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jenanigans1207 · 2 days

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“I don’t regret it, Dean.” Cas says quietly. “Telling you I love you was the best moment of my life.”

“Yeah? Well, it was the worst of mine!” Dean yells, throwing his arms out to the side. There’s a moment of stricken silence where Cas’s face falls and Dean realizes how his words came across. He rushes to elaborate. “Do you know how many years I wondered if angels could feel love? Romantic love? Do you know how long I hoped that they could— that you, specifically, could? And more than that, that you would feel it towards me? I wondered all the goddamn time, Cas. And then you— you finally—“ Dean swallows past a lump in his throat, letting his arms fall back to his sides. “You finally tell me not only that you can love, but you love me. Me. And in one second, ten years of my wildest dreams came true and then were ripped away.”

Dean looks down at his feet. Clenches his jaw against the feelings threatening to choke him. He tries to take a steadying breath in through his nose but it doesn’t help him feel any better.

“Dean—“

“I didn’t think I was ever gonna see you again.” Dean confesses to his boots. “I thought I’d have to live the rest of my miserable life knowing I could’ve had you and kicking myself for being such a dumb piece of shit.” He swallows again and looks up. “I thought you were going to spend eternity not knowing that I love you, too.”

“I didn’t mean— Dean, I didn’t—“ Cas shakes his head as words fail him.

“So yeah,” Dean shrugs a little helplessly, his voice still tight with emotion. “It was the worst moment of my life. Except for every moment that came after— because every single moment from your death until you came back was the worst moment of my life. Every moment without you is. And you coming back could’ve been the best moment of my life if you hadn’t been such an ass about everything.”

There was a time, once, in the distant past where Cas’s face never betrayed any emotion. Dean could’ve scrutinized every single molecule of his expression and he wouldn’t have been able to read a goddamn thing from it. That hasn’t been the case for a long time— Cas took to emotions and humanity better than Dean did, and it was the only thing Dean had ever known.

Now, Dean can read a multitude of emotions in Cas’s expression: disbelief in the slight part of his lips, hope in the blue of his eyes, shock in the rise of his eyebrows. He can practically read every thought going through Cas’s mind as he tries to process what’s happened.

And then, there it is: acceptance in the way the corner of Cas’s mouth ticks up.

“I had no idea.” Cas answers after a moment.

“‘Course you didn’t.” Dean replies, his own mouth mirroring the small smile. “You fucked off before I got a chance to say it back.”

“I just assumed—“

“You know what they say about assuming, Cas.”

“No, I don’t.” Cas is full on smiling now, warm and full of the love Dean had only ever seen hidden in shadows of his expressions. Now it’s practically splitting his face open, spilling out of Cas like he’s finally filled up with so much of it that it’s simply impossible to keep it all in. “And frankly, I don’t care. I only care about what you have to say.”

Dean huffs out a fond laugh as he shakes his head. “Finally gonna let me do the talking, huh?”

“I’m in the mood to do some listening,” Cas’s grin is dazzling and a little cheeky, Dean wants to memorize it immediately.

He takes a step closer to Cas. And then another. Cas simply watches him approach, making no attempt to back away. His personal space is inviting and Dean enjoys stepping directly into it with no hesitation.

“Well, I might be in the mood for something other than talking.” Dean whispers, less than a foot from Cas now.

“Oh?” Cas prompts, his hand reaching across the minuscule place between them to settle on Dean’s hip.

“Yeah,” Dean murmurs, leaning in. “But just to make sure you get it through your stubborn head: I love you, Cas. And I’ll fucking kill you if you ever do something like that again.”

Dean kisses him before Cas has a chance to reply.

#idk man #these idiots just won’t leave me alone #I never write fucking little ficlets and I’ve written like five for these assholes #they just make me so insane #I’m literally not in control anymore #ficlet #destiel #deancas #supernatural #spn

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kuromori · 2 days

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i totally forgot i have a commission im supposed to be doing because i was drawing these two while i watched s15 w friends...... le sighhh

#going to retry grif probably #i was getting a headache #rvb #red vs blue #dexter grif #richard simmons #ummm #dick simmons #????#idk man #simmons came out kinda banger im happy

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wiredust · 2 days

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thinking about how charles and edwin died because the world was so cruel to them, so they created their own afterlife with each other

#dead boy detectives #edwin payne #charles rowland #payneland #idk man #im just having feelings rn

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tacxx · 1 day

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Happy b'day you sad boi..

#artists on tumblr #art #doodle #fnaf au #fnaf #fnaf fandom #artt #sams eclipse #sun and moon show #fnaf security breach #illustration #idk man #happy #happy birthday #birthday

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dogwholivesontheinternet · 13 hours

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#total drama #help #idk man #aaaaaa #total drama island #heather total drama #total drama sierra #heatherra #its pride month you know what that means

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crewtawn · 3 days

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Just some concepts of what I think he'd look like if he were to do a physical form like when Ted talks about him "walking through his memories"

Idk he just kinda resonates with me.

#ihnmaims #am i have no mouth and i must scream #am ihnmaims #robophilia #allied mastercomputer #sadist robot save me #save me please #idk i want him to torture me tbh #WHO SAID THAT #idk man #i love evil computers #he would hate me so bad

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raylaismad · 20 hours

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sup tumblr, i had a dream a little while ago where i was at an Ariana Griande concert- yes GRIANde- and then jimmy showed up but instead of him being jimmy he was timler swift. and he was in taylor swifts reputation outfit from the eras tour. idk if that makes sense but it was strange. anyway if anyone thinks that’s a cool idea you can steal it

#trafficblr #jimmy solidarity #ariana griande #grian #idk if this makes sense #au idea #grianmc #personal idea for it would be that #grian and jimmy know each others identities #but nobody else does #idk man

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zuskiscoiningflagz · 3 days

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— TransLostPuppySyndrome [ Trans-Lost-Puppy-Syndrome ]

When an individual wants to / identifies as having Lost Puppy Syndrome even though they don't have it !

Small explanation under the cut

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yaspup9000 · 3 days

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Meat

#littlest pet shop #vinesauce #shitpost #idk man #digital doodle #Meat Vinesauce

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crumb · 2 days

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#idk man #to me the town is named kutzburg like the diner #like it's THE town diner ya know #that's just me tho maybe #the passenger #the passenger 2023 #stockroom syndrome

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longingforthecosmos · 5 hours

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scenecore blingees your Resident Evil 4 Remake

un-artifacted version (unfortunately without the blingees) under the cut :3

xX_ashsquee_Xx & TinMan977 comin at u on MySpace!!! >< if ur nawt in my top 8 DON'T ASK 2 B ADDED!!!1!1!!1! it’s 4 BESTIEZ ONLY GRR

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vivomatt007 · 1 day

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Sanji versus Gordon Ramsey— who would win??? Taking bets.

#sketch #my art #sanji #gordon ramsey #gordon ramsay #which one is it?#one piece #hells kitchen #gordon versus sanji #I have only watched competitive baking shows #like nailed it!#so…#idk man

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mimisainznorris · 5 hours

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☆THINK U THE SHIT BITCH?👀 -F1 drivers x fem!reader🎀 texting au☆

summary: y/n tries to make tiktok trend. There's a trend (an old one) where it says "think u the shit bitch? you not even the fart".

ft: Max Verstappen,Charles Leclerc,Oscar Piastri,Daniel Ricciardo Lando Norris and Fernando Alonso.

a/n: had so much fun while making it,hope you'll like it🎀

Lando Norris and Oscar Piastri:

Daniel Ricciardo and Max Verstappen:

Fernando Alonso and Charles Leclerc:

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rosetyphooon · 10 hours

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doodles bc i havent drawn silvester in a hot minute (ft super sonic)

#idk man #grgrgrrrgrrrr #my art #silver the hedgehog #super sonic #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #sth

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ne0nlightzz · 20 hours

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I someone to explain to me why I suddenly started hyperfixating on COD of all things? It's like....really not what I usually get into. I usually stay away from like actually video games because while I've always been into videos games and crap I don't actually play em- like it felt like something I'm not allowed to do here I'm my home n I remember I felt so brave admitting to my fnaf and horror games fixation I've had since I was like seven- but like really man? Call of duty? You've never even actually played it? Well actually that's a lie, I played it a few times on my dads old ps2 but didn't bcz it was akward bcz it was in the living room n the TV is high up and the ps2 was on the entertainment stand and I had to sit in a chair in the middle of the living room so I could use the controller and my ma would watch to intensely. But like my dumb ass is over here absolutely hyperfixated on COD, and now I need to learn as much about it as possible and go buy a laptop adaptor for the ps2 so I can play it on my laptop bcz I hella ain't paying 50 bucks a game on steam- if I'm paying that much I want a damn disc, a physical copy.

Uh? What was this rant abt again? Idfk? Oh and reddit is useless when it comes to asking questions so no one be shocked if I start asking for opinions on ps4 consoles bcz I'm considering getting one lolz

Anyway plz remember to stay hydrated n to take care of urselves!!

#idk man #cod #call of duty #wtf am i even doing #adhd post #adhd hyperfixation #new hyperfixation #yippee #ne0nlightzz rantz #lolz #idk #ps2 aesthetic #not #ps2 sucked #lol #miss my old nitendo wii

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dogwholivesontheinternet · 3 days

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Sayaka Miku redraw

#hatsune miku #sayaka maizono #silly #idk man #aaaaaa #idispaintx #art #help #danganronpa

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