back on her.
Y/n's eyes were rimmed with red. Her ears lay limply around her face which was stained with tears. Her skin was covered in goosebumps, she shivered.
"No. It's not."
She seemed a bit taken aback by his answer, not having grasped the reality of the cracked door earlier.
"I don't... what's wrong?"
"You are starving yourself." Alastor replied in a matter-of-fact voice.
Y/n's eyes went wide.
"Fuck... I... fuck!" she buried her face in her knees, "You weren't supposed to hear that."
"Are you trying to die!?" Alastor asked,
He didn't mean to yell, he didn't mean to be this angry. Everything he said seemed to send shockwaves of regret through his body. No matter what he did, he couldn't seem to stop himself.
"Are you... I just... are you stupid?!"
Y/n looked up at him again, her eyes wet with fresh tears.
"I-"
"You what." Alastor scoffed, "You want to be pretty?"
"I..."
"You want to be pretty so you lock yourself away? You make your friends watch as you... as you what, as you get thin? As you destroy yourself?"
She was crying now, truly crying. Alastor looked away, a hand to his head. He took a deep breath, everything was going wrong. When he looked at her again, her cheeks were flushed from a mixture of shame and hurt.
"I just..." he took another deep breath, sinking to his knees before her, "Why would you hurt yourself so badly for something as.. as shallow as your looks?"
Y/n sniffled, frantically trying to wipe away her tears.
"What, I thought you liked to watch other people's downfalls." she tried to shoot back at him but her words came out stuttering and broken through the thickly falling tears.
Y/n refused to meet Alastor's gaze. Everything was going wrong. She was horribly embarrassed, she felt like a butterfly and Alastor was the terror who had opened her chrysalis too soon. He wasn't supposed to see her like this, he wasn't supposed to see her now. He was only supposed to get the after. It was all for him, after all, wasn't it?
Except, Y/n knew the truth of the matter. Alastor had been the trigger but, these behaviors were too well engrained. She might not have known it then, but she'd been looking for an excuse all along. It was all for her, every inch of agony.
His heart dropped at her words. Was that what Y/n truly thought of him? It would make sense, it was the face he presented to the world after all. He had just thought... he had hoped... Rosie had said....
Rosie. That was the answer. She had told him to be honest, to be vulnerable no matter how terrifying such a prospect could be. She had said it was the only way they ever had the slightest chance.
Alastor reached a hand out gently, turning Y/n to look at him. Her skin was soft to the touch, the beating of her blood thrumming against his fingertips. With the utmost care he could muster in his clawed and rotten hands, Alastor wiped her tears away. He couldn't meet Y/n's eyes but heard her sniffle, watched as the flow of sorrow slowed.
"Not your downfall." he said, his words like quiet feathers falling through the air, "Never your downfall."
At last he met her trembling gaze, fear coursing hotly through him, mingling with his blood. She took a few short, stuttering breaths before bursting into tears once again. Alastor flinched slightly as her head fell forward onto his shoulder.
"But I'm not that woman!"
"Woman... what woman?"
"The one you were with at the cafe!"
"The one... Rosie?"
Y/n nodded, sniffiling slightly as she tried to calm herself down.
"You saw me with Rosie? How?"
"I went... I'd been working up all this courage and... I just wanted to talk to you and Charlie and Pen said you'd be there and... and... and I'm not Rosie!"
Suddenly, everything clicked into place. He had been right all along, Rosie was the answer. With the air of someone who hadn't had much physical affection given to them in their life, or received any for that matter, Alastor slowly wrapped his hands around Y/n's shaking back.
"Good."
"What do you mean 'good'? She's so beautiful and she made you laugh and she's just... she's so beautiful and thin!"
"She is beautiful, and a lovely woman but, I don't want Rosie. Or anyone else for that matter."
Y/n's sobs redoubled, she began to struggle against his grip.
"Let me go! Stop lying, Alastor."
Alastor released Y/n from his grasp and she pushed herself back against the wall, utterly mortified and unable to stop. She crossed her arms over her chest, looking away.
"Stop joking, it's... it's not funny."
"Who is joking? I..." Alastor took a deep breath.
Rosie had been right, it was terrifying. He hope she was right on the second part too, that it would be worth it.
"Y/n, have you seen yourself?"
"Yes! Why the fuck do you think I want to be anything else?!"
Alastor got to his feet, holding a hand out to Y/n.
"Come with me."
"No." she mumbled, scooting further away from him if it was possible.
Under another circumstance, he would have chuckled lightly, he would have found her reaction adorable. This was neither the time nor the place and so, summoning his shadows, he transported them both into the darkness of his room.
Y/n looked around, pulling herself to her feet.
"Where... where are we?"
"My room." Alastor sat down on the edge of his bed, "Come here."
Hesitantly, Y/n took a few steps forwards. Once she was in reach, he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her into his lap. The feeling sent sparks through his body, Alastor tried his best to ignore it. There were more important things than the pleasure of the moment. Y/n struggled against his grasp, the tips of her ears dragging slightly across his arms.
"Alastor! Let me go! I'm too heavy!"
"No, you're quite perfect actually."
"I don't want to be touched! I don't want you to... you're making me want to tear my skin off, please."
"No." his voice was firm.
"Please, just please let go of my waist at least."
To this, he relented, one of his arms falling loosely onto her lap as he held the other up, snapping his fingers. Shadow's flooded into the room, bringing with them a full length mirror. He felt Y/n tense in his grasp.
They came to a stop, setting the mirror on the ground before them. Y/n turned her head away, her eyes shut tight.
"Please stop, Alastor. This really isn't funny."
"Y/n."
"No."
"Y/n."
"No!"
Y/n, please."
She had never heard him say the word before. Slowly, she opened her eyes, craning her neck to look up at Alastor.
"I want you to see what I see when I look at you."
"You promise you wont be mean?" Y/n asked suspiciously after a moment.
"I pinky promise."
He had seen her do this before, with other residents of the hotel. A simple locking of pinky's was all it ever took to make a promise, to assuage her doubts, to show she cared. Y/n's eyes widened slightly. Slowly, she reached her hand out, locking her pinky with his. They shook their hands once, the way Alastor had seen her do it a thousand times before.
"Wait." Y/n said as he made to move his hand away, looking away bashfully, her cheeks a bright pink and her voice quiet, "Don't let go."
"Okay."
Taking a deep breath, she turned to the mirror. It was terrible, she felt bile rise in her throat.
"Y/n, you are so... every inch of you is perfect." Alastor took a deep breath, the way his voice trembled not escaping Y/n's notice, "You have... amazing legs. I know everyone's all obsessed with Angel's but, he has nothing on you walking around on those sticks. You're... you're all soft curves and lace. If you were made of anything, you would be satin. You are a nymph rising from the lakes, a wild maenad in the woods. Your eyes shine like true stars, not what we have here. Did you know rabbits were always my favorite animal?"
Y/n giggled slightly, her tearstained cheeks flushed pink.
"Well they were. They still are. Your ears are just to die for, dearest."
He felt her ears twitch slightly against his back at the comment and Y/n watched through the mirror as his smile softened at it's harsh edges.
"Your grace is what the Greeks wrote about. You... Y/n, the first time I set eyes on you, I felt like I was drowning." Alastor looked away, unable to meet her eyes even through the glass, "Like you were a siren and I was nothing more than a hapless sailor at your mercy."
"But you never talk to me."
"You never talk to me!"
Y/n laughed again, smiling a gummy smile.
"I don't have to talk to you to see who you are, Y/n." Alastor continued, his hand that was in her lap turning so his palm rested gently on her thigh, "You light up any room you're in. You are charming and clever and constantly on the look out for places you can instill your special breed of controlled chaos."
Trembling, he shifted his hand in Y/n's so he held hers, raising it to his mouth. The heat of his breath on her skin drove Y/n wild, her breath hitched.
"I am glad you're not Rosie, I don't want Rosie. I don't want anyone else except for you."
Alastor planted a soft kiss on the back of her hand and Y/n's smile only grew, her tears long forgotten now as she watched Alastor's reflection.
"You are perfect. Please, don't change yourself, don't hurt yourself, trying to be something else. I'd miss you."
Slowly, he let their still clasped hands fall into Y/n's lap.
"Do you see now?"
Y/n turned back to the mirror, her head tilted slightly to one side as she hummed in consideration.
"No." she admitted, "But I think I might be able to start."
"One step at a time." Alastor rubbed his thumb over the back of her hand in comforting circles, "I'll be with you the whole way, if you'll have me."
He held his breath, waiting for her reply. Y/n met his eyes through the mirror, her brow furrowed.
"That depends."
"On what?"
"Who is Rosie?"
Alastor could have laughed, he nearly did.
"She is a very old and dear friend. I was going to her for advice, that day."
"You? Needing advice?" Y/n paused before shaking her head, "Nah, I don't see it."
She laughed lightly at her own joke and Alastor smiled softly back at her.
"It was advice about you, actually."
Y/n turned herself in his lap, looking up at him with her legs on either side of his own.
"About me?"
"Y-yes."
He cursed himself internally. Alastor hadn't meant to stutter, she just looked too lovely sitting there and looking up at him with her pretty pink lips slightly parted, her cheeks flushed.
"Well?" she asked expectantly.
"I..." Alastor felt the heat rising in his own cheeks and looked away, "well, I didn't know how to approach you."
"Wait, you were avoiding me this whole time?" Y/n laughed and Alastor nodded, "I thought I was avoiding you!"
"Wait, you were avoiding me?"
His gaze snapped back to hers and she laughed again.
"Yes! I was terrified to speak to you! You're so cool and hot and just... I'm not good at things like this!"
"You think I'm hot?"
"Is that all you got out of what I said?"
"Maybe."
They both laughed this time. Alastor's chest felt lighter than it hand in years.
"So," he began once they had both calmed down, "is that a yes?"
"To what?"
"To letting me... be... with you."
Y/n smiled, reaching a hand up to his cheek.
"That's a 'will you be with me?' I think actually."
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A/N Y'all, there were one or two times I almost wrote my name while doing this one. I've been writing x reader fics for eight years, this never happens to me anymore. I think I related a little too hard. I am x reader fic writing too close to the sun.
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HI ITS ๐ฆ ANON THE ONE WHO MADE AN AO3 CUZ OF YOU! AND YES I DID MEAN REQS I JUST CANT TYPE FOR SHIT ๐
I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD DO LIKE VILLIAN!TURTLES HEADCANONS?
LIKE DONNIE AND MIKEY MIGHT HAVE BEEN RAISED BY DRAXUM, AND DRAXUM NUTURED DONNIES LOVE FOR SCIENCE OR SMTH AND MIKEY MYSTIC POWERS WERE TRAINED BY DRAXUM TOO
AND MAYBE LEO WAS RAISED BY BIG MAMA
IDK ABOUT RAPH BUT YEAH!
BASICALLY THEY'RE RAISED TO HATE HUMANS, BUT THEN AFTER MEETING/ENCOUNTERING Y/N THEIR PERSPECTVIE CHANGES (ATLEAST ON THE READER)
MAYBE LIKE WRITE ABOUT THEIR VEIW ON THE READER, AND MAYBE THEY INVITE THE READER OVER TO THEIR HOME, OR MAYBE EVEN TELLING THEIR VILLAIN PAERNTS THEY LIKE A HUMAN, OR ALL 3!!!-
IM SORRY I JUST GET SO HYPED SEEING YOUR WORK AND I HAVENT REQUESTED ANYTHING IN A WHILE AND I JUST SAW ONE OF YOUR POSTS AND STIMMING AND KICKING MY FEET AND OVERALL JUST AKSJDHKJFHFKJH
ANYWAY THX FOR TAKING TIME TO READ THIS AND TYPE IT IF YOU DO! FEEL FREE TO PUT THIS ON PAUSE OR JUST DELETE IT
MAKE SURE TO DRINKS LOTS OF WATER, AND EAT! AND CHECK WHAT TIME IT IS, DONT WANNA FUCK UP UR SLEEP SCHEDULE ANYMORE THAN IT IS LMAO!!!
AND STRETCH YOUR WRISTS BESTIE
๐ฆ anon @duckanon
<3 <3 luv u duck anon.
villain rise turtles x reader
You have something that Raph needs. Heโs been tracking you for months and he knows that you have a piece of the armor he needs for the resurrection of the Shredder.
And heโs never been one for plans, soโฆ
He breaks in through your window.
You scream and then he screams and youโre holding on with an impressive grip on the armor piece andโฆ.
And youโreโฆ. youโre soโฆ cute. He suddenly lets go of the glove and you go flying back, knocking your head against the wall. He lets out an eep and rushes over, cradling your head.
You look pretty freaked out at his change of heart and he doesnโt blame you.
How heโs going to explain this to the Foot Lieutenant and the Foot Brute, he has no idea.
They take your introduction pretty well. So do you, by how you actually willingly hand over the glove.
Butโฆ your reaction when you find out about the Shredder at the baseball game destroys any loyalty he has left for the Foot Clan. He canโt bear to see that terrified expression on your face when you look at him.
Leo may have snuck up to the part of the hotel Big Mama told him to stay away from. But how could she blame him? People watching was his favorite past time! Who better to watch than some stupid humans?
And when his eyes landed on you, he just knew he had to have you. He wouldnโt regret it even when Big Mama punished him. If he hadnโt have snuck up to the floors above ground, he wouldnโt never seen you.
And anyways, his was birthday was coming upโฆ and Big Mama said he could have anything he wanted. He grinned to himself, deciding to sneak into your room that night to โintroduceโ himself. Heโd leave a sticky note and scare you. Just a little.
Big Mama adored you. She gave you all these clothes so that you could look as perfect as her and Leo. She used for entertainment for the other Yokai, even when Leo glared on with jealously.
Soon enough, she was going to get her hands on some mysterious green ooze from three other turtles that looked suspiciously like Leo. As long as Leo didnโt find out about it, you would be the perfect test subject. And wouldnโt it be so sweet to see a loverโs quarrel in the Battle Nexus? She giggles at the thought.
Donatello has been bugged by you for a while.
In one of his rare outings to New York, obviously not letting Draxum know, he had run into you. He had been trying to break into a tech store and then you had appeared behind him.
He broke your nose but he hadnโt been left i scratched.
Then he just kept running into you again and again. He was half inclined just to kill you, but he feels like it would annoy him more with how much effort that would be towards someone like you.
You were annoying and just as mean as he was to you. It irritated him whenever you came back with a comment just as sharp as what he gave you.
One day, in one of his complaining rants to Mikey, Draxum overheard. Even though Donnie denied that it, Draxum was convinced he had a crush on a pathetic human. So, he decided he would kill you. As if you were nothing. Just scum on the Earth. All so Donnie wouldnโt be โdistractedโ any longer. By that he meant he just wanted Donnie to work insane hours so Draxum wouldnโt have to work as hard.
And Donnieโฆ couldnโt let that happen. He wouldnโt let a single hair on you be injured.
Thereโs an angry turtle staring you down. Michelangelo and you had run into each other. One looking beat up and the other looking flabbergasted.
โYouโre aโฆ turtle?!โ
Suddenly, youโre wrapped up in chains. That burnt badly.
โOw!โ you shriek and suddenly, just as quickly as they had come, they vanished. Big brown guilty eyes stare at you.
His face twitches before it turns disgusted. โUgh. You smell disgusting.โ
He was talking about the smell of your brunt skin. You glared at him angrily before seeing how bashed up he was. โWhatโฆ happened to you?โ
He was very reluctant to follow you home. And he kept asking you weird questions about other green turtles. Had you ever seen anyone that looked like him? Where? When? All these questions while you tried to stick a bandaid on him.
He also didnโt hold back on his mean comments about the human race. But as long as he sat still as you tried to rub the ash and debris off of him, you just let him talk.
Quickly, he warms up to you. Itโs as if he never hated humans. He enjoys learning about everything you do and seeing all of what New York has to offer. He knows you can never meet Draxum. And even though heโs getting suspicious the more he leaves and the longer heโs out, Mikey continues to see you.
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would you mind?๏ฝzhang hao
synopsis: how to get over a guy you didnโt even date in ten easy steps with the help of zhang hao.
tags: zhang hao x gn!reader, acquaintances to lovers, university au, fluff, slight angst, y/n likes someone else at the beginning, y/n is very drunk, making out when drunk, shy!hao, bestie!matthew has no filter, roommate!taerae, hanbin keeps laughing, what did jiwoong do though? y/n overthinks a little sometimes, mentions of sex and implied sex but no explicit smut! (im a minor and canโt write smut for the life of me)
word count: 6k (how did this get so long?)
a/n: this is my first fic in like six years and the first in english altogether! idk how to feel about this one but i thought to post it anyway. writing this honestly made me respect fanfic writers so much more, it really isnโt easy! this took me like five days to make. not sure how often iโll be doing this but i enjoyed writing a lot. sorry for any grammar errors or such, i proofread this a couple of times, but my english isnโt perfect, so some mistakes might go past me. anyway, thanks and sorry! enjoy reading!
my playlist while writing: in bloom & new kidz on the block by zb1, cream soda & private party by exo, roller coaster & party oโclock by nmixx !!
i. drink your feelings away
โfinally youโre hereโ matthew mumbled in his slightly drunken stage, leaning onto a wall as you closed the door behind you. you could hear the music and peopleโs chatter coming from the living room. the smell of alcohol was also very strong, especially on your friend. you wished you could just turn back and go home. you were way too miserable to party right now but the sweet smile matthew was giving you was making you stay. you couldnโt possibly disappoint your best friend on his special day.
โyeah, sorry for being lateโ you finally answered to the birthday boy as you handed out your gift with a forced smile. โhappy birthday matt.โย
he took the bottle of wine and chuckled. โthank you y/nโ he said, looking at the bottle of his favourite. โfor this and for coming tonightโ he continued as he raised his gaze to you apologetically.ย
โof courseโ you uttered, trying your best to convince your friend you wanted to be here, as if you didnโt just think about leaving two seconds ago. your convincing didnโt seem to be working as matthew sighed. matthew put down the bottle and walked in front of you. he examined your face for a while before he embraced you in a hug. โhe didnโt deserve you anywayโ he whispered close to your ear.
right.
jaemin.
the guy who broke your heart just a few days ago. he didnโt mean to, you suppose. he just didnโt realise you were totally in love with him when he introduced you to his partner of three years. how stupid could you be?
you held your tiers in at the mention of him. not today. you can cry about it later.ย
you embraced your friend for a while as you collected yourself. โyou know what matt?โ You finally spoke as you made eye contact with him. matthew hummed, looking at you with anticipation.ย
โiโm going to have fun tonight.โ
ii. embarrass yourself
about five bottles of soju and a couple beers later you were completely out of it. you were somewhere in matthewโs apartment, kitchen or living room, you were not entirely sure. laying on the cold floor with zero thoughts of your shattered heart. you felt at peace. your peace, however, didnโt last long as it was eventually broken by a familiar voice calling your name.ย
โy/n? you okay down there?โ the voice asked with amusement. you opened your eyes and were met with hanbinโs gaze from above you. he must have found your state hilarious as he bursted out laughing.ย
you got up from the floor with difficulty and flopped next to him on the couch. โnever been betterโ you mumbled to your friend with a relaxed smile. you started making yourself comfortable and leaned your head on hanbinโs shoulder. what you failed to notice in your drunken state was the other person sitting on the couch. the one you were currently cuddling up to.
โhaoโ your friend started. โI donโt think Iโve ever seen y/n so wastedโ hanbin laughed with tears in his eyes.ย
what.ย
suddenly, you were too aware of your surroundings, like there was no alcohol in your system anymore. you quickly got up and saw that hanbin was not in fact the person you had leaned into. the person sitting next to you was hanbinโs good friend, zhang hao. the boyโs face flushed as he looked at your shocked face.
oh my god.
you were not that familiar with zhang hao. you knew he was good friends with hanbin and matthew. he was from the music department just like your roommate taerae, and you were pretty sure he played the violin. he was reserved and quiet, and definitely not the most fond of you (even though your friends have tried to convince you otherwise). a friend of a friend. thatโs what he was. not someone who you could comfortably cuddle with. this is so embarrassing.
โiโm so sorry!โ you quickly blurted out as you hid your face behind your palms. you could still hear hanbinโs laugh as you were thinking about your way out of the situation.ย
โitโs o-okayโ zhang hao managed to stutter. you were in too deep thought to hear what the boy in front of you was saying. you searched for your other friend in the crowd. itโs time for me to leave. as you found matthew by the balcony with a girl, you turned back to the men on the couch. โiโm just gonna go!โ you quickly said to prevent any more embarrassment and made your way to your best friend.
he saw you coming from afar and smirked at you. โyouโve definitely enjoyed yourselfโ matthew said delightfully. oh. he definitely saw everything.
โyou saw nothingโ you bit back and leaned onto your friend as the alcohol started to kick back in again. โiโm going homeโ you continued. could you even walk straight? no. but you could just call your roommate to meet you halfway.
โin this state? no youโre notโ the boy slurred just as drunk as you were. he wrapped his arm around your shoulder in an attempt to keep you from leaving. you were glad your friend cared about your safety even when he was drunk. his company, however, was not enjoying the sight in front of her and you could tell you had interrupted something.ย
โiโll call taerae to pick me up, donโt worry.โ you assured your friend. โiโll leave you two alone now.โ you gave a smile to the girl and mouthed โsorryโ as you left the two before matthew could protest any further.
iii. make a foolish choice
walking down four sets of stairs with your hands occupied by your phone was a challenge. you somehow made it though and were trying to contact your roommate. he was not answering. where is he? your apartment wasnโt that far from matthewโs but the darkness was creeping you out a little. you sent a quick text to taerae, saying you were coming home before you started your journey.ย
you had made it past a couple turns when you started feeling like someone was following you. youโre just being paranoid, that's all. but the feeling only grew stronger as you clearly heard footsteps behind you. you were already walking as fast as you could in your state. is this the end? ย โiโm gonna die-โ
โy/n,โ you quickly turned around to the familiar voice.ย
zhang hao.
โoh itโs just youโ you said as you relaxed until it hit you. zhang hao. the reason why you had run away from the party in the first place. your surprise finally showed on your face, which zhang hao found amusing.ย
"sorry if I scared youโ he let out an airy laugh while awkwardly standing in front of you. for some reason you had never really looked at the boy. he was tall and his hair was still styled nicely even after a long day. he was wearing a light blue button up shirt with black jeans that seemed way out of your price range. there was something about the way he was looking at you under the glow of the streetlights. he was looking at you with stars in his eyes, like there was no one else but the two of you in the world. the sight of him almost made your heart skip a beat. he had a few moles on his face, one right under his eye and another on his cheek that you wish you could kiss right now. has he always been this pretty?ย
no. why is he here?ย
he tried to give you a reassuring smile as he took a step closer. โyou shouldnโt walk alone at this hour, itโs not safe for you.โ he continued like he had just read your mind.
โso you think I'm safe with you?โ you asked, slightly teasing. it was definitely the alcohol speaking.
the boyโs eyes widened in shock and he opened his mouth to say something but failed. โwell- I meanโ zhang hao finally responded with panic, not quite sure what he was supposed to say. you couldnโt hold your giggles which seemed to ease his nerves. his figure seemed to relax as he walked past you. โmy apartment isnโt that far from yours, so we can just walk together. itโs safer for both of us.โ zhang hao finished.ย
lies. youโve once picked hanbin up from his apartment and it's nowhere near yours. however, zhang hao didnโt need to know that you knew. you wouldnโt mind walking home with him even if the two of you werenโt that close, because he was right โ this was safer (not because he suddenly made you think of things you haven't before).
so, the two of you continued walking towards your place. zhang hao didnโt say much as you walked, only telling you to be more careful as you almost stumbled to the ground. he also decided to hold you up from your waist from that point on โ which you definitely didnโt mind. he didnโt seem to mind either as there was no signs of annoyance that you wouldโve except from zhang hao in this situation.ย ย
โweโre hereโ he said as the two of you stood in front of your apartment building. you really didnโt want him to go. you really didnโt want to be alone at all. because you knew the moment you were alone again youโd break down again and cry about the guy who broke your heart. just for this one night, you wished not to cry yourself to sleep. maybe it was foolish of you to ask zhang hao of all people to comfort you, but right now you couldnโt think of anything else.ย
โwould you like to come in?โ
โdo you need help to get to your door?โ
you both had talked at the same time. you broke eye contact as the two of you chuckled. so he didnโt want to leave yet either? as it got quiet again you decided to look at the boy again. zhang hao seemed hesitant as he studied your face. then he smiled at you as he said โif thatโs what you need.โ
iv. get cockbocked by a roommate
some might find the silence between you and zhang hao awkward, but you found it soothing. he was drinking the water you had given him as you sat on the kitchen counter. he looked even more handsome up close. the way he was leaning onto the counter and the way he was looking at you. oh, how much you wished to make him yours tonight. would he mind?ย
your mind stopped wandering as the boy put down his glass on the sink. โi should probably go and let you sleepโ he said quietly as he stood in front of you. he was incredibly close to you, his hand on your knee, his nose almost touching yours โ like he didnโt want to leave. you couldnโt help but lower your gaze to his lips. they were pink and puffy, slightly wet like they were waiting to be kissed. you looked back to zhang haoโs eyes but they didnโt meet yours. he was doing the same thing โ staring at your lips.ย
maybe you were going to regret it. maybe this wasnโt right, kissing your friendsโ friend. but you couldnโt possibly think about any of that as you leaned in.ย
his lips felt as soft as they looked. it took a moment for zhang hao to realise what was happening but eventually he kissed you back. his left hand landed on your cheek as his right hand went up your thigh. the kiss deepened as you put your hands around the boy's neck, pulling him closer to you. you donโt remember the last time you have been kissed like this. he was driving you insane and you wished heโd never stop.ย
โy/n?โ you hear a voice say at the door.ย
taerae.
you and zhang hao froze before you rapidly let go of each other. sleepy taerae rubbed his eyes walking into the kitchen as you tried to calm your beating heart. so he didnโt answer because he was asleep. you took a look at zhang hao whoโs blush was prominent even in the dark. โwhen did you get home?โ your roommate asked as he yawned.
โzhang hao walked me, i was just giving him some water before he left.โ you blurted out an excuse, which wasnโt inherently a lie โ taerae didnโt need to know what happened after that. your sleepy roommate didnโt look suspicious and seemed to buy it. โhe was actually just about to leave.โ you took another look at zhang hao, trying to get him to say something.ย
โyeah, iโll just get going then.โ he said, bid taerae goodbye, and was out of the apartment in mere minutes.ย
fuck.
v. overthink your life choices
lunch used to be your favourite time of the day, mostly because you used to share it with jaemin all the time. matthew barely ever had time to eat lunch with you, which is how you got to know jaemin in the first place. the two of you clicked instantly and you thought there was something between you. how wrong you were. the past week you have been distancing yourself from jaemin and he hasn't been asking after you. you really meant nothing to him in the end. even now heโs just a few tables away loudly debating about something with his group of friends, completely unaware of the effect he has had on you.
taeraeโs giggles seem to wake you from your slumber. you moved your gaze from jaemin to your roommate. he was laughing over a video hanbin had just shown him. โwhat is jiwoong doing?โ he managed to say between giggles.ย
โspeaking of the devilโ hanbin said as he waved past your shoulder. jiwoong walked to your table with zhang hao next to him, which was odd as the two of youโve had a similar relationship with the chinese boy up until a few days ago (unless jiwoong had also been making out with him recently). โwhat did i do?โ jiwoong questioned his friends as he placed his lunch on the table.
โnothing, nothing. whereโs matthew?โ hanbin said as he hid his phone with a grin.
โheโs on a dateโ you said nonchalantly. everyone at the table suddenly turned their heads towards you. they had totally forgotten you were even there as you had spent most of your break staring at a certain someone. you should get your shit together.
โoh right, zhang hao! thanks for walking y/n home the other night.โ taerae said as zhang hao sat next to hanbin. well shit. you hadnโt told anyone of what had happened with zhang hao after matthewโs party. you hadnโt even talked to zhang hao since then. you felt awful that you had tried to use him to forget about someone else, and then kicked him out as your roommate found the two of you. you werenโt sure how you were supposed to even bring it up to him when you were never alone with him anyway.ย
โyou walked her home?โ hanbin questioned as he turned his head to his left where zhang hao was sitting. the boy only gave his friend a small nod as he dug into his food. his aura seemed so different in the daylight. his hair wasnโt styled like at the party, it was a bit all over the place. the way he stuffed his mouth full of food made him look cute. his cheeks were slightly pink with blush. while observing the boy, you had completely missed the teasing smile on hanbinโs face.
how were you supposed to talk to him? thanks for walking me home and making out with me in my kitchen. does he even want to talk about it? the two of you had seen each other around campus a couple times since then and he hasn't tried to talk to you once. maybe all of it was just a spur of the moment thing for him that he now wished to forget about.
you sighed as you decided it was your time to leave for class. there was no way you were going to talk to zhang hao now anyway, not in front of all your friends. โmy lecture is starting soon, iโll go now.โ you said as you stood up. taking your things with you and hearing people say their goodbyes, you were on your way.
โwait, are we just going to ignore the fact that matthew is on a date?โ you could hear jiwoong ask behind you.
vi. get help
โsoโฆโ matthew said in a teasing tone as he sat across from you at the library.ย
โso, what?โ you questioned, like you had no idea what your best friend was referring to. well, in your defence, you never knew with matthew, but you had a feeling this conversation topic started with a z and ended with hang hao. โyou and hao?โ he continued, just like you had anticipated, raising his eyebrows.ย
โwhat about me and zhang hao?โ you continued, acting clueless in the hopes of him dropping the conversation.ย
โafter what i saw at my birthday party and then hearing he walked you home, i hoped the two of you worked out the weird tension between you two and finally fuckedโ your friend blurted out in a very matthew way, like it was the most obvious conclusion to come to in the world.ย
โwe did not!โ you raised your voice a little too much as you tried to defend yourself. you got a few judging stares from the people around you who were trying to study. something you were supposed to do as well, instead of having this conversation about zhang hao. โwe didnโt fuckโฆโ you continued more quietly. there was no reason for you to lie to your best friend. not when you could use his help.
โbut you were going to?โ he gave you a knowing look.
โwell yeah, but then taerae woke up and i panicked and i kinda kicked zhang hao out-โ you started rambling. wait. โhow did you know we almost fucked? did he talk to you? what did he say? does he totally hate me now?โ you continued like you were going to lose your mind. and now matthew was laughing at you, trying his best to stay quiet.ย
โi havenโt talked to anyone, except hanbin, heโs just as convinced thereโs something going on between you and hao as i amโ your friend finally spoke. if only you knew what was going on between the two of you. you sighed and hit your head on the table. โwhatโs the problem y/n? you know, you could just text him and ask him" matthew said.
โi donโt have his numberโ you mumble in despair.ย
โwhat? how can you not have his number?โ matthew asked, confused.
โwhy would i? was i supposed to ask for it when we were making out or something?โ you said as you lifted your head from the table, looking at your friend who definitely didnโt need to hear any more details of that night.
matthew took his phone out of his pocket, and gave it to you after a moment. โhere, take his number and text himโ
vii. become friends
you were currently sitting down at a park you had agreed to meet with zhang hao. matthew was able to convince you it was better to sort things out with zhang hao sooner than later. but now that you were here, waiting for the guy, you couldnโt help but feel nervous. it was warm as summer was finally coming and you felt like you were sweating buckets. was it the weather or your nerves โ you were not quite sure.
โhi, did you have to wait long?โ you hear a familiar voice from your left and see zhang haoโs figure coming towards you. he waved at you while giving you a sweet smile. damn. heโs so pretty.ย
โoh no, not at allโ you answered, trying to give the boy a smile to hide your nervousness.ย
โwhat did you want to talk about?โ zhang hao said calmly as he sat down next to you. unlike the other night, now he had left much space between the two of you. he didnโt seem nervous at all, which made you feel uneasy. maybe this wasnโt as big of a deal for him as it was for you.ย
โat mattโs party, iโm sorry for being such a mess and dragging you into itโ you decided to tell him. โi had a few too many drinks that night.โ you took a look at zhang hao. he seemed surprised, maybe a little hurt as he tried to get comfortable on the bench. was that not the right thing to say? ย โi mean, i probably made you uncomfortable and then i rushed you out of my place when taerae woke up, it was super rude of me to-โ you were starting to ramble.ย
โi wasnโt uncomfortableโ he cut you off. he finally turned to look at you again โi wouldnโt have come in if i was.โ there was the look again, making your heart beat louder on your chest. he was looking at you like he did under the streetlights, like you were the only person in the world that mattered. you wouldnโt mind getting lost in his eyes. โso donโt be too sorry, i enjoyed it as long as it lasted.โ he gave you a shy smile.
oh.
this was the first time the boy had made you blush, usually it was the other way around. you broke eye contact to hide your shyness from him. โcool, coolโ you started quite awkwardly. โwe should probably be casual about all this, since we're friends and allโฆโ
โweโre friends now? iโm cool with thatโ zhang hao replied with amusement.
โi mean, weโve known each other long enough to call us that, i guessโ you tried to reason, not realising your friend was only teasing you. as you turned your gaze back to him you saw him still smiling at you. this man will be the death of me. โwell thatโs that. sorry i canโt stay longer, i have places to be. bye zhang hao.โ you said as you got up from the bench. you had nowhere to be, but you couldnโt possibly handle being in zhang haoโs presence any longer.ย
โbye friend!โ he yelled after you still with a teasing tone.
viii. feel nothing
you and your new friend zhang hao have gotten along well since your talk at the park. nothing has changed that much, except now you greet each other at campus, engage in conversation together, and sometimes share memes with each other. you have tried to convince matthew that you and zhang hao are really just friends and nothing more. matthew just canโt help himself when he teases you with kissy noises every time you interact with zhang hao. heโs the only other person that knows about your little secret. even hanbin doesnโt know, because if he did โ everyone would.ย
you were finally finished with your last class of the day, walking out of your department building. you felt at ease as everything in your life was finally going well. you were able to sort things out with zhang hao, you werenโt particularly struggling with any classes, and you were barely thinking about him, who shall not be named.ย
as if on cue, there he was standing a few meters away from you. jaemin. he wasnโt alone though, as he was having a conversation with someone. you couldnโt quite tell what the two were talking about, not that really even mattered to you. contrary to popular belief, your heart no longer ached at the sight of him. you continued your journey with no intent to interact with jaemin, at least not until you realised who exactly he was talking with. when you were close enough you could recognize the other manโs voice.
what was zhang hao doing with jaemin? the sight in front of you felt really odd, but you couldnโt possibly look away. zhang hao almost towered over jaemin, paying attention to what the latter was talking about. he was wearing glasses that complimented his face well. one of his sleeves was rolled up revealing his toned arm. he looked so mesmerising, you couldn't help but stare.
it didnโt take long for you to be caught staring as jaemin called out your name. โwow itโs been so long. how have you been?โ he asked happily as you took a few steps closer to the two. zhang hao was surprised to see you, his gaze moving between you and jaemin. his face filled with worry made you think he must have heard about jaemin and you from someone (definitely not from hanbin). you gave zhang hao a reassuring smile as you greeted jaemin, who was ready to embrace you in a hug.ย
โiโve been wellโ you sounded a little awkward as the two of you let go. an act that used to make your heart do backflips no longer felt like anything. โwhat were you two talking about? i didnโt know you even knew each other.โ you asked out of curiosity as you stood next to zhang hao, who suddenly put his arm around your shoulder. you turned your head towards your friend, trying to understand what he was up to.ย
โweโve shared a few classes here and thereโ zhang hao said as he turned his head to face you. he was so close to you again, making your heart beat louder on your chest. โyouโre ready to go?โ he continued. you could only show your confusion on your face as you didnโt trust your voice to say anything at the close proximity. โdinner? remember?โ he gave you a wink.
what? you were completely lost. what was this man talking about?ย
โoooh, date night?โ jaemin cooed in front of you. he took his headphones out of his back and put them over his ears. โi won't waste your time anymore then. y/n we should totally catch up sometime!โ he didnโt wait for your response before he left.ย
you and zhang hao stayed close to each other in silence for a while. you wondered if he could hear the way your heart was beating for him. you tried to look for answers from his face but to no avail. finally, zhang hao moved and removed his hand off of you, what had felt like way too soon. โsorryโ he said as he stood in front of you. โyou must have felt awkward seeing himโ he continued, scratching the back of his neck.ย
โdid you do all that to get rid of him? iโm fine, i donโt like him like that anymoreโ you felt the need to clarify to him.
โohโ he said, blush breaking to his face and neck. โwell, i was getting tired of him anywayโ he excused and removed his gaze from you to hide his embarrassment. you thought he looked the cutest whenever he got shy or embarrassed.ย
your laugh seemed to peak his interest again, as he turned his gaze back on you. your blushing face, matching his own. a comfortable silence fell between you again. โjust friends huh?โ you could hear matthewโs teasing voice in your head.
โy/n?โ zhang hao eventually spoke. you hummed as a response, waiting him to carry on. โhave you eaten yet?โ the boy continued hesitantly.ย
โno, not yetโ you answered truthfully, not quite sure where the conversation was going. zhang hao stayed quiet for a while. he was nervously shifting on his place, turning his face away from you once again. he was trying to find the right way to ask you.
โwould you like to go out for dinner then?โ he asked carefully.ย
โsure!โ you answered enthusiastically. you were starving at this point and wouldnโt mind spending some time with friends as well. โwho else is coming?โย
โwell, i thought it could be just usโฆโ the boy responded, still not daring to look at you.ย
oh.
โoh! that works too. sure. yeah.โ you replied, definitely not embarrassed that you didnโt get the hint right away. โdoes indian sound good to you? iโm craving butter chickenโ you continued, trying to move the conversation onwards, while your heart kept beating hard against your chest.ย
โif thatโs what you want, itโs good with meโ zhang hao said and the two of you started your way out of campus, both a blushing mess.
ix. feel everything
you were not entirely sure what to think. had you just been on a date? zhang hao didnโt explicitly call it that, but it surely had felt like one. the dinner went smoothly, it didnโt feel awkward and the two of you were able to talk to each other comfortably. he constantly smiled at you and asked you questions about your life, putting the effort into getting to know you. he even insisted on paying for your meal in the end.ย
you got to know things about him as well, as zhang hao no longer felt shy talking to you. heโs an only child and very close with his mom. he chose to play the violin, because itโs much easier to carry around compared to a cello. him and jiwoong have gotten closer lately because jiwoong had asked him to help him with a song he has been working on. he also revealed that he was glad that the two of you have gotten closer, which made you question things even more.
you were walking to your apartment in silence, completely sober this time. zhang hao had insisted on walking you home again, โas a man shouldโ he had said. the way his hand was accidentally brushing against yours every once in a while was giving you butterflies in your stomach. you were not entirely sure if the man next to you even realises how much of an effect he had on you. you werenโt walking that fast because you really didnโt want the night to end.ย
must to your dismay, you ended up in front of your apartment building. it felt like deja vu, standing in front of him again. you didnโt want zhang hao to leave, but you werenโt sure if it was appropriate to invite him in. you couldn't hide behind the confidence alcohol had given you last time. you didn't know what to say, so you settled on just staring at his face, completely mesmerised. he was doing the same, his gaze wandering on your face, like he was trying to remember each little detail of you.ย
โi shouldโฆโ zhang hao started, now looking straight into your eyes. โi should probably go nowโ he continued, not at all convincing. he made no effort to move, which finally gave you the confidence to talk. it wonโt hurt to ask, right?
โi could offer you a glass of water before you goโ you said, tearing your gaze away, still slightly scared of what he might answer. โyou know, taeraeโs not home tonightโฆโ you added. as you heard no answer from the boy, you hesitantly took a look at him. he was smiling at you again, the way he had been all dinner.ย
zhang hao took a step closer, raising his hand to hold your chin, making you hold eye contact with him. he lowered his gaze slowly to your lips, looking at you like you were someone to be desired. โyou sure?โ he finally spoke in a lower voice, still staring at your lips. you could only hum in response. and then he leaned in to kiss you.ย
his lips were soft, but he pushed them hard against yours. he tasted like cherries as you kissed him back. the kiss deepened quickly as his tongue pushed past your lips. his arms lowered to your hips, pulling you closer, as you put yours behind his neck, playing with his hair. you didnโt stop until you both were almost running out of air.
zhang hao let out an airy laugh. โiโve wanted to do that for a whileโ he confessed, your arms still tangled around each other. he was looking at you with so much adoration.
โyeah? me tooโ you smiled, your cheeks slightly pink. you let go of the boy to open the door to your apartment building. he held onto your arm as the two of you walked towards the elevator. you turned to look at zhang hao, whoโs cheeks were a shade of pink as well. he noticed you staring and gave you another sweet smile. the door finally opened, and he couldnโt even wait till you got to your apartment, as he stole another kiss from you as you entered the elevator.
โi honestly thought you didnโt like me at allโ you admitted to him as you parted from the kiss.
โthatโs what hanbin always told meโ zhang hao answered, now with a pout on his lips. โi was just too shy to talk to you, youโre like the most gorgeous person iโve ever laid my eyes onโ he continued, no longer daring to look you in the eye. even he seemed a little surprised by his sudden confession.ย
oh.ย
youโve received compliments before, but hearing one from zhang hao felt different. your cheeks heated up again, and you could feel your excitement all the way down on your stomach. you wanted him so badly, you could only wish he felt the same way. when the elevator stopped, you decided to quickly peck the boy's cheek before you dragged him to your apartment.
once the door to your apartment closed behind you, you were all over each other. his lips connected with yours as your arms roamed all over your bodies. you couldnโt get enough of him, wanting him even closer to you. you stumbled over to your bedroom, where you gave him one more kiss before backing away.
zhang hao looked at you with concern. โare you okay?โ he asked while still holding you closely.
โyeah, i just- i want to make sure you want this as much i doโ you answered, studying his face for any signs of regret or hesitation.ย
โi really like you y/n, and i want this more than you thinkโ he admitted. he detached one of his hands from you to remove his glasses out of the way, putting them down to your nightstand. he lowered his hand on your cheek, cherishing it gently. โlet me show you just how much you mean to me.โ
so you let him, as you kissed him again.
x. fall in love
you were still out of breath as you cuddled up to zhang haoโs bare body. he wrapped his hand around you and squeezed you closer to him, twirling your hair with his fingers. you laid your head against his chest, drawing circles on his toned body, sighing with content. you felt zhang haoโs lips against your forehead, giving you a peck after peck. the act made you giggle, turning your gaze to him.
โwhat?โ you asked.
โnothing, iโm just really happyโ he answered, giving you one more kiss on your lips. he looked at you with so much love and warmth, which made you feel like you were dreaming. you couldnโt help but wonder what made you deserve to meet someone like zhang hao. no one has made you feel this good in such a long time, if ever. suddenly, very overwhelmed with your feelings, you hid your face on the crook of his neck.
you felt zhang haoโs chest vibrate from the laughter he let out. โcuteโ he whispered quietly, mostly to just himself, cherishing your head again. you got comfortable again, almost falling asleep in his embrace. his breath also evening out as he was slowly drifting away to sleep too.
โi really like you too, zhang haoโ you sleepily mumbled against his skin, before the two of you fell into dreamland together.
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bonus:
โwhy do you always call me zhang hao?โ
โmaybe because itโs your name??โ
โyes, but everyone calls me hao. youโre the only one who calls me zhang haoโ
โohโ
โwell, hao, iโll call you that from now onโ
the boyโs face flushed red as he finally heard you say his name.ย
โoh my god, youโre so cute!โย
he turns his face to hide his blush from you.
โshut upโ
#zb1#zerobaseone#zhang hao#zhanghao#zb1 x reader#zb1 zhang hao#zhang hao fic#zb1 fluff#zb1 fics#zerobaseone zhang hao#zhang hao x reader#kpop#cloudbersoofic
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Soft Launch pt.3
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summary: A month into the f1 winter break, y/n and Lance have been spending quality time in the US. Y/n is making her long awaited return to music after her divorce and sheโs picked two songs to announce that itโs final.
pairing: Lance Stroll x Reader
Face claim: Taylor Swift
warnings: smut, oral seggs (f! receiving)
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yourusername we were something donโt you think so? Proud to announce my two new singles โThe 1โ and โCleanโ are out now.
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atlanticrecords: so happy youโre back!!
yourbestfriend: so proud of how far youโve come
yn1fan: HOLY HOLY SHIT IM READY
chloestroll: so excited for you ๐
enews: are you trying to tell us something bestie??
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enews Itโs over. y/n l/n has confirmed in two new songs that her and nhl player Matt Boldy have not just separated but they have finalized their divorce. click the link in bio to read more
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ynandMatt1: mom and dad divorced๐
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โCongratulations baby!โ Lance said pecking me on the cheek at midnight. Bringing two pieces of cake out of the fridge as we lounged on the couch. โItโs only a matter of time until the tabloids put shit out thoughโ I groaned laying my head against the arm rest. โThatโs why you and Matt have already talked about it. He knows this is your job. You write songs. Fucking good ones I would like to add, but no way people think youโd release an album with songs about him without talking first.โ He added pulling me up by my hands.
โLance. I donโt know if you know but I love youโ I smiled as he pulled me into a hug. โI think you may have said it once or twiceโ he laughed, โI love you too. Iโm proud of youโ he said, pulling me in for a kiss. Smirking, he whispered in my ear,โI think we should celebrateโ, before pull me into a heated kiss the cake left forgotten on the coffee table.
โBabe Iโm so fucking proud of youโ Lance sighed, breaking the kiss and playing with the hem of my or his shirt. Hands grasping my waist, a sigh of relief escaping my mouth as Lanceโs warm breath grazed my neck.
โCan we take this somewhere else?โ I whispered as his lips connected to my neck, sucking softly.
โThought youโd never ask. Jumpโ He said, pulling away from my neck and pulling me up, one hand in my hair, the other under my ass.
Reconnecting the kiss, Lance guided you two toward the bedroom. This wasnโt any regular kiss. It was different. Lanceโs kisses ignited a fire in me, I felt giddy and burning with desire every time we were together. You wouldโve thought the feeling would fade after the โhoneymoonโ stage but the desire is still prevalent. Every time we end up in bed together itโs new, itโs exhilarating, itโs fucking hot.
His lips attached to my neck as soon as we passed the threshold to my room, biting down and then soothing with his tongue. โOh my godโ I moaned out as he found the spot he knew I loved. I quickly covered my mouth to stop more moans escaping. โLet me hear you babe. Pleaseโ, Lance says kicking the door shut behind us.
Our clothes were ripped off in a whirlwind and thrown somewhere into the darkness as we backed up toward the bed. Lanceโs hands found my skin, allowing a tiny whimper to slip past my lips as he brushed his palm against my breasts and then nipples.
โOh my god Lanceโ, I groaned, grabbing his bicep, and sliding my hand to his thigh, making him take a sharp intake of breath. โIโve been thinking about this since you left for Londonโ, I moaned as his hand slipped down in between my legs, cupping the emerald green panties I wore.
โFuck.โ He grumbled, bending his head to leave open mouthed kisses across my abdomen, โI think about this so muchโ.
A gasp slipped from my mouth as he dropped to his knees, hands reaching the waist line of my panties and letting them pool at my ankles.
I shivered when I felt cool air hit my clit. โDonโt tease. Pleaseโ, I moaned, causing Lance to smirk up at me. His calloused fingers brushed against my inner thigh and I gasped as hit fingers finally slid in between my folds.
โYouโre so fucking hotโ Lance breathed from his spot between my legs. I gasped as his fingers finally pressed into my clit, while his tongue licked a stripe across my pussy.
โOh godโ, I practically yelled as his pace sped up, causing my hand to fly into his hair. More soft moans flew past my lips as he stroked you into a state of bliss. His tongue continued to hit the perfect spot as my thighs began to tense and moans got louder.
โShit, babe Iโm so closeโ I gasped as Lance continued his pace.
You knew that he could feel your muscles contracting and groaned, sending a wave of pleasure straight into your body.
โYou gonna cum?โ He asked, with a hit of cockiness in his voice and I continued to moan loudly.
โYes, it feels so fucking goodโ I gasped as I felt myself come to the edge, expletives leaving my mouth. My legs began shaking, as my spine began to arch under his touch.
Lance groaned, wiping his mouth as he pulled away from me, smirking up at me before capturing me in a kiss. โFuck that was hotโ he whispered, โnice pantiesโ he laughed before kissing me again.
I snickered as walking toward the bathroom. โI thought youโd like them.โ
He stood there watching as I reached the door. โYou coming?โ, I asked him and to no surprised he followed, wrapping his hands around my waist.
โI love youโ, he breathed out.
โI love you too.โ
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END OF 2023
sorry to anyone who didn't want to be tagged xx
hi! most of you will know me as lucy (unless you're @m3ntallyunstable34 and know my real name lol)
so yes, i am lucy. and this is me reflecting on 2023 on tumblr because it seems like a logical thing to do considering this year sucked like 20% less (one of us is lying reference) because of all my amazing online friends. so yes i guess in a way this is a mutual appreciation post ๐ซถ
@berryzxx you wouldn't believe me when i tell you you were the first mutual i didn't have to be all professional and got to be a crazy bitch with lmao so thank you for not judging me and talking to me like we're besties (we totally are btw bc i said so) mwahh
@longlivestv the loml literally owe my life to you bee ๐ซถ๐ซถ you are one of the main reasons i'm friends with all of the people i will mention after, so tysm and thank you for being so sweet to me and i love flirting with you /hj ilysm ๐ also if im too young to fall in love why do you keep running through my brain? ๐๐
@loserdiaz one of the very few people i get to openly talk to and not feel weird doing it akshdasjhd ilysm april <33 and youre one of the only people i will ever admit has better pick up lines than me (thats a huge honour btw) so thank you for keeping up with me and flirting with me it makes me feel very special mwahhh and ily and we should totally snuggle by the fireplace you know i made those cookies you like (sab reference) ๐๐ซถ
@weeping-in-the-willows thank you for being the absolute SWEETEST person to me <3 ilysm and btw you were my first discord friend and i'm so honoured about that ajshdnjfe you're so nice and ily and i hope you get everything you want
@theladyinwhite13 thank you for appreciating my unhinged comments and you're one of the few people who deserve to be told that they are funnier than me (i rarely ever give anyone this honour btw so its very special) and i think you might appreciate this reference 'so what if i just wanna be a little out of my mind'
@bodybetters and @its-tortle karo and tortle my beloved <3 ilysm you're like two of the BEST mutuals ever and i was so honoured happy excited (any other positive adjective) when i realised you followed ME back?!? i was literally so ajshdnjfe i can't even put it in words you're like my favourite people on this hellsite (affectionate)
@suugarbabe ajdhhgajsgf my pookie <33 you always stand up for me and ilysm for it youre the nicest to me what did i ever do to deserve you ๐ญโค๏ธ
@patrophthia omg the absolute sweetestt!! youre an angel and ilysm and i hope you have the best life every <33 ilysm thank you for being so nice to me and making me feel valued asjdhajksd i love youu
@theautistmwitch omg idk how youre still sane after hearing to my traumatising jokes ๐ญ ilysm mwahhโค๏ธthank you for being so sweet to meee it makes me so happy <333 can't wait to traumatise- uh i mean make you laugh even more next year!
@kurtcobainsgreencardigan ajkshdad i had the time of my life 'bullying' [insert their name] (i dont wanna get cancelled yk just in case people actually like them) with you <33 [i mean you technically didn't 'bully' them but we bonded over that] you're so funny and sweet and ily<3
@catastrxblues nadine the loml <33 i LOVED chatting with you and ranting to you and reading your answers to my asks akgdskg im so glad to have you as a mutual and i would love to have some more ranting convos with you in the future haha asdhjhajsh ilysm mwahh <3
@nyctophile-me omg you're so sweet to meee ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ ily you're like one of my favourite wives too you're one of the only people i will ever share sab with mwah โค๏ธโค๏ธ id love to talk to you more next year <3
@magicandmaybe @andi-is-bored @alltheliars and @animallover4000 omg you're all so sweet and ily and we didn't really interact a lot this year but i loved chatting with you on discord ๐
@imperpetuallylost omg ilyy you're so unintentionally (or intentionally?) funny ahsjdnfne and i guess it's inevitable sorry sky but it looks like you (lea not sky) deserve to [redacted] goosebot and it's well deserved ajsjdjdne ily and id love to interact more with you next year <33
@london-affairs literally started talking to you like 5 days ago and we were flirting non stop that's CRAZYYYY ily btw pookie ๐
@m3ntallyunstable34 my literal best friend!! i absolutely love you mwah mwah mwah thank you for being my best friend and dealing with me for 12 years llama im shocked you're not insane yet ahsjsj ilyyyy โค๏ธ
these are the mutuals that made me throw my phone across the room and scream in excitement when i realised THEY followed ME
also i will take this moment to thank all of you for making my year amazing and i love you all so much and i hope you have THE BEST 2024. thank you so much for being a part of my crazy blog i would never have imagined 438 people would find this silly little blog ๐ซถ
@cassiopeiasdaughter @faultsline @underthenightskydreamsneverdie @theostrophywife @slytherinslut0 @imperpetuallylost @themidnightarcher @stvrlighhttt @psychedeliccc @prettybaby-grande @nqds @themidnightarcher @i-miss-you-im-sorry @cottoncandywhispers @svnflowermoon @finalgirllx @fallingforfictionalcharacterss @ashisgreedy @moonffe @suugarbabe @wordsarelife and @xobridgertonblues (i might've tagged some people twice sorryyyy)
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โ*:..... LEIGH'S MOOTS !!!!
@yessa-vie - my wife โจ
i have to put this bitch first- ur the literal first person i started talking to on tumblr, no cap- words can't describe how grateful and happy i am to have u in my life like honestly. you've helped me with my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts and brought me back up whenever i felt down, thank u sm ๐ญ sometimes i feel horrible bcs im bad at comforting people and i feel like whenever u want to vent, im not really helping but i promise to try better ๐ฉท
also ur writing? like bitch ur writing? THAT HYUNJIN FIC ๐ซฆ๐ค like babes just throw me ur talent im begging u, i said it once, ill say it again; i am on my knees for ur writing ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ like whenever u release smth i get so excited idk- keep rocking yessa baby, ilyyy smmmm my unnie <33 ๐
@double-knxtt - my sister ๐ง๐พโโ๏ธ
life ain't complete without ya- like honestly, i kinda find the way we met sorta funny bcs i embarrassed myself on the first msg- ๐ it's been literally 5 months since we've known each other wtf... if u need someone to talk to, pls, im always here and even though im not good at comforting ill try my best, okay? you've helped me with a lot of stuff and ik we've had a few fights but i just wanna thank u for being there for me and helping me out of my dark places. your my best friend and my sister ๐ฉต
ur writing- girl, im begging u, DON'T STOP WRITING THAT ONE MINHO DRABBLE- girl, how tf u so good at writing? if u don't throw me ur talent like yessa, im finding u and suffocating u ๐๐ช (jk, unless-) ily sm ok? always remember that my precious unnie~~ ๐๐<3
@kaiyaba - my other wife idk- ๐ฆ
still can't get over the fact that we became friends through murder- im gonna start calling u my canadian bestie bcs... you know... we're both canadians? okay soo... UR MY PRECIOUS POOKIE ILY ILY SMM- sorry, had to get that off my chest- ur loaded with hyunjin pics, do not stop sending me them I'm begging- also those cards? hello? lmao they're funny af and yeah they did make me feel better lmao ๐ also, ty sm for being there for me when sam broke up with me, that was a horrible time but ty sm~ ๐ im always here if u wanna vent ok?
also honestly fuck ur ex, he can die idc- ๐ also I'd like more hyunjin pics when u awake, I'll be waiting ๐คฒ also, just so you know, u kinda slow at typing (cmon, did u seriously think i wasn't going to roast u atleast once?) ignore that last one- ily sm keep going, my racoon ๐๐
@thatonedemigodfromseoul - my daughter ๐ป
OMG U CUTIE PATOOTIE, ANYTHING U DO IS CUTE ๐ u can just breath and ur cute... u baby material, infant ๐ซต also, still not over the fact we literally met THROUGH MURDER ๐๐๐๐ค๐ค *deep breath* ahem.. ik life is hard and people are bitchy sometimes but i just wanna let you know that you're got it. ur a human too and sometimes things get hard but we have to do everything to survive right? whenever it gets hard, im always here for u if u wanna vent ok? ily my little infant ๐ฉท
UR WRITING?????? UR FLUFF??? BITCH THROW ME UR TALENT I SUCK AT FLUFF, I'LL JUST STEAL YOURS, IDC ILL ROB IT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER- (that was so aggressive i promise im stable-) ... i still want ut writing bcs wtf?? for a ** year old, ur so good? huh? ilyy ๐ฉต๐ฉท๐ฉต
@fauna-flora11 - my mother in law ๐คก
omg my pakistan baby ๐ bestie, ik we don't talk much but i want u to know ily and ur doing great ok? ur doing amazing, im so proud of what u did yesterday, today, tomorrow and so on ur so cuteeee!! ily my bestie pls drink lots of water and take care of urself ok? and don't worry about my leg and lip, it'll get better eventually ๐
again, if u ever wanna vent, im here ok? ilyy smm <333
i've never really read your writing but im encouraging you to write bcs your good at it! ill be waiting for that skz fic or whatever u have stirring up in that pot of urs lmao.. ily sm flora, keep doing whatever ur doing and keeping smiling ๐๐๐๐๐๐
@silverstarburst - my sister ๐
hi my unnie! ik we don't talk much, but ty for taking up for me whenever those anons throw hate at me, ur really amazing and sassy like that lmao- ik ur always there for me whenever im sad and whenever i get hate so hopefully i can do the same for u, so whenever ur sad or need to vent, just msg me. it may take me time but i will respond and help u ok? ily unnie, ur amazing <33๐๐๐
also, if u want a Chinese or Spanish name just ask me lmao- ik it sounds weird but i can give u one~ should I call u ash or wonhu? ๐๐ ily my pookie ~~ stay hydrated and get lots of sleep and eat well mkay? ilyy <333
@zoey-rov - the dog ๐ธ
bitch explain why is not tagging u??? what black magic have u done to my tumblr? also that minecraft house u working on... O-O WHY DOES HAVE LIKE 58 BEDROOMS??? CHILL ON THE BEDROOMS, UR BF WON'T LET ME GO FOR THAT, HE KEEPS COMPLAINING IN MY DMS ๐ญ also when u land in korea in september, come visit me (if u want) idk when u coming tho bcs idt ur bf wants to- ty for being my friend and trusting me with ur secrets~ ily my cutie <33 ๐๐
@michelle4eve - my niece ๐งโโ๏ธ
we don't talk much but you've been here on my blog, sending me asks and checking on me and sending cute shit ๐ญ i feel so stupid for not dming u earlier and talking to u, but lets just say im glad u made the move first. ur so talented and so funny and kind, im so glad ur in my family ๐ญ im here if u ever wanna vent, ok? ty for sticking around and not leaving, ily ily <3
also i read ur writing and lets just say I AM SHOOK- like can u just... throw some my way?? like wth?? i love ur writing pookie, pls keep writing and showing off that beautiful talent of urs ๐ stay safe and hydrated~ <33
@heihaneul - the cat ๐ก
i strongly advise u to leave the dog, the mouse, the rabbit and fish alone- ig i have to thank chris bcs if it wasn't for his drama, i wouldn't have met u. i like our little chats even though u roast me 24/7 and call me a grandma just bcs i have a short remembrance of things. atleast i can go around calling u kitty ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ ty for helping me and having my back so many times, ily ily if u ever need to vent, my dms are open and waiting ๐ ily, pls look after urself~ ๐<3
@wooyo-bae - my niece/stepdaughter ๐คฐ
first, i'm sorry for leaving u on read for a whole month, second, yes im delulu for hyunjin and i always will be ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ im still kinda shocked i have another ** year old on my bad but i will accept only bcs of yessa and mari (jkjk u the cutest little niece) ik school can be tough so if u ever need help im here <3 and pls for godsake STOP LISTENING TO ADULT MUSIC, U R PRACTICALLY A CHILD ๐คก ily take care of urself cutie (i promise i will respond to ur dms-) ๐
and i love ur writing even though u only got like one thing out- im encouraging u to write more bcs u are good at it annd don't let anyone tell u otherwise <333
@immapopthelimits119 - my other daughter ๐ง
no, i do NOT believe u whenever u tell me u drink water bcs from that pic u sent me, u look DEHYDRATED 24/7 DRINK WATER BEFORE I FLY DOWN TO GERMANY AND SLAP U ACROSS UR FACE. yes, i am delulu for hyunjin and keep sending me jurin pics bcs jurin is a queen and she deserves recognition. i promise that felix fic u wanted is in the making! I'll try post it soon and ily <33 ๐ฉท๐ฉท
@robynnn-nnm - the horse ๐
ur personality is a lot like sage and it TERRIFIES ME. ik ur obsessed with flower by jisoo and pls the fact that ur sis sent me her number just to send me videos of u dancing like ur possessed is boss energy and u slay so house down, whitney im deceased ๐โ ur so hyper but the fact ur constantly sending me horse pics is not giving, like calm tf down u roach- ily either way u talented mf ๐๐
@atinyniki - my niece ๐ฉโ๐ฆฒ
idk why u chose that emoji but im not gonna complain ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ if im being honest, i was kinda scared to text u bcs idk i felt like i would say smth wrong and u would think bad of me, but im glad i did! ik we don't talk much but i like talking to u bcs ur kinda chaotic and it's really refreshing ๐
now about those anons, just block them or hit spam bcs that's not very respectful what their doing :( im sorry if u get them often, ill try my best to shut them up, ty for sticking around cutie ๐ if u ever need to vent, again, my dms are like a door, it's always open for u to come through and spill ur mind. im listening. ily <33 ๐๐
ur writing, ur writing, that's it. that's the comment. if u have a taglist, add me (idk if im already added-) pls ur writing is like.. so good? like where did u get that talent from? i will FIGHT whoever says ur writing sucks, bcs their blind, ur writing is so good, keep going cutie! ~ ๐๐
@hynjinniesworld - my psychotic lover ๐
we communicate through ๐ girl, whatever is happening between u and sam, im truly trying my best to help u but there's only so much i can do behind a phone and in a different country ๐ญ im always here if u need to vent and dw i saved ur ass multiple times, i can handle more ig- also, imma stop calling u mommy bcs anons be tripping ๐ (ill call u mine ;)) btw ur dancing is ๐ค๐ค anyways, ily pookie, take care of urself especially after that surgery ily ily my fiesty, cutie pieeee <33 ๐๐
#leigh rambles... โก.#leighs moots... โก.#leighs moots... โก. yessa-vie... โก.#leighs moots... โก. double-knxxt... โก.#leighs moots... โก. kaiyaba... โก.#leighs moots... โก. thatonedemigodfromseoul... โก.#leighs moots... โก. fauna flora11... โก.#leighs moots... โก. silverstarburst... โก.#leighs moots... โก. zoey-rov... โก.#leighs moots... โก. michelle4eve... โก.#leighs moots... โก. heihaneul... โก.#leighs moots... โก. wooyo-bae... โก.#leighs moots... โก. immapopthelimits119... โก.#leighs moots... โก. robynnn-nnn... โก.#leighs moots... โก. atinyniki... โก.#leighs moots... โก. hynjinniesworld... โก.#these r my mooties~#and i will FIGHT FOR THEM SQUARE UP#๐๐๐๐๐๐#leigh... โก.
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I DECIDED TO MAKE A POST ABOUT MY GENERINE REACTIONS TO ACCIDENTAL BF PT 4 (omg pls read this series itโs a gem by the wonderful @tenkover)
also i was just causally looping this edit while i was doing this
"You reach up and fix his crooked septum. He blushes. That damn thing."
SINCE WHEN DID TOMURA HAD A SEPTUM (ngl I actually looked up what it was bc idk what it was and I WAS SHOCKED MY JAW DROPPED)
โWhy would I want to,โ Tomura smiles and kisses the top of your head. He wants to absorb youโฆ you can crawl into his ribcage any day and make yourself at home."
HEAD KISSES >>>>
โThe Izuku thing, for example, like, we started off as friends just getting to know each other and out of the blue he gets handsy. It felt like all the friendship building was justโฆ fakeโ and it was. His entire personality changed when I told him I won't be with him. I've had that happen before. It makes me feelโฆ so alone. Or just generally talking to men. If you're nice you are flirting and they feel entitled to yourโฆ well, body. It hurts. And if you aren't niceโฆ you put yourself in danger. My dad taught me to always be politeโ well, too much becauseโฆ. I was nice to my stalker. It's dumbโ I am. That's also why I always do what people wantโฆ it is the path of least resistance.โ
OH SHIT IZUKU LORE WITH READER
also reader being real here bc I always feel like I have to put on a mask around certain people so I sometimes have identity crisis (thatโs why I relate to furina and mafuyu A LOT)
โHe's always late!โ Himiko sighs. โI'd never let you wait, (Y/N)-chan! If Tomura ever lets you waitโ just text me, kay?โ
HIMIKO BEING READERโS NEW BESTIE
โReally? Voice changer? Cmon, man,โ Tomura says and pinches his nose.
OMG DABI BEING MYSTERIOUS BY USING A VOICE CHANGER XDDDD (I know who you are dabi LOLOL)
โIs it becauseโฆ your friend who got a girlfriend?โ He sobs.
OMG????? Does touya love reader?!?! (I wouldnโt be surprised if that were the case)
โY-Yes. Sorry. Iโฆ I wanted to ask if I can soft launch you on Instagram?โ
SOFT LANUGH ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน
โWhen I'm backโฆ can we maybe go on a date? Get Boba and sit in the park?
BOBA DATE BOBA DATE BOBA DATE (Iโm drinking one rn)
โPlease just leaveโฆ go to your boyfriend.โ You frown and a lump grows steadily in your throat. You look at the back of his head. His light hair looks badly tangled. โTouyaโฆ is that the problem?โ โYep.โ
OH I AM RIGHT!!! (not but surprised but STILL THE REVEAL ๐ค๐ค๐ค)
Yes. Thankโฆ you. Hey, one more thingโฆ you're not a serial killer?โ โWhen does it become serial?โ โAfter 5?โ โOh no then we're good.โ
OMG I SEE YOU USED THE REFERENCE IM SO HAPPY HDHROWCHOAFNNQ
โDuring semester break he showed up here and introduced himself as my boyfriend to my dad. I donโt know if you know how charming Izuku can beโฆ my dad loved him. Andโฆ I had to play along because if my dad knew that I have a stalker he would never let me go back to uni. Soโฆ when he finally pissed off I tried to do damage control and told my dad that I was planning to break up with himโ this is so stupid.โ
IZUKU you mother fucker ๐
He snorts. โTalk laterโฆ honey..?โ
HE CALLS US HONEY ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน (I love nicknames like those)
Toshinori wraps his arms around you, almost smothering you with the intensity of his embrace. โKid, you donโt ever need to justify coming home.โ
HOW COME IM SURPRISE THAT ITS TOSHINORI (FOR SOME REASON I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMEONE DIFFERENT BUT I SHOULDVE EXPECTED IT DAMN)
โYou love him,โ Toshinori chuckles and wipes his hands on a kitchen towel before starting to chop up some tomatoes. โYou should see how your eyes are sparkling right now.โ
TOSHINORI BEING A BEST DAD ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
โYou are Dabi!โ You wave the phone.
OMG THE REVEAL DABI AND TOUYA R THE SAME PERSON (but not surprised bc cmon)
โHoly shit. Now I get what you were sayingโ Tomura is the guy you have a crush on."
OH SHIT WAIT HOLD UP WHAT A FUCKING PLOT TWIST WHAT WHAT WHAT IDURJDJDJGOMG
OMG YOU HAVE TWISTED THE PLOT EVEN MORE BY HAVING TOUYA CRUSHING ON TOMURA INSTEAD OMG THATS PRETTY REFRESHING I LOVE IT OMG
omg first spinner and now touya. everyone having a crush on tomura on this fic and honstly, that's valid
"Dude, I thought you were confessing TO ME!โ
I THOUGHT SO TOO
โNoโ did you just forget I am gay or what?! Be for real.โ
YES I DID FORGET OR I MISREAD IT SOMEHOW
Tenko doesn't remember and Tomura can't face the truth.
OMG WHY U GOTTA END IT LIKE THIS OFRMC EQOJVCUOWDVIPQEBPIBCWDPI
#accidental bf <3#bc now it gets it's own tag#tomura shigaraki#shigaraki tomura#shigaraki tomura x reader#shigaraki x reader
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Lookism Chapter 435 Memes/Thoughts I Have:
(SPOILERS !!! I donโt own any of the Lookism panels and the translations. Only the memes that I made.)
Not much happened here, so Imma keep this short and simple.
Nah mf, you lied.
Ohhhh shit, the return of Zack 2.5!!! ๐ณ (2.5 because Zack got a glow-up and got stronger. So thatโs his 2.0. Plus, Kwak Jihan is like, HALF of Zack here. 2nd half is Gun.) The โKya~โ ๐ AND OFC DANIEL WOULD PULL IT OFF. HE ISNโT ONE OF YOUR SIDE-CHICK LACKIES BRO. ๐ญ
Umโฆ because he can? Why? Is Jinyoung your side hoe? Likeโฆ why are you all over his di-
Goddamn, that bite mark tho and those scars on his chest. Can I justโฆ
โLordโ ? Oh โLordโ, I knew he had some type of praising kink- ๐๐๐๐
You already know that guys who drink makgeolli like this are actual freaks. Likeโฆ itโs obvious. ๐ Bruh I really wanna try makgeolli. I wonder if it tastes sweeter than straight soju or somethingโฆ
Also, same pot? ๐
Bro... what the fu... When did this arc turn into a whole horror movie? ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
*WARNING: IF YOU GET SCARED EASILY, THEN I SUGGEST YOU GO HOME FOR THIS ONE. SCROLL DOWN AND DON'T LOOK!!!*
OOMFASKDJFHASDKJFHASDFJHASDFIAHFIEWHFIERHQWEIFHQWEIFHQWEFIOQWHQWHQFUHQWERFUQHE4FUIQ4H DUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE, WTF?!?!!?!?!? I JUST GOT JUMPSCARED WHILE READING THIS CHAPTER. WTH MAN. I DIDN'T KNOW WE GOING BACK TO THE CULT ARC. TF???
AND BROOOO WHAT IS THIS, THE MANDELA CATALOGUE????? PTJ PUTTING ALTERNATES NOW IN HIS CHAPTER??? (I love that channel btw and I love Analog horror. ๐ค) PERO HNNNNNGGGGGHHHH WTFFFFFFFFF!!!
NAH, FUCK YOU!! YOU AND THAT PET HOARDER FROM THAT ONE ARC SHOULD BE BESTIES, BC WTFFFFFF. YOU GUYS ARE SCARY AF. I'LL YEET YOU INTO THE PILE OF PSYCHOS BRUV. YOU GOING IN WITH THE WHOLE ENTIRE DOG GOD CULT, DANIEL'S STALKER, ZOE'S STALKER, AND THE REST OF THEM. ALL OF YOU, GET INTO THE PIT AND BURN IN THE FLAMES OF HELL!!!
PTJ really giving us these angles man, sheesh... Man's wearing BAPE TOO? Bape underwear bruv. I can't- ๐ These mf's flexing on us, even with expensive underwear on. I'm dying in the inside.
Bitch you thought. (Also, he's giving me Gun vibes here. Shiiiiiiiiiiiit... Calm down, my feral ass, it's NOT HIM...)
AWWWW NOT THE DOGS GIVING HIM THE SCARED SIDE-EYES. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ (But nah, they really were all talk, barking and shiii. ALL BARK, BUT NO BITE. SMH ๐ค)
Yeah, you're all going to get GOT. Say your prayers now. ๐๐ฝ
OK, THAT'S YOUR FAULT FOR UNDERESTIMATING HIM THO. LIKE SORRY BABE, YOU DIDN'T GET THE MEMO??? ๐ (Also, damn. If you were planning to break your phone in the first place, you should've just given it to me. I really needed a new one... ๐๐๐)
OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO SHIIIIIIIIIIIT, WE GOT BACKUP?????? ๐
OHHHHH SHIIIIIISDFKJASHDFKJDHFHKSDHF IT'S HUDSONNNNN!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGG I NEVER EXPECTED TO FEEL HAPPINESS WHEN I JUST SAW HUDSON. LIKE BROOOOO COMING IN WITH THE CLUTCH FRFR. ๐ช๐ฝ๐ช๐ฝ๐ช๐ฝ PERO DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN, HE REALLY BODYING ALL OF THEM. OMG IM FUCKING SQUEALING RN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
OMGGGASHDFJASDHFJSDFHDSFDJKH. I... AM.... SCREAMINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! JAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐๐
A KING FOR NONVIOLENCE, LET'S GOOOOOO!!!! ๐๐๐๐๐ (I loved how he just shows up without having to beat up anybody. Instead, he drives his motorcycle and scares people off of cliffs. God bless his pure heart.) ๐
UGHHHHHH THIS LINE UP IS SO GOOD BRO. I'M ALREADY HYYYYYYYYYYYYYPED!!!! ๐๐๐๐๐
AAAAAAAAAALRIGHTYYYYYY, SO THIS CONCLUDES CH. 435. Holy crap, I haven't finished a review THIS early in a while. BUT ANYWAYS, I really want to know why they're getting in Daniel's way of learning more about Jinyoung Park. Like, who are they? Jinyoung's bodyguards or something? ๐
They most likely might have beef with Jinyoung, but they've been hella pressed ever since Danny boy arrived. He's just trying to find this man, just leave him alone!! ๐ฉ But what if they joined forces in trying to find Jinyoung...? Idk, just a little afterthought in the back of my mind. They might have some sort of compromise or something. Eugene style...? ๐โจ Anything is possible at this point
Also, "short and simple" my ass. I just realized that I went overboard AGAIN.
#lookism#lookism webtoon#lookism manhwa#lookism spoilers#lookism spoiler#lookism 435#lookism memes#lookism meme#daniel park#park hyungseok#hudson ahn#jay hong#hong jaeyeol
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describe your moots as tbz members <33
hiya anon ๐๐ป im so sorry it took me the longest time to reply to your ask cs me needed to do some โจthinkingโจ on this shdjd but here it goes!
@stealanity as sangyeon
our mother our unnie!!! matty just takes care of all of us so well (i mean the entire deoboyznet might just be her kids by now) and sheโs super sweet always making sure weโre doing great & safe & healthy ๐ฅน
@flwoie & @hanniluvi as jacob
no cs these two have literally been nothing but the sweetest ever to me ever since we became moots ๐ฅน you both have been with me from the very beginning of my writing journey and i def wouldnโt be where im at now without you guys ๐ญ im always so so grateful to you both truly ๐คง๐
@wuahae as younghoon
idk abt yall but cat just screams hoonie vibes to me. despite being really sweet sheโs also so so cute and pretty irl!!! and we all know hoonie is the sweetest and one of the darn good looking guys ever ๐ฉ
@daisyvisions as hyunjae
ahhh my fav sangyeon stan!!! daisy is just so outgoing and friendly like hyunjae is, and ofc โจahemโจ as wild as hyunjae can be ๐คช sheโs always sending me some sangyeon โจGOOD FOODโจ (with some hyunjae at the side cs we both sangmil girlies ๐ฉ) thanks for always feeding my delusions ig ๐คง๐ซถ๐ป
@juyeonszn as juyeon
fawn is literally just the sweetest and nicest ever!!! and her writing?? OMG. PURE TALENT JUST LIKE JUYO HIMSELF ๐ค yall should def check out her works if you havenโt PERIODT โจ and i look forward to having more convos with you ๐๐
@sungbeam as kevin/changmin
ah thereโs my fiery elmo twin!!! ๐ฅ i mean thereโs literally NOTHING this girl canโt do, from making such high quality banners to dropping i dare say THE BEST fics youโll ever find here we love a talented queen โจ and also sheโs always spitting some random facts and memes and thatโs exactly like kevin on weverse/bubble lmao
putting in a sprinkle of changmin just cs. changmin spits fire and she does that to me all the time ๐
@heemingyu as chanhee
sana is just as savage as chanhee is LMAO ive became a joke for her to the point she practically LIVES for my reaction whenever she sends me โจahemโจ daddy sangyeon content ๐ (but she can be as sweet and caring as chanhee does so some bonus points ig :p)
@invuwrld as changmin
mona has unfortunately became besties with sana in terms of sending me daddy sangyeon content bcs lemme tell you theyโre literally partners-in-crime when it comes to b*llying moi ๐ (i mean the large amount of sangyeon in her album is for me so ๐๐) hence theyโre literally just kyunew. i said what i said ๐ค (but at the end of the day i go back to loving and protecting mona cs im a very responsible unnie ๐คง)
@cupidjyu & @zzoguri as haknyeon
hakkie is the sweetest little bean & literally my comfort person ever & thatโs exactly yumi & moni!! yumi is just the sweetest and cutest lil ๅฆนๅฆน and thereโs nothing i wanna do then to give her cuddles and protect her at all cost ๐ and ofc moni. bless your kindest soul ever cs youโre always just so so nice to me :(((( and ofc i bawled my eyes out reading moniโs changmin fic cs i was going through things at that time and i literally spammed moniโs dms telling how much it has helped me loads ๐ฅน so yes im eternally grateful for that & thank you for listening to my story too ๐คง (which btw yall should check out the fic if you havenโt!!!)
@justalildumpling as sunwoo
my emotional support buddy j!!! ๐ช yknow how sunwooโs the type where youโd just feel so comfortable starting a convo with even tho youโve just met? j is literally that and im so so glad we hit off so well!! tbh ive seen you on my dash a lot & im more than thrilled when we became moots ๐ญ and cs weโre both delusional so we can become besties and get our phd from the delulu boy himself ๐ (iโll forever remember our lipstick convo lmao ๐)
@i520cm as eric
ah the maknae of all maknaes. lmao ipah is just as outgoing as eric is, and she literally pops into the gc and drops some random ass topic which makes everyone laugh their asses off most of the time ๐คฃ and ummโฆ ipah does overshare sometimes but its good we love that energy and poor kiddo is always being bullied LMAO its ok your kakakโs got your back always ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ซถ๐ป๐ซถ๐ป๐ซถ๐ป
#โ๏ธ โ asks!#sweetest anon! <3#mutuals! <3#tag games! ๐ฎ#lmao its just the entire deoboyznet here ๐ญ
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โ๊ณโขฬฉฬฉอโ
*ฬฉฬฉอโงอ โงอ*ฬฉฬฉอโ ออ หโโ โ๊ณโขฬฉฬฉอโ
*ฬฉฬฉอโงอ โงอ*ฬฉฬฉอโ ออ หโโ
TO SPREAD SOME HOLIDAY CHEER (AND AN EXCUSE TO ESCAPE YOUR IN-LAWS, OVERBEARING EXTENDED RELATIVES, SIBLINGS, and/or PARENTS)
LETS PLAY A LITTLE GAME
๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐, ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐๐๐ฉ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐
๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ...
๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: iโll be home for christmas (shocker) or cruel summer
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: horror movies & chill
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: wrapped in red
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐: maybe santa baby?
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐: iโll be home for christmas (solely because it has the most chapters)
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐: i donโt think i have one!
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐: steve
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐: eddie
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐: any of the minors ๐คฎ
๐๐ป ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐?: steve and/or el dies, there will be a time jump back in time to 1983 when it started with will, jonathan/steve/nancy team up once again, eddie comes back LMAO
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐ข/๐), ๐ ๐๐ข/ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐? I think the kas theory would be cool but I donโt think theyโll actually use it. just feels like theyโre playing it too easy if they literally follow the theory everyoneโs scheming about and i do not trust the duffers
๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐ข/๐) ๐ ๐๐ข/๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐? NO. NO NO NO. jancy is everything to me, and even if they donโt last I hate stancy. steve is not the person for nancy and nancy is not the person for steve. end of story.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐: idk how many followers everyone has and which blogs are โsmallโ, so iโm just gonna share a few of my besties!
@littledemondani @trashmouth-richie @prettyboyeddiemunson @succubusmunson @eddieschains @onegirlmanytales @lavendermunson
(i literally love all of my wonderful moots so i could really sit here and tag EVERYONEโฆ i wonโt put you all through that)
๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐: deadass like every writer i follow, in some way, has made me love them more
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: the first one i remember reading that really drew me in was meet the munsons by @mypoisonedvine, but i know it wasnโt my very first.
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: i canโt fully remember but it was probably @taintedcigs or @lofaewrites ๐ฅบ๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐: honestlyโฆ i started writing this year. sometimes the scariest part is simply starting, so iโm glad i did :)
๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: 10.2k
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐:
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: probably best friends to lovers
๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐?: fluffy smut? the best combo
fฬพuฬพcฬพkฬพ ฬพmฬพaฬพrฬพrฬพyฬพ ฬพkฬพiฬพlฬพlฬพ
๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐?: fuck murray marry mr. clarke kill ted. i know mr. clarke would treat me RIGHT
๐๐๐ข๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? (๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐): fuck karen marry joyce kill claudia (IM SORRY MRS HENDERSON)
๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? fuck wayne marry hopper kill brenner
๐๐๐๐ข๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, or ๐๐๐๐๐? marry jonathan fuck argyle kill keith (did i even need to say this one? ofc iโm marrying jon)
๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐? marry eddie fuck steve kill argyleโฆ sorry argyle
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐? โฆโฆmarry vecna fuck the demogorgon kill demobats
tagging anyone who wants to join in! i already tagged quite a few people up above soโฆ ๐ซถ๐ป
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Anyone else annoyed with the foreshadowing stuff for team black using the team green stuff. I mean im annoyed...(I feel like I'm in the minority but i want to tell still...you can ignore this if it is dumb)
1. Why are they making a big deal out of creepy!viserys refusing milk of poppy and sticking it out for his "only child" when in the books he is just obese and goes out that way. I'm annoyed coz this is aegons main plot point and was the few things i liked about him (his bond with sunfyre was another) : that he wants to be there for his family and milk of poppy numbed his senses so much that he lost so many and doesn't want to lose the remaining people he has by being unconscious eventhough he is in severe pain.
2. Vhagar roared and was super pissed when aemond lost his eye: they just ignored that and when rhaenyra gave birth to visenya they put a scene for her (which to me did not look aesthetically in place/ bad cgi maybe?), when it is known that syrax-rhaenyra bond is not that special...syrax even killed her son (i think the show will ignore and change this ๐)
3. Laenas death scene: why the hell did they put that dumb "i want a dragonriders death by burning alive"??? No one says so in the books. It was the worst thing especially since she is a black woman in the show and they kill her violently and in the books where she is a white woman she has such a beautiful scene with her husband. Why can't they let her have a peaceful scene like that? Of course i feel it is to show rhaenyra in the end when she gets eaten/burnt (which i think they'll change to burn only) it will be some badass great awe inspiring scene. I dont like that they take away daemon/laenas love and treat laena horribly without thinking about the racial connotations. I can't believe ppl liked the change. (I know she's not green but still I want to talk about it)
Why can't the showrunners read and stick to the books and not take away the little goodstuff that the greens have and give to the blacks? Sorry for the rant.
Omg, anon, if you are still around, I am sooooo sorry. I started to answer this the day you sent it, stuck it in my drafts, and completely forgot about it.
It definitely does seem that way, that they transferred some of Aegon's book plot to Viserys. I definitely think they are going to dumb down Aegon's injuries and have it not be as bad as it is in the book. Especially since Viserys rotting away was not in the book. And it's fascinating to me with how shitty of a father they made Viserys when in the book he actually does give a flying fig about his other children, Helaena is particularly close to him and brings the babies to visit him all the time, while in the show they transferred that over to where she brings the babies to Alicent instead.
I will forever be ticked off they cut Vhagar having a fit when Aemond had his eye cut out. And it's really interesting to me how the show laid it on thick that Rhaenyra and Daemon have perfect bonds with their dragons and Syrax feels Rhaenyra's pain, but we didn't see Sunfyre at all and Aegon's bond with him was supposed to be incredible, the same with Dreamfyre and Helaena, and the time we see adult Aemond with Vhagar, he loses control over her.
Laena's death was terrible. That was not empowering, and anyone who thinks so is weird. Her death in the book was...idk, for lack of a better word, soft. Laena's life in the book was much happier and much more fullfilled. She was able to travel around with her family, visit Driftmark, have two beautiful babies, had her bestie Rhaenyra coming to see them all the time. Her death was heartbreaking because she wasn't able to get to Vhagar for one last ride. But it wasn't that garbage that the show produced.
I totally understand the frustration! It definitely makes me nervous about season 2, since we are heading into the first huge battles of the war, and new characters being introduced. My witch queen Alys is on the way and I am soooo concerned they are gonna make her a secret black or something. I have all my fingers and toes crossed that they are going to stick closer to the book this go-around since Ryan Condal seems to be a huge book fan. And GRRM is supposedly (just a rumor I heard) going to be in the writers' room as well. But honestly, my biggest worry is time. They still have shitloads of material to go thru and the showrunners seem determined to wrap this up in four seasons and season 2 is ALREADY 2 hours shorter. That is a immense concern of mine.
#answered#anonymous#hotd#house of the dragon#aemond targaryen#laena velaryon#alicent hightower#team green
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Ok I've already talked about how your Donnie is just like me fr but Splinter taking all of his things really made me actually think about how my parents would threaten to do the same. I haven't thought about it in a long while but my parent's go to punishment was to threaten to throw away all of my things. They never actually went through with it but there were times when my dad would take a big trash bag and start putting my things in it. All the while my little child self (age 4-12) would be screaming and crying and pulling on him until he would "give in" (they never planned to actually take anything, just traumatize me) and dump everything out on my bed.
It also reminded me of how my mom would go into my room when she was pissed at me and throw shit around. Like, if there was stuff on my floor or on my window seat she would toss it every where, specifically on my bed. She mostly did this if she wanted me to clean my room, because in her mind if she made an even bigger mess then I'd have to clean it up. Jokes on her though because nowadays cleaning my room brings me so many negative emotions that I avoid doing it at all costs. So I forever live in filth >:)
Sorry for rambling but your post really just made me stop and think about how messed up that was. Because for years I thought that all parents must do that from time to time. And since mine never went through with it it must not actually be bad. So it was pretty nice to have someone call out that shitty behavior. Thanks bestie (โ ใฅโ ๏ฝกโ โโ โฟโ โฟโ โโ ๏ฝกโ )โ ใฅ
what is it with moms and traumatizing you into living in filth?? my mom did that too, though not so much later on (she got too busy to care I think) but she'd get really, really mad and be like "ok FINE I'LL DO IT FOR YOU" and rummage through our room "cleaning" for us but really just moving everything around and getting annoyed when we told her to stop cause she didn't know where things belonged/which things were important.
and obviously she'd say then WE should clean our room but like,,, we don't care about it being dirty. you're the one making up this whole issue ??
and its not like HER room was even that much cleaner than ours fasfashdhughdugs
anyway, i've gotten more into like, the ABUSE abuse in this AU recently, but there's a reason I called it neglected turtles and not abused turtles (other than TMNT acronym). i think a lot of the stuff im talking about here happens and people don't recognize it as the abuse it is. i personally relate to the label of neglect more, cause as much as the stuff my parents DID do sucked, a lot of the situation had to do with what they DIDN'T do.
we had food, but weren't always fed. we had bathrooms but weren't really taught hygiene. we had books and could read, but weren't taught the days of the week or the order of the months. and yet we were expected to fully know all of these things anyway.
and i think that's abusive, yes, but i feel like its abusive the way pretending to throw out your kids stuff is abusive. or yelling at them and tossing around their shit is abusive. which is to say, not technically bad enough on its own to get you taken away or anything, but certainly deeply damaging in a way i don't see talked about a lot. so im talking about it. cause its my blog and i want to!
AHH but now I'M the one rambling. idk if what I'm trying to say here makes sense haha, but even if every parent did that from time to time it'd still be shitty.
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Chapter 4
ooh looks like he is a gentleman
You can see it in the way he looks at his knees ever so often. dont tell me he slept
HE DID AHAHAH PLS this is peak comedy for me, idk i had this image of "ooh mysterious ancient being, must find sleep, and other stuff as something for the weak", basically a grandpa on him. (i see yoongi like that from reading the drabbles, but now that im reading it, tae felt like that in 1st chapter lol)
Of course not, I was merely resting my eyesโ ofc i believe you, u were having a meditating/communicating with your ancestors moment
As if he doesnโt even notice his hand touching you the way it does. STOP I LITERALLY DIE EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM READING LIKE AAAAAH *bites, slaps, giggles, fans myself, pretends to be dead soo much ah
Your chest heaves up and down in a heavy breath, your legs parting slightly. sis is gone already. mood
Come go with me. I SAID I HAVE NO TIME HEE HEE
Taehyung placed his hand on your thigh instead. OH NO HE IS GETTING DANGEROUS
Your nails dig into the edge of the seat,
her:
(literally made it, if only i had this devotion in my studies ๐ญ)
Taehyungโs delight as another smirk washes over his face. He stops moving, the only sensation he allows you to feel is his big, warm hand against your inner thigh SDTOP I CANT HANDLE HIS ASS I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE THE FAKE GUM CHEWING AAAH
Tapping on your inner thigh rhythmical AAAAH WE MUST STAY FOCUSED BROTHER
Stay, fellow, I can read. I DOUBT I CAN IM LOSING MY SANITU
โAre you alright?โ he rasps DO U THINK IM OK?????
My masterโs. THAT FAST?? really said wanna see some speed?
You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING
The door, which normally always squeaks, opens silently when Taehyung opens it mythical being or has strict parents pt 3 (pt 2 during the date)
I want to devour you.โ yn my love, what if he actually does ๐ญ(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)
Youโll probably call me crazy but I named all of my houseplants after famous painters
TAE MOVE UR ASS, SHE'S MINE WE ARE MARRIED BYE
Just mere seconds ago it felt like he wanted to devour you whole and now here he is, as patient as ever.ย i take that back, we can be a throuple
I didnโt even hear you come outside mythical being or has strict parents pt 4
Itโs one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea
It makes you look so perfectly alive."ย THATS EXACTLY WHAT A VAMPIRE WOULD SAY. i would have said that tho lol
I guess you are right. What a silly thing for me to say."ย OFC ITS VERY SILLY CUZ U IS MR.DRACULA
โActually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sexโ, SLAY now marry me
โso enjoy it ___ for as long and as passionate as you can.โ THATS WHAT A GRANDPA WOULD SAY or A VAMPIRE
I am glad that you arenโt pretending with me hold ur horses he didnt say he is 95% honest, also the 5% could be more shocking than the 95%
swirling the tea in his cup with a flick of his wrist. LOOK AT DA FLICKA DA WRIST
My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE
โyouโre not having a heart attack, are you?โ damn grandpa is dying (im sorry i had to)
OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?
0-100 real quick
she is so cute im feeling it soo well, you wrote those parts well. it made me feel like im intruding them
Throw it on the floor *starts throwing it back Tae: i meant the tie
me: oh sorry, silly me
that wasnt me, that was the demons bye
He has a really nice spine, my bestie to me - your spine is ... um how do i put it to words, spines very well. i will definitely count them for anatomy ๐๐LIKE STOP AT LEAST ITS BETTER COMPARED TO 4TH GRADE
thankfully Taehyung canโt read minds because this was one silly thought.ย you sure about that? u sure about that??๐๐
OH MY GOD HE IS IRRESISTIBLE LIKE STOP JUST AAAAH
Dearmotherofchrist what the hell? Okay, goodbye cruel world this is how you will die. PLS ๐ญ๐ญ
This is madness. Heaven. ME AT YOU POOKIE
besides, we have many more occasions to practice your stamina SUCH A TEASE AAH
im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.
donโt rip it because this cost like forty bucksโ WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE
He scissors them, fucking in and out of you slowly. His teeth craze over your nipple before he bites down. poeple died sir I DIED
During class, on the bus, whilst talking to people. same here girly pop, relatable after reading smut
watching you be like this drives me crazy I AM CRAZY
me: i hope i dont fall
him: he praises
me: ana oop
It is a stupid name, but it has never been more accurate than tonight.ย no it aint stupid when true af
"Hold me"..โThatโs it, draw me in deeper. Keep me thereโ bye i will be jumping off the cliff(my bed's name)
seven matches this soo well, cuz its sexy but very romantic
that was too hot until u think (wait this is bts songs in a nutshell)
ย oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling
horny - sad real quick. (bts albums and playlists be like)
Sex is merely a wonderful byproduct from being with you. You have truly bewitched me, body and soulโ this is too good holy fuck
reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight
they are soo cute, being all warm and cozy with each other.
shitting tears as we speak bye,
the emotions were emotioning, smut smuting (do i even have to say about this anymore lol)
i love how your smut isnt just focused on sexy parts, emotionally, yes very much connected and love it and also shows other parts, like its soo easy to have the entire view from pillow to toes, with lil frames with focused parts.
now that we still havent seen 2seokkook, its making more nervous like
EXCUSE ME??GOOGLE JUST VIOLATED ME ๐
HE DID AHAHAH PLS this is peak comedy for me, idk i had this image of "ooh mysterious ancient being, must find sleep, and other stuff as something for the weak", basically a grandpa on him. (i see yoongi like that from reading the drabbles, but now that im reading it, tae felt like that in 1st chapter lol)
this is actually so funny HAHHAHAH he is always acting like such a well-put mysterious man and then he is sleeping in class BHAHAHAHAH
As if he doesnโt even notice his hand touching you the way it does. STOP I LITERALLY DIE EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM READING LIKE AAAAAH *bites, slaps, giggles, fans myself, pretends to be dead soo much ah
this is so valid HE IS SO HOT LIKE SIR PLEASE FADNFDSN
Taehyungโs delight as another smirk washes over his face. He stops moving, the only sensation he allows you to feel is his big, warm hand against your inner thigh SDTOP I CANT HANDLE HIS ASS I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE THE FAKE GUM CHEWING AAAH
the gum chewing pisses me off with any other person BUT ITS SO HOT WHEN HE DOES IT LIKE PLEASE KEEP DOING IT SIR IMMA SUCK YOUR COCK
You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING
jajdfj valid.
I want to devour you.โ yn my love, what if he actually does ๐ญ(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)
NO BUT WHAT IF??? oh god hahhaha I feel you I once missed the impregnation tag and actually triggered myself when he started speaking about putting babies in her like BACK OFF ILL BITE YOUR BALLS OFF
Itโs one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea
PLEASE hhahahhaha this would be so iconic of him tbfh
โActually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sexโ, SLAY now marry me
he is SO HOT I need him to fuc-
My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE
๐๐๐๐
OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?
THAT IS A VERY GOOD QUESTION INDEED
He has a really nice spine, my bestie to me - your spine is ... um how do i put it to words, spines very well. i will definitely count them for anatomy ๐๐LIKE STOP AT LEAST ITS BETTER COMPARED TO 4TH GRADE
LISTEN. don't judge me but I genuinely think that spines (inside the body where they're supposed to be) can be so sexy like if someone has a nice spine I just wanna trace and lick and kiss and touch it like-
thankfully Taehyung canโt read minds because this was one silly thought.ย you sure about that? u sure about that??๐๐
THE RIGHT QUESTION INDEED
im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.
I gain ten years of life each time one of you calls me Mommy HAHHAHA like yes I am indeed mother HFAHDSF
donโt rip it because this cost like forty bucksโ WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE
BAHHAHAHAH I LOVE REALISM
me: i hope i dont fall him: he praises me: ana oop
BITCH (affectionate) SAME HOLY FUCK praise works so well with me like it got me thinking about the person for the next five weeks for real
ย oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling
*sobs*
reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight
OMFG I LOVE THIS THANK YOU
shitting tears as we speak bye,
hahahhaa shitting tears jfadsjf
the emotions were emotioning, smut smuting (do i even have to say about this anymore lol) i love how your smut isnt just focused on sexy parts, emotionally, yes very much connected and love it and also shows other parts, like its soo easy to have the entire view from pillow to toes, with lil frames with focused parts.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS!!! that's exactly what I want most of my smut to be for ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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hiii im the same one who sent the hcs to theough the website im rereading it again which is GREAT I LOVE IT even though i want more of your sungchan fics to be known more the angel one ks CHEFS KISS I LOVE ITTT but just a question especially now with riize debuting and potentially aespa being there what characters do you think if you would write it now will you put as riize characters (like for ex: sohee instead of taeil) just asking for my curiosity help and also cause i dont want the fic to hust be nct with friends i want my riize to be in it to whhsdjjdfi
Omg hiii how are you doing??? Thank you for reading and Angel my Angel and me!!! It was fun to write <3
Some of my works grow slowly haha. My seventeen works tend to do better than any of my other stuff. But since I write for myself, when I decide on a subject itโs decided based on who Iโm getting the inspiration from- which as of late has been Sungchan!
When I write for nct I try to write the characters not with their traditional besties. That's why in my Sungchan works I never had his bestie be Shotaro (except in like two one shots), or in my Jaemin centered stories I never had his bestie be Jeno.
Since I did write the characters with their inspirations in mind not everyone would be a clean 1-to-1 change. However this is going to be super fun for me to think about who would fit best where and why, so I hope you enjoy it ๐ค
THROUGH THE WEBS
Taeil -> Sohee. You got this one pretty on target! He's the main vocalist so it makes sense to have him with the same power as Taeil.
Ten -> Wonbin. This one is just based on pure vibes.
Jaemin -> Eunseok. With the way Jaemin was written in the original to me Eunseok clicks well with this character. I also think Eunseok would work well as having the electricity powers that Jaemin had.
Taeyong-> he would probably stay the same? I made him Sungchanโs brother for a few reasons but I donโt really feel like Shotaro or Eunseok would make sense for this part.
THE ETERNAL TRAGEDY
I would have to change the original structure in this theoretical situation lol. In this case, Yuta's character would either have to be removed entirely (I love you bby I'm sorry) or left in so I'll just have to focus on the other characters.
Jaemin -> Shotaro. Due to the nature of the story I would honestly switch their two characters.
Johnny -> Wonbin. (spoilers I guess?) Johnny is also a representation of Venus. Heโs also appears easygoing while really being hard worker. I feel like for the eternal tragedy wonbin would work here, although Iโd likely make him only in charge of the bar in Mercury.
Ten -> Sohee. Tenโs a representation of Mercury and I feel like Sohee would best work as this too.
Kun -> honestly idk who in riize would fit this character. Heโs a representation of Neptune and Neptune was always Jupiterโs adversary.
Taeyong -> Stays the same! Since him, Taemin, and Taeyeon are the fates there wouldnโt need to be a change.
AN ANGEL, MY ANGEL, AND ME
Yangyang -> Anton! Yangyangโs character here was very much trickster so if I would have to switch him out for anyone it would be Anton. I think his dynamic as a warlock would be fun.
โฆ. And done! This was so much fun ๐ฅฐthank you again for sending this over!!
#nat talks!#send me asks!!!#through the webs#the eternal tragedy#an angel my angel and me#riize x reader
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your moots as skz members!
This was so difficult Istg but so FUN!!!
I quoted a few people, so if you want me to remove the quotes please let me know!!! I made sure it's nothing personal you told me and only shows off your vibe.
Thank you for the game, anon!!
Chan - @j-0ne25 - my parent
LISTEN. Tan is a Stayblr NATIVE. When we first became moots I got so excited, because "omg a stayblr giant is my MOOT now". Tan isn't a moot I have chatted with all that much, but the few times we have I got clear chris vibes. They clearly care a ton for other people, trying to help when they can. She has a lot of experience in writing and it shows. All in all it's just Leader vibes. I would gladly follow you through the world!
Lino - @yrhome - my bestie
Okay I know this is a surprise. And from the way she texts, you would not think that elle is lino. One day we were talking about haunting people as ghosts (i don't even remember how that started) and elle did not HESITATE to say this: "I'LL HAUNT HYUNJIN FIRST JUST BECAUSE THAT MF WOULD GET SCARED SO EASY"
Do you need any more proof?????
This bitch is lino. Aint no way ANY other member would say this. Like leave poor hyunne alone mans is AFRAID for his life. I just know if elle realistically were to ever have hyunjin visit her, she would buy an airfryer just to scare him. She is a fucking menace.
Changbin - @strayingawayy - my husband
Welcome to the SHO SHO SHO.
Lol I'm so funny fr fr
Nah but sho is so changbin coded. Like out of all the members, changbin is the most likely to be married to multiple people (felix and hyunjin). And sho, han and I are married. Sho is my husband. My wife. My bestie waifu bro. (lets be honest han would hate us). Nah but the messages scream changbin, as does changbin himself. If sho and I were in a room together we would be L O U D LOUD. If changbin was there, too, it would be over. Chan would hate us. He really would. IDK how else to explain it other than loud. And I don't mean vocally. I mean that too, probs. But just the vibe.
Hyunjin - @boydepartment - my sister
Jay is 100% Hyunjin. She not only has his energy level, but also his drama. If Hyunne and JJ ever met, I fear for the world (and whoever is in the same room when they do) because they would probably just spill coffee everywhere. Hyunjin would GAG at what she does with her frozen fruits, but he'd then try it in silence the next day - realizing it's lowkey intelligent. But it's not only the drama, but the sensitivity. My sister is someone who can read the room well, and even if she doesn't particularly like someone, she still shows empathy for them. Also ARTISTS! Jinnie would be OBSESSED with Jays artstyle, honestly.
Han - @stealanity - my me
I hope you feel honored that you get MY han spot smh
Jokes aside. Matty is so Han. Like okay, I don't even know how to explain it, so I'll just show you guys some quotes.
"AJFISJEJE IM SORRY"
"YES DONT WORRY i screamed a lot"
"HEY OMG???"
Like look at these. These are so real. Like same honestly. Actually the more I re-read our dms I'm convinced that Han would be afraid of us lowkey LMAOOOOOO
Nah but seriously. Matty can be just as energetic as han. Screaming at me in caps, getting just as excited about things. But she has a way of turning it "professh"? fast. Without matty i wouldn't have gone to music bank. Like ????? I owe her my life basically???
Felix - @gimmeurtmi - my sunshine
The second I found out she were a spidey stan, the excitement she showed was IMMENSE. I could feel it through the screen! she is such a lovely person. Lilly is incredibly kind. Whenever we text I feel so warm and comfortable. I just KNOW she has a sunshine smile like felix does. All I want from Lilly is a hug. Like gimme. I know it would be the best of all hugs. Lilly knows the memes. Lilly makes the memes. Lilly would totally have recorded that tiktok. You know the one. The one where felix put his whole felussy into it. Like I know she would have recorded it. She probably would have held the camera for felix. I just see it.
Seungmin - @lino-jagiyaa - my comfort
Rin may not believe this themselves, but she has a calmness that I haven't seen anywhere. When we first messaged she matched the vibe immediately, without it feeling forced. They were understanding, relatable but still real and themselves. The way she messages is truly gen-z, but not too much? It's like the way we all know that Seungmin knows how to use his phone like a pro, but he will act all adult about it, like he just LEARNED it and didn't have it all his life. Like bro. But anyways. If Seungmin and Rin were to sit in a room together, it would be the most polite room ever. There would be a couple of conversations, but then both would ask someone else a question and just listen to them, content.
Jeongin - @bbyquokka - my discord emote supplier
Okay I know this one is unexpected. Nemu is very internet. Like the way she texts shouts "hey ive known this all my life". Now I know this could go for most of the members, BUT the vibe I get is incredibly innie. She is sweet, kind, calm, but I know she gets excited about things that she cares about. Also her emote game is almost as good as mine so I fear for my status as discord emote queen.
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hiii agaainnnn lets ignore the time i sent this <333 gycfdtyfugh
huyguh the secrets part is so fun
YES YES GET BEES
the task abt the gray glass would kill me like thats so mych dye and glass omgg
oh while shes doing the portal, i built this reallyyy pretty portal in one of my hardcore worlds but like its the one that im not rlly playing on rn bc im bad at building so im procrastinating (im trying to turn the village into this cute little city situation and huiuvtfygih)
BHGYU LLAMA HE GOT CAUGHT he rlly shouldve done that when oh idk maybe she wasnt RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE
I LOVE CHERRY BLOSSOMS SOO MUCH LIKE THE WAY THOSE PETAL THINGYS FALL UHYGUIHUIUGTFYIUH
AND I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT TOO IF IT WERENT FOR YOU MEDDLING KIDS sorry he said he couldve got away with it i had to
HBVGTY YES MORE MINING OBSIDIAN
omg i hate blaze sm they r mean and they hurt me :(
nono dont go to the nether yall dont have bows and ur in iron hgihu
ggyctfug "if youre feeling passionate abt that" I LOVE HER SM
THEY ARE IN THE NETHER AND I AM SCARED
llamaa jimmy showing up and going through Everyones chests
omg what did she do it????
TGE PIG
yayyyy prizes!!!
CREEPERS
OMG NOT ANOTHER ONE
"a chaos server" chaos goose coven minecraft server
OMG SOMEONE DIED
vghfyugih it Sounded kinda menacing when they said it was 3 against 2 so they should be fine llama
LLAMA THINKING THEY WANTED TO TAKE CLEO
etho kinda seems like trouble lol
"your besties an idiot" ๐ญ
WHY IS EVERYONE TRYONG TO HURT EACH OUTHER WHAT
gbhvuyftgy gems lost so many hearts so fast omg
LLAMA HE JUST REALIZED SHE PUT GLASS IN HIS INVENTORY
MURDER IS BAD
LLAMA THE ENDING ๐ญ
btw im sorry abt my spelling i wanted to do this but forgit abt how i cant rlly type good ewhn im tired/hyper rip
" a chaos goose coven minecraft server" that would be interesting to say the least
I LOVE READING THESE BTW ITS SO FUN
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