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the-art-in-arthesia-is-loud · 5 months

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HI. REMEMBER WHEN I POSTED REF SHEETS FOR MY PRSK OC UNIT (DON'T HAVR THR LINK WITH ME RN L). YEAB. THAT. I HQVE MORE THAN JUST FUTURE MIX ACTUALLY

all under the cut :3

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YAY HELLO HI. ok

• Main units:

1. PERFECTIONISM ★:

• Arthesia Vignetta

• Vanessa Starward

• Fujimaro Ayuzawa

• Yoshihiro Oyama

2. ☆ Future miX ☆:

• Yoshiki Akimura

• Yoshiko Akimura

• Hina Minami

• Yutaro Yotsuba

3. BIG CITY GANG:

• Yuta Keisuke

• Kotaro Nanami

• Haru Hayasato

• Wataru Sosuke

4. ~Honesty~:

• Hana Akai

• Karin Osaka

• Natsumi Nanase

• Akira Hinamoto

5. CLEAR • SKIES!:

• Sora Aikawa

• Hotaru Watanabe

• Keiko Kisaragi

• Kiko Nanase

• Special units (aka April Fools units):

1. MISTAKE-ISM ★:

1. Arthesia Vignetta

2. Akira Hinamoto

3. Sora Aikawa

4. Haru Hayasato

2. ☆ Past miX ☆:

1. Hina Minami

2. Hotaru Watanabe

3. Natsumi Nanase

4. Fujimaro Ayuzawa

3. SMALL TOWN GANG:

1. Hana Akai

2. Keiko Kisaragi

3. Kotaro Nanami

4. Yutaro Yotsuba

4. ~Lies~:

1. Kiko Nanase

2. Yoshiki Akimura

3. Yoshihiro Oyama

4. Vanessa Starward

5. RAINY • DAY!:

1. Karin Osaka

2. Yuta Keisuke

3. Wataru Otori

4. Yoshiko Akimura

#arthesias ocs #project sekai oc #prsk oc #pjsk oc #proseka oc #idfk anymore ok

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yummy-teeth · 1 year

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i just really felt like drawing out that one scene in dsaf, the whip it out is so funny to me idk why

#dsaf #davesport #dsaf art #is this even davesport??? idfk i am so tired man im so schleeeeeepy #ok im too tired to add anymore tags gn #goot god

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ria-starstruck · 8 months

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little bit of workin on some magical fireproof robe designs based on bugs that live near or in circumstances of extreme heat :]

#still undecided on the colors. ig the bottom one w the side view is best for the outer robe/shell colors but now i dont like the veil being #gray/grey anymore #i think a kinda brown is best. but im not planning to draw anything that'd require me to full color this so im not thinking about it anymor #character design #? i guess ??#bug design #bug clothes #...idfk #art #my_art #fire #fireproof #now im just putting random words in. ok im hopping out #bug_world

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moonpaw · 1 year

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I have a good feeling that Dad For One is just a red herring, and that Hori saw the amount of theorists believing that he only likes Star Wars, hence the “AFO is Deku’s dad because he’s supposed to be like Vader, Luke’s dad” mindset that I realized most DFO theorists have, and was like “Hey, I can use this to my advantage” and made AFO seem like he looks like Deku so that the theorists would latch on, hook line and sinker. If Dad For One isn’t canon, I have a feeling that the Dad For One theorists are gonna have a MASSIVE fit, unlike the Dad Might fans.

i just want DFO to be canon for the sole reason that i want to shove it in the faces of people who said "AFO can't be Izuku's dad because Izuku's dad has a fire quirk!" that's it, it's all about spite now babey

#mp answers #bnha #ok and i still like the theory #but my interest has kinda waned the longer this... weird war goes on #idfk whats even going on in the manga anymore

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barkingangelbaby · 2 months

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dude...

#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this...#it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it.....#it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time #i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again #honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually #breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ??#i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine #hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!!#is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral #but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits #anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore #actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body #ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold #skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol #OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry.#rAMbles

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sk3l3t0n444 · 8 months

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i feel like everybody hates me, but especially those who i look up to...i feel like a little kid again...looking up to those who only look down upon me, instead of picking me up and embracing me.

#i just feel like nobody fucking likes me...like everybody secretly hates me and are actively trying to make me feel bad about myself #like i know that probably isnt true...but its the only thing that make sense #like no matter what i do everybody seems to leave me alone in my own little bubble...#everybody has their little groups with their little friends...but i dont...im the one who is a small member of multiple groups...#and that gets me left in the fucking dust #i just want to belong somewhere...i change and adapt to hopefully become a part of some group but it never works #i just want someone to hold me and tell me itll be ok...and that people dont actually hate me...#ykw if you fucking hate me you can tell me anons are on...i just wanna know im not the crazy one here...#im just trying to fit it so much that ive lost myself...who am i and who is what ive become?#i try and be friendly...and hope that i get accepted somewhere but they never really care...#im like the last kitten left in the cardboard box...all the others were cuter and healthier and now nobody wants me #nobody wanted me from the start...and now im all alone #idfk #i would do anything for a hug rn #since january shit has been going downhill...died...moved...gone...and then i had some people who cared and then it all fell apart again...#i just want to belong somewhere ffs...i want to be able to have friends...not just people who tolerate me...#i would rather have one friend that 10 people who tolerate me #idfk...im going to go eat ice cream until i cant feel any emotions anymore...#if i wasnt a pussy i would be stealing my parents alcohol...they already dont like when i eat...#or maybe i shouldnt eat...then maybe someone would love me...idfk...i just want to feel loved and secure and like i fucking belong

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lolli-says-stuff · 9 months

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A crumb of fic recs pls.

(I have readers block)

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maipepperonis · 2 years

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do people even like mishima?!?😨bros so fine like coconut slam dunk anyday💯💯also i’m making a whole collection of those one photos on the tiktok slideshows that are like “look at my lawyer dawg im going to jail” or smth of mishima i also made minecraft mishima💀

#yttd #kimi ga shine #death game by majority #your turn to die #kazumi mishima #yttd mishima #so hot 🔥🔥🔥#idfk anymore #ok bye

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ablednt · 1 year

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NPD BPD combo will make you feel like a starving wild circus animal every time you remember other people exist

#ok to rb #vent tw #it's like. we have a member who has NPD proper as cohost now #so our BPD and NPD symptoms have been combined into one worse thing #and it's baby's first Real Narc Crash and Ive been having RSD inflicted panic attacks every day #and I'm getting really fucking exhausted so the point where Im thinking stuff like 'I wish I could kms rn but that'd be too shitty and I #know this shit has to get better eventually because it has before so Im just #trying to relax #and in this case it's not like I have imo a compelling reason like my friends are all paying a proportionate amount of attention to me #to the energy for friends they have to give like I'm not being NEGLECTED #but I am so attention starved it's actually insane #and if it were just that itd be fine but I'm pmsing and Ive been losing sleep #from a mix of medical issues and exotraumatic nightmares #so I'm just. I'm absolutely Fucking Miserable #and its nobodies fault so instead of getting pissed off at someone Im just pissed off at everyone and no one at the same time #I just want to feel special again but its like. even if I DID feel comfortable asking for more attention #1. It wouldn't feel genuine and nothing my friends could easily do would stop it from not feeling genuine #2. I've been cluster B long enough to know that this stuff has to sort itself out naturally #asking for vallidation can be good at the right times but when I'm wanting to rely on it most thats when I need to find something else #but genuinely IDFK anymore man like I'm too tired to do shit I feel like all of my energy this month has been #STOPPING myself from doing stuff so when I try and think about what I actually Want To Do I feel so obstructed and exhausted I feel like #there's nothing fulfilling rn bc my stupid ass brain is like why find joy in anything if everyone hates you and you don't matter #(<- literally no one in my life has even implied this but. that's just how mental illness goes sometimes)#I just need to hang on until this narc crash is over and my friend groups aren't in the middle of like #2 million different things we're all struggling with stopping us from hanging out very much #I do think this happens every winter though #Ironically I love the winter weather and the rain and cold and gray (idk if I have SAD but if I do it's for the summer)#but I never enjoy the season like I want to because it's the most busy time of year so everyone is stressed out and doesn't have much time #to vibe like I want to so I end up just feeling pretty miserable until the slow time of year when people can relax more #It's usually like

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oflgtfol · 10 months

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my tablet pen stopped working gahhhhhhhhh

#idk if its just old and not working right or cuz i havent downloaded everything onto this new laptop #i dont have any of the user manuals anymore tho so gah i dont even know how to set it up on the computer end #but also like it was working ! i just plugged it in adn it was working #and then it just stopped after like an hour. like. ok #my tablet itself is connected just fine but the pen isnt #i cant remembr if its suppoed to be wireless or not but i have it plugged into my laptop anyway #i feel like its supposed to be wireless and the wire is just to charge it #but idfk bc even when its plugged in its just not working #i see the red light on inside of it but when i put it to my tablet it just wont register #like theres just no tablet-pen communication going on for whatever reason #and i cant remember does red mean its fully charged or that its currently charging. argh. gahhh #i havent used this thing in five fucking yearsssssssss #brot posts

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munamania · 1 year

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things have not been normal. im so tired.

#i nap all the fucking time cause im so tired and my body is like making me get rest one way or another but then i wake up #and everything is still just waaagghghghggh you know. i am fucking sick of it!#i am not just a normal amount of tired i have been on the verge of shutdown since at least mid semester hanging on by a fucking #pinky nail like im going to be fucking insane. i NEED a break. if i need to check into a psych place to have that happen so be it #one way or another yall will leave me ALONE.#tired of people holding it over my head like when they've done shit lately esp when it's bc of how badly ive been fucking struggling #im not just being lazy!!!! im losing it!!!!! and that makes me feel like i cant reach out or rely on others cause i'll always fucking owe #them something or im always gonna be on thin ice in potentially fucking things up #like i need two seconds to get back to myself i need time to reconnect i cant fucking do this anymore #i love myself i dont like how im acting rn bc im just desperately in need of a break #and god yeah fucking arent we all but i need someone to see that it's bad and just. Be with that. not shame me or make me feel like shit #or fucking less of a person or like i need to like Bring it down a notch or whatever idfk.#just kind of saying things now. i need to journal and cry i think.#abby talks #i dont LIKE napping my days away i dont like not having time to do things i enjoy other than like laying around watching stuff #or being on my phone but i have genuinely not had it in me to do anything else.#anyway. i think i seriously need to be okay with being 'meaner' aka just prioritizing MY feelings and being ok if people r mad at me #cause it honestly feels like ive gaslit myself so many times into thinking im crazy to the point where i struggle in the most basic #situations. uggggghh.

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mutualhl · 11 months

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some more thoughts and i’ll go away

#i read 3-4 blogs that morning and i totally agree with everything said i just don’t want to reblog shit mentioning anymore #idfk what louis is doing and 3 months ago i really could believe he has some plan to end it #but man #he really doesn’t #he’s just “it is what it is”#i love him so much and i know he didn’t ask for being a fake father but man you’re a billionaire #are you ok living a fake life with fans hating on you because you’re lying to them #is it really worth it #all those signs warning selfies dead face etc in 2015-2017 #when you screamed to your fans it’s fake #and now in 2023 you’re like oh my little lad at my concert <3 #wtf is wrong with you #it’s not that louis that i knew and fell in love with #i got so mad while texting that just because #it’s all so unnecessary man #:(

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your-penthouse-in-the-sky · 1 year

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hi guys I’m making art rn🥺🤯

crazy Ik!

#spice speaks #i’m bored #but also art is fun #shitpost #Idfk what I’m doin anymore #I Rage quit trying to play Mario 64 like 2 hrs ago #still have a bit of a drive to go #ughers #talk to me or smth idk 🤯#ok art time again

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cryoriku · 1 year

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small town, wild youth🖤

#photography #midwest gothic #teenager #nighttime #small town aesthetic #RELEASES BREATH THAT WAS SO HARD TO TAG idfk know how to describe things teehee #my photography #if the quality is bad its bc i took these from my instagram i dont have the originals anymore</3 #also these photos r gonna mean nothing to anyone but me but thats ok

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orcelito · 1 year

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oh yeah uh i forgot to talk about my day. i havent rly been existing as a person whoops. uh

work kinda sucked but not NEARLY as bad as yesterday. honestly yesterday was probably the worst shift ive had in uh. well at least a year im betting. it was really so very bad.

today was better except Whoops my bike broke a little bit. forgot to mention that too. i left it at work overnight in the storage room n im gonna bring it to the bike shop tomorrow. so im gonna be without my bike for a few days </3

uhm. otherwise ive been procrastinating, still not doing my dishes, reading trigun fanfic and rewatching trigun stampede and reading trigun maximum. and also browsing etsy for trigun merch, of which i bought a few things.

now im thinking about skipping class again bc it's accidentally oh so late and i am very tired. i can rationalize it to myself that it's Totally for the sake of finishing my lab tomorrow. but really ive just lost control of this semester and i barely wanna do shit anymore. lol.

#speculation nation #also listened thru the 2nd trigun stampede OST album two whole times #went walking home bc i got no bike rn and i was just meandering down the scenic path #(it's thankfully not flooded anymore. a lil muddy at spots but i managed to avoid it)#saw some deer tracks. crouched by the river for a little bit. all while sipping at a hibiscus tea i brought from work #went home. read embarrassing fanfiction. swore i was gonna do the dishes and then just watched trigun stampede #went looking on etsy. went reading the manga. i swear it's overtaking my entire life.#im trying to be gentle with myself tho. saturday's shift did Not help me with the mental breakdown ive been fending off for weeks #oh yeah and easter. fucking easter. i was neutral/negative leaning but the shop i wanted to go to was closed today #which pushed it solidly in the negative direction. like for fuck's sake this is a fucking witchy shop and they're closed for EASTER?????#i wanted to go buy a tarot deck wtf. and the Spiritual Shop is closed for a Christian Holiday??? okay lmfao #meanwhile we kept having ppl call to ask if we were open today n it was just like 'man this is a bubble tea shop what do you think'#O Lord Bless This Bubble Tea for it was Made In Your Image.............#or some shit like that idfk. like yes we did have a few ppl call off for easter but majority of us are gay and/or Definitely not christian #the handful of us there kept laughing about how little we care about easter. one girl saying she completely forgot about it #and like. man. yea. easter's one of the most pointless ass holidays outside of christianity #at least there's fun in christmas for non christians in the gift giving. easter is just like. there are eggs now???#and this is to celebrate The Lord?????? ok lol #anyways yea my days r happening. i keep skipping class. probably will again. Whoops sorry professor man but im just tryin to survive now

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sk3l3t0n444 · 8 months

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#yay im still not okkkkkkkkk #i have legit resorted to playing solitaire #thats how fucking bored and unmotivated i am #i cant even get out of bed most days...i just sit in my room and rot away...#yk its been like 7 months already...and im still not over it #like it still hurts...it hurts so badly...#id it bad that im still not over it yet? that i still think about them every day #i cant listen to some songs anymore...that was our song...that was our song...that was our song...i cant go to some places anymore...#i cant look at some things the same way anymore...sometimes i wonder if it was for the best...i wonder what life would be like...#i wonder a lot about if they even remember me...if they think of me as much as i think of them...#i just want things to go back to how they were...i was happy then...why does everything go to shit for me...did i do something wrong...?#is this my punishment for whatever sins ive commited? is there even a god out there? and if there is why do they want me to fucking suffer?!#i miss so many people that i cant have back cuz whatever higher power if there is one fucking hates me...what did i do wrong? what did i do?#am i just doomed to fail at everything? cuz it sure as hell seems that way...#idfk...#i just want to be ok again

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