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This Love Came Back To Me - Preface
Here it is! Almost!! This is the Preface to the Eclipse Reader insert fic that I again, have been promising for far far too long. The rest of the chapters will be up, hopefully soon.
Summery- I was completely overwhelmed with this looming dread. This wasn’t just about Bella anymore. Though that was bad enough, this involved me now. Despite how often Edward disregarded my safety and despite how desperately Carlisle tried to protect me from this;
My life was in danger.
It was never going to end was it?
Word Count- 3207
Warning- Uhhh this is just the preface. There really aren't any warnings yet. But I'll let you know.
Notes from me- My name is Claire and September 3rd is my birthday! I wanted very much to post, at the very least this part today. SO! I finished writing the whole book. I still have a lot of typing and editing to do but I do have a very close date set. This is only the Preface. I can't wait for you guys to see the rest.
This is the 3rd book of probably 5, So follow for updates.
As always, I DO NOT own The Twilight Saga. All rights go directly to S. Meyer.
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When Carlisle surprised me with a trip to Ireland, I didn’t know what to expect exactly. I got to his house on a clear afternoon and he wasn’t in his usual spot by the door to greet me. In his place were four fully packed suitcases.
“Carlisle?” I didn’t have to yell, I knew he heard me, and yet, no answer came. I moved to study the suitcases. I read his name and address on one tag and my name and his address on the other. In the front pocket were our passports, though I couldn’t recall ever getting a passport made. With a soft laugh, I asked just loud enough that I knew he could hear me, “Carlisle, what is all of this?”
And then his arms were around my waist. I felt his cool breath on the crook of my neck, and could hear the smile in his voice as he whispered “You said you want to see the world. I promised I would show you.” He placed delicate kisses to my pulse point as I looked inside the passport.
All of the information was mine, the photo was from my ID photo. Even knowing that this wasn’t made entirely legally, I still turned to him and couldn’t help but smile when I saw the grin on his own lips. His hands turned with me and rested on my hips.
“I didn’t mean we had to go right now. How…? How did you do all of this?”
His smile didn’t falter, “Do you really want to know?”
“No…, But-”
He laughed. “Alice packed the bags. I… handled the rest of it.”
“I won’t ask you to elaborate. My dad is the sheriff, so it's probably better that I don’t know about the broken laws.” I draped my arms over his shoulders and ran my fingers through his hair. “Where are we going?”
He grinned again. I would do absolutely anything he wanted when he smiled at me like that. “I haven’t paid for anything, yet, but I was thinking we could go to Ireland. I’ve got some friends there I haven’t seen in a while. I would love to introduce you, but-”
“They wouldn't approve.” It came out so casually. I knew very well that there were few vampires who abstained from human blood the way his family managed, and even fewer who kept in human company. I was hardly fazed.
He nodded, “They’d make an attempt, but they do not have the same level of control… even if it wasn't on purpose…” And then he let the conversation drift back to just Ireland, clearly less casual about his friends eating me than I was. “There are beautiful castle hotels that we can stay in with gorgeous views… and I thought, it might be nice to get away for a week. Just the two of us.”n
I had to admit it did sound very enticing. Not to mention how persuasive the way he kissed my neck up to my jawline up to my lips was.
The trip was perfect. We spent so much time doing completely average tourist things, but we also found time for the ‘not-so-average’ tourist things; just a lot of alone time together. Some things, you only get to do because your boyfriend is a 300 something year old vampire.
The idea of the experiment was brought to my attention a few days into our trip. Here, since there wouldn’t be any other trace of me to cause distraction, we could test Edwards theory that I couldn’t be tracked. This was cause for much debate in the Cullen house because they knew me and they knew how to look for me. Carlisle believed that he could track me solely based on scent. He believed he wouldn’t lose control and eat me in the process.
Which is precisely how I ended up hidden deep inside a ‘small’ patch of Irish woods. I wasn’t exactly lost, I walked for roughly an hour in one direction hoping to lose the vampire, but not the way back. I kissed Carlisle goodbye two hours before he would set out to find me. I ran out of energy pretty early and then hiked for a bit more.
The woods here weren’t unlike the woods at home. I could navigate them well enough but it was still exhausting to hike through them with little to no paths. Eventually I gave up and found a fallen tree to sit on. I figured since I was out here anyway, I might as well get some writing done.
With the return of the Cullens, my poems became less edgy and existential and flowed into something more peaceful and beautiful. It became the poetry of someone who was content with their life and was excited to see what came next.
However, it was incredibly hard to focus with the knowledge of just how alone I really was. Instead of putting pen to paper I let myself become absorbed in the woods around me. The wind in the trees, the chirping of birds, it all kept my focus. While I could recognize the anxiety I felt, it was also very serene here. Maybe I could just push the panic aside knowing that any second, he would be with me again.
Then the woods around me seemed to still and I smiled at the open page before me and wrote the first six words that filled my head.
“The silent comfort of being found”
I wasn’t scared. I didn’t hear him at all, but he didn’t frighten me as his arms wrapped around my waist. But to be fair, I had been expecting him. I felt his lips grace my neck and the sound I made only encouraged him to kiss me more.
“I found you, Dove.” He whispered in my ear.
“I knew you would.” I hadn’t intended to sound so light but he made me feel like I could float away. I leaned back into him, relying more on him than the log. He didn't budge.
“I think Edward might have the right idea though,” He said in between kisses. The confusion in his voice almost made me turn to look at him but I didn’t want to interrupt the attention. “I couldn’t track you on scent alone. I knew I’d find you, but… at times it was like you’d never been there at all. But I felt pulled to you all the same.”
I couldn’t help the way I melted into him, I turned just enough to rest my forehead on his chest; he continued to kiss my neck and only pulled back to look me in the eyes. “I think I’d be able to find you wherever you went, though I would be interested to see if Edward could track you.”
I felt a soft chill up my spine at the idea. “You wouldn’t let him.” I pointed out.
“No, I wouldn’t.” He kissed my cheek and pushed my hair out of my face. None of his family had the control he had. If any other vampire tracked me out here, I wouldn’t make it home.
When I looked into his eyes, they were still bright and golden. There wasn’t even the smallest trace of instability.
I just wanted to kiss him and forget about everything for a while. Life was chaotic and he made me feel grounded- even when I was ‘lost’ in a foreign forest. He sighed and rested his forehead on mine. “It’s getting late… I should get you back to the room.”
“Are you going out tonight?” I would never try to stop him from seeing his friends. Of course I wanted him to see his friends, I just didn’t love the idea of being alone. It would only be a few hours. I could handle it. I had a feeling he knew how I felt anyway and that’s why he hadn’t gone yet. I wasn’t about to make it worse.
“I might.” He placed a delicate kiss to my nose, I giggled. “Siobhan might come looking for me if I don’t visit soon, since she knows I’m here. I can stay with you until you fall asleep, you won’t even know I’m gone.”
I doubted that, but I played it off. “I can handle that.” I kissed him quickly to reassure him. “Carry me?”
“Of course, Cara.” I grinned at him and put my notebook back in my bag. As soon as I was ready, and without saying a word, Carlisle lifted me with ease into his arms. He carried me out of the woods so much faster than it took me to get in there, I almost thought I hadn’t gotten that far.
He slowed and we broke through the treeline at the back of the hotel. There were a few couples and families sitting in the yard enjoying picnics and watching the stars.
I had to hold back my laughter as he set me down. I whispered so that only he could hear me, “That couple totally thinks we just had sex back there…”
He laughed, placed a kiss to my hair, and threw his arm over my shoulder. In response, he whispered. “I am far too much of a gentleman to just take you against the first flat surface in the middle of a forest.” As he walked, he grinned and I couldn’t take my eyes off him. He leaned in and breathed, “I will not be able to say the same, once we are back in the room.”
I shivered at his words. I’m sure the blush that heated my face confirmed what they were thinking, even though it wasn’t actually true. I hid my face in his shoulder as we walked.
When we got on the elevator he kissed me like he fully intended to keep to his word. I hardly noticed when it opened on our floor. Luckily he did, and even more luckily, there wasn’t anyone waiting to use the elevator.
He walked backwards and led me towards our room. He swept me off my feet again before we even reached the door. Once we were inside, and the door was firmly shut and locked behind us, he sat me on the first available table and made me forget my own name.
We lost a few hours. We took a shower and he made me food as I sat on the counter watching him cook. He let me fall asleep on his chest as he read War and Peace . I didn’t notice when he kissed my forehead, or told me he loved me. I didn’t notice when he left or when he came back.
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I don’t think I could get used to the peace I felt there. Carlisle drove me to a beach on a very cloudy day, as the sun was setting. The water was cold but I stood in the ocean and let the waves crash around my feet. I let him spin me around as we danced to the sound of it all. I let myself get lost in all the love I felt for him.
I twirled out as far as our joined arms could stretch and he spun me back in. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders. He kissed my ear.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered and I probably wouldn’t have heard it if he wasn’t right by my ear. He leaned back and cupped my cheek with his hand. I almost didn’t notice the coolness anymore.
He studied my face, his thumb brushing across my cheekbone. He looked into my eyes like he was trying to memorize their color. He spoke again, though I could hardly make it out. “So beautiful.”
I leaned up and kissed him and he met me halfway. His hand moved from my cheek to lift my chin. When we eventually broke apart I smiled up at him.
“You know I love you, right?” I asked.
He laughed at me, “I would certainly hope so.” He placed a soft kiss on my forehead before adding, “I love you, Y/n.”
It took a lot of sweet talking to convince me to get out of the ocean and to go back to the room.
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Despite how much I really did not want to, we had to fly home eventually, rushed only slightly by a frantic call from Alice. Apparently, Victoria would be passing through Forks and Alice thought they’d have a pretty good chance of catching her this time. However, they weren’t going to tell Bella, and she demanded that Edward go to Jacksonville with her. With Edward out, our family was now, not only down in numbers, but also down one mind reader who could hear her before the rest of them could, so Alice was frantic.
Of course they could still rely on Alice's visions, but with the wolves hunting too, things could get missed. I wondered if it would be safer if we just told Bella what was going on. I wanted to tell her what was going on, but I knew she would probably use herself as bait if she knew.
If she knew though, we could convince her to take Dad to Jacksonville and Edward could stay and fight with the rest of his family. I think we’d still fly home though. I would never ask Carlisle to not stand with his family, and he wouldn’t feel comfortable leaving them to defend themselves. I hoped it wouldn’t come to a fight anyway.
Victoria was alone, and revenge hungry. Maybe they could take her out quickly, and then it would all be over.
We caught a flight out of Ireland at nearly 1 in the morning, after Alice called. We made it through security and to our gate with 30 minutes to spare. I was ridiculously tired, given the time. I knew I had to at least board the plane before I passed out. Which I found increasingly harder the longer I sat with my head on his shoulder.
“Y/n?” His voice was soft and he elongated each letter of my name.
“Hmm?” I didn’t have the energy to really answer, but I did lift my head to look at his face.
His gaze met mine and he wore a delicate smile. “Where would you like to travel next?”
Confused by his spontaneous question, I asked, “You want to start planning our next vacation before we’re even home?” He laughed and shrugged.
“Seemed as good a time as any. If only to help you stay awake.” I yawn on cue, as if to prove his point.
“Okay, okay!” I couldn’t help but laugh with him. I took a second to think about it before sighing. “Part of me wants to fly off somewhere warm and secluded, but another part of me thinks that… maybe we should stay home for a bit.” I could see the confusion flash across his features, “I just mean- Dads been getting on to me about getting back to a ‘normal’ life” I put air quotes around the words.
I continued, “Maybe, if I get a job, he'll settle a bit. And- related but kind of a side note- Bella is going to graduate soon and then…” I couldn’t bring myself to finish the thought.
His face softened, “I understand, Cara.”
“I want to travel more with you. Once some of the dust settles.” I put emphasis behind my words and lifted my hand to caress his cheek. He placed a kiss against my palm.
“That sounds like a good plan.” I broke eye contact with him to yawn, pulling my hand back to cover it. He chuckled, “You can sleep on the plane. I don’t think they will let me carry you on if you’re unconscious.”
I sighed dramatically, “But this flight is only an hour and a half. It’s hardly worth it. Then we’ll be in London for 3 hours before we get on another plane.”
He raised an eyebrow while listening to my reasoning, “You can sleep on that one too, you know.”
“ Oooor I could stay up for the first flight, spend extra time talking to you, then sleep for all of the second flight.” I matched his expression, a huge smile shining through the exhaustion on my face.
He didn’t seem convinced, “Can you stay up for nearly five more hours?”
“Is that a challenge?”
“No-”
“Because I accept!” We didn’t stop laughing even as he kissed me and when we boarded the plane I ordered a hot coffee. I looked him in the eyes as I took the first sip, sending us both into another fit of giggles. We were still laughing as the plane took off.
I stayed awake during the first flight just fine. I drank two cups of coffee and I had to keep talking. Though Carlisle didn’t seem to mind. I spent most of my time trying to convince him that Howl’s Moving Castle was a better book than War and Peace . He, of course, respectfully disagreed, but said he would give Howl’s Moving Castle a chance. I celebrated the win for at least getting that. I wasn’t all that serious anyway, but the debate kept me awake.
Now, getting off the plane proved significantly harder than expected. I could hardly drag myself through the airport. I could already feel the jetlag pulling me down and we hadn’t even changed time zones yet. We stopped at a shop and I got a soda, hoping to only stay awake long enough to get on the next flight. I kissed him every chance I got, mostly to keep myself busy; but also, it was quickly becoming one of my favorite things to do.
Kissing Carlisle Cullen in a busy airport was definitely up there with: kissing him in the rain, or in the woods of Ireland, or on the cliff by his house. All I wanted to do was kiss him. He was always more than happy to oblige.
When we were finally on our flight home, I rested my head on his shoulder and pulled the travel blanket over us. He squeezed my hand.
“What’s the plan?” I asked, my voice heavy with exhaustion.
“We get you home,” He kissed my head for emphasis. “Then this weekend, Edward will keep Bella safe in Jacksonville. The others have arranged a party of sorts on the reservation- some kind of sporting event. Which should keep your father busy… and we think it would be best if you stayed down there as well, despite how much I wish I could keep you with me.”
I yawned and he chuckled into my hair. “Sounds like a very safe plan.”
“We’ve all worked very hard to make sure it is. I’ll spend forever ensuring your safety.” I would have kissed him if I had the energy to lift my head.
“At least until I’m like you…” I could feel the sleep washing over me. I allowed my eyes to close. He kissed my hair again and rested his chin on my head.
“Probably even then.” I felt it, more than I heard it, as I finally drifted off to sleep.
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I kinda want a drabble of Chanyeol in IAITT when he sees baekhyun at the arcade for the first time and how he slowly starts to like him(before they start like hanging out and stuff loll)
“That’s him.”
Sehun is trying his best to hide behind the people in front of them, but he’s stupidly tall and it’s not really working.
“Where?”
“Jesus,” Sehun whisper-shouts, tugging at Chanyeol’s shirt to move him back. “Don’t just stare at him like that; he’ll see us!”
“If you like him...why don’t you want him to see you?”
Sehun blinks. “Are you dumb? Have you not heard anything I’ve ever said to you about him?” He sighs, watching as Baekhyun grabs his coffee and happily exits the coffee shop. “We’ve had sex a couple times and I don’t know...I don’t think he actually likes me and—”
Chanyeol is listening to Sehun, he really is, but he’s also watching Baekhyun walk. He’s pretty, really pretty. Too pretty. He quickly looks to Sehun, then back to Baekhyun. Damn, Sehun is a lucky guy.
They get their food and drinks and sit in a booth together.
“He works at the arcade down the street. He told me he wanted to win this big bear they have as a prize there, so I tried going and playing games to win it for him but I’m the actual worst at the games.”
Chanyeol knows he’s being a shady, shitty friend to Sehun, but Sehun said it himself that Baekhyun doesn’t like him.
He walks into the arcade, his friend Kyungsoo with him so he doesn’t look so weird coming in alone. Baekhyun is there, at the counter talking with someone Chanyeol doesn’t recognize.
“Hey, uh, I need some tokens.”
Chanyeol watches Baekhyun’s eyes look him up and down, and then he’s pointing to his right. “Token machines are over there.”
“Oh, thanks!” And, before Chanyeol can even try to carry on a conversation, Baekhyun has already turned back to his friend to finish his own chat.
He plays around on a few games, circling around to the same few that he’d already figured out the timing to. He keeps an eye on Baekhyun the whole time as well. He seems so lively: laughing loudly with his friend, dancing around like an idiot, and the smile he’s got on him is amazing.
“I’m out of tokens,” Kyungsoo says, tipping his little cup upside down. “Are you ready to go?”
Chanyeol is watching Baekhyun help a little girl pick out a prize; he nods. “Yeah, we can go.”
As they’re walking to the door, Chanyeol stops and turns back. “Bye Baekhyun!” he calls happily, giving him an enthusiastic wave.
Baekhyun makes a face, something between disgust and extreme confusion, and gives a half-hearted wave. “Bye?”
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Hi! Here is an idea I have for the blurb 😊.
So the reader is over at the Cullens and Jasper or Edward witnesses a really cute/fluffy moment between her and Carlisle and it just makes him to happy to see Carlisle like that again, since Esme has passed. Maybe Carlisle gets a call he has to take an excuses himself and when he leaves Jasper or Edward says thank you to the reader, and she asks for what, and either Jasper or Edward say something like making him whole again, it’s been (however many years or centuries it’s been since Esme’s death) since they have seen him this happy, maybe even happier with her than Esme…and Carlisle walks back in. 😇😇😇
Oh my God! I love it! Sorry it took my so long to answer this, I may have dropped my phone in a lake lol.
Also I wanna keep doing this, so if anyone has more ideas let me know
Blurb title: Thank You
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No warnings just fluff
As always I do not own Twilight or its characters. Rights go to S.meyer.
~ Claire❤️
This was his idea. He watched as I struggled to do it myself more times than I'd like to admit. This time when I mentioned how chipped my nail polish had gotten he offered to paint them before I said anything more.
I let him pick out the color and everything. He sided with a rich navy that I wouldn't have chosen for myself but I had to admit the color was very pretty. I sat sideways on his couch directly across from him. He held my hand in one of his and painted it with the other.
"You're really good at this." I couldn't hide my smile. I had a smile since he had suggested it in the first place.
He smiled back at me, "It makes sense, considering how steady my hands are."
"I would hope your hands are steady, since you're a doctor." I joked and then thought about it for a second. "Wait, are you implying my hands aren't steady?"
"No, of course not." His voice was heavy with sarcasm and I could tell from the laugh behind his words that that is exactly what he meant.
I let my mouth fall open in mock surprise, "Carlisle! My hands are very steady!" I couldn't stop the giggles. He didn't say anything, he just laughed and continued painting my nails. I pretend to pout. He raised an eyebrow at me. "Okay, okay. My hands aren't vampire doctor level steady, but that's what I have you for!"
"They call me the resident nail painter for a reason." He smirked and I wanted to kiss it off his face but I didn't want to smudge the paint.
Just as he finished my first hand his pager beeped from the coffee table. Both of our heads turned to the sound and he put down the polish to check the message. He sighed and "I'll have to call the hospital. Give me just a moment and I'll finish the other hand." I nodded and he set my hand down. He kissed the top of my head as he moved out onto the back porch.
I took a deep breath and blew on the already painted set. I was slightly worried that they'd need him to actually come in to work rather than just try to explain things over the phone. It wasn't often that he was actually called in when he was on-call- since not much happened in this town- but there was always the possibility.
I was too distracted by my nails to notice Jasper walk into the room. My heart nearly stopped when he spoke.
"Y/n, sorry. I didn't mean to startle you." I noticed the soft smile on his lips though. I smiled back at him and his shoulders eased a bit. "I just thought, while Carlisles on the phone, I should probably thank you." He kept his distance, like always, opting to lean casually on the door frame rather than get closer.
"Thank me? Why‐"
"I haven't known Carlisle as long as the others but I did know him while he was with Esme, and after…" he paused briefly, clearly trying to assess any changes in my mood. Deciding I was fine, he continued, "When he was with her, he was happy, sure, but not like this. It definitely feels like it's been way more than 30 years since he was this happy. Everything about him seems so much lighter since he met you. He's not walkin' on eggshells all the time, ya know?
"I think, because of you, he finally feels like he's allowed to be truly happy. I just wanted to thank you, for making him whole again." I was speechless for a moment, not really sure what to say but wanting to tell him he didn't have to thank me, but I knew he knew that.
I just nodded and delicately added, "He saved me too. I'm glad I can give him some of the happiness he gives me."
His lips lifted to a soft, crooked smile. "You have no idea…" turned to look behind him as Carlisle came back inside. "How exactly did she convince you to paint her nails?"
"He offered!" I tried.
"Only because you end up painting half of your hand every time you do it on your own." Carlisle added. I laughed as I scanned his features, trying to judge if he had to leave or not. His smile didn't falter and he shook his head softly, wordlessly letting me know that he could stay home.
"I don't know old man, they look a little crooked to me." Jasper pushed.
In challenge, Carlisle raised an eyebrow, "Think you could do better?" I covered my mouth with my hand to try to hide some of the laughter.
"Hell yeah I can." He floated out of the room, saying "Alice! Let me paint your nails" as he went.
Carlisle rejoined me on the couch and for a second we just giggled together. I noticed then what Jasper was talking about. Obviously I'd never know what he was like before he met me, but I could see how much lighter he was. Even just compared to when we first met.
Once our laughter died down I scooted closer to him and placed my hand on his cheek; he leaned into my touch. I whispered "I love you."
"I love you, Cara." He kissed me softly and sat back grabbing my hand and picking up the nail polish again.
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Oh my god! Guys!
Happy Eclipse Day!
Where I live we only got 90% totality but it was pretty wild to watch. I did not stare directly into the sun. I did think about it.
Anywayyyyy!!! Happy almost Eclipse day! (iykwim ;) )
You'll be hearing from me very very soon <3
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I'm writing! I swear I'm writing <3
I won't make any 'soon' promises, but I am writing. And the editors are editing. I will finish this series. <3
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I am yet again watching twilight an working on the third part of my twilight rewrite. Also, it's been a whole year since I posted the first one.
Every time I see Carlisle I am reminded why I started this in the first place. And every single time I get a notification that someone liked my story I remember why I keep it up.
You all mean the world to me and I can't thank you enough for all the love and support. I hope to have the third part out soon(ish)
I love you <3
~Claire <3
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Hiii me again! Sworry I’m just so obsessed with your Carlisle insert reader series. I found it maybe two weeks ago and I was like wooo this is going to take me a month to read! I finished it in 4 days 🙈 literally stayed up to like 3 in the morning reading, I just couldn’t put it down!!! I know it takes a while to write and I want to thank you for putting your best effort and love into it. Can’t thank you enough cause it’s fantastic, literally the best I’ve EVER read. So thank you again. It deserves way more love. But anyways! I had another blurb idea I thought I’d share. I was thinking of someone basically where the reader just stares at him, admiring his beauty. His hair, his eyes, his skin, just in awe at the beautiful, compassionate, gentle, yet dangerous creature in front or next to her. Eventually he snaps her out of her trance and she says something sweet to him, maybe points out what she loves about him. Just an idea!
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Honestly so glad you love them. It makes me so happy to see just how much people are enjoying the things I'm creating, and the fact that you are enjoying them so much that you are asking for more means more to me than I can put in to words.
When I got this ask I got really excited to write it and I wrote the first draft in like hour. I spent a few more hours editing and trying to figure out what part I'd written that was bugging me. Sent it to my editor who said it was perfect.
So now I'm just going to post it in hopes that it isn't awful lol.
As always I do not own Twilight or its Characters all right go to S.Meyer.
~ Claire <3
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Blurb Title: Golden
Word Count: 625
No warning just super heartfelt fluffy. Rot your teeth out fluff. Kinda fade to black smut but not really. But kinda. I do that a lot lol.
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It was the completely mundane things he did that would catch me off guard. I was so used to him; I was used to what he was, and how that affected his movements. But it was the moments when he seemed the most human that always got to me.
When I got out of the shower, I didn't exactly know where he had gone. I followed the only sounds I could hear in the house and eventually found him in the kitchen, handwashing the few dishes Bella and I used the night before. The radio behind him played his favorite station and a soft Jazz song filled the room. I completely froze in my tracks, if he noticed me he didn't look up. He hummed along to the music and I let myself take in the sight of him.
There was light trickling in from the windows and he looked golden, but also just so incredibly human. The light in his hair, in his eyes, even dancing along his skin, was so beautifully golden. Of course I knew the dangers of our closeness but I never even worried about my safety.
Because I knew this is who he really was. He was golden, inside and out.
The first song ended and the next began as I watched him. His eyes floated up to meet mine. It took my breath away. Even now, when our eyes met, it felt like the first time. He softened, like he felt it too; the rush of butterflies, the sparks of electricity between us. A part of my soul leaped out of me to reach the part of his that did the same. It felt right.
"Y/n?..." His voice- soft with concern but also amusement- pulled me out of my daze. "Are you alright, Dove?"
"Oh…yeah. I just got lost in thought." I practically skipped across the room to meet his outstretched hand. It didn't even bother me that it was wet. He kissed my forehead. "You're beautiful." I whispered.
"I think I should be the one saying that to you."
"Yeah yeah, you tell me all the time." I took a second to contemplate my words as he drained the water from the sink. "You're golden… Your hair, your eyes, even the light reflecting off of your skin is golden."
I could see right through his calm chuckles to the confusion that still lingered there. I continued, "It's more than just physical too. You're compassionate and caring and you put our family above anything else. You make me feel more loved than anyone else has. You have all of this power and yet you're still the kindest person I know. I don't know what I did to deserve someone like you. You're just…. Golden." My face flushed when I realized I said all of that out loud.
He grinned at me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me closer to him and kissed me. It made all of the embarrassment from rambling wash away.
He always kissed me like it could be the last kiss we would ever share. And every kiss made me forget the world around me. To me, he was the only thing that mattered and in turn, he made me feel like I was the only thing that mattered to him.
He lifted me with ease and set me on the counter, breaking away from my lips just to place his on my neck. "You deserve to be worshiped. And I plan on showing you how much I love you-" He kissed my neck again. "-need you, by doing just that." He practically breathed the words into my ear and I felt a shiver run over my skin.
Then his lips were on mine again.
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Every year I think "Wouldn't it be so cool if I could post the next part on Valentines Day." and every year Its not even close to possible.
Sorry for that... BUT! I can say that good things are happening and I've worked past some of the road blocks in my way. And in that time, I'm Always in This Twilight hit 300 notes!! My little side stories has skyrocketed in notes and my Masterlist is well over 100 notes.
I can't begin to thank you all enough for all the love and support. I love you all very very much. I promise I am working on the next part and hopefully it will be out before you know it.
Finally, I'll leave you with this fun little tid bit. The titles of each part have meant so much to me and have taken a considerable amount of time to pick the perfect one. So, the title of the third part comes from a Taylor Swift song that I think paints Carlisle and Y/n's relationship perfectly. Plus, Taylor plays such a huge part in my writing process, as evident in the Spotify Playlist....
That title is This Love Came Back to Me.
Anyway, enough from me. I've gotta get back to work. I love you so so much.
~Claire
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Can I be so vulnerable right now?
I really am working on Eclipse (This Love Came Back to Me). Truly. Its so daunting tho, because I want it to be perfect. And it is Really good right now. But I still have so much left. Like... I have not written the Newborn fight scene yet... and if I'm even more honest I really don't know what I'm doing with it yet...
But! I am writing. Today I wrote two pages! and typed two pages! and took out a large chunk I deemed unnecessary.
It's moving. It is still happening, I promise. I'm so sorry it's taking so so long.
I love you all so much. Thank you for all the love and support on the first two that is still flowing in. Even though it almost a full year since Aren't We Just Terrified...
If you're new here check out my Masterlist. If you've stuck around and are still excited for the next part, thank you.
I love you <3
~Claire
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Eclipse has been started ❤️
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An Aren't We Just Terrified update.
I HAVE FINISHED WRITTING IT!!!!
Well, physically writing it. I'm gonna type it all up and edit it and hopefully, very very soon, I will have it posted here.
It is so long. Way longer then I ever thought and significantly longer then the first one. Sorry about that.
But I will break it into parts so it will be easier to read. I want to post them all at the same time though, so I haven't decided how exactly I wanna do that yet. I will also need to make a masterlist.
Good things are coming friends. Thank you for sticking it out with me <3
Links to the things ~
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I'm kinda in the mood to write some Carlisle Blurbs for the IAITT universe? I've never done that before but I think it might be fun. So uhm if you have any cute idea feel free to send the to me.
Also, Just a daily reminder that I love you ❤
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Guys!
I've been on vacation and haven't been with my computer, but now that I'm home I'd like to thank you guys for some things. This is not my main account so I can't rely to your comments but I see them and I love them so much.
I can not believe how far these fics have gotten. The fact the I'm always in This Twilight has over 200 notes blows my mind. My masterlist already has over 50. There is some much love on Aren't We just Terrified already and I'm so incredibly grateful for all of it.
I never thought people would like and read my things and all of its possible because of you guys.
You'll never know how much it means to me.
Thank you
I love you <3
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Hey love! I was just wondering if you happened to have any updates on aren’t we just terrified?? Frankly I am obsessed with how you write Carlisle and cannot wait for more 😂
Oh my gosh! Hi!
It's almost done! I mean with in the next couple of weeks almost done! I'm going on a beach trip on the 24th of this month and I'd love to be working on Eclipse by then, but of course I have to finish Aren't We Just Terrified.
But I think it's entirely possible that it will be done so that can happen 😁
I can't thank you enough for holding out for it, I'm so excited to have it finished and published. I think the writing is better and it's close to 10,000 words longer so the process has felt like its dragging. Over all I'm just so excited for you guys to read it. 💜
Thank you again,
Much love ❤️
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Heyyyy. I have some requests if you don't mind!!
you get into an accident and Carlisle finds you. You wake up to Carlisle working over you. Carlisle gives you the option to be treated at his house. He gives you the option to be changed. You are super nervous and he is super sweet and gentle and walks you through everything.
You are a friend of the Cullen's (especially Alice). You go to their house to hang out and you start having a panic attack but try to hide it. Carlisle and Jasper find you and help you through it!
First, let me say that I am so, so, SO sorry this took actually forever to write. This was the first time I was writing of my I'm Always in this Twilight comfort blanket and oh boy did I feel lost at first.
I'm not kidding when I say I wrote this 3 times, with three different settings lol
But I finally settled with something I'm content with and here it is!!! I decided to only write the first one, BUT stay tuned because I do have something like the second one planned for my version of Eclipse <3
Anyway! Enough from me! Thank you so so much for sending in such creative requests.
Thank you for reading and Enjoying my work <3
Much love
~Claire <3
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Blurb title: Burning
word count: 1457
So many WARNINGS: Car accidents, blood, dying, pain, burning (but not actual fire just the feeling of burning) prolonged pain, wishing to die, sad.
I Promise it does have a happy ending <3 being turned into a vampire is not an easy process. Carlisle is the sweetest softest boy around.
THIS IS NOT CANON TO IAITT and will not be added to that masterlist. It's also why I didn't tag the normal taglist. Thanks again <3
Everything felt like slow motion. I took a turn too fast. I hit a patch of ice. I lost control. I don’t think I even heard the glass breaking. I couldn’t even tell what song was on the radio.
But I knew I was dying.
I knew my car was resting on the driver's side door somewhere off the road. I didn’t think the passing cars would even know I was down there. I squeezed my eyes closed and hoped I would just fall asleep.
I don’t know how long I stayed there, but I could feel the cool air surrounding me.I heard his voice before I saw him, I thought I imagined it.
“Y/n?” He sounded frantic, I didn’t open my eyes. “Y/n, please, sweetheart can you hear me.”
I still didn’t open my eyes but I tried to nod my head. I didn’t think I could will my voice to work.
“Dove, I’m going to pull you out of the car, okay? Tell me if anything hurts too much.” I nodded again. I didn’t really feel anything but cold. Then I was out of the car and in his arms. Only then did I allow myself to open my eyes. There was so much pain in his features.
He knew I was dying too.
He spoke softly “I- I can take you to the hospital…” I’d never heard him stutter, it broke my heart. I shook my head, not knowing if I would even make it there. “I can take you home.”
I gave him a look, he knew what I meant without it needing to be said. I was running out of time. “Carlisle…” His face twisted in pain. “Change me…”
“Y/n. You can’t make that choice right now.”
I tried to pull myself together enough to sound confident. “It’s what I would have chosen anyway. I want this.” I took one more steady breath. “I’m not ready to say goodbye to you yet…” It was barely above a whisper.
I think he wanted to cry. He hid his face in my hair and just breathed me in. “I need you to be sure.”
I nodded. I am sure. I wanted to tell him but the words wouldn’t come out. My heart beat felt like a timer. He looked into my eyes, he cupped my cheek, he kissed my forehead. I don’t think I felt any of it.
His voice was still shaky, but he sounded far away. “Okay- Okay. I’m gonna bite you here and-and then I’ll take you home, alright love?” I think I nodded. “Stay with me just a bit longer.” I felt his lips on mine. I held on to the feeling with everything I had left. I felt him whisper “I love you, Y/n”
As I closed my eyes, I felt his lips on my neck; The action alone made my heart quicken, I hoped that was a good thing. Then a sharp, shooting pain. Then nothing.
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I could feel time passing, but I couldn’t judge how much. I was out for some time, enough time to get home, but eventually the pain woke me up. I screamed and thrashed and prayed- for the first time in a very long time- that the burning would stop. How much more of me was left to burn? How was I anything more than ash?
“I’m so sorry, Y/n” His voice was broken. It pulled me to the surface, if only for a moment.
Carlisle, Carlisle, Carlisle.
I could hear him pacing. I tried to cling to the sound. Tried to use it as something to ground me. I could hear him. I wasn’t dead, though I very much wanted to be. I wanted to hold my hand out to him; I must have held it out to him. I felt his cool fingers intertwined with mine. I tried to squeeze him. He squeezed my hand.
It could have been seconds, hours, days, later, but again his voice pulled me to the surface. The pain didn’t feel as deep. I didn’t regret asking him to turn me, I just wanted it to be over.
“It won’t be long now, Cara” I think I nodded, though with all the screaming and thrashing I doubt anyone noticed.
I didn’t let go of his hand.
More time passed- Probably.
I let him let go of my hand but I still felt him in the room. Eventually I could smell him in the room- Eventually I could hear him once I was able to stop screaming.
He was caught somewhere between doctor mode and husband mode. He gave me soft encouragement. He promised it wouldn’t be too much longer. I really wanted to believe him. I honestly think his presence was the only thing keeping me sane.
I heard paper shuffling, I counted how many pages turned. I wondered if he was reading, or working, or taking notes on my transformation. I counted 388 page turns. He set whatever it was down 28 times, usually followed by a sigh, usually followed by a soft touch I hardly felt. His hands got warmer. Or, I guess my skin got colder.
If my heartbeat felt like a timer before; Now it felt like an alarm.
All of the pain slowly moved from the tips of my fingers and toes. It still traveled through my veins but I could feel it leaving. As it moved, the limbs felt normal- no pain, no heat. I almost wanted to try breathing again. I didn’t.
Unfortunately, all of the burning moved closer and closer to my heart. Each inch it moved in my veins sent my heart wild.
Then my chest was the only thing burning. And my heart beat as fast as butterfly wings but in heavy stomps.
This is it… I thought. It has to be.
I cried out once more…
Then it was over. Everything was so still. I didn’t move, so afraid the if I even wiggled a finger I would burn again.
Breaking the silence, Carlisle’s voice called to me. I didn’t think about it, I just wanted to find him. I opened my eyes and was stunned by the light. More than that, I was so overwhelmed by absolutely everything in the room. I sat up faster than I would have ever been able to.
Then Carlisle’s arms were around me, like he was there to steady me; I had never felt more steady in my life.
“Careful, Dove. You’re alright.” This time I was stunned by his voice. It was clear and smooth and intoxicating. It always has been, but this felt like the first time I had ever heard it clearly.
I wanted to speak, but I had no air to carry my voice. I would have to breathe to speak and somehow that was terrifying. I didn’t know how anything could be scary after everything I had just felt.
Instead I studied his features. His eyes were so bright and golden. He placed a soft hand on my cheek, and when I didn’t feel the chill of his skin, I took a sharp breath. Breathing wasn’t as scary as I expected, though it did hurt.
I remember from Bella’s transformation that newborns woke up thirsty and though it had been explained to me, I never could have really imagined what that would feel like. I had never experienced thirst like this. Everything was so dry and hot. I was almost convinced I’d swallowed a lit match. The air that filled my throat fed the flames. I wanted to scream again.
Instead I looked at him, my eyes catching his again. I let the pain pass for another moment.
“Carlisle…” I knew I whispered, I wanted to whisper it, but it felt so loud. I didn’t recognize my own voice. His smile widened. I wanted to kiss him.
“Y/n…”
“This is all real?” I knew it was. I had to ask anyway.
He laughed softly. “It’s very real.” I nodded though I wasn’t sure I believed him. I didn't really know how to believe him. Everything happened so quickly.
Only then did I notice the others giggling too.
Almost all of them were there. Alice and Jasper, Rose and Emmett, Edward and Bella, they all watched me in complete wonder.
And Carlisle.
Carlisle, Carlisle, Carlisle.
He was real and he was here and we could live happily ever after. It probably wouldn’t be as graceful as Bella’s transformation, but with all of them by my side, I could do this. Everything would be alright. The pain was over, but my life was new.
What I thought would be the end, was actually my first steps into forever.
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If I can't be with Carlisle it should be Charlie or Aro.
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